GENERATION
WARRIORS
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Chapter
One
On the
FSP Fleet heavy cruiser Zaid-Dayan
"We
have resources they don't know about," Sassinak said, and not for the
first time. It did not reassure her.
The
convivial mood in which Sassinak and Lunzie had first made their plans to
combine forces against the planet pirates had long since evaporated. They had
been carried by the euphoria following the incredible Thek cathedral which had
dispensed right justice to Captain Cruss who had illegally landed a
heavyworlder colony transport ship on the planet Ireta, right under the bows of
Sassinak's pursuing cruiser. The Thek conference had elicited considerable fascinating
information about the Captain's superiors. Apart from sorting out the problem
of which race "owned" Ireta, the Thek had departed without reference
to bringing the perpetrators of planet pirating to a similar justice.
Neither
Sassinak nor Lunzie felt they would be lucky enough to obtain more support from
the Thelcs, even if that long-lived race were the oldest of the space-faring
species. Theks rarely interfered with members of the various ephemeral species
that they had discovered over the centuries. Only when, as on Ireta, some
ancient plan of their own might be jeopardized would they intervene. As a rule,
Thek permitted all their
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client
races, from the lizard-like Seti, the shape-changing Wefts, the marine Ssli down
to humans, to "dree their ain weirds," No sooner than the Thek had
resolved the matter of Ireta then they had departed, leaving Sassinak and
Lunzie with an irresistible challenge: to seek out and destroy those who
indulged in the most daring sort of piracy—the rape and pillage of entire
planets and the mass enslavement of their legally resident populations. The
problems were immense. Sassinak was too experienced a commander to ignore real
problems, and Lunzie had seen too many good plans go wrong herself. Lunzie,
sprawled comfortably on the white leather cushions in Sassinak's office,
watched her distant ofispring with amusement. She was so young to be so old.
"So
are you," Sassinak retorted.
Lunzie
felt herself reddening.
"There's
no such thing as telepathy," she said. "It's never been demonstrated
under controlled conditions."
"Twins
do it," Sassinak said. "I read that somewhere. And other close
relatives, sometimes. As for you and me . . . nobody knows what that many
deepfreezes have done to your brain, and what my life's done to me. You were
thinking I'm young to be so old, and I was thinking exactly the same thing
about you. You're younger than I am ..."
"Which
doesn't give you the right to play boss," said Lunzie. Then she wished she
hadn't. Sassinak's fece had hardened . . . and of course to her, she did have
the right. She was the captain of her ship, one step below her first star, and
she had ten more years of actual, awake, living-experience age.
"I'm
sorry," Lunzie said quickly. "You are older, and you are the boss ...
I'm just still adjusting."
Sassinak's
quick smile almost reassured her. "Same here. But I do have to be the boss
on this ship. Even if you are my great-great-great, you don't know which pipes
hold what."
"Right.
Point taken. I will be the good little civilian." And try, she thought to
herself, to adjust to having a distant ofispring not only older than herself
but quite a
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bit
tougher. She leaned forward, setting her mug down on the table. "What are
you thinking of doing?"
"What
we need/' said Sass, frowning at nothing, "is a lot more information. The
kind of proof we can bring before the Council meeting, for instance. Take the
Diplo problem. Who's been contacting whom, and whose money paid for that
heavyworlder seedship? Which factions of heavyworlders are involved, and do
they all know what they're doing? Then there's the Paraden family. I have my
own reasons to think they're guilty, root and branch, but no proof. If we could
get someone into position, some social connection ..."
Lunzie
picked up her mug, gulped down the last of her drink, and tried to ignore the
hollow in her belly. Was she about to do something stupid, or brave, or both?
"I
... might be able to help with the Diplo bit."
"You?
How?"
Sassinak
had been thinking of her own heavyworlder friends, but she hated to use any of
them that way. It would be too risky for them if some agent within Fleet caught
on.
"They
don't let many lightweights visit Diplo, but because of their continuing
medical problems, genetic and adaptive, medical researchers and advisors are
welcome. As welcome as lightweights ever are. I'd need a refresher course with
a Master Adept ..."
Sassinak
pursed her lips. "Hmmm. That's reasonable, the refresher part. If anyone
were watching you, they'd expect you to. You've gone a stage or so beyond your
rating, haven't you? And you people go back fairly regularly, once you're in
the Adept rating, so I've heard. ..."
She let
that trail away, in case Lunzie wanted to ofier more information, but wasn't
surprised when Lunzie simply nodded and went on to talk about Diplo.
"Doctors
are expected to ask questions. If I were on a research team, perhaps
statistical survey of birth defects, something like that, I'd have a chance to
talk to lots of people as part of my job."
Sassinak
cocked her head to one side; Lunzie barely stopped herself from making the same
gesture.
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"Are
you sure you're not doing this just to exorcise your own heavyworld demons?
From what you've said ..."
Lunzie
didn't want to go into that again. "I know. I have reason to hate and fear
them. Some of them. But I've also known good ones; I told you about
Zebara." Sassinak nodded, but looked unconvinced. Lunzie went on.
"Besides, 111 have time to talk to the Master Adept renewing my training.
You know enough about Discipline to know that's as good as any psych software.
If a Master says I'm not stable enough to go, 111 let you know."
"YouTl
discuss it with him?" By Sassinak's tone, she wasn't entirely happy with
that.
Lunzie
sighed internally. "Not everything, no. But my going to Diplo, certainly.
There are certain special skills which can make it easier on a
lightweight."
"Just
be sure a Master passes you. This is too important to risk on an emotional
storm, and with the trouble you've had ..."
"I
can handle it." Lunzie let her voice convey the Discipline behind it, and
Sassinak subsided. Not really Impressed, Lunzie noticed, as most people would
be, but convinced for the time being.
"That's
Diplo, then," Sassinak gave a final minute shrug, and went on to the other
problems. "You're going off. And you don't know how long that will take,
either, do you? I thought not. You're going off for a refresher course and a
visit to Diplo, and that leaves us with digging to be done among the suspect
commercial combines, the Seti, and the inner workings of EEC, Fleet, and the
Council. It would be handy if we had our own private counterintelligence network,
but..."
Lunzie
interrupted, feeling smug. "You know Admiral Coromell, don't know?"
Sassinak's
jaw did not drop because she would not let it, but Lunzie could tell she was
surprised. "Do you know Admiral Coromell?"
"Quite
well, yes." Lunzie watched Sassinak struggle with the obvious
implications, and decide not to ask. Or perhaps the implications weren't
obvious to her. By now Coromell would be as old as his father had been;
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Sassinak
would have known him as an old man. Lunzie fought off yet another pang of
sorrow, and concentrated on the present moment. "Coromell actually
recruited me, temporarily, back before the Ambrosia thing."
"Recruited
you!" Was that approval or resentment? Lunzie did not ask, but gave as
brief a synopsis as possible of the circumstances of that recruitment, and what
followed. Sassinak listened without interrupting, her eyes focussed on some
distant vision, and shook her head slightly when Lunzie finished.
"My
dear, I have the feeling we could talk for weeks and you'd still surprise
me." There was nothing in the tone to indicate whether this most recent
surprise had been pleasant or not; Lunzie suspected that respect for Coromell's
stars might be part of Sassinak's reticence. To underscore that reticence,
Sassinak pushed away from her desk. "I feel like stretching my legs, and
you haven't really seen the ship yet. Want a tour?"
"Of
course." Lunzie was as glad to take a break from their intense
conversation. She followed Sassinak out into the passage that led nearly the
length of Main Deck.
"It's
so different," Lunzie said, as Sass led her down the aft ladder to Troop
Deck. She wondered why the walls—bulkheads, she reminded herself—were green
here, and gray above.
"Dtflerent?"
"I
hadn't had time to mention it, but when we were rescued from Ambrosia that
time, the Fleet cruiser that came was this one. The Zaid-Dayan. I never saw the
captain, but it was a woman. That's why I used the name in the cover I gave
Varian and the others back on Ireta. It was a deja-vtt situation, you and this
ship ..."
Sassinak
grunted. "Couldn't have been this ship. Wasn't the Ambrosia rescue before
Ireta and your cold-sleep? Forty years or so back? That must have been the '43
version . . . that ship was lost in combat the year I graduated from the
Academy." She nodded to the squad of marines that had flattened themselves
along the bulkhead to let her by, and waited for Lunzie to catch up.
Lunzie
felt cold all over. Another reminder that she
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had not
grown naturally older, when she would know things, but had simply skipped
decades. "Are you sure? When I heard this was the Zaid-Dayan, with a woman
captain, I thought maybe ..."
Sassinak
shook her head. "I'm not that much older than you. No—the Ambrosia
rescue—we were taught that battle, in TacSim II. That was Graciela
Vinish-Martinez, her first command and a new ship. She caught hell from a Board
of Inquiry at first, bringing it back needing repairs like that, but someone on
Ambrosia, some scout captain or something ..."
"Zebara,"
said Lunzie, hardly breathing.
"Whoever
it was wrote a report that got the Board off her neck. I thought of that when I
had to go before a Board. I saw her." Sassinak's expression was strange,
almost bemused. She punched a button on the bulkhead, and a hatch slid open: a
lift. They entered, and Sassinak pushed another button inside before she said
more. Lunzie waited. "She gave us—the female cadets—a lecture on command
presence for women officers. We all thought that was a stupid topic. We were
muttering about it, going in; the room was empty except for this little old
lady in the corner, looked like the kind of retirement-age warrant officers
that swarmed all around the Academy, doing various jobs no one ever explained.
I hardly glanced at her. She had an old-fashioned clipboard and a marker. We
sat down, wondering how late Admiral Vinish-Martinez was going to be. We knew
better than to chatter, but I have to admit there was a lot of quiet murmuring
going on, and some of it was mine." Sassinak grinned reminiscently.
"Then this little old lady gets up. Nobody saw that; we figured she was
taking roll. Walks around to the front, and we thought maybe she was going to
tell us the Admiral was late or not coming. And then—I swear, Lunzie, not one
of us saw her stars until she wanted us to, when she changed right there in
front of us without moving a muscle. Didn't say a word. Didn't have to. We were
out of our seats and saluting before we realized what had happened."
"And
then?" Lunzie couldn't help asking; she was fascinated.
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"And
then she gave us a big bright smile, and said That, ladies, was a demonstration
of command presence.' And then she walked out, while we were still breathless."
"Mullah!"
"Right.
The whole lecture in one demonstration. We never forgot that one, I can tell
you, and we spent hours trying it on each other to see if we'd learned anything
yet. She said it all: it's not your size or your looks or your strength or how
loud you can yell—it's something else, inside, and if you don't have that, no
amount of size, strength, beauty, or bellowing will do instead." The lift
opened onto a tiny space surrounded by differently colored pipes that gurgled
and hissed. A Sign said "ENVIRONMENTAL LEVEL ONE."
"Adept
Discipline?" asked Lunzie, curious to know what Sass thought.
"Maybe.
For some. You know we have basic classes in it in Fleet. But there has to be a
certain potential or something has to happen later. Certainly the element of
focus is the same ..." Sassinak's voice trailed away; her brow furrowed.
"You
have it," said Lunzie. She had seen the crew's response to Sassinak, and
felt her own—an almost automatic respect and desire to please her.
"Oh
. . . well, yes. Some, at least; I can put the fear of reality into wild young
ensigns. But not like that." She laughed, putting the memory aside.
"For years I wanted to do that ... to be that ..."
"Was
she your childhood idol, then? Were you dreaming about Fleet even before you
were captured?" Was that what had kept her sane?
"Oh,
no. I wanted to be Carin Coldae." Lunzie must have looked as blank as she
felt, for Sassinak said, "I'm sorry—I didn't realize. Forty-three
years—she must not have been a vid star when you were last—I mean ..."
"Don't
worry." Another example of what she'd missed. She hadn't been one to
follow the popularity of vid stars at any time, but the way Sassinak had said
the name, Coldae must have been a household word.
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and Moon
"Just
an adventure star," Sassinak was explaining. "Had fan clubs, posters,
all that. My best friend and I dreamed of having adventures all over the
galaxy, men at our feet..."
"Well,
you seem to have made it," said Lunzie dryly. "Or so your crew let me
know."
Sassinak
actually blushed; the effect was startling. "It's not much like the
daydreams, though. Carin never got a scratch on her, only a few artistically
placed streaks of soot. Sometimes that soot was all she had on, but mostly it
was silver or gold snugsuits, open halfway down her perfect front. She could
toss twenty pirates over her head with one hand, gun down another ten villains
with the other, and belt out her themesong without missing a beat. When I was a
child, it never dawned on me that someone supposedly being starved and beaten
in a thorium mine shouldn't have all those luscious curves. Or that climbing
naked up a volcanic cliff does bad things to long scarlet fingernails."
"Mmm.
Is she still popular?"
"Not
so much. Re-runs will go on forever, at least the classics like Dark of the
Moon and The Iron Chain. She's doing straight dramas now, and politics."
Sassinak grimaced, remembering Dupaynil's revelations about her former idol.
"I've been told she's behind some subversive groups, has been for
years." Then she sighed, and said, "And I dragged you through Troop
Deck without showing you much . . . well This is Environmental, that keeps us
alive."
"I
saw the sign," said Lunzie. She could hear the distant rhythmic throbbing
of pumps. Sassinak patted a plump beige pipe with surprising affection.
"This
was my first assignment out of the Academy. Installing a new environmental
system on a cruiser."
"I
thought you'd have specialists—"
"We
do. But officers in the command track have to be generalists. In theory, a
captain should know every pipe and wire, every chip in every computer, every
bit of equipment and scrap of supplies . , . where it is, how it works, who
should be taking care of it. So we all start
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in one
of the main ships' specialties and rotate through them in our first two
tours."
"Do
you know?" She couldn't, Lunzie was sure, but did she know she didn't
know, or did she think she did?
"Not
all of them, not quite. But more than I did. This one," and she patted it
again, "this one carries carbon dioxide to the buffer tanks; the oxygen
pipes, like all the flammables, are red. And no, you won't see them in this
compartment, because some idiot coming off the lift could have a flame, or the
lift could spark. Since you're a doctor, I thought you'd like to see some of
this ..."
"Oh,
yes."
Luckily
she knew enough not to feel like a complete idiot. Sassinak led her along
low-ceilinged tunnels with pipes hissing and gurgling on either hand, pointing
out access ports to still other plumbing, the squatty cylindrical scrubbers,
the gauges and meters and status lights that indicated exactly what was where,
and whether it should be.
"All
new," Sassinak said, as they headed into the 'ponies section. "We had
major trouble last time out, not just the damage, but apparently some sabotage
of Environmental. Ended up with stinking sludge growing all along the pipes
where it shouldn't, and there's no way to clean that out, once the sulfur bacteria
start pitting the pipe linings."
Hydroponics
on a Fleet cruiser looked much like hydroponics anywhere else to Lunzie, who
recognized the basic configuration of tanks and feeder lines and bleedoff
valves, but nothing special. Sassinak finally took her back to the lift and
they ascended to Main again.
"How
long does it take a newcomer to find everything?"
Sassinak
pursed her lips. "Well . . . if you mean new crew or ensigns, usually a
week or so. We start 'em off with errands in every direction, let 'em get good
and lost, and they soon figure out how to use a terminal and a shipchip to stay
found. You noticed that every deck's a different color, and the striping width
indicates bow and stern; there's no reason to stay lost once you've
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and Moon
caught
on to that." She led the way into her office, where a light blinked on her
board. "I've got to go to the bridge. Would you like to stay here, or go
back to your cabin?"
Lunzie
had hoped to be invited onto the bridge, but nothing in Sassinak's expression
made that possible. "Ill stay here, if that's convenient."
"Fine.
Let me give you a line out." Sassinak touched her terminal's controls.
"There! A list of access codes for you. I won't be long."
Lunzie
wondered what that actually meant in terms of hours, and settled down with the
terminal. She had hardly decided what to access when she heard heavy steps
coming down the passage. Aygar appeared in the opening, scowling.
"Where's
Sassinak?"
"On
the bridge." Lunzie wondered what had upset him this time. The Weft marine
corporal behind him looked more amused than concerned. "Want to wait here
for her?"
"I
don't want to wait." He came in, nonetheless, and sat down on the
white-cushioned chair as if determined to stay forever. "I want to know
how much longer it will be." At Lunzie's patient look, he went on.
"When we will arrive at... at this Sector Headquarters, whatever that is.
When Tanegli's mutiny trial will be. When I can speak for my ... my peers."
He'd hesitated over that; "peer" was a new word to him, and Lunzie
wondered where he'd found it.
"I
don^t know," she said mildly. "She hasn't told me, either. I'm not
sure she knows." She glanced at the door, where the Weft stood relaxed,
projecting no threat but obviously capable. "Does it bother you to be
followed?"
Aygar
nodded, and leaned closer to her. "I don't understand these Wefts. How can
they be something else, and then humans? How does anyone know who is human and
who isn't? And they tell me of other aliens, not only Wefts and Thek that I
have seen, but Ryri who are like birds, and Bronthin, and ..."
"You
saw plenty of strange animals on Ireta."
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"Yes,
but. . ." His brow furrowed. "I suppose ... I grew up with them. But
that so many are spacefering
races.
"
'Many are the world's wonders,' " Lunzie found herself quoting, "
'But none more wonderful than man . . .' Or at least, that's the way we humans
think of it."
From
his expression, he'd never heard the quotation— but she didn't think the
heavyworlder rebels had been students of ancient literature. A Kipling rhyme
broke into her mind and she wondered if Aygar's East would ever meet
civilization's West, or if they were doomed to be enemies. She dragged her
wandering mind back to the present (no quotes, she told herself) and found
Aygar watching her with a curious expression.
"You're
younger than she is," he said. No doubt at all who "she" was.
"But she calls you her great-great-great grandmother . . . why?"
"Remember
we told you about coldsleep? How the lightweight members of the expedition
survived? That isn't the only time I've been in coldsleep; my elapsed age is
... older than you'd expect." She was not sure why she was reluctant to
tell him precisely what it was. "Commander Sassinak is my descendant, just
as you're descended from people who were young when I went into coldsleep on
Ireta, people who are old now."
He
looked more interested than horrified. "And you don't age at all, in
coldsleep?"
"No.
That's the point of it."
"Can
you learn at the same time? I've been reading about the sleep-learning methods
. . . would that work in coldsleep as well?"
"And
let us wake up stuffed with knowledge and still young?" Lunzie shook her
head. "No, it won't work, though it's a nice idea. If there were a way to
feed in information that the person's missing, waking up forty or fifty years
later wouldn't be so bad."
"Do
you feel old?"
Aygar's
question was lowest on Lunzie's list of things to think about. She was sure
Sassinak had the same back-and-forth tug faced with someone that many gen-
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erations
removed, an uncertainty about what "age" really meant.
Lunzie
put a touch of Discipline in her voice again. "Not old and feeble, if
that's what you mean. Old enough to know my mind, and young enough to ..."
Now how was she going to finish that? "To ... to do what I must," she
finished lamely.
But
Aygar subsided, asking no more in that difficult area. What he did ask
about—and what Lunzie was prepared to answer cheerfully—was the psychological
testing procedure that Major Currald, the marine commander, had recommended to
him.
"It's
a good idea," Lunzie said, nodding. "My field at one time was
occupational rehab. With my experience, they felt I understood troubled
spaceworkers better than most. And quite often the root of the problem is that
someone's stuck in a job for which they're not suited. They feel trapped—and if
they're on a spaceship or station, in a way they are trapped—and that makes for
trouble when anything else goes wrong."
Aygar
frowned thoughtfully. "But we were taught that we should not be too
narrow—that we should learn to do many things, have many skills. That part of
the trouble between heavyworlders and lightweights came from too much
specialization."
"Yes,
that can be true. Humans are generalists, and are healthier when they have
varied activities. But their primary occupation should draw on innate
abilities, should not require them to do what is hardest for them. Some
individuals are naturally better at sit-down jobs, or with very definite
routines to follow. Others can learn new things easily, but quickly become
bored with routines. That's not the person you want running the 'ponies system,
which needs the same routine servicing shift after shift."
"But
what about me?" Aygar thumped his chest. "Will I fit in, or be a
freak? I'm big and strong, but not as strong as Currald. I'm smart enough, you
said, but I don't have the educational background, and I don't have any idea
what's available."
Lunzie
tried to project soothing confidence. "Aygar,
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with
your background, both genetic and experiential, I'm sure you'll find—or make—a
good niche for yourself. When we get to Sector Headquarters, you'll have direct
access to various library databases, as well as testing and counseling services
of FSP. I'll be glad to advise you, if you want ..." She paused, assessing
his expression.
His
slow smile made her wonder if this was her idea or his. "I would like
that. I will hope you are right." He stood up, still smiling down at her.
"Are
you leaving? I thought you wanted to talk to the captain."
"Another
time. If you are my ally, I will not worry about her."
With
that he was gone. Lunzie stared after him. Ally? She was not at all sure she
wanted Aygar for an ally, in whatever sense he meant it. He might be more
trouble that way.
Sassinak
returned shortly from the bridge, listened to Lunzie's report on Aygar's visit,
and nodded.
"You
put exactly the bee in his ear that I wanted. Good for you."
"But
he said ally ..."
"And
I say fine. Better for us, better for what we want to do. Look, Lunzie, he's
got the best possible reason for stirring around in the databases: he's entitled.
His curiosity is natural. We said that." Sassinak put in a call to the
galley for a snack, and started to say more, but her com buzzed. She turned to
it- "Sassinak here."
"Ford.
May I come in? I've had an idea."
"Come
ahead."
Sassinak
punched the door control and it slid aside. Ford gave Lunzie the same charming
smile and nod as always, and lifted an eyebrow.
"You
know you can speak in front of her," Sassinak told him. "She's my
relative, and she's on the team."
"Did
I ever tell you about Auntie Q?"
Sassinak
frowned. "Not that I remember. Was that the one who paints birds on
tiles?"
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"No,
that's Auntie Louise, my mother's sister. This is Auntie Quesada, who is
actually, in her right name, Quesada Maria Louisa Darrell Santon-Paraden."
"Paraden!"
Sassinak
and Lunzie tied on that one, and Sassinak glared at her Executive Officer in a
way Lunzie hoped would never be directed at her.
"You
never told me you were related to the Paradens," she said severely.
"I'm
not. Auntie Q is my father's uncle's wife's sister, who married a Paraden the
second time around, after her first husband died of—well, my mother always said
it was an overdose of Auntie Q, administered daily in large amounts. My father
always said it was gamboling debts, and I mean gambol," he said, accenting
the last syllable.
"Go
on," said Sassinak, a smile beginning to twitch in the corner of her
mouth.
Ford
settled one hip on her desk. "Auntie Q was considered a catch, even for a
Paraden, because her first husband's older brother was Felix Ibarra-Jimenez
Santon. Yes, those Santons. Auntie Q inherited about half a planet of
spicefields and a gold mine: literal gold mine. With an electronics
manufacturing plant on top. Then in her own right, she was a Darrell of the
Westwitch Darrells, who prefer to call their source of income 'sanitary
engineering products' rather than soap, so she wouldn't have starved if she'd
run off with a mishi dancer."
"So
what about this Paraden?"
"Minor
branch of the family, sent out to find an alliance worth the trouble;
supposedly he met her at an ambassadorial function, ran her through the
computer, and the family said yes, by all means. Auntie Q was tired of playing
merry widow and looking for another steady escort so they linked. She gave him
a child by decree—it was in the contract—but he was already looking for more
excitement or freedom or whatever, and ran off with her dressmaker. So she
claimed breach of contract, dumped the child on the Paradens, kept the name and
half his stocks and such, and spends her
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time
cruising from one social event to another. And sending the family
messages."
"Aha,"
said Sassinak. "Now we come to it. She's contacted you?"
"Well,
no. Not recently. But she's always sending messages, complaining about her
health, and begging someone to visit her. My father warned me years ago not to
go near her; said she's like a black hole, just sucks you in and you're never
seen alive again. He had been taken to meet her once. Apparently she cooed over
him, rumpled his hair, hugged him to her ample bosom, and talked him out of the
chocolates in his pocket, all in about twenty seconds. But what I was thinking
was that I could visit her. She knows all the gossip, all the socialites, and
yet she's not quite in the thick where they'd be watching her."
Sassinak
thought about that. Wouldn't an efficient enemy know that Sassinak's Exec was
related to an apparently harmless old rich lady? But she herself hadn't. Tliey
couldn't know everything.
"I'd
planned to have you do the database searches at Sector HQ," she said
slowly. "You're good at that, and less conspicuous than I am . .
Ford
shook his head. "Not inconspicuous enough, not after this caper. But I
know who can . . . either Lunzie here, or young Aygar."
"Aygar?"
Ford
ticked off reasons on his fingers. "One, he's got the perfect reason to be
running the bases: he's new to the culture, and needs to learn as much as he
can as fast as he can. Two, no one's ever done a profile on him, so no one can
say if any particular query is out of character. In that way, he's better than
Lunzie; anyone looking for trouble would notice if she ran queries outside her
field or the events of her own life. Three, even an attempt at a profile would
cover exactly those fields we want him to be working on anyway."
"But
is he trustworthy?" Lunzie asked it of Ford, as she had been about to ask
it of Sassinak. Ford shrugged.
"What
if he's not? He needs us to get access, and keep it; he's bright but he's not
experienced, and you
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How long it took any of us to learn to navigate through one of the big
databases. And we can put a tag on him; it'll be natural that we do. We
shouldn't seem to trust him."
Sassinak
laughed. "I do like a second in command who thinks like I do. See, Lunzie?
Two against one: both of us see why Aygar is ideal for that job."
"But
he's expecting something more from us—from me, at least. If he doesn't get it .
.
"Lunzie!"
That was the command voice, the tone that made Sassinak no longer a distant
relative but the captain of a Fleet cruiser on which Lunzie was merely a
passenger. It softened slightly with the next words, but Lunzie could feel the
steel underneath. "We aren't going to do anything to hurt Aygar. We know
he's not involved in the plotting ... of all the citizens of the Federation,
he's one of the few who couldn't be involved. So he's not our enemy, not in any
way whatever. Stopping the piracy will help everyone, including Aygar's friends
and relatives back on Ireta. Including Aygar. We are on his side, in that way,
and by my judgment—which I must remind you is ten years more experienced than
yours—by my judgment that is enough. We can handle Aygar; we have dangerous enemies
facing all of us."
Lunzie's
gaze wavered, falling away from Sassinak's to see Ford as another of the same
type. Calm, competent, certain of himself, and not about to change his mind a
hairsbreadth for anything she said.
Chapter
Two
Lunzie
carried her small kit off the Zaid-Dayan, nodded to the parting salute of the
officer on watch at the portside gangway, and did not look back as she crossed
the line that marked ship's territory on the Station decking. It was so
damnably hard to leave family again, even such distant family. She had liked
Sassinak, and the ship, and . . . she did not look back.
Ahead
were none of the barriers she'd have faced coming in on a civilian ship. She
had Sassinak's personal authorization, giving her the temporary rank and access
of a Fleet major, so exiting the Fleet segment required nothing but flashing
the pass at the guard and walking on through. No questions to answer, no
interviews with intrusive media.
Sassinak
had made reservations for her on the first available shuttle to Liaka. Lunzie
followed the directions she'd been given, in two rings and right one sector,
and found herself in front of the ticketing office of Nilokis InLine. Lunzie's
name and Sassinak's reservation together meant instant service. Before she
realized it, Lunzie was settled in a quiet room with video-relay views of the
Station and a mug of something hot and fragrant on the table beside her. A few
meters
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away,
another favored passenger barely glanced up from his portable computer before
continuing his work. The padded chair curved around her like warm hands; her
feet rested on deeply cushioned carpet.
She
tried to relax. She had not lost Sassinak forever, she told herself firmly. She
was not going to have a disaster on every spaceflight for the rest of her life,
and if she did she would just survive it, the way she'd survived everything
else. Her steaming mug drew her attention, and she remembered choosing erit
from the list of beverages. One sip, then another, quieted her nerves and
settled her stomach. Four hours to departure and nothing to do. She thought of
going back out into the Station but it was easier to sit here and relax. That's
why she'd asked for erit. She closed her eyes, and let the steam clear her
head. After all, if something happened this time, she'd know who'd come after
her and with what vigor. Sassinak was not one to let someone muck about with
her family, not now. Lunzie felt her mouth curving into a grin. Quite a girl,
that Sassinak, even at her age.
