JAMES PATTERSON'S MASTERPIECE OF ADVENTURE, MYSTERY, AND SUSPENSE A #1 NEW YORK TIMES BESTSELLER FOR TWELVE STRAIGHT WEEKS!
Six unforgettable kids - with no families, no homes - are
running for their lives. Max Ride and her best friends are products of an
experiment: they were engineered to fly. And that's just the beginning of their
amazing powers. Now they've escaped, and they need to know who made them, who's
hunting them, and why they were designed to be superior to all other humans.
James Patterson calls Maximum Ride-. "My favorite story, and probably my
best."
"BOOK OF THE WEEK. . . Pace, action, mystery, and cool"
—London Times
"Maximum Ride: The Angel Experiment," by James Patterson is like
the best sort of video game or action movie, in book form. It shows the promise
of becoming a favorite. . .Think of this group of six, from 14 year-old Max to
6 year-old Angel, like the 'Boxcar Children' of a new millennium."
—Cleveland Plain Dealer
"The key to MAXIMUM RIDE's success may be that it
incorporates concepts familiar to young people. . .What makes these characters
so appealing is that they have wings and can fly. . . Another plus: the book
has a feel of a video game.. .The writing is visual and cinematic—things that
kids expect from their video games, TV cartoon shows and action movies. And the
ending leaves plenty of wiggle room for a sequel." —USA Today
"Raises serious questions about the morality of animal
experimentation and about the true meaning of family - and being human - but
the real focus is on the action: Bloody fight scenes, narrow escapes, and
shocking revelations will keep you glued to the page....[and] the ending is a
total cliffhanger. But don't worry: plans are already in the works for a sequel."
—teenpeople. com
"Nonstop action carries this page-turner breathlessly from
start to finish. . .Speed, suspense, excitement." —Kirkus Reviews
"Practically ready-made for a movie script, raw,
so-thrilling-it-drags-kids-in-by-their-throats entertainment... With Maximum
Ride the claim of 'addictive' is completely true. You cannot put it down. I
could not put it down . . . Younger kids will feel comfortable with it . . .but
this book is thick enough to appeal to more advanced readers. . . The writing
is quick, fresh, funny, smart, and rolls along with all the smoothness of
running water."
—Karina,
for The Toronto Sun
"Think wings, big wings. . .Any teen who's ever been treated
unkindly in a fancy restaurant will like the scene at the Tavern on the Green
in Central Park." —Chicago Tribune
"It's awesome and it fired my imagination. I chuckled
throughout, but wept ashamedly at least four times.
The scary thing is, it could happen, or may have happened!. . .One
of the most enjoyable books I've ever read!" —Audrey Martin, WH Smith
"[Patterson] delivers an action-packed cross between Gertrude
Chandler Warner's Boxcar Children and Marvel Comics' X-Men."
—Booklist
"The short chapters and rapid plot pace are sure to please
the reader as are such contemporary issues as animal testing, genetic
engineering, micro-computer tracking and finding oneself.
—Barbara, High School Librarian
"I am really excited for the next book, and hope that it
takes me for another maximum ride!" —Caitlin
"Simply WONDERFUL!! It was 20% funny, 20% suspense, 20%
surprise, and 40% action! I liked it and told my friends about it and they
can't wait to read it too!" —Joshua
"An incredible book that deals with important subjects for
our modern world. It raises moral questions about DNA experimentation, but also
manages to deal with the issues and experiences that every teenager and child
goes though. The best part, however, is that Maximum Ride: The Angel
Experiment does this questioning of our heart and minds in an entertaining
and fun way. . . Max is not just human, but then again, she is . . .To all
readers, but especially those who favor adventure and science fiction, read
this book. I promise that it is a 'ride' worth taking."
—Jenna
"A never-ending series of twists and action. . .a fantasy
romp that's hard to put down. . .Maximum Ride's witty narration and constant
cliffhangers make it worth a shot by skeptics. . .[and] should appeal to
fantasy lovers seeking a quick, fun read."
—Virginian-Pilot
"A compelling read."
—School Library Journal
"I loved this book! It was soooo exciting and suspenseful
that I literally jumped when something would happen. The narrator's voice was
hilarious; I laughed out loud in the middle of my English class. It was a great
book." —Hanna
"A work of perfection.. .Mr. Patterson has outdone himself
(yet again). . .this is his first novel for young adults, and it sparkles. Go
out and read this book."
—Robbie
"An appeal that transcends age. Like the Harry Potter series,
this is a reading experience that will be shared by children, their parents and
grandparents. In the guise of a science fiction story, James Patterson raises
questions of ethics and morality that should make for many spirited dinner
table discussions."
—The Rocky Mountain News
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Maximum Ride : the angel experiment
/ by James Patterson. — 1st ed. p.cm.
Summary: After the mutant Erasers
abduct the youngest member of their group, the "bird kids," who are
the result of genetic experimentation, take off in pursuit and find themselves
struggling to understand their own origins and purpose.
ISBN: 0-316-15556-X(HC)
ISBN: 0-446-61779-2 (MM)
[1. Genetic engineering — Fiction.
2. Adventure and adventurers — Fiction.] 1. Title.
10 9876543 2 1
Q-BF
Printed in the United States of
America
For Jennifer
Rudolph Walsh; Hadley, Griffin, and Wyatt Zangwill
Gabrielle
Charbonnet; Monina and Piera Varela
Suzie and Jack
MaryEllen and
Andrew
Carole, Brigid,
and Meredith
Fly, babies, fly!
To the
reader:
The idea for Maximum Ride comes from
earlier books of mine called When the Wind Blows and The Lake House, which
also feature a character named Max who escapes from a quite despicable School.
Most of the similarities end there. Max and the other kids in Maximum Ride are
not the same Max and kids featured in those two books. Nor do Frannie and Kit
play any part in Maximum Ride. I hope you enjoy the ride anyway.
THE ANGEL
EXPERIMENT
Warning
If you dare to read his story,
you become part of the Experiment.
I know that sounds a little mysterious-
but it's all I can say right now.
Max
Congratulations.
The fact that you're reading this means you've taken one giant step closer to
surviving till your next birthday. Yes, you, standing there leafing
through these pages. Do not put this book down. I'm dead serious—your
life could depend on it.
This is my
story, the story of my family, but it could just as easily be your story too.
We're all in this together; trust me on that.
I've never done anything like this,
so I'm just going to jump in, and you try to keep up.
Okay. I'm Max. I'm fourteen. I live
with my family, who are five kids not related to me by blood, but still totally
my family.
We're—well, we're kind of amazing.
Not to sound too full of myself, but we're like nothing you've ever seen
before.
Basically, we're pretty cool, nice,
smart—but not "average" in any way. The six of us—me, Fang, Iggy,
Nudge,
the Gasman, and Angel—were made on purpose, by the sickest, most horrible
"scientists" you could possibly imagine. They created us as an
experiment. An experiment where we ended up only 98 percent human. That other 2
percent has had a big impact, let me tell you.
We grew up in a science lab /prison
called the School, in cages, like lab rats. It's pretty amazing we can think or
speak at all. But we can—and so much more.
There was one other School
experiment that made it past infancy. Part human, part wolf—all predator:
They're called Erasers. They're tough, smart, and hard to control. They look
human, but when they want to, they are capable of morphing into wolf men,
complete with fur, fangs, and claws. The School uses them as guards, police—and
executioners.
To them, we're six moving
targets—prey smart enough to be a fun challenge. Basically, they want to rip
our throats out. And make sure the world never finds out about us.
But I'm not lying down just yet. I'm
telling you, right?
This story could be about you—or
your children. If not today, then soon. So please, please take this seriously.
I'm risking everything that matters by telling you—but you need to know.
Keep reading—don't let anyone stop
you.
—Max. And my family: Fang, Iggy, Nudge, the
Gasman, and Angel.
Welcome to our nightmare.
PART 1
FLOCK FRIGHT
1
The funny
thing about facing imminent death is that it really snaps everything else into
perspective. Take right now, for instance.
Run! Come on, run! You know you can
do it.
I gulped deep lungfuls of air. My
brain was on hyper-drive; I was racing for my life. My one goal was to escape.
Nothing else mattered.
My arms being scratched to ribbons
by a briar I'd run through? No biggie.
My bare feet hitting every sharp
rock, rough root, pointed stick? Not a problem.
My lungs aching for air? I could
deal.
As long as I
could put as much distance as possible between me and the Erasers.
Yeah, Erasers. Mutants: half-men,
half-wolves, usually armed, always bloodthirsty. Right now they were after me.
See? That snaps everything into
perspective.
Run. You're
faster than they are. You can outrun anyone.
I'd never been this far from the
School before. I was totally lost. Still, my arms pumped by my sides, my feet
crashed through the underbrush, my eyes scanned ahead anxiously through the half-light.
I could outrun them. I could find a clearing with enough space for me to—
Oh, no. Oh, no. The
unearthly baying of bloodhounds on the scent wailed through the trees, and I
felt sick. I could outrun men—all of us could, even Angel, and she's only six.
But none of us could outrun a big dog.
Dogs, dogs, go away, let me live
another day.
They were getting closer. Dim light
filtered in through the woods in front of me—a clearing? Please, please . .
. a clearing could save me.
I burst through the trees, chest
heaving, a thin sheen of cold sweat on my skin.
Yes!
No—oh, no!
I skidded to a halt, my arms waving,
my feet backpedaling in the rocky dirt.
It wasn't a clearing. In front of me
was a cliff, a sheer face of rock that dropped to an unseeable floor
hundreds of feet below.
In back of me were woods filled with
drooling bloodhounds and psycho Erasers with guns.
Both options stank.
The dogs were yelping
excitedly—they'd found their prey: moi.
I looked over the deadly drop.
There was no choice, really. If you
were me, you'd have done the same thing.
I closed my eyes, held out my arms .
. . and let myself fall over the edge of the cliff.
The Erasers screamed angrily, the dogs
barked hysterically, and then all I could hear was the sound of air rushing
past me.
It was so dang peaceful, for a
second. I smiled.
Then, taking a deep breath, I
unfurled my wings as hard and fast as I could.
Thirteen feet across, pale tan with
white streaks and some freckly looking brown spots, they caught the air, and I
was suddenly yanked upward, hard, as if a parachute had just opened. Yow!
Note to self: No sudden unfurling.
Wincing, I pushed downward with all
my strength, then pulled my wings up, then pushed downward again.
Oh, my god, I was flying—just
like I'd always dreamed.
The cliff floor, draped in shadow,
receded beneath me. I laughed and surged upward, feeling the pull of my
muscles, the air whistling through my secondary feathers, the breeze drying the
sweat on my face.
I soared up past the cliff edge,
past the startled hounds and the furious Erasers.
One of them, hairy-faced, fangs
dripping, raised his gun. A red dot of light appeared on my torn nightgown. Not
today, you jerk, I thought, veering sharply west so the sun would be in his
hate-crazed eyes.
I'm not going to die today.
2
I jolted upright in bed, gasping, my hand over my heart.
I couldn't help checking my nightgown.
No red laser dot. No bullet holes. I fell back on my bed, limp with relief.
Geez, I hated that dream. It was always
the same: running away from the School, being chased by Erasers and dogs, me
falling off a cliff, then suddenly whoosh, wings, flying, escaping. I
always woke up feeling a second away from death.
Note to self: Give subconscious a pep
talk re: better dreams.
It was chilly, but I forced myself out
of my cozy bed. I threw on clean sweats—amazingly, Nudge had put the laundry
away.
Everyone else was still asleep: I could
have a few minutes of peace and quiet, get a jump on the day.
I glanced out the hall windows on the
way to the kitchen. I loved this view: the morning sunlight breaking
over the crest of the mountains, the clear sky,
the deep shadows, the fact that I could see no sign of any other people.
We were high on a mountain, safe, just
me and my family.
Our house was shaped like a letter E turned
on its side. The bars of the E were cantilevered on stilts out over a
steep canyon, so if I looked out a window, I felt like I was floating. On a
"cool" scale from one to ten, this house was an easy fifteen.
Here, my family and I could be
ourselves. Here, we could live free. I mean literally free, as in, not
in cages.
Long story. More on that later.
And of course here's the best part: no
grown-ups. When we first moved here, Jeb Batchelder had taken care of us, like
a dad. He'd saved us. None of us had parents, but Jeb had come as close as
possible.
Two years ago, he'd disappeared. I knew
he was dead, we all did, but we didn't talk about it. Now we were on our own.
Yep, no one telling us what to do, what
to eat, when to go to bed. Well, except me. I'm the oldest, so I try to keep
things running as best I can. It's a hard, thankless job, but someone has to do
it.
We don't go to school, either, so thank
God for the Internet, because otherwise we wouldn't know nothin'. But no
schools, no doctors, no social workers knocking on our door. It's simple: If no
one knows about us, we stay alive.
I was rustling around for food in the
kitchen when I heard sleepy shuffling behind me.
"Mornin', Max."
3
"Morning,
Gazzy," I said as the heavy-lidded eight-year-old slumped at the table. I
rubbed his back and dropped a kiss on his head. He'd been the Gasman ever since
he was a baby. What can I say? The child has something funky with his digestive
system. A word to the wise: Stay upwind.
The Gasman blinked up at me, his
gorgeous blue eyes round and trusting. "What's for breakfast?" he
asked, sitting up. His fine blond hair stuck up all over his head, reminding me
of a fledgling's downy feathers.
"Um, it's a surprise," 1
said, since I had no idea.
"I'll pour juice," the
Gasman offered, and my heart swelled. He was a sweet, sweet kid, and so was his
little sister. He and six-year-old Angel were the only blood siblings among us,
but we were all a family anyway.
Soon Iggy, tall and pale, slouched
into the kitchen. Eyes closed, he fell onto our beat-up couch with perfect
aim.
The only time he has trouble being blind is when one of us forgets and moves
furniture or someth
"Hey, Ig, rise and shine,"
I said.
"Bite me," he mumbled
sleepily.
"Fine," I said. "Miss
breakfast."
I was looking in the fridge with
naive hope—maybe the food fairies had come—when the back of my neck prickled. I
straightened quickly and spun around.
"Will you quit that?"
I said.
Fang always appeared silently like
that, out of nowhere, like a dark shadow come to life. He regarded me calmly,
dressed and alert, his dark, overlong hair brushed back. He was four months
younger than me but already four inches taller. "Quit what?" he asked
calmly. "Breathing?"
I rolled my eyes. "You know
what."
With a grunt, Iggy staggered
upright. "I'll make eggs," he announced. I guess if I were more of a
fembot, it would bother me that a blind guy six months younger than I am
could cook better than I could.
But I'm not. So it didn't.
I surveyed the kitchen. Breakfast
was well under way. "Fang? You set the table. I'll go get Nudge and
Angel."
The two girls shared the last small
bedroom. I pushed the door open to find eleven-year-old Nudge asleep, tangled
up in her covers. She was barely recognizable with her mouth shut, I thought
wryly. When she was awake, we called it the Nudge Channel: all Nudge, all the
time.
"Hey, sweetie, up and at
'em," I said, gently shaking her shoulder. "Breakfast in ten."
Nudge blinked, her brown eyes
struggling to focus on me. "Wha’ ?" she mumbled.
"Another day," 1 said.
"Get up and face it."
Groaning, Nudge levered herself into
a crumpled but technically upright position.
Across the room, a thin curtain
concealed one corner. Angel always liked small cozy spaces. Her bed, tucked
behind the curtain, was like a nest—full of stuffed animals, books, most of her
clothes. I smiled and pulled the curtain back.
"Hey, you're already
dressed," I said, leaning over to hug her.
"Hi, Max," Angel said,
tugging her blond curls out of her collar. "Can you do my buttons?"
"Yep." I turned her around
and started doing her up.
I'd never told the others, but I
just loved, loved, loved Angel. Maybe because I'd been taking care of
her practically since she was a baby. Maybe because she was just so incredibly
sweet and loving herself.
"Maybe because I'm like your
little girl," said Angel, turning around to look at me. "But don't
worry, Max. I won't tell anybody. Besides, I love you best too." She threw
her skinny arms around my neck and planted a somewhat sticky kiss on my cheek.
I hugged her back, hard. Oh, yeah—that's another special thing about Angel.
She can read minds.
4
"I want to go
pick strawberries today," Angel said firmly, scooping up a forkful of
scrambled eggs. "They're ripe now."
"Okay, Angel, I'll go with
you," said the Gasman. Just then he let rip one of his unfortunate
occurrences and giggled.
"Oh, jeez, Gazzy," I said
disapprovingly.
"Gas . . . mask!" Iggy
choked out, grasping his neck and pretending to asphyxiate.
"I'm done," Fang
said, getting up quickly and taking his plate to the sink.
"Sorry," the Gasman said
automatically, but he kept eating.
"Yeah, Angel," said Nudge.
"I think the fresh air would do us all good. I'll go too."
"We'll all go," I said.
Outside, it was beautiful, clear and
cloudless, with the first real heat of May. We carried
buckets and baskets as Angel led us to a huge patch of wild strawberries.
She held my hand. "If you make
cake, I can make strawberry shortcakes," she said happily.
"Yeah, that'll be the day, when
Max makes a cake," I heard Iggy say. "I'll make it, Angel."
I whirled. "Oh, thank
you!" I exclaimed. "Okay, I'm not a fabulous cook. But I can still
kick your butt, and don't you forget it!"
Iggy was laughing, holding up his
hands in denial. Nudge was trying not to laugh, even Fang was grinning, and the
Gasman looked ... mischievous.
"Was that you?" I
asked Gazzy.
He grinned and shrugged, trying not
to look too pleased with himself. The Gasman had been about three when I
realized he could mimic just about any sound or voice. I'd lost count of how
many times Iggy and Fang had almost come to blows over stuff Gazzy had said in
their voices. It was a dark gift, and he wielded it happily.
It was just another weird
ability—most of us had them. Whatever they were, they sure made life more
interesting.
Next to me, Angel froze and
screamed.
Startled, I stared down at her, and
in the next second, men with wolfish muzzles, huge canines, and reddish,
glinting eyes dropped out of the sky like spiders. Erasers! And it wasn't a
dream.
5
There was no
time to think. Jeb had trained us not to think—just to act. I launched myself
at an Eraser, spinning and planting a hard, roundhouse kick in his barrel
chest. His breath went oof, and the odor was just awful, like raw sewage
left out in the hot sun.
After that,
it was like a movie, a bunch of superimposed images that hardly seemed real. I
landed another blow, then an Eraser punched me so hard that my head snapped
around and I felt a burst of blood in my mouth. Out of the corner of my eye, I
saw Fang holding his own against an Eraser—until two more ganged up on him, and
he went down under flailing clawed hands.
Iggy was still upright, but one eye
was already swelling shut.
Beyond shock, I scrambled to my
feet, then saw the Gasman out cold, lying facedown on the ground.
I leaped toward him, only to be
grabbed again. Two Erasers pinned my arms behind my back. Another leaned
in,
his reddish eyes glinting with excitement, his jaw fully morphed out and
snoutlike. He pulled back his hand and curled it into a fist. Then he brought
it in hard, punching me in the stomach. An unbelievable pain exploded inside
me, and I doubled over, dropping like a stone.
Dimly, I heard Angel screaming and
Nudge crying.
Get up! I told
myself, trying to suck in air. Get up!
As weird mutant kids, we're much,
much stronger than regular grown-up humans. But Erasers aren't regular grown-up
humans, and they outnumbered us as well. We were dog meat. I struggled to my
hands and knees, trying not to retch.
I staggered to my feet, bloodlust in
my eyes, ready to kill. Two Erasers held Nudge's hands and feet. They swung her
hard, and she went sailing, hitting her head against a tree. I heard a small
pained cry, and then she lay crumpled among the pine needles.
With a hoarse, blood-muffled shout,
I ran up and clapped my cupped palms around an Eraser's furry ears. He shrieked
as his eardrums popped, and he fell to his knees.
"Max!" Angel screamed,
high-pitched and terrified, and I spun around. An Eraser had her by the arms,
and I raced forward, jumping over Iggy, who now lay unconscious. Two Erasers
fell on me, knocking me down, one pressing a heavy knee into my chest. I
wheezed and struggled, and one of them cuffed my face hard, his ragged claws
digging deep welts in my cheek.
Dizzily, I fell back, the two
Erasers pinning me, and with uncomprehending horror I saw three other Erasers
stuffing
Angel, my baby, into a rough sack. She was crying and screaming, and one of
them hit her.
Frantically struggling, I tried to
scream but could make only a hoarse, choked cry. "Get off me, you
stupid, freaking—" I choked, but I was slammed back again.
An Eraser leaned over me, smiling
horribly.
"Max," he said, and
my stomach clenched—did I know him? "Good to see you again," he went
on conversationally. "You look like crap. You always acted so much better
than everyone else, so this cheers me up."
"Who are you?" I gasped,
feeling cold at the center of my being.
The Eraser grinned, his long, sharp
teeth barely fitting in his jaw. "You don't recognize me? I guess I've
grown some."
My eyes went wide with sudden,
horrified recognition.
"Ari," I whispered, and he
laughed like a mad person. Then he stood up. I saw his huge, black boot come at
my head, felt my head jerk to one side, and everything went black.
My last thought was disbelief: Ari
was Jeb's son. They'd made him into an Eraser. He was seven years old.
6
"Max?"
The Gasman's voice was very young and very scared.
I heard a horrible, low moan, then
realized it had come from me.
The Gasman and Fang were leaning
over me, concerned expressions on their bruised, bloodied faces.
"I'm okay," I croaked,
having no idea if I was or not. Memory came rushing back, and I tried to sit
up. "Where's Angel?" My voice was strained.
Fang's dark eyes met mine.
"She's gone. They took her."
I thought I might faint again. I
remembered being nine years old, looking out the wired-glass lab window, watching
the Erasers in the semidarkness. The whitecoats had released chimpanzees onto
the School grounds and let newly made Erasers loose after them. Teaching them
how to hunt.
The sounds of the chimpanzees
screeching in terror and pain still echoed in my mind.
That was who had Angel now.
Rage overwhelmed me—why couldn't
they have taken me instead? Why take a tiny kid? Maybe I would have had
a chance—maybe.
Shakily, I got to my feet. My head
was spinning, and I had to lean against Fang, hating my weakness. "We've
got to get her," I said urgently, trying to stay upright. "We've got
to get her before they—" Horror-filled images flashed through my
mind—Angel being chased, being hurt, being killed. I gulped, shutting them down.
"Check in, guys—are you up for
a chase?" I examined the four of them. They looked like they'd been
stuffed into a blender set on "chop."
"Yes," Nudge said in a
tear-choked voice.
"I'm up," said Iggy, a
split lip making his voice thick.
The Gasman nodded solemnly at me.
To my horror, hot tears momentarily
blurred my vision. I wiped them away with the back of one hand and called on
fury to keep me going.
Just then Iggy cocked his head
slightly. It was a clue for me to start listening intently. Then I heard it
too: a faint engine noise.
"There!" Iggy said,
pointing.
The five of us ran stiffly and
clumsily toward the sound. A hundred yards through the woods brought us to a
sharp drop-off maybe fifty feet above an old, unused logging road.
Then I saw it: a black Humvee, dull
with dust and mud, bumping roughly over the unpaved road. My heart
pounded.
I knew, just knew, that my little one, my Angel, was inside. And she was on her
way to a place where death came as a blessing.
It wasn't
going to happen, not while I was breathing.
"Let's get her!" I cried,
then backed up about ten feet. The others scurried out of my way as I ran to
the edge and simply jumped out into space.
I started to fall toward the road.
Then I
unfurled my wings, fast, catching the wind.
And I began to fly.
7
You see, that nightmare I had is actually hard to tell apart from
my real life. My friends and I really did used to live at a stinking cesspool
of evil called the School. We were created by scientists, whitecoats, who
grafted avian DNA onto our human genes. Jeb had been a whitecoat, but he'd felt
sorry for us, cared about us, and kidnapped us away from there.
We were bird kids, a flock of six. And
the Erasers wanted to kill us. Now they had six-year-old Angel.
I gave a strong push down and then up,
feeling my shoulder muscles working to move my thirteen-foot wingspan.
I banked sharply, heading after the
Humvee. A quick glance back revealed that Nudge had jumped out after me, then
Iggy, the Gasman, and Fang. In tight formation, we swerved down toward the car.
Fang snatched a dead branch off a tree. He dropped straight down and smashed it
against the Humvee's front windshield.
The vehicle swerved, a window rolled
down. A gun barrel poked out. Around me, trees started popping with bullets.
The smell of hot metal and gun smoke filled the air. I looped back into the
tree line, still tracking the car. Fang smashed the windshield again. Bullets
spit from several windows. Fang wisely surged away.
"Angel!" I screamed.
"We're here! We're coming for you!"
"Up ahead," called Fang,
and I saw a clearing maybe two hundred yards away. Through the trees, I could
barely see the greenish outline of a chopper. The Humvee was bouncing heavily
over the rutted road. I met Fang's eyes, and he nodded. Our chance was when
they moved Angel from the car to the chopper.
It all happened so fast, though. The
Humvee braked awkwardly, sliding in the mud. The door burst open, and an Eraser
sprang out. Fang dropped on him, then recoiled with a yell, his arm dripping
blood. The Eraser sped toward the chopper, throwing himself through the open
hatch. A second Eraser, showing his huge yellow canine teeth, leaped from the car
and hurled something into the air. Shouting, Nudge grabbed Iggy's hand and they
pulled backward fast as a grenade exploded in front of them, spewing chunks of
metal and tree bark everywhere.
The chopper's rotor was picking up
speed, and I shot out from behind the trees. They were not going to get
my baby. They were not taking her back to that place.
Ari jumped out of the car, carrying
the sack with Angel in it.
I tore toward the chopper, fear and
desperate anger making my blood sing. Ari threw Angel's sack through the
open door. He jumped in behind, an incredible
athlete himself.
With a furious roar, I sprang up and
caught hold of the chopper's landing skid just as it took off. The metal was
hot from the sun and too wide to hold. I hooked one arm over it, trying to
steady myself.
The massive downdraft from the rotors
almost snapped my wings in half. I pulled them in, and the Erasers laughed,
pointing at me as they closed the glass hatch. Ari was right there. He picked
up a rifle and aimed it at me.
"Let me tell you a secret, old pal,
old chap," Ari yelled at me. "You've got it all wrong. We're the
good guys!"
"Angel," I whispered, near
tears. Ari's claw tightened on the trigger. He would do it. And dead, I
would be no use to anybody.
My heart breaking, I let go, falling
fast, just as I saw a small, tousled blond head shake itself free of the sack.
My baby, flying away toward her death.
And, trust me on this, things much worse
than death.
8
We all have
great vision—raptor vision. So we had the excruciating pain of watching the
helicopter take Angel away for much longer than the average person. My throat
closed with a sob. Angel, whom I had cared for since she was a baby with goofy
chicken wings. I felt like they had chopped my own right wing off, leaving a
ragged, gaping wound.
"They have my sister!" the Gasman
howled, throwing himself down. He always tried so hard to be a tough guy, but
he was only eight, and he'd just seen his sister kidnapped by the hounds of
hell. He pounded the dirt with his fists, and Fang knelt next to him, one arm
tenderly around his shoulder.
"Max, what are we gonna
do?" Nudge's eyes were swimming with tears. She was bruised and bloody,
her fists clenching and unclenching anxiously. "They have Angel."
Suddenly I knew I was going to
implode. Without a word, I pushed off from the ground,
wings out, taking off as fast as I could.
I flew out of sight, out of the
others' hearing. Ahead was a huge Douglas fir, and I landed ungracefully on one
of its upper branches, maybe 175 feet in the air, scrabbling to catch hold
because I'd overshot. Gasping, I clung to the limb.
Okay, Max, think. Think! Fix this!
Figure something out.
My brain was flooded with too much
thought, emotion, confusion, rage, pain. I needed to get a grip.
But I couldn't get a grip.
It was like I had just lost my
little sister.
And like I had lost my little girl.
"Oh, God, Angel, Angel,
Angel!"
Yelling as loud as I could, I made
fists and punched the chunky bark of the fir tree hard, over and over, until
finally actual pain seeped into my seared consciousness. I stared at my
knuckles, saw the blood, the missing skin, the splinters.
The physical pain hurt much less
than the mental kind.
My Angel, my baby, had been snatched
away. She was with bloodthirsty man-wolf mutants eager for her blood who would
turn her over to despicable lab geeks who wanted to take her apart. Literally.
Then I was crying, clinging to the
tree as if it were a lifeboat from the Titanic, and I sobbed and sobbed
until I thought I'd make myself sick. Gradually, the sobs slowed to shudders,
and I wiped my face on my shirt, leaving streaks of blood.
I sat in the tree until my breathing
calmed and my brain seemed to be hitting on most cylinders again. My hands were
killing me, though. Note to self: Stop punching inanimate objects.
Okay. It was time to go down and be
strong, to get everyone together, to come up with Plan B.
And one other thing—Ari's last words
were still screaming in my brain: We're the good guys.
9
I don't even
remember flying home. I felt heartbroken and numb, and when we walked into the
kitchen, the first thing I saw was Angel's breakfast plate on the table.
Iggy howled and swept his hand
across the kitchen counter, catapulting a mug through the air. It hit Fang in
the side of the head.
"Watch it, idiot!" he
yelled at Iggy furiously. Then he realized what he'd said, clenched his teeth,
and rolled his eyes at me in frustration.
Tears were streaming down my cheeks,
their salt stinging where the Eraser had raked me with his claws. Moving
automatically, I got the first aid kit and started cleaning the Gasman's
scrapes and cuts. I looked around. Nudge's cheek was bleeding; some shrapnel
had burned her as it flew past. For once she wasn't talking—she was curled on
the couch, crying.
The Gasman glanced up at me.
How'd you let this happen, Max?
I was asking myself the same
question.
True, I'm the leader, I'm Max the
Invincible—but I'm also just a fourteen-year-old kid. And every once in a
while, like when I realize all over again that Jeb is gone forever, that we're
on our own, that the others depend on me and I can't let them down, well,
that's when it all gets to me. Suddenly, I'm a little kid again, wishing Jeb
were back—or even, hey, wishing I was normal! Or had parents!
Yeah, right.
"You watch
it!" Iggy shouted at Fang. "What happened? I mean, you guys
can see, can't you? Why couldn't you get Angel?"
"They had a chopper!" the
Gasman yelled, squirming out of my reach. "And guns! We're not bulletproof!"
"Guys! Guys!" I yelled.
"We're all upset. But we're not the enemy! They're the enemy."
I stuck the last Band-Aid on the
Gasman and started pacing. "Just—be quiet for a minute so I can
think," I added more calmly. It wasn't their fault our rescue mission had
been such a total ditcher. It wasn't their fault Angel was gone.
It was their fault that the
kitchen looked like it belonged to a family of hygiene-challenged jackals, but
I would deal with that later. Whenever that kind of thing became important
again. If ever.
Iggy moved to the couch and almost
sat on Nudge. She scooted to one side, and when he sat down, she put her head
on his shoulder. He stroked her hair.
"Take deep breaths," the
Gasman advised me, looking concerned. I almost burst into tears again. I had
let his sister get kidnapped, failed to save
her, and he was worried about me.
Fang was darkly silent. His eyes
watched me as he opened a can of ravioli and picked up a fork with a heavily
bandaged hand.
"You know, if they just wanted
to kill her, or kill all of us, they could have," Nudge said shakily.
"They had guns. They wanted Angel alive for some reason. And
they didn't care if we were alive or not. I mean, they didn't go out of
their way to make sure we were dead, is what I'm saying. So that makes
me think we have time to go after Angel again."
"But they were in a
chopper," said the Gasman. "They're way gone. They could be
anywhere." His lower lip trembled, and he clenched his jaw. "Like,
China or something."
I went over and ruffled his already
ruffled blond hair. "I don't think they took her to China, Gazzy."
"We know where they took
her." Fang's calm words fell like stones. He scraped the bottom of the can
with his fork.
"Where's that?" Iggy
asked, raising his head, his blind eyes bloodshot with unshed tears.
"The
School," Fang and I said at the same time.
Well, as you can imagine, that went
over like a ton of freaking bricks.
10
Nudge gasped,
her hand over her mouth, her eyes wide.
The Gasman looked scared, then tried
to wipe it off his face.
Iggy's spine tightened, his face
like ice. When he'd been at the School, they'd tried to surgically enhance his
night vision. Now he was blind forever. Oops.
"They took Angel back to the
School?" the Gasman asked, confused.
"I think so," I said,
trying to sound together and lead-erly. As if I weren't screaming with panic
inside.
"Why?" Nudge whispered.
"After four years, I thought maybe they had forgotten—"
"They want us back," said
Fang.
We'd never really talked about this.
It was like, out of sight, out of mind. Actually, more like, let's all try to
forget when we were at the mercy of sadistic spawns of Satan in a place that's
a total, hellish abomination and ought to be firebombed. Yeah, more like that.
"They'll never forget about us.
Jeb wasn't supposed to take us out of there," I reminded the Gasman.
"Jeb knew they would do
anything to get us back. If anyone ever discovered what they did to us, it
would be the end of the School," Fang explained.
"Why don't we tell on them,
then?" Nudge demanded. "We could go to a TV station and tell everyone
and say, Look, they grew wings on us, and we're just little kids, and—"
"Okay, that would fix them,"
Iggy interrupted. "But we'd end up in a zoo."
"Well, what are we gonna do,
then?" The Gasman was starting to sound panicky.
Fang had gotten up and left the
room, and now he returned, holding a sheaf of yellowed, fading papers. The
edges looked nibbled, and he shook some mouse poop off.
"Eew," said Nudge, wiping
her nose on her sleeve. "Eew. Was that—"
"Here," said Fang, pushing
the papers at me.
They were Jeb's ancient printed-out
files. After he disappeared, we'd cleared off his desk and shoved everything in
the back of a closet so we wouldn't have to look at it all the time.
We spread the papers out on the
kitchen table. Just looking at them made the hairs on the back of my neck stand
up. Not to mention the strong eau de mouse. I'd rather have been doing anything
but.
Fang started
to sift through the pile. He found a large manila envelope, sealed with a clump
of wax. After looking at me, catching my nod, he
popped the wax with his thumbnail.
"What is that?" asked the
Gasman.
"Map," Fang said, pulling
out a faded topographical drawing.
"Map of what?" Nudge
leaned closer, peering over Fang's shoulder.
"Map of a secret
facility," I said, feeling my stomach clench. I'd hoped I'd never have to
see it again, never break that wax seal. "In California. The School."
11
"Whaaat?"
the Gasman squeaked.
Iggy went even paler than normal, if
possible.
"That's
where they took Angel," I said. "And that's where we have to go to
get her back."
"Oh," said Nudge, her
brain hitting overdrive. "Yeah. We have to go get Angel back. We can't let
her stay there—with them. They're—monsters. They're going to do bad things to
her. And put her in a cage. Hurt her. But there's five of us. So the rest of us
have to go get hmph— "
I had wrapped my hand across her
mouth. She peeled my fingers apart. "Uh, how far is it?"
"Six hundred miles, more or
less," Fang said. "At least a seven-hour flight, not including
breaks."
"Can we discuss this?"
Iggy asked, not turning his head. "We're way outnumbered."
"No." I scanned the map,
already working out routes, rest stops, backup plans.
"Can we take a vote? They had guns.
And a chopper." There was an edge in Iggy's voice.
"Iggy. This is not a
democracy," I said, understanding his fear but unable to do anything about
it. "It's a Maxocracy. You know we have to go after Angel. You can't be
thinking that we would just let them take her. The six of us look out for one
another—no matter what. None of us is ever going to live in a cage again, not
while I'm alive." I took a deep breath.
"But actually, Nudge, Fang, and
I are going after Angel. You and the Gasman—I need you to stay here. Hold down
the fort. On the off chance Angel escapes and makes her way home."
There was a moment of dead silence.
"You are so full of it,"
said Iggy, turning toward me. "That's not why you want us here. Why don't
you just say it?"
Tension was making my stomach hurt.
I didn't have time for this. No—Angel didn't have time for this.
"Okay," I said, trying for
a placating tone. "It's true. I don't want you to come. The fact is,
you're blind, and while you're a great flyer around here where you know
everything, I can't be worrying about you in the middle of a firefight with the
Erasers."
Iggy's face
twisted in anger. He opened his mouth but got cut off.
"What about me?" the
Gasman squealed. "I don't care if they have guns and a chopper and
Erasers. She's my sister."
"That's right. And if they want
her so bad, they might want you just as bad," I pointed out.
"Plus, you're a great flyer, but you're eight years old, and we're going
to be logging major hours."
"Jeb would never have made us
stay," Iggy said angrily. "Never. Ever."
I pressed my lips together. I was
doing the best I could. "Maybe not," I admitted. "We'll never
know. Jeb's dead. Now everyone get your gear together."
PART 2
HOTEL CALIFORNIA,
SORT OF
12
"We clear on
Plan B?" I asked, raising my voice so Fang and Nudge could hear me over
the roar of the wind.
We were headed into the sun,
south-southwest. Leaving the Sangre de Cristo Mountains behind, streaking
through the sky at a steady ninety miles per hour. If we hit a nice air
current, we could add twenty miles per hour to our speed. The glory of flight.
Fang nodded. God, is he ever the
strong and silent type.
"Uh-huh," said Nudge.
"If we get separated somehow—though I don't see how we could, unless maybe
one of us gets lost in a cloud or something—do you think that could happen? I
haven't ever been inside a cloud. I bet it's creepy. Can you see anything
inside a cloud—"
I shot her a look. She paused, then
quickly finished, "We meet up at the northmost point of Lake Mead."
I nodded. "And where's the
School?"
"In Death Valley, eight miles
due north from the Bad-water Basin." Her mouth opened to add more, but I
raised my eyebrows at her. I love Nudge, Nudge is a great kid, but that
motormouth of hers could have turned Mother Teresa into an ax murderer.
"You got it," I said.
"Good job." Did you hear that address? Could the School be located in
a more perfect place? Death Valley. Above the Badwater Basin. Like,
when we got there, we'd see a road paved with good intentions and have to cross
the river Styx to get in. Wouldn't surprise me.
The wind was undoing my braid, and
chunks of long hair whipped annoyingly across my face. Note to self: Cut
hair short.
The Gasman and Iggy had been
none-too-happy campers when we'd left, but I thought I'd made the right
decision. That was the problem with this leader stuff. It didn't come with an
instruction manual. Given what Angel was facing, their being unhappy was the
least of my concerns.
I glanced over at Fang and saw that
his face looked serene, almost—well, not exactly happy, Fang's never
happy—but just really calm. I edged closer to him.
"On the plus side, flying is
just really, really cool," I said, and he looked at me with a half smile
of understanding. His dark wings moved powerfully, glinting faintly purple in
the sunlight. The wind was whistling in our ears; we could see everything for
miles. It was like being God. I imagine.
Oh, yeah. "On the minus side,
we're mutant freaks who will never live a normal life."
Fang shrugged. "Win some, lose
some."
I was too upset to laugh but gave a
wry smile and looked over at Nudge. She was three years younger than us but was
holding her own. Like all of us, she was tall for her age, and skinny, probably
weighing no more than sixty pounds, thanks to her strong, light bird bones.
Ninety miles an hour wasn't fast
enough. The "scientists" at the School could do a lot of damage in
seven hours. Even so, I knew we'd have to take a break before we got there. If
we were going to hit the School, we'd need to be rested, not hungry.
I checked my watch—we'd been
skyborne for a good two hours. I was already feeling empty, a little shaky.
Flying burned energy like nothing else, and after a long flight, I felt like I
could eat a cow. Fork optional. Even needing to get to Angel, we couldn't
forget the basic necessity of eating.
"Max?" Nudge's big eyes,
the same tawny russet as her wings, looked over at me. "I was
thinking—"
Here we go.
"I mean, right before we left?
I just looked at Jeb's old files, you know? And some of them were about us. Or
me. I saw my name on a page, my real name, Monique, and then, like, some
people's names, and then—Tipisco, Arizona. Tipisco is right on the
Arizona-California border—I found it on the map. Real tiny town, it looked
like. Anyway, I was thinking, none of us ever knew our real parents, and, you
know, we've always wondered, or at least I mean I've always wondered, but I
guess the rest of you have too, like, whether they gave me up voluntarily or whether—"
"Nudge. I know how you feel. But
those names might not have anything to do with you. We don't know if we were
just test-tube babies or what. Please. Let's focus on rescuing Angel."
No response.
"Nudge?"
"Yeah, okay. I was just
thinking."
I knew this one was going to come back
and bite me in the butt.
13
Her mouth was so dry. Her head ached—everything ached. Angel
blinked several times, trying to wake up. Above her was a dark brown plastic
roof. A cage. A dog crate. A Kanine Kamper, size medium. Fuzzy thoughts pushed
at her brain as she struggled to a sitting position. She knew where she was—she
would recognize that chemical, disinfectant smell anywhere. She was at the
School.
New new
'n' wings and new new wings girl new
Quickly, Angel turned in the direction
of the thoughts.
In a crate next to hers were two other
children, younger than she. Their eyes, too big for their hungry faces, locked
onto her.
"Hi," Angel whispered. She
didn't feel any whitecoats around—just the scrambled, incoherent thoughts of
these kids.
Mouth
noise girl wings new new
The other children stared without
answering. Trying to smile, Angel looked at them more closely. She thought they
were both boys. One had rough, scaly skin—literally scaly, like a fish,
but just in patches, not all over. Not a happy effect.
The other one just looked like . . .
a mistake. He had extra fingers and toes, and hardly any neck. His eyes were
huge and bulging, and the hair on his head was sparse. It made Angel's heart
hurt just to look at him.
"I'm Angel," she whispered
again. "Do you have names?"
Noise noise bad girl wings bad noise
The two boys looked afraid, and they
turned from her and edged farther back in their cage.
Angel swallowed hard and was quiet.
What had happened to Max and the others? Were they in cages too?
A door opened and footsteps sounded
on the linoleum floor. Angel felt the caged boys trembling with dread, crazed,
swirling thoughts of fear crashing in their brains. They huddled together at
the back of their cage. But the two whitecoats stopped in front of Angel's.
"Oh, my God—Harrison was
right," one whitecoat said, hunching down to stare at Angel through the
grate. "They got her! Do you know how long I've wanted to get my hands on
this one?" He turned excitedly to the other whitecoat. "Did you ever
read the Director's precept report about this recombinant group?"
"Yeah, but I wasn't sure I
believed it," said the other whitecoat, a woman. "Are you saying this
is Subject Eleven? This little girl?"
The first whitecoat rubbed his hands
together with glee. "You're looking at
it." He leaned forward to unhook her cage door. "Come on, little
thing. You're wanted in lab seven." Oh, yes! Man, when I section
her brain . . .
Angel winced, then rough hands
dragged her out.
Pathetic relief washed through the
boys that it was she who was being taken and not them.
Angel didn't blame them one bit.
14
"Max? I'm
starving."
I had been ignoring my own
ferociously growling innards for half an hour. There was no way I was going to
break first—and give Fang the satisfaction? I don't think so. But I did have an
obligation, as leader, to take care of Nudge. As much as I hated to stop and
lose time, it was a reality.
"Okay, okay. We need
food." How's that for incisive leadership? "Fang! We need to refuel.
Ideas?"
Fang pondered. It always amazes me
how he's able to seem so calm at the absolute worst times. Sometimes he seems
like a droid—or a drone. Fang of Nine. Fang2-D2.
Below us were mountains—the San
Francisco Peaks, according to our map.
Our glances met—it was creepy how we
knew what each other was thinking so much of the time. "Ski slopes,"
I said, and he nodded. "Pre-season. Empty vacation houses."
"Would they have food?"
Nudge asked.
"Let's go find out," I
said.
We flew in a big circle around the
edge of the mountains. Small towns that came alive in winter dotted the
foothills. I led us away from them, to where a few homes stood like train-set
models among the trees. One house was apart from the others. No cars parked
outside, no smoke coming from the chimney. Nobody home?
I banked and slowed, tucked my wings
in a bit, and started to drop.
We landed a hundred yards away. As
usual, after flying for hours, my legs felt a tad rubbery. I shook them out,
then folded my warm wings in tight against my body.
Nudge and Fang did the same.
We crept quietly through the woods.
No signs of life. The porch was covered with pine needles, the driveway hadn't
been used, the shrubbery was way overgrown.
I gave Nudge the thumbs-up, and she
smiled, though, amazingly, she stayed quiet. Bless you, child.
A quick
reconnaissance revealed no alarm system I could see. No red lights blinking
inside for motion detectors. This wasn't a big fancy house worth alarming,
anyway. It was just a teeny-tiny vacation cottage.
With my pocketknife I slit a window
screen and unhooked the latch. The screen lifted off easily, and I set it
carefully against the side of the house: A thoughtful burglar, that's me.
Then Fang and I shook the old wooden
window frame until the lock at the top jiggled open. Fang climbed in first,
then I boosted Nudge in, then I scrambled in and shut the window.
Dust covered everything. The fridge
was turned off, its door open. I started opening kitchen cupboards.
"Bingo," I said, holding up a dusty can of soup.
"Oh, yeah, pay dirt,
woo-hoo!" Cans of beans, fruit, condensed milk, whatever that was—it
sounded bad. The ever-popular ravioli. "We're golden!"
Fang found some dusty bottles of
orange soda, and we popped those suckers open. But let me tell you—there's a
reason people serve that stuff cold.
Half an hour later, we were sprawled
on the musty couches, our eyes at half-mast, our bellies way too full.
"Uhhnnhh," Nudge moaned.
"I feel like, like concrete."
"Let's take ten, rest a
bit," Fang said, closing his eyes. He lay back against the couch and
crossed his long legs. "Digest a minute, we'll feel better."
"I second that emotion," I
muttered, my own eyes closing. We're coming, Angel. In a minute.
15
"Let's throw
all their stuff into the canyon," Iggy said angrily, punching a door
frame.
Having to listen to the rest of the
flock leaving while he sat around being blind was more than he
could stand. "I think even their beds would fit out the hall window."
The Gasman scowled. "I can't
believe I have to stay home while they go off and save my own
sister."
He kicked a worn red sneaker against
the kitchen island. The house seemed empty and too quiet. He found himself
listening for Angel's voice, waiting to hear her singing softly or talking to
her stuffed animals. He swallowed hard. She was his sister. He was responsible
for her.
An open bag of cereal lay on the
counter, and he dug out a dry handful and ate it. Suddenly, he picked up the
bag of cereal and hurled it at a wall. The bag split open, and Frootios sprayed
everywhere.
"This sucks!" the
Gasman shouted.
"Oh. did that just occur to
you?" Iggy said sarcastically.
"I guess you can't fool the
Gasman. He might not look like the sharpest tool in the shed, but—"
"Shut up," said the
Gasman, and Iggy raised his eyebrows in surprise. "Look. This sucks so
bad. Max left us here 'cause she thought we couldn't keep up."
Iggy's face stiffened.
"But was she thinking about
what would happen if the Erasers came back here?" the Gasman asked.
"Like, they got Angel not far from here—they saw all the rest of
us. So they know we must be somewhere in the area. Why wouldn't they come back
for us?"
"Huh," Iggy said
thoughtfully. "Course, it would be hard to find this place, and even
harder to get to it."
"Not if they have a
chopper," the Gasman pointed out. "Which they do."
"Huh," said Iggy, and the
Gasman felt proud that he had thought of all this before Iggy had, even though
Iggy was older—as old as Max and Fang. Nearly ancient.
"Does that mean we have to sit
here and take it?" the Gasman asked, pounding his fist on the counter.
"No! We don't have to wait for the Erasers to come get us! We can
do stuff! We can make plans. I mean, we're not useless, no matter what
Max thinks."
"Right," said Iggy,
nodding. He came to sit next to the Gasman at the counter, his feet crunching
over dry cereal. "Yeah, I see what you mean. So to speak."
"I mean, we're smart! We're
tough as nails! Max might not have thought about keeping the camp safe, but we
did, and we can do it."
"Yeah, now you're talking. Uhhh
. . . But how?"
"We could make traps! Do
sabotage! Bombs!" The Gasman rubbed his hands together.
Iggy grinned. "Bombs are good.
I love bombs. Remember the one from last fall? I almost caused an
avalanche."
"That was to make a trail
through the woods. Okay. There was a reason for it. Max approved it." The
Gasman pawed through a hill of ancient newspapers, piles of junk, someone's old
socks, a long-forgotten bowl that had once held some sort of food
substance—oops—until he found a slightly oil-stained memo pad.
"Knew it was around here,"
he muttered, ripping off used sheets. A similar search revealed part of a
pencil. "Now. We need a great plan. What are our objectives?"
Iggy groaned. "Oh, no—years of
Max influence are taking their toll. You sound just like her. You're, like, a
Maxlet. A Maxketeer. A . . . a . . ."
The Gasman frowned at Iggy and
started writing. "Number one: Make firebombs—for our protection only.
Number two: Blow up demonic Erasers when they return." He held the paper
up and reread it, then smiled. "Oh, yeah. Now we're getting somewhere. This
is for you, Angel!"
16
Angel knew
she couldn't go on like this much longer.
Her lungs had started burning bad an
hour ago; she hadn't been able to feel her leg muscles for longer than that.
But every time she stopped running, a sadistic whitecoat—Reilly—zapped her with
a stick thing. It jolted electricity into her, making her yelp and jump. She
had four burn marks from it already, and they really, really hurt. What was
worse was she could feel his eager anticipation—he wanted to hurt her.
Well, he could zap her a thousand
million times, if he wanted. This was it—she couldn't go on.
It was a relief to let go. Angel saw
the whole world narrow down to a little fuzzy tube in front of her, and then
even that went gray. She sort of felt herself falling, felt her feet tangle in
the treadmill belt. The zap came, once, twice, three times, but it felt
distant, more an unpleasant stinging than real pain. Then Angel was lost, lost
in a dream, and Max was there. Max was stroking her
sweaty hair and crying.
Angel knew it was a dream because
Max never cried. Max was the strongest person she knew. Not that she had
known that many people.
Ripping sounds and a new, searing
pain on her skin pulled Angel back. She blinked into white lights. Hospital
lights, prison lights. She smelled that awful smell and almost retched. Hands
were pulling off all the electrodes taped to her skin, rip, rip, rip.
"Oh, my God, three and a half
hours," Reilly was murmuring. "And its heart rate only increased by
seventeen percent. And then at the end—it was only in the last, like, twenty
minutes that its peak oxygen levels broke."
It! Angel
thought and wanted to scream. I'm not an it!
"I can't believe we've got a
chance to study Subject Eleven. I've been wanting to dissect this recombinant
for four years," another low voice said. "Interesting intelligence
levels—I can't wait to get a brain sample."
Angel felt their admiration, their
crummy pleasure. They liked all the things wrong with her, all the ways
she wasn't normal. And all those stupid long words added up to one
thing: Angel was an experiment. To the whitecoats, she was a piece of
science equipment, like a test tube. She was an it.
Someone put a straw into her mouth.
Water. She started swallowing quick—she was so thirsty, like she'd been eating
sand. Then another whitecoat scooped her up. She was too tired to fight.
I have to think of how to
get out of here, she reminded herself, but
thoughts were really hard to string together right now.
Someone opened the door of her dog
crate and flopped her inside. Angel lay where she fell—at least she was lying
down. She just had to sleep for a while. Then she would try to escape.
Wearily, she blinked and saw the
fish boy staring at her. The other boy was gone. Poor little guy had been gone
this morning, hadn't come back. Might not.
Not me, Angel
thought. I'm gonna fight. Right. . . after. . .I. . . rest.
17
"Unhhh. .
."
This bed was horrible! What was
wrong with my bed?
Irritated, I punched my pillow into
a better shape, then started sneezing hysterically as clouds of dust sailed up
my nose.
"Wah, ah, ah, choo!" I
grabbed my nose in an attempt to keep some of my brains inside my head, but the
sudden movement caused me to lose my balance, and with no warning I fell hard
to the floor. Crash!
"Ouch! Son of a gu—" I
scrambled to get up. My hands hit rough upholstery and the edge of a table.
Okay, now I was lost. Prying open my bleary eyes, I peered around. "What
the . . ."
Where was I? I looked around
wildly. I was in a. . . cabin. A cabin! Ohhh. A cabin. Right, right.
It was oh-dark-thirty—not yet dawn.
I leaped to my feet, scanned the
room, and saw nothing to be alarmed
about. Except for the fact that
obviously,
Fang, Nudge, and I had just wasted precious hours sleeping!
Oh, my God. I hurried
over to Nudge, who was sprawled across a recliner. "Nudge! Nudge! Wake up!
Oh, man . . ."
I turned to Fang, to find him
swinging his feet over the edge of a couch. He sneezed and shook his head.
"What time is it?" he
asked calmly.
"Almost morning!" I said,
terribly upset. "Of the next day!"
He was already moving toward the
kitchen cupboards. He'd found an ancient, stained backpack in a closet, and now
he methodically started to fill it with cans of tuna, sealed bags of crackers,
zip-locked bags of trail mix.
"Wha's happ'nin'?" Nudge
asked, blinking groggily.
"We fell asleep!" I told
her, grabbing her hands and pulling her upright. "Come on! We've gotta go!"
Dropping to all fours, I raked my
shoes out from under the couch and blew dust bunnies off them. "Fang, you
can't carry all that," I said. "It'll weigh you down. Nothing's
heavier than cans."
Fang shrugged and pulled the
backpack on. Stubborn kind of fella. He moved soundlessly across the room and
slipped through the window like a shadow.
Now I was jamming Nudge's shoes onto
her feet, rubbing her back, trying to wake her up. Nudge was always a reaaallly
slow waker. Usually I appreciated the lack of word-spew, which would begin when
she was fully functioning, but right now we needed to move, move, move!
I practically threw Nudge through
the window, slithered out myself, then propped
the screen back in place as best I could.
A quick run down a country road and
we were off, stroking hard, pushing to get airborne.
Sorry, Angel. Sorry, sorry, sorry,
my baby.
18
Okay. Despite
the imminent sunrise, I felt better once we were flying above the treetops.
But still! How stupid was that? What
kind of a loser was I, to let us fall asleep in the middle of a freaking rescue!
I thought about Angel waiting for us, and my heart clenched. With a sense
of dread, I banked and set us going about ten, twelve degrees southwest. Anxiety
fueled my wings, and I had to remember to find good air currents, set my wings
at an angle, and coast when I could.
"We had to rest,"
Fang said, coming up beside me.
I shot him an upset glance.
"For ten hours?"
"Today we've got another four
hours to go, maybe a bit more," he said. "We couldn't have done it in
one shot. It was late when we left. We're going to have to stop again anyway,
right before we get there, and refuel."
There's nothing more annoying than
cold logic and reason when you've got a good fit going.
Fang was right, of course—sigh—and
of course we'd have to stop again. We hadn't even
hit the California border yet. Far from it.
"We going to storm the place or
what?" Fang asked an hour later.
"Yeah, Max, I was wondering
what your plan was," said Nudge, coming up alongside. "I mean,
there's only three of us, and a whole bunch of them. And the Erasers have guns.
Could we, like, drive a truck through the gates? Or even into a building? Or
maybe we could wait till nightfall, sneak in, and sneak out with Angel before
anyone notices us."
That crazy thought cheered her up. I
kept silent—I didn't have the heart to tell her we had about as much chance of
that as we did of flying to the moon. But if worse came to worst, I had a
secret Plan C.
If it worked, everyone would escape
and get free.
Except me. But that was okay.
19
Despite my growing anxiety, it was glorious up here. Not many birds
flew this high—some falcons, hawks, other raptors. Every once in a while some
of them would come check us out, probably thinking, Man, those are some dang
ugly birds.
This high up, the land below took on a
checkerboard effect of Robin Hoodsy greens and browns. Cars looked like busy
ants moving purposefully down their trails. Every once in a while I picked
something small down below and focused on it. It was cool how some little tiny
thing, like a swimming pool, a tractor, whatever, would ratchet into focus. At
least those maniacs at the School hadn't had time to "improve" my
vision like they improved Iggy's.
"Gosh, I wonder what Iggy and the
Gasman are doing now?" Nudge babbled. "Maybe they got the TV working
again. I hope they don't feel too bad. It would have—I mean, I guess it's kind
of easier for them to be home. But I bet they're not cleaning up or getting wood or doing any of their
chores."
I bet they're cursing my name
from dawn to dusk. But at least they're safe. Absently, I chose a
flickering shape below and focused on it, watching a small blob become people,
take on features, clothing, individuality. It was a group of kids, maybe my
age, maybe older. Who couldn't be more unlike me.
Well, so what? I thought. They
were just boring kids, stuck on the ground, doing homework. With bedtimes and a
million grown-ups telling them what to do, how to do everything, all the time.
Alarm clocks and school and afternoon jobs. Those poor saps. While we were,
free, free, free. Soaring through the air like rockets. Being cradled by
breezes. Doing whatever we wanted, whenever we wanted.
Pretty good, huh? I almost convinced
myself.
I glanced down again and refocused. Then
I scowled. What had, at first glance, looked like just a bunch of boring,
earthbound kids schlepping to school together now turned, upon closer
examination, into what looked like several big kids surrounding a much smaller
kid. Okay, maybe I'm paranoid, danger everywhere, but I could swear the
bigger kids looked really threatening.
The bigger kids were boys. The smaller
kid in the middle was a girl.
Coincidence? I think not.
Don't even get me started about the
whole Y chromosome thing. I live with three guys, remember? They're three of
the good ones, and they're still obnoxious as all get-out.
I
made one of my famous snap decisions, the kind that everyone remembers later
for being either the stupidest dumb-butt
thing they ever saw or else the miraculous saving of the day. 1 seemed to hear
more about the first kind. That's gratitude for you.
I
turned to Fang and barely opened my mouth.
"No," he said.
My eyes narrowed. . .I opened my mouth
again.
“No."
"Meet me at the northernmost point
of Lake Mead," I said.
"What? What are you talking
about?" Nudge asked. "Are we stopping? I'm hungry again."
"Max wants to go be Supergirl,
defender of the weak," Fang said, sounding irritated.
"Oh." Nudge looked down,
frowning at the ground as if it would all become clear soon.
I had started a wide circle that would
take me back toward the girl below. I kept thinking, What if that girl was
in trouble, like Angel, and no one stopped to help her?
"Oh! Max, remember when you got
that little rabbit away from the fox, and we kept it in a carton in the
kitchen, and then when it was well you let it go? That was cool." Nudge
paused. "Did you see another rabbit?"
"Kind of," I said, my patience
starting to wear thin. "It'll take two seconds."
I told Fang, "I'll catch up with
you guys before you've gone forty miles. Just keep on course, and if anything
weird happens, I'll meet you at Lake Mead."
Fang stared ahead, the wind whipping
through his hair. He hated this, I knew.
Well, you can't please everybody all the
time.
"Okay," I said briskly.
"See you in a few."
20
The thing about Iggy was, well, sometimes he could figure stuff out
like a real scientist. He was that supersmart, scary smart.
"Do we have any chlorine?" the
Gasman asked Iggy. "It seems to be kind of explosive when mixed with other
stuff."
Iggy frowned. "Like what, your
socks? No, we don't have chlorine. No swimming pool. What color is this
wire?"
The Gasman leaned over and examined the
tangled pile of stereo guts spread out on the kitchen table. "It looks
like a robot came in here and threw up," he observed. "That wire's
yellow."
"Okay. Keep track of the yellow
wire. Very important. Do not confuse it with the red one."
The Gasman consulted the schematics he
had downloaded off the Internet. This morning Iggy had unfrozen the compressor
fan inside the CPU, so the computer now worked
without shutting down in hysteria every ten minutes. He had just fixed the
computer, presto change-o.
"Okey dokey," Gazzy
muttered, flipping through pages. "Next step, we need some kind of timing
device."
Iggy thought for a moment. Then he
smiled. Even his eyes seemed to smile.
"Well, that's an evil
grin," Gasser said uneasily.
"Go get me Max's alarm clock.
The Mickey Mouse one."
21
I landed a
bit hard and had to run really fast to keep from doing a total face plant. 1
was somewhere in Arizona, trotting through scrubby brush behind a deserted
warehouse. I pulled my wings in, feeling them fold, hot from exercise, into a
tight accordion on either side of my spine. I tied my windbreaker around my
neck. There. Perfectly normal looking.
When I rounded the corner of the
warehouse, I saw that there were three guys, maybe fifteen, sixteen years old.
The girl looked younger, maybe twelve or so.
"I told you not to tell anybody
about my little situation with Ortiz," one boy was yelling at her.
"It was none of your business. I had to teach him a lesson."
The girl bit her lip, looking angry
and scared. "By beating him up? He looks like he got hit by a car. And he
didn't do anything to you," she said, and I thought, You go, girl.
"He mouthed off to me. He
exists. He breathes my air." said the
guy, and his jerk friends laughed meanly. God, what creeps. Armed creeps.
One of them was holding a shotgun loosely in the crook of his arm. America,
right to bear arms, yada, yada, yada. How old were these yahoos? Did their
parents know they had guns?
It gets so tiring, this
strong-picking-on-the-weak stuff. It was the story of my life—literally—and it
seemed to be a big part of the outside world too. I was sick of it, sick of
guys like these, stupid and bullying.
I stepped out from beside the
building. The girl saw me, and her eyes flicked in surprise. It was enough. The
guys wheeled to look behind them.
Just another stupid girl, they
thought, relieved. Their eyes lingered a moment on my scratched face, my black
eye, but they didn't keep watching me. Mistake number one.
"So, Ella, what have you got to
say for yourself?" the lead guy taunted. "Is there any reason I
shouldn't teach you a lesson too?"
"Three guys against one girl.
That seems about even," I said, striding up. It was hard to keep the fury
off my face. My blood was singing with it.
"Shut up, chick," one
of the boys snapped. "You better get out of here if you know what's good
for you."
"Can't," I said, walking
to stand next to the girl named Ella. She looked at me in alarm.
"Actually, I think kicking your stupid butts would be good for me."
They
laughed. Mistake number two.
Like the rest of the flock, I'm much
stronger than even a grown man—genetic engineering at work. And all of us had
been trained in self-defense by Jeb. I had skills. Until
yesterday,
I'd never had to use them. If I could just get Ella out of here . . .
"Grab Big Mouth," said the
head guy, and the other two moved to flank me.
Which made mistake number three.
Bam, you're out.
I moved fast, fast, fast. With no
warning, I snapped a high kick right into the lead jerk's chest. A blow that
would have only knocked Fang's breath away actually seemed to snap a rib on
this guy. I heard the crack, and the guy choked, looking shocked, and fell
backward.
The remaining guys rushed me at
once. I whirled and grabbed the shotgun out of one's hands. Holding its barrel,
I swung it in a wide arc against the side of his head. Crack! Stunned, he
staggered sideways as a bright red flow of blood streamed from his scalp.
I glanced over and saw Ella still
standing there, looking afraid. 1 hoped not of me.
"Run!" I yelled at her.
"Get out of here!" After a moment of hesitation, she turned and ran,
leaving a little cloud of red dust behind her.
The third grabbed my arm, and I
yanked it loose, then swung and punched him, aiming for his chin but hitting
his nose. I winced—oops—feeling his nose break, and there was a slow-motion
pause of about a second before it started gushing blood. Jeezum—humans were
like eggshells.
The bullyboys were a mess. But still
they staggered to their feet, rage and humiliation twisting their ugly faces.
One of them picked up his gun and cocked it, favoring his right arm.
"You're gonna be so
sorry," he promised, spitting blood out of his mouth and starting toward
me.
"Bet I
won't," I said. Then I turned tail and raced for the woods as fast as I
could.
22
Of course, if
I could have taken off, I'd have been a little speck in the sky by then. But T
couldn't let those yoyos see my wings, and within seconds I was in the woods
anyway.
I ran through the underbrush,
smacking branches out of my way, glad I was wearing shoes. I had no idea where
I was going.
Behind me I could hear a couple of
the bozos yelling, swearing, threatening. I wanted to laugh but couldn't spare
the time. I was steadily increasing the distance between us.
Then I heard a loud bang! from
the shotgun, and tree bark exploded around my head. That stupid gun.
Are you thinking what I think you're
thinking? Are you wondering if I noticed the similarities between this asinine
situation and my dream? Well, yeah. I'm not an idiot. As to what
it all meant, well, I'll work on that later.
In the next second, there was
another bang, and almost simultaneously a sudden, searing pain in my left
shoulder. I gasped and glanced over to see blood blossoming on my sleeve. That
idiot had actually hit me!
Then sheer bad luck made me
instantly trip over a tree root, fall on my hurt shoulder, and slide crazily
down a steep slope, through bushes, underbrush, vines, and rocks. I tried to
grab anything, but my left arm couldn't move well, and my right hand scrabbled
uselessly.
Finally, I tumbled to a stop at the
bottom of an overgrown ravine. Looking up, I saw only green: I was covered by vines
and shrubs.
I lay very still, trying to catch my
breath, trying to think. Far above me, I heard the wild boys yelling and
shooting again. They sounded like elephants crashing through the woods, and I
tracked them clearly as they ran right past where I fell.
I felt like an ogre had just beaten
me all over with a club. I could barely move my left arm, and it hurt like
fire. I tried to stretch out my wing, only to suck my breath in hard as I found
out it had been hit too. I couldn't see it well over my shoulder, but my big
clue was the screaming pain.
I was scraped all over, had lost my
windbreaker, and, if I wasn't mistaken, I was sitting in a patch of poison ivy.
Slowly, I stood up, smothering gasps
of pain. I had to get out of here. I checked the sun and started working my way
north. I swallowed a groan as I realized that Nudge and
Fang were no doubt wondering where the heck I was.
I had messed up big-time. Angel was
waiting for me too—if she was still alive. I had let them all down.
On top of it, I was hurt pretty bad
and had gun-toting maniacs after me. Crap.
I scowled. It's in my nature to
fight for the underdog. Jeb had always told me it was my fatal flaw.
Jeb had been right.
23
"Fang? I'm
really hungry, you know?" It had been almost an hour since Max had left
them. Nudge still didn't understand exactly what had happened, where Max had
gone.
Fang nodded curtly, then motioned
with his head. Nudge banked slightly and followed him.
They were coming up on some cliffs,
flat on top and made of striated rock. Fang headed toward a shadowy
indentation, and Nudge started backpedaling to slow down for a landing. This
close, the indentation turned into a broad, shallow cave, and Nudge ducked a bit
as she set down inside.
Fang landed almost silently beside
her.
The cave went maybe fifteen feet in
and was about twenty feet wide, tapering at both ends. The floor was sandy and
dry, and Nudge sat down thankfully.
Fang took off his backpack and
started handing her food.
"Oh, yes, yes," Nudge
said, ripping open a bag of dried fruit.
Fang waved a chocolate bar in front
of her, and she squealed happily. "Oh, Fang, where did you find this? You
must have been hiding it—you didn't say anything, and all this time you've had chocolate,
and oh, God, it's so good. . ."
Fang gave her a little smile and sat
down. He bit into his chocolate and closed his dark eyes for a few moments,
chewing slowly.
"So where's Max?" Nudge
asked a few minutes later. "Why'd she go down there? Shouldn't she be back
by now? Aren't we supposed to go all the way to Lake Mead? What are we gonna do
if she doesn't come back soon—" She stopped when Fang held up his hand.
"Max saw someone in trouble, down
below, and went to help," he said in his quiet, deliberate voice.
"We'll wait here for her; Lake Mead is right below us."
Nudge worried. Every second counted.
So why were they stuck here? What was Max doing that was more important than
Angel? She finished her last dried apricot and looked around.
Okay, now that Fang mentioned it,
she could see the blue edge of Lake Mead off to her left. Nudge stood up; her
head barely touched the ceiling. Their cave had a fairly wide ledge on either
side of it, and she walked out on the left ledge to see the lake better.
She froze. "Uh, Fang?"
24
Fang came out
next to Nudge, then stood perfectly still. The ledge curved upward toward the
top of the cliff. Thin, scrubby plants dotted the area, and boulders stuck out
of hard-packed clay and rock.
In and among the rocks and plants
were large nests, each about two feet across. Most of the nests had large fuzzy
fledglings in them, and most of the fledglings had larger rust-colored parents,
and most of the parents were staring tensely at Nudge and Fang with cold
predators' eyes.
"What are they?" Nudge
whispered out the side of her mouth.
"Ferruginous hawks," Fang
said softly. "Largest raptor in the States. Sit down, very slowly. No
sudden movements or we're both bird feed."
Okaaaay, Nudge
thought, gradually sinking to her knees. She wanted to turn and run but guessed
if she did, she might be attacked. The few talons she could see
looked
lethal. Not to mention the severe beaks, sharply curved and mean looking.
"Do you think—" she began
softly, but Fang motioned for her to be quiet, very quiet.
He lowered himself next to her, his
eyes on the birds. One of the hawks had a partially dismembered gopher in its
mouth. Its fledglings were squawking loudly for it.
After several minutes, Nudge felt
like she needed to scream. She hated sitting still, had a million things to
ask, didn't know how much longer she could take this inaction.
A small movement caught her eye. Fang
was very slowly extending one of his wings.
Every hawk head swiveled in unison,
their eyes focusing on the wing like lasers.
"I'm letting them catch my
scent." Fang's lips barely moved.
What felt like a year later, the
hawks seemed to relax a bit. They were huge, with an almost five-foot wingspan,
and looked cold and powerful. On top, their wing feathers were mostly brown
with russet streaks, and they were streaked with white below. Not unlike
Nudge's own wings, except hers were so much bigger, twice as big.
Some hawks went back to feeding
their noisy offspring, others left in search of food, still others returned
with dinner.
"Eew," Nudge couldn't help
whispering when one hawk brought back a still-wriggling snake. The fledglings
were excited to see it and practically climbed over one another trying to get
the first bite. "Double eew."
Fang turned his head slowly and
grinned at her. Nudge was so surprised that she smiled back.
This was pretty cool. She was
itchy to leave, wished Max would show up soon, and she wished they had more
food, but all the same, it was pretty awesome to sit here in the sun,
surrounded by huge, beautiful birds, her own wings stretched out and resting.
She guessed it couldn't hurt to do this for a little bit longer.
25
But not that
long.
"Angel's waiting for
us," Nudge said a bit later. "I mean, she's like a little sister,
like everyone's little sister."
She brushed some rock dust off her
already dusty tan legs and scowled, picking at a scab on her knee. "At
night, when we're supposed to be asleep, me and Angel talk and tell jokes and
stuff." Her large brown eyes met Fang's. "I mean, am I going to have
to sleep in that room alone, whenever we get home? Max has to come back. She
wouldn't let Angel go, right?"
"No," said Fang. "She
won't let Angel go. Look—you see how that big hawk, the one with the dark
stripe on its shoulders—you see how he seems to move one wing faster than the
other when he banks? It makes his bank really tight and smooth. We should try
it."
Nudge looked at him. That was
probably the longest speech she'd ever heard Fang make.
She turned to watch the hawk he'd
pointed out. "Yeah, I see what you mean." But she'd
barely finished before Fang had stood up, run lightly toward the edge of the
cliff, and leaped off. His large, powerful dark wings caught the air and
swooped him up. Fang flew closer to where the other hawks were circling in a
kind of hawk ballet.
Nudge sighed. She really, really wished
Max were here. Was Max hurt? Should they go back? She would ask Fang when he
returned.
Just then he swept past her, level
with their cave. "Come on!" he called. "Try it! You'll fly
better."
Nudge sighed again and brushed some
chocolate crumbs off her shirt. Wasn't he worried about Angel? If he was, he
probably wouldn't show it, she guessed. But she knew Fang loved Angel—he'd read
to her before she learned how to read, and even now he still held her when she
was upset about something.
Well, I
might as well practice too. Better than sitting around doing nothing. She flung
herself off the cliff, unable to keep a bittersweet happiness from flooding her
chest. It just felt so—beautiful, to float in the air, to move her wings
strongly and feel herself glide freely through space.
She flew alongside Fang, and he
demonstrated the move for her. She watched him and imitated it. It worked
great.
She flew in huge circles, practicing
the move and flying closer to the hawks, who seemed to be tolerating her. As
long as she didn't think about Max or Angel, she would be okay.
That evening Nudge lay on her
stomach, her wings flat out around her, and watched the parent hawks grooming
their
young. They were so gentle, so attentive. These fierce, strong birds were
carefully smoothing their fledglings' mottled white feathers, feeding them,
helping them get out of the nest to practice flying.
A lump came to her throat. She
sniffled.
"What?" said Fang.
"These birds," said Nudge,
wiping her eyes and feeling stupid. "Like, these dumb hawks have more of a
mom than I ever had. The parents are taking care of the little ones. No one
ever did that for me. Well, besides Max. But she's not a mom."
"Yeah. I get it." Fang
didn't look at her. His voice almost sounded sad.
The sun set, and the hawks settled
down in their nests. Finally, the raucous fledglings quieted. When it had been
dark for an hour, Fang edged closer to Nudge and held out his left hand in a
fist. Nudge looked up at him, then stacked her left fist on top of his. It was
something the flock always did together before bedtime.
Except they hadn't done it when
they'd fallen asleep in that cabin last night. And now it was just the two of
them.
Nudge tapped his fist with her right
hand, and he tapped hers.
"Night," she whispered,
feeling as if everything she cared about had been ripped away from her.
Silently, she curled up against the wall of the cave.
"Night, Nudge," whispered
Fang.
26
Oh, man. This
was not the best day I'd ever had. My shoulder was still bleeding a bit,
even though I'd been pressing on it for hours. Every time I jostled it, warm
blood oozed through my fingers.
I hadn't run into the gun-carrying
clowns again, but I'd heard them off and on. I'd been working my way north in a
big arc, trying to weave a confusing trail for whoever might be following me.
Every time I heard them, I froze for endless minutes, trying to blend in with
the brush.
Then, cramped and stiffening, I
would painstakingly start again. In case they brought dogs, I'd splashed
through streams at least four times, and let me tell you, trying to keep your
balance on moss-covered rocks in icy water with a hurt shoulder is no picnic.
I'd felt around on my shoulder and
wing, and as far as I could tell, the shot had just scooped out a trail of
flesh and wing but hadn't actually lodged
inside. Whatever—my arm and wing felt useless and they hurt awfully.
It was getting late. Angel was
somewhere hours away, being subjected to God knows what horror, wondering where
I was. I pressed my lips together, trying not to cry. I couldn't fly, couldn't
catch up to Fang and Nudge, who were probably furious by now. It wasn't like I
could call their cell phones or anything.
This situation totally sucked, and
it was 100 percent my own stupid fault, which made it suck even worse.
Then, of course, it started pouring
rain.
So now I was slogging my way through
wet woods, wet brush, red clay mud, wiping water out of my eyes, getting more
chilled and more miserable and more hungry and more insanely furious at
myself.
I hadn't heard the guys in a long
time—they had probably gone home to get out of the rain.
A minute later I blinked and wiped
my eyes. I squinted. There were lights ahead.
If it was a store or shed, I could
wait till everyone left and then hole up for the night. Soon I was only ten
yards away, hunching down in the darkness, peering through the wet trees. It
was a house.
A figure
passed a window, and my eyebrows raised. It was that girl, Ella. This must be
her house.
I bit my lip. She probably lived
here with her two doting parents and her 1.6 siblings. How nice for her.
Anyway, I was glad she had gotten home safe. Despite everything, if I had let
those horrible guys beat her up, I never would have forgiven myself.
I shivered hard, feeling the icy
rain run down my back. I was about to fall over. What to do here, get a plan .
. .
I was still waiting for a brilliant
inspiration when the side door of the house opened. Ella came out holding a
huge umbrella. A shadow moved at her feet. It was a dog, a low-to-the-ground,
fat dog.
"Come on, Magnolia," Ella
called. "Make it fast. You don't want to get too wet."
The dog started sniffing around the
edge of their yard, snuffling in the weeds, oblivious to the rain. Ella turned
and walked up and down, twirling her umbrella, scanning her yard. Her back was
to me.
Desperate times call for desperate measures.
I don't know who first said that, but they were right on the money. I took a
deep breath, then very, very quietly, began to move toward Ella.
27
Okay, two more blood samples and the glucose assay will be done.
Then we can do the EEGs.
Why isn't
this over? Where are you, Max? Angel thought sadly as the whitecoat
approached. The front of Angel's dog crate opened, and a guy knelt down and
peered in at her. She pressed herself against the back as hard as she could.
He reached in to grab her hand,
where the shunt was, and noticed her face. He turned back to his fellow
white-coats. "What happened to it?"
"It bit Reilly earlier,"
someone said. "He hit it."
Angel tried to pull herself into a
tight little ball. The whole left side of her face throbbed. But she was glad
she'd bitten him. She hated him. Hated all of them.
Stupid
Reilly. Guy should work in a car wash. If he wrecks this specimen, I'll kill
him.
"Doesn't he realize how unique
this subject is?" the whitecoat said angrily. "I mean, this is
Subject Eleven. Does he know how long we've been looking for it? You
tell Reilly not to damage the merchandise."
He reached in and tried to take
Angel's hand again.
Angel didn't know what she should
do. The plastic shunt on the back of her hand hurt, and she'd cradled it
against her chest. All day she'd had nothing to eat or drink, and then they'd
made her drink some horrible, sickly sweet orange stuff. They'd taken blood
from her arm, but she'd fought them and bit that one guy. So they'd put a shunt
in the back of her hand to make taking blood easier. They'd drawn her blood
three times already.
Angel felt near tears but clenched
her jaw.
Slowly, she uncoiled herself a tiny
bit and edged closer to the opening. She stretched her hand toward the lab guy.
"That's it," he said
soothingly, and pulled out a needle with a test tube attached. He undipped the
stop on the shunt and pushed the needle in. "This won't hurt.
Honest."
Angel turned away, keeping her back
to him, that one hand stretched away from her.
It didn't take long, and it didn't
hurt. Maybe he was a good whitecoat—like Jeb. And maybe the moon was made out
of cream cheese.
28
"Okay,"
said Iggy. "We're being very careful. Hello? Gazzy? We're being very
careful?"
"Check," said the Gasman,
patting the explosive package they called Big Boy.
"Nails?"
The Gasman rattled the jar.
"Check."
"Tarp? Cooking oil?"
"Check, check." The Gasman
nodded. "We are geniuses. Those Erasers'll never know what hit 'em.
If only we had time to dig a pit."
"Yeah, and put poison stakes at
the bottom," Iggy agreed. "But I think what we've got is good. Now we
need to fly out, stay out of sight, and check on how the roads run, and whether
the Erasers have made camp anywhere."
"Okay. Then we can seed the
roads with the nails and set up the tarp and oil." The Gasman grinned.
"We just have to make sure not to get caught."
"Yes. That would be bad,"
Iggy said with a straight face. "Now, is it night yet?"
"Pretty much. I found you some
dark clothes." The Gasman pressed a shirt and pants into Iggy's hands.
"And I've got some too. So, you ready to roll?" He hoped Iggy
couldn't hear how nervous he was. This was a great plan; they had to do it—but
failure would be disastrous. And probably deadly.
"Yeah. I'm bringing Big Boy in
case an opportunity arises." Iggy changed his clothes, then put their
homemade bomb into a backpack and slung it onto his shoulders. "Don't
worry," he said, as if he could see the Gasman's expression. "It
can't go off till I set the timer. It's, like, a safety bomb."
The Gasman tried to smile. He
cranked open the hall window as wide as it would go and perched on the ledge.
His palms were sweating, and his stomach was all flut-tery. But he had no
choice—this was for Angel. This was to show people what would happen if they
messed with his family.
He swallowed hard and launched
himself out into the night air. It was amazing, to be able to spread his wings
and fly. It was great. As he felt the night wind against his face, the
Gasman's spirits rose. He felt strong, powerful, and dangerous. Not at all like
an eight-year-old mutant freak.
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"Um,
Ella?"
The girl stiffened and jumped back.
I stepped forward a bit, out of the
underbrush, so she could see my face. "It's me," I said, feeling even
stupider. "The girl from before."
It was getting dark and still
raining, and I hoped she could recognize me. The dog trotted over, saw me, and
gave a halfhearted woof of warning.
"Oh, yeah. Hey,
thanks—for helping me," said Ella, squinting at me through the rain.
"Are you okay? What are you doing?" She sounded wary and glanced
around, like maybe in the time since she'd last seen me I had gone over to the
side of evil.
"I'm okay," I said lamely.
"Well, actually, I guess I need help." Those words had never left my
lips before. Thank God Jeb wasn't here to see me doing something so incredibly
boneheaded and weak.
"Oh,"
said Ella. "Gosh. Okay. Did those guys . . ."
"One of them managed to clip me
with some shot, if you can believe that," I said, inching closer.
Ella gasped and put her hand over
her mouth. "Oh, no! Why didn't you tell me? You're hurt? Why didn't you go
to the hospital? Oh, my gosh, come on in!"
She stepped back to give me room and
urged Magnolia, who had lumbered over and started sniffing my wet clothes with
interest, away from me.
Guess what. I hesitated. Here was
the moment of decision. Until I stepped into that house, I could still turn and
run, escape. Once I was in that house, it would be much harder. Call it a
little quirk of my personality, but I tend to freak out if I feel trapped
anywhere. We all do—the flock, I mean. Living in a cage during your formative
years can do that.
But I was honest enough with myself
to know that I really couldn't go on like this—wet, cold, starving, and a
little wonky from loss of blood. I had to suck it up and accept help. From strangers.
"Are your parents home?" I
asked.
"There's just my mom,"
said Ella. "No dad. Come on, let's get you inside. My mom can help.
Magnolia, here, girl." Ella turned and strode toward the house. She
clomped up wooden steps, then turned and looked for me. "Can you walk
okay?"
"Uh-huh." Slowly, I headed
toward Ella's small house, which was glowing with warmth and light. I felt
light-headed and panicky. This could be the last huge mistake in a long line of
huge mistakes I had already made today.
I cradled my hurt arm with my good
one.
"Oh, my God—is that
blood?" Ella said, staring at my pale blue sweatshirt. "Oh, no, come
on, we have to get you inside quick!" She
shoved the door open with her shoulder, almost tripping on Magnolia, who
trotted in quickly. "Mom! Mom! This girl needs help!"
I felt frozen. Stay or run. Stay or
run. Stay?
30
"You think
that wire will hold?" the Gasman whispered.
Iggy nodded, frowning as he twisted
the two cable ends together with pliers. He leaned against a pine tree for
leverage, and when the wire was tight, he snapped on a cable clamp and pinched
it shut. "That'll hold a bit," he whispered back. "Until a
certain Hummer hits it at top speed."
The Gasman nodded grimly. What a night.
They had gotten so much done—Max couldn't have done better herself. He hoped
Max had already rescued Angel by now. He hoped nothing had gone wrong. If the
whitecoats had gotten hold of Angel. .. For just an instant he saw her, white
and lifeless, laid on a cold steel slab while whitecoats lectured about her
unusual bone structure. He swallowed and shook the dreadful image off. Once
more, he glanced around, listening.
"Back home?" Iggy
whispered.
"Yeah." Standing up, the
Gasman pushed off from the ground, staying close to the trees.
He followed Iggy's dark shadow as he braked and headed back west, toward home.
From up here, the Gasman couldn't see any of their handiwork—which was a good
thing. They didn't want the Erasers' chopper to be able to pick out the tarp or
the trip wire until it was too late.
"We covered the ways in and
out," he said to Iggy once they were at cruising height. "Oil slick,
nails in the road, trip wire. That should do it."
Iggy nodded. "I'm bummed we
couldn't use Big Boy," he said. "But I don't want to waste it. We
have to actually see them first. I mean, you do."
"Maybe tomorrow," the
Gasman said encouragingly. "We'll go out and see what havoc we've
wreaked."
"Wrought," said Iggy.
"Whatever," said the
Gasman, breathing deeply in the cool night air. Wait till Max found out how
cool they had been.
31
A dark-haired
woman with worried eyes opened the door wider. "What is it, Ella? What's
wrong?"
"Mom, this is—" Ella
stopped, her hand in midair.
"Max," I said. Why didn't
I give a fake name? Because I didn't think of it.
"My friend Max. She's the girl
I told you about, the one who saved me from Jose and Dwayne and them. She saved
me. But they shot her."
"Oh, no!" exclaimed Ella's
mother. "Please, Max, come in. Do you want me to call your parents?"
I stood on the doormat, reluctant to
drip rain, and blood, on their floor. "Um . .."
Then Ella's mom saw my bloodstained
sweatshirt, and her eyes flew to my face. My cheek was scratched, one eye was
black. The whole situation changed in that instant.
"Let me get my stuff," she
said gently. "Take off your shoes and go with Ella to the bathroom."
I sloshed down the hallway in my wet
socks. "What stuff is she going to get?" I whispered.
Ella turned on a light and ushered
me into an old-fashioned bathroom with green tiles and a rust ring around the
sink drain.
"Her doctor stuff," Ella
whispered back. "She's a vet, so she's good with injuries. Even on
people."
A vet! I started laughing weakly and
had to sit down on the edge of the tub. A vet. Wait till they found out how
appropriate that was.
Ella's mom came in with a plastic
box of first aid supplies. "Ella, maybe you could get Max some juice or
something. She probably needs some sugar and fluids."
"Juice would be great,"
I said with feeling.
Ella nodded and hurried down the
hall.
"I take it you don't want me to
call your parents?" Ella's mom said softly, starting to cut away the neck
of my sweatshirt.
"Uh, no." Hello, lab?
May I speak to a test tube, please?
"Or the police, either,
right?"
"No need to get them
involved," I agreed, then I sucked in my breath as her gentle fingers
found the wound on my upper arm. "I think the bullet only grazed me."
"Yes, I think you're right, but
it's pretty deep and messy. And over here—" I sat frozen, staring straight
ahead, as all my senses tensed. I was taking a huge risk here. You have no idea
how huge. I had never, ever let someone outside the flock see my wings. But
this was one situation I couldn't fix by myself. I hated that.
Ella's mom frowned slightly. She
finished cutting the neck and then stretched the shirt
off, leaving me in my tank top. I sat there like a statue, feeling a chilled
coldness inside that had nothing to do with being wet.
"Here." Ella handed me a
big glass of orange juice. I practically choked, trying to drink it down as
fast as possible. Oh, my God, it was so good.
"What's—" Ella's mom said,
her fingers skimming along the edge of my wing where it folded and tucked into
an indentation next to my spine, between my shoulder and my waist. She leaned
over to see better.
I stared at my wet socks, my toes
clenching.
She turned
me slightly, and I let her.
"Max." Her dark brown eyes
were concerned, tired, and upset, all at once. "Max, what is this?"
she asked gently, touching the feathers that were just barely visible.
I swallowed hard, knowing that I had
just lost any hope for a normal connection with Ella and her mom. In my mind I
reviewed the house layout: a right down the hall, a quick left, and through the
front door. It would take only a few seconds. I could do it. I could probably
grab my boots on the way out too.
"It's a . . . wing," I
whispered. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Ella frown. "My, um,
wing." Silence. "It got hurt too."
I took a deep breath, feeling like I
was going to hurl, then slowly and painfully extended my wing just a bit, so
Ella's mom could see where I'd been shot.
Their eyes widened. And widened. And
widened. Until I began to expect them to just pop out and land on the floor.
"Wha' . . ." Ella began
wonderingly.
Her mom leaned over and examined it
more closely. Amazingly, she was trying to act casual, like, oh, okay, you have
a wing. No biggie.
I was practically hyperventilating,
feeling lightheaded and kind of tunnel-visiony.
"Yeah, your wing got hit
too," Ella's mom murmured, extending it ever so gently. "I think the
shot nicked a bit of bone." She sat back and looked at me.
I stared at the floor, feeling the
weight of her gaze. I could not believe I was in this situation. Fang was going
to kill me. And after I was dead, he would kill me again.
And I deserved it.
Ella's mom took a deep breath and
let it out. "Okay, Max," she said in a calm, controlled voice.
"First, we have to clean the wounds and stop the bleeding. When's the last
time you had a tetanus shot?"
I stared up into her eyes. Ella's
mom seemed no-nonsense and ... incredibly caring. About me. I had become a huge
crybaby in the last couple days, so I wasn't surprised to feel tears haze my
vision.
"Um, never?"
"Okay. I can take care of that
too."
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"Come on, come
on," the Gasman breathed. He was holding on to the pine branch so hard
that he could barely feel his fingers anymore.
"What's happening?" Iggy
demanded impatiently. "Tell me everything."
It was early morning, and the two of
them were perched near the top of an old-growth pine overlooking one of the
abandoned logging roads. They had cased the situation, and the Gasman had been
right: At least two Erasers, maybe more, had set up a rough camp not far from
where the helicopter had landed. It seemed clear they were looking for the rest
of the flock. It didn't matter whether they wanted to kill them or only kidnap
them: Capture was unthinkable.
The Gasman still had nightmares in
which he found himself back at the School. He dreamed that whitecoats took
blood, injected him with various drugs to see how he reacted, made him run and
jump and then swallow radioactive dye so they could study
his circulation. Days and endless weeks and years of feeling sick, hurting,
vomiting, being exhausted, being stuck in a cage. The Gasman would die before
he went back there. Angel would rather have died too, he knew—but she hadn't
had a choice.
"The Hummer's coming," the
Gasman said under his breath.
"On the right road?"
"Uh-huh.
And they're driving too fast." The Gasman gave a tight, worried smile.
"They're not practicing safe
driving habits. Tsk. What a shame."
"Okay, they're coming up,"
the Gasman muttered. "Another quarter mile."
"Can you see the tarp?"
"No."
The Gasman watched tensely as the
muddied black Humvee sped down the unpaved logging road. "Any second
now," he whispered to Iggy, who was practically vibrating with excitement.
"Hope they're wearing their
seat belts. Not!"
Then it
happened.
It was like watching a movie. One
second, the boxy black vehicle was tearing along the road, and the next second,
it swerved violently to the left with an audible squealing of brakes. It began
a slow, graceless series of jerky spins down the road, then gave an unexpected
jump toward the trees on one side. It hit the trees at an angle and went
airborne, sailing upside down about fifteen feet before landing with a heavy
crunching sound.
"Whoa," the Gasman said
softly. "That was incredible."
"You have two seconds to give
me the picture," Iggy said irritably.
"It hit the oil, all right. It
spun, hit the trees, and did a flip," the Gasman told him. "Now it's
on its back, like a big, ugly, dead beetle."
"Yes!" Iggy punched the
air, making their branch sway. "Signs of life?"
"Uh . . . oh, yeah. Yeah, one
of them just punched out a window. Now they're climbing out. They look pretty
dang mad. They're walking, so they're not that hurt." The Gasman wanted
the Erasers out of the picture, so he wouldn't have to worry about them
anymore. At the same time, he wasn't sure how he would feel if they had
actually died.
Then he remembered that they had
taken Angel.
He decided he was probably okay with
them suffering a life-threatening accident.
"Shoot." Iggy sounded
disappointed. "Any point in dropping Big Boy on them right now?"
The Gasman shook his head,
remembered Iggy couldn't see it, and said, "I don't think so. They're
talking on walkie-talkies. Now they're heading straight into the woods. We'd
probably cause a huge forest fire or something."
"Hmm." Iggy frowned.
"Okay. We need to regroup, come up with Phase Two. How about we hang at
the old cabin for a minute?"
"Cool," said the Gasman.
"Let's go. We've done enough good for one day."
33
Eighty years
ago, loggers had used a makeshift cabin nearby as a base during logging season.
Abandoned for the last thirty years, it was practically in ruins. Which made it
an especially good clubhouse for the flock.
"So Phase One is
complete," said Iggy, sitting in a broken plastic lawn chair. He sniffed
the air. "We haven't been here in ages."
"Uh-uh," said the Gasman,
glancing around. "In case you're wondering, it's still a dump."
"It's
always been a dump," Iggy said. "That's why we like it."
"Man, I can't get over it—that
tarp full of oil so totally wiped the Hummer out," the Gasman said.
"It was kind of—scary. To really do it."
Iggy opened the backpack and took out
Big Boy, running his sensitive fingers over the clock duct-taped to the
explosive package.
"We have to eliminate the
Erasers," he murmured. "So they can't ever hurt us again."
"So they can't ever take Angel
again," the Gasman said, his eyes narrowing. "I say we bomb the
chopper."
Iggy nodded and stood up.
"Yeah. Listen, let's get out of here, get back home, make more
plans."
In the next instant, the faintest
vibration of the floorboards made Iggy freeze. The Gasman quickly looked at
him, saw Iggy's sightless eyes flick to and fro.
"Did you hear?" the Gasman
whispered, and Iggy nodded, holding up his hand. "Maybe a raccoon—"
"Not in the daytime," Iggy
barely mouthed back.
A slight scratching on the door made
the Gasman's blood turn to ice in his veins. Surely it was just an animal, a
squirrel or somethi—
"Little pigs, little pigs, let
me come in." The whispered voice, serene and angelic, seemed to float
through the cracks in the door like poisonous smoke. It was an Eraser's voice,
a voice that could ask you to jump off a cliff and you'd do it.
Heart pounding, the Gasman quickly
scanned the room. The door. Two windows, one in the main room and a tiny one in
the bathroom. He doubted he could fit through the one in the bathroom, much
less Iggy.