She
forced herself to concentrate, to think of the days she'd spent studying with
Mayerd. With Sassinak's authority behind her, she'd been able to catch up a lot
of the lost ground in her field. She knew which journals were current, what to
read first, which areas would require formal instruction. (She was not about to
try the new methods of altering brain chemistry from a cookbook—not until she
had seen a demonstration, at least.) Her mind wandered to the time she had
available for gathering information and she pulled out her calculator to check
elapsed and Standard times. If Sassinak was right about the probable trial
date, in the Winter Assizes (and that was an archaic term, she thought), then
she had to complete her refresher course in Discipline, whatever medical
refreshers were required for recertifi-cation, get to Diplo, and back to
Sassinak (or the information back to Sassinak) in a mere eight months.
Another
passenger came into the lounge, and then a pair, absorbed in each other. Lunzie
finished her drink and eyed them benignly. They all looked normal, busi-
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ness
and professional travelers (except the couple, who looked like two junior
executives off on vacation). The shuttle flew a three-cornered route, to Liaka
first and then Bearnaise and then back here; Lunzie tried to guess who was
going where, and how many less favored passengers were waiting in the common
lounge (orange plastic benches along the walls, and a single drinking
fountain).
Even
with the erit, and her own Discipline, Lunzie spent the short hop to Liaka in
miserable anxiety. Every change in sound, every minute shift of the ship's
gravity field, every new smell, brought her alert, ready for trouble. She slept
lightly and woke unrested. On such short trips, less than five days,
experienced passengers tended to keep to themselves. She was spared the need to
pretend friendliness. She ate her standard packaged meals, nodded politely, and
spent most of the time in her tiny cabin, claustrophobic as it was. Better that
than the lounge, where the couple (definitely junior executives, and not likely
to be promoted unless they grew up) displayed their affection as if it were a
prizewinning performance, worth everyone's attention.
When
the shuttle docked, Lunzie had been waiting, ready to leave, for hours. She
took her place in the line of debarking passengers, checking out her guesses
about which were going where (the lovers were going to Bearnaise, of course),
and shifting her weight from foot to foot. Over the bobbing heads she could see
the Main Concourse, and tried to remember the quickest route to the Mountain.
"Ah
. . . Lunzie Mespil." The customs officer glanced at the screen in front
of her, where Lunzie's picture, palm-print, and retinal scan should be
displayed. "There's a message for you, ma'am. MedOps, Main Concourse, Blue
Bay. Do you need a guide?"
"Not
that far," said Lunzie, smiling, and swung her bag over her shoulder.
MedOps had a message? Just how old was that message, she wondered.
Main
Concourse split incoming traffic into many diverging streams. Blue was fourth
on the right, after two black (to Lunzie) and one violet section. The blacks
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were
ultraviolet, distinguishable by alien races who could see in those spectra, and
led to services those might require. Blue Bay opened off the concourse, all
medical training services of one sort or another; MedOps centered the bay.
"Ah
. . . Lunzie." The tone was much the same, bemused discovery. Lunzie
leaned on the counter and stared at the glossy-haired girl at the computer.
"A message, ma'am. Will you take hardcopy, or would you prefer a
P-booth?"
The
girl's eyes, when she looked up, were brown and guileless. Lunzie thought a
moment. The option of a P-booth meant the message had come in as a voice or
video, not info-only.
"P-booth,"
she said, and the girl pointed to the row of cylinders along one side of the
room. Lunzie went into the first, slid its translucent door shut, punched the
controls for privacy, and then entered her ID codes. The screen blinked twice,
lit, and displayed a fece she knew and had not seen for over forty years.
"Welcome
back, Adept Lunzie." His voice, as always, was low, controlled,
compelling. His black eyes seemed to twinkle at her; his fece, seamed with age
when she first met him, had not changed. Was this a recording from the past? Or
could he still be here, alive?
"Venerable
Master." She took a long, controlling breath, and bent her head in formal
greeting.
"You
age well," he said. The twinkle was definite now, and the slight curve to
his mouth. His humor was rare and precious as the millenia's-old porcelain from
which he sipped tea. It was not a recording. It could not be a recording, if he
noticed she had not aged. She took another deliberate breath, slowing her
racing heart, and wondering what he had heard, what he knew.
"Venerable
Master, it is necessary ..."
"For
you to renew your training," he said.
Interruptions
were as rare as humor; part of Discipline was courtesy, learning to wait for
others without hurrying them, or feeling the strain. Had that changed, along
with the rest of her world? Never hurry; never
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wait
had been one of the first things she'd memorized. It had always seemed odd,
since doctors faced so many situations when they must hurry to save a life, or
wait to see what happened. His face was grave, now, remote as a stone that
neither waits nor hurries but simply exists where it is.
"The
moment arrives," he said. Part of another saying, which she had no time to
recite, for he went on. "Fourth level, begin with the Cleansing of the
Stone."
And the
screen blanked, leaving her confused but oddly reassured. Back to the MedOps
desk, to see if Uaka's corridor plans had changed in the intervening years.
They
had; she received a mapbug which chirped at her when she came to turns and
crossings, and guided her into and out of droptubes. A few things looked
familiar: the cool green doors that led to SurgOps, the red stripe that meant
Quarantine. White-coated or green-gowned doctors still roamed die corridors in
little groups, talking shop. She glanced after them, wondering if she'd ever
feel at home with her colleagues again. Terminals for access to die medical
databases filled niches along every wall. She thought of stopping to see if all
the done colony data had really been excised, then thought better of it. Later,
when she felt calmer, would be soon enough.
Fourth
level. She came out of the last droptube a little breathless, as always, feeing
a simple wood door, broad apricot-colored planks pegged together with a lighter
wood. The wood glowed, as unmistakably real as Sassinak's desk. Lunzie took a
deep breath, letting her-setf settle into herself, feeling that settling. She
bowed to the door, and it swung open across a snowy white stone sill. A novice
in brown bowed to her, stepped back to let her pass, and swung the door shut
behind her. Then, bowing again, the novice took Lunzie's bag, and moved silently
along the path toward the sleeping
;.. hutS.
?.• Here was a place unlike any other in this
Station, or
:." any Station. Ahead, on the left, a waist-high
stone like a
|F miniature mountain reared from a path
artfully de-
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signed
to lead the eye toward a pavilion. Lunzie stood where she was, looking at that
stone, and the small, irregular pool behind it.
"Cleansing
the stone" was an elementary exercise, but the foundation on which more
striking ones were built. Empty the mind of all concerns, see the stone as it
is ... cleansed of associations, wishes, dreams, fantasies, fears. The word
stone resonated in her mind, became all the hard things that had hurt her,
because the mysterious Thek who confounded everyone's attempt to understand
them. She stood quietly, relaxed, letting all these thoughts spill out, and
then wiped them away. Again they came, and again, and once more she cleared
them away from the stone before her. It had a certain beauty of its own, a
history, a future, a now. She let her eyes wander over that irregular surface,
not bothering to remember the glitter of mica, the glint of quartz . . . she
did not need to remember, the stone was here and now, as solid as she, and as
worthy of knowing.
When
she had looked, she let her hand touch it, lightly, delicately, learning again
(but not remembering) its irregular lumpy shape. She bent slowly to smell it,
the curious and indescribable scent of stone, with behind it the smell of the
water, and other stones. Something more sweet also scented the air, now that
she was attending to smell, but she rested her attention on the stone.
When
she was quite still, unhurried and unaware of waiting, he was there, in the
pavilion. Venerable Master Adept, who had a name that no one spoke in this
place, where names meant nothing and essence was all. When she became
consciously aware of him, she realized he had been there for a time. What time
she did not know, and it did not matter. What mattered was her mind's control
of itself, its ability to engage or withdraw at her will. He would be ready
when she was ready; she would be ready when he was ready. She heard a drop of
water fall, and realized that the fountain was on. She bowed to the rock, her
mind completely easy for the first time in too many years (for even in
coldsleep
she had been willing to worry, if not capable of it), and moved slowly along
the path. Thoughts moved in her mind, like the carp in the pool. She let them
move, let some rise almost to the surface, their scaled beauty clear, while
others hung motionless, mere shapes below the surface.
This
was the center of the world—of her world—of the world of every Adept, this
place that was, in a physical sense, not the center of anything. Embarrassment
had no place, with the Master Adept. She kneh across the little table from Him,
no longer aware that her worn workclothes from Ireta (however cleaned and
smartened up by Sassinak's crew) were different from his immaculate white robe.
His sash this day was aswirl with greens and blues and purples ... a single
thread of suliur yellow. Her eye followed that thread, and then returned to his
hands, as they gently touched petal-thin cups and saucers. He offered one, and
she took it. Even in the subdued light within the pavilion, the cup seemed to
glow. She could feel the warmth of the tea through it; that fragrance soothed.
After a
time, he raised his cup, and sipped, and she did the same. They said nothing,
for nothing needed to be said at this time. They shared the silence, the tea,
the small pool where water fell tinkling from a fountain and carp dimpled the
water from underneath.
Lunzie
might have thought how very different this was, from the world she had just
left, but such thoughts were unnecessary. What was necessary was recognition,
appreciation, of the beauty before her. As she watched the carp, sipping her
tea at intervals, a novice came silently to the pool and threw a handful of
crumbs. Tlie carp rose in a flurry of fins; a tiny splash broke the random song
of the fountain. The novice retired.
The
Master Adept spoke, his voice hardly louder than that splash. "It is what
we identify as lost which brings us into concern, Adept Lunzie. When one knows
that one owns nothing, nothing can be lost, and nothing mourned."
Her
mind shied from that as from hot metal: instant
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rejection.
He had never had a child, and they had had this discussion before.
"I
am not speaking of your child," he said. "A mother's instinct is
beyond training ... so it must be. But the years you have lost, that you call
yours: no one owns time, no one can claim even an instant."
Her
heart steadied again. She could feel the heat in her face; it would have
betrayed her. That shame made her blush again.
"Venerable
Master . . . what I feel... is confusion."
It was
safest to say what one felt, not what one thought. More than one tradition had
gone into the concept of Discipline, and the Venerable Master had a Socratic
ability to pursue a lame thought to its lair and finish it off She dared to
look at him; he was watching her with those bright black eyes in which no
amusement twinkled. Not now.
"Confused?
Do you perhaps believe that you can claim time as your own?"
"No,
Venerable Master. But ..."
She
tried to sort out her thoughts. She had not seen him for so long . . . what
would he know, and not know, about what had happened to her? How could he help
if she did not explain everything? Part of her early training as a novice had
been in organizing and relating memories and events. She called this up, and
found herself reciting the long years* adventures calmly, softly, as if they
had been written by someone else about a stranger's life.
He
listened, not interrupting even by a shift of expression that might have
affected her ability to recall and report what had happened. When she was
through, he nodded once.
"So.
I can understand your confusion, Adept Lunzie. You have been stretched and bent
past the limits of your train-ing. Yet you remained the supple reed; you did
not break."
That
was acceptance, and even praise. This time the warmth that rushed over her
brought comfort to cramped limbs and to spaces of her mind still sore despite
Cleans-
ing the
Stone. She had been sure he would say she had failed, that she was unfit to be
an Adept.
"Our
training," he was saying, "did not consider the peculiar strains of
those with repeated temporal displacements, even though you brought the
original problem to our attention. We should have foreseen the need, but
..." he shrugged. "We are not gods, to know all we have not yet seen.
Again, you have much to teach us, as we help you regain your balance."
"I
live to learn, Venerable Master," said Lunzie, bowing her head.
"We
learn by living; we live by learning."
She
felt his hand on her head, the rare touch of approval, affirmation. When she
looked up again, he was gone and she was alone in the pavilion with her
thoughts.
Retraining,
after that, was both more and less stress-fill than she had feared. Her pallet
in the sleeping hut was comfortable enough after Ireta and she had never minded
plain food. But it had been a long time since she'd actually done all the
physical exercises; she spent the first days constantly sore and weary.
All the
Instructors were perfectionists; there was only tme right way (they reminded
her) to make each block, each feint, each strike. Only one right way to sit, to
kneel, to keep the inner center balanced. She had never been as good with the
martial skills of Discipline; she had always thought them less fitting for a
physician. But she had never been this bad. Finally one of them put her at
rest, and folded herself down nearby.
"I
sense either unwillingness or great resistance of tfie body, Lunzie. Can you
explain?"
"Both,
I think," Lunzie began slowly, letting her breathing slow. "As a
healer, I'm committed to preserving health; this side of Discipline always
seems a failure to me . . . something we haven't done right, that let things
come to conflict. And then some physician— * perhaps me, perhaps another—will
have to work to heal what we break."
"That
is the unwillingness," said the instructor. "What fs the body's
difficulty? Only that?"
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"I'm
not sure." Lunzie started to slump, and reminded herself to balance her
spine properly. "I would like to think it is the many times in
coldsleep—the long times, when I spent years in one position. Supposedly
there's no aging, but there's such stiffness on waking. Perhaps it does
something, some residual loss of flexibility."
The
instructor said nothing for a long moment, her eyes half-closed. Lunzie
relaxed, letting her sore muscles take die most comfortable length.
"For
the unwillingness, you must speak to the Venerable Master," said the
instructor finally. "For the body's resistance, you may be right—it may be
the repeated coldsleep. We will try another approach on that, for a few days,
and see what comes of it."
Another
approach meant hours in hot and cold pools, swimming against artificial
currents. Lunzie could feel her body stretching, loosening, then re-knitting
itself into the confident, capable body she remembered, almost as if it had
been a broken bone. Her conditioning included gymnastics, running, climbing,
music, and finally—after several long conferences with the Venerable
Master—renewed work with unarmed combat.
She
would never be a figure of the Warrior, he had told her, but each aspect of
Discipline had its place in every Adept, and she must accept the need to cause
injury and even death, when failure meant the deaths of others.
But her
dislike of conflict was not all they discussed. He had lived the years she had
spent exiled in coldsleep; he remembered both her as she had been, and all she
had missed of those years. He let her talk at length of her distress at the
estrangements in her family, the guilt she felt for disliking some of her
descendants and resenting their attitudes. About the pain of losing a lover,
the fear that no relationship could ever be sustained. She told him about
meeting Sassinak, and about the strains between them.
"She's
the older one, really—she even said so—" her voice broke for an instant,
and he insisted on hearing the whole conversation, every detail.
"That
hurt you," he said afterwards. "You are older, you feel, and you want
the respect naturally due to elders . . ." He let that trail away in a
neutral tone.
"But
I don't feel like an elder, either," Lunzie said, consciously relaxing her
hands, which wanted to clamp into fists. "I feel... I don't know what 1
feel. I can't be young, it seems, or old: I'm suspended in life now just as
much as when I was in coldsleep. I don't even know which child she is—did I see
her and forget her? Is she one they never mentioned?"
"The
leaf torn from the branch by wind," he said softly, smiling a little.
"Exactly."
"You
must come to believe that the branch was no more yours than the wind is; you
must come to see that we are each, in each moment, in the right place, the
place from which all action and reflection come, and to which they go." He
cocked his head, much like a bird. "What will you do if you must enter
coldsleep again?"
She had
not let herself think of that, forcing away the panic it brought with all the
Discipline she could bring to bear. How had he known that she woke sweating
some nights, sure that the terrifying numbness was once more spreading through
her?
"I—I
can't." She held her breath, stiff in every muscle, looking down and away
from him. She heard the faintest sigh of breath.
"You
cannot know that it will never happen." His voice was neutral.
, "Not again—" It was as much plea
as promise to herself; all the days of retraining might have been nothing for
the rush of that emotion.
"I
had hoped this would heal of itself," his voice said, musing. "But
since it has not, we must confront it." A pause so long she almost looked
up, and then he snapped, Adept Lunzie!" and her eyes met his. "This
is not beyond your strength or ability: this you will conquer. We cannot send
you out still subject to such fears."
She
wanted to protest, but knew it would do no good. The next several days tested
her strength of will and body both: intense sessions of counseling, hours
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spent
in a variety of cubicles resembling cold-sleep tanks of various types, even a
couple of cold-sleep inductions, with the preliminary drugs taking her briefly
into unconsciousness.
She
thought at first she would simply go crazy, but the Venerable Master had been
right: she could endure it, and come out sane. Valuable knowledge if she needed
it, though she hoped she would not.
By the
time her other instructors approved her skills, her mind had found a new
balance. She could see her past uncertainties, her flurries of worry, her bouts
with envy and guilt, as the struggles of a creature growing from one form to
another. Most people had some emotional turmoil in their thirties; at least
some of hers was probably just that: growing out of one stage of life. She had
been that person; now she was someone else, someone who no longer envied
Sassinak's power or Aygar's physical strength. Her life made sense to her, not
as a tragic series of losses, but as challenges met, changes endured and even
enjoyed.
The
memory of her stuffier descendants no longer irritated her—poor darlings, she
thought, they don't even know what fun they're missing—and Sassinak's potential
for violence now seemed the appropriate foil for her own more pacific
abilities. She could cherish Sassinak as a descendant, and respect her as an
elder, at one and the same time, with a ruffle of amusement for the odd
circumstance that made her both.
Her
last sight of the Mountain was of that same quiet pool, that same boulder, the
door opening now in the hands of another novice. She knew her own fece
expressed nothing but calm; inside she could feel her heart smiling, feel the
excitement of another chance at life with all its difficulties.
Now the
medical personnel in the corridors looked more like potential colleagues, and
less like fortunate strangers who would never accept her. Lunzie checked into
the Transient Physicians' Hostel at the first open terminal, and then entered
the callcode the Venerable
if Master Adept had given her. The screen
flashed briefly,
5 then steadied as a line scrolled across
it.
1- "Lunzie . . . good news. Level 7,
Concourse B, 1300 tomorrow." And that was that, and she was on her way.
The Hostel, when she arrived at its door, gave her the clip to a single room
with cube reader and datalink. $he put her duffel on the single bed and touched
the keypad. A menu of services available filled the wallscreen. She could find
a partner for chess or sleep, purchase goods or information (to be included,
with a service charge, in her hostel total), or roam the medical databases, all
without leaving the room.
She was
tempted to send a message to Sassinak; Fleetcom, the public access mail system
for all Fleet personnel, would forward it. But that might bring attention they
didn't want. Safer to wait. She had almost a lull standard day before meeting
someone (the Venerable Master had not said who) the next day at 1300. She would
use that time to make predictable inquiries, things anyone would expect her to
want to know.
She
treated herself to a good meal at a cafe that occupied the space where, years
before, she'd known a bar. The music now had a different sound, lots of chiming
bells and some low woodwind behind a female trio. Back in her room, she fell
asleep easily and woke without concern.
Level
seven of Concourse B still sported the apricot striped walls that made Lunzie
feel she had fallen into a layered dessert. Various names had been tried for
this section, from Exotic Epidemiology to Nonstandard Colonial Medical
Assistance. None had stuck; everyone called it (and still called it, she'd
found out) the Oddball Corps. Its official designation, at the moment, was
Vari-; ant Medical Concerns Analysis Division . . . not that anyone used it.
Lunzie
presented her credentials at the front desk. Instead of the directions she
expected, she heard a
V.
cheerful voice yelling down the corridor a moment
^ later.
V "Lunzie! The legendary
Lunziel" A big bearded man
:ff
grinned as he advanced, his hands outstretched. She
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searched
her memory and came up with nothing. Who was this? He went on. "We heard
you were coming. Forty-three years, in this last coldsleep? And that makes how
much altogether? We've got a lot of research we can do on you." His face
fell slightly and he peered more closely at her. "You do remember me,
don't you?"
She was
about to say no, when a flicker of memory gave her the face of an enthusiastic
teenager touring a hospital with a class. Now where had that been? She couldn't
quite say - . . but he had been the most persistently curious in his group,
asking questions long after his companions (and even his instructors) were
bored. He had been pried loose only by the fifth reminder that their transport
was leaving . . . now. She had no idea what his name was.
"You
were younger," she said slowly, giving herself time to think. "I
don't remember that beard."
His
hands touched it. "Oh . . . yes. It does make a difference, I suppose. And
it's been over forty years for you, even if most of that wasn't real time. I
mean waketime. I was just so glad to see your name come up on the boards. I suppose
you never knew that it was that hospital tour that got me into medicine, and
beyond that into the Oddballs—-"
"I'm
glad," she said. What was his name? He had worn a big square nameplate
that day; she could remember that it was green with black lettering, but not
what the name was.
"Jerik,"
he said now, relieving her of that anxiety. "Doctor Jerik now, but jerik
to you, of course. I'm an epidemiologist, currently stranded in Admin because
my boss is on leave."
He had
the collar pin of an honor graduate and the second tiny chip of diamond which
meant he was also an Adept. It was not something to speak of, but it meant he
was not just out here blathering away for nothing. His pose of idle chatter and
innocent enthusiasm was just that—a pose.
"You'll
be wondering," he said, "why you were dragged
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into
the Oddballs when you deserve a good long rest and chance to catch up on your
education."
"Bather,"
said Lunzie. He must think the area was under surveillance, and it probably
was. Only the Mountain would be certainly beyond anyone's ability to spy on.
"Tliere
are some interesting things going on—and you, with your experience of cold
sleep, may be just the person we need. Of course, you will have to recertify .
. ."
Lunzie
grimaced. "I hate fast-tapes."
He was
all sympathy. "I know. I hate them, too—it's like eating three meals in
five minutes; your brain feels stuffed- But it's the only way, and unless you
have two or three years to spare ..."
"No.
You're right. What will I need?"
What
she would need, after 43 years out of date, was fer more than Mayerd on
Sassinak's ship had been able to give her. And she'd refused Mayerd's offer of
fast-tape equipment. New surgical procedures, using new equipment: that meant
not only fast-tape time, but actual in-the-OR work on "slushes," the
gruesomely realistic androids used for surgical practice. New drugs, with all
the attendant information on dosages, side effects, contraindications, and drug
interferences. New theories of cognition that related to the coldsleep
experience.
One of
the neat things about her hop-skip-and-jump experiences, Lunzie realized
partway through this retraining, was that it gave her an unusual overview of
medical progress . . . and regress. She solved one diagnostic problem on the
fourth day, pointing out that a mere 45 years ago, and two sectors away, that
cluster of symptoms was called Galles Disease. It had been wiped out by a
clever genetic patch, and had now reoccurred ("Probably random
mutation," said the senior investigator with a sigh. "I should have
thought of that") in an area where everyone had forgotten about it.
Differences
between sectors, and between cultures within a sector, meant that what she
learned might not be new in one place—or available in twenty others.
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Access
to the best medical technology was at least as uneven as on Old Earth. Lunzie
spent all her time in the fast-tape booths, or practicing procedures and taking
the preliminary recertification exams. Basic and advanced life support, basic
and advanced trauma first response, basic and advanced contagious disease
techniques . . . her head would have spun if it could.
In her
brief time "off," she tried to catch up with current research in her
area, flicking through the computerized journal abstracts.
"What
we really need is another team member for a trip to Diplo." Someone
groaned, in the back of the room, and someone else shushed the groaner.
"Come
on," the speaker said, half-angrily. "It's only a short tour, thirty
days max."
"Because
that's the medical limit," came a mutter.
"This
comes up every year," the speaker said. "We have a contract pending;
we have an obligation; whatever your personal views, the heavyworlders on Diplo
have significant medical problems which are still being researched."
"Not
until you give us an allowance for G-damage."
Lunzie
thought that was the same mutterer, someone a few seats to her left and behind.
"Fay
and allowances are adjusted for local conditions," the speaker went on,
staring fixedly at his notes. "TTiis year's special topic is the effect of
prolonged coldsleep on heavyworlder biochemistry, particularly the accumulation
of calcium affecting cardiac function." He paused. Lunzie wondered when
that topic had been assigned. Everyone would know, from her qualifications
posted in the files, that she had special knowledge relevant to the research.
But it would not do to show eagerness. The speaker went on. "We've already
got a molecular biologist, and a cardiac physiologist—"
The
names came up on the main room screen, along with their most recent
publications. Very impressive, Lunzie thought to herself. Both Bias, the
biologist, and Tailler, the cardiac physiologist, had published lead articles
in good journals.
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"Rehab
medicine?" asked someone in back.
The
speaker nodded. "If your Boards include a subspecialty rating in
heavyworlder rehab, certainly. Clearly relevant to this year's special problem."
Another
name went up on the screen, presumably the rehab specialist who'd spoken:
Conigan, age 42, had published a textbook on heavyworlder rehabilitation after
prolonged work undersea. Lunzie decided she'd waited long enough. What if
someone else qualified for "her" slot?
"I've
got a background in prolonged coldsleep, and some heavyworlder
experience." Heads turned to look at her; Discipline kept her from
flushing under that scrutiny. The speaker peered at what she assumed was her
file on his podium screen. "Ah . . . Lunzie. Yes. I see you haven't yet
taken your Boards recertification exam?"
"It's
scheduled for three days from now." It had been scheduled for six months
from now but Jerik had arranged for her to take the exam singly, ahead of time.
"All the prelims are on file."
"Yes,
they are. It's amazing you've caught up so fast, and your skills are well
suited to this mission. Contingent on your passing your Boards, you're accepted
for this assignment." He looked up, scanning the room for the next
possible applicant.
Tne
woman next to Lunzie nudged her.
"Are
you sure you want to go to Diplo? I heard your last coldsleep was because
heavyworlders went primitive."
Lunzie
managed not to glare. She had not heard the rumors herself, but she'd known
they would be flying around the medical and scientific community.
"I
can't talk about it," she said, not untruthfully. "Tlie case won't be
tried for months, and until then—"
"Oh,
I quite understand. I'm not prying, Doctor. It's just that if it was
heavyworlders, I'm surprised you're signing up for Diplo."
Lunzie
chuckled. "Well, there's this glitch in my pay records—"
The
woman snorted. "There would be. Of course; I
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see.
You'd think they could realize the last thing you need is worry about money,
but the Feds have acute formitis."
"A
bad case," Lunzie agreed.
With
the others, she craned her head to see the last responder, a dark man whose
specialty was heavyworlder genetics. From the heft of his shoulders, he might
have heavyworlder genes of his own, she thought.
So it
proved when the whole team met for briefing. Jar! was the smaller (and
nonadapted) of twins born to a heavyworlder couple; he was fascinated by the
unusual inheritance patterns of adaptation, and by the equally unusual
inheritance patterns of tolerance or intolerance to coldsleep. Aside from his
heavyworlder genes, he seemed quite normal, and Lunzie felt no uneasiness
around him.
Bias,
the volatile molecular biologist, was for more upsetting; he seemed ready to
fly into pieces at any moment. Lunzie wondered how he would take the heavy
gravity; he didn't look particularly athletic. Tailler, die cardiac
physiologist, impressed Lunzie as a good team leader: stable, steady, but
energetic, he would be easy to work with. She already knew, from a short bio at
die foot of one of his papers, that he climbed mountains for recreation: the
physical effort should be within his ability. Conigan, the rehab specialist,
was a slender redheaded woman who reminded Lunzie of an older (but no less
enthusiastic) Varian.
She was
aware that she herself was the subject of just such curiosity and scrutiny.
They would know little about her besides her file info: she had no friends or
past associates they could question covertly. She wondered what they saw in her
face, what they expected or worried about or hoped for. At least she had passed
her Boards, and by a respectable margin, so Jerik had told her. She wondered,
but did not ask, how he had gotten the actual raw scores, which supposedly no
one ever saw.
And all
the while, Bias outlined the project in excited phrases, pausing with his
pointer aloft to see if they'd understood the last point. Lunzie made herself
pay
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attention.
Whatever information she could get for Sassinak and the trial aside, her team
members deserved her best work.
By the
time their ship came to the orbital station serving Diplo, they were all
working easily together. Lunzie thought past the next few months, and Tanegli's
trial, to hope that she would find such professional comraderie again. There
were things you could not say to a cruiser captain, however dear to your heart
she was, jokes she would never get, ideas be-yond her scope. And here Lunzie had
that kind of ease.
Chapter
Three
"I
did not need this." Sassinak waved the hardcopy of the Security-striped
message at Dupaynil and Ford. "I've got things to do. We att have. And the
last thing we need to do is waste time playing nursemaid to a senile
conspirator." Things had gone too smoothly, she thought, when she'd sent
Lunzie off. She should have expected some hitch to her plans.
Dupaynil
had the suave expression she most disliked. "I beg your pardon,
Commander?"
He
could not be that suave unless he knew what was in the message: Ford, who
clearly did not, looked worried.