The Eraser scratched at the door
again, and the hairs on the back of the Gasman's neck stood up. Okay, the
window in here, then. He began to edge his way over to it, knowing that Iggy
would be able to follow the almost imperceptible sound.
Crash! The door
burst open, splintered wood flying through the air like darts.
"Eight o'clock!" the
Gasman whispered, telling Iggy where the window was as his brain registered the
hulking Eraser filling the doorway. His muscles tensed for the leap through the
window—but its light was suddenly blocked by a huge, grinning head.
"Hey, piggy, piggy,
piggy," a second Eraser taunted through the dirt-clouded glass.
Years of Max-enforced training
kicked in as adrenaline sped through the Gasman's body. Door blocked. Window
blocked. They were surrounded, with no clean escape available. It was going to
be a tight, he realized, already preparing himself.
More than likely a fight to the
death.
34
Nudge woke up
four times before she finally rolled over and pried her eyes open.
It was barely dawn. Fang was gone.
First Angel, then Max—now Fang.
Gone! Nudge looked around, crawling
to the opening of the cave on her hands and knees. There's nothing like panic
to really wake you up, get all your senses going. Nudge felt keenly alert,
frightened, too many thoughts starting to rush in her brain.
Movement caught her eye, and her
head swiveled in line with a loose formation of hawks wheeling through the
crisp, white blue sky. They were so beautiful, powerful, graceful, completely
one with the sky and the earth and the rough cliffs.
One of them was Fang.
Nudge stood quickly, almost bumping
her head on the low ceiling of the cave. Without hesitation, she leaped off the
cliff edge, out into the sky. Her wings unfolded and
caught
the wind like sails, and suddenly she was a small brown boat soaring across an
endless blue sea.
She approached the hawks, and after
hard, glinting glances at her, they moved so she could join them. Fang was
watching her, and Nudge was surprised by his face—how alive he looked, how . .
. untight. Fang always looked very tight, somehow, taut, like the string on a
bow. Now he looked loose and free and alive.
"Morning," he said.
"I'm hungry," said Nudge.
He nodded. "Town about three
minutes away. Follow me." He tilted his body in a new way that led him up
and away without moving his wings. It was cool, like a plane. Nudge tried it,
but it didn't work as well for her. She would practice.
Below them was a thin two-lane
highway, clotted with a last few shops and businesses before the road wound
away into the desert. Fang dipped his head: A fast-food place had a large
Dumpster out back. Even from up this high, Nudge could see a worker tossing
cardboard boxes of stuff into it, getting ready for a new day.
They circled a couple times till
they were sure the worker wasn't coming out again, then dropped quickly, like
bombs, tucking their wings in tight with just the feather tips guiding their
descent. Thirty feet above the Dumpster, they blew their wings out again,
braking sharply, then they landed, almost silently, on the metal edge of the
Dumpster.
"Nirvana," Fang said,
pawing through food that was still good but not sellable. "Burger?"
Nudge thought, then shook her head.
"I don't know—after watching the hawks shredding little animals—oh, but
look, here's a couple salads. And some apple pies! Bonus!"
They tightened the drawstrings of
their windbreakers around their waists. Then, working fast, they started
stuffing food inside their jackets, anything that would travel. Three minutes
after they'd landed, they were airborne again, lumpy and smiling.
It was amazing how much better Nudge
felt after eating. She sighed and sat cross-legged in the cave entrance,
watching the hawks fly.
Fang finished his fifth thin
hamburger patty and wiped his fingers on his jeans. "You know, I think the
way they swoop and stuff is like a message to the other hawks," he said.
"Like they're telling them where there's game or where they'll be or
something. I haven't figured it out yet. But I will."
"Oh." Nudge sat back on
her heels and spread her wings out, enjoying the feel of the sun warming her
feathers. She tried to be quiet and not disturb Fang, but after five minutes
she was close to meltdown.
"Fang? We've just got to go
find Max," she said. "Or should we go on and try to find Angel?"
Fang pulled his attention away from
the hawks with difficulty. "We're going to circle back, look for
Max," he said. "She must have—run into something."
Nudge nodded solemnly, unable to
define what kind of something would have kept Max from them. She didn't want to
think about it.
Fang stood, tall and dark against
the weathered sandstone of the rock cliff. He looked down at her, his face
calm
and patient, his eyes reflecting no light whatsoever. "You ready?"
Nudge jumped to her feet, brushing
sand off her butt. "Absolutely. Um, where do you think we should—"
But Fang was already gone, snatched
away by the wind, borne upward by air rising from the canyon below.
Nudge took a small running leap off
the cliff after him.
'Tarzan!" she yelled. Whatever
that was supposed to mean.
35
I woke up
warm, dry, bandaged, and safe.
I felt like death.
As always, as soon as I was
conscious, I panicked for a second, not knowing where I was. My brain anxiously
registered flowered wallpaper. A soft, warm bed that smelled like laundry
softener. I looked down. I was wearing a huge T-shirt that had a cartoon
character on it, one I didn't know.
I was at Ella's house. 1 was
supposed to be rescuing Angel—if she was even still alive. Fang and Nudge were
probably sticking pins in a Max doll by now. I didn't blame them.
Now that I was awake, the pain in my
shoulder and wing hit me all over again, a stinging ache that radiated out like
a starburst. Ugh. I remembered once I'd dislocated my shoulder, sparring with
Fang. It had hurt so bad, and I had staggered around clutching my shoulder and
trying not to cry. Jeb had calmed me down, talking to me, taking my
mind
off it, and then, when I least expected it, he had popped it right back into
place. Instantly, all the pain was gone, He'd smiled and stroked my sweaty hair
off my forehead and gotten me some lemonade. And I'd thought, This is what a
dad would do. This is better than what a dad would do.
I still missed Jeb so much it made
my throat close.
Suddenly, I froze, because my
bedroom door was opening very, very slowly and quietly.
Run! my mind
screamed as my hands curled into claws against the sheets. Fly!
Ella's brown eyes, curious and
eager, peered around the door. She spoke softly over her shoulder. "I
think she's awake."
Ella's mom appeared. "Morning,
Max. You hungry? Do you like pancakes?"
"And little breakfast
sausages?" Ella added. "And fruit and stuff?"
I hoped it only felt like I
was drooling on my nightshirt. I nodded. They smiled and left, and then I saw
the clothes on my bed. My own jeans and socks had been washed, and there was a
lavender sweatshirt with large slits newly cut into the back.
Ella's mom was taking care of me,
like Jeb had. I didn't know how to act, what to say.
A girl could get used to this.
36
No matter how
quickly the Erasers killed them, the Gasman was sure it would feel like
forever.
"Up and away," Iggy
breathed, inching slightly closer to him.
Up and away? The Gasman frowned.
Iggy had to be kidding. Straight up?
Crash! The Gasman
jumped as the window behind him shattered with a shower of glass and broken
wood. An Eraser pushed through the ragged opening with a silent grin.
"Guess what?" the first
Eraser asked with a pleasant smile. "We got the little one—they don't need
you two alive." They laughed, the sound like deep bells ringing, and then
their faces began to change. The Gasman couldn't help grimacing as they
morphed, becoming more wolflike, their muzzles extending, their teeth
protruding until it looked like they had a mouthful of knives.
"Boys, boys," one almost
purred. "Didn't anyone ever tell you?
You can run, but you can't hide." His shiny dark hair was becoming
thicker, and more hair sprouted grotesquely on his arms and hands. He literally
licked his chops and rubbed his huge, hairy hands together, as if he'd learned
how to be a bad guy from cartoons.
"Ready?"
Iggy's voice was so faint, his lips
so still that the Gasman wasn't sure he'd heard anything. Every second seemed
oddly stretched out. His hands closed into fists by his sides. He was ready.
Sure.
"This freak's blind," one
Eraser said, gesturing toward Iggy. "Don't worry, kid. It'll all be over
soon, and you won't have to worry about being blind anymore. But it's a shame
they didn't give you one of their new eyes—like mine."
The Gasman looked up at him, and a
feeling of revulsion rose in his throat as he saw what the Eraser meant. Set
deep into one orbital socket was a stainless steel ball. A red laserlike glow
made it look as though it was filled with blood. The Eraser grinned and turned
his eye to the Gasman. A red dot appeared on the Gasman's shirt and, as he
watched, it slowly began to burn a small hole in the fabric.
The Erasers laughed.
"You left before they could fix
you up with the latest technology," one said. "Your loss."
Yeah, right, the Gasman
thought in disgust.
"How about it, piggies?"
the first Eraser asked. "Do you want to try to run? Who knows—you might
get lucky. For a little while."
Grinning with anticipation, the
Eraser drew closer.
"On three."
Once again, the Gasman wasn't sure
if he'd heard Iggy or if he was imagining it.
"One."
The Gasman's toes clenched inside
his sneakers.
"Two."
When Iggy shouted,
"Three!" the Gasman leaped straight into the air, unfurling his wings
with a huge whoosh. With a roar of anger, one Eraser grabbed the
Gasman's foot and yanked. Above him, Iggy burst through the rotting roof of the
cabin, out into the sky. The Gasman broke free of the Eraser's grip.
Then he was pushing through the
shattered roof, tucking his wings in tight to get through the hole. Outside, he
lost altitude too fast and landed clumsily on a rickety roof beam. He slid
sideways, grabbing roof shingles that came off in his hands.
Iggy yelled from twenty feet above
him, "Gasser! Move!"
Just as he slid over the edge of the
roof, the Gasman spread his wings. He pushed down hard with all his strength,
then pulled his wings up and pushed them down again. As he surged up to meet
Iggy, Iggy threw a package down into the cabin.
"Move, move, move!" Iggy
yelled, flapping like crazy. Within seconds, they were a hundred yards away.
Boom! Only it was
more like ba-ba-boooooom!
The two boys recoiled from the
blast, tumbling backward in the air from the shock wave. The Gasman righted
himself, eyes wide, as a fireball ten yards in diameter rose from where the
cabin had been.
He was speechless.
After the fireball from Big Boy
disintegrated, the cabin burned brightly, its old, rotted wood consumed as
instantly as kindling. Flames reached for the sky, licking at the green trees
nearby, snaking along the ground as brittle brown pine needles caught fire.
God, it was beautiful.
"Well," Iggy said after a
long while, "that takes care of them."
The Gasman nodded, feeling sick. One
dark body had flown upward in the blast, falling back to earth as a glowing
coal. The other Eraser had crawled a few feet away from the cabin, a burning
silhouette that had collapsed, its outlines blurred by flame.
"Unless they escaped,"
Iggy added.
Of course Iggy hadn't seen anything.
The Gasman cleared his throat. "No," he said. "They're
dead." He felt slightly queasy, guilty, and dirty. Then he remembered
Angel, how she'd shared the last of the ice cream with him three nights ago.
She was so small, and God only knew what horrible things they were doing to
her. His jaw hardened.
"Take that," he
muttered. 'That was for my sister, for Angel, you scum-sucking
jerks."
Then he saw the black Hummer, its
hood crumpled, driving fast toward the burning cabin. An Eraser was leaning out
the passenger window, looking through binoculars.
"Come on, Iggy," said the
Gasman. "Let's get out of here."
37
The bell
clanged jarringly, and rough hands pushed Angel forward. She stumbled, catching
herself at the last second before falling onto coils of razor wire.
Angel wanted to cry. She'd been
doing this all day—it was late afternoon by now.
She was starving and light-headed
and every muscle ached—and still they made her run.
It was a maze, Angel knew that.
They had made it in a huge gymlike
room in the School's main building. They rang a bell and pushed her forward,
and then she had to run as fast as she could to find the exit. Each time, the
maze was different, the exit in a different place. If she slowed down, she got
an electric shock so strong it scrambled her brain, or red-hot wires under her
feet burned her. So, eyes blurry with tears, Angel ran forward blindly, taking
this turn and that until she finally stumbled out the exit.
Then she would get a sip of water
and a five-minute rest while they redid the maze.
Angel sniffled, trying to keep
quiet. She hated this! If only she knew beforehand—if only she knew, she
could run through fast and not get shocked or burned.
Angel sat up, a tingle of excitement
running down her spine. She closed her eyes and tried to listen to what the
whitecoats were thinking.
One of them wanted to let an Eraser
loose in the maze, have it fight with her, see how strong she really was. One
of them thought they should increase the heated wires so she always had to run
on them, whether she was slowing down or not. Then he could study the effect of
stress on her adrenaline levels.
Angel wanted them all to burn in
h-e-double toothpicks forever.
One of them was designing the next
maze, the creep.
Angel concentrated, trying to look
as though she was resting. Someone gave her another sip of water, and she
sucked it down fast. She could see the rough plan of the maze! It was in her
mind because it was in the white-coat's mind. Deliberately, Angel breathed in
and out, looking spent, but she felt a new surge of possibility.
She got it. She knew what the next
maze would look like. Blinking tiredly, Angel sat up, keeping her eyes
unfocused. In her mind, she was reviewing the maze's layout: a quick right,
then another right, then a left, skip the next three rights and take the fourth
one . . . and so on, till she saw the exit.
She could see all the traps, the
dead ends, the paths that led nowhere.
She could hardly wait to blow their minds.
This would be fun!
A whitecoat grabbed her, made her
stand in front of the new maze's entrance.
The bell clanged.
Someone pushed her.
Angel took off. Running as fast as
she could in case all the wires were hot, she took a quick right, another
right, then a left, and so on. She raced through with record speed, with no
hesitation. She didn't get shocked once and never felt a hot wire under her
feet.
She burst out of the maze's exit,
then collapsed onto the cool wooden floor.
Time passed.
Words floated to her: Amazing.
Cognitive ability. Interpretive skills. Creative problem solving. Dissect her
brain. Preserve her organs. Extract her DNA.
A voice said, "No, no, we can't
dissect her brain just yet." The speaker laughed, as if it were funny. His
voice sounded. . . like she'd heard it in a fairy tale or something, like at
night, or at home, or with Max. . .
Angel blinked and swam toward
consciousness. She made the mistake of looking up. An older man was there. He
wore wire-rimmed glasses and was smiling at her. She got no thoughts from him
whatsoever. He looked . . .
"Hello, Angel," said Jeb
Batchelder kindly. "I haven't seen you in a long time. I missed you,
kiddo."
38
Nudge didn't
know exactly what Fang expected to see. Max, flying toward them? Max, standing
on the ground below, waving her arms to get their attention? Max's body,
crumpled—Nudge shut that thought down. She would just wait. Fang was older and
really smart; Max trusted him. Nudge trusted him too.
How far back had Max separated from
them? Nudge couldn't remember. She and Fang had been flying in ever-widening
circles for hours. How did they know Max hadn't passed them somehow and was
waiting for them back at Lake Mead?
"Fang?
Do you remember where we left Max?"
"Yes."
"Are we going to go
there?"
Pause. "Not if we can help
it."
"But why? Maybe Max is hurt and
needs help. Maybe we need to save her before we go save Angel." It was
hard,
keeping these missions separate. First Angel, now Max, then Angel again.
Fang banked to the left, tightening
the angle as they'd seen the hawks do. Nudge followed him. Below them, the
ground looked parched, with only occasional roads, cactuses, brush.
"I don't think Max would have
gotten hurt all by herself," Fang said slowly. "She's not going to
fly into a tree or crash-land. So if she's late because she's hurt, it probably
means that someone, a person, hurt her. Which means that someone knows about
her. We don't want that someone to know about us too. Which they would if we
went to where Max is."
Nudge's jaw dropped.
"And if Max is late because
she's busy, then our going to her won't speed things up—she'll come when she's
good and ready. So for right now, we do a general look-see. But we're not going
all the way back."
Nudge heard Max's voice in her head:
Think before you speak. So she shut her mouth and thought. She had no
idea how Fang could not get Max, even if it meant they might get captured
or hurt themselves. They all might get captured or hurt saving Angel,
right? Why was Max different from Angel? Max was more important than Angel,
Nudge thought, feeling guilty. Max took care of them, helped run their whole
lives.
She snuck a look at Fang. Fang was
good, if not very warm or huggy. He was strong and handsome and capable. But
would he stick around to take care of everyone if there were no Max? Or would
he take off and go live by himself somewhere and not be
bothered with them? Nudge didn't know what Fang was really thinking.
Suddenly, Nudge was brushing tears
out of her eyes, swallowing down the lump in her throat, feeling her nose clog
up. Oh, God. She couldn't bear it without Max. Blinking, she tried to clear her
vision, tried to think about something else. She saw a white truck down below
and focused on it, forcing herself to wonder what it was carrying, where it was
coming from. Like any of it mattered. She drew in deep breaths and held them,
refusing to cry in front of Fang. She might have to start being very strong,
very soon. She might as well practice now.
The truck headed toward an
intersection that had signs marking a junction. Nudge blinked and looked as the
signs became clear and she could read them. One said, California Welcome
Center, 18 miles. One said, Las Vegas, North, 98 miles. One said, Tipisco, 3
miles.
Tipisco! Tipisco, Arizona! Where
Nudge was from! Where her parents had been! Oh, God—could she still find her
parents? Would they want her back? Had they missed her so much all these years?
"Fang!" she shouted,
already beginning the descent. "It's Tipisco, down below! I'm going
there!"
"No way, Nudge," Fang
said, flying closer to her. "Don't get sidetracked now. Stay with
me."
"No!" said Nudge, feeling
daring and desperate and brave. She hunched her shoulders and
tucked her head down, feeling herself lose altitude.
"I have to go find my parents! If Max is gone, I'm going
to need someone."
Fang's dark eyes widened in
surprise. "What? Nudge, you're crazy. Come on, let's talk
about it. Let's find a place, take a break."
"No!" said Nudge, tears
coming to her eyes again. "I'm going down—and you can't stop me!"
39
"We're pretty
safe, unless the Erasers catch our scent," the Gasman whispered to Iggy.
The two of them were tucked inside a narrow fissure in the side of a cliff, up
high. Scraggly bushes obscured the opening. The Erasers would have to rock
climb to get them, or use the chopper.
Iggy kicked back and rested his
hands on his knees. "Well, this is a total suckfest," he said
grumpily. "I thought with those two Erasers taking dirt naps, we'd be free
and clear, at least for a while. They must have sent for backup even before
they attacked the cabin."
The Gasman ground dust between his
fingertips. "At least we took two of them out." He wondered if Iggy
felt as weird and bad about it as he did. He couldn't tell.
"Yeah, but what now? We're
kinda all dressed up with no place to go," Iggy said. "There's no way
we can go home—they're probably everywhere. What are we
supposed
to do with ourselves? And what if Max and the others come back just to fly into
an ambush?"
"I don't know," the Gasman
said in frustration. "I hadn't thought beyond just blowing them the heck
up. Maybe you should come up with a plan."
The two boys sat in the semidarkness
of the fissure, breathing the stale air. The Gasman's stomach rumbled.
"Tell me about it," Iggy
said, resting his head on his knees.
"Okay, okay," the Gasman
said suddenly. "I have an idea. It's risky, and Max will kill us when she
finds out."
Iggy raised his head. "Sounds
like my kind of idea."
40
Never in my
fourteen looong years have I felt the slightest bit normal—except for my day with
Ella and her mom, Dr. Martinez.
First, we ate a real breakfast
together, around the kitchen table. On plates, with forks and knives and
napkins. Instead of, like, a hot dog stuck on a barbecue fork, burned black
over an open flame, then eaten right off the fork. Or cereal with no milk. Or
peanut butter off a knife. Beanie weenies from the can.
Then Ella had to go to school. I was
worried about the jerks from before, but she said her teacher was good at
keeping kids in line, and so was the school bus driver. A real school bus! Like
on TV shows.
So it was me and Dr. Martinez.
"So, Max," she said as she unloaded the dishwasher.
I tensed.
"Do you want to talk about. . .
anything?"
I looked at her. Her face was tan
and kind, her eyes warm and understanding. But I knew
if I started talking, I would never stop. I would break down and start crying.
I would freak out. Then I wouldn't be Max anymore, wouldn't be able to
function, take care of the others, be the alpha girl. To save Angel. If it
wasn't already too late.
"Not really," I said.
She nodded and started stacking
clean plates. I fantasized about actually being friends with Ella and her mom
long after I left here and went home. I could come back and visit sometimes. .
. Yeah, and we could have picnics, exchange Christmas cards . . . I'm so sure.
I was totally losing my grip on reality. I had to get out of here.
Dr. Martinez put away the clean
plates and loaded the dirty ones into the dishwasher. "Do you have a last
name?"
I thought. Since I didn't have an
"official" identity, there wasn't anything she could do with the
information. I rubbed my temples—a headache had been creeping up on me since
breakfast.
"Yeah," I said finally. I
shrugged. "I gave it to myself."
On my eleventh birthday (which was
also a day I picked for myself), I had asked Jeb about a last name. I guess I
was hoping he would say, "Your name is Batchelder, like me." But he
hadn't. He'd said, "You should choose one yourself."
So I'd thought about it, thought
about how I could fly and who I was.
"My last name is Ride," I
told Ella's mom. "Like Sally Ride, the astronaut. Maximum Ride."
She nodded. "That's a good
name. Are there others like you?" she asked.
I pressed my lips together and
looked away. My head was throbbing. I wanted to
tell her—that was the awful part. Something inside me wanted to blurt out
everything. But I couldn't. Not after years of Jeb telling me I couldn't trust
anybody, ever.
"Do you need help?" My
eyes flicked back to her face. "Max—with your wings—can you actually
fly?"
"Well, yeah" I was
startled into saying. That's me: mouth-like-a-steel-trap Maximum. Yep, you have
to use all your tricks to get me to talk. Jeez. That's what I get for
sleeping on a soft bed and eating homey food.
"Really? You can really
fly?" She looked fascinated, alarmed, and a little envious.
I nodded. "My bones are . . .
thin," I began, hating myself. Shut up, Max! "Thin and light.
I have extra muscles. My lungs are bigger. And my heart. More efficient. But I
need to eat a lot. It's hard." Abruptly, I clammed up, a furious blush
heating my cheeks. That, folks, was the most I had ever said to a non-flock
member. But when I spill the beans, I spill big! I might as well have hired a
skywriting plane to scrawl, "I'm a mutant freak!" in huge letters
across the sky.
"How did this happen?"
Ella's mom asked softly. My eyes shut of their own volition. If I'd been alone
I would have put my hands over my ears and hunkered down into a little ball on
the floor. Fractured images, memories, fear, pain, all came crashing together
inside my brain. You think being a regular teenager with growing pains is hard?
Try doing it with DNA that's not your own, not even from a mammal.
"I don't remember," I told
her. It was a lie.
41
Dr. Martinez
looked distressed. "Max, are you sure I can't help in some way?"
I shook my head, irritated at
myself, irritated at her for bringing all this up. "Nah. It's all over,
anyway. Done. But—I have to get out of here. Some friends are waiting for me.
It's really important."
"How will you get to them? Can
I give you a ride?"
"No," I said, frowning and
rubbing my hurt shoulder. "I need to, um, fly there. But I don't think I
can fly yet."
Dr. Martinez creased her forehead,
thinking. "It would be dangerous for you to strain your injury before it's
healed. I couldn't tell the extent of it. But I could give you a better idea if
we had an X-ray."
I looked at her solemnly. "Do
you have X-ray vision?"
She laughed, startled, and I
couldn't help grinning too. God, Ella had this all the time. A real mom.
"No. Not all of us have
superhuman powers," she said teasingly. "But some of us
have access to X-ray machines."
Dr. Martinez shared a vet practice
with another doctor. Today was her day off, but she was sure no one would think
it was weird for us to show up at the office. She gave me a windbreaker to
wear, but I was still pretty freaked about seeing other people up close.
"Hi, guys," Dr. Martinez
said as we walked into the office. "This is a friend of Ella's. She's
doing a report on being a vet, and I told her I'd give her a quick tour."
The three people behind the counter
smiled and nodded as if this was totally believable. Maybe it was. How would I
know?
Two seconds after I walked in, I
froze in the doorway, feeling the blood rush out of my face and a wash of
terror sweep over me,
There was a man there.
In a white coat.
Dr. Martinez glanced back.
"Max?"
I stared at her mutely. She gently
took my arm and led me off into an exam room. "Yes, in here is where we
see our patients," she said cheerfully as she shut the door behind us.
Then she turned and lowered her voice. "Max, what's wrong? What's the
matter?"
I forced myself to take several
slow, deep breaths, to uncoil the fists at my sides. "It's the
smell," I whispered, embarrassed. "The chemical smell, like a lab.
The guy in the white coat. I have to get out of here, okay? Can we just go now,
really fast?" I looked for an exit, a window.
Her hand rubbed my back. "I can
promise that you're safe here. Can you stay just long
enough for me to get a quick X ray, and then we'll leave right away?"
I tried to swallow, but my mouth was
dry. My heart was pounding so hard it made a rushing sound in my ears.
"Please, Max."
I forced myself to nod. Dr. Martinez
checked to make sure I wasn't wearing jewelry—as if—then carefully positioned me
on a table. A machine hovered over me. I felt like my nerves were about to
snap.
She stepped out of the room, I heard
a tiny buzz, and it was all over.
Two minutes later she showed me a
large dark sheet with my shoulder bones, arm, and part of my wing showing in
shades of white. She stuck it up on a glass box on the wall and turned on its
light. The picture jumped out brightly.
"Look," she said, tracing
my shoulder blade with her finger. "This bone is fine. It's all muscle
damage—you can see the torn tissue here and here."
I nodded.
"And your wing bones," she
said, unconsciously lowering her voice, "all seem fine. Which is good.
Unfortunately, muscle damage usually takes longer to heal than bones do. Though
your rate of regeneration seems weirdly fast, I must say."
She frowned at the X-ray, tapping it
with her finger. "Your bones are so fine and light," she murmured, as
if talking to herself. "They're beautiful. And then . . . huh. What's this
thing?"
She was pointing to a bright white
square, maybe half an inch wide, that sat smack-dab in the middle of my
forearm.
"That's not jewelry, is it?" She glanced down at me. "Is it the
zipper of the windbreaker?"
"No—I took it off."
Dr. Martinez leaned closer to the picture,
squinting her eyes. "It's a—it looks like a . . ." Her voice trailed
off.
"What?" I said, unnerved
by the expression on her face.
"It's a microchip," she
said hesitantly. "We put something similar into animals. To identify them
in case they're lost. Yours looks like a, like ones we use on really expensive
pets, show dogs and such. They have a tracer in them in case they're stolen.
They can be tracked, wherever they are."
42
The look of
comprehending horror that rose in my face alarmed Dr. Martinez.
"I'm not saying that's what it
is," she said quickly. "It's just what it looks like."
"Take it out," I said
hoarsely. I held out my arm and pushed up my sleeve. "Please. Take it out
right now."
She looked at the X-ray again,
studying it for several minutes while I tried not to jump out of my skin.
"I'm sorry, Max," she said
at last. "I don't think it can be surgically removed. It looks like it was
implanted a long time ago, when your arm was much smaller. Now your muscles and
nerves, blood vessels, have grown around it so completely that I think if we
tried to take it out, you could possibly lose the use of your hand."
You'd think I'd get used to the
ongoing nightmare that was my life, but I was actually pathetically surprised
that those demonoids from the School could continue to wreak havoc on me from
so far away, so long ago.
But why was I surprised? I asked
myself bitterly. They had done just that two days ago, when they'd kidnapped
Angel. An image of her popped into my mind, her sweet, small face smiling up at
me, love shining out. I swallowed hard and took a deep breath.
Right then, we became aware of
voices in the waiting room, men's voices, smooth and charming, asking
questions.
I froze again, doing my
deer-in-the-headlights imitation.
Dr. Martinez looked at me and
listened to the voices. "I'm sure this is nothing, Max," she said
calmly. "But why don't you step in here for a minute?"
In the hall was a small door that
led to their medicine storage closet. Several long white coats hung inside, and
I slid in behind them, flattening myself against the wall.
And yes, I get the irony, thanks.
Dr. Martinez turned off the light
and closed the door. Barely twenty seconds later, I heard the voices in the
examining room where I had been.
"What's going on here?"
Dr. Martinez said sharply, sounding outraged. "This is a doctor's
office!"
"Sorry, ma'am," one voice
said, sounding as if it were made of honey. My heart began to pound.
"Doctor!" she snapped.
"Sorry, Doctor," another
voice said. It was soothing, calming, placating. "Forgive us for
interrupting. There's nothing to be concerned about. We're with local law
enforcement."
"We're looking for anything
unusual," said the first voice. "Just a precaution. I'm afraid I
can't tell you more than that." Implying that it
was all top-secret government stuff. Maybe I was.
There was a pause. Was Dr. Martinez
being drawn in by their voices? She wouldn't be the first one. Oh, God. . .
I suddenly remembered my X-ray up on
the light box, and I clapped my hand over my mouth. My stomach tightened. In
the next minute I could be fighting for my life. It was too dark to look for
possible weapons. Think, think. . .
"Unusual like what?" Dr.
Martinez said acidly. "A double rainbow? Gasoline for less than a buck
fifty? Sugar-free soda that actually tastes good?"
I couldn't help grinning. She was
just so great. And she seemed immune to Erasers, which was really weird.
"No," said the second
voice after a moment. "Unusual people, for instance. Strangers in
the neighborhood. Children or teenagers that you don't know or who look
suspicious. Or unusual animals, even."
"I'm a veterinary
surgeon," said Dr. Martinez in a chilling voice. "To tell you the
truth, I usually don't look at my patients' owners much. And I haven't seen any
strangers around. As for unusual animals, last week I treated a cow that
had a bicornuate uterus. She had a healthy calf in each side. Does that
help?"
Silence. I would hate to be on the
receiving end of her anger.
"Um . . ." said the first
voice.
"If you gentlemen will excuse
me, I have a business to run." Icicles dripped off her words. "The
way out is through that door."
"If you do see or hear of
anything unusual, here's a number for you to call. Thanks for your time. Sorry
to disturb you."
Heavy footsteps faded from my
hearing. A minute later I felt the front door slam shut.
"If you see those two guys
again, call the cops," Dr. Martinez said to the receptionist.
She came and let me out of the
closet, looking at my face solemnly.
"Those guys were bad
news," she said, "am I right?"
I nodded. "I better leave right
now."
She shook
her head. "Tomorrow morning is soon enough. One more night of rest.
Promise me."
I opened my mouth to argue, but what
came out was "Okay. I promise."
43
"Nudge, for
the last time, give this up. This is a bad idea," said Fang. "A terrible
idea."
Privately, Nudge was surprised that
Fang was still with her. Fang had threatened to leave her several times, but
when he saw she really wouldn't budge, he'd retreated into angry silence.
Now they were at the edge of a
trailer home neighborhood. Nudge had remembered an address, and Tipisco was so
small that it wasn't hard to get around and find it. She didn't know what she
had expected, but somehow this wasn't it.
The trailer park was divided into
meandering rows, most marked by rickety wooden signs with names like Roadrunner
Lane or Seguro Street on them.
"Come on," Fang said
softly. "I see Chaparral Court."
They snaked their way through the
chokecherry bushes, gnarled junipers, abandoned appliances, and car
skeletons
that surrounded the neighborhood. No white picket fences anywhere.
Nudge's quick eyes spotted an
address, 4625, on the last mobile home of the line. She swallowed. Her parents
could be right there. She pushed aside some spray paint cans, and she
and Fang crouched beside an abandoned, graffitied car.
"What if they moved?" Fang
asked for the nth time. "What if you misunderstood what you read and these
people aren't related to you at all?" Then, with horrible gentleness, he
said, "Nudge, even if you weren't a test-tube baby—which you probably
were—what if there was a reason they gave you up? They might not want you
back."
"Do you think I haven't thought
of that?" she whispered with uncharacteristic anger. "I know that!
But I have to try. I mean, if there's the slightest chance— wouldn't you
try?"
"I don't know," Fang said
after a pause.
"That's because you don't need
anything or anybody," Nudge said, turning back to stare at the mobile
home. "But I'm not like that. 1 need people."
Fang was silent.
They were fairly out of sight
between the car and some small pinyon trees. Nudge felt so nervous she was
practically shaking.
Beside her, Fang tensed, and then
Nudge heard a door opening. She held her breath as a woman came out of the
mobile home. Nudge quickly looked at her own arm to see if their skin tones
matched. Kind of. It was hard to tell. The woman came down into the front yard,
which was covered in brown pine needles, and sat down in a cheap lawn
chair in the shade.
Her hair was wet and in curlers, and
there was a towel draped around her shoulders. She leaned back, lit a
cigarette, and popped the top on a can of soda.
"Coke. It's not just for
breakfast anymore," Fang whispered, and Nudge elbowed him.
Hmm. Nudge sat back on her heels. It
was weird. Part of her hoped that wasn't her mom. It would have been
better if she'd been, like, setting a tray of cookies on the windowsill to cool
or gardening or something. Something mommish. But part of her still hoped it
was her mom, because, frankly, someone, anyone, was better than no one.
Nudge just needed to get up, stroll
over there, and say, "Um, did you lose a daughter named Monique, about
ten, eleven years ago?" Yep, that's all she had to say. And then the woman
would say—
"Looking for something, freaks?
Guess you found it."
There was no mistaking that
beautiful, melodic Eraser laugh, right behind them.
44
Nudge
jackknifed to her feet. There were three of them, and they were already
beginning to morph. They started off looking like male models, but then their
freaky muzzles elongated, fangs erupted from bloodred gums, ragged claws grew
from their fingertips.
"Ari," Fang said evenly.
Nudge frowned and looked at the
leader. Her eyes widened. "Ari!" she said. "You were just a
little kid."
He smiled, flexing his clawed hands.
"And now I'm a great big grown-up Eraser," he said. He snapped his
teeth together playfully, making strong clicking sounds. "And you're a little
brown piglet. Yum."
"What did they do to you?"
Nudge asked quietly. "I'm sorry, Ari."
He frowned, his hairy brow lowering.
"Save your pity for yourself. I'm exactly who I want to be. And I've got
some news for you." He rolled up his sleeves to reveal heavily corded,
muscled, hairy arms. "Your hideout in the mountains is
nothing but ashes. Your pals keep having unfortunate accidents. You two are the
last ones alive—and now we've got you."
This struck the Erasers as funny,
and they chuckled, shoulders shaking, while Nudge's brain reeled. Last two
alive? The others were dead? Their house had burned down?
She began to cry and commanded
herself to stop but couldn't. Then she was weeping like a baby.
She glanced anxiously at Fang, but
he was watching Ari, his jaw tight, his hands coiled into fists.
"Pinwheel," he muttered
out of the side of his mouth.
Ari frowned, obviously wondering
what pinwheel meant, his large, beautiful eyes narrowing.
"Cholla first," Nudge
muttered. She couldn't believe she was being so brave, almost like Fang. The
rest of the flock was dead? It couldn't be! It just couldn't!
"Count of three," Fang
said evenly. Which meant count of one.
Ari leaned over, lightning fast, and
cuffed Fang's shoulder. "Shut up!"
"One," Fang said,
regaining his balance, and Nudge instantly lunged forward, shoving the second
Eraser in the chest as hard as she could. Taken off guard, he staggered
backward, right into the sharp spines of a cholla cactus. Cursing, the Eraser
waved his arms but landed smack on top of its three-inch needles, shrieking
like a train wreck in the making. A lovely, musical train wreck.
In the next second, Nudge launched
herself into the air sideways, praying that Fang would catch her.
He did, grabbing her arms and
swinging her, following her momentum. Her feet kicked
outward, smashing Ari in the side of the neck, almost knocking him over, and
leaving him choking and gagging.
Then Fang swung Nudge as hard as he
could, spinning her through the air as she snapped out her wings and beat them
so fast that she stayed airborne.
"You're gonna die,
mutant," Ari snarled, leaping for Fang as he pushed off the ground. He
grabbed Fang's leg, and they both fell heavily. Then Ari was sitting on Fang's
chest, punching him. Nudge gasped and put her hand over her mouth as she saw
blood erupt from Fang's nose. The second Eraser kicked at Fang's chest, hard,
over and over, thunk, thunk.
Nudge was freaking—this was a
disaster. The people in the trailer park were bound to notice her, hovering in
front of the trees. Fang took another hit, his head jerking sideways, and then
he spit a stream of bloody saliva right into Ari's face. Ari roared and brought
both hands down onto Fang's chest with enough force to snap his ribs. Nudge
heard Fang's breath leave him with a whoosh.
What to do? If she went down to the
ground she would be dead meat, and so would Fang. If only she could—
Then she remembered the cans of spray
paint on the ground. Maybe they were empty. Maybe not.
In an instant, she had dropped down,
grabbed up the nearest can, and leaped back into the air, out of reach. She
shook the can hard, then dropped a few feet and aimed it right at Ari's face. After
a heart-stopping wheeze, green paint arced through the air. Ari screamed and
jumped to his feet, his clawed hands swiping at his eyes.
Fang leaped up and took off faster
than she'd ever seen him move. Nudge managed to get
another Eraser in the face, and then the paint ran out. Nudge threw it hard at
Ari's head, where it bounced off his healthy, thick, green hair.
Then she and Fang were in the air,
well above the Erasers. Ari was still standing, but his pal was on the ground,
swearing and trying to wipe paint out of his eyes. The one who'd finally gotten
off the cactus was way scratched up. Between the red blood and green paint,
they looked kind of Christmassy.
"You're dead, freaks,"
Ari snarled, his eyes streaming with tears, his long yellow teeth seeming too
large for his mouth.
"Oh, like you're not a freak yourself,"
Nudge said meanly. "Try looking in a mirror, dog boy!"
Ari fumbled in his jacket, then
pulled out a gun. Nudge and Fang rocketed out of there as fast as they could. A
bullet whistled right past Nudge's ear. She'd been that close to being
deaf and dead.
When they were safely away, Nudge
said breathlessly, "I'm sorry, Fang. It was my fault you got hurt."
Fang spit more blood out and watched
it fall a long, long way to the ground. "It wasn't your fault," he
said. "You're just a kid."
"Let's go home," she said.
"They said it burned
down," Fang answered, wiping blood from his lip.
"No, I mean the home with the
hawks," said Nudge.
45
Angel stared
and stared and stared at Jeb Batchelder.
She knew who he was. She had been
only four years old the last time she'd seen him, but still, she knew his face,
his smile. She remembered Jeb tying her shoes, playing Old Maid with her, making
popcorn. She remembered hurting herself and Jeb picking her up to hold her
tight. Max had filled in for her how good Jeb had been, how he'd saved them
from the bad people at the School. How he'd disappeared and they thought he was
dead.
But he was alive! And he was here!
He had come back to save her again! Hope filled her like warm light.
Angel almost jumped up to ran to his arms.
Wait. Think. There was
something wrong with this picture.
She couldn't get a single thought
from his head—it was a gray blank. That had never happened before. Also, he was
wearing a white coat. He smelled all antisepticky.
The fact that he was here at all.
Her brain felt simultaneously hyper and sluggish, and she blinked several
times, trying to figure this out, as if it were a two-minute mystery.
Jeb knelt on the wooden floor in
front of her. The whitecoats who'd been running the maze melted into the
background. Jeb reached back, then held something out to her.
Angel looked at it blankly.
It was a
tray of food, lots of delish-looking food, hot and steaming. It smelled so good
Angel felt a whimper of longing rise in her throat.
She stared at the tray, her brain
crackling with input, and she had a bunch of thoughts all at once.
One, Jeb looked like he was on their
side now. An enemy of the flock, like all the other whitecoats at the
School.
Two, wait till Max found out about
this. Max would be, well, she'd be so mad and so hurt and so upset that Angel
couldn't even imagine it. She didn't want to imagine it. She didn't want
Max to ever feel that way.
"Angel, aren't you hungry? You
haven't been getting very much to eat, have you?" Jeb looked concerned.
"When they told me what they'd been feeding you— well, they misunderstood,
sweetheart. They didn't know about your appetite."
He laughed a little, shaking his
head. "I remember once we were having hot dogs for lunch. Everyone else
had two hot dogs each. But you—you ate four hot dogs by yourself." He
laughed again, looking at her as if he thought she
was amazing. "You were three years old. Four hot dogs!"
He leaned forward, gently pushing
the food tray nearer so it was right beneath Angel's nose.
"The thing is, Angel, with your
metabolism, and how old you are now, you should be getting about three thousand
calories a day. I bet you haven't been hitting a thousand." He shook his
head again. "That's going to change now that I'm here. I'll make sure they
treat you right, okay?"
Angel narrowed her eyes. This was a
trap. This was exactly the kind of thing Max had warned them all about. Only
Max had never guessed it would come from Jeb.
Without saying a word, Angel sat up,
crossing her arms over her chest and staring at him the way Max stared at Fang
when they were having an argument and she was going to win. Angel made herself
not look at the food, not even smell the food. She was so freaked at seeing Jeb
here that her stomach was all in knots anyway. The fact that she couldn't pick
up any of his thoughts made him seem weird and dead to her.
Jeb smiled ruefully and patted
Angel's knee. "It's okay, Angel. Go ahead and eat. You need to. I want you
to feel better."
She tried not to even blink, not to
show how upset she was.
Sighing, Jeb unrolled the white
paper napkin, took out a fork, and placed the fork right into the food on the
plate. All she would have to do is reach down . . . and she was doomed?
"I know this is all confusing,
Angel," Jeb said gently.
"I can't explain everything
now. It will all become clear soon, though, and then you'll understand."
"Suurrre." Angel put every
bit of pain at her betrayal into that one word.
"The thing is, Angel," Jeb
went on earnestly, "life itself is a test. It's all a test. Sometimes you
just have to get through it, and then later on everything makes more sense.
You'll see. Now, go ahead and eat. I promise it's okay. I promise."
Like she would believe any of his
promises.
"I hate you," she said.
Jeb didn't look surprised. Maybe a
bit sad. "That's okay too, sweetheart. That's perfectly okay."
46
"I. Am. In.
Heaven," I said, inhaling deeply.
Dr. Martinez laughed. "Watched
cookies never brown," she teased me.
To make my Mayberry holiday
complete, the three of us had actually made chocolate chip cookies—from scratch—after
dinner.
I ate enough raw cookie dough to
make myself sick, and then I got high off the fumes of gently baking cookies. I
could see the chocolate chips melting through the oven window.
Note to self: Show Nudge and Angel
how to make choc-chip cookies.
If I ever saw Angel again.
Ella's mom took the first cookie
sheet out of the oven and slid in the second. I could hardly wait for the
cookies to cool and, seizing one, took a bite, almost burning my tongue.
Incoherent murmurings of pleasure
escaped my lips as I chewed slowly, savoring every
bite. Ella and her mom watched me, identical smiles lighting their faces.
"You'd think you'd never tasted
homemade cookies before," Ella said.
"Haven't," I mumbled,
swallowing. It was the best thing I had ever tasted in my entire life. It
tasted like home.
"Well, have another," said
Dr. Martinez.
"I have to take off
tomorrow," I told Ella that night when we were getting ready for bed.
"No!" she said,
distressed. "I love having you here. You're like a cousin. Or my
sister."
Funny how something like that can
make you feel worse. "People are depending on me—it's really
important."
"Will you come back to
visit?" she asked. "Ever? "
I looked at her helplessly. It was
the first time I had ever connected with a nonflock human being—besides Jeb.
It had been really cool. The best.
Plus her mom was so awesome.
She was strict about some things—don't leave your socks lying around—but so not
strict about other things, like calling the cops about my bullet wound. Unlike
any other parent I'd ever heard of, she didn't press for details, didn't
lecture, and believed what I said. She actually accepted me. Like she accepted
Ella, for who she was.
It was enough to give me a psychotic
break—if I let myself dwell on it.
"Probably not," I said,
hating the hurt look on Ella's face. "I just—don't think I'll
be able to. If I ever could, I would, but—"
I turned away and started brushing
my teeth. Jeb had always said to think with your brain, not your emotions. He'd
been right, as usual. So I put all my feelings in a box and locked it.
47
Nudge still
couldn't accept that Max and the others were dead. It was impossible—she
couldn't deal with it—so she forced herself to think other thoughts.
Nudge guessed it was kind of sad
that, right now, this scraped-out shallow ledge in the middle of a desert cliff
actually felt cozy and comfortable to her. She lay on her back, feet up against
the wall, bruised legs out straight, examining the strata of colors—cream, tan,
pink, peach—in the solid rock overhead. The sun out there was hot, but it was
cool in here, and breezy.
It just goes to show you, she
thought. You think you need all your stuff, your favorite cup, your best
blanket, soap, your parents—and then you realize that all you really
need is to be where the Erasers can't get you.
She couldn't get over Ari. He'd been
a little kid the last time she'd seen him. She remembered how he'd seemed to
get on Max's nerves, always following her around. Now he
was
a full-grown Eraser, the worst of them all. How could that have happened in
only four years?
Half an hour ago, she and Fang had
heard the very distant chop-chop of a helicopter. They'd pulled as far
back into the cave as they could, flattening themselves against the cool back
wall. After twenty minutes of silence, Fang had decided it was safe and gone to
look for food. She hoped he came back soon.
Their house was burned to cinders.
Every one of her friends except Fang was dead. She and Fang were really on
their own—maybe forever.
Fang flapped up the side of the
cliff, landing almost silently on their ledge. Nudge felt a warm flow of
relief.
"Can I interest you in a bit of
raw desert rat?" he asked, patting his windbreaker pocket.
"Oh, no!" Nudge said,
horrified.
He shrugged off his windbreaker and
brushed some dust off his black T-shirt. Popping something in his mouth, he
chewed and swallowed loudly. "Can't get fresher," he said cajolingly.
"Ugh!" Nudge shuddered and
turned away from him. Rat! Flying like the hawks was one thing; eating like
them was not going to happen.
"Okay, then," said Fang.
"How about some kabobs? You get the vegetables."
Whirling, Nudge saw Fang unfolding a
foil packet. Instantly, the smoky, meaty smell of cooked beef and vegetables
filled her nose.
"Kabobs!" she said,
hurrying to sit by Fang. "Where did you get them? You didn't have time to
go all the way to town. Oh, my gosh, they're still hot."
"Let's just say some campers
are going to be a little surprised," Fang said drily, pushing the meat off
into one pile, the onions and peppers into another.
Nudge took a bite of grilled pepper.
It was warm, smoky, tender—utter heaven.
"Now, this is
food," she said, closing her eyes.
"So I guess we have to decide
whether to keep looking for Max or go try to save Angel," said Fang, eating
the chunks of beef.
"But the Erasers said everyone
else was dead. Doesn't that mean Angel and Max too?" Nudge asked, feeling
a sad weight settle on her again.
"No way to tell," Fang
said. "The thing is, if Max isn't here, is it because she's dead? How
would they have found her? Angel. . ." He paused. "Well, we knew they
had Angel. That's probably all over by now."
Nudge held her head in her hands.
"I can't think about it."
"I know. But what are
your—" He stopped, squinting, looking off into the distance.
Shading her eyes, Nudge looked out
too. Way far off, she could barely make out two dark splotches. Well, so what?
Just more hawks.
She sat back and slowly ate her last
chunk of onion, then licked the foil they'd been wrapped in. Fang had to come
up with a plan—that was all there was to it.
But Fang kept looking out at the
sky.
Nudge frowned. The two dark
splotches were bigger now, closer. They must be mighty big hawks. Maybe they
were eagles!
Suddenly, Fang stood and fished in
his pocket for his small metal mirror. Holding out his
hand, he caught the last bits of sunset in the mirror, flashing their
reflection outward.
He flashed it, then stopped,
flashed, then stopped.
The hawks became larger, closer. Now
they were definitely spiraling downward in their direction.
Please don't let them be flying
Erasers, Nudge thought in sudden panic. She'd realized they were too big,
too awkward to be real raptors.
Then her mouth dropped open. Half a
minute later, Iggy and the Gasman landed clumsily on the ledge, knocking rocks
and dust everywhere. Nudge just stared at them, so happy she could hardly
believe it.
"You aren't dead," she
said.
"No. You aren't dead
either," said Iggy irritably. "How about just 'hello'?"
"Hi, guys," said the
Gasman, brushing dust out of his hair. "We couldn't stay home—there's
Erasers all over the mountain. So we decided to come here. Anybody have a
problem with that?"
48
The next
morning I pulled on my new sweatshirt. I'd tried out my wing. It worked, though
it was incredibly stiff and sore.
I was relieved to go, to get back in
the air. I knew Fang and Nudge were going to kill me. I knew I had let Angel
down. But there was no way I could have not done what I did. I wouldn't
be Max.
To tell you the truth, not being Max
sometimes had its appeal.
Dr. Martinez pushed a small backpack
at me. "It's an old one—I don't use it," she said quickly, knowing I
wanted to refuse any more help. "Please take it."
"Well, since you said
'please,'" I muttered, and she laughed.
Ella was watching the ground, her
shoulders hunched. I tried not to look at her either.
"If you ever need anything,
anything at all, please call us," said Ella's mom. "I
put my phone numbers inside the pack."
I nodded, even though I knew I would
never use the numbers. I had no idea what to say. But I had to try.
"You guys helped me," I
said stiffly, "and you didn't even know me. It would have been bad if you
hadn't." How's that for eloquent, eh? I sounded like freaking Tarzxm.
"You helped me," Ella
pointed out. "And you didn't even know me. You got hurt because of
me."
I shrugged in that endearing way I
have. "Anyway— thanks. Thanks for everything. I really appreciate
it."
"You're welcome," said
Ella's mom, smiling kindly. "We were glad to do it. And good luck—with
whatever happens."
I nodded, and then—get this—they
both hugged me at once, like a Max sandwich. Once again, I felt the horror of
tears starting in my eyes, and I blinked them back quickly. But I let them hug
me, and sort of patted Ella's elbow, which was all I could reach. I won't lie
to you—it felt really good. And really awful at the same time. Because what's worse
than knowing you want something, besides knowing you can never have it?
I disengaged myself gently and
opened the door. Outside, it was sunny and warm. I gave a little half-wave,
hoping it was jaunty, then headed out into the yard. I'd decided to give them a
sort-of present. I felt they deserved it.
Would they think I looked goofy?
What did we—the flock—look like to outsiders? I had no idea, and I didn't have
time to start caring. I adjusted my sweatshirt and the
backpack. I turned. Ella and her mom were watching me with wide, curious eyes.
I ran a few steps and leaped upward,
unfurling my wings, feeling them fill with air, wincing slightly as my damaged
muscles pulled and strained. Fully extended, my wings were thirteen feet
across, speckled brown and splotched with white.
A hard downstroke, ouch, then
upward, ouch, then down. The familiar rhythm. Ella's face was awed and
delighted, her hands clasped together. Dr. Martinez was wiping her eyes, her
smile wobbly.
A minute later, I was way high,
looking down on Ella's little house, at the two small figures waving hard up at
me. I waved back, then banked, feeling the familiar joy of flying, the freedom,
the speed. I soared off toward the horizon, heading northwest, on my way to meet
Nudge and Fang, who I hoped would miraculously still be where I'd told them to
be.
Thanks, Ella, I thought,
refusing to feel sad. Thank you both, for everything.
Angel, I'm on my way at last.
PART 3
SCHOOL—WHAT
COULD BE SCARIER
THAN THAT?
49
After about
half an hour, I felt like I'd worked most of the kinks out of my muscles. I
knew tomorrow I'd be horribly sore, but right now I felt okay, and right now
was what mattered. I flew hard and fast, coasting on air currents whenever I could.
This time, I didn't look down.
An hour later, I was approaching the
meeting place, praying that Nudge and Fang had waited for me.
I was two days late, and I wouldn't
blame them for giving up on me, but I didn't want to think about the
possibility that they had decided to rescue Angel on their own.
When I got close to the meeting
place, I started circling big, losing altitude slowly while examining the
ground, the cliffs, the shadows. Nothing.
I flew the length of a canyon,
looking for signs, but was disappointed again. Panic made my throat tighten.
I'd been so stupid.
Oh, God, what if they had never made
it here? What if—
A shadow fell across me, and I
glanced up, thinking, helicopter! But it wasn't—just a scattered flock
of hawks above me, wheeling through the sky.
I frowned and angled myself upward.
Several of the hawks were oddly large and misshapen. But they were flying right
along with the others and seemed part of their flock. I squinted and focused, all
the time gaining altitude.
My heart swelled—there were four
way-too-big hawks, all right. Except hawks usually weren't quite as awkward as
these four. And hawks didn't usually wear sneakers.
They had waited for me, all right,
and they were safe. Relief and joy flooded through my body and soul. Now we
would go find Angel, and then the flock would be whole again.
And yes, I did say soul.
50
They spotted
me, and bright, goofy smiles lit the faces of the Gasman and Nudge.
Iggy of course didn't see me at all,
and Fang wasn't a big smiler. He caught my eye and motioned with his head, over
toward a cliff. It had been only two days since I'd seen him, but he seemed to
be flying with a new grace and power, his fourteen-foot wingspan glinting
darkly in the sun. As we got closer, Nudge squealed happily, brushing her wing
against mine. "Max! Max! I can't believe it! Can I believe
it?"
Fang landed first, almost
disappearing into nothing. It was only when I was about twenty feet from the
cliff that I saw he had tucked into a shallow ledge scraped out of the cliff
face. It was an excellent waiting place.
One after another, we flew in and
landed, scurrying toward the back of the cave so others could come in after us.
We were together. We five were safe, at least.
"Max!" Nudge cried,
rushing over to hug me. Her thin arms gripped
me tight, and I hugged her back, scratching her wings where they joined her
shoulders, the way she liked. "We were so worried—I didn't know what had happened
to you, and we didn't know what to do, and Fang said we were going to eat rats,
and—"
"Okay, okay. Everything's
okay," I told her. I met Fang's eyes over her shoulder and mouthed Rats?
silently. A flicker of a grin crossed his lips and then was gone. I looked
down into Nudge's big brown eyes. "I'm just so glad to see you safe,"
I told her. I turned to the Gasman and Iggy. "What are you two doing
here? Why didn't you stay home?"
"We couldn't," the Gasman
began earnestly. "There were Erasers all over the mountain. They were
hunting for us. We'd be dog meat by now."
"When did they start hunting
for you?" I asked, startled. "Right after we left?"
"No," said the Gasman
slowly. He slanted a glance at Iggy, who was standing impassively, brushing
dust he couldn't see off his dark pants.
"What?" I said, suspicion
starting to rise in me. "When did they start coming after you?"
"Was it—was it after the
oil-slick Hummer crash?" the Gasman asked Iggy tentatively.
My eyes widened. Oil-slick Hummer
crash?
Iggy rubbed his chin, thinking.
"Or maybe it was more—after the
bomb," the Gasman said in a low voice, looking down.
"I think it was the bomb,"
Iggy agreed. 'That definitely seemed to tick them off."
"Bomb?"
1 asked incredulously. "Bomb? You guys set
off
a bomb? Didn't that tell the Erasers exactly where you were? You should
have stayed hidden!"
"They already knew where we
were," the Gasman explained. 'They'd seen all of us—they knew we were in the
area."
"It was just a matter of
time," Iggy agreed.
I didn't know what to say. To tell
you the truth, I hadn't actually considered the fact that the Erasers might
find our house. I opened my mouth and closed it again, at a loss. Maybe in about
twenty years I would get the hang of dealing with boys. And maybe not.
"Well, I'm glad you're
safe," I said lamely, and heard Fang trying to smother his laughter. I
ignored him. "You were right to come here. Smart thinking.
Excellent."
I hugged the Gasman, then Iggy, who
was almost five inches taller than I am, I realized. I hugged Nudge again, and
she clung to me as I stroked her hair. "It's okay, sweetie," I said
softly.
Finally, she let me go and I reached
out to hug Fang. Fang is not the huggiest person in the world—he turns into an
unbending statue, and you just have to do the best you can. Which I did.
Then I held my left hand out in a
fist, and the other four instantly stacked their left fists on top of it. We
each tapped the other's hands twice, then threw our arms up in the air.
"To Angel!" I yelled, and
their voices echoed mine.
"To Angel! To Angel!"
Then, one by one, we fell off the
side of the cliff, opened our wings, and headed for the hated, dreaded School.
51
"Okay," I
said, once we were high, flying with a steady rhythm. "How about some
quick reports?"
"I tried to find my mom,"
Nudge said with no warning.
"Whaaat?" My eyes went as
wide as they could go. "Your mom?"
Nudge shrugged. "I made Fang go
down to Tipisco while we were waiting for you. We found the right address. I
saw a woman, and she was my kind of color, but I wasn't sure. Then the Erasers,
including that dirtbag Ari, showed up, so we kicked butt and left."
It took me a minute to digest this.
"So you didn't talk to her? Umm, your mom?"
"No." Nudge carefully
examined her fingernails, keeping her wings moving steadily.
"Did she look nice?" I was
consumed with curiosity. Parents were something we all obsessed about, talked
about constantly, cried about—if truth be told.
"I'll tell you about it
later," Nudge said offhandedly, so I knew it had gone badly.
I narrowed my eyes at Gazzy and
Iggy. "We know what you've been up to," I said. Gazzy gave me
his sweet, abashed smile. That kid.
Time for news of my own.
"I think I have a tracer chip
implanted in me," I said baldly, feeling a coaster current in my face. I
angled my wings and glided. "I'm not positive, but it showed up on an
X-ray, and that's what it looked like."
Jaws dropped. Everyone stared at me
in horror.
"You had an X-ray?" Fang
looked incredulous.
I nodded. "Details later. If I
do have this chip, it explains all the Erasers everywhere—but not why it's
taken them four years to hunt us down. And I don't know if any of you have
one," I added, seeing the question on Iggy's face.
Everyone was quiet, flying with
their thoughts and fears.
Then, "Max? Do you think
there's still a chance?" The Gasman was forcing himself to be strong.
Another reason I like that kid.
"I don't know. I hope so,"
I said honestly. Honesty is always good, except when it's better to lie. Like
to protect them. "I know I've delayed us by two days. I'm really sorry
about that. I just did what I felt I had to do. But we've come this far—there's
no turning back. We're going after Angel, no matter what."
There were a few moments of silence,
as if we were all gathering our courage again. I know I was, trying
to
pull my strength into a tight, hard ball that would carry me through the rest
of the day, as we headed back to our worst nightmare.
Anybody's worst
nightmare, believe me.
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I don't think
I've mentioned this, but all of us in the flock have an inborn sense of
direction. I don't know how it works. We just always know which way we're
going. So we rocketed west-northwest for a good two hours. Many of the hawks
whose cliff Fang and Nudge had shared stayed with us, flying in loose
formation. Our new best pals.
"We
learned some stuff from the hawks," Fang said, seeing me watch them.
"Some banking moves, how they communicate, stuff like that."
"They're really cool,"
Nudge added, flying closer to me. "They, like, use the tips of their
feathers to help aim them, and we tried it, and it was amazing. A little thing
like that makes such a difference. Like, I practically didn't even know I could
move those feathers."
"Can you teach us what you
learned?" I asked.
"Yeah, sure," said Fang.
We ate our last granola bars in
midair. We flew over desert, mountains, rivers, scrubby plains. I only looked
down
when I had to, and forced myself not to think about Ella or her mom, who I
missed like a real mom.
I watched the hawks, imitating their
moves, banking, tailing, soaring, diving—all the things they were doing, minus
the dead rodents. I was exhilarated to be included among those fierce, awesome
birds. When they split away from us at the edge of their territory, I was sad
to see them go.
Just as I was starting to feel shaky
from lack of sugar, our markers came into view. Signaling to the others, I
headed downward, aiming for a small wood on the backside of a foothill.
It was a pretty unpopulated area,
and I couldn't see much activity, except for a strip mall about a mile away.
We landed and looked around. I
rubbed my aching shoulder. "Okay, we need food. And a street map wouldn't
be the worst idea in the world."
"The School isn't going to show
up on any map," Fang said.
"I know. But we know pretty
much where it is— there'll be a blank space on the map, but it would still help
us to find roads to get there," I said.
Fifteen minutes of hiking brought us
to the back of the strip mall. It was a decent-sized place, with a dollar
store, gas station, a freestanding bank machine, dry cleaner, and a beauty
salon. No food, except at the gas station store.
"Need to get your hair
done?" Fang asked, and I elbowed him. Like I'd ever had my hair done in my
life. Mostly I whacked it shorter with the kitchen scissors when it got too
annoying.
"Well, what now?" the
Gasman asked. "Should we keep going?"
"Let me think," I
muttered, looking the mall up and down. Hitchhiking was out of the
question—we'd end up murdered in a ditch or something. It was at least ten
miles to the School. We could fly it, but I didn't want to approach from the
air. So we'd have to walk, but it would , take a while, and we were already
hungry.
"Okay," I said finally.
"Looks like we'll have to—"
I was interrupted by the squeal of a
car pulling in. Without speaking, we, drew back into a clump of bushes by the
side of the building. A fancy gray car with a silver hood ornament roared up by
the little bank machine.
The window opened, and loud music
spilled out. A slick-looking guy leaned toward the machine, a cell phone up to
his ear.
"Shut up, you idiot!" he
was saying. "If you hadn't lost your card, I wouldn't need cash!"
The man stuck his arm out and pushed
his card into the machine. Quickly, he punched in his code, then waited.
"That's what I get for trusting you with anything!" he snapped into
the phone. "You can't handle getting dressed in the morning!"
"Jerk," Nudge whispered
next to me. I nodded.
Like magic, the machine spit some
green bills through a slit, and the man snatched them and started counting. The
next moment, a big black pickup truck screeched into the parking lot, way close
to the fancy car. Its rear tires spun and spit rocks, and we could hear little
pinging noises as they hit the cushmobile.
We shrank back farther into the
woods. Goose bumps rose on my arms, and my breath
caught in my throat. Erasers? The chip I had. Should I run now, getting the
Erasers to follow me and leave the flock alone?
"He's going to go
ballistic," Fang predicted quietly.
Veins practically popping out of his
neck, the jerk leaned out his window and yelled a bunch of swear words,
including a new one I tucked away in my brain for future use, if necessary.
The darkened
window of the pickup rolled down, and I inhaled silently.
"What'd you say,
dipstick?" Ari asked with a creepy smile.
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I swallowed
hard, my muscles tightening. I put my hand on Gazzy's shoulder. "Shhh.
Shhhh."
The jerk in the gray car's eyes
bugged out, and the next thing we knew, he had stomped on his gas pedal. His
car leaped forward.
Ari laughed like a maniac, and the
black pickup peeled out too, spraying gravel. Five heartbeats later, we could
barely hear the roar of the two engines racing down the road.
"He gets around," said
Fang quietly.
"Was Ari's hair green?"
I asked, confused.
"Yep," Nudge said,
unusually brief.
The five of us looked at one
another—well, not Iggy, so much—then at the ATM.
It was beeping quietly. We glanced
around. There were people inside the stores, but the machine faced away from
them. Without saying a word, we dropped low and slipped across the parking lot.
None of us had ever used one of these.
For some strange reason, the mad scientists at the School had neglected to set
up bank accounts and trust funds for us.
Fortunately, the machine was designed to
be used by idiots.
Do you
want another transaction? it asked in orange letters.
"Get cash," Fang advised
unnecessarily.
"You think?" I said snidely.
"Hurry," the Gasman said.
I hit the withdrawal button.
Please
enter the amount you wish to withdraw.
I hesitated. "Sixty dollars?"
That would buy a lot of food, right?
"He was a total jerk," said
Fang. 'Take him for all he's got."
I grinned. "You are evil. I
like that." I worked my way through the account balances, and we all
stared and whistled.
"Oh, yeah, oh, yeah," Nudge
sang, doing a little dance. "We're ri-ich, we're gonna buy a ca-ar, oh,
yeah."
You might not know this, but ATMs have a
built-in limit of how much dough they're willing to give you at one time. So
our plans to buy our own country crumbled. However, it was willing to give me
two hundred bucks.
Once we punched in our access code
again, for security purposes.
"Oh, no," I groaned. "Did
anyone see it?"
"I heard it," said Iggy
slowly.
"I think if we put in the wrong
code more than twice, the whole
thing shuts down and swallows the card," said Fang.
"Can you do it?" I asked Iggy.
"Um, I'll try . . ." Iggy
hesitantly put his hand over the keypad. His sensitive fingers oriented
themselves to the keys.
"It's okay, Ig," said Fang.
"Just give it your best shot." Sometimes the Fangster is incredibly
supportive, just not with me.
Iggy punched in five numbers, and we all
held our breath.
Access
denied. Please check your PIN and
try AGAIN.
"Try again," I said tensely.
"You've got the best ears on the planet."
Once again, Iggy's pale hand hovered
over the keyboard. He concentrated and punched in five numbers.
Nothing. My heart sank down into my
stomach.
Then the machine started whirring, and
soon a stack of twenties shot out.
"Yes!" said Fang, punching the
air. "Freaks rule."
"Grab it and go!" I said as
Nudge began pulling out bills and stuffing them into her pockets. We were
turning to run when the machine beeped again.
Thank
you for your business. Please take your card.
"Okay, thank you," I
said, grabbing the card. Then we ran back to the woods. Well, we ran and flew.
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For some
reason, I didn't feel too bad about taking that guy's money. Maybe because he
seemed like such a jerk. We were like his karma getting back at him.
I don't know. I do know that I
wouldn't have stolen even ajar of peanut butter from Ella and her mom. Never.
Nothing.
"Too bad we couldn't get
more," Fang said, counting the money.
"Let's go back to the gas
station and buy a bunch of food," Nudge urged.
I shook my head. "People there
may have already seen us. We've got to get out of here."
While we'd hidden in the woods, a
red van had pulled up behind one of the stores. A young guy had unloaded some
stuff from the back of it, then headed inside. Before the door swung shut, we
saw him punch a time card.
So he was at work for at least a
couple hours, till his first break.
And there was his van, just sitting
there.
Fang and I looked at each other.
"Money from a jerk is one
thing," I said. "A car from just a guy is something else."
"We'd only need to borrow it
for a few hours," Fang said. "We could leave him some money as a
rental fee."
"Are we stealing that
car?" the Gasman asked. "Let's."
I frowned. "No. We're sort of thinking
about borrowing it." On the one hand, I really didn't want to
become a teenage criminal. On the other hand, every minute that ticked by was
another minute closer to Angel's being the number one dissection lesson for a
bunch of rabid geneticists.
"That's like Grand Theft
Auto," the Gasman said helpfully. "I saw it on TV. It's popular with
kids."
"Better 'borrow' it soon,"
advised Iggy. "I hear a chopper."
I made an executive decision. And
yeah, I know—my karma's going to come back and get me, too.
In movies, people always
"borrow" cars by yanking some wires out from under the dash and
connecting them. But the real way it works involves a screwdriver and the starter
thingy, under the hood. My personal ethics prevent me from giving you more
information. That'd be just what I need: a rash of car thefts across America,
committed by dedicated readers.
I don't think so.
Anyway, I did the engine thing while
Iggy sat in the driver's seat, pressing the gas. The motor grumbled into life,
I slammed the hood, and we jumped into the van.
My heart was pounding at about two
hundred beats a minute.
Then I just stared at the controls.
"Oh, my God," said Fang.
"None of us has ever driven."
It wasn't like him to have missed
this important detail.
"I've seen people drive on
TV," 1 said, trying to sound confident. "How hard could it be?"
I knew about the whole neutral, park, drive thing, so I put it into D.
"Okay, guys," I said.
"Here goes nothing."
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You might not
know this, but cars have a separate parking brake, not just the foot pedal one.
That brake is often not immediately obvious to the naked eye.
Attempting to drive a car before you
find and release the parking brake is like trying to drag a Saint Bernard into
a bathtub. But enough on that.
"Okay, okay, we're doing
okay," I said twenty minutes later, after I finally found and released the
parking brake. I felt like I was at the helm of a huge, clumsy runaway
elephant.
I was sweating and about to jump out
of my skin with anxiety about driving, but I tried to look way confident and
calm. "I mean, it's not as good as flying, but it beats the heck out of
walking!"
I smiled bravely over at Fang to see
him giving me a steady look. "What?"
"Could you take it easy on the
hairpin turns?" he said.
"I'm getting better," I
said. "I just had to practice."
"I didn't know a van could go
up on two wheels like that," Nudge said. "For so long."
"I don't want to barf in a
borrowed car," the Gasman said.
I pressed my lips together and
focused on the road. In-grates. "We need to turn east in about five
hundred yards," I muttered, peering out the van window.
A half mile later, I pulled over and
rested my head against the steering wheel. "Where the heck is the road?"
1 bellowed in frustration. 'There's no freaking road there!"
"You're going by your own
directional senses," Fang pointed out.
"And there can't be roads
everywhere you feel like there should be a road," Iggy added
reasonably.
I wanted to smack them both.
Sighing, I pulled out onto the
turnoff-less road and did a U-ey.
"I'll just have to take a less
efficient route," I said. I hated the sense of time ticking by, of not
knowing whether Angel was still alive. And worse, 1 hated knowing I was getting
closer and closer to the School, where everything bad that had ever happened to
us had taken place. It felt like I was driving toward certain death, and it was
hard to make myself do that.
"Argh!" After yet another
unexpected turn that led us away from where we should have been going, I pulled
over again and punched the steering wheel several times. Every one of my
muscles was tense from driving and worry. I had a bad headache. Lately, I'd
been having a lot of headaches. Gee, I wonder why?
"It's okay, Max," the
Gasman said anxiously.
"Is she hitting the steering
wheel?" Iggy asked.
"Look," said Fang,
pointing to a sign. "There's a town up ahead. Let's go there, get
something to eat, and find an actual map. 'Cause this wandering thing ain't
workin'"
Bennett was a small, almost cute
town. I sat up tall in the driver's seat and frowned, trying to look older.
There were several places to eat. I turned into a parking lot slowly and then
oh-so-carefully edged the van toward the back of the lot, away from everyone
else.
I turned off the engine, and Nudge
and Gazzy sprang for the door. "We're alive!" yelled the Gasman.
"Wait!" I told them.
"Look, we're really close to the School. This might feel like the
middle of nowhere, but really, Erasers could be anywhere and anyone. You
know that. So we have to be careful."
"We have to eat," Nudge
said, trying not to whine. It was hard on her—she seemed to burn through
calories faster than anyone, except maybe the Gasman.
"I know, Nudge," I said
gently. "We're going to. I'm just saying be really careful. Be on guard,
be ready to run, okay? Anybody we see could be an Eraser."
They nodded. I flipped down the
visor so I could check myself in the mirror, and something small and heavy
dropped into my lap.
I froze, my breath stuck in my
throat. What—?
Gingerly, I looked down. It wasn't a
grenade. It was a key ring. One key was for this van. I looked at it blankly.
"Well, that'll simplify
things," Fang said.
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"I want my
room to smell just like this." Iggy inhaled deeply as the scents of
flame-broiled burgers and hot french fries wafted around us.
"It would be an
improvement," I agreed, reading the menu board. My stomach felt like it
was trying to digest itself. I was shaky with tension and adrenaline, and felt
like I was going to come apart at the seams.
The fast-food restaurant was crowded
and jarringly noisy. All of us felt nervous when we were around regular people.
We shuffled into line, trying to be inconspicuous. As far as I could tell, no
one here was an Eraser.
But of course Erasers looked pretty
normal—until they started morphing and tried to bite your freaking head off.
"I don't eat meat
anymore," Nudge announced. At my uncomprehending stare, she said,
"Not after seeing the hawks go through rabbits and snakes and other birds.
It's just icky."
Fang stepped up and ordered three
double cheeseburgers, a chocolate shake, a soda with caffeine and sugar,
three fries, three apple pies.
"Feeding a crowd?" the
woman behind the counter asked.
"Yes, ma'am," Fang said sweetly.
Yeah, him and all his split
personalities, I thought. I turned back to Nudge.
"Okay," I said, reaching deep
into my well of leaderly patience. "But you still need lots of
protein."
Iggy ordered the same thing as Fang,
and I paid for him. Fang waited for him to get his food and unobtrusively led
him to the most private booth.
"Um, let's see," I said,
stepping up. "Could I have two fried-chicken sandwiches, two double
cheeseburgers, four fries, six apple pies, two vanilla shakes, one strawberry
shake, and then two triple cheeseburgers, only hold the hamburger?"
"You mean, just cheese on the
bun? No meat?"
"Yes. That would be
great." I looked over at Nudge, who nodded.
I was about to faint from hunger,
and smelling all the food was killing me. Standing beside me, the Gasman was
shifting from foot to foot, looking eager. It seemed like a lifetime before we
got our three loaded trays, paid, and joined Fang and Iggy in the back.
Another glance around showed happy
families, kids blowing straw wrappers, women talking together, teens hanging
out. I sat down warily, and Nudge slid in next to me. The Gasman squeezed in
next to her.
Am I tough? Am I strong? Am I
hard-core? Absolutely.
Did I whimper with pathetic delight
when I sank my teeth into my hot fried-chicken sandwich? You betcha.
Nudge was tearing into her cheese
bun things, Fang was on his second burger, Iggy could hardly breathe through
all the food in his mouth, and the Gasman was wolfing fries by the fistful. We
probably looked like starving orphan children. Hey! We were starving
orphan children. For several minutes all you could hear were disgusting
chomping noises. I had a sudden flashback to the fun, civilized meals with Ella
and her mom, where we used napkins and good manners and talked about normal
things.
Great. Now I was choking up and
having trouble swallowing.
I'm not sure when it happened, but
slowly I became aware that my neck muscles were tensing. I glanced at Fang, who
was looking at me sideways while he ate his french fries. / knew that look.
Acting tres casual, I glanced
around again. The couple of families who'd been sitting close by were gone. Now
it looked as if a bunch of male models had suddenly gotten the munchies. They
were surrounding us, tables of them.
All good-looking, thick-haired guys
with big, pretty eyes and the voices of angels.
Oh, man. My stomach dropped like a
wheelbarrow full of lead.
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I gave Fang
an almost imperceptible nod and glanced back at the fire exit door behind him.
He blinked to show he understood. Then he tapped Iggy's hand.
"Nudge," I said under my
breath. "Gazzy. Don't look up. In three seconds, jump over Fang and out
that exit door."
Giving no sign they had heard me,
Nudge and Iggy kept chewing. Nudge casually took a sip of her shake. Then, in a
burst, she leaped up, sprang off our table, and practically crashed through the
fire door. The Gasman was practically glued to her back.
I was so proud of them.
The alarm started clanging, but I
was right behind them—and Fang and Iggy were on my heels. We made it to the van
before the Erasers were out the door.
Inside, I jammed the key into the
ignition and cranked the engine. Erasers were swarming into the parking lot,
already starting to become wolflike.
I stomped on the gas and reversed
fast, crying out when we felt the thunk of an Eraser being hit. Then I yanked
the gear stick into D and we roared over the curb, right through the shrubs
that lined the parking lot. The tires squealed as I careened out into traffic,
causing a bunch of angry honking from other cars.
I cut right through a gas station on
the corner, narrowly avoiding hitting several cars. On the other side, I roared
back into traffic.
"Max!" Nudge
screamed, but I had seen the semitrailer too, and swerved out of its way at the
last second. Behind me, I heard the crunch of metal as the truck scraped a car.
Then I was weaving in and out of traffic, wishing I knew how to drive better,
wishing we had stolen something besides a van.
"It's so bulky!" I cried
in frustration as we teetered on two wheels again just turning a corner. Okay,
turning fast. But still.
"It's a van," Fang
said, as though blaming me for not stealing a race car.
We sped out of town—I had to get
away from all this traffic. My adrenaline was pumping, my arms felt like corded
cables on the steering wheel. We had to ditch this van.
"I'm gonna stop!" I yelled
over the noise of the engine. "Jump out and get into the air as fast as
you can!"
"Okay!" the flock yelled
back.
A glance in the rearview mirror
showed three black cars following us, catching up to us. They were going a lot
faster than we were. I had to buy time.
Gritting my teeth, I swung off road
suddenly, right into a field of corn. We plowed through
the dry stalks, wincing as they smacked the windshield. I tried to zigzag as
best I could, and then a bit of light up ahead made me hopeful for a road.
I didn't see
anything in the rearview mirror, and the sound of crunching cornstalks was too
loud for me to hear other engines. Had we lost them? And yes, here was a road!
Excellent!
The van tumbled heavily out onto the
road, with bone-jolting bumps. As soon as the front tires hit asphalt, I gunned
the motor again—
Just as a sedan leaped out in front
of us.
I hit it head-on at sixty miles an
hour.
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Note to self:
Disable the air bags on the next car you steal.
The thing about airbags is that when
you hit something at fifty or sixty miles an hour, they inflate with enough raw
force to slam you back against your seat like a rag doll, possibly breaking
your face. Which is what this one had done to me, I concluded, trying to stem
the gush of blood from my nose.
"Report," I called weakly.
"Okay here," Fang said
next to me. His neck was scraped raw by the seat belt, which had almost
decapitated him.
"Okay here," Nudge said
from the backseat, sounding young and scared. I craned around to see her. She
was pale, except where her forehead was bruised from hitting Fang's seat. Her
eyes widened with shock when she saw my bloody face.
"It's just my nose," I
quickly assured her. "Head wounds always bleed a lot. Look, it's
already stopping." A lie.
"I feel like, like
pudding," Iggy groaned. "Pudding with nerve endings. Pudding in great
pain."
"I feel sick," the Gasman
said, his face white, lips pale and bloodless.
Crash!
All around us, windows smashed, and
we jumped and threw our arms over our faces. I saw a gun hammering at the
glass, then hairy hands with ragged claws popped the doors open.
There was no time even to get a good
kick in—Fang and I were hauled out of the van and thrown to the ground.
"Run!" I bawled, then
hissed in a breath as my nose took another jarring blow.
I glanced up in time to see the rear
doors of the van open and Iggy and the Gasman shoot into the air. A rush of
pure joy made me beam, then gag as fresh blood ran into my mouth.
I spit it out as the Erasers roared
with fury and started shooting at the boys. But Iggy and Gazzy continued to
soar into the air. Yes, yes, yes!
A kicking and shrieking Nudge was
yanked from the back of the van and tossed down next to me. Tears were in her
eyes, and I reached out to hold her.
An Eraser kicked me hard with his
hand-sewn Italian boot. Ow!
"Tag. You're it," Ari
cracked, and the others laughed, almost dancing with monstrous excitement and
glee.
"It's
almost like you don't want to go back to School,"
he
went on, showing his razor-sharp yellow teeth, dripping Eraser drool on me.
There were five Erasers and three of
us. I'm weirdly, incredibly strong for my size, but Ari outweighed me by about
160 pounds, and he kept his booted foot pressed hard against my forehead. I
wanted a shot at him—just one lethal, brain-splattering shot.
I met Fang's eyes, which were dark
and expressionless, and then Nudge's. I tried to give her a reassuring smile,
but since my face was one big gore-fest, it didn't have the cheering effect I'd
hoped for.
Then we all heard the horrible whup,
whup of a chopper headed our way, and the Erasers started to shout and wave
their arms.
"What a touching scene,"
Ari called down at me. "We're all going home. Just like old times."
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Angel was
alive. As long as she was, I could deal with just about anything else.
I knew she was alive because I could
see her in the pitiful cage next to mine. If we pushed our fingers through our
bars as hard as we could, we were an inch away from actually touching each
other.
"At least they gave you a big
crate," she said in a small, raspy voice. "I'm in a medium."
My throat closed up. That she was
still trying to be brave just rocked my world. I felt ashamed for taking so
long to get here, ashamed for letting the Erasers catch us, ashamed for being a
failure, even as a freak.
"It's not your fault," she
said, reading my thoughts. She looked just terrible. Her eyes were hollow and
smudged with huge purple shadows. One whole side of her face was a bruise going
yellow and green at the edges. Angel looked thin and dry, like a leaf, her
bones as delicate as stems. Her feathers were limp and dirty.
Across the aisle from us, Nudge and
Fang were in crates of their own. Nudge looked really shaky, trying to get her
fear under control but losing the fight. Fang sat with his hands clasped around
his knees, not moving. He'd smiled at Angel when he'd first seen her, but
mostly he looked cool, removed, distant. He was retreating into himself, the
only place left to retreat to.
"I'm sorry, Max," Angel
whispered, her eyes troubled. "This is all my fault."
"Don't be dumb," I told
her, sounding Elmer Fuddish because of my clogged and broken nose. "It
could happen to any of us. And it's my fault that Fang, Nudge, and I got
caught."
All around me, the smells of cold
metal and antiseptic were awakening horrible memories I had buried deep a long
time ago. Flashes of light, pain, and fear kept popping inside my head, making
me feel a little crazy. My nose had finally stopped bleeding, but it hurt. My
headache was back—big-time—and I was seeing flashes of the strangest images.
What was that all about?
"Max, there's something I have
to tell you." Angel started to cry.
"Shh," I said soothingly.
"It can wait. Just rest. Try to feel better."
"No, Max, it's really
important—"
A door opened, and loud footsteps
sounded on the linoleum tile. Angel's eyes were panicked in her bruised little
face. Fury ignited in me that anything, anyone, could make a little girl
so afraid.
I coiled my muscles, narrowing my
eyes and putting on my fiercest look. They were going to be sorry they
ever
picked Angel to mess with. They were going to be sorry they'd ever been born.
My hands clenched into fists. I
crouched in my crate, ready to spring at whoever opened it so I could rip their
lungs out. I'd start with Ari, the creep of creeps.
Angel was hunched over now, crying
silently, and inside I started freaking, wondering what on earth they had done
to her. I felt totally wired on adrenaline, just nuts.
A pair of legs stopped right in
front of my crate. I could see the edges of a white lab coat brushing the
knees.
He bent down and looked into my
crate with a gentle, rueful expression.
My heart almost stopped, and I fell
backward off my heels.
"Maximum Ride," said Jeb
Batchelder. "Oh, I've missed you so much."
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I'm hallucinating,
I thought dazedly. I'm having an out-of-body experience.
Everything else in my vision faded
away. I could see only Jeb, smiling at me through the bars of my dog crate.
Jeb had been the only parentlike
person I'd ever had. He had kidnapped the six of us four years ago, stolen us
away from this freak show and hidden us in the mountains in our house. He'd
helped us learn how to fly— none of us had ever been allowed enough space to
try before. He'd fed us, clothed us, and taught us survival skills, how to
fight, how to read. He'd told jokes and read stories and let us play video
games. He'd made us dinner and tucked us in at night. Whenever I'd felt afraid,
I'd remind myself that Jeb was there and that he would protect us, and then I'd
always feel better.
Two years ago, he'd disappeared.
We'd always known he'd been
killed. We'd known that he would have died rather than
disclose our location. That he died trying to protect us. That kind of thing.
For the last two years, we'd all
missed Jeb so much, with a horrible, aching, wailing pain that just wouldn't
stop. You know—like if your dad or mom died. It had been so awful in the
beginning, when he hadn't come home, and then when we'd had to accept that he
never would.
Dead or alive, he'd been my hero.
Every day. For the last four years.
Now my eyes were telling me that he
was one of them. That maybe he'd been one of them all along. That
everything I'd ever known or felt about him had been a rotten, stinking lie.
Now Angel's
words, her fear, her tears, made horrible sense. She'd known.
I was dying to look at her, at Fang
or Nudge, to see their reactions.
I just wouldn't give him that
satisfaction.
Like a door slamming shut,
everything in me that had loved and trusted Jeb closed down. In its place rose
new feelings that were so powerful and full of hate that they scared me.
Which is saying something.
"I know you're surprised,"
he said with a smile. "Come on. I need to talk to you."
He unlatched
my dog door and held it open. In a nanosecond, I had a plan of action: not to
act. Just to listen and watch. To absorb everything and give out nothing.
Okay, as a plan, it wasn't the
blueprint of Westminster Abbey, but it was a start.
Slowly, I climbed out of my crate.
My muscles groaned when I stood up. I didn't look at any of the flock when I
passed, but I put my right hand behind my back, two fingers together.
It was our sign that said
"Wait."
Jeb had taught it to us.
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Jeb and I
walked past a bank of computers, out of sight of the others. A door in the far
wall led into a smaller, less lablike room furnished with couches, a table and
chairs, a sink, microwave.
"Sit down, Max, please,"
he said, gesturing to a chair. "I'll get us some hot chocolate." He
said it casually, knowing it was my favorite, as if we were in the kitchen back
home.
"Max, I have to tell you—I'm so
proud of you," he said, putting mugs in the microwave. "I just can't
believe how well you've done. No, I can believe it—I knew you could do
it. But seeing you so healthy, so powerful, such a good leader, well, it just
makes me so proud."
The microwave beeped, and he set a
steaming mug on the table in front of me. We were in a top-secret facility in
the middle of Death Valley, officially called "freaking nowhere" on
any map, and yet he managed to produce marshmallows, plopping two into my cup.
I looked at him steadily, ignoring
the hot chocolate, which was making my stomach growl.
He paused as if to give me time to
reply, then sat down across from me at the table. It was Jeb—my brain
finally accepted the inescapable truth. I recognized the fine pink scar on his
jawline, the slight bend to his nose, the tiny freckle on his right ear. This
was not his evil twin. It was him. He was evil.
"You must have so many
questions," he said. "I don't even know where to start. I just—I'm
just so sorry about this. I wish I could explain—wish I could have explained
two years ago, to you, if no one else. I wish I could explain what I'd give
just to see you smile again."
How about your head on a stick?
"But in time, Max, it will all
come out, and you'll understand what's happening. That's what I told Angel. I
told her that everything is a test, even when you don't know it. That sometimes
you just have to do what you have to do and know it will all be clearer later.
All of this has been a test." He waved his hand vaguely, as if to
encompass my entire experience.
I sat there, conscious that my
sweatshirt was crusted with blood, that my face hurt, that I was hungry again— quelle
surprise—and that I had never, ever wanted to kill anyone more, not even
last summer when Iggy had shredded my only, favorite pair of non-Goodwill pants
to make a fuse long enough to detonate something from fifty feet away.
I said nothing, had no expression on
my face.
He glanced at me, then at the closed
door. "Max," he said, with a new tone of urgency in his voice.
"Max, soon some people will come in to talk to
you. But I need to tell you something first."
That you are the devil incarnate?
"Something I couldn't tell you
before, something I thought I'd have time to prepare you for later."
He looked around, as if to make sure
no one else could hear. Guess he was forgetting all our surveillance lessons,
about hidden mikes and heat sensors that can see through walls, and
long-distance listening devices that could pick up a rat sneeze from a half
mile away.
"The thing is, Max," he
said, tons of heart-wringing emotion in his eyes, "you're even more
special than I always told you. You see, you were created for a reason. Kept
alive for a purpose, a special purpose."
You mean besides seeing how well
insane scientists could graft avion DNA into a human egg?
He took a breath, looking deep into
my eyes. I coldly shut down every good memory I had of him, every laugh we'd
shared, every happy moment, every thought that he was like a dad to me.
"Max, that reason, that purpose
is: You are supposed to save the world."
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Okay, I
couldn't help it. My jaw dropped open. I shut it again quickly. Well. This
would certainly give weight to my ongoing struggle to have the bathroom first
in the morning.
"I can't tell you much more
than that right now," Jeb said, looking over his shoulder again. "But
I had to let you know the size of what we're dealing with, the enormity, the
importance. You are more than special, Max. You're preordained. You have a destiny
that you can't imagine."
Maybe I can't imagine it because I'm
not a complete nutcase.
"Max, everything you've done,
everything you are, everything you can be, is tied into your destiny. Your life
is worth the lives of thousands. The fact that you are alive is the most
important thing anyone has ever accomplished."
If he was expecting a gushing
response, he was gonna wait a long time.
He sighed heavily, not taking his
eyes off me, disappointed at my lack of excitement over hearing that I was the
messiah.
"It's okay," he said with
sad understanding. "I can barely imagine what you must be feeling or
thinking. It's okay. I just wanted to tell you myself. Later, others will come
to talk to you. After you've had a chance to think about this, to realize what
it could mean for you and the others. But for now, don't say anything to the
rest of the flock. It's our secret, Maximum. Soon the whole world will know.
But not just yet."
I was getting very good at saying
nothing.
He stood up and helped me from my
chair, a solicitous hand under my elbow that made my flesh crawl.
We walked in silence back to the row
of crates, and he unlatched mine and waited patiently for me to crawl inside. Such
a gentleman.
Latching it behind me, he leaned
down to give me one last meaningful look. "Remember," he whispered.
"Trust me. That's all I ask. Just trust me. Listen to your gut."
Well, how many times had I heard him
say that? I wondered contemptuously as he walked away. Right now my gut
was telling me I wanted to take his lungs out with a pair of pliers.
"You okay?" Angel asked
anxiously, pressing her little face to the side of her cage.
I nodded, and met Fang's and Nudge's
eyes across the way.
"I'm okay. Everyone hang tough,
all right?" Nudge and Angel nodded, concerned, and Fang kept staring at
me. I had no idea what he was thinking. Was he wondering if I was a traitor?
Was he wondering if Jeb had managed to turn me—or if I had been in league with
Jeb from the beginning?
He would find out soon enough.
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Hours went
by. In the dictionary, next to the word stress, there is a picture of a
midsize mutant stuck inside a dog crate, wondering if her destiny is to be
killed or to save the world.
Okay, not really. But there should
be.
If you can think of anything more
nerve-racking, more guaranteed to whip every fiber in your body up in a knot,
you let me know.
I couldn't tell the others
anything—not even in a whisper. If it amused Jeb to pretend that closed doors
and lowered voices protected one against surveillance, that was fine. But I
knew better. There could be cameras and mikes hidden anywhere, built into our
crates. So I couldn't go over a plan, offer reassurance, or even freak out and
say, "Oh, my God! Jeb is alive!"
When Angel whispered, "Where
are Gazzy and Iggy?" I just shrugged. Her face fell, and I looked hard at
her. They got away. They're okay.
She read my thoughts, gave a tiny
nod, then gradually slumped against the side of her crate, worn out.
After that, all I could do was send
meaningful glances.
For hours.
My headache was back, and when I
shut my eyes all these images danced on the backs of my eyelids.
At one point a whitecoat came in and
dumped another "experiment" into the crate next to mine. I glanced
over, curious, then quickly turned away, my heart aching. It looked enough like
a kid to make me feel sick, but more like a horrible fungus. Huge pebbly
growths covered most of its body. It had few fingers and only one toe, stuck
onto the end of a foot like a pod. Senseless blue eyes looked out at me,
blinked.
Sometime in the next half hour, I
realized the "experiment" was no longer breathing. It had died, right
next to me.
Horror-struck, I looked across at
Angel. She was crying. She knew.
Finally, much later, the door to the
lab opened. A crowd came in, and I heard human voices and Eraserlike croons and
laughs. They wheeled a big flatbed cart to our aisle.
"I count only four," a man
said in a prissy, concerned voice.
'Two bought it," Ari said,
sounding triumphant. "Back in Colorado. This is what's left." He
kicked my cage, making the bars rattle. "Hi, Max. Miss me?"
"Is the Director quite sure
about this?" a woman asked. "It seems a shame—there's so much more we
can learn from them."
"Yes," said a third
whitecoat. "It's just too risky. Given how uncooperative the little one
has been."
I caught Angel's eye and gave her a
thumbs-up, proud of her resistance. She sent a weak grin back at me.
Then her cage was grabbed roughly
and swung onto the cart like luggage. She winced as her bruised cheek hit the
side, and fury flamed in me again.
In the next second, Ari grabbed my
crate and swung me up next to her on the cart, letting me drop with a crash
that made me bite my lip hard. Like I needed another head wound. He grinned
through the bars, letting me see his long yellow fangs. "Strong, like
bull," he bragged.
"Your dad must be so
proud," I said snidely, and he angered instantly, punching my cage so hard
I almost toppled over.
"Easy," murmured a
whitecoat, earning herself a murderous snarl from Ari.
Then two more Erasers loaded Nudge
and Fang on next to us. With Ari trailing behind, looking angry, they pushed us
through wide double doors. The hall outside was painfully bright and overlaid
with the smells of floor cleaner and office machines.
Clutching the bars of my crate, I
peered out, trying to recognize a doorway, an office—anything that would tell
me what section of the School we were in. The Erasers poked their fingers
through our bars, trying to scratch us, taunting, literally rattling our cages.
I wondered how much strength it would take to grab an Eraser finger and snap it.
We took a sharp left turn and got
pushed through more double swinging doors, and then we were outside. I
inhaled
eagerly, but even outdoors at the School the air was tainted and foul.
Squinting, I shifted from side to
side in my cage, looking for landmarks. Behind us was the lab building. Ahead
of us, maybe a hundred yards away, was a low redbrick building. We were in the
yard in back of the School.
The yard I used to look out at, in
the dead of night, from our lab window.
The yard where Erasers were trained
to bring down prey and tear it limb from limb.
Which was probably why they were
laughing.
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The funny
thing about facing imminent death is that it really snaps everything else into
perspective.
Like right now. My choices were to
either give in and let them kill all of us or fight back with everything I had.
I chose the second one, 'cause I'm
just funny that way.
In the split second I had to ponder
what form my "fighting to the death" would take, a shadow blotted out
the sun.
"Got your running shoes on,
piggy?" Ari asked, pushing his hairy fingers through the bars of my cage
and wiggling them. "Feeling like a little exercise? Wanna race? Wanna play
food fight? You're the food!"