"Orders,"
Sassinak said crisply. "New orders, sent with all applicable coding on the
IFTL link. We are to transport die accused conspirator Tanegli and the alleged
native-born I re tan Aygar to ..." She paused, and watched them, Dupaynil
merely waited, lips pursed; Ford spoke up.
"Sector
HQ? Fleet HQ on Regg?"
"No.
Federation Headquarters. For a full trial before and in the presence of the
Federation High Council. We are responsible," and she glanced down at the
message to check the precise wording, "responsible for
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die
transportation and safe arrival of said prisoner, who shall be released to the
custody of Council security forces only. The trial date has already been set,
for a local date that translates to about eight standard months from now.
Winter Assizes, as we were told before. Prisoner's counsel is given as Klepsin,
Vigal, and Tollwin. And you know what that means."
"Pinky
Vigal, Defender of the Innocent," said Dupaynil, almost chuckling.
"That ought to make an exciting trial. You know, Commander, he can
probably make you look like a planet pirate yourself, a villainous sort
masquerading as a Fleet officer. Hmmm . . . you stole the uniform from Tanegli,
bribed everyone else to testily against him."
"It's
not funny," said Sassinak, glowering. She had never been one to follow the
escapades of fashionable lawyers, but anyone in human space had heard of Pinky
Vigal. It was another of the failings of civilian law, Sassinak thought, that
someone everyone knew had done something could not be punished if a
honeytongued defense counsel could convince even one member of a trial jury
that some minute error had been made in procedure. Fleet had better methods.
"So,"
Ford broke in, clearly intending a distraction. "We're responsible for
Tanegli until we get to Federation Central . . . and for Aygar as well? Why
Aygar?"
"Witness
for both sides, I suppose," Dupaynil said with a flourish of his hand.
"Friendly to one, hostile to the other, but indispensable to both."
"And
registered copies of all the testimony we took, and depositions from all bridge
officers, and any other crew members having contact with the said Tanegli and Aygar,"
Sassinak continued to read. "Kipling's bunions! By now that's half the
crew, the way Aygar's been roaming around. If I'd known ..."
She
knew from Ford's expression that she must look almost as angry as she felt.
They would spend weeks getting in and out of the required transfer points for
Federation Central, and then weeks being interviewed— deposed, she reminded
hersetf—and no doubt Fleet ; Security would have its own band of interrogators
there.
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In the
meantime, the Zaid-Dayan would be sitting idle while the enemy continued its
work. She would no doubt have umpteen thousand forms to fill out and sign: in
multiple copies which had to be processed individually, rather than on
computer, for security reasons.
She noticed
that Dupaynil was watching her with alert interest. So he had read the message
even before she'd seen it—which meant he had a tap on the IFTL link, or had
somehow coerced one of her communications officers into peeling a copy to his
quarters. What else did he know, or had he been told? She decided not to ask;
he wouldn't tell her, and she'd just be angry when he refused.
"Dupaynil."
The change in her tone surprised him; his smugness disappeared. "I want
you to start finding out which crew Aygar has been in contact with. Marines,
Wefts, officers, enlisted, everyone. You can have a clerk if you need
one—"
"No
... I can manage ..." His voice was bemused; she felt a surge of glee that
she was making him think.
"I
suspect it's too late to restrict his contacts. And after all, we want him
friendly to FSP policies. But if the crew know that they'll have to go through
paperwork and interviews because they talk to him, some may pull back."
"Good
idea . . . and I'd best get started." Dupaynil sketched a salute—to more
than her rank, she was sure—and left.
Sassinak
said nothing for a moment, engaging her own (surely still undiscovered?)
privacy systems. Then she grinned at Ford.
"That
sneak: he knew already."
"I
thought so, too. But how?"
"He's
Naval Intelligence—but I'm never sure with those types if he's Intelligence for
someone else, or someones else, as well. The fact that he's planted his own
devices—and too cleverly to reassure me of his ultimate aims— is distinctly
unsettling because there's no telling why he's doing it. I'm—" and
Sassinak pushed her thumb into her chest, grinning—"allowed to be that
clever, but not my subordinates.
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"At
the moment, that's not the issue. Getting you away to find your dear great-aunt
or whatever is the issue, because I don't want you tied up for the time this is
going to take. We need information before that trial date." Sassinak
pushed the orders over to Ford who noted the date and its conversion to Fleet
standard notation on his personal handcomp. "If you can't find anything by
then, be sure you're back to say so."
"But
how can I leave when all—"
Sassinak
hushed him with a gesture. "There are more tricks in that com shack than
Dupaynil knows about. So for, he's the only one who knows that you were present
when these orders arrived. And he's got priority orders he doesn't know about
yet. But he soon will. Just follow my lead."
The
bridge crew came to attention when Sassinak arrived, but she gave the helm to
Ford and entered the communications alcove.
"Captain's
orders," she said crisply to the officer on watch, "You received an
IFTL a short time ago?"
"Yes,
ma'am, to the captain's address with encryption."
Sassinak
could not tell if the com officer's tension was normal or not. "The
contents of that message require me to sit com watch myself for two
hours." This was unusual, but not unheard of: sometimes extremely
sensitive information was sent this way. "I expect incoming IFTL signals,
encrypted, and by these orders," and she waved the paper, "only the
ship's captain can receive them."
"Yes,
ma'am. Will the captain need any assistance?"
Sassinak
let herself glare, and the com officer vanished onto the bridge. What she was
going to do was both illegal and dangerous . . . but so was what Dupaynil had
done, and what the enemy had done. She logged onto the board and engaged her
private comlink to the Ssli interface.
So far,
normal procedure. But now . . . her fingers danced on the board, calling up the
file of the original encrypted message. And there it was, the quadruple header
code she had never forgotten, not in all the years. Idiots, she thought; they
should have changed
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that
long since, as she had changed from a naive ensign standing communications
watch to an experienced and powerful ship captain.
With
the right header code, it was easy to prepare an incoming message Dupaynil
would have to believe was genuine. The other "incoming" message would
be in regular Fleet fashion, Ford's detachment on "family compassionate
leave" . . . but it would not arrive until Dupaynil was gone.
Where
to send Dupaynil? Where would he be safely out of her way, and also, in his own
mind, doing something reasonable? She wished she could send him to a Thek,
preferably a large, old, very slow one ... but that wouldn't work. Fleet
Security had nothing to do with the pacifist Bronthins, or the Mrouxt.
Suddenly
it came to her, and she fought back a broad grin which anyone glancing into the
alcove might notice (why would die captain be grinning to herself in the com
shack?): Ford would dig up dirt on the Paraden family's dealings, and Lunzie
would find what she could on Diplo . . . and that, according to what they'd
found on Ireta, left the alien Setis without an investigator. That would be
Dupaynil's chore.
He had
done a lot of diplomatic work, he'd said. He had bragged after dinner, once,
about his ability to get along with any of the alien members of the Federation,
and even said the Seti weren't as bad as everyone thought.
So,
quickly, carefully, Sassinak wrote the orders. The Ssli had always shown her
special considerations, above and beyond their usual shipboard duties. She owed
her life to the sessile Ssli communications officer on her first tour of duty
when Hssrho had located her in deep space after she'd had a
"misadventure" in an evac pod. In gratitude she had always taken care
to cultivate the Ssli communications officers on every other posting. Now she
consulted the resident Ssli. She could not simply pretend that an IFTL had come
in; the computer records would show it had not and Dupaynil probably had
subverted computer security to some degree. But Dupaynil's actual shipboard
experience was
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limited
and Sassinak knew that he had never bothered to introduce himself to Dhrossh.
Her favorite Wefts, such as Gelory, had mentioned in passing that Dupaynil's
mind was not the right sort for direct contact. Whatever they meant by that.
The
Ssli thought her scheme was delightful ... an odd choice of adjective, Sassinak
thought, and wondered if the speech synthesizer software was working correctly.
She had never suspected the Ssli of any remotely human emotions. Ssli syntax
tended toward the mathematical. But she entered her encrypted message, and the
Ssli initiated IFTL communication with another Ssli on another Fleet vessel.
Which one she would never know.
The
Ssli, her own had informed her, felt no compunction about concealing such
communications from human crew. Her own message bounced back, and appeared as a
true incoming message on the computer and the board. Sassinak routed it to the
decryption computer, peeled a copy for Dupaynil's file, and leaned out to call
to the com watch officer, who had taken a seat on the bridge.
"Get
me Dupaynil," she said, letting herself glower a bit.
Ford
glanced at her but did not even let his brows rise. Dupaynil arrived in a
suspiciously short time; this time Sassinak's glower was not faked at all.
"You,"
she said, pointing a finger at him. The rest of the bridge crew became very
busy at their own boards. "You have an incoming IFTL, which not only
requires decryption and states that I do not have access, but in addition to
that, it carries initiation codes I remember all too well!"
He
would have to know that, or he could find out— and perhaps her flare of anger
would distract him from the unlikeliness of his own orders. At the moment, he
fooked confused, as well he might.
"This!"
Sassinak pointed to the display she'd frozen onscreen. "The last time I
saw that initiation code, that very one, in quad like that, someone smacked me
over the head and dumped me in an evac pod. If you think
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you're
going to do something like that, Major—take me out and take over my ship—you
are very much mistaken!" She could hear the anger in her own voice, and
die bridge was utterly silent.
"I
... Commander Sassinak, I'm sorry, but I don't know what you're talking about.
That code is known to me, yes—it's from the IG's office. But . . ."
"I
don't like secrets on my ship, Dupaynil! I don't like junior officers receiving
IFTL messages to which the captain is forbidden access. And encrypted messages
at that. I don't like people going over my head to the IG's office. What's your
gripe, eh?"
Dupaynil,
she was sure, was not as upset as he looked. He was too smart by half. But he
was responding to her obvious anger and had lost some of his gloss.
"Commander, the IG's office might have reason to contact me about the
Security work I've done here—if nothing else, about that—you know ..." His
voice lowered. Sassinak let herself calm down.
"I
still don't like it," she grumbled, but softly. Someone smothered a cough,
over in Weapons, and nearly choked from the effort. "All right. I see what
you mean, and from what Lunzie said that whole thing was classified. Maybe
there is a reason. But I don't Tike secrets. Not like this, at a time when
we're all . . ." She let her voice trail away. Dupaynil's lids drooped
slightly. Was he convinced? "Take your damned message, and unless you Uke
causing me grief, tell me what's so important I can't even read it."
Dupaynil
moved to the decryption computer and entered his password.
Sassinak
turned to the communications watch officer, and said, "Take over. And make
sure I know about any incoming or outgoing messages. From anyone." This
last with a sidelong glance at Dupaynil.
The
Security officer was staring at the screen as if it had grown tentacles;
Sassinak controlled an impulse to laugh at him. He glanced at her, a shrewd,
calculating look, and she spoke immediately.
"Well?
Are you supposed to clap me in irons, or what?" He shook his head, and
sighed.
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"No,
Commander, it's nothing like that. It is ... odd . . . that is all. May we
speak in your office? Privately?"
Sassinak
nodded shortly and left the bridge with a final glower for everyone. She could
feel the support of her crew—her own crew—like a warm blanket around her
shoulders. In her office, she put her formal desk between herself and Dupaynil.
His brows rose, recognizing that for what it was, and he sighed again.
"Captain,
I swear to you ..."
"Don't
bother." Sassinak turned away, briefly, to glance at the hardcopy he
offered her, then met his dark eyes squarely. "If you don't know what I'm
talking about, then you don't—but I cannot ignore anything like that. It nearly
cost me my life twenty years ago."
"I'm
sorry. Truly sorry. But just as you received unwelcome orders a short while
ago, I have now received unwelcome orders to leave this ship—unwelcome and even
stranger than yours."
"Oh?
And where are you supposed to go?" She saw Dupaynil wince at the unbending
ice in that tone. She could care less, as long as she rid herself of a
potential traitor.
"To
the Seti—to the Sek of Fomalhaut, in fact. One of my past sins come to haunt
me, I suppose. Apparently there's some kind of diplomatic problem with the new
human ambassador to the High Court, and I'm supposed to know someone who might
be of assistance."
"But
you can't," Sassinak said sharply. "You can't leave: we're all under
orders to proceed to Federation Central, you most of all. You were in on all of
it; your testimony ..."
"Can
be recorded, and will have to be. I'm sorry. Truly sorry, as I said, but these
orders take precedence. Have to." His finger tapped the authorizing seals
and codes; in the labyrinthine regulations of Fleet and FSP, the IG's signature
outweighed even the Judge Advocate General's. "Besides, I might still be
of use to you. The Thek hinted that the Seti were involved, but they had no
solid data, or none they passed to us. That's something I can look into, with
my contacts in the Seti diplomatic subculture. They estimate the as-
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signment
proper will take me only about six standard months; I can be back in time to
share what I've learned, and testify if called,"
Sassinak
heaved a dramatic sigh. "Well. I suppose, if you have to, you have to. And
maybe you can find something useful, although the Seti are the least likeable
bunch of bullies I've ever met."
"They
do require careful handling," Dupaynil murmured, almost demurely.
Sassinak
wondered what he was up to now. She did not trust him one hairsbreadth.
"Very well. Where are we supposed to drop you off?"
"It
says your orders will be in shortly and I'm to leave at the next transfer
point. Wherever that is."
"Somebody's
entirely too clever," Sassinak growled. She hoped she hadn't been clever
enough to trip herself with this—but so for Dupaynil seemed convinced.
Just
then the junior com officer tapped timidly on her door, and offered a hardcopy
of her second faked IFTL message, the one telling her to drop out of FTL drive,
and proceed to the nearest Fleet station. The nearest Fleet station was a
resupply center with only monthly tanker traffic and the occasional escort or
patrol craft dropping by. She remembered it well, from her one previous visit
fifteen years before. She showed Dupaynil the orders.
"Supply
Center 64: says there's an escort in dock. You'll take that, I imagine?"
At his nod, she said, "I'll expect you back at 1500, to give your
deposition; we'll have the equipment set up by then, and an ETA for the supply
center."
The
rest of that day Sassinak hardly dared look at Ford; she would have burst out
laughing. Dupaynil came back, gave his testimony while she asked every question
she could think of before she sent him off to pack his gear.
They
popped out of FTL space within a few hours of the supply center. Sassinak had
already dispatched messages to it and the escort vessel (whose pilot had been
planning an unauthorized three-day party with the supply center's crew).
Escorts, not large enough to house a
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Ssli,
were out of the IFTL links. Once aboard, Dupaynil would have only sublight ways
of checking up on his orders.
Docking
the Zaid-Dayan at the supply station was simple: the station had equipment to
handle large transports of all shapes, and the small escort took up only a
minute space at the far end of the station. Sassinak indulged herself, as she
rarely could anymore, and brought the cruiser in herself, easing it to the
gantry so gently that no one detected contact until the status tights changed
color.
"Nice
job!" said the station Dockmaster, a Weft. "We'll have air up in the
tubes in a few minutes. Is your passenger ready to transfer?"
"Ready
when you are."
Dupaynil
would leave by one of the small hatches, an airlock on the second flight deck.
Even with a Fleet facility, Sassinak didn't like opening up real interior space
to a possible pressure loss. She glanced at Dupaynil, visible on one of the
side screens, and flicked a switch to put him on-channel.
"They're
airing up the tube. Sure you don't want a pressure suit?"
"No
thank you."
He had
already explained how he felt about pressure suits. Sassinak was tempted to
teach him a lesson about that, but under the circumstances she wanted their
parting to be as friendly as possible.
"Fine
. . . we're standing by for your departure signal." She could see, in the
monitor, the light above the hatch come on, flick twice, and steady to green.
"On
my way," said Dupaynil. Then he paused, and faced the monitor-cam
squarely. "Commander? I did not intend to cause you trouble and I have no
idea what that initiation code means to you. You may not believe me, but I have
no desire to see you hurt."
And I
have a great desire to see your back going off my ship, thought Sassinak, but
she smiled for his benefit. "I'd like to believe you, and if that's true,
I hope we serve together again someday. Have a good trip. Don't let those Seti
use you for nest padding."
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When
the status lights confirmed that Dupaynil was safely off the ship and into the
station, Sassinak breathed a sigh of relief. Now she could tell Ford what she
was up to—or enough for him to help her with the last of Dupaynil's maneuver.
That involved a bit of straight talking to the escort captain, on the need for immediate
departure, and the importance of keeping his mouth firmly shut. Sassinak kept
the Zaid-Dayan linked to the station until the escort broke away.
"And
just how did you manage that?" Ford had waited just long enough for her to
engage her office's privacy circuits. Sassinak grinned at him. "And don't
bother to look innocent," he went on. "I don't know how you did it,
but you must have."
"Let's
just say that someone who's spent her career on ships knows a bit more about
them than a Security office rat."
"And
you're not going to explain, eh?"
"Not
entirely. Would you trust Dupaynil to have undipped whatever bugs he's set out
on this ship?"
"Mmm.
I see."
"And
you are smart enough to figure out everything you need to know. You can think about
it while looking up your remarkable relative."
"But
what about the depositions? I can't leave now!" His face changed
expression suddenly. "Oh. The only one who knew about those orders is ...
Gods above, Captain, what did you do?"
"Used
the resources available to make appropriate dispositions of personnel in a
situation of extreme delicacy," said Sassinak crisply. "And that's
all I'm going to say about it. Your assignment is to uncover whatever links you
can between the suspect merchant families and planet piracy and the slave
trade. On my orders, by my assessment that this need overrides any other orders
you may have heard about."
"Ummm
. . . yes, ma'am."
"Good.
Dupaynil, meanwhile, is supposed to be investigating the Seti and their
connection with all this nastiness. I have heard, from time to time, that the
Seti
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expressed
sympathy with the heavyworlders for having been the victims of genetic
engineering. You remember that they believe all such activity is wrong and
refuse any kind of bioengineering on their own behalf. They're also known to
hate Wefts, although no one seems to know why, and the Wefts won't
comment."
"I've
never understood why the Seti came into the Federation at all," Ford said.
He seemed glad enough of a detour.
"Let
Dupaynil worry about that," Sassinak said. "Now, d'you think a direct
call to your family will locate your great aunt?"
"No,
probably not. Let me think. The family hears at least once a standard year at
Homefaring, but that's five months away. And she travels, you know; she's
supposed to have one of the most luxurious yachts in space. We might find her
in one of the society papers."
"Society
papers!"
Ford
flushed. "She's that fend; I told you. Minor aristocracy, but considers
herself well up there. Once we locate her, I can fake—I mean arrange—a message
from the family to justify a visit."
Sassinak
did not even know the names of the papers Ford called up on their next shift
down into normal space. She glanced at the sheets as he passed them over: even
in flat copy, the photographs fairly glittered with wealth. Women in jewels and
glistening gowns, men in formal Court dress, ribbons streaming from one knee.
The sumptuous interiors of "gracious homes" as they were called,
homes that existed merely to show off their owners' wealth. Sassinak could not
imagine actually sleeping in one of the beds shown, a "sculpted
masterpiece" with a stream of moving water actually running through it.
She could feel her lip curling.
"Ah!
Here she is." Ford had his finger on the place. "Among the notable
guests at the wedding—would you look at that so-called bride!—is my very own
noble relative. Will travel on to participate in the Season at the usual
Rainbow Arc events . . . which means she's somewhere between Zalaive and the
Rainbow Arc. Permission to initiate search?"
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"Go
ahead." Sassinak was deep in a discussion of the reasons why cuulinda was
destined to replace folsath as the newest sporting rage among the nobility. She
hadn t heard of either, and the article didn't mention whether they were played
with teams, animals, or computers. Ford busied himself at the terminal,
checking Fleet's comprehensive database on vessel ownership and movement on the
lowlink.
"Ah!
She's en route to Colles, ETA two weeks, and there's a ... Oh snarks!"
"A
what?" asked Sassinak, looking up at his tone.
"Well.
I can get to her by her next planetfall, but it means hitching a ride on a
tanker-transport."
Sassinak
grinned at him. Tankers had a reputation as bare-bones tranportation, and they
played out that game on visitors.
"It'll
make the contrast all the greater." She looked at the route he'd found.
"I'll cut your orders, get you on that patrol-class. Don't forget to
arrange that family message somehow."
"I
won't."
His
routing didn't give them much time, but, with Lunzie and Dupaynil both out of
the way, they enjoyed a last festive evening in Sassinak's cabin. Then he was
gone, and Sassinak had the final planning to do as they approached the crowded
inner sector of the Federation.
She
wondered how Aygar would react to the publicity and culture shock of
FedCentral. He had been using the data banks on the Zaid-Dayan several hours a
day. Ford kept a record of his access. He'd talked to both Marines and Fleet
enlisted personnel and word of that trickled back to Sassinak by channels she
doubted Aygar knew about. He had asked to take some of the basic achievement
tests, to gauge for himself where he stood educationally. Sassinak had given
permission, even though Dr. Mayerd thought "the boy," as she called
him, should have professional advice.
The
test results lay in the computer files. Sassinak had not accessed them, out of
respect for the little
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privacy
Aygar had, but from his demeanor he seemed well pleased with himself. She was
less certain.
He was
a striking young man, attractive if you liked muscles and regular features, and
she admitted to herself that she did. But except for that subtle sense of
rivalry with Lunzie, she would not have been drawn to him. She liked men of
experience, men with whom she could share her broad background. Fleet officers
of her own rank, or near it. It was all very well to impress youngsters like that
ensign Timran. No woman minded starry-eyed boys as long as they stayed
respectful. But Aygar did not fit that category, or any other.
"Commander?
Central Docks wants a word."
That
brought her out of her reverie, and across the passage onto the bridge. She had
never brought a ship in to Federation Central's Docking Station before. Few
did; Fleet protected the center of Federation government services, but was not
entirely welcome here in force. Some races, and some humans, feared military
rebellion and takeover. Hence the slow approach, dropping to sublight drive
well outside the system, zigging and zagging (at high cost in fuel and time) to
make unhandy checkpoints where defense satellites scrutinized their appearance
and orders.
"Commander
Sassinak, FSP cruiser Zaid-Dayan," said Sassinak.
"Ah
. . . Commander ... ah ... procedures for securing armament, as required by the
Federation for all incoming warships, must be complete before your vessel
passes the outer shell."
Sassinak
frowned, catching Arly's eye. The Zaid-Dayan could, in fact, take on most
planetary defenses; she could understand why the more nervous members of the
Federation would not want a human-crewed, fully armed heavy cruiser over their
heads. But her trust in .Federation Security right now was severely limited.
She did not want her ship vulnerable.
"Securing,"
she said, with a nod to Arly.
Arly
was scowling, but more with concentration than discontent. They had already
discussed what to do; it remained to see if it would work. As a technical prob-
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lem,
Sassinak thought, watching Arly's hands rove her control board, it was
interesting.
The
Federation had only one telepathic race, the Wefts. Since the Wefts usually got
along with humans, and had nothing to gain by disarming Fleet ships, any Wefts
were unlikely to complain. The Seti would certainly complain of anything they
recognized, and the pacifist members of the Federation, the Bronthin, would
drop their foals if they knew. But would they know? Would they consider
weaponry the same way Sassinak and Arly did?
The
more obvious armament, items specified in the ship's Fleet classification, had
to be secured. In this context, that meant control circuits patched out,
projectile weapons unloaded and projectiles secured in locked compartments,
power detached from EM projectors and opticals. A FedCentral Insystem Security
team would be aboard, guarding access to these areas, to prevent anyone from
launching a missile, or frying something with a laser.
But the
ZaidrDayaris power did not reside only in its named armaments. The most
dangerous weapon you will ever control, one of her instructors had said back in
the Academy, is right here: between your ears. The weapons you can see, or hold
in your hand, are only chunks of metal and plastic.
Arly
and Sassinak together had worked out ways of bypassing the patchouts, producing
readouts that looked clean, while the systems involved still functioned. Not
the projectiles. Someone could look and actually see whether or not a launcher
had anything in the tube. But the EM and opticals, and the locks on the missile
and ammunitions storage bins, could appear to be locked.
"Admiral
CoromeU's office," said Sassinak, facing the ident screen squarely. She
had no idea where on this planet the Admiral would be, but the comcomp would
take care of that. Surely there was only one Admiral Coromell at this time.
"Admiral
CoromeU's office, Lieutenant. Commander
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Dollish
speaking." Dallish looked like most Lieutenant Commanders stuck with shore
duty: slightly bored but wary. When he'd had a moment to take in Sassinak's
rank, his eyes brightened. "Commander Sassinak! A pleasure, ma'am. We've
heard about your exciting tour!"
Sassinak
let herself smile. She should have realized that, of course, rumor would have
spread so far. Fleet kept no secrets from itself. "Not entirely my idea.
Is the Admiral available?"
Dallish
looked genuinely disappointed. "No, Commander, he's not. He's gone rhuch
hunting over on Six and won't be back for several weeks Standard. You could go
and—"
Sassinak
shook her head. "No, worse luck. Orders say to deliver my prisoner and
stand by for pre-trial depositions and hearings."
"Kipling's
copper corns! Sorry, Commander. That's too bad. This is no port for a
cruiser."
"Don't
I know it! Look, is there anywhere I can give leave to the crew who aren't
involved? Someplace they can have a good time and not get into too much
trouble?" She did not miss the change in Dallish's expression, a sudden
cool wariness. Had she caused it, or something in his office outside the scan
area?
"Commander,
perhaps I'd better come aboard, and you can give me your message for Admiral
Coromell in person."
Perfectly
correct, perfectly formal, and completely wrong: she had said nothing yet about
any message. Sassinak's experienced hackles rose. "Fine," she said.
"What time shall we expect you?"
"Oh
. . . sixteen hundred Fleet Standard; that's twenty-three fifty local."
Late,
in other words. Late enough Fleet time that he wouldn't be going back to the
Admiral's office afterwards; very late in local time.
"Very
well. Fleet shuttle, or . .
"Federation
Insystem Security shuttle, Commander. Fleet has no dedicated planetary shuttles."
Oho,
Sassinak thought. So Fleet personnel onplanet are isolated unless Security lets
them fly? She asked
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for,
and got, an identification profile, and signed off. When she looked around, her
bridge crew had clearly been fastening.
"I
don't like that," she said to Arly. "If-^when—I go downside, III want
one of our shuttles available, just in
case.
Arly
nodded, eyes twinkling. Sassinak knew she was thinking of the last shuttle
expedition. And young Timran's unexpectedly lucky rashness.
"Weapons
systems lockdown is supposed to include shuttle lockdown," Arly reminded
her.
Sassinak
did not bother to answer; Arly had had her orders. They understood each other.
She hoped an unauthorized shuttle flight would not be necessary. But if it was,
she trusted that Arly would arrange it somehow.
Lieutenant
Commander Dallish, when he appeared in her office shortly after debarking from
the Security shuttle, apologized for his earlier circumlocutions.
"The
Admiral told me he considers you in a unique position to provide evidence
against the planet pirates," he said. "For that reason, he warned me
to take every precaution if you contacted his office. I don't really think that
anyone there is a traitor, but with that much traffic . . . and one of them a
Council bureaucrat ... I decided not to take chances."
"Very
wise," said Sassinak.
In
person he looked just as he had on the screen: perhaps five years younger than
she, professional without being stuffy, obviously intelligent.
"You
asked about liberty for your crew. Frankly, you could not be in a worse place,
particularly right now. You know the Grand Council's in session this
year?"
Sassinak
hated to admit that she had only the vaguest idea how the Federation Grand
Council actually scheduled its work, and gave a noncommittal response. Dallish
went on as if she'd said something intelligent.
"All
the work gets done in the preliminary Section meetings, of course: the Grand
Council's mostly a formality. But it does overlap the Winter Assizes; a
convenience for delegates when a major intercultural case is
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on the
schedule. As it is now. And that means the hotels are already filling up—yes,
months early—with delegations from every member. Support staff arriving early.
Your crew, since they've been involved in the case, will of course have to be
debriefed by Fleet Intelligence and Federation Security. And if they go
onplanet after that, they'll be harrassed by the news-media. "
Sassinak
frowned. "Well, they can't stay locked up in the ship the entire tune.
We're not going anywhere and there's not enough to do." In the back of her
mind, she was running over all the miserable long-hour chores that she could
assign, but with the weapons systems locked, and flight decks supposedly off
limits, nothing but cleaning the whole environmental system with toothbrushes
would keep everyone busy.
"My
advice, Captain, would be to see if those who've been deposed, and whose
testimony is at best minor, couldn't be released to go on long liberty over on
Six. That's a recreational reserve: hunting, fishing, sailing, a few good
casinos. Fleet has a lodge in the mountains, too. They'd have to go by civilian
carrier, but at least they'd be out of your hair."