I grinned evilly. Then I leaned over
and chomped hard on Ari's fingers. He sucked in a deep breath, then yelled in
awful pain. I gathered my strength and bit down harder, until I actually felt
my teeth break his skin, tasted his horrible blood. But you know what? I didn't
care. Seeing Ari hurt was worth it.
After the car wreck, biting anything
hurt majorly, but I shut out the pain and put every ounce of my fury into my
aching jaws. Ari was shaking my cage, slamming it with his other hand, and my
head was getting snapped around like a paddleball.
But I hung on, thinking pit bull
thoughts.
The whitecoats were yelling at me
now. Still screaming, Ari began savagely kicking my cage. Suddenly, I
unclenched my teeth and let go. His next kick smashed my crate sideways. It
rolled over a couple of times.
I landed upside down, right next to
Angel's crate door. Being smarter than the average bear, it took me only a few
seconds to unlatch it.
"Go!" I ordered. "Go!
Don't argue!"
She edged her door open and
scrambled out just as Ari slammed down on top of my crate in a murderous rage.
I braced myself as best I could, but he was tearing into the crate, roaring
with pain. The crate tumbled sideways on the grass, and for just a split
second, I caught a glimpse of the sky. It was streaked with dark, fast-moving
storm clouds. Then I was batted upside down again, making me feel like laundry
in a dryer.
Ari was screaming furiously, calling
me awful names and shaking his bleeding fingers so that flecks of gore
spattered me through the bars.
But I was smiling now. My first
really good smile in days.
I knew what the storm clouds were.
They were hawks—led by Iggy and the
Gasman, who else? And they were storming the School to save us.
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Call me
crazy, but there's just something cheering about seeing huge raptors tear into
Eraser flesh.
Just as Ari, ignoring the latch in
his murderous rage, finally succeeded in ripping it open, he was dive-bombed by
a hawk with razor-sharp talons and a huge grudge against wolves. As I popped
out, I saw him swatting at it, screaming like a big weenie as the bird sliced
into the back of his neck.
"Angel! Get out of here!"
I yelled, racing to her.
Two whitecoats were chasing her, but
I got there first. I elbowed one out of the way, grabbed Angel's waist, and threw
her up into the sky.
Then I managed to unlatch Fang's
crate. The whitecoats fell on me, but a regular grown-up versus an angry Max
doesn't stand a chance. I backhanded one across the jaw, feeling teeth knock
loose. The other I kicked right under his double chin. His head jerked back,
and he dropped like a brick.
Fang burst out of his cage, then
grabbed a whitecoat and slammed him against the cart. He drew back a fist and
punched, looking cold and determined. The white-coat's eyes rolled back, and he
crumpled.
Getting to Nudge took no time. She
tumbled out of her crate just as Iggy and the Gasman led their hawk swarm in
for round two.
Close by, one of the female
whitecoats was struggling to her feet. I darted toward her, then jumped into
the air, my right leg already swinging out in a huge roundhouse kick. I hit her
in the chest, wham! She sank to her knees, unable to breathe, a stunned
look on her face.
"Think
of this as an occupational hazard, you witch!" I snarled, then spun to
check on the rest of the flock.
Fang was venting his hostility on
Ari, who crouched defensively on the ground, his arms wrapped around his head.
Fang smashed him sideways with a kick, then punched the side of Ari's head. For
good measure, Fang hoisted a crate and crashed it down on the wicked Eraser.
Now it looked as though Ari had been caught in a cage.
I shot into the air, feeling
exhilarated as fierce hawks rushed past me. I counted four whitecoats, Ari, and
three other Erasers on the ground, two Erasers still standing. One of them
pulled out a gun, but promptly had his wrist muscles slashed by an unforgiving
beak. Ooh. That had to hurt.
"Fang!" I bellowed.
"Iggy! Gazzy! Let's go! Go, go, go!"
Almost reluctantly, they pulled high
into the air. Iggy moved through the hawks. By some unspoken message, he
communicated that our battle was over. Those beautiful
birds
swerved gracefully and rocketed upward, making my ears ring with their wild
calls.
"One, two, three, four,
five," I counted, rounding up my own flock and urging them higher.
"Fang! Get Angel!" Angel had managed to stay airborne all this time,
but she was sagging and losing altitude. Immediately, the Gasman flew to one
side, Fang to the other, and they held her as they rose.
More whitecoats and Erasers streamed
out of the building, but we were too high and moving too fast for them to hurt
us. So long, cretins, I thought. School is out—forever.
"Max!"
That voice tugged my gaze downward.
Jeb stood there. He must have gotten
caught in the hawk attack, because his white coat was torn, his shoulder red
with blood. "Maximum!" he yelled again. The expression on his face
wasn't anger—it was something that I didn't recognize.
"Max! Please! This was
all a test! Don't you get it? You were safe here! This was only a test!
You have to trust me—I'm the only one you can trust! Please! Come
back—let me explain!"
I looked at him, the man who had
saved my life four years ago, taught me practically everything I knew,
comforted me when I cried, cheered me on when I fought, held my hair back when
I was heaving my Wheaties, the closest thing I ever had to a dad.
"I don't think so," I said
tiredly. Then I pushed down hard and let my wings carry me far away, up to
where my family was waiting.
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Two hours
later, Lake Mead came into view, along with the cliff top covered with the huge
hawks who had rescued us. The six of us, together again, landed gratefully on
the scraped-out ledge.
Angel collapsed onto the cool,
dust-covered floor of the cave. I sank down next to her, stroking her hair.
"I thought I would never see
you again," she said, and a single tear rolled down her face. "They
did all kinds of stuff to me, Max. Terrible. Terrible. Terrible."
"I would never quit
trying to get you back," I told her, feeling like my heart was going to
overflow. "There's no way I would ever let them keep you. They would have
to kill me first."
"They almost did," she
said, her voice breaking. I gathered her to me and held her for a long time.
"This is how it should be
forever," Iggy said. "All of us together."
I looked up to where Fang was
leaning against a wall, facing the canyon. He felt my gaze
and turned. I held out my left fist. Almost smiling, he came and stacked his
left fist on top of it. One by one, the others joined us, and I disentangled my
right hand from Angel's hair and tapped the backs of theirs.
"I'm just. . . so
thankful," I said. Nudge looked at me with faint surprise. Okay, so I'm
not the most mushy person ever. I mean, I love my family and I try to be nice
to them, but I don't go around telling them how much I love them all the time.
Maybe I should fix that.
"I mean," I said, feeling
really self-conscious, "this made me realize how much we all need one
another. I need all of you. I love you all. But five of us, or three of
us, or two of us isn't us. Us is all six."
Fang was
examining his sneakers with great interest. Iggy was nervously tapping long
white fingers against his leg. But my little guys got what I was saying.
Nudge threw her arms around my neck.
"I love you too, Max! I love all of us too."
"Yeah, me too," said the
Gasman. "I don't care if we have our house, or a cliff ledge, or a
cardboard box. Home is wherever we all are, together." I hugged him, and
he nestled against me, looking happy.
Later on, we all slept, and awoke in
the night to heavy rain, a miracle in the desert. We scrambled up to the ledge
and let the rain pour down on us, washing off blood, dirt, and memories. Even
raindrops hitting my nose hurt, but I held my arms open to the sky and felt
clean and cold and shivery.
I shivered, and Fang briskly rubbed
my shoulders. I looked at him, his eyes as dark as
the desert sky. "Jeb knows our house," I said very softly.
Fang nodded. "Can't ever go
back. Guess we need a new home."
"Yes," I said, thinking. I
closed my eyes and opened my mouth slightly, inhaling the chill, rain-washed
air. I opened my eyes. "East," I said, feeling the Tightness of it.
"We'll go east."
PART 4
NEW YAWK, NEW YAWK
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Blue, blue
sky, above the clouds. The air is colder, but the sun is warmer up this high.
The air is thin and light, like champagne. You ought to try it sometime.
I felt happy. The six of us were
homeless, aimless, on the run—and might be for the rest of our lives, however
long or short they might be. But. . .
Yesterday
we'd escaped the hounds of hell at the School, after all. We'd had the pleasure
of seeing our friends the hawks do some slice 'n' dice on the white-coats and
the Erasers.
We had Angel back.
I glanced over at her—she was still
a mess. It would take her a while to heal after what they had done to her.
Every time I thought about it, chains of anger tightened around me, till I felt
like I couldn't breathe. Sensing me looking at her, she turned and smiled. One
whole side of her face was green and yellow—a healing bruise.
"God!" Nudge said,
speeding up a bit to catch my slipstream. "It's just so, so .
. . you know?" She swooped down gracefully, then rose again and pulled
alongside.
"Yeah, I know," I said,
grinning at her.
"I mean, the air, and we're up
so high, and no one's after us, and we're all together, and we hit IHOP for
breakfast." She looked over at me, her brown eyes bright and untroubled.
"I mean, God, we're just up here, and it's so cool, and down below kids
are stuck in school or, like, cleaning their rooms. I used to hate cleaning my
room."
Back when she had a room. I sighed. Don't
think about it.
Then, in the next second, I choked.
I think I made some kind of sound, then a blinding, stunning pain exploded
behind my eyes.
"Max?" Nudge
screamed.
I couldn't think, couldn't speak,
couldn't do a thing. My wings folded like paper, and I started to drop like a
hailstone.
Something was incredibly wrong.
Already.
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Tears streamed
from my eyes, and my hands clutched my head to keep the pain from splitting my
skull wide open. The only semicoherent thought I had was Please let me go
splat soon, so this freaking pain will stopstopSTOP.
Then Fang's arms, ropy and hard,
scooped me up, and I felt myself rising again. My wings were mushed between us,
but nothing mattered except that my brain had been replaced by a bursting nova
of raw agony. I had just enough consciousness to be embarrassed at hearing
myself moan pitifully.
Death would have been so great just
then.
I don't know how long Fang carried
me. Slowly, slowly, the pain leached away. I could almost open my eyes a slit.
I could swallow. Cautiously, wincing, I let go of my head, half expecting huge
shards of skull to come away in my hands.
I blinked up at Fang, his dark eyes
looking down at me. He was still flying and carrying me.
"Man, you weigh a freaking ton,"
he told me. "What've you been eating, rocks?"
"Why, is your head missing
some?" I croaked. His mouth almost quirked in a smile, and that's when I
knew how upset he'd been.
"Max, are you okay?"
Nudge's face was scared, making her look really young.
"Uh-huh," I managed. I
just had a stroke or something.
"Find a place to land," I
told Fang. "Please."
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An hour or so
later, I thought that I had recovered—but from what? We were making camp
for the night.
"Yo, watch it!" I said.
"Clear more of that brush away— we don't want the whole forest to burn
down."
"Guess you're feeling like your
old self," Fang murmured, kicking some dead branches away from where Iggy Was
lighting a fire.
I shot him a look, then helped Nudge
and Angel surround the pile of kindling with big stones. Why was the blind guy
playing with matches, you ask? Because he's good at it. Anything to do with
fire, igniting things, exploding things, things with fuses, wicks, accelerants
. .. Iggy's your man. It's one of those good/bad things.
Twenty minutes later, we were
exploring the limits of what could be cooked on sticks over an open fire.
"This isn't half bad," the
Gasman said, eating a curled piece of roasted bologna off his stick.
"Don't do bananas," Nudge
warned glumly, shaking some warm mush off into the bushes.
"S'mores," I cooed,
mashing a graham cracker on top of the chocolate-and-marshmallow sandwich I had
balanced on my knee. I took a bite, and pure pleasure overwhelmed my mouth.
"This is nice," the Gasman
said happily. "It's like summer camp."
"Yeah, Camp Bummer," said
Fang. "For wayward mutants."
I nudged his leg with my sneaker.
"It's better than that. This is cool."
Fang gave me an "if you say
so" look, and turned his bacon over the fire.
I stretched out with my head against
my balled-up sweatshirt. Time to relax. I had no idea what that pain had been,
but I was fine now, so I wasn't going to worry about it.
What a lie. My knees were
practically knocking together. The thing is, the "scientists" back at
the School had been playing with risky stuff, combining human and nonhuman DNA.
Basically, the spliced genes started to unravel after a while, and the
organisms tended to, well, self-destruct. The flock and I had seen it happen a
million times: The rabbit-dog combo had been such bad news. Same with the
sheep-macaque monkey splice. The mouse-cat experiment had produced a huge,
hostile mouse with great balance and an inability to digest either grain or
meat. So it starved to death.
Even the Erasers, as successful as
they were, had a huge downside: life span. They went from embryo to
infant
in five weeks, and from infant to young adult in about four years. They fell
apart and died at around six years, give or take. But they were being improved
all the time.
How about us? How long would we
last? Well, as far as I knew, we were the oldest recombinant beings the School
had ever produced.
And we could devolve and expire at
any time.
And maybe it had started happening
to me today.
'Max, wake up," said Angel,
tapping my knee.
"I'm awake." I pulled
myself up, and Angel crawled over and climbed into my lap. I put my arms around
her and stroked her tangled blond curls away from her face. "What's up,
Angel?"
Her large blue eyes looked solemnly
into mine. "I've got a secret. From when I was at the School. It's about
us. Where we came from?"
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"What do you
mean, sweetie?" I asked softly. What fresh hell is this?
Angel twisted the hem of her shirt
in her fingers, not looking at me. I clamped down on any thoughts I had, so
Angel couldn't pick up on my alarm.
"I heard stuff," she said,
almost whispering.
I gathered her closer. When the
Erasers had taken her, it felt like someone had chopped my arm off.
Getting her back had made me whole again.
"Stuff people said or stuff
people thought?" I asked.
"Stuff people thought,"
she said. I noticed how tired she looked. Maybe this should wait till tomorrow.
"No, I want to tell you
now," she said, obviously reading my thoughts. "I mean, it's
just stuff I sort of heard. I didn't understand all of it—chunks were missing.
And it was from a couple different people."
"From Jeb?" I asked, my
throat tight.
Angel's eyes met mine. "No. I
didn't get anything from him at all. Nothing. It was like he was dead."
Angel went on. "They kept doing
tests, you know, and they were all thinking about me, about the flock, like,
wondering where you were and if you would try to come get me."
"Which we did," I said
proudly.
"Yeah," she agreed. "Anyway, I found out that
another place has information about us—like where we came from."
My brain snapped awake.
"Whaat?" I said. "Like our life span? Or where they got our
DNA?" Did I even want to know our life span? I wasn't sure.
Angel nodded.
"Well, spill it!" Iggy, who
must have been awake and listening to us, demanded in that sensitive way of
his. I shot him a look—which was useless, of course. And now everyone was
awake.
"They have files on us," Angel
said. "Like, the main files. They're in New York. At a place called the
Institute."
"The Institute?" I asked.
"In New York City or upstate New York?"
"I don't know," Angel said.
"I think it was called the Institute. The Living Institute or
something."
Fang was looking at me, still and
intent. I knew he had already decided to go check it out, and I nodded briefly.
"There's more," Angel said.
Her small voice wavered, and she pressed her face into my shoulder.
"You know how we always talk about
our parents but didn't really know if we were made
in test tubes?" Angel said. I nodded.
"I saw my name in Jeb's old
files," Nudge insisted. "I really
did."
"I know, Nudge," I said.
"Listen to Angel for a minute." "Nudge is right,"
Angel blurted. "We
did have
parents—real
parents. We weren't made in test tubes. We were born,
like real babies. We were born from human mothers."
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I think if a
twig had snapped right then, we all would have leaped ten feet into the air.
"You've
sat on this since yesterday?" Iggy sounded outraged. "What's the
matter with you? Just because you're the youngest doesn't mean you have to be
the dumbest."
"Look," I said, taking a
breath, "let's all calm down and let Angel talk." I brushed her curls
out of her face. "Can you tell us everything you heard?"
"I only got bits and
pieces," she said uncomfortably. "I'm sorry, everybody. I've just
felt yucky . . . and it all makes me really, really sad too. I don't wanna cry
again. Awhh, I'm crying again."
"It's okay, Angel," Fang
said in his low, quiet voice. "We understand. You're safe now, here with
us."
Nudge looked as if she was about to
explode, and I sent her a glance that said, Okay, just hang on. The
Gasman edged closer to me and took hold of my belt loop for
comfort.
I put one arm around him and held on to Angel with the other.
"It sounded like," Angel
began slowly, "we came from different places, different hospitals. But
they got us after we were born. We weren't test-tube babies."
"How did they get us?"
Fang asked. "And how did they get the bird genes into us?"
"I didn't really
understand," said Angel. "It sounded like—like they got the genes
into us before we were born somehow." She rubbed her forehead.
"With a test? An amino. . . ammo. . ."
"Amniocentesis?" I asked,
cold outrage creeping down my spine.
"Yeah," said Angel.
"That's it. And somehow they got the bird genes into us with it."
"It's okay, just keep
going," I said. I could explain it to them later.
"So we got born, and the
doctors gave us to the School," Angel went on. "I heard—I heard that
they told Nudge's mom and dad that she had died. But she hadn't."
Nudge made a gulping sound, her
large brown eyes full of tears. "I did have a mom and dad,"
she whispered. "I did!"
"And Iggy's mom—"
I saw Iggy tense, his acute hearing
focused on Angel's small voice.
"Died," Angel said, and
took in a shuddering breath. "She died when he was born."
The look of stunned grief on Iggy's
expressive face was awful to see. I didn't know what to do, what to say. I just
wanted to take away everyone's pain.
"What about us?" the
Gasman asked. "How could they get both of us, two years apart?"
Angel wiped her eyes. "Our
parents gave us to the School themselves," she said, and started
crying again, her thin shoulders shaking.
The Gasman's mouth dropped open, his
eyes as round as wheels. "What?"
"They wanted to help the
School," Angel said, gasping out the words through her sobs. "They let
them put bird genes in us. And gave us away for money."
My heart was breaking. The Gasman
tried so hard to be brave, but he was just a little kid. He leaned against me,
burying his face in my shirt, and burst into tears.
"Did you hear anything about
me? Or Max?" Fang was stripping the bark off a stick. His tone was casual,
but his shoulders were tight, his face stiff.
"Your mom thought you died,
like Nudge," Angel said. "She was a teenager. They don't know who
your dad was. But they told your mom you died."
The stick Fang was holding snapped
in two, his knuckles white in the darkness. I saw pain in his dark eyes. Pain
and sadness, and the reflection of our fire.
I cleared my throat. "What
about me?" I'd always dreamed of having a mom. Even—and this is so
awesomely embarrassing that I'll never admit I said it—hoping that someday she
would show up and be so wonderful and marry Jeb. And take care of all of
us. I know. Pathetic, isn't it?
Angel blinked up at me. "I
didn't hear anything about you, Max. Nothing. I'm real sorry."
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"I can't
believe it," the Gasman said for the thirtieth time. "They
gave us away. They must be sick. Sick jerks. I'm glad I don't know
them."
"I'm sorry, Gazzy," I said
for the thirtieth time, digging down deep for my last shred of patience.
I totally, totally felt for him, but I had reached my limit about thirteen
times ago.
Anyway, I ruffled his fine, light
hair and hugged his shoulders. His face was dirty and streaked with tears. I
wished we could just go back to our mountain house. The Erasers knew where it
was, had swarmed all over it. We could never go back. But right now, I so
wished I could just stick Gazzy under a hot shower, then tuck him into bed.
Those days were gone, baby.
"Angel? It's late, sweetie. Why
don't you try to get some sleep? Actually, we could all use an early
night."
"I'm going to sleep too,"
said Nudge, her voice still thick from crying. "I just want this day to
end."
I blinked. That was the shortest
sentence I'd ever heard her utter.
The six of us gathered around. I
held out my left fist, and Fang put his on top of it, and everyone else did
too. When we had a stack, we tapped the backs of one another's fists with our
right hands.
We always do it, wherever we are.
Habit. Angel curled up in her spot, and I covered her with my sweatshirt. The
Gasman lay down next to her, and then Nudge settled down too. I knelt next to
her and tucked her collar around her neck.
I almost always go to sleep
last—like I have to make sure everyone else is down. I started to bank the
fire, and Fang came and helped me.
"So maybe you were hatched
after all," Fang said. The six of us had always teased one another, saying
we'd hatched out of eggs.
I laughed drily. "Yeah. Maybe
so. Maybe they found me in a cabbage patch."
"In a way, you're lucky,"
he said quietly. "Not knowing is better."
I hate the way he can read my mind,
since he doesn't even have mind-reading abilities.
"It leaves all the
possibilities open," he went on. "Your story could be worse, but it
could also be a hell of a lot better."
He sat back on his heels, watching
the fire, and then extended his wings a bit to warm them. "A teenager,
jeez," he said in disgust. "She was probably a crack addict or
something."
He never would have said that if the
others were awake. Some things we trusted only each other to understand.
"Maybe not," I said,
covering the fire with ashes. "Maybe she was a nice kid who just made a
mistake. At least she wanted to actually wait the nine months and have you.
Maybe she would have kept you or let a really nice family adopt you."
Fang snorted in disbelief. "On
the one hand, we have a mythical nice family that wants to adopt me. On the
other, we have a gang of insane scientists desperate to do genetic experiments
on innocent children. Guess which hand I get dealt?"
Tiredly, he lay down next to Gazzy
and closed his eyes, one arm over his forehead.
"I'm sorry, Fang," I
mouthed silently.
I lay down myself, reaching out my
foot to touch Nudge, putting an arm around Angel. I was too tired to worry
about my brain attack earlier. Too tired to wonder how we would find the
Institute in New York. Too tired to care about saving the world.
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"Yo!" I
said loudly. "Up and at 'em!"
You'll be relieved to hear that my
brief descent into weary lack of caring was totally gone by the time the sun
fried my eyelids the next morning.
I got up, started the fire going
again—because that's the kind of selfless, wonderful leader I am—then started
affectionately kicking the flock awake.
There was much grumbling and
groaning, which I ignored, instead carefully balancing a pan of Jiffy Pop
popcorn over a branch on the fire. Popcorn for breakfast! Why not? It's a grain.
It's like, like, grits, but with high self-esteem.
Plus, no one can sleep through the
machine-gun sound of popcorn popping. Soon the rest of the flock was gathering
glumly around the fire, rubbing sleep out of their eyes.
"We're headed for the Big
Apple, guys. The city that never sleeps. I think we're maybe six, seven hours
away."
Twenty minutes later, we were taking
off, one by one. I was last, after Angel, and I ran about twenty feet, then
leaped into the air, beating my wings hard. I was maybe ten feet off the ground
when it happened again: Some unseen force shoved an unseen railroad spike
through my skull.
I cried out, falling, then smacked
into the ground hard enough to knock my breath away.
I curled up in a fragile ball of
pain, holding my head, feeling tears dripping down my cheeks, trying not to
scream.
"Max?" Fang's gentle
fingers touched my shoulder. "Is it like before?"
I couldn't even nod. It was all I
could do to hold my head together so my brains wouldn't splatter all over my
friends. A high, keening sound reached my ears. It was me.
Behind my eyes, bursts of red and
orange flooded my brain, as if fireworks were exploding inside me. Then it was
as though someone had jacked a movie screen directly into my retinas:
Lightning-fast images shot through me so fast it made me feel sick. I could
hardly make any of them out: blurred buildings, fuzzy landscapes,
unrecognizable people's faces, food, headlines from papers, old stuff in
black-and-white, psychedelic stuff, swirly patterns. . .
I don't know how long it went
on—years? Gradually, gradually, I realized I could move, and as soon as I could,
I crawled over to some bushes and barfed my guts up.
Then I lay gasping, feeling like
death. It was a while before I could open my eyes and see blue sky, puffy white
clouds—and five worried faces.
"Max, what is the matter with
you?" Angel said, sounding as scared as she looked.
"Think you should see a
doctor?" Fang asked mildly, but his eyes were piercing.
"Oh, yes, that's a good
idea," I said weakly. "We need to let more people in authority
know about us."
"Look," Fang began, but I
cut him off.
"I'm okay now," I said,
lying through my teeth. "Maybe it's a stomach bug or something."
Yeah, the kind of stomach bug that causes brain cancer. The kind of bug
you get when your whole genetic makeup is about to unravel. The bug you get
before you die.
"Let's just go to New
York," I said.
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After giving
me a long, level look, Fang shrugged and motioned to the Gasman to take off.
Reluctantly, he did, and the others followed. "After you," Fang said,
jerking his thumb toward the sky.
Gritting my teeth, I got to my feet
and ran shakily, opening my wings and leaping into the air again, half braced
for another explosion of pain. But it was okay. I still felt like I might hurl,
and I thought about how awful that would be in midair.
"Are you okay?" Nudge
asked once we were airborne. I nodded.
"I've been thinking about my
mom and dad," she said. Her tawny wings beat in unison with mine, so we
just barely missed each other on the downstrokes. "I bet—if they've been
thinking I died eleven years ago, then I bet they would be pretty happy to see
me again, right? I mean, if all this time they wished I had gone home with
them
and grown up—then they would be pretty happy to see me, wouldn't they?" I
didn't say anything.
"Unless . . ." She
frowned. "I mean—I guess I'm not what they would be expecting, huh? It's
not my fault or anything, but I mean, I've got wings." Yep, I
thought.
"They might not want me if I
have wings and am so weird and all," Nudge said, her voice dropping.
"Maybe they just want a normal daughter, and if I'm weird, they wouldn't
want me back anyway. What do you think, Max?"
"I don't know, Nudge," I
said. "It seems like if they're your parents, then they should love you no
matter what, even if you're different."
I thought about how Ella had
accepted me just the way I was, wings, weirdness, and all. And Dr. Martinez was
always going to be my perfect image of a mom. She'd accepted me too.
Now I was gulping, trying not to
cry. Because I hadn't experienced enough emotion already this morning. I
muttered a swear word to myself. After I'd heard Angel cussing like a sailor
when she stubbed her toe, my new resolution was to watch my language. All I
needed was a six-year-old mutant with a potty mouth.
I thought about how Ella and her mom
and I had made chocolate-chip cookies. From scratch. From, like, a bag of flour
and real eggs. Not store-bought, not even slice 'n' bake. The way they'd
smelled when they were baking was in-cred-i-ble. It had smelled like—home. Like
what a real home should smell like.
They'd been the best dang cookies
I'd ever had.
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"Oh, my
God," I muttered, staring at the lights below us. Most of New York City is
at the bottom part of a long, thin island—Manhattan Island, actually. You could
tell exactly where it began and ended, because suddenly the dark landscape was
ablaze with lights. Streaming pearls of headlights moved slowly through the
arteries of the city. It looked like every window in every building had a light
burning.
"That's a lot of
people," Fang said, coming up beside me.
I knew what he was thinking: We all
tend to get a little claustrophobic, a little paranoid when we're around lots
of people. Not only had Jeb constantly warned us about interacting with anyone
for any reason, but there was always the possibility that one of those
strangers could suddenly morph into an Eraser.
"Oh, my gosh, oh, my
gosh," Nudge was saying excitedly. "I want to go down there! I want
to walk on Fifth Avenue! I want to go to
museums!" She turned to me, her face alight with anticipation. "Do we
have any money left? Can we get something to eat? Can we, like, go
shopping?"
"We have some money," I
told her. "We can get something to eat. But remember, we're here to find
the Institute."
Nudge nodded, but I could tell half
of my words had gone right out her other ear.
"What's that sound?" Iggy
asked, concentrating. "It's music. Is there music below us? How
could we hear it, way up here?"
Central Park was a big, relatively
dark rectangle below us. At one end, in a clearing, I could see an enormous
crowd of people. Huge floodlights were shining over them.
"I think it must be a
concert," I told Iggy. "In the park. An outdoor concert."
"Oh, so cool!" Nudge said.
"Can we go? Please, Max, please? A real concert!" If it's possible
for someone to bounce up and down with excitement while flying, Nudge was doing
it.
The park was pretty dark. There were
hundreds of thousands of people down there. Even Erasers would have a hard time
finding us in that crowd.
I made an executive decision.
"Yes. Try to come down right behind a floodlight's beam, so we won't be
seen."
We landed silently among a group of
thick-trunked oaks. We took a moment to shake out our legs, and fold in our
wings and cover them with windbreakers. After a quick head
count, I led the way toward the crowd, trying to look casual, like, Fly? Me?
Nah.
The music was unbelievably loud:
Speakers taller than Iggy were stacked on top of one another, three high. To me
it felt as if the actual ground was vibrating.
"What concert is this?"
Iggy asked, yelling in my ear.
I peered over tens of thousands of
heads to see the raised stage. Thanks to my raptorlike vision, I had no trouble
making out the musicians. And a banner that said Natalie and Trent Taylor.
"It's the Taylor Twins," I reported, and most of the flock whooped
and whistled. They loved the Taylor Twins.
Angel kept close to me, her small
hand in mine, as we stood among the crowd. We were enough on the edge that we
avoided the sardine effect of the people closer to the stage. I think we all
would have freaked out if we'd been that hemmed in, that unable to move. Iggy
put the Gasman on his shoulders and gave him his lighter to burn, like
thousands of other people. The Gasman swayed in time to the music, holding the
lighter high.
Once he looked down at me, and his
face was so full of happiness I almost started crying. How often had I seen him
look like that? Like, twice? In eight years?
We listened to Natalie and Trent
until the concert ended. As soon as the rivers of people began to flow past us,
we melted into the shadows of the trees. The branches above us were thick and
welcoming. We flew up into them, settling comfortably.
"That was awesome," Nudge
said happily. "I can't believe how many people there are, all crowded into
one place. I mean, listen.. . . There's no silence, ever. I can
hear
people and traffic and sirens and dogs barking. I mean, it was always so quiet
back at home."
'Too quiet," said the Gasman.
"Well, I hate it," Iggy
said flatly. "When it's quiet, I can tell where the heck things are,
people are, where echoes are bouncing off. Here I'm just surrounded with a
thick, smothering wall of sound. I want to get out of here."
"Oh, Iggy, no!" Nudge
cried. "This place is so cool. You'll get used to it."
"We're here to find out what we
can about the Institute," I reminded both of them. "I'm sorry, Iggy,
but maybe you'll get a little more used to it soon. And Nudge, this isn't a
pleasure trip. Our goal is to find the Institute."
"How are we gonna do
that?" Angel asked.
"I have a plan,"
I said firmly. God, I was really going to have to get all this lying under
control.
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Basically, if
you put a fence around New York City, you'd have the world's biggest
nontraveling circus.
When we woke up at dawn the next
morning, there were already joggers, bicyclers, even horseback riders weaving
their way along the miles and miles of trails in Central Park. We slipped down
out of the trees and casually wandered the paths.
Within an hour, speed skaters were
rushing by, street performers were setting up their props, and the paths were
almost crowded with dog walkers and moms pushing jogging strollers.
"That lady has six white
poodles!" Nudge hissed behind her hand. "Who needs six white
poodles?"
"Maybe she sells them," I
suggested, "to kids with big wide eyes."
"Something smells
awesome," Iggy said, swiveling his head to detect the source. "What
is that? It's over there." He pointed off to my left.
"There's a guy selling
food," I said. "It says honey-roasted peanuts."
"I am so there," said Iggy.
"Can I have some money?"
Iggy, Angel, and I went to buy six
small bags of honey-roasted peanuts (they really did smell like heaven), and
Fang, Nudge, and the Gasman went to look at a clown selling balloons.
We were walking over to join them
when something about the clown caught my eye. She was watching a sleek,
dark-haired guy strolling down a path. Their gazes met.
A chill went down my back. Just like
that, my enjoyment of the day burst. I was swept into fear, anger, and an
intense self-preservation reflex.
"Iggy, heads up," I
whispered. "Get the others."
Beside me, Angel was wound tight,
her hand clenching mine hard. We walked fast toward the others. Fang, doing an
automatic sweep of the area, saw my urgent expression. In the next moment he
had clamped a hand on Nudge's and the Gasman's shoulders and spun them around
to walk quickly away.
We met on the path and sped up our
pace. One glance behind me showed the dark-haired guy following us. He was
joined by a woman who looked just as intent and powerful as he did.
A flow of heroically suppressed
swear words ran through my brain. I scanned the scenery for escape routes, a
place where we could take off, a place to duck and cover.
They were gaining on us.
"Run!"
I said. The six of us can run faster than most grown men,
but the Erasers had also been genetically enhanced. If we couldn't find an out,
we were done for.
Now there were three of them—they'd
been joined by another male-model type. They had broken into an easy trot and
were closing the space between us.
Paths merged into other paths,
sometimes narrowing, sometimes widening. Again and again, we almost crashed
into bikers or skaters going too fast to swerve.
"Four of them," Fang said.
"Pour it on, guys!"
We sped up. They were maybe twenty
yards behind us. Hungry grins marred their good-looking faces.
"Six of
them!" I said.
"They're too fast," Fang
informed me unnecessarily. "Maybe we should fly."
I bit my lip, keeping a tight grip
on Angel's hand. What to do, what to do. They were closer, and even closer—
"Eight of them!" said
Fang.
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"Left!" Iggy said,
and without question we all hung a sudden left. How he knew it was there, I
have no idea.
Our path
suddenly opened into a wider plaza surrounded by vendors selling all kinds of
stuff. Some brick buildings were on the left, and a big crowd of kids was
passing through a metal gate.
I caught a glimpse of a sign:
Central Park Zoo.
"Merge!" I whispered, and
just like that, we melted smoothly into the horde of schoolkids. Fang, Iggy,
Nudge, and I ducked down to be shorter, and we all wormed our way into the
middle of the group, so we were surrounded by other kids. None of them seemed
to think it was weird we were there—there must have been more than two hundred
of them being herded through the gate.
I repressed an urge to moo and
peeped over a girl's shoulder. The Erasers had spread out and were searching
for us, looking frustrated.
One of the big creeps tried to push
past the policeman at the zoo gate, but the cop blocked his way. "School
day only," I heard him say. "No unauthorized adults. Oh, you're a
chaperone? Yeah? Show me your pass."
With a low snarl, the Eraser backed
away and rejoined his companions. I grinned: stopped in his tracks by a New
York cop. Go, boys in blue!
We reached the entry gate: the
moment of truth.
We got waved in!
"Pass, pass, pass," the
gate person muttered, motioning us through without looking at us.
Inside the zoo, we scrambled off to
one side, then paused for a moment and slapped high fives.
"Yes!" the Gasman said.
"School day only! Yes! I love this place!"
The zoo!" Nudge said,
practically quivering with excitement. "I've always wanted to see a zoo!
I've read about 'em—I've seen them on TV. This is so great! Thanks, Max."
I hadn't had anything to do with it,
but I smiled and nodded: magnanimous Max.
"Come on, let's get farther
in," said Iggy, sounding nervous. "Put some distance between us and
them. Jeez, was that a lion? Please tell me it's behind bars."
"It's a zoo, Iggy,"
Nudge said, taking his arm and leading him. "Everything is behind
bars."
Like we used to be.
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"Oh, man, look
at the polar bear!" The Gasman pressed his face against the glass of the
enclosure, watching as the huge white bear swam gracefully in its big pool. The
bear had an empty steel beer keg to play with, which it was batting through the
water.
I'll just tell you flat out: We'd
never seen any of these animals before, not in real life. We didn't grow up
going on field trips, having Sunday outings with the 'rents. This was a
completely different, foreign world, where kids swarmed freely through a zoo, animals
were in habitats and weren't undergoing genetic grafting, and we were strolling
along, not hooked up to EEG monitors and blood pressure cuffs.
It was
wild.
Like this bear. Two bears, actually.
A big main bear and a smaller backup bear. They had a pretty large habitat,
with huge rocks, an enormous swimming pool, toys to play with.
"Man," said Gazzy
wistfully. "I'd love to have a pool."
Or, hey! How about a house? Safety?
Plenty of food?
Those were about as impossible as a
swimming pool. I reached out and rubbed Gazzy's shoulder. "That would be
really cool," I agreed.
All these animals, even though they
were stuck in enclosures, probably bored out of their minds, possibly lonely,
still had it so much better than we'd had it at the School. I felt edgy and
angry, nervous, still coming off my adrenaline high after being chased by the
Erasers. Seeing all these animals made me remember too much about when I was
little, when I lived in a cage so small I couldn't stand up.
Which
reminded me: We were here to find the Institute, whatever that was. In just a
short while, we might know who we were, where we came from, how our whole lives
had happened.
I rubbed my hand across my mouth,
really starting to feel twitchy and kind of headachy. But Nudge, the Gasman,
Angel, and Iggy were having a great time. Nudge was describing everything to
Iggy, and they were laughing and running around. Just like normal kids. I mean,
except for the retractable wings and all.
"This place gives me the
creeps," Fang said.
"You too? I'm going nuts,"
I admitted. "It's flashback city. And I have—" I started to say
"a headache," but then didn't want to complain or have Fang tell me
to see a doctor again "an overwhelming desire to set all these animals
free."
"Free to do what?" Fang
asked drily.
"Just to be out, to
escape," I said.
"Out in the middle of
Manhattan?" Fang pointed out.
"Free to live without
protection, without someone bringing them food, with no idea of how to take
care of themselves? They're better off here. Unless you want to fly to
Greenland with a polar bear on your back."
Logic is just so incredibly annoying
sometimes. I shot Fang a look and went to round up everyone.
"Can we leave?" I asked
them, trying not to whine. Very unbecoming in a leader. "I just—want to
get out of here."
"You look kind of green,"
the Gasman said with interest.
I was starting to feel
nauseated. "Yeah. Can we split before I upchuck in front of all these
impressionable kids?"
"Over here," Fang said,
motioning us to a big crevice between two huge manufactured rocks. It led back
to a path that must have been for the zookeepers—it was empty and roped off.
I managed to get out of there
without crashing, screaming, or throwing up. What a nice change.
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"You know what
I like about New York?" the Gasman said, noisily chewing his kosher hot
dog. "It's full of New Yorkers who are freakier than we are."
"So we blend?" Iggy asked.
I glanced over at him. He was
licking an ice-cream cone that was like a mini him: tall, thin, and vanilla. He
was already just over six feet tall—not bad for a fourteen-year-old. With his
height, his pale skin, and his light reddish-blond hair, I'd always felt he was
the most visible of all of us. But here on this broad avenue, we were
surrounded by gorgeous supermodels, punk rockers, Goths, and leather-ites,
suits, students, people from every other country—and, well, yeah, six kids with
bulky windbreakers, ratty clothes, and questionable hygiene didn't really stick
out.
"More or less," I said.
"Of course, that won't help with the Erasers." Automatically, I did a
perimeter sweep, a 360 around us to pick up signs of trouble.
"Speaking of which," Fang
said, "we seem to be dealing with version 6.0."
"I was thinking the same
thing," I said. "This year's crop looks more human. And there are
females. Which is a bummer." Even as I said the words, I was examining
every face we passed, looking for a hint of feral sleekness, a cruel light in
the eyes, a hard slash of a mouth.
"Yeah. We all know how
bloodthirsty females are. Dirty fighting and so on," Fang said.
I rolled my eyes. What a comedian.
"Can I have a burrito?"
Nudge asked as we approached yet another street vendor. She faced me, bouncing
backward down the sidewalk. "What's a nish? I can have a burrito,
right?"
"Ka-nish," I corrected
her. "It's like a square of mashed potatoes, fried." I was scanning
every building—for what, I didn't know. A big sign that said The Institute?
"What's sauerkraut?" Angel
asked.
"You don't want it," I
said. "Trust me."
We each got a burrito, hot and
wrapped in foil.
"I like being able to just buy
food as we walk along," Nudge said happily. "If you walk a couple
blocks, there's someone selling food. And delis. I love delis! They're
everywhere! Everywhere you go, there's everything you need: food, delis, banks,
subway stops, buses, cool stores, fruit stands right on the street. This is the
best place, I'm telling you. Maybe we should always live here."
"It would certainly be
convenient for the Erasers," I said. "They wouldn't have to track us
down in the middle of nowhere."
Nudge frowned, and Angel took my
hand.
"But you're right, Nudge,"
I said, sorry for raining on her parade. "I know what you mean." But
it was costing money, and we were running out. And we had a mission.
Suddenly, I stopped dead, as if I'd
been poleaxed.
Fang examined my face. "That
pain?" he asked quietly, glancing around as if planning where to take me
if I suddenly crumpled.
I shook my head and inhaled deeply. "Cookies!"
He looked at me blankly.
I spun in a circle to see where the
aroma was coming from. Duh. Right in front of us was a small red storefront.
Mrs. Fields. The scent of cookies right out of the oven wafted out onto the
street. It smelled like Ella's house, like safety, like home.
"I must have cookies," I
announced, and went into the store, Angel trotting at my side.
They were fabulous.
But not as good as homemade.
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"So what's
your big plan for finding the Institute?" Iggy asked.
"I'm tired of walking,"
Nudge said. "Can we just sit for a minute?" Without waiting for an
answer, she sank onto some broad stone steps in front of a building. She rested
her head in her hands and closed her eyes.
"Uh. . ." Just walk
around until we see it didn't seem like a good response. But Iggy had hit
the nail on the head: I didn't know how to find the Institute. I didn't know
what it looked like or even, really, if it was in New York City.
The Gasman and Angel sat down next
to Nudge. I was struck once again by what incredibly cute kids they are—for
mutants.
"How about a phone book?"
Fang suggested. "Every once in a while I see one."
"Yeah, that's a
possibility," I said, frustrated by not coming up with something better.
We needed an information system of some kind—like a computer we could
hack
into. A large marble lion caught my eye; this building had two of them. Very
fancy-schmancy.
I blinked and saw four lions, like
images superimposed on one another. They flickered in front of my eyes, and I
shook my head a bit. I blinked again, and everything was normal. A heavy weight
settled on my chest—my brain was malfunctioning again.
"So what are we going to
do?" Iggy asked.
Yeah, leader, lead.
Stalling for time, worried that my
head might explode at any moment, I looked up at the building in front of us.
It had a name. It was called the New York Public Library of Humanities and
Social Sciences. Hello. A library.
I jerked my head at the building.
"We're going to start in here," I said briskly, and clapped twice to
get the younger set on its feet. "I figure they've got computers,
databases ..." I let my voice trail off and started purposefully up the
steps. Nudge, Gazzy, and Angel followed me.
"How does she do that?" I
heard Fang ask Iggy.
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Inside, the
library was awesome. None of us had ever been inside one, and we were staring
like the out-of-town yokels we were.
"May I help you?" A young
guy was standing behind a polished wooden counter. He looked faintly
disapproving, but not like he wanted to rip our lungs out, so I figured he
wasn't an Eraser.
"Yes." I stepped forward,
looking as serious and professional as a fourteen-year-old mutant who had never
been in a library can look. "I was hoping to find information about a
certain institute that I think is in New York." I smiled at him,
putting real warmth into it, and he blinked. "Unfortunately, I don't know
the whole name or where in New York it is. Is there a computer I could use to
search? Or some sort of database?"
He glanced over all of us. Angel
stepped up next to me and put her hand in mine. She smiled sweetly at the guy,
looking, well, angelic.
"Fourth floor," the guy
said after a pause. "There are computers in a room off the main reading
room. They're free, but you have to sign in."
"Thank you so much," I
said, smiling again. Then we hustled to the elevators.
The Gasman punched number four.
"Well, aren't you the
charmer?" Fang muttered, not looking at me.
"What?" I asked, startled,
but he didn't say anything. We rode upward, hating being in a small enclosed
space. Sweat was breaking out on my brow by the time the doors slid open on the
fourth floor, and we leaped out as if the elevator had been pressurized.
We immediately found a bank of
computers with instructions on how to surf the Net. All we had to do was sign
in at the desk. I signed "Ella Martinez" with a flourish, and the
clerk smiled at me.
That was the last cheerful thing
that happened for the next hour and a half. Fang and I searched in every way we
could think of and found a million institutes of one kind or another, in
Manhattan and throughout New York state, but none of them seemed promising. My
favorite? The Institute for Realizing Your Pet's Inner Potential. Anyone who
can explain that to me, drop a line.
Angel was lying under the desk at
our feet, murmuring quietly to herself. Nudge and the Gasman were playing
hangman on a piece of scrap paper. Violence occasionally broke out, since
neither of them could spell their way out of a paper bag.
Iggy was sitting motionless in a
chair, and I knew he was listening to every whisper, every scraped chair, every
rustle
of fabric in the room, creating an invisible map of what was happening all
around him.
I typed in another search command,
then watched in dismay as the computer screen blurred and crashed. A string of
orange words, fail, fail, fail, scrolled across the screen before it
finally went black and winked out.
"It's almost closing time,
anyway," Fang said.
"Can we sleep here?" Iggy
said softly. "It's so quiet. I like it in here."
"Uh, I don't think so," I
said, looking around. I hadn't realized that most people had left—we were the
only ones in the room. Except for a guard, in uniform, who had just spotted us.
She started walking toward us, and something about her, her tightly controlled
pace, made my inner alarms go off.
"Let's split," I muttered,
pulling Iggy out of his chair.
We skittered out of there, found the
stairs, and raced down as fast as we could. I was expecting Erasers at any
moment. But we burst out into the dim late-afternoon light and ran down the
stone steps without anyone following us.
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"Can we take
the subway back to the park?" Nudge asked tiredly.
It was late. We'd decided to sleep in
Central Park again. It was huge, dark, and full of trees.
"It's only about eighteen
blocks to walk," I said. But Angel was starting to fade too—she wasn't
back to a hundred percent by a long shot. "Let's see how much it would
cost."
Five steps down the subway entrance,
I was already tense. Nudge, Angel, and the Gasman were too tired to hate being
in an enclosed space, but Fang, Iggy, and I were twitching.
The fare was two dollars a person,
except kids under forty-four inches, who were free. I looked at Angel. Even
though she was only six, she was already over four feet tall. So that was
twelve dollars.
Except the fare booth was empty. So
we'd have to use the automatic fare machine. That is, if we were going to
be
troubled about a small thing like hopping over the turnstile when no one was
looking.
Once we were inside, ten minutes
went by with no train. Ten loooong minutes with me feeling like I was about to
start screaming and climbing the walls. If we'd been followed, if Erasers came
. . .
I saw Iggy turn his head, listening
to something from inside the dark tunnel.
"What?" I asked.
"People," he answered.
"In there."
"Workers?"
"I don't think so."
I peered into the blackness. Now
that I concentrated, I could hear voices too. And way down the line, I saw what
looked like the flickering of a fire—its reflected glow from around a bend in
the tunnel.
I made a snap decision, which always
makes the flock feel so safe and comfortable.
"Let's go," I said, and I
jumped off the platform and onto the tracks leading into the darkness.
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"What does
that mean?" the Gasman asked, pointing at a small metal plaque that said
Stay off the third rail!
"It means the third rail has
seven hundred volts of direct current running through it," Fang said.
"Touch it and you're human popcorn."
"Okay," I said. "Good
tip. Everyone stay off the third rail."
Then I shot Fang a look that said,
Thank you for that lovely image. He almost grinned at me.
Iggy felt the train first.
"Everyone off the rails," he said, standing still until I took his
arm. We all stepped over to a yucky, disgusting wall and pressed ourselves as
flat against it as possible.
Thirty seconds later, a train rushed
past so fast that its slipstream made us sway toward it. I kept my knee shoved
against Angel so she wouldn't be pulled off her feet.
"Well, that was fairly
nerve-racking," I said as we gingerly peeled ourselves off the wall.
"Who's there?" The voice
was querulous, aggressive, and rough, as if its owner had spent the last fifty
years smoking cigarettes. Maybe he had.
We walked forward, on the alert,
wings starting to unfold a tiny bit in case we suddenly needed to go airborne.
"Nobody," I called
convincingly as we turned the bend of the tunnel.
"Whoa," the Gasman
breathed.
Before us was a city. A small,
ragged city in Manhattan's basement. Groups of people clotted a large concrete
cavern. The ceiling was three stories above us and dripped with paint
stalactites and humid condensation.
Several unwashed faces looked toward
us, and someone said, "Not cops. Kids."
They turned away, uninterested,
except for one woman who seemed to be wearing about five layers of clothing.
"You got food?" she barked.
Silently, Nudge pulled a
napkin-wrapped knish out of her pocket and handed it over. The woman sniffed
it, looked at it, then turned her back to us and started eating.
Here and there the cavern was dotted
with fifty-gallon oil drums in which people had made fires. It was a warm
night, but the fires provided the only light and helped get rid of the dank
chill that was creeping up my legs.
It was a whole new world, made up of
homeless people, people who didn't fit in anywhere, runaways . . . We saw a
handful of kids who looked around our age.
I realized that my head was aching.
It had been growing worse all evening, and now I
just wanted to go to sleep.
"Over there," said the
knish woman, pointing. We looked and saw a narrow concrete ledge built into a
wall. It was hundreds of feet long, and people were sleeping on it, sitting on
it, marking off their territory with old blankets or cardboard boxes. The woman
had pointed out a thirty-foot-long section that seemed unoccupied.
I looked at Fang, and he shrugged.
It wasn't as nice as the park, but it was warm, dry, and seemed somewhat safe.
We scrambled up the ledge, with me boosting Angel. Keeping our backs to
everyone, we stacked our fists and tapped twice. Almost instantly, Nudge lay
down, pillowing her head on her hands.
Fang and I sat with our backs
against the wall. I dropped my head into my hands and started rubbing my
temples.
"You okay?" Fang asked.
"Yeah," I muttered. "I'll
be better tomorrow."
"Go to sleep," said Fang.
"I'll take the first watch."
I gave him a grateful smile, and
soon I was out, out, out—with no idea how we would ever know it was morning.
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The brain
explosion came again while I was sleeping.
One moment I was lost in a dream in
which I was strolling lazily through a field of yellow flowers, like a dopey
shampoo commercial, and the next I had jack-knifed into a sitting position,
holding my head and feeling like this was it: Death had finally come for me,
and it wasn't taking no for an answer.
My breaths were tight hisses. Jagged
shards of pain ripped through my skull, and I heard myself whimper. Please
let it be fast, I begged God. Please just end it, end it, end it now. Please,
please, please.
"Max?" Fang's low voice,
right by my ear, seeped through the waves of agony. I couldn't respond. My face
was awash with tears. If I had been standing on a cliff, nothing could have
kept me from throwing myself off. With my wings tucked in.
Inside my brain, images flashed
incomprehensibly, making me sick, assaulting my senses with pictures,
words,
sounds. A voice speaking gibberish. Maybe it was mine.
As if from a great distance, I felt
Fang's hand on my shoulder, but it was like watching a movie—it seemed totally
unrelated to what I was going through. My teeth were clenched so hard my jaw
ached, and then I tasted blood—I had bitten into my lip.
When was I going to see the
proverbial tunnel of white light I'd heard about? With people waiting for me at
the other end, smiling and holding out their hands? Don't kids with wings go to
heaven?
Then an angry voice filtered through
the pain: "Who's screwing with my Mac?"
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Just as
before, the pain slowly ebbed, and I almost cried with frustration: If it was
ending, I wasn't dead. If I wasn't dead, I could go through this again.
Images flashed across the backs of
my eyes, but they were unfocused and undecipherable. If I had been alone, I
would have started bawling. Instead I had to desperately try to keep it
together, try not to wake the younger ones (if I hadn't already), try not to
give our position away.
"Who are you?" The angry
voice came again. "What are you doing? You've crashed my whole system,
worthless dipstick!"
Ordinarily, I would have been on my
feet by now, pushing Angel and the others in back of me, an angry snarl on my
face.
However, tonight I was crumpled in a
humiliated, whimpering ball, holding my head, eyes squeezed shut, trying not to
sob like a complete weenie.
"What are you talking
about?" Fang asked, an edge of steel in his voice.
"My system crashed. I've
tracked the interference, and it's comin' from you. So I'm tellin' you
to knock it off—or else!"
I drew in a
deep, shuddering breath, totally mortified that a stranger was seeing me like
this.
"And what's wrong with her? She
trippin'?"
"She's fine," Fang
snapped. "We don't know anything about your computer. If you're not
brain-dead, you'll get out of here." No one sounds colder or meaner than
Fang when he wants to.
The other guy said flatly, "I'm
not going nowhere till you quit messing with my Mac. Why don't you get your
girlfriend to a hospital?"
Girlfriend? Oh, God, was
I going to catch it later about that. It was enough to make me lever up on one
arm, then pull myself to a sitting position.
"Who the hell are you?"
I snarled, the effect totally ruined by the weak, weepy sound of my voice.
Blinking rapidly, finding even the dim tunnel light painful, I struggled to
focus on the intruder.
I got a hazy impression of someone
about my age; a ragged-looking kid wearing old army fatigues. He had a dingy
PowerBook attached to straps around his shoulders like a xylophone or something.
"None of your beeswax!" he
shot back. "Just quit screwing up my motherboard."
I was still clammy and nauseated,
still had a shocking headache and felt trembly, but I thought I could string a
complete
sentence together. "What are you talking about?"
"This!" The kid turned his
Mac toward us, and when I saw the screen I actually gasped.
It was a mishmash of flashing
images, drawings, maps, streams of code, silent film clips of people talking.
It was exactly the stuff that had
flooded my brain during my attack.
PART 5
THE VOICE-
MAKE THAT MY VOICE
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My eyes
flicked to the kid's grimy face. "Who are you?" I demanded
again, still sounding shaky.
"I'm the guy who's gonna kick
your butt if you don't quit messing with my system," the kid said angrily.
In the next moment, his computer
screen cleared totally, turning the same dull green as his fatigues. Then large
red words scrolled down: Hello, Max.
Fang's head whipped around to stare
at me, and I focused helplessly on his wide, dark eyes. Then, as if connected,
our heads turned to stare again at the computer. Onscreen, it said, Welcome
to New York.
Inside my head, a voice said, I
knew you'd come. I've got big plans for you.
"Can you hear that?" I
whispered. "Did you hear it?"
"Hear what?" Fang asked.
"That voice?" I said. My
head ached, but the pain was better, and it looked as if I might avoid barfing.
I rubbed my temples again, my gaze fixed on the kid's Mac.
"What's the deal?" the kid
asked, sounding a lot less belligerent and much more weirded out. "Who's
Max? How are you doing this?"
"We're not doing
anything," Fang said.
A new pain crashed into my brain,
and once again the computer screen started flashing disconnected images,
gibberish, plans, drawings, all chaotic and garbled.
Peering at the screen, wincing and
still rubbing my temples, I spotted four words: Institute for Higher Living.
I looked at Fang, and he gave the
slightest nod: He'd seen them too.
Then the screen went blank once
more.
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The kid
quickly started typing in commands, muttering, "I'm gonna track this down.
. ."
Fang and I watched, but a couple
minutes later the geek stopped, flicking his computer in frustration. He looked
at us with narrowed eyes, taking in everything: the drying blood on my chin,
the other kids sleeping near us.
"I don't know how you're doing
it," he said, sounding resigned and irritated. "Where's your
gear?"
"We don't have any gear,"
Fang said. "Spooky, isn't it?"
"You guys on the run? You in
trouble?"
Jeb had drilled it into us that we
shouldn't ever trust anyone. (We now knew that included him.) The geek
was starting to make me extremely nervous.
"Why would you think
that?" Fang asked calmly.
The kid rolled his eyes. "Let
me see. Maybe because you're a bunch of kids sleepin'
in a subway tunnel. Kind of clues me in, you know?"
Okay, he had a point.
"What about you?" I asked.
"You're a kid sleeping in a subway tunnel. Don't you have school?"
The kid coughed out a laugh.
"MIT kicked me out."
MIT was a university for
brainiacs—I'd heard of it. This kid wasn't old enough.
"Uh-huh." I made myself
sound incredibly bored.
"No, really," he said,
sounding almost sheepish. "I got early admission. Was gonna major in
computer technology. But I spun out, and they told me to take a hike."
"What do you mean, spun
out?" asked Fang.
He shrugged. "Wouldn't take my
Thorazine. They said, no Thorazine, no school."
Okay, I'd been around wack-job
scientists enough to pick up on some stuff. Like the fact that Thorazine is
what they give schizophrenics.
"So you didn't like
Thorazine," I said.
"No." His face turned
hard. "Or Haldol, or Melleril, or Zyprexa. They all suck. People just want
me to be quiet, do what I'm told, don't make trouble."
It was weird—he reminded me a little
bit of us: He'd chosen to live a hard, dirty life, being free, instead of a
taken-care-of life where he was like a prisoner.
Course, we weren't schizo. On second
thought, I had a voice talking inside my head. Better not make any snap
judgments.
"So what's up with your
computer, man?" Fang asked.
The kid shrugged again. "It's my
bread and butter. I can hack into anything. Sometimes
people pay me. I do jobs when I need money." All of a sudden his mouth
snapped shut. "Why? Who wants to know?"
"Chill out, dude," Fang
said, frowning. "We're just having a chat."
But the kid had started to back
away, looking angry. "Who sent you?" he asked, his voice rising.
"Who are you? You just leave me alone! You just stay away!"
Fang raised his hands in a
"calm down" gesture, but the kid had turned and run. In about fifteen
seconds we could no longer hear his sneakers on the ground.
"It's always refreshing to meet
someone crazier than us," I said. "We seem so normal afterward."
"We?" Fang said.
"Wha's up?" Iggy asked
sleepily, pulling himself upright.
I sighed but forced myself to tell
Iggy about the kid's computer, the Voice in my head, the images that flashed
through me during one of my attacks. I tried to sound nonchalant, so he
wouldn't know I was quaking in my boots.
"Maybe I'm going crazy," I
said lightly. "But it will lead me to greatness. Like Joan of Arc."
"But controlling other people's
computers?" Iggy said skeptically.
"I don't see how," I said.
"But since I have no clue about who or what could possibly be causing it,
I guess I can't rule anything out."
"Hmm. Do we think it's
connected to the School or the Institute?" Fang asked.
"Well, either that or I was
born this way," I said sarcastically. "On the off
chance I wasn't, let's really, really try to find the Institute
tomorrow. At least now we know what name to look for."
The Institute for Higher Living.
Catchy, huh?
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Have you ever
woken up about a hundred times more exhausted than you were when you went to
sleep?
The next morning—at least, I assumed
it was morning, since we were all waking up—I felt like one of the twelve
dancing princesses, who danced all night, wore holes in their shoes, and had to
sleep it off the next day. Except, oh, yeah: a) I'm not a princess; b) sleeping
in a subway tunnel and having another brain attack aren't that much like
dancing all night; and c) my combat boots were still in good shape. Other than
that, it was exactly the same.
"Is it morning?" Angel
asked, yawning.
"I'm hungry" were,
predictably, Nudge's first words.
"Okay, we'll get you some
chow," I said tiredly. "Then it's off to find the Institute."
Fang, Iggy, and I had agreed to not
tell the younger kids about the hacker or about my latest brain attack. Why
make 'em worry?
It took a couple minutes for us to
wend our way through the subway tunnels, back up into light and air. You know
you've been breathing something less than primo when the New York street smells
really fresh and clean.
"It's so bright," the
Gasman said, shielding his eyes. Then, "Is that honey-roasted
peanuts?"
Their incredible scent was
impossible to resist. You could have an Eraser selling those peanuts, and we'd
probably still go. I focused my eyes on the vendor. No. Not an Eraser.
We got some peanuts, and then we
walked down Fourteenth Street, chomping, as I tried to figure out a sensible
way to comb the city. First, a phone book. We saw a phone kiosk up ahead, but
it had only a chain where the phone book had been. Would a store let us use theirs?
Hey! Information! I dug some change out of my pocket and picked up the
phone. I dialed 411.
"In New York City, the
Institute for Higher Living," I said when the automated operator came on.
"We're sorry. There is no
listing under that name. Please check and try again."
Frustration was my constant
companion. I wanted to scream. "What the he-eck are we supposed to do now?"
I asked Fang.
He looked at me, and I could tell he
was mulling over the problem. He held out a small waxed-paper bag.
"Peanut?"
We kept walking and eating, gazing
in constant amazement at the store windows. Everything you could buy in the
world was for sale on Fourteenth Street in New York. Of
course, we couldn't afford any of it. Still, it was awesome.
"Smile,
you're on Candid Camera," said Fang, pointing at a window.
In an electronics store, a
short-circuit camera was displaying passersby on a handful of TV screens.
Automatically, we ducked our heads and turned away, instinctively paranoid about
anyone having our images.
Suddenly, I winced as a single sharp
pain hit my temple. At the same time, words scrolling across the TV screens
caught my eye. I stared in disbelief as Good morning, Max, filled every
screen.
"Jeez," Fang breathed, stopping
dead in his tracks.
Iggy bumped into him, saying,
"What? What is it?"
"Is that you?" the Gasman
asked me. "How do they know you?"
Playing is learning, Max, said the
Voice inside my head. It was the same one as last night, and I realized I
couldn't tell if it was adult or child, male or female, friend or foe. Great.
Games test your abilities. Fun is
crucial to human development. Go have fun, Max.
I halted, oblivious to the gobs of
people streaming around us on the street. "I don't want to have fun! I
want some answers!" I blurted without meaning to—the crazy girl talking
back to her little Voice.
Get on the Madison Avenue bus, said the
Voice. Get off when it looks fun.
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I don't know
about the rest of you who have little voices, but something about mine
made me feel completely compelled to listen to it.
I blinked and discovered the flock
gazing at me solemnly, watching me sink further into total insanity right
before their eyes.
"Max, are you okay?" Nudge
asked.
I nodded. "I think we should
get on the Madison Avenue bus," I said, looking for a street sign.
Fang looked at me thoughtfully.
"Why?"
I turned slightly so the others
couldn't see me and mouthed, "The Voice."
He nodded. "But Max," he
whispered, barely audible, "what if this is all a trap?"
"I don't know!" I said.
"But maybe we should do what it says for a while—to see."
"Do what what says?"
the Gasman demanded.
I had started walking toward the
corner. I heard Fang say, "Max has been hearing a
voice, inside her. We don't know what it is." So much for not worrying the
others.
"Like her conscience?"
Nudge asked. "Do the TVs have anything to do with it?"
"We don't know," said
Fang. "Right now it wants us to get on the Madison Avenue bus,
apparently."
The bus stop was fourteen blocks
away. We got on, and I pushed our fares into the machine. The driver waved us
through, saying, "Pass, pass, pass" in a bored voice.
I hoped the Voice didn't want me to
keep spending money—we were dangerously low.
For people who get nervous in small,
confined spaces or surrounded by other people, riding a bus is pretty much a
living nightmare. It was so crowded we had to stand in the aisle with people
pressed up against us. I figured we could always kick a window out and jump,
but the whole thing frayed my few remaining nerves. My head was swiveling
constantly, scanning for Erasers suddenly morphing out of our fellow
passengers.
Well, Voice? I thought. What
now?
I'm sure this will surprise you, but
the Voice did not answer.
Next to me, Angel trustingly held my
hand, watching the city go past the bus windows. It was up to me. I had to keep
everyone safe. I had to find the Institute. If my brain attacks killed me, Fang
would take over. But until then, I was numero uno. I couldn't let the flock
down. Do you hear that, Voice? If you're going to make me let everyone down,
you 're going to be sorry you ever. . . entered my brain.
Oh, my God, I was so freaking nuts.
"Okay, people," the bus
driver said over the PA system. "Fifty-eighth Street! This is where the
fun is!"
Startled, I looked at Fang, then
started hustling everyone out the back door of the bus. We stepped into the
sunlight. The bus pulled noisily away, leaving us choking on its exhaust. We
were at the bottom of Central Park.
"What—" I began, then my
eyes widened as I saw a large glass-fronted building across the street. Behind
its glass were an enormous teddy bear, a huge wooden soldier, and a
fifteen-foot-tall ballerina up on one pointed toe.
The sign said AFO Schmidt.
The world's most amazing toy store.
Well, okay.
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We poor,
underprivileged, pathetic bird kids had never been in a toy store.
And AFO Schmidt is where kids think
they've died and gone to heaven. Right inside the front door was a huge
two-story clock covered with moving figures. The song "It's a Small
World" was playing loudly, but I figured that was to keep out the
riffraff.
I had no idea why we were here. It
seemed too much to hope for that somehow this little romp was getting us closer
to finding the Institute, but I made the executive decision to see where it
took us.
A life-size stuffed giraffe surrounded
by other life-size stuffed animals led the way to the whole stuffed-animal
area, which was practically as big as our old house.
I looked down at Gazzy and Angel to
see them staring, wide-eyed and slack-jawed, at too many fabulous toys to even
comprehend.
"Iggy," the Gasman said,
"there's a whole room of Lego and Bionicle."
"Go with them," I told
Fang. "And let's keep an eye out for each other, okay?"
He nodded and followed the boys into
the Lego room, while I trailed after Angel and Nudge, who were picking up one
stuffed animal after another.
"Oh, my gosh," Nudge was
saying, holding a small stuffed tiger. "Oh, Max, isn't he the cutest
thing? Oh, his name is Samson."
I dutifully agreed that he was in
fact the cutest thing and kept glancing around for either an Eraser or some
kind of clue my Voice might point me to.
"Max?" Angel tugged on my
sleeve. I turned to her, and she held up a small stuffed bear. It was dressed
as an angel, with a white gown and little wings on its back. A tiny gold wire
halo floated above its head.
Angel's eyes were pleading with me.
I checked its price tag. The pleasure of owning this small stuffed bear could
be hers for only forty-nine dollars.
"I'm so sorry, Angel," I
said, bending down to her eye level. "But this bear is forty-nine dollars.
We're almost out of money—I don't have anywhere near that. I'm really sorry. I
wish I could get it for you. I know it's an angel, just like you." I
stroked her hair and handed her the bear back.
"But I want it," Angel
snapped at me, which was completely out of character for her.
"I said no. That's it,
kiddo."
I wandered a few feet away, still
within eyeshot of the girls, to look at a "'mystical" display. There
were Magic 8 Balls, and when you shook them, an answer would float to
the
surface of a little window. I shook one. "Very likely" was its
prediction. Unfortunately, I had forgotten to ask it a question.
There was a game called Cabalah!, a
Gypsy Fortuneteller game, and the old favorite: a Ouija board. I breathed out,
my hands in my pockets, and looked around the store. Maybe we should sleep here
tonight.
Out of the corner of my eye, I
detected a slight movement, and my raptor gaze locked on it. It was the little
Ouija doohickey, the thing that "spirits" are supposed to guide
across the board, pointing to certain letters, but everyone knows it's really
the kids doing it.
This one was moving with nothing
touching it.
I looked around: No one was near.
Angel was almost twenty feet away, not looking at it, still holding the angel
bear. I waved my hand over it—there were no wires. It had touched the 5 and
then the A. I lifted the game board and held it up, in case it was being
moved by a magnet underneath. The pointer reached the V and headed
toward the E.
Save.
I put the board back down as if it
were red-hot.
The small black triangle paused on
the T, then moved to the H. Then the E.
The.
It slid very slowly toward the W,
and I frowned. It moved up and over to the O, and my jaw clenched.
By the time it reached the R, I was ready to throw the board across the
store. Grimly, I watched as it finished. The L The D. The M, the A,
the X.
Save the world, Max.
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"Fang!"
He whirled, saw my face, and
instantly tapped Iggy's and the Gasman's hands. They joined me and Nudge under
the huge clock.
"Let's get out of here," I
muttered. "A Ouija board just told me to save the world."
"Gosh, you're, like, famous,"
said the Gasman, clearly not feeling the ominous dread that I was.
"Where's Angel?" Fang
asked.
I reached out for her and grabbed
air. My head whipped around, and I rushed back to the stuffed-animal section.
Already, panic was flooding my senses—it had been barely more than a week since
she'd been kidnapped . . .
I skidded to a stop by a life-size
chimpanzee hanging from a display. In front of me, Angel was talking to an
older woman. I'd never seen an Eraser that old, so my heartbeat ticked down a
couple notches.
Angel looked sad, and she held up
the angel bear to show the woman.
"What's she up . . ." Fang
began.
The woman hesitated, then said
something I couldn't hear. Angel's face lit up, and she nodded eagerly.
"Someone's buying something for
Angel," Iggy said quietly.
Angel knew we were watching
her, but she was refusing to meet our eyes. The five of us followed them to the
checkout counter, and I watched in disbelief as the woman, seeming a bit
bemused, took out her wallet and paid for Angel's bear. Angel was practically
jumping up and down with happiness. She bounced on her heels, clutching the
bear to her chest, and I heard her say "Thank you" about a thousand
times.
Then, still looking slightly confused,
the woman smiled, nodded, and left the store.
We swarmed around our youngest
family member.
"What was that about?" I
asked. "Why did that woman buy you that bear? That thing cost forty-nine
dollars!"
"What did you say to her?"
Iggy demanded. "No one's buying us stuff."
"Nothing," Angel said,
holding her bear tightly. "I just asked that lady if she would buy me this
bear, 'cause I really, really wanted it and I didn't have enough money."
I started shepherding everyone out
the front door before Angel asked someone to buy her the life-size giraffe.
Outside, the sun was bright
overhead, and it was time for lunch. Time to get us back on track.
"So you just asked a stranger
to buy you an expensive toy, and she did?" I asked Angel.
Angel nodded, smoothing her bear's
fur down around its ears. "Yeah. I just asked her to buy it for me. You
know, with my mind."
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Fang and I
exchanged a look. This was a little scary. Actually, a lot scary.
"Um, what do you mean,
exactly?" I asked Angel. Okay, so she can pick up on most people's
thoughts and feelings. But this was the first I'd heard of her sending a
thought.
"I just asked her, in my
mind," Angel said absently, straightening the bears' small white wings.
"And she said okay. And she bought it for me. I'm going to call it
Celeste."
"Angel, are you saying that you
influenced that woman so she would buy you the bear?" I asked carefully.
"Celeste," Angel said.
"What's influenced?"
"To have an effect on something
or someone," I said. "It sounds like you sort of made that
woman buy you the bear—"
"Celeste."
"Celeste, whether she
wanted to or not. Do you see what I'm saying?"
Angel frowned and shrugged, looking
uncomfortable. Then her brow cleared. "Well, I really wanted
Celeste. More than anything in the whole wide world."
Like that made it okay.
I opened my mouth to explain the
life lesson that was screaming to be learned here, but Fang caught my eye. His
expression said, Save it, and I shut up and nodded, waiting to hear his
thoughts later.
And now, back to our mission. If
only I had one freaking clue as to how to find the Institute.
We stopped and bought falafel for
lunch, keeping an eye out for danger as we walked along eating. Angel tucked
her bear—Celeste—into the waistband of her pants so she'd have both hands free.
Angel is only six, and God knows her
upbringing hasn't exactly been normal. Still, I thought she was old enough to
know the difference between right and wrong. I thought she knew that influencing
that woman to buy her Celeste was wrong. But she had done it anyway.
Which I found disturbing.
I winced and grabbed my temple just
as the silky Voice said, It's just a toy, Max. Kids deserve toys. Don't you
think you deserve a toy too?
"I'm too old for toys," I
muttered angrily, and Fang glanced at me in surprise.
"Did you want a toy?" the
Gasman asked, confused.
I shook my head. Don't mind me,
folks. Just talking to my little Voice again. But at least my head didn't hurt
nearly as bad this time.
I'm sorry it hurts sometimes, Max. I
don't want to hurt you. I want to help you.
I clamped my lips together so I
wouldn't answer it. When I wanted information, it was silent; when I didn't
want to hear from it, it got chatty.
It was almost as irritating as Fang.
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I was
starting to seriously freak out. Everywhere we went, something from the Other
Side got to me. If it wasn't a voice in my head, it was a TV screen in a
window. It was a hacker kid in a subway tunnel, the contents of my brain
displayed on his computer. Bus drivers telling us where the fun was. The
Erasers. What's that saying—you're not paranoid if somebody really is chasing
you?
"We're surrounded," I
muttered, staring at the toes of my boots as we walked along.
I felt Fang do a 360 next to me.
"We're wasting time," I
finally said in frustration. "We need to find the Institute. Discover our
histories and destinies. We don't need to go to toy stores. We've got to get
serious about this."
All in good time, Max.
Fang started to answer me, but I
held up a finger— one sec.
You need to learn how to relax.
Relaxation facilitates learning and communication. Studies
have shown it. But you're not relaxing.
"Of course I'm not
relaxing!" I hissed under my breath. "We need to find the Institute!
We're running out of money! We're constantly in danger!"
The others had stopped and were
watching me with alarm. Fang was probably ready to drag me to the funny farm.
I was totally losing my mind, right?
Something had damaged my brain—I'd had a stroke or something, and now I was
hearing voices. It made me different from the rest of the flock. Too different.
I felt alone.
Just one voice, Max. Not voices.
Calm down.
"What's wrong, Max?" asked
the Gasman.
I took a deep breath and tried to
get a grip. "I feel like I'm about to explode," I said honestly.
"Three days ago, Angel said she'd heard there was more into about us in a
place called the Institute, in New York. More info. This could be what
we've always wanted to know."
" 'Cause we might find out
about our parents?" Iggy said.
"Yes," I answered.
"But now we're here, and really weird things are happening, and I'm not
sure—" With no warning, the hairs on the back of my neck stood up.
"Hello, kids!"
Directly in front of us, two Erasers
leaped out of the doorway of a building.
Angel screamed, and I instinctively
grabbed her arm, jerking her back hard. In a split second, I had swung around
and we were racing down the sidewalk at top speed. Fang and Iggy were behind
us, Nudge and the
Gasman on either side. The sidewalks
were full of people, and it was like an obstacle course.
"Cross!" I yelled,
and darted into the street. The six of us whisked between two passing taxis,
whose drivers honked angrily. Behind us, I heard a loud thunk! and a
startled, half-choked cry.
"Bicycle messenger took an
Eraser out!" Fang shouted.
Can you giggle while racing for your
life and protecting a six-year-old? I can.
But two seconds later, a heavy
clawed hand grabbed my hair, yanking me backward, right off my feet. Angel's
hand was ripped out of mine, and she screamed bloody murder. You think you
understand those words—bloody murder? Trust me; you don't.
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Without
pausing, the powerful Eraser swung me up over his shoulder. Talk about being
dead meat.
I smelled his harsh animal smell,
saw his bloodshot eyes. He was laughing, happy to have caught me, and his long
yellow fangs actually looked too big for his mouth. Angel was still screaming.
Bloody murder!
I kicked and yelled and hit and
punched and scratched, but the Eraser just laughed and started tearing down the
sidewalk while people stared. "Is this a movie?" I heard someone ask.
Nah—this is
too original for Hollywood. They do sequels.
Lifting my head, I saw Fang, dark
and determined, streaking toward us. He was keeping pace, but he wasn't
catching up. If a car was waiting, I was a goner. I struggled as hard as I
could, chopping at the Eraser, punching and scratching, and it was infuriating
how little effect I had on the beast. Had they been bred
to have no pain receptors?
"Fang!" I bellowed,
seeing him even farther away than he had been. We were outpacing him. Dimly, I
could still hear Angel's high-pitched shrieking. Every nasty swear word I knew
came pouring out of my mouth, punctuated with punches and chops and kicks. The
Eraser didn't even slow down.
The next thing I knew, we were going
down, suddenly and with no warning, as if someone had cut the Eraser's legs out
from under him. He hit the ground with a sickening thud, and I cracked my head
against the sidewalk so hard I saw fireworks. My legs were pinned, and I
frantically started kicking, scrambling out from under him.
He didn't move. Had he knocked
himself out? How?
I scrabbled back into a trash can,
snapped onto all fours, and stared at the Eraser. He was completely still, his
eyes open and glassy. Blood trickled out of his mouth, which had morphed
halfway to a wolf's snout. A few curious people had paused to watch us, but
most kept on walking, talking into their cell phones. Life as usual in New York
City.
Fang roared up and pulled me hard to
my feet, starting to drag me away.
"Wait!" I said.
"Fang—I think he's dead."
Fang looked from me to the Eraser,
then nudged his boot against the still form. It didn't move, didn't blink.
Still holding my hand, Fang knelt and put his fingers against the Eraser's
wrist, wary and alert for movement.
"You're right," he said,
standing. "He's dead. What'd you do to him?"
"Nothing. I was whaling on him,
but it didn't do squat. Then he went down like a ton of bricks."
The crowd thickened and moved a bit
closer as the rest of the flock raced up. Angel leaped into my arms and burst
into tears. I held her tight and shushed her, telling her it was all right, I
was safe.
Fang flipped the Eraser's collar
back, just for a second. We both saw the tattoo on the back of his neck:
11-00-07.
Just then, a cop car pulled up,
lights flashing, siren wailing.
We started to fade into the
background, edging away through the crowd.
"Crazy drug addict!" Fang
said loudly.
Then we strode quickly, turning the
first corner we came to. I put Angel down and she trotted next to me, keeping
up, sniffling. I held her hand tight and gave her a reassuring smile, but
actually I was shaking inside. That had been so freaking close.
We had to find the Institute
and get the heck out of here—back to the desert. Somewhere they couldn't ever
find us. It was late, though. We were almost to the park, where we planned to
sleep. In the street beside us, cars and taxis passed, unaware of the high
drama that had just taken place.
"So he was five years
old," Fang said quietly.
I nodded. "Made in November,
year 2000, number seven of a batch. They're not lasting too long, are
they?" How much longer would we last? All of us? Any of us?
I took a deep breath and looked
around. My eye was caught by a taxi with one of those flashing-red-dot signs
on
top that advertise Joe's Famous Pizza, or a cleaning service, or a restaurant.
This one had the words racing across its face: "Every journey begins with
one step."
It was like a taxi-fortune cookie.
Every journey, one step. One step. I blinked.
I stopped where I was and looked
down, where my feet were taking one step at a time on this long, bizarre
journey.
Then I noticed a stunted, depressed
tree set into a hole in the sidewalk. A metal grate protected its roots from
being trampled. Barely visible between the bars of the grate was a plastic
card. I picked it up, hoping I wouldn't see a burning fuse attached to it.
It was a bank card, the kind you can
use at an ATM. It had my name on it: Maximum Ride. I tugged on Fang's
sleeve, wordlessly showed him the card. His eyes widened a tiny bit, so I knew
he was astonished.
And voila,
my ol' pal the Voice popped up just then: You can use it if you can figure
out the password.
I looked up, but the mystic taxi was
long gone.
"I can use it if I can figure
out the password," I told Fang.
He nodded. "Okay."
Swallowing,
I tucked the card into my pocket.
"Let's just get into the
park," I said. "Nice, safe Central Park."
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"How can the
Voice know where I am and what I can see?" I whispered to Fang. All six of
us had settled onto the wide, welcoming branches of an enormous oak tree in
Central Park. Almost forty feet in the air, we could talk softly with no one
hearing us.
Unless the tree was wired.
Believe me, I had lost my ability to
be surprised by stuff like that.
"It's inside you," Fang
answered, settling back against the tree's trunk. "It's wherever you are.
If it's tapped into any of your senses, it knows where you are and what you're
doing."
Oh, no, I thought,
my spirits sinking. I hadn't considered that. Did that mean nothing I did was
ever private anymore?
"Even in the bathroom?"
The Gasman's eyes widened with surprise and amusement. Nudge suppressed a grin
as I gave Gazzy a narrow-eyed glare. Angel was smoothing Celeste's
gown and neatening the bear's fur.
I took out
the bank card and examined it. I still had the one we'd stolen from the jerk in
California, and I compared them. The new one seemed just as legit as the old
one. I stuck the old one into a deep fissure in the tree's bark—couldn't use it
again anyway.
"So we need to figure out the
password," I muttered, turning the new card over and over in my hands.
Great. That should only take about a thousand years or so.
I was beyond tired. I also had an
impressive knot on my head from whacking the sidewalk. Because, you know, I
didn't have enough head problems lately.
Wordlessly, I held out my left fist.
Fang put his on top, then Iggy, then Nudge. Gazzy leaned way over from his
branch and managed to barely touch us. Angel leaned down and put her fist on
Gazzy's, and then Celeste's paw on top of her fist. I heard Gazzy sigh. Or something.
We all tapped hands, then got comfy on the wide branches. Angel was
directly above me, her small foot hanging down to touch my knee. I saw her tuck
Celeste firmly against the tree. Kinda sweet.
The evening air washed over me. My
last thought was that I was thankful we were together and safe for at least one
more night.
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"It is
unlawful to climb trees in Central Park," boomed a
tinny but very loud voice.
My eyes popped open and instantly
met Fang's dark ones. We looked down.
A black-and-white was parked below,
its lights flashing. Like in New York they didn't have any more important
crimes to work on than a bunch of kids sleeping in a tree.
"How did they even know we were
up here?" the Gasman muttered. "Who looks up into a tree?"
A uniformed cop was talking to us
through a PA system. "It is unlawful to climb trees in Central Park,"
she repeated. "Please come down at once."
I groaned. Now we had to shimmy
clumsily down instead of just jumping and landing like the amazing super-duper
mutants we were.
"Okay, guys," I said.
"Get down; try to look normal. When we're on the ground, we'll make
a run for it. If we get separated, connect up at, like,
Fifty-fourth Street and Fifth Avenue. Comprende?"
They nodded. Fang went down first,
and Iggy followed him, carefully feeling his way. Man, for big adolescent kids,
they were some awesome, squirrelly climbers.
Angel went next, then Nudge, then
Gazzy, and I went last.
"There are signs posted
everywhere clearly stating that climbing trees is forbidden," one cop
began pompously. We started to back away slowly, trying to look as if we
weren't really moving.
"Are
you runaways?" asked the female cop. "We'll take you somewhere. You
can make phone calls, call your folks."
Uh, officer, there's a little
problem with that. . .
Another cruiser pulled up, and two
more police people got out. Then a walkie-talkie buzzed, and the first cop
pulled it out to answer it.
"Now!" I whispered, and
the six of us scattered, tearing away from them as fast as we could.
"Celeste!" I heard Angel
cry, and I whirled to see her turning back to pick up her little bear. Two cops
were racing toward it.
"No!" I yelled,
grabbing her hand and pulling her with me. She almost fought me, planting her
feet and trying to unbend my fingers from around her wrist. I swung her up into
my arms and took off, tossing her to Fang when I reached him.
With a fast glance back, I saw that
the female cop had picked up the bear and was staring after us. Behind her, the
others were jumping into their cruisers. Just as I sped
around
a corner, I saw a tall cop sliding into his car. I blinked hard, twice, and my
heart seemed to freeze. It was Jeb. Or was it? I shook my head and ran
on, catching up to the others.
"Celeste!" Angel cried,
reaching back over Fang's shoulder. "Celeste!" She sounded
heartbroken, and it killed me to make her leave her toy behind. But if I had to
choose between Angel and Celeste, it was going to be Angel every time. Even if
she hated me for it.
"I'll get you another
one!" I promised rashly, my legs pumping as I kept up with Fang.
"I don't want another
one!" she wailed, putting her arms around Fang's neck and starting to cry.
"Have we lost 'em?" the
Gasman called back over his shoulder.
I looked back. Two police cars with
lights and sirens were weaving through the heavy traffic toward us.
"No!" I put my head down
and ran faster.
Sometimes it felt as if we would
never be free, be safe. Never, ever, as long as we lived. Which might not be
that much longer, anyway.
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We headed
south and east, out of the park, hoping to get lost among the ever-present
crowds of people jamming the streets.
Fang put Angel down and she
dutifully ran, her small face white and streaked with tears. I felt really,
really bad about Celeste. Iggy ran next to me, his hand out to barely brush
against me. He was so good at keeping up, following us, that it was easy to
forget sometimes that he was blind. We passed Fifty-fourth Street—the police
were still behind us.
"Inside a store?" Fang
asked, pulling up beside me. "Then out through a back exit?"
I thought. If only we could take
off, get airborne—leave the ground and the noise and the crowds and the cops
behind, be up in the blue, blue sky, free. . .My wings
itched with the urge to snap open,
unfurl to their full size, catch the sun and wind in them.
"Yeah, maybe so," I shot
back. "Let's turn east on Fifty-first."
We did. Then we pounded down the
pavement. Really fast. I almost laughed when I realized it was a one-way street
going the wrong way: The cruisers would have to take a detour.
If only we could find a safe haven
before they caught up to us. . .
"What's that?" Nudge
called, pointing.
I skidded to a halt, the way they do
in cartoons. In front of us was an enormous gray stone building. It soared up
into the sky, all pointy and lacy on top, not like a skyscraper. More as if
gray stone crystals had grown toward the sky, stretching up and thinning out as
they went. There were three arched doors, with the middle one being the
biggest.
"Is it a museum?" Gazzy
asked.
I scanned for a sign.
"No," I said. "It's Saint Patrick's Cathedral. It's a
church."
"A church!" Nudge looked
excited. "I've never been in one. Can we go?"
I was about to remind her that we
were running for our lives, not playing tourist, but then Fang said quietly,
"Sanctuary."
And I remembered that in the past,
churches used to be safe havens for people—cops weren't allowed in them. Like
hundreds of years ago. That probably wasn't the case anymore. But it was huge
and full of tourists, and it was as good a place to try to get lost as any.
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A steady
stream of people was filing through the huge middle double doors. We merged
with them and tried to blend in. As we passed through the door, the air was instantly
cooler and scented with something that smelled ancient and churchy and just. .
. religious, somehow.
Inside, people split up. One group
was gathering for a guided tour, and others were simply milling around, reading
plaques, picking up pamphlets.
It was incredibly quiet, considering
it was a building the size of a football field, full of hundreds of people.
Toward the front, people were
sitting or kneeling in pews, their heads bowed.
"Let's go," I said softly.
"Up there."
The six of
us walked silently down the cool marble-tile floor toward the huge white altar
at the front of the church. Nudge's mouth was wide open, her head craned back
as she stared at the sunlight filtering through all the
stained-glass
windows. Above us the ceiling was three stories high and all arched and carved
like a palace.
"This place is awesome,"
breathed the Gasman, and I nodded. I felt good in here, safe, even though
Erasers or cops could just stroll through the doors like anybody else. But it
was enormous inside, and crowded, and yet there was good visibility. Not a bad
place at all. A good place.
"What are those people
doing?" Angel whispered.
"I think they're praying,"
I whispered back.
"Let's pray too," Angel
said.
"Uh—"
But she had already headed toward an empty pew. She eased her way to the
middle, then reached down and pulled out the little kneeler thing. I saw her
examine the other people for the proper form, then she knelt and bowed her head
onto her clasped hands.
I bet she was praying for Celeste.
We filed into the pew after her,
kneeling awkwardly and self-consciously. Iggy brushed his hand along Gazzy,
light as a feather, then mimicked his position.
"What are we praying for?"
he asked softly.
"Urn—anything you want?" I
guessed.
"We're praying to God,
right?" Nudge checked to make sure.
"I think that's the general
idea," I said, not really having much of a clue. And yet, an odd sensation
came over me, like, if you were ever going to ask for anything, this would be
the place to do it. With the high, sweeping ceiling, all the marble and glory
and religion and passion surrounding us, it felt like this was a place where
six homeless kids just might be heard.
"Dear God," said Nudge
under her breath, "I want real parents. But
I want them to want me too. I want them to love me. I already love them. Please
see what you can do. Thanks very much. Love, Nudge."
Okay, so I'm not saying we were pros
at this or anything.
"Please
get Celeste back to me," Angel whispered, her eyes squeezed tightly shut.
"And help me grow up to be like Max. And keep everyone safe. And do
something bad to the bad guys. They should not be able to hurt us
anymore."
Amen, I thought.
With
surprise, I saw that Fang's eyes were shut. But his lips weren't moving, and I
couldn't hear anything. Maybe he was just resting.
"I want to be able to see
stuff," Iggy said. "Like I used to, when I was little. And I want to
be able to totally kick Jeb's butt. Thank you."
"God, I want to be big and
strong," the Gasman whispered, and I felt my throat close up, looking at
his flyaway pale hair, his eyes shut in concentration. He was only eight, but
who knew when his expiration date was? "So I can help Max, and other
people too."
I swallowed hard, blinking fast to
keep any tears at bay. I breathed in heavily and breathed out, then did a
surreptitious 360. The whole cathedral was calm, peaceful, Eraser-free.
Had that been Jeb I saw, back with
the cops? Were the cops really cops or were they goons from the School—or from
the Institute? What a bummer that Angel had dropped Celeste. Jeez, the kid
finally gets to have one thing she cares about, and then fate rips it from her
hands.
"Please
help Angel about Celeste," I found myself muttering, and realized I had
closed my eyes. I had no idea who I was talking to—I'd never
really thought about if I believed in God. Would God have let the white-coats
at the School do what they had done to us? How did it work, exactly?
But I was on a roll now, so I went
with it. "And help me be a better leader, a better person," I said,
moving my lips with no sound. "Make me braver, stronger, smarter. Help me
take care of the flock. Help me find some answers. Uh, thanks." I cleared
my throat.
I don't know how long we were
there—till my kneecaps started to go numb.
It was like a beautiful peace stole
over us, the way a soft breeze would smooth our feathers.
We liked this house. We didn't want
to leave.
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I gave
serious thought to staying in that cathedral, hiding, sleeping there. There
were choir lofts way up high, and the place was huge. Maybe we could do it. I
turned to Fang.
"Should we—" I winced as a
sharp pain burst in my head. The pain wasn't as bad as before, but I shut my
eyes and couldn't speak for a minute.
The images came, sliding across my
brain like a movie. There were architectural drawings, blueprints, what looked
like subway lines. Double helixes of DNA twisted and spiraled across my screen,
then were overlaid with faded, unreadable newspaper clippings, staccato chunks
of sound, colored postcards of New York. One image of a building stayed for a
few seconds, a tall, greenish building. I saw its address: Thirty-first Street.
Then a stream of numbers floated past me. Man, oh, man, oh, man—what did it
mean?
I took a couple deep breaths,
feeling the pain ease away. My eyes opened in the dim
light of the cathedral. Five very concerned faces were watching me. "Can
you walk?" Fang asked tersely. I nodded. We went out through the tall
doors behind a group of Japanese tourists. It was too bright outside, and I
shaded my eyes, feeling headachy and kind of sick.
As soon as we were away from the
crowd, I stopped. "I saw Thirty-first Street, in my head," I said.
"And a bunch of numbers."
"Which means . . ." Iggy
prompted.
"I don't know," I
admitted. "Maybe the Institute is on Thirty-first Street?"
"That would be nice," said
Fang. "East or west?"
"I don't know."
"Did you see anything
else?" he asked patiently.
"Well, a bunch of
numbers," I said again. "And a tall, kind of greenish building."
"We should just walk all the
way down Thirty-first Street," said Nudge. "The whole way, looking
for that building. Right? I mean, if that's the building you saw, maybe it was
for a good reason. Or did you see a whole lot of buildings, or a whole city, or
what?"
"Just that building," I
said.
Nudge's brown eyes widened. Angel
looked solemn. We all felt the same: twitchy with nervous anticipation and also
overwhelmed with dread. On the one hand, the Institute might very well hold the
key to everything—the answer to every question we'd ever had about ourselves,
our past, our parents. We might even find out about the mysterious director the
whitecoats had mentioned.
On the other hand, it felt like we
were voluntarily going up to the School and ringing the doorbell. Like
we were delivering ourselves to evil. And those two feelings were pulling us
all in half. You never know until you know, my Voice chimed in.
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"So do we have
money? I hope?" the Gasman asked as we passed a street vendor selling
Polish sausage.
"Maybe," I said, pulling
out the bank card. What do you think?" I asked Fang. "Should we try
this?"
"Well, we need money, for
sure," he said. "But it might be a trap, a way for them to track
where we are and what we're doing."
"Yeah." I frowned.
It's okay, Max. You can use it, said my
Voice. Once you get the password.
Thank you, Voice, I thought
sourly. Any hopes of you just telling me the freaking password? Of
course not. God forbid anything should come easily to us.
We had to have money. We could try
begging, but we'd probably get the cops called on us ASAP. Runaways and all
that. Getting jobs was out of the question also. Stealing? It was a last
resort. We weren't to that point yet.
This bank card would work at any
number of different banks. Taking a deep breath, I swerved over to an ATM. I
swiped the card and punched in "maxride."
No dice.
Next I tried our ages: 14, 11, 8, 6.
Wrong.
I tried typing in
"password."
Wrong. The machine shut down and
told me to call customer service.
We kept
walking. In a way, it was like we were deliberately slowing ourselves down, to
give us time to buck up for the Institute. Or at least, that's what my inner
Dr. Laura thought.
"What about, like, the first
initial of all of our names?" the Gasman suggested.
"Maybe it's something like
'givememoney,' " Nudge said.
I smiled at her. "It has to be
shorter than that."
Beside me, Angel was walking with
her head down, her little feet dragging.
If I had money, I could get her another
Celeste.
In the next block, at a different
ATM, I tried the first initials of all our names: "MFINGA." Nope.
I tried "School" and
"Maximum."
It told me to call customer service.
Farther on, I keyed in
"Fang," "Iggy," and "Gasman."
In the next block, I tried
"Nudge" and "Angel," then on a lark I tried today's date.
They really wanted me to call
customer service.
I know what you're thinking: Did I
try our birthdays or our Social Security numbers?
No. None of us knew our actual birth
dates, though we had each picked a day we liked and called it our birthday. And
the nut jobs at the School had mysteriously neglected to register any of us
with the Social Security Administration. So none of us could retire any time
soon.
I stopped in front of the next ATM
but shook my head in frustration. "I don't know what to do," I
admitted, and it was maybe the second time those words had ever left my lips.