"I
don't like splitting my crew." Without calling up the figures, she
couldn't be sure just how far away Six was: days of travel, anyway, on a
civilian insystem ferry, perhaps more. If something did happen . . . She shut
that line of thought down. Better to clean the whole environmental system with
toothbrushes. Preparedness, she'd noticed, tended to keep trouble from
happening. And there were worse problems than boredom.
Chapter
Four
"Darling
boy!" Auntie Q, Ford thought, was the archetypal spoiled rich widow. She
had sparkling jewels on every exposed inch of flesh: rings, bracelets, armlets,
necklaces, earrings, and even a ruby implanted between her eyes. He hoped it
was a ruby, and not a Blindeye, a medjewel. "You can't know how I've longed
to meet you!" Auntie Q also had the voice his father had warned him about.
Already he could feel his spine softening into an ingratiating curve.
"I'm
so glad, too," he managed.
He
hoped it sounded sincere. It had better. He'd spent a lot of time and money
tracking Auntie Q down. Most of his immediate family had intentionally lost her
address and her solicitors were not about to give her yacht's private comcode
to a mere great-nephew by marriage serving on a Fleet cruiser. He had finally
had to go through Cousin Chalbert, a harrowing inquisition which had started
with an innocent enough question, "But why do you want to see her? Are you
short of hinds, or anything like that?" and ended up with him confessing
every venial and mortal sin he had ever committed.
Then
he'd had to endure that ride on a tank-hauler,
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whose
bridge crew seemed delighted to make things tough for someone off a cruiser.
They seemed to think that cruiser crews lived in obscene luxury and had all the
glory as well. Ford was willing to admit that hauling supplies was less
thrilling than chasing pirates, but by the third day he was tired of being
dumped on for the luxuries he'd never actually enjoyed.
Auntie
Q gave him a glance that suggested she had all oars in the water, and turned to
speak into a grill. "Sam, my great-nephew arrived after all. So we'll be
three for dinner and I want your very best."
"Yes,
ma'am," came the reply.
Ford
wished he had a way out, and knew he hadn't. The tank-hauler's crew had
insisted he share their mess and his stomach was still rebelling.
"You
did bring dress things, didn't you?" asked Auntie Q, giving Ford another
sharp look.
But
he'd been warned. Some of his outlay had been for the clothes which Auntie Q
expected any gentleman to have at hand.
"Of
course . . . although they may be a little out of date ..."
She
beamed at him. "Not at all, dear. Men's clothes don't go out of date like
that. All this nonsense of which leg to tie the ribbons on. That's ridiculous.
Black tie, dear, since no one's visiting."
Auntie
Q's favorite era of male dress had been thirty years back: a revival of 19th
century Old Earth European. Ford thought it was ridiculous, but then all dress
clothes were, and were probably intended to be. Fleet taught you to wear
anything and get the job done. He thought of that, checking himself in the
mirror in his vast stateroom. It was as big as Sassinak's Zaid-Dayan stateroom
and office combined, fall of furniture as costly as her desk. His black tie,
crisply correct, fitted between stiffly white collar points. Studs held the
stiff front panels of his shirt together (buttons were pedestrian, daytime
wear) and cufflinks held his cuffs. It was utterly ridiculous and he could not
keep from grinning at himself. He shrugged on the close-fitting dinner jacket.
Like his dress uniform, it showed off broad
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shoulders
and a lean waist (if you had them) or an expanse of white shirt, if you did
not. He already wore the slim black trousers, the patent-leather shoes. He
looked, to himself, like a caricature of a Victorian dandy. A face appeared in
the mirror behind him: haughty, willful, her graying hair piled high in
elaborate puffs and curls, a diamond choker around her wattled neck. Her gown,
draped artfully to suggest what she no longer had to display, was a shimmering
mass of black shot with silver-gray. From the top of her hairdo three great
quills stuck up, quivering in shades of green and silver. Ford blinked. Surely
they weren't really. . . ?
She
winked at him, and he had to grin back. "Yes they are, dearie," she
said. "Ryxi tailfeathers, every one, and you shall hear how I came by
them."
Impossibly,
this visit was going to be fun. No wonder his father had been overwhelmed; no
male under thirty-five would stand a chance. Ford swept her a bow, which she
received as her due, and offered his arm. Her hand on his was light but firm;
she guided him unobtrusively to her dining room.
Three
for dinner meant Ford himself, Auntie Q, and her "companion,"
introduced as Madame Flaubert. Ford's excellent education reminded him of all
possible associations, and his Fleet-honed suspicions quivered. Madame Flaubert
had excruciatingly red hair, a bosom even more ample than Auntie Q, and an
ornate brooch large enough to conceal a small missile launcher. The two women
exchanged raised eyebrows and significant nods and shrugs while Ford attempted
to pretend he didn't notice. Then Madame Flaubert leaned over and laid her hand
on Ford's. He managed not to flinch.
"You
are Lady Quesada'a great-great-nephew?" Her voice was husky, with a
resonance that suggested she might have been trained as a singer.
"Only
by courtesy," said Ford smoothly, with a smiling nod to Auntie Q.
"The relationship is by marriage, not by blood, on my father's side."
"I
told you that, Seraphine," his aunt said, almost sharply.
"I'm
sorry, but you know my mind wanders." Ford
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could
not decide if the menace that weighted those words was intentional or
accidental. But his aunt sat up straighter; she knew something about it. Madame
Flaubert smiled at Ford, an obviously contrived smile. "Your aunt will not
have told you, perhaps, that I am her spiritual advisor."
Despite
himself, his eyes widened and shifted to his aunt's face. Two spots of color
had come out on her cheeks. They faded slowly as he watched. Madame Flaubert
pressed his hand again to get his attention, and he forced himself to meet her
gaze.
"You
do not believe in spirit guides? No. I see you are a practical young man, and I
suppose your . . . Fleet . . . does not encourage a spiritual nature."
Ford
tried to think of something innocuous to say. Of all the things he had thought
about coming to meet his notorious Auntie Q, spiritualism had not entered his
mind. Madame Flaubert finally patted his hand, as one would pat a child who had
just proven a disappointment, and smiled sadly.
"Whether
you believe or not, my dear, is of little consequence as long as your heart is
filled with purity. But for you, for a man who makes his living by war, I see
trouble ahead for you, if you do not seek a higher road." Her hand fell
from his heavily, with a little thump on the table, and she lay back in her
chair, eyes closed. Ford glanced at his aunt, who was sitting bolt upright, her
lips folded tightly. She said nothing, staring past him down the table, until
Madame Flaubert moaned, sat up, and (as Ford by this time expected) said,
"Oh! Did I say something?"
"Later,
Seraphine." Auntie Q lifted the crystal bell and, in response to its
delicate ring, a uniformed servant entered with a tray of food.
Whatever
else Auntie Q had, Ford thought later that evening, she had a miracle of a
cook. He was sure it was not just the contrast with the supply hauler's mess:
he had eaten well enough on the Zaid-Dayan, and at plenty of elegant
restaurants in several Sectors. No, this was special, a level of cuisine he had
never even imagined. Nothing looked like what it was, or tasted the way
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he
thought it would, and it all made "good" or "delicious"
into inadequate words. If only his unsteady stomach had not suffered through
the tanker crew's cookery, he'd have been in culinary heaven.
Conversation,
on the other hand, was limited. Ma-dame Flaubert kept giving Ford meaningful
looks, but said nothing except to ask for the return of certain dishes.
Spiritual advising was evidently hungry work; she ate twice as much as Auntie
Q, and even more than Ford. Auntie Q asked Ford perfunctory questions about his
family, and was satisfied with the barest outline of answers. He had the
feeling that normally she'd want to know what color stockings his sister's
bridesmaids had worn at her wedding, and who had given what gift, but something
was distracting her. Suddenly, while Ma-dame Flaubert still had a mouthful of
food, Auntie Q pushed back her chair.
"We
shall retire," she said, "while you enjoy your port."
Madame
Flaubert flushed, swallowed gracelessly but without choking, and stood. Ford
was already on his feet, and bowed them out. Port? After clearing away, the
servant had returned, carrying a tray with bottle, glass, and a box of cigars.
Ford eyed them. He did not smoke, and everything he'd read about cigars warned
him not to start now. The port was something else. Would it settle his stomach
or make things worse? And how long was he supposed to wait before rejoining the
ladies? For that matter, what did the ladies do while waiting for the gentleman
to finish his port?
He took
a cautious sip, and smiled in spite of himself. Wherever Auntie Q had found
this, it was grand stuff for a stomach-ache, warming all the way down. He
stretched his legs beneath the table and tried to imagine himself lord of all
he surveyed. With the exception of Auntie Q, who would rule whatever domain she
happened to be in.
After a
time, the same servant appeared to take away the tray, and direct Ford to
"Madame's drawing room." Originally a withdrawing room, Ford
recalled, to which
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the
ladies withdrew while the menfolk made noise and rude smells with their cigars.
His
aunt's drawing room was furnished with more restraint than Ford would have
expected. A small instrument with black and white keys, reversed from the
usual, and too small for a piano. Ford wondered what it was, but did not ask.
Several elegant but sturdy chairs, each different. A low table of some
remarkable wood, sawn across knots and knurls to show the intricate graining. A
single tall cabinet, its polished doors closed, and two graceful etchings on
the walls but none of the cluttered knick-knacks her other mannerisms had
suggested.
Madame
Flaubert lounged in a brocaded armchair, a pose he suspected of concealing more
tension than she would admit. She fondled a furry shape he gradually recognized
as a dog of some sort. Its coat had been brushed into fanciful whirls, and it
had a jeweled collar around its tiny neck. Two bright black eyes glittered at
him, and it gave one minute yip before subsiding into Madame Flaubert's ample
lap. His aunt, on the contrary, sat upright before a tapestry frame.
"I
remember your father," Auntie Q said. "Hardly more than a boy, he was
then. Seemed afraid of me, for some reason. Very stiff."
Ford
gave her the smile that had worked with other women. "If I'd been a boy,
you'd have frightened me."
"I
doubt that." She snipped the needle free and threaded a length of blue.
"I know what your side of the family thinks of me. Too rich to be
reasonable, too old to know what she's doing, troublesome. Isn't that
right?" Her eye on him was as sharp as her needle's '<point.
;. Ford grinned and shrugged. "Spoiled,
overbearing, r arrogant, and tiresome, actually. As you, without doubt,
already
know."
^ She flashed a smile at him. "Thank
you, my dear. Honesty's best between relatives, even when, as so .often, it is
inconvenient elsewhere. Now we know where we stand, don't we? You didn't come
to see a spoiled,
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overbearing,
arrogant, tiresome old lady for the fun of
"Not
for the fan of it, no." Ford let himself frown. "It was actually
curiosity."
"Oh?"
"To
see if you were as bad as they said. To see if you were as sick and miserable
as you said. To see what kind of woman could have married into both Santon and
Paraden and then gotten free of them."
"And
now?"
"To
see what kind of woman would wear Ryxi tailfeathers to dinner. How could anyone
resist that?"
"I
can't tell you what you want to know," she said, sombre for an instant.
"I can't tell you why. But, never mind, I can tell you about the
Ryxi."
Ford
was not surprised to notice that Madame Flaubert was back in the room, cooing
to her dog, which had spent the interim curled on her chair.
"Even
the Ryxi are fellow beings searching for the light," said Madame Flaubert.
"Ridicule damages the scoffer ..."
"I'm
not scoffing," said Auntie Q tardy. "I'm merely telling Ford where I
got these feathers."
She
plunged into the tale without looking at Madame Flaubert again; her voice
trembled at first, then steadied. Ford listened, amused by the story. He could
have predicted it, what a high-spirited rich young wife might do at one of the
fancy balls when her "incorrigibly stuffy" husband tried to insist
that she be discreet. Discretion, quite clearly, had never been one of Auntie
Q's strong points. He could almost see her younger (no doubt beautiful) self,
capering in mock courtship with a Ryxi in diplomatic service ... a Ryxi who had
let himself get overexcited, who had plucked the jeweled pin from her turban,
and crowed (as Ryxi sometimes did, when they forgot themselves).
He
could imagine her shock, her desire to do something outrageous in return. When
the Ryxi had gone into the final whirling spin of the mating dance, she had
yanked hard on his tailfeathers. By the time the whirling Ryxi could stop,
screeching with mingled pain and hu-
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initiation,
she had run away, safely hidden by her own wild crowd. Ford glanced at Madame
Flaubert, whose mouth was pinched into a moue of disgust. He could almost hear
her mental comment: vulgar. Ford himself agreed, but not with any intensity.
Most of
what he knew about the wealthy and powerful he considered vulgar, but it didn't
bother him. He certainly didn't bother about the degrees of vulgarity they
might assign to one another's actions. Tenuous as the family connection might
be, he would pick Auntie Q over Madame Flaubert anytime. His aunt had finished
her story, with a challenging, almost defiant lift of her chin. He could
imagine her as a spoiled child, when she would have had dimples beside her
mouth. He grinned as much at the memory as at her story.
"Didn't
he file a protest?" asked Ford.
His
aunt bridled. "Of course he did. But I had filed a protest, too. Because
he still had my jewel and he'd made a public nuisance of himself by losing
control and going into the mating sequence. It's quite unmistakable even if
you've never seen it."
"I
have." Ford fought to keep his voice under control. It must have been the
spectacle of the year, he thought to himself.
"So
there was a lot of buzzing around. My husband's attorneys got involved and
eventually everyone withdrew charges. The Ryxi ambassador himself sent a note
of apology. Everyone insisted I do the same. But both of us kept our trophies.
I had to agree not to display Aem then—not in public, you know—but that was
years back, and this is my own private yacht."
It
sounded as if she expected an argument; another fiance at Madame Flaubert
suggested with whom. Ford Iwt protective, but realized that Auntie Q expected
{and trained) her menfolk to feel protective. ••>. "It's a wonderful
story," he said, quite honestly. "I wish I'd been there to see
it." He meant that, too. .Formal diplomatic functions with multiple races
were osually painfully dull, kept so by everyone's attempts not to break
another culture's rules of etiquette. Fleet officers stuck with attendance
expected to spend long
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hours
standing politely listening to civilian complaints while all the good-looking
persons of opposite sex enjoyed themselves across a crowded dance floor. He
remembered Sassinak telling him about a little excitement once, but that was
all.
His
aunt leaned over and touched his cheek. "You'd have enjoyed it, I can
tell. You might even have helped me."
"Of
course I would."
His
stomach rumbled, loudly and insistently, and he felt himself flush. His aunt
ignored die unmentionable noise, turning instead to Madame Flaubert, who was
staring at Ford's midsection as if she could see into it.
"Seraphine,
perhaps you could find the cube with die newsstories from that event?" Her
tone made it more command than request; Madame Flaubert almost jumped, but
nodded quickly and set her lapdog back down.
"Of
course."
But
even as she rose to comply, Ford's stomach clenched, and he realized he was
about to be sick. He felt cold, clammy, and his vision narrowed.
"Excuse
me, please," he said, between gritted teeth.
Auntie
Q glanced at him politely, then stiffened. "You've gone quite green,"
she said. "Are you ill?"
Another
pang twisted him, and he barely whispered, "Something I ate on the tanker,
perhaps."
"Of
course. I'll have Sam find you some medicine." She rose, as imperious as
she had been after dinner. "Come, Seraphine."
They
swept out as Ford groped his way to the door. He was perversely irritated that
she had seen him lose control, and at the same time that she had left him to
find his own way back to his stateroom. He didn't want to throw up on her
elegant silver and rose carpet, but if he had to wander far. . . .
He had
hardly taken a few steps down the corridor when a strongly-built man in chefs
whites (another uniform unchanged through the centuries) grasped him under the
arm and helped him swiftly back to his quarters.
He had
been very thoroughly sick in the bathroom,
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losing
with regret that delicious dinner, hardly noticing the silent, efficient help
of the cook. When he regained his sense of balance, he was tucked into bed, his
dress clothes draped across a chair, and the cold clamminess had passed into a
burning fever and aching joints. What a beginning to a social inquiry, he
thought, and then lapsed into unrestful sleep.
He woke
to a foul taste in his mouth, the sour smell of sickness, and the suspicion
that something was very wrong indeed. He had had bad dreams, full of dire
symbolism (a black Eyxi dancing around his aunt's casket waving her two stolen
plumes in macabre triumph? Commander Sassinak handing him a shining medal that
turned into a smoking fuse when he pinned it to his uniform? A scaly, clawed
hand tossing a handful of Fleet vessels, including the Zaid-Dayan, like dice
onto a playing board whose pieces were planets and suns?).
He was
quite sure that Madame Flaubert could "explain" them all, in ways
that would make him responsible if he didn't reform, but he felt too weak to
reform. Even to get up. Someone tapped on his door, and he croaked a weak answer.
"Sorry,
sir, to be so late with breakfast."
It was
the man in white, the cook. Sam, he remembered. He had not expected anyone, but
if he'd thought, he'd have expected the servant who served dinner. Sam carried
a covered tray; Ford thought it probably smelled delicious, but whatever it was
he didn't want it. He shook his head, but Sam brought it nearer anyway, and set
it on a folding table he had had in his other hand.
"You're
still not well. I can see that." Off came the tray cover, revealing a
small plate with crisp slices of toast, small glasses of fruit juice and water,
and a tiny cut-glass pillbox. "This may not sit well, but at least it'll
give me an idea what to try next . . ."
"I
don't want anything." That came out in a hoarse voice he hardly recognized
for his own. "Something on the tanker ..."
"Well,
I didn't think it came out of my kitchen." That barely missed smugness,
the certainty of a master crafts-
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"Did you get a look in that tanker's galley?" Sam held out the glass
of water, and Ford sipped it, hoping to lose the taste in his mouth. It eased
die dryness in his throat, at least.
"They
told me, boasted in fact, that they didn't have a galley. Cooked their own
food, mostly just heated up whatever came out of the synthesizer."
"And
didn't clean the synthesizer coils often enough, I daresay. It's not easy to
make great meals from basic synth, but it doesn't have to be sickening,
either." As he spoke, Sam offered the toast, but Ford shook his head
again.
"Just
the water, thanks. Sorry to cause you any inconvenience." Which was a mild
way of apologizing for the night before, when he had done more than cause
inconvenience. And what was he going to do now? In Auntie Q's circle, he was
sure that one did not inflict one's illnesses on hosts. But he had no place to
go. The Zaid-Dayan was on her way to FedCentral; the nearest Fleet facility was
at least a month's travel away, even if the yacht was headed that direction,
which it wasn't.
"Not
at all, sir." Sam had tidied away the toast, replacing the tray's cover,
while leaving the cold water on his bedside table. Ford wished he would go away
soon. He no longer felt nauseated, but he could tell he was far from well.
"Bowers will be in later, to help you with your bath. I will inform Madame
that you are still indisposed; she inquired, of course."
"Of
course," Ford murmured.
"She
regrets that her personal physician is presently on vacation, but when we reach
our destination, she will be able to obtain professional assistance for you
from the local community."
"I
shall hope not to need it by then." That had a double meaning, he realized
after it came out. The cook—not quite what he would have expected from Auntie
Q's cook, barring the expertise—smiled at him.
"Taking
that the best way, sir, I hope not, too. We do have a fair assortment of
medicines, if you're prone to self-medicate?"
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"No
thanks. I'll wait it out. These things never last long."
At last
the cook was standing, tray in hand, giving a last smile as he went out the
door. Ford sagged back against his pillows. What a bad start to his
investigation! He was sure that Auntie Q liked him . . . that she would have
told him all about her connection to the Paradens . . . but she would not be
the sort to waste her time nursing a nastily sick invalid. He hoped the virus
or whatever it was would be as brief as most such illnesses. Leaving aside his
mission, he wanted to try more of Sam's marvelous cooking.
Two
days later, after surviving a light breakfast with no aftershocks, he made his
way to the dining room, once more clad in the formal daytime dress of a
nineteenth century European. (He thought it was European— something Old Earth,
and the Europeans had been dominant that century.) Auntie Q had sent him a
couple of ancient books (real books, with paper leaves) for amusement, had
inquired twice daily about his welfare, but otherwise left him alone. He had to
admit it was better than having someone hovering, whose feelings be would have
had to respect.
Auntie
Q greeted him with restrained affection; Ma-dame Flaubert inquired volubly
about his symptoms until Auntie Q raised a commanding hand.
"Really,
Seraphine! I'm sure dear Ford doesn't wish to discuss his shaky inner organs,
and frankly I have no interest in them. Certainly not before a meal."
Madame Flaubert subsided, more or less, but commented that Ford's aura seemed
streaky.
Luncheon,
despite this, was another culinary masterpiece. Ford savored every bite, aware
that Sam had done a great deal with color and texture, while keeping the
contents easy on a healing stomach. Auntie Q led the conversation to
curiosities of collecting, something Ford knew nothing about. He let her
wrangle amiably with Madame Flaubert over the likelihood that a certain urn in
the collection of the Tsing family was a genuine Wedgwood, from Old Earth, or
whether it was
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(Madame
Flaubert's contention) one of the excellent reproductions made on Caehshin, in
the first century of that colony.
They
came up for air with dessert, as Madame Flaubert passed Ford a tray of pastries
and said, "But surely we're boring you . . . unless this touches your
fancy?"
Ford
took the pastry nearest him, hoping from the leak of rich purple that it might
be rilled with dilberries, his favorite. Madame Flaubert retrieved the plate,
and set it aside; his aunt, he noticed, was dipping into a bowl of something
yellow. He bit into the flaky pastry, finding his hope fulfilled, and swallowed
before he answered.
"I'm
never bored hearing about new things, although I confess you lost me back where
you were arguing about pressed or carved ornament."
As he
had half-hoped, his aunt broke in with a quick lecture on the difference and
why it was relevant to their argument. When she wanted, she could be concise,
direct, and remarkably shrewd. No fool, and no spoiled idler, he thought to
himself. If she appears that way, it's because she wants to—-because it works
for her. Except for the two hours that Auntie Q spent lying down
"restoring my youth," they spent the afternoon in the kind of family
gossip they'd missed the first night. Auntie Q had kept up with all the
far-flung twigs of her family tree, many of them unknown to Ford, including the
careers and marriages of Ford's own sibs and first cousins. She thought his
brother Asmel was an idiot for leaving a good job at Prime Labs to try his
fortune raising liesel fur; Ford agreed. She insisted that his sister Tara had
been right to marry that bank clerk, although Ford felt she should have
finished graduate school first.
"You
don't understand," Auntie Q said for the third time, and this time
explained in detail. "That young man is the collateral cousin of Maurice
Quen Chang; he was a bank clerk when Tara married him but he won't be one in
ten years. Maurice is by far the shrewdest investor in that family. He will end
with control of two
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key
industries in the Cordade Cluster. Didn't your sister explain?"
"I
didn't see her; I got this in the mails, from Mother."
"Ah
yes. Your mother is a dear person; my old friend Arielle knew her as a girl,
you know. Before she married your father. Very upright, Arielle said, and not
at all inclined to play social games, but charming in a quiet way," Ford
thought that was a fair description of his mother, although it left out her
intelligence, her wit, and her considerable personal beauty. He had inherited
her smooth bronze skin, and the bones that let him pass in any level of
society. True enough, even if his mother had known that the bank clerk was
someone's cousin, she would not have approved of such calculation in one of her
daughters. Auntie Q went on, "I'm sure, though, that any daughter of your
mother's would have had a genuine affection for the young man, no matter what
his connections."
"Mother
said so." Interesting, too, that Mother had never mentioned knowing a
friend of Auntie Q's, all those times his father had talked about her. Had she
known that Arielle was Auntie Q's friend? Or not cared? He tried to puzzle it
out, aware of a growing fuzziness in his head. He blinked to clear his vision,
and realized that Auntie Q was peering at him, her mouth pursed.
"You're
feeling ill again." It was not a question. Nor did he question it: he was
feeling ill again. This time the onset was slower, more in the head than the
stomach, a feeling of swooping and drifting, of being smothered in pale
flowers.
"Sorry,"
he said. He could see in her eyes that he was being tiresome. Visiting
relatives were supposed to be entertaining. They were supposed to listen to her
stories and provide the material for new ones she could tell elsewhere. They
were not supposed to collapse ungracefully in her exquisitely furnished rooms,
fouling the air with bad smells.
He
realized he had fallen sideways off his chair onto the floor. A disgrace. She
did not say it aloud and he did not need her to say it. He knew it. He lay
there remembering to breathe, wishing desperately that he
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back on the Zaid-Dayan, where someone would have whisked him to sickbay, where
the diagnostic unit would have figured out what was wrong, and what to do, in a
few minutes, and a brusque but effective crew of Fleet medics would have
supervised the treatment. And Sassinak, more vivid in her own way than Auntie Q
at her wildest, would have come to see him, not walked out of the room in a
huff. He remembered, with the mad clarity of illness, the jeweled rosettes on
the toes of Auntie Q's shoes as she pushed herself from her chair, pivotted,
and walked away.
This
time he came to himself back in bed, but with the feeling that some
catastrophic conflict was happening overhead. He felt bruised all over, his
skin flinching from the touch of the bedclothes. The space between his ears,
where his mind should have been ticking along quietly, seemed to be full of a
quiet crackling, a sensation he remembered from five years before, when he'd
had a bout of Plahr fever.
"I
assure you, Sam, that Madanie's nephew is in need of my healing powers."
That syrupy voice could only be Madame Flaubert.
Ford
tried to open his eyes, but lacked the strength. He heard something creak and
the rustle of layers of clothes.
"His
aura reveals the nature of his illness: it is seated in the spiritual house of
his darkest sin. Through study and prayer, I am equipped to deal with this. I
will need quiet, peace, and absolutely no interference. You may go."
Ford
struggled again to open his eyes, to speak, but could not even twitch. Had he
been hypnotised somehow? Given a paralytic drug? Panic surged through him, but
even that did not unlock his muscles. For the first time, he realized that he
might actually die here, in a luxurious stateroom in a private yacht,
surrounded by rich old women and their servants. He could not imagine a more
horrible death.
Even as
he thought that, he felt a plump, moist hand on his forehead. Fingernails dug
into the skin of his
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right
temple just a little. His mind presented a vision from his nightmares: a scaly
clawed hand about to dig in and rip his head open. The scent of Madame
Flaubert's cologne mingled with the imagined stench of a reptilian, toothy maw;
he wanted to retch and could not move.
"You
may go," she said again, somewhere near his left shoulder. Evidently Sam
had not gone; Ford hoped fervently he would stay, but he could not move even a
toe to signal him.
"Sorry,
Madame," said Sam, sounding more determined than sorry. "I think it
would be better for us all if I stayed." Something in his tone made Ford
wish he could smile, a hint of staunch rectitude that implied Madame Flaubert
had known—proclivities, perhaps? At the thought of her hands on his body, he
actually shuddered.
"Your
voice hurts him," Madame Flaubert said. Quietly, venomously, a voice to
cause the same shudders. "You saw that twitch. You had better go, or I
will be compelled to speak to your mistress."
No
sound of movement. Ford struggled again with his eyelids, and felt one almost
part. Then that hand drifted down his forehead and he felt a thumb on his lid.
"Madam
gave me permission; she agreed it was best."
An
actual hiss followed, a sound he had read about but never heard a woman make.
The thumb on his eyelid pressed; he saw sparkling whorls. Then it released,
with a last little flick that seemed a warning, and the hand fell heavily on
his shoulder.
"I
can't imagine what she means by it." Now Madame Flaubert sounded almost
petulant, a woman wronged by false suspicions.
"She
has such . . . such notions sometimes." A soft scrape, across the room;
the sound of someone settling in a chair. "She has not forgotten why you
are here. Nor have I."
Madame
Flaubert sniffed, a sound as literary as the hiss, and as false. "You
forget yourself, Sam. A servant—"
"Madam's
cook." The emphasis was unmistakable.
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Madam's
cook—her loyal servant. Not Madame Flaubert's. And she was someone he tolerated
on his mistress's behalf?
Ford
wished he could think clearly. He knew too little about whatever loyalties
might exist in such situations. If this were Fleet, those overtones in Sam's
voice would belong to the trustworthy NCO of a good officer. But he could
hardly imagine his Auntie Q as a good officer. Or could he? And why was Madame
Flaubert here, if neither Auntie Q nor her faithful servant wanted her?
"Well.
You can scarcely object to my seeking healing for him."
"As
long as that's all it is." Sam's voice had flattened slightly. Warning?
Fear?