Angel looked up tiredly, her blue
eyes sad. "Why don't you try 'mother'?" she asked, and started
tracing a crack on the sidewalk with the toe of her sneaker.
"Why do you think that?" I
asked, surprised.
She shrugged, her arm moving to hold
Celeste tighter and then falling emptily to her side.
Fang and I exchanged glances, then I
slowly swiped the bank card and punched in the numbers that would spell out
"mother."
What kind
of transaction do you want to make? the screen asked.
Speechless, I withdrew two hundred
dollars and zipped it into my inside pocket.
"How did you know that?"
Fang asked Angel. His tone was neutral, but tension showed in his walk.
Angel shrugged again, her small
shoulders drooping. Even her curls looked limp and sad. "It just came to
me," she said.
"In a voice?" I asked,
wondering if my Voice was hopping around.
She shook her head no. "The
word was just in my head. I don't know why."
Once again, Fang and I looked at
each other but didn't say anything. I didn't know what was on his mind, but I
was thinking again about how Angel had been at the School for a few days before
we rescued her. Who knows what happened there? What kind of foul, disgusting
experiments? Maybe they'd planted a chip in her too.
Or worse.
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A few more
blocks, and we turned left, walking toward the East River. Inside me, the
tension mounted. My breath was coming in short huffs. Every step was bringing
us closer to what could be the Institute: the place where the secrets of our
lives might be revealed, all our questions answered.
And here's the thing: I wasn't even
sure I wanted my questions answered. What if my mom had given me away on
purpose, like Gasman and Angel's? What if my parents were horrible people? Or
what if they were wonderful, fabulous people who didn't want a freak mutant
daughter with thirteen-foot wings? I mean, not knowing almost seemed
easier.
But we walked along, examining each
building. Again and again the others looked at me, only to see me shake my head
no. We walked down several looong blocks, and with each step, I was
getting more and more uptight, and so was everyone else.
"I wonder what the Institute is
like," Nudge said nervously. "I guess it's like the School. Will we
have to break in? How do they hide the Erasers from all the normal people? What
kind of files on us do you think they have? Like actual parent names, you
think?"
"For God's sake, Nudge, my ears
are bleeding!" Iggy said with his usual tact.
Her sweet face shut down, and I put
my arm around her shoulders briefly. "I know you're worried," I said
softly. "I am too."
She smiled at me, and then I saw it:
433 East Thirty-first Street.
It was the building from the drawing
in my brain.
And if you don't think that's a
weird sentence, maybe you should reread it.
The building rose tall, maybe
forty-five stories, and had a greenish facade, kind of old-fashioned looking.
"Is this it?" Iggy asked.
"Yep," I said. "Are
we ready?"
"Aye, Captain!" Iggy said
firmly, and saluted.
I so wished he could see me roll my
eyes at him.
We marched up the steps and pushed
through revolving doors. Inside, the lobby was all polished wood, brass, and
big tropical plants. The floor was smooth granite tiles.
"Here," said Fang softly,
pointing to a large display board behind glass. It listed all the offices and
companies in the building, and their floors and room numbers.
There was no Institute for Higher
Living. There was no institute of any kind.
Because that would have been too
easy, right?
I rubbed my forehead, holding back
bitter words of disappointment. Inside, I felt like crying and yelling and
stomping around, and then getting into a hot shower and crying some more.
Instead, I took a deep breath and
tried to think. I looked around. No other office lists anywhere.
At the reception desk, a woman sat
behind a laptop computer. A security guard had another desk across the lobby.
"Excuse me," I said
politely. "Are there any other companies in this building that aren't on
the board?"
"No." The receptionist
looked us over, then went back to typing something incredibly urgent—like her
resume for another job. We turned away just as the receptionist made a sound of
surprise. Glancing back, I saw that her computer screen had cleared. The pit of
my stomach started to hurt.
There's a pot of gold beneath every
rainbow, filled her laptop screen in big red letters. The message broke up
into smaller letters that then scrolled across the screen over and over,
filling it.
Pot of gold beneath every rainbow .
. . Okay, did leprechauns work here? Was Judy Garland going to burst into song?
Why couldn't I just get some straight information? Because it was a puzzle, a
test. I literally gnashed my teeth. Beneath every . . . Hmm.
"Does this building have a
basement?" I asked.
The receptionist frowned at me and
looked us over again with a harder gaze.
"Who are you?" she asked.
"What do you want?" She lifted her chin and caught the eye of the
security guard. Were they Erasers? They
definitely could be Erasers. This whole building might be full of
despicable wolf men.
"Never mind," I muttered,
pushing the others toward the revolving doors. The security guard was already
on our tails, and just as we all got through, I jammed a ballpoint pen into the
door channel. The guard was trapped inside one section and started throwing his
weight against the glass.
On the street, we hit the ground
running.
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My lungs were
burning. Know the feeling? About six blocks later, we slowed to a walk. No one
seemed to be following us, no cop cars had emerged from the traffic, no sign of
Erasers. My head was pounding and it hurt like crazy. I felt like I needed a
time-out from life.
With no
warning, the Gasman turned and punched a mailbox. "This sucks!" he
yelled. "Nothing ever goes right! We get hassled everywhere! Max's head is
busted, Angel lost Celeste, we're all hungry—I hate this! I hate
everything!"
Stunned, I shut my gaping jaw and
went over to him. When I put my hand on his shoulder, he pushed it away. The
others crowded around—it was so unusual for Gazzy to break down like this. He
was always my little trouper.
Crap.
The flock was watching me, waiting
for me to tell the Gasman to snap out of it, get it together.
Stepping
forward, I wrapped my arms around Gazzy, surrounding him. I rested my head
against his and just held him tight. I smoothed his light hair with my fingers
and felt his narrow back shaking.
"I'm sorry, Gazzy," I
murmured. "You're right. This has really sucked. I know it's hard
sometimes. Listen, what would make you feel better right now?" I swear, if
he'd said, Check into the Ritz, I would have done it.
He sniffled and straightened a bit,
wiping his face on his grubby sleeve. I resolved to get us new clothes soon.
'Cause I was Ms. Bank Card.
"Really?" he said,
sounding very small and young.
"Really."
"Well, I just want—I just want
to, like, sit down somewhere and eat a lot of food. Not just get food while
we're walking. I want to sit down and rest and eat."
I looked solemnly into his eyes.
"I think that can be arranged."
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We ended up
back near Central Park, searching for a place to eat. A diner on Fifty-seventh
Street looked good, but there was a half-hour wait. Then, off the street inside
the park, we saw a restaurant. Millions of tiny blue lights covered the oak
trees that surrounded it. The sign said, Parking for Garden Tavern, This Way.
Plunked among the trees was a huge building with tons of plate glass windows
overlooking the park.
Gazzy said excitedly. "This
looks great!"
It was also the last place on earth
I wanted us to go. Too big, too flashy, too expensive, and no doubt full of trendy
grown-ups. We were not going to blend. We would not be inconspicuous.
And yet, the Gasman wanted to eat
here. And I had promised him pretty much anything he wanted.
"Uh, okay," I said,
already feeling dread and anxiety seeping from my pores. Fang pulled open the
heavy glass door, and we stepped inside.
"Whoa," Nudge said, her
eyes wide.
From the reception area, we could
see three different dining rooms. There was the Prism Room, which was dripping
with crystals, basically: chandeliers, candelabras, faceted windows. Door
number two led to the Garden Room, which was like a lush, overgrown rainforest,
but with tables, chairs, and waiters. The third one was the Castle Room, for
those of us who needed to feel regal while we chowed. They all had soaring
ceilings with rafters. The Castle Room had an open fireplace big enough to
roast a steer.
I was glad to see we weren't the
only kids—though we were the only ones without a grown-up.
"May I help you?" A tall,
blond, modelly woman glanced at us, then looked to see who we were with.
"Are you waiting for your parents?"
"No," I said.
"There's just us." I smiled. "Can we have a table for six,
please? I'm treating everybody with my birthday money." Another lie,
another smile.
"Um, okay," said the
hostess. She led us to a table in the Castle Room, way back by the kitchen.
Since the kitchen would be a useful escape route, if necessary, I didn't
quibble.
She passed out large, very fancy
menus as we scrambled into our seats. "Jason will be your server
today." With one last, uncertain glance, she left us.
"Max, this is so, so
great," Nudge said excitedly, clutching her enormous menu. "This is
the nicest place we've ever eaten!"
Since we've Dumpster-dived for lunch
on many occasions, this was an understatement. Fang, Iggy,
and I were miserable. Nudge, Gazzy, and Angel were ecstatic.
Actually, the Castle Room would have
been neat, if I didn't hate crowds, sticking out, grown-ups, feeling paranoid,
and spending money.
On to the menu. I was relieved to
see that they had a kids' section.
"Are you waiting for your
parents?" A short, stocky waiter with slicked-back red hair—Jason—was
standing next to Iggy.
"No, there's just us," I
said.
He frowned slightly and gave us a
once-over. "Ah. Are you ready to order?"
"Anyone know what they
want?" I asked.
The Gasman looked up. "How many
chicken tenders are on a plate?"
Jason looked almost pained. "I
believe there are four."
"I
better have two orders, then," said the Gasman. "And this fruit
cocktail. And two glasses of milk."
"Two orders for yourself?"
Jason clarified.
The Gasman nodded. "With fries.
To start."
"I want a hot-fudge
sundae," said Angel.
"Real
food first," I said. "You need fuel."
"Okay," Angel said
agreeably, then blinked and looked up at Jason. "We're not spoiled rich
brats," she said. "We're just hungry."
Jason started, then his face flushed
and he shifted his feet.
"I want this prime rib
thing," Angel said, looking at the adult side of the menu. "And all
this stuff that goes with it. And a soda. And lemonade."
"The prime rib is sixteen
ounces," our waiter said. "It's a pound of meat."
"Uh-huh," Angel said,
wondering what he was getting at.
"She can handle it," I
said. "She's a big eater. Nudge? What do you want?"
"This lasagna primavera,"
Nudge decided. "I might need two. It comes with salad, right? And bread?
Some milk. Okay?" She looked at me, and I nodded.
Jason just stood there—he thought we
were pulling his leg. "Two lasagnas?"
"You might want to start
writing this stuff down," I suggested. I waited till he had noted their
orders, then said, "I'll start with the shrimp cocktail. Then the
maple-glazed roast pork loin, with the cabbage and potatoes and everything. The
house salad with bleu cheese dressing. And a lemonade and an iced tea."
Jason wrote it all down, as if he
were enduring an hour-long eye-poke.
"The lobster bisque," Fang
said. "Then the prime rib. A big bottle of water."
"The spaghetti and
meatballs," Iggy said.
"That's on the children's
menu," our waiter said, sounding tense. "For our patrons twelve and
under."
Iggy looked ticked off.
"How
about the rack of lamb?" I said quickly. "It comes with potatoes and
spinach, and a merlot-rosemary sauce."
"Fine, okay," Iggy said,
irritated. "Plus a couple glasses of milk and some bread."
Jason lowered his pad and looked at
us. "This is a great deal of food for just the six
of you," he said. "Maybe you've overordered."
"I understand your
concern," I said, my tension starting to get the better of me. "But
it's okay. Just bring it, please."
"You'll have to pay for all of
it, whether you eat it or not."
"Yeah, that's usually how
a restaurant works," I said slowly, with exaggerated patience.
"This is going to really add
up," he persisted unwisely.
"I get it," I said,
trying unsuccessfully to keep my cool. "I get the concept. Food
costs money. Lots of food costs lots of money. Just bring us what
we ordered. Please."
Jason looked at me stiffly and
stalked away toward the kitchen.
"I love this place," Fang
said with a straight face.
"Did we order too much?"
Angel asked.
"No," I said. "It's
fine. I guess they're not used to hearty eaters."
An underling brought us two baskets
of bread and set out small dishes of olive oil. Even she seemed skeptical.
My fingers curled into claws on the
white tablecloth. And it all kind of went downhill from there.
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"Good
afternoon." A man in a suit and tie had materialized at my elbow. Jason
was with him.
"Hello," I said warily.
"I am the manager. Is there
something I can help you with?" he asked.
Was this a trick question?
"Well, I don't think so," I said. "Unless the kitchen is out of
something we ordered."
"Yes, well," said the
manager. "You seem to have ordered an unusual quantity of food. We
wouldn't want to be wasteful with it, or present you with a shocking bill
because your eyes were bigger than your stomachs." He gave a small
artificial laugh.
"Well, that is just so sweet of
you," I said, close to my breaking point. "But we're pretty hungry.
It seems like we should just order and get what we ordered, you know?"
This didn't go over as well as you
would think.
The manager took on a look of forced
patience.
"Perhaps you would be happier
in some other restaurant," he said. "Broadway is nearby."
I couldn't believe this. "No
freaking duh," I snapped, finally losing it. "But we're in this
one and we're hungry. Now, I have the money, we brought our appetites
with us; are you going to give us what we ordered or not?"
The manager looked like he had just
sucked on a lemon. "Not, I believe," he said, signaling to a
burly guy loitering by the doors.
Great, just great. I rubbed my
forehead.
"This is stupid," Iggy
said angrily. "Let's just split. Gasser, we'll go someplace that isn't run
by Nazis, okay?"
"Okay," said the Gasman
uncertainly.
Angel looked up at the manager.
"Jason thinks you're full of hot air and that you smell like a
sissy," she said. "And what's a bimbo?"
Jason stifled a choking sound and
turned red. The manager turned to glare at him.
"Fine," I said, standing
up and throwing my napkin down. "We're going. The food's probably lousy
here, anyway."
That was when the cops showed up.
Who called the cops?
Were they real cops?
I wasn't
planning to stay around and ask them.
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Remember how
the kitchen was going to provide a useful escape route? That would have worked
great if the cops hadn't split up, two coming in the front, two more coming in
through the—you guessed it—kitchen.
All around us, tables of people were
staring open-mouthed. This was probably the most exciting thing that had
happened to them all week.
"Up and away," Fang said,
and I nodded reluctantly.
Nudge and Iggy looked surprised, Gazzy
grinned, and Angel got that determined look on her face.
"Right, kids," said a
female cop, weaving her way through the tables. "You have to come with us.
We'll call your folks down at the station."
Jason shot me a superior smile, and
suddenly I was furious. How hard would it be for someone to cut us just one
break? Without stopping to think, I snatched up the bowl of olive oil and
upturned it on his head. His mouth opened in an O as pale green oil
streaked down his face.
If that surprised him, what happened
next would rock his world.
Moving fast, as only a mutant bird
kid could, I jumped up on a chair, stepped onto our table, then threw myself
into the air, snapping my wings open and pushing down hard. I dropped
alarmingly toward the ground—hadn't had a running takeoff, which is always
best—but surged upward again with the next stroke and rose toward the high
raftered ceiling.
Angel joined me, then Iggy, the
Gasman, Nudge, and Fang.
Looking down, I couldn't help
laughing at everyone's faces. "Astonished" doesn't cover it. They
were stunned, dumbstruck, completely freaked out.
"Jerk!" the Gasman yelled,
and pelted the manager with pieces of bread.
Fang was circling the ceiling,
looking for a way out. I saw that the cops had started to recover and were
fanning out.
I won't lie to you—it was hilarious.
Yes, we were in trouble, yes, this was a disaster, and so on and so forth, but
I have to say, seeing all those upturned faces, the looks, was about the best thing
that had happened to us since we'd come to New York.
"Up here!" Fang shouted,
and pointed to one of the stained-glass skylights.
"Come on, guys!" I yelled,
just as I realized that flashes from cameras were going off—seriously bad news.
"Let's go!"
Fang ducked his head, covered it
with his arms, and flew straight up through the window.
It burst with a rainbow-colored crash, and bits of glass sprinkled down.
Iggy was right behind Nudge, his
fingers brushing her ankle, and they flew through next, tucking their wings in
at the last second to fit.
"Angel, go!" I ordered,
and she shot through, her small white wings looking just like Celeste's.
"Gasser! Move it!" I saw him swoop down one last time to grab
someone's abandoned dessert. Shoving an entire eclair into his mouth, he nodded
and aimed himself through the window. I went last, and then I was in the open
air, stretching my wings, filling my lungs. I knew we had just made a crucial,
devastating mistake and that we'd have to pay for it.
But you know what? It was almost
worth it.
The looks on all those faces
. . .
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"To the
trees," I told Fang, and he nodded, making a big circle to head north. It
was a hazy day, but we weren't high enough to be out of sight. I hoped no one
was looking up. Yeah, right.
We dropped down into a tall maple,
breathing hard.
"That went well," said
Fang, brushing glass dust off his shoulders.
"It was my fault," said
the Gasman. He had chocolate on his face. "I'm the one who wanted to go
there."
"It was their fault,
Gazzy," I said. "I bet those weren't even real cops. They had an eau
de School air about them."
"You didn't think before you
dumped the olive oil on the waiter, did you?" Fang asked.
I scowled at him.
"I'm still. . ." Nudge
began, then let her voice trail off. I'm guessing she was about to say
"hungry," but then realized it wasn't a good time.
But we were still hungry. We did
have to have food. As soon as my adrenaline calmed down, I
would go find a grocery store or something.
"People were taking
pictures," Iggy said.
"Yeah," I said miserably.
"As an unqualified disaster, this ranks right up there."
"And it's getting worse," said a
smooth voice.
I jumped about a foot in the air,
then clutched my branch and looked down.
Our tree was surrounded by Erasers.
Without meaning to, I shot a
stricken glance at Iggy: He was usually our early-warning system. If he hadn't
heard these guys coming, then they'd materialized out of nowhere.
One Eraser stepped forward, and I
caught my breath. It was Ari.
"You keep showing up like a bad
penny," I said.
"I was about to say the same
thing to you," he replied with a feral smile.
"I remember back when you were
three years old," I went on conversationally. "You were so
cute—before you got huge and wolfy."
"Like you ever paid attention
to me," he said, and I was surprised to hear sincere bitterness in his
voice. "I was trapped in that place too, but you shut me out."
My mouth dropped open. "But you
were normal," I blurted. "And Jeb's son."
"Yeah, Jeb's son," he
snarled. "Like he even knows I'm alive. What did you think happened to me
while you were off playing house with my father? Did you think I just
disappeared?"
"Okay, there's one knot
unraveled," Fang muttered under his breath.
"Ari, I was ten years
old," I said slowly. "Is all this back history why you're tracking us
now? Why you're trying to kill us?"
"Of course not." Ari spit
on the ground. "I'm tracking you 'cause that's my job. The back history is
helping me enjoy it." He smirked.
I shot him the bird. (Get it? I
shot him the—never mind.)
He was morphing, and when he smiled,
his muzzle seemed to split in half, like a dog's. From behind his back he
pulled something small, with brown fur and two white—
"Celeste!" Angel cried,
and started to scramble down.
"Angel, no! " I shouted,
and Fang yelled, "Stay put! "
But my baby jumped, landing lightly
on the ground a few feet from Ari.
The other Erasers surged forward,
but Ari snapped up his hand to hold them back. They stopped, coiled tightly,
their cold, wolfish eyes locked on Angel.
Ari shook Celeste playfully, and
Angel stepped forward.
I dropped down to the ground,
adrenaline pouring into my veins. Again the Eraser team lunged, and again Ari
held them back.
"Touch her and I'll kill
you," I promised, my hands curled into fists.
Ari smirked, his dark curly hair
catching the last bit of afternoon sun. He shook Celeste again, and Angel
quivered by my side.
"Give me the bear," Angel
said, low and intense.
Ari laughed.
Angel took a half step forward, but
I grabbed her collar.
"Give. Me. The. Bear."
Angel sounded odd, not like herself, and she was staring intently into Ari's
eyes. His smile faded, and a look of confusion crossed his face. I remembered
how Angel had influenced the woman to buy Celeste for her.
"You're—" Ari began, then
seemed to choke slightly, coughing, putting his hand to his throat.
"You're—"
"Drop the bear now," Angel
said, hard as concrete.
Seemingly against his will, Ari's
clawed, powerful hand unclenched, and Celeste fell to the ground.
Almost faster than my eyes could
follow, Angel snatched Celeste and leaped back up into the tree.
I blinked and wondered if I looked
as surprised as Ari did.
The other Erasers sprang into
motion, as if it had taken them a few seconds to realize Angel was gone. Ari's
arm shot out, and an Eraser crashed into it.
"You have your orders!" he
barked at the team. "Don't ever question them!" He turned back to
look at me thoughtfully. "You can't question them," he said in a
normal tone, speaking directly to me. "Even if they seem stupid. Even if
you'd rather just rip the flock apart."
An Eraser made an eager, hungry
sound, and it was all I could do not to shudder.
Ari leaned closer to me, as if
catching my scent, like prey. "Your day is coming, bird girl," he
whispered. "And I'm going to finish you off myself."
"Don't sharpen your fangs just
yet, dog boy."
He opened his mouth to say something
but then cocked his head and pressed a finger
against his ear, as if hearing something.
"The
Director wants to see us," he barked at his team "Now!"
After one last lingering look at me,
he turned and followed the other Erasers. They melted into the twilight shadows
like smoke.
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Up in the
tree, Angel was clutching Celeste tightly, murmuring softly to her.
"I heard them mention the
Director at the School," Nudge said. "Who is it?"
I shrugged. "Some big, very bad
person." One of many who were after us. I wondered if it was Jeb, our fake
father. Our savior and then our betrayer.
"You okay?" Iggy asked. I
saw his white-knuckled hold on his branch and gave him a gentle tap with my
boot.
"Hunky-dory," I said.
"But I want to get out of here right now."
In the end, we settled in the top
floor of a ninety-story apartment building that was being built on the Upper
East Side. The first seventy or so floors had been windowed in, but up here it
was just an empty shell with piles of dry wall and insulation. Huge gaping
holes
gave us a great view of the East River and Central Park.
Nudge and I went to a local grocery
store, then schlepped three heavy bags of groceries back to the others. It was
breezy up in our aerie, but private and safe. We watched the last of the sun go
down and ate. My head was aching, but not too badly.
"I'm tired," Angel said.
"I want to go to bed."
"Yeah, let's try to get some
sleep," I said. "It's been a long, relatively yucky day." I held
out my left fist, and we all stacked up. Tapping our hands seemed so familiar,
so comforting, connecting us.
The Gasman and I cleared
construction debris away, and Iggy and Fang moved stacks of drywall to make
windbreaks. In the end we had a cozy space, and the flock was asleep within ten
minutes.
Except me.
How were the Erasers tracking us so
easily? I looked hard at my left wrist, as if staring at it would make my chip
float to the surface of my skin. I myself could be a beacon without knowing it,
without being able to do a thing about it—except leave the flock and strike out
on my own. The Erasers were tracking us but not killing us. Why had Ari stopped
them today?
And what in the world was happening
with Angel? Her telepathic powers seemed to be growing. I groaned to myself,
picturing a strong-willed Angel demanding birthday presents; junk food before
dinner; stupid, trendy clothes.
Don't borrow trouble, Max, said my
Voice.
Long time no hear, I thought.
Worry is unproductive. You can't
control what happens to Angel. You can save the world, but the only thing you
can control is you. Go to sleep, Max. It's time to learn.
Learn what? I started to ask, but
then, as if someone had flicked a switch, I sank into unconsciousness.
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When I
blinked awake the next morning, I was greeted by newspapers and breakfast in
bed.
"Wha'?" I mumbled.
"We got breakfast," Fang
said, taking a bite of muffin. "You were out for the count."
As I took my first bite of muffin, I
became aware of the quivering tension around me. "What else?"
Fang nodded
toward the newspapers.
"I figured you got 'em for the
comics," I said, pulling the pile closer.
Up to now, our main survival
strategy had been to stay inconspicuous, to hide as much as possible. I guess
having our pictures plastered on the front page of the New York Post under
the huge, screaming headline "Miracle or Illusion? Superhumans or Genetic
Freaks?" blew that strategy out of the water.
Fang had gotten four different
papers, and fuzzy pictures of us swooping gaily around the
Garden Tavern were on every front page.
"Saw them when we were
out," Fang explained, draining his juice. "Guess we better lie low
for a while."
"Yes, thank you, Tonto," I
said irritably. I mean, would it kill him to speak in full sentences? I checked
out the New York Times. Under a blurry photo, it said, "No one has
taken credit for what may be this year's most unusual stunt. . ."
Finally, I sighed and picked up my
muffin again. 'The upshot is, we might as well glow in the dark in terms of
staying inconspicuous. So it looks like it's ix-nay on the Institute, at least
for a while." I felt so frustrated I could have screamed.
"Maybe we could wear
disguises," the Gasman suggested.
"Yeah, like glasses and funny
noses," Angel agreed.
I smiled at them. "You
think?"
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That
afternoon, we had to venture out to get food again. Six pairs of glasses with
funny noses hadn't materialized, so we went as is.
At the nearest deli, we stocked up
on sandwiches, drinks, chips, cookies, anything we could carry and eat at the
same time.
"So I'm thinking we should
leave the city as soon as it gets dark," I said to Fang.
He nodded. "Where to?"
"Not too far," I said.
"I'm still bent on getting to the bottom of the Institute, so to speak.
Maybe upstate a bit? Or somewhere by the ocean?"
"You!"
I recoiled and dropped my soda as a
young guy with a mohawk haircut jumped in front of us. Nudge bumped into my
back, and Fang went very still.
"You guys are perfect!" he
said excitedly.
How nice that someone thought
so. But who was this wing nut?
"Perfect for what?" Fang
asked with deadly calm.
The guy waved a skinny tattooed arm
at a storefront. Its sign said, U 'Do: Tomorrow's styles today.
"We're having a makeover
fest!" the guy explained, sounding like we had just won a million dollars.
"You guys can have total makeovers for free—as long as your stylist
gets to do whatever he or she wants."
"Like what?" Nudge asked
with interest.
"Makeup, hairstyle,
everything!" the guy promised ecstatically. "Except tattoos. We'd
need a note from your parents."
"So that's out," I said
under my breath.
"I want to do it!" Nudge
said. "It sounds so fun! Can we do it, Max? I want a makeover!"
"Uh . . ." I saw a couple
teenage girls emerging from U 'Do. They looked wild. I bet their own friends
wouldn't have recognized them.
Hello.
"I'm up for it," I said
briskly, as Fang's eyes widened a fraction of an inch. I gave him a meaningful
look. "We'd love to be made over. Make us look completely
different."
PART 6
WHO'S YOUR DADDY,
WHO'S YOUR MOMMA ?
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"That is so
cool," Nudge said approvingly as I turned to let her see the back of my
new jean jacket. Of course, I would have to cut huge slits in it to let my
wings out, but other than that, it was great.
I looked at her and grinned. She
looked so not Nudge, I was still startled every time I saw her. Her dark
brown supercurly hair had been blow-dried perfectly straight and cut in layers.
Then they'd streaked it with blond highlights. The difference was
incredible—she'd gone from scruffy adolescent to slightly short fashion model
in under an hour. I'd never noticed that she had the potential to be gorgeous
when she grew up. If she grew up.
"Check this out!" The
Gasman had outfitted himself in camouflage, down to his sneakers.
"Okay by me," I said,
giving him a thumbs-up.
In this barnlike secondhand shop, we
were in the process of completing our total physical transformation. Some of
Gazzy's pale blond hair had been bleached white.
They'd spiked it with gel and colored just the spiky tips bright blue. The
sides were supershort.
"I still wish you'd let me get
'Bite Me' shaved into the back of my head," he complained.
"No," I said,
straightening his collar.
"Iggy got his ear
pierced."
"Nein," I said.
"But everyone does it!" he
said in a perfect imitation of his stylist.
"O-nay."
He made an exasperated sound and
went over by Fang, whose hair had been cut short also, except for one long
chunk that flopped over in front of his eyes. It had been highlighted with
several mottled tan shades and now it looked exactly like a hawk's plumage.
Quelle coinky-dink. In this store, he'd exchanged his basic black ensemble for
a slightly different basic black ensemble.
"I like this," said Angel,
holding up something froufrou. I'd already outfitted her in new cargo pants and
a T-shirt, and she'd picked out a fluffy blue fleece jacket.
"Um," I said, looking at
it.
"It's so pretty, Max," she
coaxed. "Please?"
I wondered if I would be able to
tell if she was putting thoughts into my head. Her eyes were wide and innocent
looking.
"And Celeste really likes it
too," Angel added.
"The thing is, Angel," I
said, "I'm not sure how practical tutus are—given how much we're on
the run and all."
She looked at the tutu and frowned.
"I guess."
"We ready?" Iggy asked
with a touch of impatience. "Not that I don't adore shopping."
"You look like you stuck your
finger in a light socket," the Gasman said.
Iggy's strawberry-blond hair was
spiked like Gazzy's and tipped with black on the ends.
"Really?" Iggy asked.
"Cool!" He'd gotten his ear pierced before I'd noticed: His thin gold
wire loop was the only thing I'd had to pay for.
We walked out into the late
afternoon. I felt free and happy, even though the Institute was on hold at the
moment. I bet not even Jeb would recognize me.
My stylist had picked up my long
braid and simply whacked it off. Now my hair floated in feathery layers. No
more hair getting in my eyes when I flew. No spitting wisps out of my mouth in
the middle of an escape.
Not only that, but they'd streaked
it with chunky strands of hot pink and, despite my protest, gone to town with
makeup. So now I looked both totally different and about twenty years old.
Being five-eight helped.
"There's a little park up
here," Fang said, pointing.
I nodded. It
would be darker than the street, and we'd have enough room to take off. Five
minutes later, we were rising above the city, leaving the lights and noise and
energy behind. It felt fabulous to stretch my wings out, stroking hard, feeling
so much faster and smoother and cooler than I did on the ground.
Just for fun I flew in huge, banking
arcs, taking deep breaths, enjoying the feel of my newly weightless hair. The
stylist had called it "wind-tossed."
If only she knew.
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Up this high,
I could clearly see the outline of Manhattan. Right across the East River was
Long Island, which was much, much bigger than New York City. We flew above its
coast as the sun went down, barely able to see the curly ridges of white-capped
waves breaking along the shore.
After an hour and a half, we saw a
long stretch of black beach with few lights, which meant few people. Fang
nodded at me, and we aimed downward, enjoying the heady rush of losing
altitude. Roller coasters had nothing on us.
"Looks good," Fang said,
scoping out the beach after we landed on the soft sand. It was undeveloped,
with no attached parking lots. Huge boulders sealed off both ends, so it seemed
even safer. Plus, other large boulders formed a natural outcropping that
created a bit of shelter maybe thirty yards inland.
"Home, sweet home," I said
drily, taking off my new backpack.
I rummaged in it for food, passed
out what we had, and sank down on a large chunk of driftwood. Twenty minutes
later, we stacked fists, tapped, and then curled up in the sand beneath the
outcropping.
I winced slightly as the Voice
drifted into my head. Time to learn, it said.
Then I was pulled into
unconsciousness as if getting dragged beneath a wave. Dimly, I heard bits of
foreign languages that I didn't understand, and the Voice said, This is on a
need-to-know basis, Max. You need to know.
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The ocean.
Another new and incredible experience. We'd grown up in lab cages until four
years ago, when Jeb had stolen us. Then we'd been in hiding, avoiding new
experiences at all costs.
Now we were doing something
different every day. It was a trip.
"A crab!" the Gasman
yelled, pointing at the surf by his feet. Angel ran over to see, holding
Celeste so her back paws barely touched the water.
"Cookie?" Iggy asked,
holding out a bag.
"Don't mind if I do," I
said. This morning I had toned down my appearance a tad, then Nudge and I had
hit the closest town. We'd stocked up on supplies at a mom-and-pop store that
sold their own fresh homemade cookies.
My mission, and I chose to accept
it, was to find chocolate-chip cookies as good as the ones I'd made with Ella
and her mom. So I'd brought back a couple dozen.
I took a bite of cookie and chewed.
"Hmm," I said, trying not to spit crumbs. "Clear vanilla notes,
too-sweet chocolate chips, distinct flavor of brown sugar. A decent cookie, not
spectacular. Still, a good-hearted cookie, not pretentious." I turned to
Fang. "What say you?"
"It's fine."
Some people just don't have what it
takes to appreciate a cookie.
"I give them a seven out of
ten," I pressed on dutifully. "Though warm from the oven, they lack a
certain je ne sais quoi. My mission will continue."
Iggy laughed and rummaged in a bag
for an apple.
Nudge ran up, her clothes wet past
her knees. "This place is so cool," she said. "I love the ocean!
I want to be a scientist who studies the ocean when I grow up. I would go out
to sea, and scuba dive, and find new things, and National Geographic will
hire me."
Sure, Nudge. Probably around the
same time I become president.
Nudge ran back to the water, and
Iggy got up and ambled after her.
"They're happy here," Fang
said, looking at them.
I nodded. "What's not to like?
Fresh air, peace and quiet, the ocean. Too bad we can't stay here."
Fang was quiet for a moment.
"What if we were safe here?" he asked. "Like, we just knew no
one would come hassle us. Would you want to stay?"
I was surprised. "We have to
find the Institute," I said. "And if we find out anything, the others
will want to track down their parents. And then, do we find Jeb and confront
him? And who's the Director? Why did they do this to us?
Why do they keep telling me I'm supposed to save the world?"
Fang held up his hand, and I
realized my voice had been rising.
"What if," Fang said
slowly, not looking at me, "what if we just forgot about all that?"
My jaw dropped open. You live with
someone your whole life, you think you know them, and then they go and drop a
bomb like this. "What are you—" I started to say, but then the Gasman
ran up with a live hermit crab, which he plopped in my lap, and then Angel
wanted lunch. I didn't have a chance to grab Fang's shoulders and yell,
"Who are you and what have you done with the real Fang?"
Maybe later.
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The next
morning, Fang came back from town and placed the New York Post at my
feet with a little bow. I flipped through the paper. On page six, I saw "Mysterious
Bird-Children Nowhere to Be Found."
"Well, good for us," I
said. "We've gone two days without causing a huge commotion in a public
place and getting our pictures splashed all over the news."
"We're going swimming!"
Nudge said, tapping Iggy's hand twice. He got up and followed her, Angel, and
Gazzy down to the water.
The sun was shining, and though the
ocean was still pretty cold, it didn't bother them. I was glad they were having
this little vacation, where they could just have fun and eat and swim without
stressing out about everything.
I was still stressing, of
course.
Next to me, Fang read the paper,
absently working his way through a can of peanuts. I watched the younger kids
playing
in the water. Iggy started a sand castle, built by touch, just out of reach of
the waves.
How come the Erasers hadn't found us
yet? Sometimes they tracked us so easily, and other times, like now, we seemed
to be truly hidden. Did I have a homing signal in my implanted chip or not? If
I did, why weren't the Erasers here by now? It was like they were just toying
with us, keeping us on our toes, like a game. . .
Like a game. Like a freaking game.
Just like Jeb had said back at the
School. Just like the Voice kept telling me, that everything was a game, that
you learn through playing, that everything, every single thing, was a test.
I felt like a neon sign had just lit
up right in front of my face. For the first time, I finally, finally understood
that this all might be a huge, twisted, sick, important game.
And I had been cast as a major
player.
I sifted coarse sand through my
fingers, thinking hard. Okay. If this was a game, were there only two sides?
Were there any double agents?
I opened my mouth to blurt my
thoughts out to Fang but stopped. He glanced at me, his dark eyes curious, and
suddenly I felt a cold dread. I dropped my gaze, feeling my cheeks heat.
What if we weren't all on the
same team?
Part of me felt ashamed for even
having that thought, and part of me remembered how many times my adorable
paranoia had saved our butts.
I glanced out at the water, where
Angel was splashing the Gasman and laughing. She dove beneath the surface, and
Gazzy started chasing her.
Had Angel been different since we'd
gotten her back from the School? I groaned and dropped my head into my hands.
It was all too much. If I couldn't trust these five people, then my life wasn't
worth living.
"Your head hurt?" Fang
asked with quiet alertness.
Sighing, I shook my head no, then
looked back at the ocean. I depended on Fang. I needed him. I had to be
able to trust him.
Did I?
Gazzy was staring at the surface of
the water, turning this way and that, seeming confused. Then he looked up at
me, panic on his face.
Angel hadn't come back up. She was
still under water.
I started running.
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"Angel!"
I yelled, plunging into the water. I reached Gazzy and grabbed his shoulder.
"Where did she go down?"
"Right here!" he said.
"She dove that way! I saw her go under."
Fang splashed in behind me, and
Nudge and Iggy made their way over. The five of us peered into the cold gray
blue water, able to see only a few inches down. A wave broke over us.
"This would be an excellent
time for one of us to develop X-ray vision," I muttered, a cold hand
closing around my heart. I felt the strong tug of an underwater current pulling
at my legs, saw how the wind was rippling the water out to sea.
"Angel!" Nudge yelled,
cupping her hands around her mouth.
"Angel!" I shouted, wading
through the water, taking big strides, praying I would brush against her.
Fang was sweeping his arms through
the water, his face close to the surface. We fanned
out, squinting from the sun's glare, taking turns diving into the surf.
My throat closed, and I felt like I
would choke. My voice was a strangled rasp; my eyes stung from the glare and
the salt.
We had covered a big circle, maybe
thirty yards out, and still there was no sign of her. My Angel. I
glanced back at the shore, as if I would see her walking out onto the sand
toward Celeste, who waited for her by a piece of driftwood.
Endless minutes ticked by.
I could feel the undertow pulling at
my whole body. I couldn't stop picturing Angel's body being pulled out to sea,
her eyes wide with terror. Had we come so far only to lose her now?
"Do you see anything?" I
cried to Fang. He shook his head, keeping his eyes on the water, sweeping his
arms back and forth.
Once again, we swept the whole area,
taking in every detail of the water, the beach, the open sea. And did it again.
And again.
I saw something and blinked,
then looked harder. What was—was it—oh, God! Hundreds of yards away, a small,
wet cornrowed head popped out of the water. I stared. Angel stood up in
waist-high water and waved at us.
My knees almost buckled. I had to
catch myself before I did a face-plant in the water.
Angel and I surged toward each
other, the others catching up.
"Angel," I could
barely whisper, unbelieving, when I was finally close enough. "Angel,
where were you?"
"Guess what?" she said
happily. "I can breathe under water!"
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I grabbed
Angel into my arms, hugging her wet, chilly body against me. "Angel,"
I murmured, trying not to cry, "I thought you had drowned! What were you
doing?"
She wriggled closer, and I steered
her to shore. We collapsed on the wet sand, and I saw the Gasman fighting back
tears too.
"I was just swimming,"
Angel said, "and I accidentally swallowed some water and started to choke.
But I didn't want Gazzy to find me. We were playing hide-and-seek," she
explained. "Under water. So I just stayed under, and then I realized that
I could sort of swallow water and stay under and not choke."
"What do you mean, swallow
water?" I asked.
"I just swallow it and then go
like this." Angel blew air out of her nose, and I almost laughed at the
face she made.
"It comes out your nose?"
Fang asked.
"No,"
Angel said. "I don't know where the water goes. But air comes out my
nose."
I looked at Fang. "She's
extracting oxygen from the water."
"Can you show us?" Fang
asked. Angel got up and trotted to the shore. She plunged in when the water was
waist high. I was inches away from her, determined she wasn't going to get lost
again, even for a second.
She knelt down, took a big mouthful
of water, and stood up. She seemed to swallow it, then blew air out of her
nose. My eyes bulged until I thought they'd just fall out: Rivulets of seawater
were seeping out of invisible pores on each side of Angel's neck.
"Holy moly," the Gasman
breathed.
Nudge explained to Iggy what was
happening, and he whistled, impressed.
"And I can do it and stay under
and just keep swimming," Angel said. She wiggled her shoulders, unfolding
her wings so they could dry in the bright sunlight.
"I bet I can do it too!"
the Gasman said. " 'Cause we're siblings."
He dropped down into the water and
scooped up a big mouthful. Then he swallowed it, trying to blow out air.
He gagged, then choked and started
coughing violently. Seawater streamed out his nose, and he gagged again and
almost barfed.
"You okay?" I asked when
he had finally shuddered to a halt.
He nodded, looking wet, miserable,
nauseated.
"Iggy," I said,
"touch Angel's neck and see if you can feel anything, those pores that
water comes through."
Like a feather, Iggy skimmed his
fingertips over her fair skin, all around her neck.
"I can't feel a thing," he said, which surprised me.
So we all had to try it, just in
case. No one except Angel could do it. I'll spare you the revolting details,
but let me just say that's one stretch of ocean you won't catch me swimming in
for a while.
So Angel could breathe under water.
Our abilities kept unfolding, as if certain things had been programmed to come
out at different times, like when we reached certain ages. In a way it felt
like being kinged in checkers—all of a sudden you had more strength, more power
than you had before. How weird.
Not weird, Max, my Voice
suddenly chimed in. Divine. And brilliant. You six are works of art. Enjoy
it.
Well, I would, I
thought bitterly, If I wasn't so busy running for my life all
the time. Jeez. Works of art or freaks? Glass half empty, glass half full.
Like I wouldn't give up my wings in a second to have a regular life with
regular parents and regular friends.
A tinkling laugh sounded in my head.
Come on, Max, said the Voice. You and I both know that isn't true. A
regular family and a regular life would bore you to tears. "Who asked
you?" I said angrily. "Asked me what?" said Nudge, looking up in
surprise. "Nothing," I muttered. And there you have it. Some people
get cool abilities like reading minds and breathing under water, and some
people get annoying voices locked inside their head. Lucky me.
What do you wish you could do, Max? asked the
Voice. If you could do anything?
Hmm. I hadn't thought about it. I
mean, I could already fly. Maybe I would want to be able to read minds, like
Angel. But then I would know what everyone thought, like if someone really
didn't like me but acted like they did. But if I could do anything?
Maybe you would want to be able to
save the world, the Voice said. Did you ever think of that?
No. I frowned. Leave
that to the grown-ups.
But grown-ups are the ones
destroying the world, the Voice said. Think about it.
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"Look who's
come to the seashore."
The low
voice, smooth and full of menace, woke me from sleep that night. My body
tightened like a longbow and I tried to jump up, only to be held down by a big
booted foot on my throat.
Ari. Always Ari.
In the next second, Fang and Iggy
woke, and I snapped out my free hand to wake Nudge.
Adrenaline dumped into my veins,
knotting my muscles. Angel woke and seemed to take off straight into the air
with no running start. She clutched Celeste tightly, hovering about twenty feet
above us. I saw her look around, saw her face take on an expression that had
disaster written all over it.
I looked around too.
And gasped despite myself.
We were surrounded by Erasers, more
Erasers than I'd ever seen before. Literally hundreds and hundreds of
them.
They'd been growing these things in quantities I could hardly imagine.
Ari leaned down and whispered,
"You're so pretty when you're sleeping—and your mouth is shut. But what a
shame to cut your hair."
"When I want your opinion, I'll
ask for it," I spat, struggling against his boot.
He laughed, then reached down and
stroked my face with one claw. "I like 'em feisty."
"Get off her!" Fang
launched himself at Ari, taking him by surprise. Ari outweighed Fang by a
hundred pounds, easy, but Fang was coldly furious and out for blood. He was
scary when he was like that.
Iggy and I leaped up to help and
were instantly grabbed by Erasers.
"Nudge and Gazzy—U and A,"
I yelled. "Now!"
Obeying without question, the two of
them leaped into the air and flapped hard, rising to hover next to Angel.
Erasers snapped at their legs, but they'd been quick and were out of reach. I
was so proud, especially when Nudge snarled down meanly.
I struggled, but three Erasers held
me in a tight, foul embrace. "Fang!" I screamed, but he was beyond
hearing, locked in battle with Ari, who raked his claws across Fang's face,
leaving parallel lines of red.
The six of us are superhumanly
strong, but even we don't have the sheer muscle mass of a full-grown Eraser.
Fang was badly outmatched but managed to chop Ari's collarbone.
Ari yelped and bared his teeth, then
pulled back and swung hard, catching Fang upside of his head. I saw his
head
snap sideways and his eyes close, then he dropped like a dead weight onto the
sand.
Ari seized Fang's head and brought
it down hard on a rock. And then he did it again.
"Leave him alone! Stop
it! Please stop it!" I screamed, a mist of fury swimming before my eyes. I
struggled against the Erasers holding me and managed to stomp on one's instep.
He yelped a curse and corkscrewed my arm until tears rolled down my cheeks.
Fang's eyes opened weakly. Seeing
Ari over him, he grabbed sand and threw it into Ari's face. Fang scrambled to
his feet and launched a roundhouse kick at Ari that caught him square in the
chest. Ari staggered back, wheezing, then recoiled fast and cracked Fang with
an elbow. Blood sprayed from Fang's mouth, and again he went down.
I was crying by now but couldn't
speak: An Eraser's rough, hairy paw was clapped over my mouth.
Then Ari bent over Fang's body, his
muzzle open, canines sharp and ready to tear Fang's throat. "Had
enough," he growled viciously, "of life?"
Oh, God, oh, God, not Fang, not
Fang, not Fang—
"Ari!"
My eyes went wide. I knew that voice
too well.
Jeb. My adopted father. Now my worst
enemy.
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I stared with
the fiercest, most righteous anger and hatred as Jeb Batchelder easily moved
through the crowd of Erasers, parting them as if he were Moses and they were
the Red Sea. It was still bizarre to see him—I'd been so used to mourning, not
despising, him.
Ari paused, his rank and deadly
mouth open over Fang's neck. Fang was unconscious but still breathing.
"Ari!" Jeb said again.
"You have your orders."
Jeb walked toward me, keeping one
eye on Ari. After endless seconds, Ari slowly, slowly drew back from Fang,
leaving his body crumpled unnaturally on the sand.
Jeb stopped in front of me.
He'd saved my life more than once.
He'd saved all our lives. Taught me to read, how to make scrambled eggs, how to
hot-wire cars. Once I'd depended on him as if he were the very breath in my
lungs: He was my one constant, my one certainty.
"Do you get it now, Max?"
he asked softly. "Do you see the incredible beauty of the game? No child,
no adult, no one has ever experienced anything like what you're feeling. Do you
see why all this is necessary?"
The Eraser holding me peeled his
fingers away from my mouth so I could speak. Instantly, I spit hard, clearing
my mouth and throat of tears. I hit Jeb's shoe.
"No," I said, keeping my
voice steady, though everything in me was shrieking, desperate to run to Fang.
"I don't get it. I'll never get it. I want to get out of it."
His heartbreakingly familiar face
looked strained, as if he was losing patience with me. Tough. "I told you,
you're going to save the world," he said. "That's the purpose of your
existence. Do you think an ordinary, untrained fourteen-year-old could do that?
No. You've got to be the best, the strongest, the smartest. You've got to be
the ultimate. Maximum."