"Those
who live by violence die of its refuse," Madame Flaubert intoned. Ford
felt something fragile touch his face, and had just decided it was a scarf or
veil when Madame Flaubert drew it away. "I see pain in this aura. I see
violence and grief. I see the shadow of wickedness in the past, and its unborn
child of darkness ..." Her voice had taken on a curious quality, not quite
musical, that seemed to bore into Ford's head and prevent thought. He could
almost feel himself floating on it, as if it were a heavy stream of honey.
"What're
you trying to do, make him feel guilty?" Sam's voice cut through hers and
Ford felt as if he'd been dropped bodily from several feet up. A spasm went
through his foot; he felt the covers drag at it.' Before Madame Flaubert could
move, Sam's strong hands were kneading it, relaxing the cramp.
"Don't
touch him!" she said. "You'll interfere with the healing flow, if it
comes at all with you here."
"He's
been still too long. He needs massage." Where Sam's hands rubbed, Ford
felt warmth, felt he could almost move himself.
"Impossible!"
Her hand left his shoulder; he heard the rustle as she stood. "I can't be
expected to do anything with you treating his legs like bread dough, stirring
his aura, mixing the signs. When you're quite finished, you will have the
kindness to inform me! If
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he's
still alive, that is." An odd sound followed, a complex rustle, then she
said, "And I'll leave this protective symbol with him."
It was
cold on his forehead, icy cold that struck straight into his brain; his breath
came short. But she was leaving, the rustle diminishing, and he heard the door
open and close. Instantly a warm hand removed the thing, whatever it was, and a
warm finger pried up one eyelid. He could see, somewhat to his surprise. Sam's
face stared down at him. The man shook his head.
"You're
a sick man, and no mistake. You should never have tried to outfox your
great-aunt, laddie . . . you aren't in her league."
Chapter
Five
"This
was not a good idea," muttered one of the medical team as they stumped
wearily off the shuttle at Dipfo's only fully-equipped port. Lunzie didn't care
who'd said it: she agreed. Her variable-pressure-support garment clasped her
like an allover girdle. When the control circuitry worked correctly, it applied
a pressure gradient from toes to neck without impeding joint movement . . .
much. Over it, she wore the recommended outerwear for Diplo's severe winter,
light and warm on a one-G world, but (she grumbled to herself) heavy and bulky
here. She could feel her feet sinking into the extra-thick padded bootliners
they had to wear, every separate bone complaining slightly of the extra burden.
"Winter
on Diplo," said Conigan, waving a padded arm at the view out the round
windows of the terminal. Wind splashed a gout of snow against the building and
it shuddered. Snow, Lunzie reminded herself, would feel more like sleet or
hail. Their shuttle had slewed violently in the storm coming in. She had heard
something rattle on the hull.
At
least they were through Customs. First on the orbiting Station, and then in the
terminal, they'd been scrutinized by heavyworlders who might have been
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chosen
to star in lightweight nightmares. Huge, bulky, their heavy faces masks of
hostility and contempt, their uniforms emphasizing bulging muscle and bulk,
they'd been arrogantly thorough in their examination of the team's
authorization and equipment. Lunzie felt a momentary rush of terror when she
realized how openly arrogant these heavyworlders were, but her Discipline
reasserted itself, and she had relaxed almost at once. They had done nothing
yet but be rude, and rudeness was not her concern.
But
that rudeness made the minimal courtesy shown them now seem almost welcoming. A
cargo van for their gear, the offer of a ride to the main research facility.
None of them felt slighted that their escort was only a graduate student and
not, as it should have been, one of the faculty.
If
Lunzie had hoped that Diplo had not yet heard about her experience on Ireta,
she was soon undeceived. The graduate student, having checked their names on a
list, actually smiled at her.
"Dr.
Lunzie? Or do you use Mespil? You're the one who's had all the coldsleep
experience, right? But the heavyworlders in that expedition put you under,
didn't they?"
Lunzie
had not discussed her experience much with the others on the team; she was
conscious of their curiosity.
"No,"
she said, as calmly as if discussing variant ways of doing a data search.
"I was the doctor; I put our lightweights under."
"But
there were heavyworlders on Ireta ..." the student began. He was young, by
his voice, but his bulky body made him seem older than his years.
"They
mutinied," Lunzie said, still calmly. If he had heard die other, he should
have heard that. But perhaps the Governor had changed the facts to suit his
people.
, "Oh." He gave her a quick glance
over his shoulder before steering the van into a tunnel. "Are you sure?
There wasn't some mistake?"
The
others were rigidly quiet. She could tell they
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wanted
her version of the story, and didn't want her to tell it here. The graduate
student seemed innocent, but who could tell?
"I
can't talk about it," she said, trying for a tone of friendly firmness.
"It's going to trial, and I've been told not to discuss it until
afterwards."
"But
that's Federation law," he said airily. "It's not binding here. You
could talk about it here, and they'd never know."
Lunzie
suppressed a grin. Graduate students everywhere! They never thought the law was
binding on them, not if they wanted to know something. Of course, it might be
that the rest of Diplo felt that way about Federation law, which was something
the FSP suspected, but just as likely it was pure student curiosity.
"Sorry,"
she said, not sounding sorry at all. "I promised, and I don't break
promises." Only after it was out, did she remember something Zebara had
repeated as a heavyworkler saying: Don't break promises! Break bones! She
shivered. She had no intention of breaking bones—or having her own broken—if
she could avoid it.
Their
first days on Diplo were a constant struggle against the higher gravity and the
measures they took to survive it. Lunzie hated the daily effort to worm her way
into a clean pressure garment, the intimate adjustments necessary for bodily
functions, the clinging grip that made her feel trapped all the time.
Discipline could banish in her some of the fatigue that her colleagues, Tailler
and Bias felt, at least for awhile, so that her fingers did not slip on the
instruments or tremble when she ate. But by the end of a working day they were
all tired, and trying not to be grumpy.
To add
to their discomfort, Diplo's natural rotation and political "day,"
were just enough longer than standard to exhaust them, without justifying
adherence to Standard measures.
Lunzie
found the research fascinating, and had to remind herself that her real reason for
coming had nothing to do with heavyworlder response to coldsleep. Especially as
she only had a limited time to make contact with Zebara. She had been able to
establish that
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he was
still alive, and on Diplo. Contacting him might be difficult and enlisting his
aid was problematic. But Zebara was the only option. He'd be at least 80, she
reminded herself, even if living on ships and low-G worlds would have improved
his probable life expectancy. They had trusted each other at one point: would
that old trust suffice for the information she required of him? If, that is, he
was in a position to help at all.
At the
end of the first week, the team had its first official recognition: an
invitation to a formal reception and dance at the Governor's Palace. The team
quit work early. Lunzie spent an hour soaking in a hot tub before she dressed.
The need to wear pressure garments constantly meant that "formal
dress" for the women would be more concealing than usual. Lunzie had
packed a green gown, long-sleeved and high-necked, that covered the protective
garment but clung to her torso. Wide-floating skirts hung unevenly in Diplo's
heavy gravity. She'd been warned, so this had only enough flare to make walking
and dancing easy. She looked in her mirror and smiled. She looked more fragile
than she was, less dangerous: exactly right.
The
team gathered in Tailler's room to await then-transport to the festivities.
Lunzie asked about the Governor's compound.
"It
is a palace," said Tailler, who had been there before. "It's under
its own dome, so they could use thinner plexi in the windows. With the gardens
outside, colorful even in this season. It's a spectacle. Of course, the
resources used to make it all work are outrageous, considering the general
poverty."
"It
wasn't so bad before," Bias interrupted. "After all, it's the recent
population growth that makes resources so short."
Tailler
frowned. "They've been hungry a long time, Bias. Life on Diplo's never
been easy."
"But
you have to admit they don't seem to mind. They certainly don't blame the
Governor."
"No,
and that's what's unfair. They blame us, the Federation, when it's their own
waste—"
"Shhh."
Lunzie thought she heard someone in the
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outside. She waited; after a long pause, someone knocked on the door. She
opened it to find a uniformed heavyworlder, resplendent in ribbons and medals
and knots of gold braid. She could read nothing on that expressionless face,
but she had a feeling that he had heard at least some of what had been said.
"If
you're ready, we should leave for the Palace," he said.
"Thank
you," said Lunzie. She could hear the others gathering their outer wraps.
Her own silvery parka was in her hand.
Within
the dome, the Governor's Palace glittered as opulently as promised. Around it,
broad lawns and forma! flowerbeds glowed in the light of carefully placed
spotlights. The medical team walked on a narrow strip of silvery stuff that
looked like steel mesh, but felt soft underfoot, like carpet. A news service
crew turned blinding lights on them as they came to the massive doors and the
head of the receiving line.
"Smile!
You're about to be famous," muttered Bias.
Lunzie
had not anticipated this, but smiled serenely into the camera anyway. Others
blinked away from the light and missed the first of many introductions. Lunzie
grinned to herself, hearing them stumble in their responses. Such lines were
simple, really, as long as you remembered to alternate any two of the five or
six acceptable greeting phrases and smile steadily. By the time she was halfway
down the line, well into the swing of it, with "How very nice" and
"So pleased to meet you," tripping easily off her lips, the back of
her mind was busy with commentary.
Why,
she wondered, did the heavyworlder women try to copy lightweight fashions here,
when everywhere else on Diplo they wore garments far better suited to their
size and strength. Formal gowns could have been designed for them, taking into
account the differences in proportion. But no heavyworlder should wear tight
satin with flounces at the hip, or a dress whose side slit looked as if it had
simply given way from internal pressure.
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One of
the men—the Lieutenant Governor, she noted as she was introduced and put her
hand into his massive fist—had also opted for lightweight high fashion. And if
there was anything sillier than a massive heavyworlder leg with a knot of hot
pink and lime-green ribbons at the knee, she could not imagine it. The full
shirt with voluminous sleeves made more sense, but those tight short pants!
Lunzie controlled herself with an effort and moved on down the line. The
Governor himself wore more conservative dark blue, the sort of coverall that she'd
seen so much of since she arrived.
Refreshments
covered two long tables angled across the upper corners of the great hall.
Lunzie accepted a massive silver goblet of pale liquid from a servant and
sipped it cautiously. She'd have to be careful, nurse it along, but she didn't
think it was potent enough to drop her in her tracks. She took a cracker with a
bit of something orange on it and two green nubbins that she hoped were candy,
and passed on, smiling and nodding to the heavyworlders around her. Besides the
medical team, the only lightweights were the FSP consul and a few consulate
staff.
She
recognized some of the heavyworlders: scientists and doctors from the medical
center where they'd been working. These clumped together to talk shop, while the
political guests—high government officials, members of the Diplo Parliament
(which Lunzie had heard was firmly under the Governor's broad thumb)—did a
great deal of "mingling."
Hie
green nubbins turned out to be salty, not sweet, and the orange dollop on the
cracker was not cheese at all, but some land of fruit. Across the room a
premonitory squawk from an elevated platform warned of music to come. Lunzie
could not see over the taller shoulders around her. As the room filled, she
felt more and more like a child who had sneaked into a grownup party.
"Lunzie!"
That was the Lieutenant Governor, his Wide white sleeves billowing, the ribbons
at his knee jiggling. He took her free hand in his. "Let me introduce you
to my niece, Colgara."
Colgara
was not as tall as her uncle, but still taller
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than
Lunzie, and built along the usual massive lines. Her pale yellow dress had rows
of apricot ruffles down both sides and a flounce of apricot at the hem. She
bowed over Lunzie's hand. The Lieutenant Governor went on, patting his niece on
the shoulder.
"She
wants to be a doctor, but of course that's just adolescent enthusiasm. She'll
marry the Governor's son in a year, when he's back from ..." His voice
trailed away as someone tapped him on the shoulder. He turned away, and the two
men began to talk.
Lunzie
smiled at the girl who towered over her. "So? You're interested in
medicine?"
"Yes.
I have done very well at my studies." Colgara swiped at the ruffles down
the side of her dress, a nervous gesture that made her seem a true adolescent.
"I—I wanted to come see your team at work, but you are too busy, I know.
Uncle said you must not be bothered, and besides I am not to go to medical
school." She glowered at that, clearly not through fighting for it.
Lunzie
was not sure how to handle this. The last thing she needed was to get involved
in a family quarrel, particularly a family of this rank. But the girl looked so
miserable.
"Perhaps
you could do both," she said.
"Go
to school and marry?" Colgara stared. "But I must have children. I
couldn't go to school and have babies."
Lunzie
chuckled. "People do," she said. "Happens all the time."
"Not
here." Colgara lowered her voice. "You don't understand how it is
with us. It's so difficult, with our genes and this environment."
Before
Lunzie realized it, she was being treated to a blow-by-blow account of
heavyworlder pregnancy: Colgara's mother's experience, and then her aunt's, and
then her older sister's. It would have been interesting, somewhere else, but
not at a formal reception, with all the gory details mingling with other
overheard conversations about politics, agricultural production, light and
heavy industry, trade relations. Finally, at great length,
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Colgara
ended up with "So you see, I couldn't possibly go to medical school and
have babies."
"I
see your point," said Lunzie, wondering how to escape. The Lieutenant
Governor had disappeared into a sea of tall heavy shoulders and broad backs.
She saw no one she knew and no one she could claim a need to speak to.
"I've
bored you, haven't I?" Colgara's voice was mourn-fiil; her lower lip stuck
out in a pout.
Lunzie
struggled for tact, and came up short. "Not really, I just ..." She
could not say, just want to get away from you.
"I
thought since you were a doctor you'd be interested in all the medical problems
..."
"Well,
I am, but . . ." Inspiration came. "You see, obstetrics is really not
my field. I don't have the background to appreciate a lot of what you told
me." That seemed to work; Colgara's pouting lower lip went back in place.
"Most of my work is in occupational rehab. That's why I focus on making it
possible to do the work you want to do. People always have reasons why they
can't. We look for ways to make it possible."
Colgara
nodded slowly, smiling now. Lunzie wasn't sure which of the things she'd said
had done the trick, but at least the girl wasn't glowering at her. Colgara
leaned closer.
"This
is my first formal reception—I begged and begged Uncle, and he finally let me
come because his wife's sick." Lunzie braced herself for another detailed
medical recitation but fortunately Colgara was now on a different tack.
"He insisted that I had to wear oflworld styles. This is really my cousin
Jayce's dress. I think it's awful but I suppose you're used to it."
"Not
really." Lunzie didn't want to explain to this innocent that she'd been
forty-three years in one suit of workclothes, coldsleeping longer than Colgara had
been alive. "I have few formal clothes. Doctors generally don't have time
to be social."
She
could not resist looking around, hoping to find something—someone, anything—in
that mass of shoulders and backs, to give her an excuse to move away.
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"Want
something more to eat?" asked Colgara. "I'm starved." Without
waiting for Lunzie's response, she turned and headed for the refreshment
tables.
Lunzie
followed in her wake. At least on this side of the room, people were sitting
down at tables and she could see around. Then Lunzie was caught up by the
ornate center arrangement on the nearest table, pink and red whorls surrounded
by flowers and fruit. Surely it wasn't? But her nose confirmed that it was and
some was uncooked. She glanced at Colgara. The girl had reached across and was
filling her plate with the whorls. Didn't she know? Or was it deliberate
insult? Slightly nauseated by such a blatant display, Lunzie fastidiously took
a few slices of some yellowish fruit, more crackers, and moved away.
"Is
it true you lightweights can't eat meat?" asked Colgara. Her tone held no
hidden contempt, only curiosity. Lunzie wondered how to answer that one.
"It's
a philosophical viewpoint," she said finally. Colgara, her mouth stuffed
with what had to be slices of meat, looked confused. Lunzie sighed, and said
"We don't think it's right to eat creatures that might be sentient."
Colgara
looked even more confused as she chewed and swallowed. "But . . . but
muskies aren't people. They're animals and not even smart ones. They^don't
talk, or anything." She put another slice of meat into her mouth and
talked through it. "Besides, we need the complex proteins. It's part of
our adaptation."
Lunzie
opened her mouth to say that any protein compound could be synthesized without
the need to kill and eat sentient creatures, but realized it would do no good.
She forced a smile. "My dear, it's a philosophical position, as I said.
Enjoy your ... uh ... muskie."
She
turned away and found herself face to face with a white-haired man whose great
bulk had twisted with age, bringing his massive face almost down to her level.
For a moment she simply saw him as he was, exceptionally old for a heavyworlder
in high-G conditions, someone of obvious intelligence and wit (for his eyes
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twinkled
at her), and then her memory retrieved his younger face.
"Zebaral"
It was
half joy and half shock. She had halfway wanted to find him, had not wanted to
search the databases and find that he'd died while she slept, had not wanted to
see what was now before her: a vigorous man aged to weakness. He smiled, the
same warm smile.
"Lunzie!
I saw your name on the list, and hardly dared believe it was you. And then
there you were on the cameras! I had to come down and see you."
Conflicting
thoughts cluttered her mind. She wanted to ask him what he'd done in the years
she'd lost. She wanted to tell him all that had happened to her. But she had no
time for a long, leisurely chat, even if he'd been able to join her. She was
here with two missions already, and at the moment, she had to concentrate on
Sassinak's needs.
"You're
looking surprisingly . . . well ..." he was saying.
"Another
forty-three years of coldsleep," said Lunzie, wondering why he didn't know
already, when some of the heavyworlders certainly did. "And you, you look
..."
"Old,"
said Zebara, chuckling. "Don't try to flatter me, I'm lucky to be alive
but I've changed a lot. It's been an interesting life and I wish we had time to
discuss it." Lunzie looked a question at him and one of his heavy eyebrows
went up. "You know we don't, dear girl. And yes, I can condescend to you
because I have koed those forty-three years." He reached out and took the
plate from her hand. "Come here."
Lunzie
looked around, seeing only the same roomful of massive bodies, none of the
other lightweights in sight Across the serving table, one of the servants was
•watching her with a smirk.
"Come
on," said Zebara, with a touch of impatience. ?You don't really think I'm
going to rape you."
She
didn't, of course. But she wished she could find someone, a lightweight on the
Team, to let them know ,*he was going with him. She managed not to flinch Zebara took her wrist and led her along
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serving
table toward the short end of the hall. The servant was still smirking,
grinning openly finally, as Zebara led her through a double doorway into a
wide, carpeted passage. Here the crush was less, but still heavyworlder men and
women walked by in both directions.
"Restrooms,"
said Zebara, still holding her wrist and leading her right along a side
corridor, then left along another. He opened a door, and pulled Lunzie into a
room lined with glass-fronted shelves. Broad, heavy couches clustered around a
massive glass-topped table. "Here! Sit down and we'll have a chat."
"Are
you sure this is a good idea?" Lunzie began, as Zebara turned to look
around the room, his eyelids drooping. He waved a hand, which she took as a
signal for silence.
The
couch was too deep for her comfort; her feet did not reach the floor if she
relaxed against the backrest. She felt like a child in an adult's room. Zebara
walked around the room slowly, obviously intent on something Lunzie could
neither see nor hear. She could not relax while he was so tense. Finally he
sighed, shrugged, and came to sit beside her.
"We
must take the chance. If anyone comes, Lunzie, pretend to be struggling with
me. They'll understand that. They know I was fond of you, that I considered you
a 'pet' lightweight. That is their term for it.
"But
..."
"Don't
argue that with me. We haven't time." He kept scanning the room. This
close, Lunzie could recognize the slight tremor that age had imposed on him;
she grieved for the man he had been. "I know about Ireta, though I didn't
know beforehand, and couldn't have stopped it anyway. Please believe
that."
"I
do, of course. You aren't the kind ..."
"I
don't know what land I am any more." That stopped her cold, not only the
words but the deadly quiet tone of voice. "I am a heavyworlder, I am
dying. Yes, within the year, they tell me, and nothing to be done. I've been
luckier than most. My children and grandchildren are heavyworlders, who face
the same constraints I do.
.; So while I agree that mutiny is wrong, and
piracy is wrong, that we must not make enemies of all you
- lightweights, I wish the Federation
would face facts about us. We are not dumb animals, just as you say that the
subhuman animals that all once ate are not 'dumb animals.' How can I convince
my children that they should watch their children starve, just to preserve the
sensitivities, the 'philosophical viewpoint' of those who don't need meat but
do want our strength to serve them?"
Shaken,
Lunzie could only stare at him. She had been so sure, for so long, that Zebara
was the best example of a good heavyworlder: trustworthy, idealistic, selfless.
Had she been wrong?
v "You didn't mistake me," Zebara
said, as if she'd
•>':.
spoken aloud. Was her expression that obvious? But he I wasn't really looking
at her; he was staring across the t.: room. "Back then, I was what you
saw. I tried! You | can't know how hard, to change others to my view-^ point.
But you don't know what else I've seen since,
#.
while you were sleeping the years away. I don't want 1 war, Lunzie, as much
because my people would lose it |-;_ as because I think it is wrong." He
sighed, heavily, and < patted her arm as a grandfather might pat a child.
"And ^ I don't like being that way. I don't like thinking that
*' way."
"I'm
sorry," said Lunzie. It was all she could think of.
•\ She
had trusted Zebara; he had been a good man. If something had changed him, it
must have been a powerful force. She let herself think it might have convinced
her if she'd been exposed to it.
"No,
I'm sorry," said Zebara, smiling directly at her Again. "I often
wished to talk with you, share my feelings. You would have understood and helped
me stay .true to my ideals. So here I've poisoned our meeting, a
•,;•.;
meeting I dreamed of, with my doubts and senile fears, Mid you're sitting there
vibrating like a harpstring, afraid ^
of me. And no wonder. I always knew you were a brave woman, but to come
to Diplo when you'd had such III vicious treatment from heavyworlders? That's
incredi-fe, Lunzie."
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"You
taught me that all heavyworlders were not alike," said Lunzie, managing a
smile in return.
He
mimed a flinch and grinned. "A palpable hit! My dear, if trusting me let
you be hurt by others, I'm sorry indeed. But if you mean that it helped you
gather courage to come here and help our people, after what you'd been through,
I'm flattered." His face sobered. "But seriously, I need your help on
something, and it may be dangerous."
"You
need my help?"
"Yes,
and that . . ."He suddenly lunged toward her, and flattened her to the
couch.
"What!"
His face smothered her. She beat a tattoo on his back. Behind her, she heard a
chuckle.
"Good
start, Zebara!" said someone she could not see. "But don't be too
long. You'll miss the Governor's speech."
"Go
away, Follard!" Zebara said, past her ear. "I'm busy and I don't care
about the Governor's speech."
A snort
of laughter. "Bedrooms upstairs, unless you're also working on
blackmail."
Zebara
looked up. Lunzie couldn't decide whether to scream or pretend acquiescence.
"When I need advice, Follard, I'll ask for it."
"All
right, all right; I'm going."
Lunzie
heard the thump of the door closing and counted a careful five while Zebara sat
back up.
"I'm
glad you warned me! Or I'd be wondering why you wanted my help."
"I
do." Zebara was tense, obviously worried. "Lunzie, we can't talk
here, but we must talk. I do need your help and I need you to pretend your old
affection for
me.
"Here?
For Follard's benefit?"
"Not
his! This is important, for you and the Federation as well as for me. So,
please, just act as if you ..." A loud clanging interrupted him. He
muttered a curseword Lunzie had not heard in years, and stood up. "That
does it. Someone's hit the proximity alarm in the Governor's office and this
place'll be swarming with police and internal security guards. Lunzie, you've
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to
trust me, at least for this. As we leave, lean on me. Act a little
befuddled."
"I
am."
"And
then meet me tomorrow, when you're off work. Tell your colleagues it's for
dinner with an old friend. Will you?"
"It
won't be a lie," she replied with a wry smile.
Then he
was pulling her up, his arms still stronger than hers. He put one around her
shoulders, his fingers in her hair. She leaned back against him, trying to
conquer a renaissant fear. At that moment the door opened, letting in a clamor
from the alarm and two uniformed police. Lunzie hoped her expression was that
of a woman surprised in a compromising position. She dared not look at Zebara.
But
whatever he was, whoever he was in his own world, his name carried weight with
the police, who merely checked his ID off on a handcomp and went on their way.
Then Zebara led her back to the main hall where most of the guests were clumped
at one end, with the lightweights in a smaller clump to one side. The other
members of the medical team, Lunzie noticed, were first relieved to see her,
then shocked. She was trying to look like someone struggling against
infatuation, and she must be succeeding.
Zebara
brought her up to that group, gave her a final hug, and murmured,
"Tomorrow. Don't forget!" before giving her a nudge that sent her
toward them.
"Well!"
That almost simultaneous huff by two of the team members at once made Lunzie
laugh. She couldn't help it.
"What's
the alarm about?" she asked, fighting the laugh back down to her diaphragm
where it belonged.
"Supposedly
someone tried to break into the Governor's working office." Bias's voice
was still primly disapproving. "Since you didn't show up at once, we were
afraid you were involved." A pause, during which Lunzie almost asked why
she would want to break into the Governor's office, then Bias continued.
"I see you were involved, so to speak."
"Meow,"
said Lunzie. "I've told you about Zebara
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before.
He saved my life, years ago, and even though it's been longer for him, I was
glad to see him ..."
"We
could tell." Lunzie had never suspected Bias of prudery, but the tone was
still icily contemptuous. "I might remind you, Doctor, that we are here on
a mission of medical research, not to reunite old lovers. Especially those who
should have the common sense to realize how unsuited they are." The word
unsuited caught Lunzie's funny bone and she almost laughed again. That showed
in her face, for Bias glowered. "You might try to be professional!"
he said, and turned away.
Lunzie
caught Conigan's eye, and shrugged. The other woman grinned and shook her head:
no accounting for Bias, in anything but his own field. Brilliancy hath its
perks. Lunzie noticed that Jarl was watching her with a curious expression that
made him seem very much the heavyworlder at the moment.
As the
guards moved through the crowd, checking IDs, Jarl shifted until he was next to
her, between her and the other team members. His voice was low enough to be
covered by the uneven mutter of the crowd.
"It's
none of my business, and I have none of the, er, scruples of someone like Bias,
but . . . you do know, don't you, that Zebara is now head of External
Security?"
She had
not known; she didn't know how Jarl knew.
"We
were just friends," she said as quietly.
"Security
has no friends," said Jarl. His face was expressionless, but the statement
had the finality of death.
"Thanks
for the warning," said Lunzie.
She
could feel her heart beating faster and controlled the rush of blood to her
face with a touch of Discipline. Why hadn't he told her himself? Would he have
told her if they'd had more time? Would he tell her at their next meeting? Or
as he killed her?
She
wanted to shiver, and dared not. What was going on here?
By the
end of the workshift the next day, she was still wondering. All the way back to
their quarters, Bias had made barbed remarks about oversexed female research-
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until Conigan finally threatened to turn him in for harrassment. That silenced
him, but the team separated in unhappy silence when they arrived. The morning
began with a setback in the research; someone had mistakenly wiped the wrong
data cube and they had to re-enter it from patient records. Lunzie offered to
do this, hoping it would soothe Bias, but it did not.
"You
are not a data entry clerk," he said angrily. "You're a doctor.
Unless you are responsible for the data loss, you have no business wasting your
valuable time re-entering it."
"Tell
you what," said Tailler, putting an arm around Bias's shoulders, "why
don't we let Lunzie be responsible for scaring up a data clerk? You know you
don't have time to do that. Nor do I. I've got surgery this morning and you're
supposed to be checking the interpretation of those cardiac muscle cultures.
Conigan's busy in the lab, and Jarl's already over at the archives, while
Lunzie doesn't have a scheduled procedure for a couple of hours."
"But
she shouldn't be wasting her time," fumed Bias. Tailler's arm grew visibly
heavier and the smaller biologist quieted.
"I'm
not asking her to do it," said Tailler, giving Lunzie a friendly but
commanding grin. "I'm asking her to see that it's done. Lunzie's good at
administrative work. She'll do it. Come on. Let's leave her with it; you don't
want to be late."
And he
steered Bias away even as the biologist said, "But she's a doctor . .
." one last time. Tailler winked over his shoulder at Lunzie, who grinned
back.
It was
easy enough to find a clerk willing to enter the data. Lunzie stayed to watch
long enough to be sure tile clerk really understood his task, then went on to
her first appointment. She waited until well after the local noon to break for
her lunch, hoping to miss Bias. Sure enough, he'd already left the dining hall
when she arrived, but Conigan and Jarl were eating together. Lunzie joined
them.
"Did
you get the data re-entered?" asked Jarl, grinning.
Lunzie
rolled her eyes. "I did not, I swear, enter it
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myself.
Thanks to Tailler, and a clerk out of the university secretarial pool, it was
no problem. Just checked, and found that it's complete, properly labelled, and
on file."
Jarl
chuckled. "Tailler told us when we came in for lunch about Bias's little
fit. He says Bias is like this by the second week of any expedition, to Diplo
or anywhere else. He's worked with him six or seven times."
"I'm
glad to know it's not just my aura," said Lunzie.
"No,
and Tailler says he's going to talk to you about last night. Seems there's some
reason Bias is upset by women associates having anything to do with local
males."
"Alpha
male herd instinct," muttered Conigan.
Jarl
shook his head. "Tailler says not. Something happened on one of his
expeditions, and he was blamed for it. Tailler wouldn't tell us, but he said
he'd tell you, so you'd understand."
Lunzie
did not look forward to that explanation. If Bias had peculiar notions, she
could deal with them; she didn't have to be coaxed into sympathy. But she
suspected that avoiding Tailler would prove difficult. Still, she could try.
"I'm
having dinner with Zebara tonight," she said. "Bias will just have to
live with it."
Jarl
gave her a long look. "Not that I agree with Bias, but is that wise? You
know?"
"I
know what you told me, but I also know what Zebara did for me over forty years
ago. It's worth embarrassing Bias, and worth risking whatever you fear."
"I
don't like anyone's Security, external, internal, or military. Never been one
yet that didn't turn into someone's private enforcement agency. You've had a
nega-'tive contact with heavyworlders before. You have a near relative in
Fleet: reason enough to detain and question you if they're so minded."
"Not
Zebara!" Lunzie hoped her voice carried conviction. Far below the surface,
she feared precisely this.
"Just
be careful," Jarl said. "I don't want to have to risk my neck on your
behalf. Nor do I want to answer a lot of questions back home if you
disappear."
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Lunzie
almost laughed, then realized he was being perfectly honest. He had accorded
her the moderate respect due a fellow professional, but he felt no particular
friendship for her (for anyone?) and would not stir himself to help if she got
into trouble. She could change quickly from "fellow professional" to
"major annoyance" which in his value system would remove her from his
list of acquaintances.
To add
to her uneasiness, Tailler did indeed manage to catch her before she left the
center and insisted on explaining at length the incident which had made Bias so
sensitive to "relationships" between research staff and locals. A
sordid little tale, Lunzie thought: nothing spectacular, nothing to really
justify Bias's continuing reaction. He must have had a streak of prudery before
that happened to give him the excuse to indulge it.
Chapter
Six
Dupaynil,
hustled through the scarred and echoing corridors of the transfer station to
the control center where the Claw's captain met him with the suggestion that he
"put a leg in it" and get himself out to the escort's docking bay,
had no chance to think things over until he was strapped safely into the
escort's tiny reserve cabin. He had not been passenger on anything smaller than
a light cruiser for years; he had never been aboard an escort-class vessel. It
seemed impossibly tiny after the Zaid-Dayan. His quarters for however long the
journey might be was this single tiny space, a minute slice of a meager pief
hardly big enough to lie down in. He heard a loud clang, felt something rattle
the hull outside, and then the escort's insystem drive nudged him against one
side of his safety restraints. The little ship had artificial gravity, of a
sort, but nothing like the overriding power that made Main Deck on the
Zaid-Dayan feel as solid as a planet.
The
glowing numbers on the readout overhead told him two standard hours had passed
when he felt a curious twinge and realized they'd shifted into FTL drive.
Although he'd had basic training in astrogation, he'd never used it, and had only
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FTL
travel really meant. Or where, in real terms, they might be. Somewhere behind
(as he thought of it) was the cruiser he had left, with its now-familiar crew
and its most attractive captain. Its very angry and most attractive captain. He
wished she had not been so transparently suspicious of his motives. She was no
planet pirate nor agent of slavers. She had nothing to fear from him. And he
would gladly have spent more time with her. He let himself imagine the nights
they could have shared. __
"Sir,
we're safely in FTL, if you want to come up to Main."
Dupaynil
sighed as the voice over the com broke into that fantasy and thumbed the
control. "I'll be there."
He had
messages to send, messages he had had no time to send from the transfer
station. And with the angry Commander Sassinak sitting on the other end of the
block, so to speak, he would not have sent diem from the station anyway. He
re-discovered what he had once been taught about escort-class vessels in a few
miserable minutes. They were small, overpowered for their mass, and
understaffed. No one bunked on Main but the captain who was the pilot. Crew
consisted of a round dozen: one other officer, the Jig Executive, eleven enlisted,
from Weapons to Environmental. No cook: all the food was either loaded
prepackaged, to be reconstituted and heated in automatic units, or synthesized
from the Environmental excess.
;
Dupaynil shuddered; one of the best things about the Zaid-Dayan had been the
cooking. With fall crew and ,,jme supercargo, the escort had to ration water:
limited :j bathing. The head was cramped: the slots designed to ;K.discourage
meditation. There was no gym but the un-^ even artificial gravity and shiplong
access tubing offered ;; -Opportunity for' informal exercise. For those who
liked r ^climbing very long ladders against variable G. Worst of J: all, the
ship had no 1FTL link.
"
'Course we don't have IFTL," said the captain, a Major Ollery whose face
seemed to brighten every time
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Dupaynil
found something else to dislike. "We don't have a Ssli interface, do
we?"
"But
I thought . . ." He stopped himsetf in mid-argument. He had seen a
briefing item, mention of the ship classes that had IFTL, mention of those
which would not get it because of "inherent design constraints." And
escorts were too small to carry a Ssli habitat. "That . . . that
stinkerl" he said, as he realized suddenly what Sassinak had done.
"What?"
asked Ollery.
"Nothing."
Dupaynil hoped his face didn't show how he felt, torn between anger and
admiration. That incredible woman had fooled him. Had fooled an experienced
Security officer whose entire life had been spent fooling others. He had had a
tap on her communications lines, a tap he was sure she'd never find, and
somehow she'd found out. Decided to get rid of him. And how in Mulvaney's Ghost
had she managed to fake an incoming IFTL message? With that originating code?
He sank
down on the one vacant seat in the escort's bridge, and thought about it. Of
course she could fake the code, if she could fake the message. That much was
easy, if the other was possible. But nothing he'd been taught, in a long and
devious life full of such instruction, suggested that an IFTL message could be
faked. It would take ... he frowned, trying to think it through. It would take
the cooperation of a Ssli: of two Ssli, at least. How would the captain of one
ship enlist the aid of the Ssli on another? What land of hold did Sassinak have
on her resident Ssli? It had never occurred to him that the Ssli were capable
of anything like friendship with humans. Once installed, the sessile Ssli never
experienced another environment, never "met" anyone except through a
computer interface. Or so he'd thought.
He felt
as if he'd sat down on an anthill. He fairly itched with new knowledge and had
no way to convey it to anyone. Ssli could have relationships with humans beyond
mere duty. Could they with other races? With Wefts? Were Ssli perhaps telepathic?
No one had suspected that. Dupaynil glanced around the escort bridge and saw
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work. He cleared his throat, and the captain
looked
"P;
"Do
you . . . mmm . . . have any Wefts aboard?"
An odd
expression in reply. "Wefts? No, why?" Then before he could answer,
OHery's face cleared. "Oh! You've been with Sassinak, I know. She's got a
thing about Wefts, doesn't she? They say it started back in the Academy. She
had a Weft lover or something. That true?" Ollery's voice had the
incipient snigger of those who hope the worst about their seniors.
Dupaynil
suppressed a surge of rage. As a Security officer, he listened to gossip
professionally; idle gossip, malicious gossip, juicy gossip, boring gossip. He
found it generally dull, and sometimes disgusting: a necessary but unpleasant
part of his career. But here, applied to Sassinak, it was infuriating.
"So
far as I know," he said as smoothly as he could, "that story was
started by a cadet expelled for stealing and harrassing women cadets." He
knew the truth of that; he'd seen the files. "Commander Sassinak,
and"—he emphasized the rank a little, intentionally, and enjoyed seeing
Ollery's face pale—"keeps her sex life in her own cabin, where it belongs,
and where I intend to leave it."
A
muffled snort behind him meant that either someone else thought the captain had
been out of line, or that Dupaynil's defense implied personal knowledge. He
left that alone, too, and hoped no one would ask.
Silence
settled over the bridge; he went on with his thoughts. Telepathic Wefts, and a
ship's captain who could sometimes talk that way with them. He'd seen Ae
reports on Sassinak's first tour of duty. A Ssli who—he suddenly remembered
something from the tour before he joined the Zaid-Dayan. Sassinak had reported
it as part of her testimony before the Board of Inquiry. Her Ssli, this same
Ssli, had taken control of the ship momentarily and flipped it in and out of
FTL space. A move which she had described as "unprecedented, but
Undoubtedly the reason I am here today."
He was
beginning to think that Fleet knew far too little about the capabilities of
Ssli. But he had no way to out more at the moment so he moved his concen-
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tration
to Sassinak herself. When he thought of it, her actions were entirely probable.
He could have kicked himself for not realizing that she would react quickly and
strongly to any perceived threat. She had never liked having him aboard; she
had never really trusted him. So his interception of her classified messages,
once she found out, would naturally result in some action. Her history
suggested a genius for quick response, for instantly recognizing danger and
reacting effectively in novel ways.
And so
he was here, out of communication until the escort reached its destination. No
way to check the validity of his orders (though he was quite sure now where
they had come from) and no way to tell anyone what he'd found out. It occurred
to him then, and only then, that Sassinak might have planned even more than
getting him off her ship before he could "do something." Perhaps she
had other plans. Perhaps she was not going to take the Zaid-Dayan tamely into
Federation Central space, with all its weaponry disabled and all its shuttles
locked down.
For a
long moment he fought off panic. She might do ant/thing. Then he settled again.
The woman was brilliant, not crazy: aggressive in defending her own, responsive
to danger, but not disloyal to Fleet or Federation, not likely to do anything
stupid, like bombing FedCentral. He hoped.
"Panis,
take the helm." Ollery pushed himself back, gave Dupaynil a challenging
glance, and stretched.
"Sir."
Panis, the Executive Officer, had slid forward to the main control panel. He,
too, glanced at Dupaynil before looking back at the screen.
"I'm
going on a round," Ollery said. "Want to come along, Major?" A
round of inspection, through all those long access tubes.
Dupaynil
shook his head. "Not this time, thanks. Ill just..." What? he
wondered. There was nothing to do on the tiny bridge but stare at the back of
Panis's head or the side of the Weapons Control master mate's thick neck. A
swingaway facescreen hid his face as he tinkered delicately with something in
the weapons sys-
tems.
At least, that's what Dupaynil assumed he was doing with a tiny joystick and
something that looked like a silver toothpick. Maybe he was playing a game.
"You'll
get tired of it," warned Ollery. Then he was gone, easing through the
narrow hatch.
A
lengthy silence, in which Dupaynil noted the scufimarks on the decking by the
captain's seat, the faded blue covers of the Fleet manuals racked for reference
below the Exec's workstation. Finally Jig Panis looked over his shoulder and
gave Dupaynil a shy smile. "The Captain's ticked," he said softly.
"We got into the supply station a day early."
"Ollery
reporting: Environmental, section 43, number-two scrubber's up a
half-degree."
"Logged,
sir." Panis entered the report, thumbed a
control,
and sent "Spec Zigran" off to check on the
errant
scrubber. Then he turned back to
Dupaynil.
"We'd
had a long run without liberty," he said. "The
;,. Captain said we'd have a couple of days off-schedule,
c sort of rest up and then get ready for
inspection."
Dupaynil
nodded. "So . . . my orders upset your !; party-time, eh?"
• "Yes. Playtak was supposed to be
in at the same ; time."
; With a loud click, the Weapons Control
mate flicked
1' tile facescreen back into place. Dupaynil caught the
"/• look he gave the young officer; he had seen
senior
noncoms
dispense that "You talk too much!" warning
glance
at every rank up to admiral.
Panis
turned red, and fbcussed on his board. Dupaynil ; asked no more; he'd heard
enough to know why Ollery : was hostile. Presumably Playtak's captain was a
friend ^; of Ollery's and they'd agreed to meet at the supply j; station and
celebrate. Quite against regulations, because '); he had no doubt that they had
stretched their orders to VJ make that overlap. It might be innocent, just
friendship, '.;; or it might have been more. Smuggling, spying, who knows :
what? And he had been dumped into the middle of it, . forcing them to leave
ahead of schedule. ^ "Too bad," he said casually. "It certainly
wasn't my %". idea. But Fleet's Fleet and orders are orders."
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"Right,
sir." Panis did not look up. Dupaynil looked over at the Weapons Control
mate whose lowering expression did not ease although it was not overtly
hostile.
"You're
Fleet Security, sir?" asked the mate.
"That's
right. Major Dupaynil."
"And
we're taking you into Seti space?"
"Right."
He wondered who'd told the man that. Ollery had had to know, but hadn't he
realized those orders were secret? Of course they weren't really secret, since
they were faked orders, but ... He pushed that away. It was too complicated to
think about now.
"Huh.
Nasty critters." The mate put the toothpick-like tool he'd been using into
a toolcase, and settled back in his seat. "Always get the feeling they're
hoping for trouble."
Dupaynil
had the same feeling about the mate. Those scarred knuckles had broken more
than a few teeth, he was sure. "I was there with a diplomatic team
once," he said. "I suppose that's why they're sending me."
"Yeah.
Well, don't let the toads sit on you." The mate lumbered up, and with a
casual wave at the Exec, left the bridge.
Dupaynil
looked after him, a little startled. He had not considered Sassinak strict on
etiquette, but no one would have left her bridge without a proper salute to the
officer in charge, and permission to withdraw. Of course, this was a smaller
ship than he'd ever been on. Was it healthy to have such a casual relationship?
Then
the term "toads" which wasn't at all an accurate description of the
Seti, but conveyed the kind of racial contempt that put Dupaynil on alert.
Everyone knew the Federation combined races and cultures that preferred separation,
that some hardly-remembered force had compelled the Seti and humans both to
sign agreements against aggression. And, for the most part, abide by them. As
professional keepers of this fragile peace, Fleet personnel were expected to
have a more dispassionate view. Besides, he always thought of the Seti as
"lizards."
"
'Scuse me, sir." That was another crewman, squeezing past him to get to a
control panel on his left.
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Dupaynil
felt very much in the way, and very much unwanted. Blast Sassinak! The woman
might at least have dumped him onto something comfortable. He looked over at
Panis who was determinedly not looking at him. If he remembered correctly, the
shortest route to Seti space was going to take weeks and he could not endure
this kind of thing for weeks.
The
crew had worked off their bad humor in less than a week. Dupaynil exerted his
considerable charm, let Ollery win several card games, and entertained them
with some of the safer racy anecdotes from his last assignment in a political
realm. He had read Ollery correctly; the man liked to find flaws in those above
him; preferably blackmailable flaws. Given a story about an ambassador's lady
addicted to drugs or a wealthy senior bureaucrat who preferred cross-cultural
divertissements, his eyes glistened and his cheeks flushed.
Dupaynil
concealed his own contempt. Those who best liked to hear such things usually
had their own similar appetites to hide.
Panis,
however, was of very different stripe. He had tittered nervously at the story
about the bureaucrat and turned brick red when Ollery and the senior mate
sneered at him. It was clear that he had no close friends among the crew. When
Dupaynil checked, he found that Panis had replaced the previous Exec only a few
months before, while the rest of the crew had been unchanged for almost five
years. And the previous Exec '•had left the ship because of an injury in a
dockside ibrawl. It was odd, and more than odd: regular rotation jjflf crew was
especially important on small ships. Fleet Cpolicy insisted on it. No matter
how efficient a crew seemed to be, they were never left unchanged too long.
'I-. Dupaynil had not been able to
bring all his tools ; along, but he always had some. He placed his sensors
Vttffefully, as carefully as he had in the larger ship, and 4$lkl his probe
into the datalinks very delicately indeed. SHe had the feeling that
carelessness here would get Jbim more trouble than a chewing out by the
captain. In the meantime, as the days wore on, the crew sned up with him and
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every
card game he knew, and a few he'd never seen. Crutch was a pirate's game, he'd
been told once by the merchanter who taught it to him; he wondered where this
crew had learned it. Poker, blind-eye, sin on toast, at which he won back all
he'd tost so far, having learned that on Bretagne, where it began.
He
sweated up and down the access tube ladders, learning to respond quickly to the
shifting artificial-G, keeping his muscles supple. He discovered a storage bay
full of water ice which made the restrictions on bathing ridiculous. There was
enough to last a crew twice that size all the way to Seti space and back but he
kept his mouth shut. It seemed safer.
For all
their friendliness, all their casual demeanor, he'd noticed that Ollery or the
senior mate were always in any compartment he happened into. Except his own
tiny cabin. And he was sure they'd been there when he found evidence that his
things had been searched. He had time to wonder if Sassinak had known just what
kind of ship she'd sent him to. He thought not. She had probably done a fest
scan of locations, looking for the nearest docked escort vessel, some way to
keep him from communicating while he was in FTL.
"I
say he's spying on us, and I say dump him." That was the mate. Dupaynil
shivered at the quietly deadly tone.
"He's
got IG orders. They'll want to know what happened." That was Ollery, not
nearly so sure of himself.
"We
can't just space him. We have to figure out a way."
"Emergency
drill. Blow the pod. Say it was an accident." The mate's voice carried the
shrug he would give when questioned later.
"What
if he figures it out?"
"What
can he do? Pod's got no engine, no decent long-range radio, no scan. Dump him
where hell fell down a well, into a star or something else big. Disable the
radio and beacon. That way no one'U know he's ever been there. 'Sides, I don't
think his orders are real. Think about it, sir. Would the IG haul someone off a
big cruiser like the Zaid-Dayan—an IFTL mes-
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sage,
that'd have to be — and stick 'em on a little bitty escort? To go to Seti
space? C'mon. You send a special envoy to the Seti, you send a damn flotilla in
with 'em, not an escort. No, you mark my words, sir, he's here to Spy on us and
this proves it. "
Dupaynil
could not tell through the audio link which of his taps had been found, but he
wished ardently that be had not planted it, whatever it was. Once again he had
out-smarted himself, as he had with Sassinak. Never underesti-mate the enemy
and be damned sure you know who the enemy is; a very basic rule he had somehow
violated.
He felt
a trickle of sweat run down his ribs. Sassinak had been dumped in an evac pod,
rescued by the combined efforts of Wefts and a Ssli. He had no Wefts or Ssli to
back him up; he would have to figure this out himself.
"You're
sure he hasn't got the good stuff out of comp
"Pretty
sure." The mate's voice was even grimmer.
•:;
"Security's got good tools, though. Give him all the
y;;
time between here and Seti space, and he'll have not
only
the basics but enough to mind-fry the lot of us, all
• the
way up to Lady Luisa herself. "
••? Dupaynil almost forgot his fear. Lady Luisa?
Luisa
•;
Paraden? He had always been able to put two and two together and find more
interesting things than four. ^.Now he felt an almost physical jolt as his mind
con-JKttected everything he'd ever heard or seen; including all 'l-ithe
information Sassinak had gathered. |i;
As bright as a diagram projected on the screen of a %4lrategy meeting,
all connections marked out in glowing 'X;*ed or yellow . . . Luisa to Randolph,
who had ample jpeason to loathe Sassinak. That had been Randolph vengeance, through
his aunt's henchman, a washed Fleet officer once held captive on the same
outpost as an orphan girl. Dupaynil
spared a to pity that doomed lieutenant: Sassinak never , even if she learned
the whole story. Luisa would do something that potentially dangerous just for
idolph, though. It must have been vengeance for
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Abe's
part in disrupting her operation, a warning to others. Perhaps fear that he
would cause her more trouble.
Abe to
Sassinak, Sassinak to Randolph, Randolph to Luisa, whose first henchman
partially failed. Where was Randolph now, Dupaynil wondered suddenly. He should
know and he did not know. He realized that he had not ever seen one bit of
information on Randolph in the system since that arrogant young man had left
the Academy. Unnatural. A Paraden, wealthy, with connections: he should have
done something. He should have been in the society news or been an officer in
one of Aunt Luisa's companies.
Unless
he had changed his identity some way. It could be done, though it was
expensive. Not that that would bother a Paraden. And why had they stopped with
one attack on Sassinak? Dupaynil wished he had her file in hand. They would
have been covert attempts, but knowing what to look for he might be able to see
it. But of course! The Wefts. The Wefts she had saved from Par-aden's
accusations in the Academy; the Wefts who had saved her from death in the pod.
Wefts might have foiled any number of plots without bothering to tell her.
Or
perhaps she knew, but never made the connection, or never bothered to report
it, rules or no. She was not known for following the rules. He leaned on the
wall of his cubicle, sweating and furious, as much with himself as the various
conspirators. This was his job, this was what he had trained for, what he had
thought he was good at; finding things out, making connections, sifting the
data, interpreting it. And here he was, with all the threads woven into the
pattern and no possible way to get that information out.
You're
so smart, he thought bitterly. You're going to your death having won the war
but lost the brawl. He knew—it was in her file and she had confided it as
well—that Sassinak still wondered about the real reason Abe had been killed.
She had never forgotten it, never laid it to rest. And he had that to offer
her, more than enough to get her forgiveness for that earlier misunderstanding.
But too late!
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Thinking
of Sassinak reminded him again of her experience in the escape pod. It had made
chilling reading, even in the remote prose her captain had used. She had gone
right up to the limit of the pod's oxygen capacity, hoping to be conscious to
give her evidence. He shuddered. He would have put himself into coldsleep as
soon as he realized what happened, and he'd probably have died of it. Or, like
Lunzie, been found decades later. He didn't like that scenario either. He
fairly itched to get his newly acquired insights where they could do the most
good.
Sassinak,
now. What would she do, cooped in an escort full of renegades? He had trouble
imagining her on anything but the bridge of the Zaid-Dayan, but she had served
in smaller ships. Would she find a weapon (where?) and threaten them from the
bridge? Would she take off in an escape pod before she was jettisoned, with a
functioning radio, and hope to be found in time? (In time for what? Life? The
trial?) The one thing she wouldn't do, he was sure, was slouch on a bunk
wondering what to do. She would have thought of something, and given her luck
it would probably have worked.
The
idea, when it finally came to him hours later (miserable, sweaty hours when he
was supposed to be sleeping), seemed simple. Presumably they would have a ship
evacuation drill as the occasion of his murder. The others would be going into
pods as well, just to make it seem normal. They had found one of his taps, but
not all (or surely they'd have blocked the audio so he couldn't hear). And
therefore he could tap the links again, reset the evac pod controls, and trap them—or
most of them—in the pods. They would not be able to fire his pod; he could fire
theirs.
He was
partway through the reprogramming of the pod controls when he realized why this
was not such a simple solution. Fleet had a name for someone who took illegal
con-trol of a ship and killed the captain and crew. An old, nasty name leading
to a court martial which he might well lose.
/ am
not contemplating mutiny, he told himself firmly. They are the criminals. But
they were not convicted
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yet,
and until then what he planned was, by all the laws and regulations, not merely
mutiny but also murder. And piracy. And probably a dozen or so lesser crimes to
be tacked onto the charge sheet(s), including the things Sassinak might say about
his tap into her com shack. And his present unauthorized reprogramming of
emergency equipment. Not to mention his supposed orders to proceed into Seti
space: faked orders, which no one (after he pirated a ship and killed the crew)
would believe he had not faked for himself.
What
would Sassinak do about that, he wondered. He remembered the holo of the
Zaid-Dayan with its patched hull, with the scars of the pirate boarding party.
She had let the enemy onto her ship to trap them. Could he think of anything as
devastating? All things considered, forty-three years of cold sleep might be
the easy way out, he thought, finishing off the new switching sequences.
Sassinak's
great-great-great might complain but a little time in the freezer could keep
you out of big trouble. His mind bumped him again, hard. Of course. Coldsleep
them, the nasties. Drop the charges to mere mutiny and piracy and et cetera,
but not murder (mandatory mindwipe for murder), and he might merely spend the
next twenty years cleaning toilet fixtures with a bent toothbrush.
Of
course it still wasn't simple. For all his exercise up and down the ladders, he
had no more idea than a space-opera hero how to operate this ship. He'd had
only the basics, years back; he'd flown a comp-desk, not a ship. He could chip
away at that compartment of water ice and not die of thirst, but he couldn't
convert it and take a shower. Or even get the ship down out of FTL space.
Sassinak could probably do it, but all he could do was trigger the Fleet
distress beacon and hope the pickup ship wasn't part of the same corrupt group.
He wouldn't even do that, if he didn't quit jittering and get to it.
Chapter
Seven
Diplo
Zebara
led her through the maze of streets around the university complex at a fast
pace. For all his age and apparent physical losses, he was still amazingly fit.
She was aware of eyes following them, startled glances. She could not tell if
it was Zebara himself, or his having a lightweight companion. She was puffing
when he finally stopped outside a storefront much like the others she'd seen.
"Gin's
Place," Zebara said. "Best chooli stew in the city, a very liberal
crowd, and a noisy set of half-bad musicians. You'll love it."
Lunzie
hoped so. Chooli stew conformed to Federation law by having no meat in it, but
she had not acquired a taste for the odd spices that flavored the mix of
starchy vegetables.
Inside,
hardly anyone looked at her. The "liberal crowd" were all engrossed
in their own food and conversation. She smelted meat, but saw none she
recognized. The half-bad musicians played with enthusiasm but little skill,
covering their blats and blurps with high-pitched cries of joy or anguish. She
could not tell which, but it did make an effective sonic screen. She
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and
Zebara settled into one of the booths along the side, and ordered chooli stew
with figgerunds, the green nuts she'd had at the reception, Zebara explained.
"You
need to know some things," he began when the chooli stew had arrived, and
Lunzie was taking a first tentative bite of something yellowish.
"I
heard you were head of External Security," she said quietly.
He
looked startled. "Where'd you hear? No, it doesn't matter. It's true,
although not generally known." He sighed. "I can see this makes it
more difficult for you ..."
"Makes
what more difficult?"
"Trusting
me." His eyes flicked around the room, as anyone's might, but Lunzie could
not believe it was the usual casual glance. Then he looked back at her.
"You don't, and I can't blame you, but we must work together or. Or things
could get very bad indeed."
"Isn't
your involvement with an offworlder going to be a little conspicuous?" She
let a little sarcasm edge her voice; how naive did he think she was?
"Of
course. That doesn't matter." He ate a few bites while she digested the
implications of that statement. It could only "not matter" if
policymakers knew and approved. When he looked up and swallowed, she nodded at
him. "Good! You understand. Your name on the medical team was a little
conspicuous, if you'd had any ulterior motive for coming here . . ."He let
that trail away, and Lunzie said nothing. Whatever motives she had had, the
important tiling now was to find out what Zebara was talking about. She took
another bite of stew; it was better than the same dish in the research
complex's dining hall.
"I
saw the list," Zebara went on. "One of the things my department does
is screen such delegations, looking for possible troublemakers. Nothing
unusual. Most planets do the same. There was your name, and I wondered if it
was the same Lunzie. Found out that it was you and then the rocks started
falling."
"Rocks?"
"My
. . . employers. They wanted me to contact you, renew our friendship. More than
friendship, if possible. Enlist your aid in getting vital data oflplanet."
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"But
your employers . . . that's the Governor, right?" Lunzie was not sure,
despite having read about it, just where political power was on this planet.
"Not
precisely. The Governor knows them, and that's part of the problem. I have to
assume that you, with what's happened to you, are like any normal Federation
citizen. About piracy, for instance."
His
voice had lowered to a muffled growl she could barely follow. The half-bad
musicians were perched on their tall stools, gulping some amber liquid from
tall glass mugs. She hoped it would mellow their music as well as their minds.
"My
ethics haven't changed," she said, with the slightest emphasis on the
pronoun.
"Good.
That's what they counted on, and I, in my own way, counted on the same
thing." He took a long swallow of his drink.
"Are
you suggesting," Lunzie spoke slowly, phrasing it carefully, "that
your goals and your employers' goals both depend on my steadfast opinions, even
if they are . . . divergent?"
"You
could say it that way." Zebara grinned at her, and slightly raised his
mug.
And
what other way, with what other meaning, could I say it? Lunzie wondered. She
sipped from her own mug, tasting only the water she'd asked for, and said,
"That's all very well, but what does it mean?"