I yawned and rolled my eyes, knowing
he'd hate that, and Jeb's jaw tightened in anger. "Do not fail," he
said, a hard note in his voice. "You did okay in New York, but you made
serious, rather stupid mistakes. Mistakes cost you. Make better
decisions."
"You're not my dad anymore,
Jeb," I said, putting as much annoying snideness into my tone as possible.
"You're not responsible for me. I do what I like. I named myself—Maximum
Ride."
"I'll always be
responsible for you," he snapped. "If you think you're actually
running your own life, then maybe you're not as bright as I thought you
were."
"Make up your mind," I
snapped back. "Either I'm the greatest or I'm not. Which is it?"
He motioned with his hand, and the
Erasers let me and Iggy go. Ari turned and smirked at me, then blew me a kiss.
I spit at him. "Daddy always
loved me best!" I hissed, and his face darkened.
He took a fast step toward me, paws
coiled into fists, but was pushed along by a rough, hairy wave of the other
Erasers. They swept him up and shuffled off around the large boulder at the end
of our beach. Jeb was with them.
No, he was one of them.
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Stumbling
badly, my shoulder feeling like it was on fire, I made my way down the beach.
Before I moved Fang, I felt his neck to see if it was broken. Then I carefully
turned him over. Blood trickled from his mouth.
"Fang, you have to wake
up," I whispered.
The others ran over. "He looks
really bad," Gazzy said. "He should see a doctor."
Nothing seemed broken—maybe his
nose—but he was still out cold. I lifted his head into my lap and used my
sweatshirt to dab at the bloody stripes on his face.
"We could carry him, you and
me," said Iggy, his long, pale hands floating over Fang, cataloging
bruises, lumps, blood.
"Where to?" I asked,
hearing my bitterness. "It's not like we can check him into a
hospital."
"No hospi'l," Fang
mumbled, his eyes still shut.
Relief flooded through me.
"Fang!" I said. "How
bad?"
"Pre'y bad," he said
fuzzily, then, groaning, he tried to shift to one side.
"Don't move!" I told him,
but he turned his head and spit blood out onto the sand. He raised his hand and
spit something into it, then opened his eyes blearily.
"Tooth," he said in
disgust. "Feel like crap," Fang added, touching the knots on the back
of his head.
I tried to smile. "You look
like a kitty cat." I made whisker motions on my face, indicating where Ari
had raked his. He looked at me sourly.
"Fang," I said, my voice
breaking. "Just live, okay? Live and be okay."
With no warning, I leaned down and
kissed his mouth, just like that.
"Ow," he said, touching
his split lip, then he and I stared at each other in shock.
Mortification heated my face. I
glanced up to see Nudge and the Gasman gaping at me. Luckily, Iggy was blind,
and Angel was getting Fang water.
Gazzy looked from me to Fang to
Iggy, clearly thinking that he was sunk now that I had obviously severed all
ties with reality.
Slowly, Fang levered himself into a
sitting position, his jaw tight, sweat breaking out on his face.
"Man," he said, and coughed. "This feels pretty bad."
It was about the most he'd ever
admitted to, painwise. He stood clumsily and took the water from Angel. Taking
a swig, he rinsed his mouth and spit it out onto the sand.
"I'm going to kill Ari,"
Fang said.
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Fang and the
rest of us made it back to Manhattan without dropping out of the sky due to
injury, exhaustion, or both.
"You macho thing, you," I
said when we finally landed in the darkness of Central Park. He looked worn
out, clammy, and pale, but he had flown all the way with no complaint.
"That's me," he said, but
he gave me a long look, like, I haven't forgotten what you did, meaning the
Kiss.
I blushed furiously, embarrassed
beyond belief. I would never live that down.
"Are you really okay,
Fang?" Nudge asked, the most touching concern in her voice. Nudge doted on
Fang.
He looked like he'd fallen off a
cliff, with huge purple bruises distorting his face, the awful scratches Ari
had left on his cheeks, the stiff, pained way he moved.
"I'm cool," he said.
"Flying helped loosen me up some."
"Look, let's find a place to
hunker down, catch some Zs, and then
take another shot at the Institute," I said. "We've got to figure it
out—we can't stop now. Right, guys?"
"Yeah, right," Nudge said.
"Let's do it, get it over with. I want to know about my mom. And other
stuff. I want to know the whole story, good or bad."
"Me too," said Gazzy. "I
want to find my parents so I can tell'm what total scuzzes they are. Like, 'Hi,
Mom and Dad, you're such scum! "
I decided we'd better stay underground
for safety's sake. In the subway station, we jumped off the platform and walked
quickly along the tracks. It looked familiar, and sure enough, a few minutes'
walking brought us to a huge firelit cavern populated by homeless people and
misfits. Home, sweet home, especially if you happen to be a sewer rat.
"Boy, does this look
inviting," Fang said, rubbing his hands together.
I made a face at him as we climbed up
onto the concrete ledge. Inside, I was glad that he had enough energy to be
sarcastic.
Suddenly exhausted and emotionally
wiped, I held out my left fist to make our bedtime stack. We did our thing,
then Angel snuggled next to me. I checked to make sure the others, especially
Fang, were okay, then I lay down, letting despair cover me like a blanket.
I was in the middle of another
sleep-driven brain explosion when I felt myself surface to consciousness
without opening my eyes. Not analyzing the impulse, I shot out my hand and
grabbed someone's wrist.
Moving fast, still on instinct, I sat up
and twisted the intruder's arm behind his back, my senses roaring to life.
"Cool it, sucker!" the arm's
owner whispered furiously. I yanked upward, threatening to pop his arm out of
its socket. I definitely could've done it.
Fang creaked upright next to me, his
eyes alert, but his body moving stiffly.
"You're screwing with my Mac
again," said the hacker, and I loosened my hold on him. "Jeez, what
happened to you?" Directed at Fang.
"Cut myself shaving," Fang
said.
The hacker frowned and rubbed his
shoulder where I'd strained it. "Why'd you come back here?" he asked
angrily. "You're totally wrecking my hard drive."
"Let me see," I said, and he
grumpily opened his laptop.
The screen was covered with the inside
of my head: images, words, photos, maps, mathematical equations.
The hacker scowled, seeming more
perplexed than mad, though. "It's weird," he said. "You guys
don't have a computer with you?"
"No," Fang said. "Not
even a cell phone."
"What about a Palm Pilot?" the
hacker asked.
"Nope," I said. "We're
kinda more low-tech than that." Like, having Kleenex would be a huge step
up for us.
"A memory chip?" he persisted.
I froze. Almost against my will, I slid
my gaze over to Fang.
"What kind of memory chip?" I
asked, striving for casual.
"Anything," the hacker said.
"Anything that would have data on it that would interfere with my hard
drive."
"If we did have a chip," I
said carefully, "could you access it?"
"If I knew what it was,"
he said. "Maybe. What do you have?"
"It's small and square," I
said, not looking at him.
"Like this?" The hacker
held his fingers about three inches apart.
"Smaller."
His fingers were a half-inch apart.
"You have a memory chip this small?"
I nodded.
"Let me see. Where is it?"
I took a deep breath. "In me.
It's implanted in me. I saw it on an X-ray."
He stared at me with horror in his
eyes. He turned off his laptop and closed the lid. "You have a memory chip
that small implanted in you," he verified.
I nodded, guessing this was somewhat
worse than having cooties.
He took several steps back. "A
chip like that is bad news," he said slowly, as if I were stupid. "It
might be NSA. I won't mess with it. Look, you stay away from me! Next thing,
they'll be after me." He backed away into the darkness, his hands up as if
to ward off evil. "I hate them! Hate them!" Then he was gone, back
into the bowels of the tunnels.
"See ya," I whispered.
"Wouldn't want to be ya."
Fang looked at me irritably. "I
can't take you anywhere."
I so wished he weren't all banged
up—so I could whack him.
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We tried to
get some sleep—God knows we needed it. I kind of dozed off. Then I wasn't asleep,
I knew that much. But I wasn't awake, exactly.
I'd been, like, sucked into another
dimension, where I could feel my body, sort of, knew where I was, and yet was
powerless to move or speak. I was in a movie, starring me, watching it all
happen around me. I was going down a dark tunnel, or the tunnel was slipping by
me, and I was staying still. Trains were rushing past me on both sides, so it
was a subway tunnel.
I was thinking, Okay, subway
tunnel. Yeah, so?
Then I saw a train station:
Thirty-third Street. The Institute's building was on Thirty-first Street. In
the darkness of the waking-dream subway tunnel, I saw a filthy rusted-over
grate. I saw myself pulling the grate up. Fetid brown water gurgled below. Bleah—it
was the sewer system, beneath the city.
Hello.
Beneath a rainbow . . .
Bingo, Max, said my
Voice.
My eyes popped wide open. Fang was
watching me with concern. "Now what?"
"I know what we have to
do," I said. "Wake everyone up."
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"This
way," I said, walking in the darkness of the tunnels. It was as if a
detailed map was imprinted on my retinas, so I could see it laid over reality,
tracing the path we needed to follow. If this map effect was part of my life
forever, I would go nuts, but right now it was dang useful.
One other thing I guess I should
mention—I was really, really afraid now, more afraid than I'd ever been before,
and I didn't even know why. Maybe I didn't want to know the truth. Also, my
head was throbbing, and that had me a little crazy too. Was I approaching my
expiration date? Was I going to die? Was I just going to fall over and be gone
from the world and my friends?
"Did the Voice tell you about
this, Max?" Nudge poked at me and asked.
"Kind of," I answered.
"Great," I heard Iggy
mutter, but I ignored him. Every step was bringing us closer to the Institute—I
could feel it. We were finally about to have our questions answered,
and
also possibly fight the worst fight of our lives. But our curiosity was so compelling:
Who were we? How had they taken us from our parents? Who had grafted avian DNA
into us and why? My mind shied away from the parent question. I really didn't
know if I could stand to find out. But everything in me burned to know the
other whys and wherefores. I wanted names. I wanted to know who was
accountable. I wanted to know where they lived. "Okay, now the tunnel
splits," I said, "and we take the one with no tracks."
Angel's hand was in mine, small and
trusting. The Gasman was still dopey with sleep, occasionally stumbling. Iggy
had one finger in Fang's belt loop.
We were looking for a rusted grate
set in the floor. In my dream, I had seen it at the crossroads of two tunnels,
so it had to be here. But I didn't see it. I stopped, and the others stopped
behind me.
"It has to be here," I
said under my breath, peering into the darkness.
Don't think
about what has to be, Max. Think about what is.
I set my jaw. Can't you just tell
me stuff straight out? I thought. Why did everything have to be like,
"What is the sound of one hand clapping" and all?
But okay. What was here, then?
I closed my eyes and just sensed where I was, consciously letting any
impression at all come to me. I felt like such a total dweeb.
Then I just walked forward, eyes
shut, trying to sense where we should go. Instinctively, I felt I should stop.
So I stopped. I looked down.
There, at my feet, was the dim
outline of a large rusted grate.
Well, aren't you special, I
told myself. "It's over here," I called.
The grate pulled up easily, its
screws disintegrating into rusty powder as Fang, Iggy, and I pulled. It came
loose, and we set it aside.
Below it was a manhole with rusted
U-shaped handholds set into one side. I lowered myself over the edge and
started climbing down into the sewer system of New York City.
What a destiny.
Finally, I had to ask the Voice a
question. HAD TO ASK. Am I going to die? Is that what this is all about?
There was a pause, a long one,
really agonizing, the worst.
Then the Voice decided to answer. Yes,
Max, you are going to die. Just like everybody else.
Thank you, Confucious.
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This may
surprise you, but the sewer system of a burg with eight million people is even
less delightful than you might imagine. We climbed down the manhole one by one
and ended up standing on a grimy tiled ledge maybe two feet wide. Above us, the
tunnel curved around, some fourteen feet across, and below our ledge was a
swiftly moving current of filthy wastewater.
"Bleah," said Nudge.
"This is so gross. When we get out of here, I want someone to spray me
with, like, disinfectant."
Angel stuffed Celeste up under her
shirt.
"Max?" said the Gasman.
"Are those, um, rats?"
Lovely. "Yes, those do appear
to be either rats or mice on steroids," I said briskly, trying not to
shriek and climb the walls like a girly-girl.
"Jeez," said Iggy with
disgust. "You'd think they'd want to live in a park or something."
Ahead of us was a four-way
intersection of tunnels, like a big cross. I hesitated, then
turned left. Several minutes later, I stopped, completely and utterly without a
clue.
Hello, Voice? I thought. A
little help here, please.
I had no hope that the Voice would
respond, but if it did, it would probably say something like, If a tree falls
in a forest, does it still—
I looked down, then sucked in my
breath so fast I almost choked. / was standing on a translucent platform
suspended high over the sewer system. I wanted to scream, feeling
off-balance and scared. Below me I could see another Max, looking like a deer
caught in headlights, and the rest of the flock staring at me. Fang reached out
and took the other Max's arm, and I felt it, but no one was with me.
When are you going to trust me, Max?
said the Voice. When are you going to trust yourself?
"Maybe when I don't feel
completely bonkers," I snarled.
I swallowed hard and tried to get a
grip. Tentatively, I glanced down again at the translucent surface. As I
watched, faint lines of light tracked the path behind us, where we'd already been.
Then the lines continued through the tunnels, like a neon This Way sign.
Quickly, I glanced up but saw only
the yucky yellow-tiled arch covered with mold—no glass ceiling. Fang was still
holding my arm, looking at me intently.
I gave him an embarrassed smile.
"You must be so sick of looking at me with concern."
"It is getting
stale," he said. "What happened? This time, I mean."
"I don't even want to
explain," I said, wiping clammy sweat off my
forehead. "You'd have me committed to a madhouse."
I stepped carefully around him and
led the others forward. Some sections of the tunnel were lit dimly from open
grates high above us, other parts were dark and dismal. But I was never lost,
never uncertain, and after what felt like miles, I stopped again because it
felt like it was time to. 'Cause, like, the feng shui was right, you know? Ugh.
As we stood staring around ourselves
in the darkness, avoiding our chittering little rat friends, I saw why we were
there.
Set into one cruddy, disgusting
sewer wall was an almost completely hidden gray metal door.
"We're here, gang. We made
it."
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Don't get too
excited. The door was locked, of course.
"Okay, guys," I said
softly. "Can any of us open locks with our minds? Speak up now."
No one could.
"Iggy, then." I moved out
of the way and pulled him gently to the door. His sensitive fingers reached out
and skimmed the door, feeling its almost indistinguishable edges, hovering
around the keyhole. Like someone was going to come down here with a key.
"Okay," Iggy muttered. He
pulled his little lock-picking kit out of his pocket, as I knew he would. Even
though I had confiscated it for forever only two months ago, after he
picked the lock on my closet at home.
Home. Don't even think about it. You
no longer have a home. You're home-less.
Carefully, Iggy selected a tool,
changed his mind, took out another one. Angel shifted from foot to foot,
looking nervously at the rats, who were
growing creepily curious about us.
"They're going to bite
us," she whispered, clutching my hand, patting Celeste through her grimy
shirt. "I can read their minds too."
"No, sweetie," I said
softly. "They're just afraid of us. They've never seen such huge, ugly . .
. creatures before, and they want to check us out."
I was rewarded with a tiny smile.
"We're ugly to them. Right."
It took Iggy three minutes, which
was a personal record for him, breaking the old four-and-a-half-minute record
required by the three locks on my closet.
Iggy, Fang, and I gripped the edge
of the door with our fingernails and pulled—there was no doorknob. Slowly,
slowly, the immensely heavy door creaked open.
Revealing a long, dark, endless
staircase ahead of us. Going down. Of course.
"Yeah, this is what we
needed," Fang muttered. "A staircase going down to the Dark
Place."
Iggy blew out his breath, less than
thrilled. "You first, Max."
I put my foot on the first step.
You're on your own now, Max, said my
Voice. See you later.
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My headache
was back, worse than before. "Let's keep it moving," I called over my
shoulder.
Unlike the sewer, there wasn't even
far-off light on the stairs, so it was pitch black. Fortunately, we could all
see pretty well in the dark. Especially Iggy.
The steps seemed endless, and there
was no handrail. I guess whoever built this wasn't too concerned with safety.
"Do you know what you're
doing?" Fang asked softly.
"We're approaching our
destination," I said, descending into the darkness. "We're homing in
on the answers we've dreamed about getting our whole lives."
"We're doing what your Voice
has told us to do," he said.
I was wary. "Yeah? The Voice
has been okay so far, right?"
There was a bottom at last.
"Here we are," I said, my heart pounding.
"There's a wall in front of
you," said Iggy.
I reached out in the blackness, and
a few feet away, my outstretched fingers touched a wall, then a door, then a doorknob.
"Door," I said. "Might need you, Iggy."
I turned the knob, just to see, and
lo and behold—the door began to open.
We were all silent. The door swung
all the way open without a sound, and a gentle wash of fresh, cool air wafted
over us. After the fetid, dank stench of the sewers, it was amazing.
Feeling like Alice in Wonderland
falling down the rabbit hole, I stepped forward, my filthy shoes sinking into
thick carpet. Yes, carpet.
Dim lights showed me another door,
and, almost shrieking with tension, I opened it.
This all suddenly seemed horribly
easy, suspiciously easy, scarily easy.
We went through this second door,
then stopped and stared.
We were in a lab, a lab just like
the one back at the School, thousands of miles away in California.
"We're in the Institute,"
I said.
"Uhm, is that a good thing?"
asked Gazzy.
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"Holy [insert
a swear word of your choice here]," Fang said, stunned.
"No kidding," I said.
There were banks of computers taller than me. And tables with first-class lab
equipment. Dry-erase boards covered with diagrams—many of which I'd seen during
my brain attacks. Things were in "sleep" mode, quietly humming but
not working—it wasn't yet dawn.
We wove our way among the tables,
trying to take it all in while quaking in our boots. I knew there were Erasers
in this building—I could feel them.
Then I saw one computer still on,
its screen bright, data being processed as we watched. This could be it—our
chance to find out about our past, our parents, the whole amazing enchilada.
"Okay, guys," I said
quietly. "Fan out, stay on guard, watch my back. I mean it! I'm going to
try to hack in."
I climbed on the lab stool in front
of the counter and grabbed the computer mouse.
Password?
I cracked my knuckles, making Fang
wince. Well, it could only be about a hundred million different things, I
thought. How hard could it be?
I started typing.
I won't bore you with the whole list
of what was rejected. I was thankful that the system didn't lock me out after
three bad tries. But "School," "Batchelder,"
"Mother," "Eraser," "Flock," and a whole lot of
others didn't cut it.
"This is pointless," I
said, my nerves frayed.
"What's wrong, Max?" Nudge
asked softly, coming to stand close to me.
"Who am I kidding?" I
said. "There's no way for me to crack the password. We've come all this
way for nothing. I'm such a loser! I can't stand it!"
Nudge leaned closer and touched the
monitor with a finger, angling it so she could see better. She read the screen,
her lips moving silently. I wanted to push her away, but I didn't want to be
pointlessly mean.
Nudge closed her eyes.
"Nudge?" I asked.
Her hand fanned out on the monitor,
as if pressing closer for warmth.
"Hello?" I said.
"What are you doing?"
"Um, try big x, little
/, little n, big p, the number seven, big o, big h, little
j, and the number four," she said in a whisper.
I stared at her. Across the room,
Fang was watching us, and my eyes met his.
Quickly, before I forgot, I typed in
what she'd said, seeing the letters show up as small dots in the password box.
I hit Enter, and the computer
whirred to life, a list of icons popping up on the left-hand side of the
screen.
We were in.
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I stared at
Nudge, and she opened her eyes slowly. A bright smile crossed her face.
"Did it work?"
"Yeah, it worked," I said,
stunned. "Where'd you get it?"
"The computer," she said,
looking pleased. "Like, when I touched it." She reached out and
touched it again. "I can see the person who works here. It's a woman, with
frizzy red hair. She drinks way too much coffee. She typed in the password, and
I can feel it."
"Wow," I said. "Touch
something else." Nudge went to the next chair and put her hand on it. She
closed her eyes and, a few moments later, smiled. "A guy sits here. A
baldie. He bites his nails. He went home early yesterday." Opening her
eyes, she looked at me happily. "I have a new skill!" she said.
"I can do something new! This is so cool!"
"Good for you, Nudge," I
said. "You saved our butts here."
Trying to focus despite this latest
mind-blowing development, I skimmed icons and right-clicked my way into
Explore. I searched for "avian," "School,"
"genetics" . . .
Then, oh, my God . . . document
files filled the screen.
My fingers flew across the keyboard,
searching out names, dates, anything I could think of to make a connection.
Origins. That looked
promising, and I clicked on it. My eyes raced down the lines of text—and my
throat closed. I almost went into shock on the spot.
I saw our names, names of
hospitals, names of towns—even what looked like names of parents. Then I saw pictures
of adults that seemed to go with the names. Were these our parents? They had to
be. Oh, God, oh, God. This was it! This was exactly what we needed!
I hit Print, and pages
started spewing out of the printer.
"What are you doing?" Fang
asked, coming over.
"I think maybe I found
something," I said breathlessly. I knew we shouldn't stop to look over the
amazing pages here. "I'm going to print it, and then we should get the
heck out of here. Start getting the others together."
I grabbed pages as they came out,
folding them up and cramming them into all my pockets. I didn't even know how
many there were, but finally the printer stopped. I was bursting to tell the
others everything, but I didn't. I bit the inside of my cheek until it hurt.
See why I'm the leader?
"Come on!" I said
urgently. "Let's split! Let's go!"
"Uh, just a second, Max,"
said the Gasman, sounding really, really weird.
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The Gasman
was standing by a fabric-covered wall, and with typical curiosity, he had
pulled the fabric aside. Slowly, we walked over to him, six sets of eyes opened
wide as saucers.
When I was two feet away, my heart
slammed to a halt inside my chest. I put my hand over my mouth to keep from
screaming. Angel did scream, until Fang cupped a hand over her mouth.
Behind the curtain was a glass wall.
Okay, no biggie.
But behind the glass was another lab
room, with lab stations, computers, and . . . cages.
Cages with sleeping forms in them.
Child-size forms.
Dozens of them.
Mutants.
Just like us.
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I couldn't
speak. My gaze raked the glass wall, and I saw a small pad at eye level. I went
over and pressed it in that cute don't-think-it-through way I have.
The glass wall opened, and we tiptoed
through, our nerves as taut as rubber bands.
Sure enough, there were mutant kids
sleeping in cages and in large dog crates. It brought my awful, gut-twisting
childhood whooshing back to me, and I felt on the verge of having a panic
attack. I'd forgotten about my headache for maybe a minute, but now it was
back, throbbing as if my brain was getting ready to blow.
Angel was looking sadly into one
cage, and I went to her. Out of hundreds of genetic experiments, only we and
the Erasers had been at all viable—as far as I knew. The two little creatures
asleep on their cage floor were clearly horrible failures and probably couldn't
last much longer. What with some of their vital organs on the outside of
their
bodies and all. Kidneys, bowels, a heart. Oh, the poor babies.
"This is pathetic," Fang
whispered, and I turned to see him looking at a large cat, like a serval or a
margay. I'd never seen a real animal in one of the labs before. Just as I was
wondering what its deal was, it woke up, blinked sleepily, then turned over and
dozed off again.
I swallowed really, really hard. It
had human eyes. And when I examined its paws more closely, I saw humanlike
fingers beneath the retractable claws. Jiminy Christmas.
Glancing over, I saw Angel reading
the card tacked to another small cage. Its doglike occupant was running in its
sleep. "Hi, doggie," Angel whispered. "Hi, little doggie. You
look like Toto. From The Wizard of OzT
I went over to Nudge, who was
standing stiffly beside a cage. I looked in.
This one had wings.
I caught Fang's gaze, and he came
over. When he saw the bird kid, he sighed and shook his head. I actually saw
sadness and tenderness in his eyes. It made me want to hug Fang. But I didn't,
of course.
"You know, we can't save them all,"
he told me softly.
"I'm supposed to save the whole
world, remember?" I whispered back. "Well, I'm gonna start with these
guys."
There you go, Max, said the
Voice. That's the difference between you and Fang.
Don't you
dare say anything bad about Fang, I thought. He's usually right.
He's probably right about this now.
Is it important to be right or is it
important to do what's right? That's one of the hardest lessons to learn.
Okay, whatever. I'm really busy
right now. "Start popping latches," I whispered to Iggy, who
whispered to the Gasman, and so on.
I opened a cage and gently shook the
creature inside awake. "Get ready to run," I whispered. "We're
getting you out of here." The poor baby looked back at me
uncomprehendingly.
Several creatures were awake and
pressing against their cage bars, making weird noises I'd never heard before.
We moved as fast as we could, opening doors. Finally, most of the prisoners
were free, standing around, looking at the entrance to the lab with confusion
or fear.
One cage held a large child who was
gripping the bars. Fine features said this was probably a female. She had
wings—I could see them tucked tight against her sides. She was older than the other
winged child we'd seen.
I quickly unlatched the door to her
cage. I jumped back when I heard a voice.
"Who are you? Why are you doing
this?" she whispered.
"Kids don't belong in
cages," I said to her. Then I called out in a loud voice, "Okay,
everybody. Let's blow this joint."
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"This
way!" Nudge said, attempting to herd the mutants out of the lab.
"Don't be afraid."
"I hear voices," Iggy
said. "Be very afraid."
"Let's move it!" I
ordered. My heart was pounding— what was I doing? Was I going to take
care of all these kids? I could barely manage the ones I had.
I would think about that tomorrow.
"Nudge! Fang! Angel!" I
called. "Out, out, out!"
They zipped past me, urging the
others, and then we ran through the first door and across the deep carpeting to
the second door. "Up the stairs!"
I didn't have Iggy's hearing, but I
felt, sensed, that our little liberation party was about to be discovered. And
that would be bad.
Plan ahead, Max. Think it out. Think
on your feet.
Yes, Voice. Okay, we had steps, then
sewer—I practically pushed the others up the dark stairs, one, two, three . . .
One of the mutant kids freaked out and curled up in a
ball, whimpering. I snatched it in one arm and kept climbing, two steps at a
time. In my mind, I pictured the route we had to take.
Up ahead, Fang shoved open the last
door, the one into the tunnel, and we all poured out after him, moving from
cool, fresh air to a hot, fetid dampness that made my nose wrinkle.
"Where are we?" asked the
bird girl we'd freed. She looked about ten years old and was one of the few who
would speak.
"Sewer system, under a big
city," I said shortly. "On our way out to fresh air and
sunlight."
"But not just yet," Ari
hissed from behind. "First we need to chat, Maximum. You and I. For old
times' sake."
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I went still
and saw the bird girl's eyes widen in fear too. Did she know Ari? Slowly,
I handed her the small whimpering mutant in my arms, then turned.
"Back again? What are you doing
here?" I asked. "I thought Dad was keeping you on a short
leash."
His hands curled into clawed fists.
I needed time. Behind me, I made
"run!" motions with one hand. "So what happened, Ari?" I
said, keeping his attention on me. "Who took care of you when Jeb left
with us?"
His eyes narrowed, and I saw his
canines growing visibly longer. "The whitecoats. Don't worry about it; I
was in good hands. The best. Somebody was looking out for me."
I frowned,
wondering—"Ari, did Jeb give them permission to Eraserfy you or did
someone just do it while he was gone?"
Ari's heavily muscled body quivered
with rage. "What do you care? You're so perfect, the one successful
recombinant.
And I'm nobody, remember? I'm the boy who was left behind."
Despite everything, despite the fact
that I could cheerfully have kicked his teeth in for what he had done to Fang,
I did feel a pang of pity for Ari. It was true—once we were out of the School,
I'd never given him a second thought. I didn't think about why Jeb had left him
or what had happened to him.
"Someone did terrible things to
you because Jeb wasn't there to protect you," I said quietly.
"Shut up!" he growled.
"You don't know anything! You're dumb as a brick!"
"Maybe not. Someone wanted to
see if Erasers would last longer if they didn't start from infancy," I
went on. Ari was trembling now, his hands clenching and unclenching
convulsively. "You were three years old, and they grafted DNA into you and
they got a superEraser. Right?"
Suddenly, Ari lunged and swung out
with one clubbed paw. Even with my speed-record reflexes, he managed to cuff my
cheek hard enough to spin me against the gross tunnel wall. Something like pus
stuck to my face.
I sucked in a breath, accepting that
I was about to get the stuffing beat out of me. Ol’ Jeb, though clearly an
agent of the devil, had taught us the useful art of street fighting. Never
fight fair—that's not how you win. Use every dirty trick you can. Expect pain.
Expect to get hurt. If you're surprised by the pain, you just lost.
I turned slowly back toward Ari.
"Out in the real world, you should be in second grade," I said,
tasting salty blood inside my mouth. "If Jeb had protected you."
"Out in the real world, you
would have been killed for the disgusting mutant freak you are."
Now the gloves were off. "And
you're a . . . what?" I asked in mock polite confusion. "Face
it, Ari. You're not just a big, hairy seven-year-old. You're much more of an
obvious mutant freak than I am. And your own father let it happen."
"Shut up!" Ari yelled
furiously.
I couldn't help it—I felt bad for
him for a second.
But only for a second.
"You see, Ari," I said
conversationally, then launched myself at him with a roundhouse kick that would
have caved in the chest of an ordinary man. Ari merely staggered.
Staggered back a half-step. Not even
a full one.
He cuffed me again, and I saw
circles and stars. He punched me in the stomach. My God, he was as strong as a
team of oxen. That would be strong, right?
"You're dead meat," Ari
growled. "I mean that literally."
Then he surged toward me, claws out—and
he slipped.
His boot slid on the slimy tunnel
ledge and he fell heavily to his back. So hard I could hear the wind knocked
out of him, a mighty gush of air.
"Get them out of here! " I shouted at
Fang, barely turning my head, then instantly dropped my full weight onto Ari's
chest.
I could hear my heart and feel
adrenaline snaking through me, turning me into Supergirl. I remembered that Ari
had hurt Fang bad out at the beach—and he'd enjoyed it.
Ari struggled to get up, wheezing
like a large animal with pneumonia, trying to push me off. I grabbed his head
with both hands, my face twisted with fury.
But he got away from me. He was so
fast, faster than I was.
Ari punched me again, and I thought
I heard a rib crack. He was taking me apart bit by bit. Why did he hate me so?
Why did all of the Erasers hate us?
"Yes, Maximum, I am enjoying
this. I want it to last a long, long time."
I was his pummeling bag now, and
there was nothing I could do about it. You can't imagine the hurt and pain, or
his strength, or the fury aimed at me.
The only thing saving me from
destruction was the slippery footing in the tunnel, the grime under his feet.
Just then Ari lost his balance
again, and I saw the smallest opening. A chance, at least.
I kicked him once more, this time in
the throat. Solid, a good one.
Ari gagged and started to go down. I
threw myself at him, grabbing his head, and we fell as one in slow motion. He
was huge, heavy, and we dropped like lead. Wham! Butt, back, head. . . I held
on tight—as Ari's neck slammed against the hard side of the tunnel. I heard a
horrible, stomach-turning crack that vibrated up my arms. Ari and I
stared at each other in shock.
"You really hurt me," he
gasped rawly, terrible surprise in his voice. "I wouldn't hurt you. Not
like this." Then his head flopped down, and Ari went totally limp. His
eyes rolled up and the whites showed.
"Max?" Iggy was trying to
sound calm. "What was that?"
"I—I. . ." I gulped,
sitting on Ari's barrel chest, still holding his head, "I think I broke
his neck."
I gulped again, feeling like I might
be sick. "I think he's dead."
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We heard
angry voices and heavy, pounding footsteps on the stairs above us.
No time to think, to try and make
sense out of what had just happened.
I jumped off Ari's lifeless body and
grabbed Angel's hand. Angel grabbed Iggy, and we started running with Nudge and
the Gasman right behind us. I was aching everywhere, but I ran. I ran like the
dickens, whatever that is. I saw no sign of Fang and the other mutants— they'd
already gone.
"Fly!" I shouted,
dropping Angel's hand, and she instantly leaped out over the sewer water,
snapping her wings open and pushing down hard. Her sneakers dipped into the
water, but then she rose again and flew off down the tunnel, her white wings a
beacon in the darkness. The Gasman went next, looking freaked out and pale, and
Iggy took off after him.
I heard a booming voice.
"He was my son! "
Jeb's anguished cry echoed horribly
after me, bouncing off the stone walls, coming at me from all angles. I felt
short of breath. Had I really killed Ari? Made him die? It all seemed
surreal—the sewer, the files, the mutants, Ari. . . Was I dreaming?
No. I was painfully awake, painfully
myself, painfully right here, right now.
I turned and looked back at Jeb, the
man who'd been my hero once upon a time.
"Why are you doing this?"
I shouted at the top of my voice. "Why this game? This test? Look at what
you've done."
Jeb stared at me, and I remembered
clearly when he was like my father, the only one I trusted. Who had he really
been back then? Who was he now?
Suddenly, he changed gears
completely. He wasn't yelling anymore. "Max, you want answers to the
secrets of life, and that's not how it works. Not for anybody, not even you.
I'm your friend. Never forget that."
"I already have!" I
yelled, then turned away, leaving Jeb behind.
"Take a right!" I shouted
at Angel, and she did, swerving gracefully into a larger tunnel.
Just as I swerved after her, almost
crashing into a wall because I banked too late, I heard one last, haunting cry.
Jeb had changed his tone again—he was screaming at me, and I pictured his red
face, red as a stop sign.
"You killed your own brother!"
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Jeb's
horrifying words echoed in my head again and again, the meaning and
consequences seeming worse each time. You killed your own brother. Could
that be true? How? Or was this just more theater? Part of my test?
Somehow, we made it up to the
street, where Fang was waiting. I felt faint, like I'd been hit by a truck, but
I forced myself to keep moving. I remembered what was stuffed in my pockets.
Names, addresses, pictures—of our parents?
"Where are the other kids? The
mutants?" I asked Fang. So much was going on now. It was hard to keep it
all straight, but it had to be done, so I did it.
"The girl with wings took
them." He shrugged. "She didn't want to stay with us. Wouldn't take
no for an answer. Sound like anyone you know?"
I waved him off—I didn't want to
talk about it now, didn't want to talk about anything.
I could still see Ari's eyes rolling
back, could hear his neck snapping.
"Just walk. Keep walking,"
I said, and started to limp forward. "Walk the walk."
It was almost two minutes later that
I realized Angel was carrying something besides Celeste.
"Angel?" I stopped in the
middle of the sidewalk. "What's that?"
Something small and black and furry
squirmed under her arm.
"It's
my dog," said Angel, and her chin went stiff, like it always did when she
was about to get stubborn.
"Your what?" Fang said,
peering at the object in question.
We all gathered around Angel, but
then I remembered how conspicuous we were. "Let's move," I muttered.
"But this discussion isn't over, Angel."
In Battery Park, down at the tip of
Manhattan, a small, abandoned band shell was almost completely hidden by
overgrown rhododendrons and yew bushes. We huddled under its shelter as the
rain washed dust off the city. I was wiped. I felt like I had absolutely
nothing left.
"Okay," I said, sitting up
straighter, trying to put energy into my voice. "Angel, explain the
dog."
"He's my dog," she said
firmly, not looking at me. "From the Institute."
Fang sent me a look that said, If
you let her keep this dog, I will kill you.
"Angel, we cannot have a
dog with us," I said sternly.
The dog wiggled out of her arms to
sit at her side. It looked pretty normal as far as I could tell. Its bright,
black
doggy eyes shone at me, and it was grinning in a friendly way. Its short,
stumpy tail was wagging. Its nose sniffed the air happily, excited by all the
new scents in the world.
Angel gathered the dog to her. The
Gasman edged closer to look at it.
"And besides, you have
Celeste," I pointed out.
"I love Celeste," Angel
said loyally. "But I couldn't leave Total behind."
"Total?" Iggy asked.
"That's what his card
said," Angel explained.
"Totally a mutant dog who will
probably turn on us and kill us in our sleep," Fang said.
The dog cocked his head to one side,
his grin fading a moment. Then his tail wagged again, insult forgotten.
Fang looked at me: I got to be the
bad cop and lay down the law.
"Angel," I began
cajolingly. "We can't always feed ourselves. We're on the run. It's
dangerous out here. It's all we can do to deal with us."
Angel set her jaw and looked at her
sneakers. "He's the most wonderful dog in the whole wide world," she
said. "So there."
I looked at Fang helplessly.
"Angel," he said severely.
She looked up at him with wide blue eyes, her face grubby, clothes filthy,
cornrows all fuzzy.
"The first time you don't take
care of him, boom, he's out," Fang said. "Understood?"
Angel's face lit up, and she threw
herself into Fang's arms while I gaped at him. He hugged
Angel back, then caught my expression. He shrugged and let Angel go.
"She made Bambi eyes at
me," he whispered. "You know I can't resist it when she does Bambi
eyes."
"Total!" Angel cried.
"You can stay!"
She hugged the small wiggling black
body, then drew back to beam at him. Total gave a happy yip, then made an
excited leap.
And our jaws dropped. We all stared
in disbelief. Total almost hit the top of the band shell, about sixteen feet
above us.
"Oh," said Angel, and
Total landed, almost bottomed out, then jumped up again and licked her face.
"Yeah, oh," I said.
133
That night we
made a small camp fire and sat near the water in a part of New York called
Staten Island. We were licking our wounds. Especially me. I hurt all over. But
I was also unbelievably excited about what I'd found at the Institute.
"Okay, we're all safe, all together."
I took a deep breath and slowly released it. "We found the Institute and maybe
we got exactly what we went there for. Guys, I found names, addresses, even
pictures of people who might be our parents."
I could see surprise, shock,
incredible excitement on all of their faces, but also hints of fear and
trepidation. Can you imagine what it's like to meet your parents when you're
somewhere between six and fourteen? I sure couldn't.
"What are you waiting on?"
asked Iggy. "The envelope, please. Open it, already. Then somebody
tell me what it says."
I felt a trembling sense of elation
as I started pulling out the pages I'd taken from the Institute. Here were the
answers to the mysteries of our lives, right? The others gathered around me, leaning
over my shoulders, helping me smooth the printed pages flat without smearing
the ink.
"Max, what did Jeb mean—you
killed your brother?" Nudge asked out of the blue. The question was so
typical of her—off in her own world again. "He didn't mean that Ari was
your brother, did he? You guys weren't—I mean, triple yuk—"
I held up my hand, trying not to
shriek from bottled-up emotion. "I don't know, Nudge," I said,
forcing myself to sound calm. "I can't think about it right now. Let's
read these pages. When someone gets to something interesting, yell." I
handed out the wrinkled stacks.
"Who's your daddy?" crowed
the Gasman. "Who's your mommy?"
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Angel started
reading slowly, sounding out words. 'This doesn't make sense to me," she
said after about ten seconds.
Then the Gasman sat up. "Here I
am!" he shouted. "Here I am!"
"Let me see, Gazzy."
The Gasman handed me his stack and I
pored over it. Sure enough, I found his name: "F28246eff (the
Gasman)." My heart nearly stopped.
"Here's an address!" I
said, tracing my finger down a page. "It's in Virginia!"
"I've got an address too, and
some names," said Fang. "And my name. And, oh man, there are
pictures."
"Let us see, let us see!"
Everybody gathered around Fang, and
even though he's usually Mr. Calm, Cool, and Collected, he was shaking. We all
were. I myself was trembling like the temp had dipped about fifty degrees.
Nudge was pointing at a photocopy in
Fang's hand. It showed a man and woman who seemed to be in their thirties.
"He looks just like you, Fang. And so does she. They've got to be your mom
and dad! No doubt."
Her voice choked up, and suddenly we
were all crying, except Fang, of course, who just muttered, "Maybe, maybe
not."
Then everybody was looking through
the pages, searching for their parents. Nobody made a sound. Until—
"Here they are! My mom and
dad!" Gazzy shouted. "One sixty-seven Cortlandt Lane in Alexandria,
Virginia! Angel, look! This is them. It's totally amazing. It's a miracle. They
look like me! And you too, Angel!"
Angel stared at the picture silently
for a moment, and then her face crumpled and she was sobbing. I instantly
reached out and held her small body close, stroking her hair. Angel's usually
no softie, and when I felt her shake with sobs, my chest ached with her pain.
Talk about your Kodak moment. Or Fuji. Whatever.
"There's lots of numbers and
nonsense printed all over these pages too," Fang said, bringing me back to
the here and now.
I saw the same thing. "Why
scramble just some of the information? It doesn't make sense."
"Who cares?" Gazzy yelled
happily. "I found my mom and dad! YAA-HOO! I take back being mad at
them!"
Fang, Gazzy, and Angel had hit the
jackpot, but so far, Iggy and I hadn't. And Nudge still wasn't sure if her
'rents were out west or not.
"Iggy! Iggy! Your mom! Oh,
aww—. Says your dad is deceased," the Gasman reported.
"Sorry about your dad. But your mom looks neat." He started to describe
her out loud.
So then there was just one outsider,
only one of us without a mom and dad in the files from the Institute. You
guessed it: moi. I still belonged to nobody, nowhere.
I'd like to say that I'm such a good
person, such a team player, that I didn't feel totally left out, heartachey,
just about ripped apart and destroyed—but I really am trying to get the lying
under control. I did feel all those terrible things, and a whole lot more.
But I put on a brave face, and
smiled, and oohed and aahed and reread files, being happy for my guys—who, face
it, hadn't had much happiness yet in their hard, short, weird lives.
But my mind-like-a-steel-trap
couldn't let something go. "So why scramble this other information?"
I finally asked again. Just to say something else, to put myself somewhere
besides the throne of pain.
"Maybe it's information the
whitecoats never wanted anyone to find out," Fang said in the hollow Twilight
Zone-y voice he used sometimes when things got unusually weird—as opposed
to regular weird.
"Like—funding," I said,
thinking. "Or hospitals who gave them babies. Other messed-up scientists
who help them. Like the keys to the whole Evil Empire."
"Holy Joe," said Iggy,
sitting up excitedly. "If we had that stuff, we could blow them wide open!
We could send it to a newspaper. That fat guy could make a movie—like Bowling
for Columbine or something."
My heart did flip-flops just
thinking about it.
"I don't care about that
stuff," said Nudge. "I just want to find my mom and dad once and for
all. Wait, wait! This is me!" Holding her breath, she examined the
information surrounding N88034gnh (Monique). "Know what?" Nudge
quickly glanced from page to page. "All these addresses are in Virginia
and Maryland and Washington, DC. That's all kind of close together, isn't it?
Plus, DC is where the government is, right?"
“This is the coolest thing ever," said Iggy, a far-off look
coming over his face. "First we meet our parents. Joyful reunion, hugs, kisses.
Then we go destroy the School, the Institute, all those sons of b— I mean, all
those jerks who messed us up. That would be so great. Like, we could wipe out
the Erasers, all of 'em, at once. Way cool!"
"So what are we going to
do?" the Gasman asked, suddenly very serious. "For real?"
"I want to do whatever Max
does," said Angel. "And so do Celeste and Total."
Total wriggled, hearing his name,
and licked Angel's hand. Whatever had been done to him at the Institute, he
didn't seem to be holding any grudges. Now he licked Celeste.
That poor bear needed a bath in a
big way. We all did. I looked at the troops. We were safe, for now. We were
together. A wave of thankfulness came over me.
"We go to DC," I said
finally. "And take baths. And start tracking your parents down. We have
all their addresses, right?"
"Woo-hoo!" the Gasman
shouted, slapping Iggy high five, taking him by surprise.
I smiled at them. I loved them all
so much and I wanted them to be happy. I could do this for them. But inside, I
felt as if black holes were eating through my chest. I had killed someone
today. Maybe my own brother. Now we were going to start finding out about our
pasts, maybe the meaning of our lives, and I didn't know if that's what I
wanted. And only partly because I had no idea who my mother and father were.
But none of that mattered, right?
These guys were my family. I owed it to them to try to help their dreams come
true.
Even if it killed me.
Very late that night, or maybe it
was early in the morning, I tried to talk to the Voice. Maybe, just maybe, it
would deign to answer me.
I have two questions for
you, okay ? Just two questions. No, make that three questions. Okay. Where are my
mom and dad? How come I'm the only one with no files at all? Why am I having
these terrible headaches? And who are you? Are you an enemy that's inside me?
Or are you my friend?
The Voice came right back to me: That's
more than three questions, Max. And sometimes whether someone is your friend or
enemy is all in how you look at it. But if you must know, I consider myself
your friend, a good friend who loves you very much. No one loves you more than
I do, Maximum. Now listen. I ask the questions, not you. You're just here, and
the Voice actually chuckled,/or the ride. For the incredible, indescribable
Maximum Ride.
EPILOGUE
There's
nothing in the whole wide world like flying in the early morning, say around
sixish.
At fifteen thousand feet, I could
still make out the colors of cars inching along the New Jersey Turnpike below
us. It felt fabulous to be wheeling in the air again, stretching my wings out
fully, working out the soreness. We were flying in loose formation, coasting in
one another's air wakes, smiling at nothing. We were happy to be together in
the sky, way above the world that held our mysteries and our pain.
Total seemed to like the wind
whistling through his fur, and the altitude didn't seem to be bothering his
breathing yet. I knew the others were excited about finding their parents, and
I knew that I was going down that road with them, to the end of the line.
Fang glanced over at me, his face
smooth and impassive, though I could almost feel the anticipation rolling off
his feathers. I smiled at him, and his dark eyes lit.
Fang. I had to do some thinking
about him.
Me. I had to do some thinking about
me too.
When we got to Washington DC, it
would be either incredibly great or a totally heartbreaking disaster. Iggy
thought that meeting their parents would be our ticket to safety and freedom
and happiness. I wasn't that naive.
Knowledge is a terrible burden, Max,
said my Voice. I sighed. Still with us.
It's a two-edged sword, the Voice
went on. It might help you, but it might put you in danger greater than
anything you've faced so far.
Gotcha. But I had to do it anyway.
Max—you have
a bigger mission than finding the flock's parents. Focus on helping the whole
world, not just your friends.
I held my wings steady, coasting for
a long, long way on a warm updraft. It was like floating on a cloud, the best
feeling you can imagine. I wish you could try it with me. Maybe next time.
You know, Voice, I thought
finally, my friends are my world.
Remember what I said at the very beginning?
Now, I am giving you a choice:
You can put the book down now--
but you'll just have some of the story'
Look other places for more of it.
Dig even deeper, and you could become part
of it.
The web of answers is out there.
If you can find the portal.
Be careful. And don't say I did warn you.
Max
The following are postings from
Fang's blog.
www.maximumride.blogspot.com
The discovery that he and Nudge made
is hugely important and definately
deserves to be a part of this book.
Check it out.
Max