"That,
I'm afraid, we cannot discuss here. I will tell you what I can, and then we'll
make plans to meet again." At her frown, he nodded. "That much is
necessary, Lunzie, to keep immediate trouble at bay. We are watched. Of course
we are, and I'm aware of it so we must continue our friendly association."
"Just
how friendly?"
That
slipped out before she meant it. She had not meant to ask that until later, if
ever. He chuckled, but it sounded slightly forced.
"You
know how friendly we were. You probably remember it better than I do since you
slept peacefully for over forty of the intervening years."
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She
felt the blood rushing to her face and let it. Any watchers would assume that
was genuine emotion.
"You!
I have to admit that I haven't forgotten you, not one . . . single . . .
thing."
This
time, he was the one to blush. She hoped it satisfied whoever was doing the
surveillance but she thought the actual transcript would prove deadly.
As if
he could read her thoughts, he said "Don't worry! At this stage they're
still letting me arrange the surveillance. We're relatively safe as long as we
don't do something outside their plans."
Their
plans or your plans, she wondered. She wanted to trust Zebara: she did trust
the Zebara she'd known. But this new Zebara, this old man with the hooded eyes,
the grandchildren he wanted to save, the head of External Security, could she
trust this Zebara? And how far?
Still,
when he reached for her hand, she let him take it. His fingers stroked her palm
and she wondered if he would try something as simple as dot code. Cameras might
pick that up. Instead, a fingernail lightly drew the logo on the FSP banner,
then letter by letter traced her name. She smiled at him, squeezed his hand,
and hoped she was right.
The
next day's work at the Center went well. Whatever Bias thought, he managed not
to say and no one else asked uncomfortable questions. Lunzie came back to her
quarters, feeling slightly uneasy that she hadn't heard from Zebara but her
message light was blinking as she came in. She put in a call to the number she
was given, and was not surprised to hear his voice.
"You
said once you'd like to hear our native music," he began. "There's a
performance tonight of Zilmach's epic work. Would you come with me?"
"Formal
dress, or informal?" asked Lunzie.
"Not
formal like the Governor's reception, but nice."
She was
sure he was laughing underneath at her interest in clothes. But she agreed to
be ready in an hour without commenting on it. Dinner before the performance was
at an obviously classy restaurant. The other diners wore expensive jewels in
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clothes.
Lunzie felt subdued in her simple dark green dress with the copper-and-enamel
necklace that served her for all occasions. Zebara wore a uniform she did not
recognize. Did External Security really go for that matte black or did they intend
it to intimidate ofiworlders? He looked the perfect foil for Sassinak. She let
hersetf remember Sassinak in her dress whites, with the vivid alert expression
that made her beautiful. Zebara sat there like a black lump of rough stone,
heavy and sullen. Then he smiled.
"Dear
Lunzie, you're glaring at me. Why?"
"I
was thinking of my great-great-great-granddaughter," she said, combining
honesty and obliqueness at once. "You have grandchildren, you said? Tlien
surely they cross your mind at the oddest times, intruding, but you'd never
wish them away."
"That's
true." He shook his head with a rueful smile. "And since mine are
here in person, they can intrude physically as well. Little Pog, the youngest,
got loose from his mother in my office one time. Darted past my secretary,
straight through the door and into my conference room. Set off alarms and
thoroughly annoyed tte Lieutenant Governor and the Chiefs of Staff. He'd
grabbed me by the leg and was howling because the alarm siren scared him. He made
so much noise die guards were sure someone was really hurt." His smile had
broadened; now he chuckled. "By the time I had peeled him off my leg,
found his mother, and convinced the guards that it was not an exceptionally
clever assassination scheme using a midget or a robot, none of us could get our
minds back on the problem. Worst of all, I had to listen to a lecture by the
Lieutenant Governor on the way he disciplines his family. What he didn't know,
and I couldn't tell him, was that his eldest son was about to be arrested for
sedition. This is, as you might suspect, the former Lieutenant Governor, not
the one you met the other night."
The
revelation about his job did nothing to quiet Lunzie's nerves. Anyone who could
pretend not to know that someone's child was about to be arrested Had more than
enough talent in lying to confuse her. She
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herself to concentrate on his feelings for his children and grandchildren.
That, at least, she could understand and sympathize with.
"So
what happened to little . . . Pog, was it?"
"Yes,
short for Poglin. Family name on his mother's side. Well, I counseled leniency
since he'd been frightened so badly by the alarms and the subsequent chaos, but
his mother felt guilty that he'd gotten away from her. She promised him a good
thrashing when they got home. I hope that was mostly for my benefit. She's very
. . . aware of rank, that one." It was obvious that he didn't like his
daughter-in-law much. Lunzie wondered if he'd meant to reveal that to her.
"And have you caught up with all your family after your long sleep?"
he was asking.
Lunzie
shook her head, and sipped cautiously at the steaming soup that had appeared in
front of them. Pale orange, spicy, not bad at all.
"My
great-great, Sassinak, gave me Fleet transport to Sector Headquarters. She's an
orphan. She's never met the others."
"Oh.
Isn't that unusual? Wouldn't they take her in?" His eyelids had sagged
again, hiding his expression. Lunzie suspected he knew a lot more about her and
her family, including Sassinak, than he pretended.
"They
didn't know." Quickly, she told him what tittle Sassinak had told her and
added her own interpretation of Sassinak's failure to seek out her parents'
relatives. "She's still afraid of rejection, I think. Fleet took her in.
She considers it her family. I had one grandson, Dougal, in Fleet, and I
remember the others complaining that he was almost a stranger to them. Even
when he visited, he seemed attached somewhere else."
"Will
you introduce her?"
"I've
thought about that. Forty-three more years. I don't know who's alive, where
they are, although it won't be hard to find out. But she may not want to meet
them, even with me. I'm still trying to figure out whose she is, for that matter.
I haven't really had time." At the startled look on his face, she laughed.
"Zebara, you've been tvith your family all this time. Of
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course
nothing is more important to you. But I've had one long separation after another.
I've had to make my connections where and when I could. The first thing was to
get my certification back, get some kind of job."
"Surely
your great-great, this Sassinak, wouldn't have tossed you out to starve!"
"She's
Fleet, remember? Under orders. I'm civilian." Sort of, she thought to
herself, wondering just what status she did have. Coromell had recruited her:
was that official? The Venerable Master Adept seemed to have connections to
Fleet she had never quite understood. But surely he wasn't a Fleet agent?
Sassinak had sent her to Liaka with the same assurance she'd have sent one of
her own officers. "I wouldn't have starved, no. You're right about that.
But by the time I left Liaka, I still didn't have my accumulated back pay. It
would come, they assured me, but it was sticking in someone's craw to pay me
for forty-three years of coldsleep. All I really wanted was the credit for time
awake, but ..." She shrugged. "Bureaucrats."
"We
are difficult sometimes." He was smiling, but she wondered why he had
intruded his position again.
They
finished dinner with little more conversation, then went to the concert.
Zebara's rank meant excellent seats, a respectful usher, and a well of silence
around them, beyond which Lunzie could just hear curious murmurs. She glanced
down at the program. She had never heard of Zilmach or his (her?) epic work.
The program cover showed two brawny heavyworlders lifting a spaceship overhead.
She didn't know if that was a scene from the work she would hear or the logo of
the Diplo Academy of Music. She nudged Zebara.
"Tell
me about this."
"Zilmach,
a composer you won't have heard of, spent twenty years on this, working from
the series of poems Rudrik wrote in the first Long Freeze on Diplo. Rudrik, by
the way, died of starvation, along with some forty thousand of those early
colonists. It's called Bitter Destiny and die theme is exploitation of our
strength to provide riches for the weak. You won't like the libretto, but the
music is extraordinary." He nuzzled her neck and Lunzie
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not to jump. "Besides, it's loud, and we can talk if we're careful."
"It's
aot rude?"
"Yes,"
he said quietly into her ear, "But there are segments in which almost
everyone gets affectionate; you'll know."
Zilmach's
epic work began with a low moaning of strings and woodwinds, plus a rhythmic
banging on some instrument Lunzie had never heard before: rather Hke someone
whacking a heavy chain with a hammer. She ventured a murmured question to
Zebara who explained that it represented the pioneers chipping ice off their
machinery. Zilmach had invented the instrument in the course of writing the
music.
After
the overture, a massed chorus marched in singing. Lunzie felt goosebumps break
out on her arms. Although she had told herself that the heavyworlders must have
creative capacity, she had never truly believed it. She had never seen any of
their art, or heard their music. Now, listening to those resonant voices
filling the hall easily, she admitted to herself just how narrowminded she'd
been. The best she'd been able to imagine was "kind" or
"gentle." But this was magnificent.
She did
not enjoy the staged presentation of the lightweight "exploiters."
Although seeing massive heavyworlders pretending to be tiny fragile
lightweights cringing from each other had the humor of incongruity. She
remembered having seen a cube of an Old Earth opera in which a large lady with
sagging jowls was being serenaded as a "nymph."
But the
voices! She had imagined heavyworlder music as heavy, thumping, unmelodic. . .
and she'd been wrong.
"It's
beautiful," she murmured to Zebara, in a pause between scenes.
"You're
surprised." It was not a question. She apologized with her expression as
the music began again. He leaned closer. "Don't worry. I thought you'd be
surprised. And there's more."
"More"
included a display of gymnastics representing shifting alliances in the
commercial consortium that had (according to the script) dumped ill-prepared
heavy-
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worlder
colonists on a planet that suffered predictable, but infrequent, "triple
winters." Complex gong music apparently intimated the heartless weighing
of profit and loss (a balance loaded with "gold" bars on one side and
limp heavyworlder bodies on the other) while the corporate factions pushed on
the balance and each other, and leapt about in oddly graceful contortions.
Diplo's
gravity prevented any of the soaring leaps of classical ballet but quick flips
were possible and used to great effect. A scene showing the luxurious life of
lightweights in space was simply ludicrous. Lunzie had never seen anyone aboard
a spaceship lounging in a scented fountain while a heavyworlder servant knelt
with a tray of fruit. But overall she remained amazed with the lush, melodic
sound and the quality of the voices.
Those
segments in which, as Zebara promised, "everyone gets affectionate"
depicted the colonists fighting off the depression of that long winter with
song and love. Or lust. Lunzie wasn't sure. Perhaps the colonists hadn't been
sure, either. But they had been determined to survive and have descendants.
Duet
followed duet, combined into a quartet praising "love of life that warms
the heart." Then a soprano aria from a singer whose deep, dark, resonant
voice throbbed with despair before rising slowly, impossibly, through three
octaves to end in a crystalline flourish which the singer emphasized by a
massive fist, shaking at the wicked lightweights in their distant ships.
Finally
the male chorus of colonists, who had chosen to starve voluntarily so that
children and pregnant women might have a chance to survive, made their final
vows, led by a tenor whose voice soared to nearly the same dynamic height as
the soprano.
"To
you, the children of our dreams, we leave the bread of life!" Lunzie felt
tears stinging her eyes. "We ask but this! That you remember . . ."
The
voices faded, slowly dropping to a complex chant. The music and the rich
incense flowing from the censers onstage were enough to get anyone's hormones
moving. She let her head sag toward Zebara's shoulder.
"Good
girl," he murmured.
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Around
them, rustling indicated that others, too, were changing their positions.
Suddenly Lunzie felt something bump her legs, and realized that the seats in
this section reclined completely. The armrest between hers and Zebara's
retracted. Onstage, the music swelled as the lights dimmed. Clearly, an
invitation to Zilmach's epic meant more than just listening to the music.
At the
same moment that she wondered how she was going to get out of what was clearly
intended, she remembered her pressure garment, and sniggered.
"What?"
he asked. His arm lay heavily on her shoulders; his broad hand stroked her back.
"An
element of lightweight weakness your producers forgot to show," Lunzie
said, trying to control her laughter. "This thing we have to wear. Very
inefficient at moments like this."
Zebara
chuckled. "Dear Lunzie, I have no intention of forcing you. You might get
pregnant. You're young enough. You don't want my child, and I don't want the
responsibility. But we are expected to whisper sweet nothings in each others'
ears. If the sweets are not nothings, who's to know?"
This
was no time to ask if Diplo External Security had the same kinds of electronics
Fleet used, which could have picked up the rumbles from dinner in her stomach,
let alone anything she and Zebara might whisper. If they didn't, they didn't
need to know about it. If they did, she had to hope Zebara had only one
double-cross in mind.
"So,
how long does this last?"
"Several
hoong minutes. Don't worry. Well have plenty of warning before it's over.
There's the funeral scene coming up and the decision whether or not to eat the
bodies. So let's use this interval to find out the tilings I must know. Who
sent you here and what are you trying to find?"
Lunzie
could not answer at once. She had not thought that even a heavyworlder could
mention cannibalism so calmly. Another blow to her wish to trust him. His
tongue flicked her ear, gaining all her attention easily.
"Lunzie,
you cannot expect me to believe you came
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here
just to get over your fear of heavyworlders. Ireta would have left you even
worse. You could not care that much how we experience coldsleep or what it does
to us. You are here for a purpose. Either your own, or someone else's, and I
must know that if I am to keep you safe."
"You've
told me your government wants you to use our old relationship. How can you ask
me to confide in you first?" That was lame, but the best she could do with
cannibalism still on her mind.
"I
want my grandchildren to live! Really live. I want them to have enough food,
freedom to travel, to get education, to work where they want. You want that for
your descendants. In that we agree. If war breaks out between our peoples, none
of our descendants will have the lives we want for them. Can't you see
that?"
Lunzie
nodded slowly. "Yes, but unless your people quit working with planet
pirates I don't see what's to stop it."
"Which
they won't do, unless they see a better future. Lunzie, I want you to be our
advocate, our spokeswoman to the Council. You have suffered from us but you
have also seen, perhaps understood, what we are, what we could be. I want you
to say 'Give the heavyworlders hope! Give them access to normal-G worlds they
can live on, worlds like Ireta. Then they won't have reason to steal them.' But
as long as you are here to collect evidence proving how bad we are."
"Not
all of you."
Lunzie
caught a flicker of movement near them, above them, and curled into Zebara's
embrace. Perhaps someone needed the restrooms, sidling along between the seat
sections. Or perhaps someone wanted to know what they were saying.
"You're
different. The patients I've met here are not like those who hurt me." She
felt under her hands his slight tension. He, too, had noticed that shadowy form
edging past them.
"Dear
Lunzie." That ended in a kiss, a curiously grandfatherly kiss of dry lips.
Then he sighed, moved as if slightly cramped, and laid his hand back on her
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"Who?
Please tell me!"
She
decided to give him a little, what he might have tapped from Fleet
communications if his people were good enough.
"Sassinak.
She wanted to know if the Governor were officially involved in Ireta. Captain
Cruss, the heavy-worlder on that colony ship, thought so. The Theks got it out
of him. With Tanegli's trial coming up, she wanted to know whether to suggest
that the Fleet subpoena the
Governor."
"Ahhh.
About what we thought. But how were you, a physician, supposed to find out such
things?"
"I'd
told her about you. She said I should come." That wasn't quite accurate,
but if he believed she had been pushed into it, he might be sympathetic.
"I
see. Your descendant, being a professional, does not consider your feelings,
your natural reluctance. Not very sensitive, your Sassinak."
"Oh,
she is," Lunzie said quickly. "She is sensitive, she just . . . She
just thinks of duty first."
"Commendable
in a Fleet officer, no doubt, but not in a great-great-great-granddaughter. She
should have more respect."
"It's
a problem," Lunzie admitted. "But she's actually older than I am—real
time, at least—and she has trouble seeing me as her elder. We both do."
She squirmed a little getting a stiff wrinkle out from under her hip. "But
that's why I came . . . really."
"And
I am to offer you just the information you seek, and ask you to smuggle out more.
But you will be found to have instead information of great commercial value.
You will be discredited as a commercial spy, detained long enough that you
cannot testify against Tanegli. Your taped evidence will not be nearly as
effective, and if Kai and Varian are not there ..." "Why shouldn't
they be?"
"Contract
scientists with EEC? Easy enough to send
an all
too special ship to collect them to attend the
Assizes.
It should not be hard for those with adequate
resources
to be sure they arrive late. Or not at all."
Lunzie
shivered. How could she warn Kai and Varian?
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Why
hadn't she thought of them before? She had assumed that, as civilians, they
would be allowed to go about their new responsibilities on Ireta. She should
have known better.
"It
is not just heavyworlders," Zebara murmured, as if he'd read her mind.
"You know there are others?" Lunzie nodded.
Any of
the commercial entities would find greater profit in resource development
without regulation. Humans and aliens both. She had heard of no society so
idealistic that it had no criminals among it. Perhaps the Ssli, she amended:
once sessile, how could they do anything wrong, in anyone's terms? But here and
now?
"Seti!"
came Zebara's murmur. "They've used us, pretended sympathy for our fate,
for having been genetically altered. But they despise us for it, as well."
She
nodded against his chest, trying to think. The Seti predated human membership
in the FSP, though not by much. They were difficult, far more alien-seeming,
and less amusing, than the Ryxi or Wefts. They had destroyed a Weft planet and
later claimed to have done so accidentally, not knowing of the Wefts they
killed. And the Thekl
"It's
three-cornered, really." Zebara nuzzled her hair a long moment and she
felt the draft of someone's movement past them again. "Our Governor's
worked for the Pralungan Combine for over twenty years. He's been paid off in
money, shares, and positions for his relatives. The Combine gets strong backs
for its internal security forces, industrial enforcers. Even private troops.
Crew for illegally armed vessels to fight Fleet interference. Your Sassinak's
been a major problem for us, by the way. She gets along too well with her
heavyworlder marines. That word's spread and we have too many • youngsters
thinking of Fleet as a future. Not to mention the number of ships she's blown
up in her career. Also, the Seti have some gain of their own we haven't quite
figured out. They want some of the planets we've taken: mostly those unsuitable
for human settlement. They're fanneling money into the Combine and the Combine
funnels some, as little as they can, to us."
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It was
almost too much to take in. "What do you want me to do?" asked
Lunzie.
"Get
the real data out. Not the faked stuff you're supposed to be caught with.
You'll have to leave before your team. It's supposed to look as if you're
fleeing with stolen information. And if you don't, they'll know I didn't
convince you. But you can leave before even they expect it. I can say you
double-crossed me, used the pass you were given too soon."
It
sounded most unlikely. No lightweight could get oflplanet unnoticed. Surely
they would be watching her. If she tried to bolt, they would simply call Zebara
to check. And then find on her the real data, dooming both of them. She said
this, very fast and very softly, into his ear. He held her close, a steady grip
that would have been calming if her mind had not gone on ahead to the obvious
conclusion.
He did
not mean her to escape as a lightweight: as someone walking up the ramp,
opening her papers for inspection at the port, climbing into her seat in the
shuttle. He had something else in mind, something that would not be so obvious.
The possibilities scrolled through her mind as if on a screen. As cargo? But an
infrared scan would find her. As— She stiffened, puBed her head back, and tried
to see his face in the darkened hall.
"Not
in coldsleep." She meant it to be non-negotiable.
"I'm
sorry," he said, into her hair.
"No."
Quietly, but firmly, and with no intention of being talked into it. "Not
again."
At that
very inopportune moment, the softly passionate music stopped, leaving the hall
in sudden silence interspersed with rustling clothing. The silence lengthened.
A single drumbeat, slow, inexorable, signalled a dire event, and the back of
her seat shoved her up, away from Zebara. The armrest slid upward between them.
The footrest dropped. Another drum joined the first, heavy, sodden with grief.
Muted brass, one grave note after another followed the drums. Onstage, lights
showed the barest outline of a heap of bodies, of sufferers still alive and
starving. The sacrifice had not been enough. They would all die after all. A
child's soprano.
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piercing
as a needle, cried out for food, and Lunzie flinched. The alto's voice replying
held all history's bitterness.
Surely
it had not really been this bad! It could not have been! The rigid arm of the
man beside her insisted it was, it had been. He believed it so, at least, and
he believed the future might be as bleak. Lunzie swallowed, fighting nausea. If
they actually showed cannibalism onstage . . . but they did not. A chorus of
grieving women, of hungry children. One suggested, the others cried out in
protest, and this went on (as so often in operas) somewhat longer than. was
necessary to convince everyone that both sides were sincere.
One
after another came over to the side of horror, for the children's sake, but it
was, in the end, a child who raised a shaking arm to point at the new element
in the crisis. The new element, presented onstage as a fur-coated robot of
sorts, was the native grazer of the tundra. Shaggy, uncouth, and providentially
stupid, it had been drawn by the warmth of the colonists' huts from its usual
path of migration. The same woman who had been ready to put the dead into a
synthesizer now wrestled the shaggy beast and killed it: not without being
gored by two of its six horns. Whereupon the survival of the colony was assured
so long as they were willing to kill and eat the animals.
One
alone stood fast by the Federation's prohibition, and threatened to reveal what
they'd done. She was prevented from sending any message and died by her own
hand after a lengthy aria explaining why she was willing to kill not only
herself but her unborn child.
"That
none of my blood shed sentient blood, so precious is to me ..."
Lunzie
found herself more moved by this than she had expected. Whether it was true or
not, whether it had happened at all, or for these reasons, the story itself
commanded respect and pity. And it explained a lot about the heavyworlders. If
you believed this, if you had grown up seeing this, hearing this gorgeous music
put to the purpose of explaining that the lightweights would let forty thousand
people die of cold and starva-
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tion
because it was inconvenient to rescue them, because it would lower the profit
margin, then you would naturally distrust the lightweights, and despise their
dietary whims.
Would I
have eaten meat even after it had been through the synthesizer? she asked
herself. She let herself remember being pregnant, and the years when Fiona had
been a round-faced toddler. She would not have let Fiona starve.
In a
grand crashing conclusion, the lightweights returned in a warm season to
remonstrate with the colonists about their birthrate and their eating habits.
The lead soprano, now white-haired and many times a grandmother, the children
clustered around her as she sang, told them off in ringing phrases, dizzying
swoops of melody that seemed impossible to bring from one throat. The colonists
repudiated the lightweights' claims, refused to submit to their rules, their
laws, demanded justice in the courts or they would seek it in their own way.
The
lightweights flourished weapons and two heavyweights lifted them contemptuously
overhead, tossing them—the smallest cast members Lunzie had yet seen— until
they tumbled shaken to the ground. Then the two picked up the
"spaceship," stuffed the lightweight emissaries inside, and threw the
whole assemblage into space. Or so it appeared. Actually, Lunzie was sure, some
stage mechanism pulled it up out of sight. Curtain down! Lights up! Zebara turned
to her. "Well? What do you think of Zilmach?" Then his blunt finger
touched her cheek. "You cried."
"Of
course I did." Her voice was still rough with emotion. To her own ears she
sounded peevish. "If that's true . . ." She shook her head, started again.
"It's magnificent, it's terrible, and tears are the only proper
response." What she wanted to say would either start a riot or make no
sense. She said, "What voices! And to think I've never heard of this. Why
isn't it known?"
"We
don't export this. It's just our judgment that your people would have no
interest in it." "Music is music." "And politics is
politics. Come! Would you like to
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meet
Ertrid, the one who brought those tears to your eyes?"
Clearly
the only answer was yes, so she said yes. Zebara's rank got them backstage
quickly, where Ertrid proved to have a speaking voice as lovely as her singing.
Lunzie had had little experience with performers. She hardly knew what to
expect. Ertrid smiled, if coolly, and thanked Lunzie for her compliments, with
an air of needing nothing from a lightweight. But she purred for Zebara, almost
sleeking herself against him. Lunzie felt a stab of wholly unreasonable
jealousy. Ertrid's smile widened.
"You
must not mind, Lunzie. He has so many friends!"
She
fingered the necklace she wore, which Lunzie had admired without considering
its origins. Zebara gave the singer a quick hug and guided Lunzie away. When
they were out of earshot, he leaned to speak in her ear.
"I
could have said, so does she, but I would not embarrass such a great artist on
a night like this. She does not like to see me with another woman, and
particularly not a lightweight."
"And
particularly not after that role," said Lunzie, trying to stifle her
jealousy and be reasonable. She didn't want Zebara now, if she ever had. The
emotion was ridiculous.
"And
I didn't buy her that necklace," Zebara went on, as if proving himself to
her. "That was the former Lieutenant Governor's son, the one I spoke of."
"It's
all right."
Lunzie
wished he would quit talking about it. She did not care, she told herself
firmly, what Zebara had done with the singer, or who had bought what jewelry
seen and unseen, or what the Lieutenant Governor's son had done. All that
mattered was her mission, and his mission, and finding some other way to
accomplish it than enduring another bout of coldsleep.
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Chapter
Eight
FedCentral,
Fleet Headquarters
"And
that's the last of the crew depositions?" Sassinak asked. The Tenant
behind the desk nodded.
"Yes,
ma'am. The Prosecutor's office said they didn't need anyone else. Apparently
the defense lawyers aren't going to call any of the enlisted crew as witnesses
either."
So
we've just spent weeks of this nonsense for nothing, Sassinak thought. Dragging
my people up and down in ridiculous civilian shuttles, for hours of boring
questioning which only repeats what we taped on the ship before. She didn't say
any of this. Both the Chief Prosecutor's office and the defense lawyers had
been furious that Lunzie, Dupaynil, and Ford were not aboard. For one thing,
Kai and Varian had also failed to appear for depositions. No one knew if the
fast bark sent to collect them from Ireta had found them on the planet's
surface for no message had been received on either count.
She
herself was sure that Ford and Lunzie would be back in time. Dupaynil? Dupaynil
might or might not arrive, although she considered him more resourceful
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than
most desk-bound Security people. If he hadn't made her so furious, she'd have
enjoyed more of his company.
She
would certainly have preferred him to Aygar as an assistant researcher. True,
Aygar could go search the various databases without arousing suspicion. Anyone
would expect him to. The Prosecutor's office had arranged a University card, a
Library card, all the access he could possibly want. And he was eager enough.
But he
had no practice in doing research; no background of scholarship. Sassinak had
to explain exactly where he should look and for what. Even then he would come
back empty-handed, confused, because he didn't understand how little bits of
disparate knowledge could fit together to mean anything. He would spend all day
looking up the genealogy of the heavyworlder mutineers, or baring after some
interest of his own. Dupaynil, with all his smug suavity, would have been a
relief.
She
strolled back along the main shopping avenues of the city, in no hurry. She was
to meet Aygar for the evening shuttle flight. She had time to wander around. A
window display caught her eye, bright with the colors she favored. She admired
the jeweled jacket over a royal-blue skirt that flashed turquoise in shifts of
light. She glanced at the elegant calligraphy above the glossy black door. No
wonder! "Fleur de Paris" was only the outstanding fashion designer
for the upper classes. Her mouth quirked: at least she had good taste.
The
door, its sensors reporting that someone stood outside it longer than the
moment necessary to walk past, swung inward. A human guard, in livery, stood
just inside.
"Madame
wishes to enter?"
The
sidewalk burned her feet even through the uniform shoes. Her head ached. She
had never in her life visited a place like this. But why not? It could do no
harm to look.
"Thank
you," she said, and walked in.
Inside,
she found a cool oasis: soft colors, soft carpets, a recording of harp music
just loud enough to cover the street's murmur. A well-dressed woman who
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came
forward, assessing her from top to toe, and, to Sassinak's surprise, approving.
"Commander
. . . Sassinak, is it not?"
"I'm
surprised," she said. The woman smiled.
"We
do watch the news programs, you know. How serendipitous! Fleur will want to
meet you."
Sassinak
almost let her jaw drop. She had heard a little about such places as this. The
designer herself did not come out and meet everyone who came through the door.
"Won't
you have a seat?" the woman went on. "And you'll have something cool,
I hope?" She led Sassinak to a padded chair next to a graceful little
table on which rested a tall pitcher, its sides beaded, and a crystal glass.
Sassinak eyed it doubtfully. "Fruit juice," the woman said.
"Although if you'd prefer another beverage?"
"No,
thank you. This is fine."
She
took the glass she was offered and sipped it to cover her confusion. The woman
went away, leaving her to look around. She had been in shops, in some very good
shops, with elegant displays of a few pieces of jewelry or a single silk dress.
But here nothing marked the room as part of a shop. It might have been the
sitting room of some wealthy matron: comfortable chairs grouped around small
tables, fresh flowers, soft music. She relaxed, slowly, enjoying the tart fruit
juice. If they knew she was a Fleet officer, they undoubtedly knew her salary
didn't stretch to original creations. But if they were willing to have her rest
in their comfortable chair, she wasn't about to walk out.
"My
dear!" The silver-haired woman who smiled at her might have been any
elegant great-grand-mother who had kept her figure. Seventies? Eighties?
Sassinak wasn't sure. "What a delightful surprise. Mirelle told you we'd
seen you on the news, didn't she? And of course we'd seen you walk by. I must
confess," this with a throaty chuckle that Sassinak could not resist,
"I've been putting one thing after another in the window to see if we
could entice you." She turned to the first woman. "And you see,
Mirelle, I was right: the jeweled jacket did it."
Mirelle
shrugged gracefully. "And I will wager that if
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you
asked her, she'd remember seeing that sea-green number."
"Yes,
I did," said Sassinak, half-confused by their banter. "But
what..."
"Mirelle,
I think perhaps a light snack." Her voice was gentle, but still
commanding. Mirelle smiled and withdrew, and the older woman smiled at
Sassinak. "My dear Sassinak, I must apologize. It's . . . it's hard to
think what to say. You don't realize what you mean to people like us."
Thoroughly
confused now, Sassinak murmured something indistinct. Did famous designers
daydream about flying spaceships? She couldn't believe that, but what else was
going on?
"I
am known to the world as Fleur," the woman said, sitting down across the
table from Sassinak. "Fleur de Paris, which is a joke, although very few
know it. I cannot tell you what my name was, even now. But I can tell you that
we had a friend in common. A very dear friend."
"Yes?"
Sassinak rummaged in her memory for any wealthy or socially prominent woman she
might have known. An admiral, or an admiral's wife? And came up short.
"Your
mentor, my dear, when you were a girl, Abe."
She
could not have been more startled if Fleur had poured a bucket of ice over her.
"Abe? You knew Abe?"
The
older woman nodded. "Yes, indeed. I knew him before he was captured, and
after. Although I never met you, I would have, in time. But as it was . .
."
"I
know." The grief broke over her again, as startling in its intensity as
the surprise that this woman—this old woman—had known Abe. But Abe, if he'd
lived, would be old. That, too, shocked her. In her memory, he'd stayed the
same, an age she gradually learned was not so old as the child had thought.
"I'm
sorry to distress you, but I needed to speak to you. About Abe, about his past
and mine. And about your future."
"My
future?" What could this woman possibly have to do with her future? It
must have shown on her lace, because Fleur shook her head.
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"A
silly old woman, you think, intruding on your life. You admire the clothes I
design, but you don't need a rich woman's sycophant reminding you of Abe.
Yes?"
It was
uncomfortably close to what she'd been thinking. "I'm sorry," she
said, apologizing for being obvious, if for nothing else.
"That's
all right. He said you were practical, tenacious, clear-headed, and so you must
be. But there are things you should know. Since we may be interrupted at any
time-nafter all, this is a business—first let me suggest that if you find
yourself in need of help, in any difficult situation in the city, mention my
name. I have contacts. Perhaps Abe mentioned Samizdat?"
"Yes,
he did." Sassinak came fully alert at that. She had never found any trace
of the organization Abe had told her about once she was out of the Academy. Did
it still exist?
"Good.
Had Abe lived, he would have made sure you knew how to contact some of its
members. But, as it was, no one knew you well enough to trust you, even with
your background. This meeting should remedy that."
"But
then you ..."
Fleur's
smile this time had an edge of bitterness. "I have my own story. We all
do. If there's time, you'll hear mine. For now, know that I knew Abe, and loved
him dearly, and I have watched your career, as it appears in the news, with
great interest."
"But
how . . ."As she spoke, the door opened again, and three women came in,
chattering gaily. Fleur stood at once and greeted them, smiling. Sassinak,
uncertain, sat where she was. The women, it seemed, had come in hopes of
finding Fleur free. They glanced at Sassinak, then away, saying that they
simply must have Fleur's advice on something of great importance.
"Why
of course," she said. "Do come into my sitting room." One of
them must have murmured something about Sassinak, for she said, "No, no.
Mirelle will be right back to speak to the commander."
Mirelle
reappeared, as if by magic, bearing a tray with tiny sandwiches and cookies in
fanciful shapes.
"Fleur
says you're quite welcome to stay, but she
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doesn't
think she'll be free for several hours. That's an old customer, with her
daughters-in-law, and they come to gossip as much as for advice. She's very
sorry. You will have a snack, won't you?"
For
courtesy's sake, Sassinak took a sandwich. Mirelle hovered, clearly uneasy
about something. When Sassinak insisted on leaving, Mirelle exhibited both
disappointment and relief.
"You.will
come again?"
"When
I can. Please tell Fleur I was honored to meet her, but I can't say when I'll
be able to come onplanet again."
That
should give Sassinak time to think, and if she hadn't made a decision by the
next required conference, she could always go by a different street. Outside
again, she found herself thinking again of Dupaynil, simply because of his
specialties. She wished she had some way of getting into the databases herself,
without going through Aygar, and without being detected. She would like very
much to know who "Fleur de Paris" was, and why her name was supposed
to be a joke.
In his
days on the Zaid-Dayan, Dupaynil would have sworn that he was capable of
intercepting any data link and resetting any control panel on any ship. All he
had to do was reconfigure the controls on the escort vessel's fifteen escape
pods so that he could control them. It should have been simple. It was not
simple. He had not slept but for the briefest naps. He dared not sleep until it
was done. And yet he had to appear to sleep, as he appeared to eat, to play cards,
to chat idly, to take the exercise that had become regular to him, up and down
the ladders.
He had
no access to the ship's computer, no time to himself in the compartments where
his sabotage would have been easiest. He had to do it all from his tiny cabin,
in the few hours he could legitimately be alone, "sleeping."
And
they had already found one of his taps. It frightened him in a way he had never
been frightened before. He was good at the minutiae of his work, one of
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die
neatest, his instructors had said, a natural. To have a but like Ollery find
one of his taps meant that he had been clumsy and careless. Or he had misjudged
them, another way of being clumsy and careless.
He
would not have lived this long had he really been clumsy or careless, but he
had depended on the confii-sion, the complexity, of large ships. Fear only made
his hands shake. Coldly, he considered himself as if he were a new trainee in
Methods of Surveillance. Think, he told himself, the nervous trainee. You have
die brains or they wouldn't have assigned you here. Use your wits. He set aside
the odds against him. Beyond "high," what good were precise
percentages? He considered the whole problem. He simply had to get those escape
pods slaved to his control.
A crew
which had spent five years together on a ship this small would know everything,
would notice everything, especially as they now suspected him. But since they
were already planning to space him, would they really worry about his taps?
Wouldn't they, instead, snigger to each other about his apparent progress,
enjoy letting him think he was spying on them, while knowing that nothing he
found would ever be seen? He thought they would.
The
question was, when would they spring their trap, and could he spring his
before? And assuming he did gain control of the escape pods, so that they could
not eject his, and he could eject theirs, he still had to get them all into the
pods. They would know—at least die captain and mate would know—that the
evacuation drill was a fake. So there was a chance, a good chance, that they
would not be in pods at all. But thinking this far had quieted the tremor in
his hands and cured his dry mouth.
Wiring
diagrams and logic relays flicked through his mind, along with die possible
modifications a renegade crew might have made. His audio tap into the captain's
cabin still functioned. Listening on a still operative tap, he learned diat the
one that die mate had discovered had fallen victim to a rare bout of cleaning.
As far as he knew, and as far as they said, they had not found any of
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the
others. On the other hand, he had found two of theirs. He left them alone,
unworried.
The
personal kit he always had with him included the very best antisurveillance
chip, bonded to his shaver. Through his own taps, he picked his way delicately
toward control functions. Some were too well guarded for his limited set of
tools. He could not lock the captain in his cabin, or shut off air circulation
to any crew compartment. He could not override the captain's control of bridge
access. He knew they were watching, suspecting just such a trick. He could not
roam die computer's files too broadly, eidier. But he could get into such open
files as the maintenance and repair records, and find that the galley hatch had
repeatedly jammed. As an experiment, to see if he could do it widiout anyone
noticing, Dupaynil changed die pressure on the upper hatch runner. It should
jam, and be repaired, widi only a few cusswords for die pesky thing.
Sure
enough, one of the crew complained bitterly through breakfast that the galley
hatch was catching again. It was probably diat double-damned pressure sensor on
die upper runner. Hie mate nodded and assigned someone to fix it.
On such
a small vessel, the escape pods were studded along eidier side of die main
axis: three opening directly from die bridge, and the others aft, six accessed
from the main and six from die alternate passage. Escape drill required each
crew member to find an assigned pod, even if working near another. Pod
assignments were posted in both bridge and galley.
Dupaynil
tried to remember if anyone had actually survived a hull-breach on an escort,
and couldn't think of an instance. The pods were there because regulations said
every ship would carry diem. That didn't make them practical. Pod controls on
escort ships were die old-fashioned electro-mechanical relays; proof against
magnetic surges from EM weapons which could disable more sophisticated controls
by scrambling die wits of their controlling chips.
This
simplicity meant that the tools he had were
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enough.
Although, if someone looked, the changes would be more obvious than a
reprogrammed or replacement chip. Fiddling with the switches and relays also
took longer than changing a chip, and he found it difficult to stay suave and
smiling when a crew member happened by as he was finishing one of the links.
The
final step, slaving all the pod controls to one, and that one to his handcomp,
tested the limits of his ability. He was almost sure die system would work.
Unhappily, he would not know until he tried it. He was ready, as ready as he
could be. He would have preferred to set off the alarm himself, but he dared not
risk it. He played his usual round of cards with Ollery and the mate, making
sure that he played neither too well nor too badly, and declined a dice game.
"Tomorrow,"
he said, with the blithe assurance of one who expects the morrow to arrive on
schedule. "I can't stand all this excitement in one night."
They
chuckled, the easy chuckle of the predator whose prey is in the trap. He went
out wondering when they'd spring it. He really wanted a full shift's sleep.
The
shattering noise of the alarm- and die flashing lights woke him from the uneasy
doze he'd allowed himself. He pulled on his pressure suit, lurched into die
bulkhead, cursing, and staggered out into die passage. There was the mate,
grinning. It was not a friendly grin.
"Escape
pod drill, Lieutenant Commander! Remember your assignment?"
"Fourteen,
starboard, next hatch but one."
"Right,
sir. Go on now!" The mate had a handcomp, and appeared to be logging die
response to die drill.
It
could not be diat The computer automatically logged crew into and out of the
escape pods. Dupaynil moved quickly down the passage, hearing the thump and
snarled curses of odiers on their way to die pods. He let himself into die next
hatch but one, die pod he hoped was not only safely under his control, but now
gave him control of the others.
On such
a small ship, the drill required everyone to stay in die pods until all had
reported in. Dupaynil listened to die ship's com as die pods filled. He
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diat
die captain would preserve the fiction of a real drill. If nothing else, to
cover his tracks with his Exec, and actually enter and lock off his own pod.
Things
could get very sticky indeed if the captain discovered before entering his own
pod, diat Dupaynil had some of his crew locked away. Four were already
"podded" when Dupaynil checked in. He secured dieir pods. It might be
better to wait until everyone was in. But if some came out, then he'd be in
worse trouble. If tiiey obeyed the drill procedures, diey wouldn't know they
were locked in until he had full control.
One
after another, so quickly he had some trouble to keep up widi diem, the others
made it into dieir pods and dogged die hatches. Eight, nine (die senior mate,
he was glad to notice). Only the officers and one enlisted left.
"Captain!
There's something . . ."
The
senior mate. Naturally. Dupaynil had not been able to interfere with die ship's
intercom and reconfigure the pod controls. The mate must have planned to duck
into his pod just long enough to register his presence on die computer, then
come out to help die captain space Dupaynil.
Even as
die mate spoke, Dupaynil activated all his latent sensors. Detection be damned!
They knew he was onto diem, and he needed all die data he could get. His control
locks had better work! He was out of his own escape pod, widi a tiny
button-phone in his ear and his hand-held control panel.
Ollery
and Panis were on the bridge. Even as Dupaynil moved forward, the last crewman
checked into his pod and Dupaynil locked it down. Apparently he hadn't heard
die mate.
That
left the captain and that very new executive officer who would probably believe
whatever the cap-tain told him. He dogged down the hatch of his escape pod
manually. From the corridor, it would look as if he were in it.
Go
forward and confront the captain? No. He had to ensure that the others,
especially the mate, stayed locked in. His fix might hold against a manual
unlocking, but
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not. So his first move was to the adjoining pods where he smashed the control
panels beside each hatch. Pod fourteen, his own, was aftmost on the main
corridor side, which meant he could ensure that no enemy appeared behind him.
He would have to work his way back and forth between corridors though. Luckily
the fifteenth pod was empty, and so was the thirteenth. Although the pods were
numbered without using traditionally unlucky thirteen, most crews avoided the
one that would have been thirteen. Stupid superstition, Dupaynil thought, but
it helped him now.
Although
he was sure he remembered which crew members were where, he checked on his
handcomp and disabled the mate's pod controls next. Pod nine was off the
alternate passage. He'd had to squeeze through a connecting passage and go
forward past "14A" (the unlucky one) and pod eleven. From there he
went back to disable pod eleven and checked to be sure the other two on that
side were actually empty. It was not unknown for a lazy crewmember to check
into the nearest unassigned pod.
He
wondered all the while just what the captain was doing. Not to mention the
Exec. If only he'd been able to get a mil-channel tap on the bridge! He had
just edged into the narrow cross passage between the main and alternate
passages when he heard a feint noise and saw an emergency hatch slide across in
front of him. Ollery had put the ship on alert, with full partitioning.
/
should have foreseen that, Dupaynil thought. With a frantic lurch, he got his
hands on its edge. The safety valve hissed at him but held the door still while
he wriggled through the narrow gap. Now he was in the main corridor. Across
from him he could see the recesses for pods ten and eight. He disabled their
manual controls, one after another, working as quickly as he could but not
worrying about noise. Just aft, another partition had come down, gray steel
barrier between him and the pods fiirther aft. But, when he first got out, he
had disabled pod twelve. Just forward, another.
A thin
hiss, almost at the edge of his hearing, stopped him just as he reached it.
None of the possibilities
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looked
good. He knew that Ollery could evacuate the air from each compartment and his
pressure suit had only a two-hour supply. Less, if he was active. Explosive
decompression wasn't likely, though he had no idea just how fast emergency
decomp was. He had not sealed his bubble-helmet. He'd wanted to hear whatever
was there to be heard. That hiss could be Ollery or Panis cutting through the
partition with a weapon, something like a needier.
In the
short stretch of corridor between the partitions, he had no place to hide. All
compartment hatches sealed when the ship was on alert. Even if he had been able
to get into the galley, it offered no concealment. Two steps forward, one back.
What would Sassinak have done in his place? Found an access hatch, no doubt, or
known something about the ship's controls that would have let her get out of
this trap and ensnare Ollery at the same time. She would certainly have known where
every pipe went and what was in it, what each wire and switch was for. Dupaynil
could think of nothing.
It was
interesting, if you looked at it that way, that Ollery hadn't tried to contact
him on the ship's intercom. Did he even know Dupaynil was out of the pod? He
must. He had normal ship's scans available in every compartment. Dupaynil's own
sensors showed that the pods he had sealed were still sealed, their occupants
safely out of the fight. Two blobs erf light on a tiny screen were the captain and
Panis on the bridge, right ; where they should be. Then one of them started
down the alternate passage, slowly. He could not tell which it was, but logic
said the captain had told Panis to investigate. Logic smirked when Ollery's
voice came over the tatercom only moments later.
"Check
every compartment. I want voice report on fnything out of the ordinary."
"
He could not hear the Jig's reply. He must be wear-; fag a pressure suit and
using its com unit to report. .Didn't the captain realize that Dupaynil could
hear the ^intercom? Or didn't he care? Meanwhile there was his problem: that
emergency partition. Dupaynil de-
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cided
that the hissing was merely an air leak between compartments, an ill-fitting
partition, and set to work to override its controls.
Several
hot, sweaty minutes later, he had the thing shoved back in its recess, and
edged past. The main passage forward looked deceptively ordinary, all visible
hatches closed, nothing moving on the scarred tiles of the deck, no movement
shimmering on the gleaming green bulkheads. Ahead, he could see another
partition. Beyond it, he knew, the passage curved inboard and went up a
half-flight of steps to reach Main Deck and access to the bridge and three
escape pods there.
Dupaynil
stopped to disable the manual controls on pods six and four. Now only three
pods might still be a problem: five and seven, the two most forward on the
alternate passage, and pod three, accessible from the bridge and assigned to
the weapons tech. Tliat one he could disable on his way to the bridge, assuming
he could get through this next partition. Five and seven? Panis might be able
to open them from outside, although the controls would not work normally.
How
long would it take him? Would he even think of it? Would the captain try to
free the man in pod three? At least the odds against him had dropped. Even if
they got all three out, it would still be only five to one, rather than twelve
to one. With this much success came returning confidence, almost ebullience. He
reminded himself that he had not won the war yet. Not even the first battle.
Just a preliminary skirmish, which could all come undone if he lost the next
bit.
"I
don't care if it looks normal," he heard on the intercom. "Try to
undog those hatches and let Siris out."
Blast.
Ollery was not entirely stupid. Panis must be looking at pod five. Siri: data
tech, the specialist in computers, sensors, all that. Dupaynil worked at the
forward partition, hoping Ollery would be more interested in following his
Exec's progress, would trust to the partition to hold him back. A long pause,
in which his own breathing sounded ragged and loud in the empty, silent
passage.
Then:
"I don't care what it takes, open it\"
At
least some of his reworking held against outside tampering. Dupaynil spared no
time for smugness, as the forward partition was giving him more trouble than
the one before. If he'd only had his complete kit ... But there, it gave,
sliding back into its slot with almost sentient reluctance to disobey the
computer. Here the passage curved and he could not get all the way to die
steps. Dupaynil flattened himself along the inside bulkhead, looking at the
gleaming surface across from him for any moving reflections. Lucky for him that
Ollery insisted on Fleet-tike order and cleanliness. Dupaynil found it
surprising. He'd always assumed that renegades would be dirty and disorderly.
But the ship would have to pass Fleet inspections, whether its crew were loyal
or not.
He
waited. Nothing moved. He edged cautiously forward, with frequent glances at
his handcomp. The captain's blob stayed where it had been. Panis's was still in
the alternate passage near the hatch of pod five. At the foot of the steps, he
paused. Above was the landing outside the bridge proper, with the hatches of
three pods on his left. One and two would be open: the assigned pods for
captain and Exec. Three would be dosed, with the weapons tech inside. The hatch
to the bridge would be closed, unless Panis had left it open when he went
hunting trouble. If it was open, the captain would not fail to hear Dupaynil
coming. Even if he weren't monitoring his sensors, and he would be, jhe'd know
exactly where Dupaynil was. And once Dupaynil came to the landing, he could see
him out the Open hatch. If it was open.
Had
Panis left the bridge hatch open? Had he left the partition into the alternate
corridor open? It would fluke sense to do so. Even though the captain could
Control the partitions individually from the bridge, over-the computer's
programming, that would take a seconds. If the captain suspected he might need
, he would want those partitions back so that Panis any freed crewmen had easy
access.
He
started up the steps, reminding himself to breathe
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One. Two. No sound from above, and he could not see the bridge hatch without
being visible from it. Another step, and another. If he had had time, if he had
had his entire toolkit, he would have had taps in place and would know if that
hatch . . .
A
clamor broke out on the other side of the ship, crashing metal, cries. And,
above him and around the curve, the captain's voice both live and over the
intercom.
"Go
on, Sins!"
Then
the clatter of feet, as the captain left the bridge (no sound of the hatch
opening: it had been open) and headed down the alternate passage. Dupaynil had
no idea what was going on, but he shot up the last few steps, and poked his
head into the upper end of the alternate corridor. And saw the captain's back,
headed aft, with some weapon, probably a needier, in his clenched fist. There
were yells from both Panis and the man he had freed.
It
burst on Dupaynil suddenly that the Ollery intended to kill his Exec. Either
because he thought he was in league with Dupaynil or was using this excuse to
claim he'd mutinied. Dupaynil launched himself after the captain, hoping that
the crewman wasn't armed. Panis and Sins were still thrashing on the floor.
Dupaynil could see only a whirling confusion of suit-clad bodies. Their cries
and the sound of the blows covered his own approach. Ollery stood above them,
clearly waiting his chance to shoot. Dupaynil saw the young officer's face
recognize his captain, and his captain's intent. His expression changed from
astonishment to horror.
Then
Dupaynil flipped his slim black wire around the captain's neck and putted. The
captain bucked, sagged, and dropped, still twitching but harmless. Dupaynil
caught up the needier that the crewman reached for, stepping on the man's wrist
with deceptive grace. He could feel the bones grate beneath his heel.
"But
what? But who?" Panis, disheveled, one eye already blackening, had the
presence of mind to keep a firm controlling grip on the crewman's other arm.
Dupaynil
smiled. "Let's get this one under control first," he said.
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"I
don't know what happened," Panis went on. "Something's wrong with the
escape pod hatches. It took forever to get this one open, and then Siris jumped
me, and the captain—" His voice trailed away as he glanced at the captain
lying purple-faced on the deck.
Siris
tried a quick heave but the Jig held on. Dupaynil let bis heel settle more
firmly on the wrist. The man cursed viciously.
"Don't
do that," Dupaynil said to him, waving the needier in front of him.
"If you should get loose from Jig Panis, I would simply kill you. Although
you might prefer that to trial. Would you?"
Siris
lay still, breathing heavily. Panis had planted a few good ones on him, too.
His face was bruised and he had a split lip which he licked nervously. Dupaynil
felt no sympathy. Still watching Siris for trouble, he spoke to Panis.
"Your
captain was engaged in illegal activities. He planned to kill both of us."
Even as he spoke, he wondered if he could possibly convince a Board of Inquiry
that the entire scheme, including the rewired escape pod controls, had been the
captain's. Probably not, but it was worth considering in the days ahead.
"I
can't believe ..." Again Panis's voice trailed away. He could believe; he
had seen that needier in his captain's hand, heard what the captain said.
"And you're?"
"Fleet
Security, as you know. Apparently that spooked Major Ollery, convinced him that
I was on his trail. I wasn't, as a matter of fact."
"Liar!"
said Siris.
Dupaynil
favored him with a smile that he hoped combined injured innocence with
predatory glee. It must have succeeded for the man paled and gulped.
"I
don't bother to lie," he said quietly, "when truth is so
useful." He went on with his explanation. "When I found that the
captain planned to kill me and that you were not part of the conspiracy, I
assumed he'd kill you, too, so he wouldn't have to worry about any un-Jhendly
witness. Now! As the officer next in command, you are now technically captain
of this ship, which
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means
that you decide what we do with Sins here. I would not recommend just letting
him go!"
"No."
The Jig's face had a curious inward expression that Dupaynil took to mean he
was trying to catch up to events. "No, I can see that. But," and he
looked at Dupaynil, taking in his rank insignia. "But, sir, you're
senior."
"Not
on this vessel." Curse the boy! Couldn't he see that he had to take
command? Sassinak would have, in a flash.
"Right."
It had taken him longer, but he came to the same decision; Dupaynil had to
applaud that. "Then we need to get this fellow—Siris—into
confinement."
"May
I suggest the escape pod he just came out of? As you know, the controls no
longer respond normally. He won't be able to get out, and he won't be able to
eject from the ship."
"NO!"
Dupaynil could not tell if it was fury or fright. "I'm not going back in
there. I'd die before you get anywhere!"
"Frankly,
I don't much care," Dupaynil said. "But you will have access to
coldsleep. You know there's a cabinet built in."
Siris
let fly the usual stream of curses, vicious and unimaginative. Dupaynil thought
the senior mate would have done better, although he had no intention of letting
him loose to try. Panis squirmed out of his awkward position, half-under the
crewman, without losing his grip on the man's shoulder and arm or getting
between Du-paynil's needier and Siris. Then he rolled clear, evading a last
frantic snatch at his ankles. Dupaynil put all his weight on the trapped wrist
for an instant, bringing a gasp of pain from Siris, then stepped back, covering
him with the weapon. In any event, Siris went into the escape pod without more
struggle, though threatening them both with the worst that his illicit
colleagues could do.
"They'll
get you!" he said, as Panis closed the hatch, Dupaynil aiming through the
narrowing crack just in case. "You don't even know who it'll'be. They're
in the Fleet, all through it, all the way up, and you'll wish you'd never
..."
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With a
solid chunk, the hatch closed and Panis followed Dupaynil's instructions in
securing it. Then he met Dupaynil's eyes, with only the barest glance at the
needier still in Dupaynil's hand.
"Well,
Commander, either you're honest and I'm safe, or you're about to plug me and
make up your own story about what happened. Or you still have doubts about
me."
Dupaynil
laughed. "Not after seeing the captain ready to kill you, I don't. But I'm
sure you have questions of your own and will be a lot more comfortable when I'm
not holding a weapon on you. Here." He handed over the needier, butt
first.
Panis
took it, thumbed off the power, and stuck it through one of the loops of his pressure
suit.
"Thanks."
Panis ran one bruised hand over his battered face. "This is not ... quite
. . . like anything they taught us." He took another long breath, with a
pause in the middle as if his ribs hurt. "I suppose I'd better get to the
bridge and log all this." His gaze dropped to the motionless crumpled
shape of Ollery on the deck. "Is he?"
"He'd
better be," said Dupaynil, kneeling to feel Ollery's neck for a pulse.
Nothing, now. That solved the problem of what to do if he'd been alive but critically
injured. "Dead," he went on.
"You
... uh ..."
"Strangled
him, yes. Not a gentlemanly thing to do, but I had no other weapon and he was
about to kill you."
"I'm
not complaining." Panis looked steadier now and met Dupaynil's eyes.
"Well. If I'm in command? And you're right, I'm supposed to be, I'd best
log this. Then we'll come back and put his body ..." he finished lamely,
"somewhere."
Chapter
Nine
Diplo
Although
Zebara had said that few oflworlders knew about, had ever seen or heard,
Zilmach's opera, Lunzie found the next morning that some of the medical team
had heard more than enough. Bias waylaid her in the entrance of the medical
building where they worked. Before Lunzie could even say "Good
morning," he was off.
"I
don't know what you think you're doing," he said in a savage tone that
brought heads around, though his voice was low. "I don't know if it's an
aberration induced by your protracted coldsleep or a perverse desire to appease
those who hurt you on Ireta ..."
"Bias!"
Lunzie tried to shake his hand away from her arm but he would not let go.
"I
don't care what it is," he said, more loudly. Lunzie felt herself going
red. Around them people tried to pretend that nothing was going on, although
ears Sapped almost visibly. Bias pushed her along, as if she weren't willing,
and stabbed the lift button with the elbow of his free arm. "But I'll tell
you, it's disgraceful. Disgraceful! A medical professional, a researcher,
someone
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who
ought to have a minimal knowledge of professional ethics and proper behavior
..."
Lunzie*s
anger finally caught up with her surprise. She yanked her arm free.
"Which
does not include grabbing my arm and scolding me in public as if you were my
father. Which you're not. May I remind you that I am considerably older than
you, and if I choose to . .
To
what? She hadn't done what Bias thought she had done. In some respect, she
agreed with him. If she had been having a torrid affair with the head of External
Security, it would have been unprofessional and stupid. In Bias's place, in
charge of a younger (older?) woman doing something like that, she'd have been
irritated, too. She'd been irritated enough when she thought Varian was
attracted to the young Ire tan, Aygar. Her anger left as quickly as it had
come, replaced by her sense of humor. She struggled for a moment with these
contradictory feelings, and then laughed. Bias was white-faced, his mouth
pinched tight.
"Bias,
I am not sleeping with Zebara. He's an old friend."
"Everyone
knows what happens at that opera!"
"I
didn't." That much was true. "And how did you know?"
This
time it was Bias who reddened, in unattractive blotches. "The last time I
came I ... ah. Um. I've always liked music. I try to learn about the native
music anywhere I go. A performance was advertised. I bought a ticket, I went.
And they didn't want to let me in. No one admitted without a partner, they
said."
Lunzie
hadn't known that. After a moment's shock, she realized that it made sense.
Bias, it seemed, had argued that he had already paid for the ticket. He had
been given his money back, with the contemptuous suggestion that he put his
ticket where it would do him more good than the performance would. He finally
found a heavyworlder doctor, at the medical center, willing to explain what the
opera was about, and why no one wanted him there.
"So
you see I know that no matter what you say ..."
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Lunzie
stopped that with a laugh. They entered the lift with a crowd of first-shift
medical personnel and Bias kept silence until they reached their floor. He
opened his mouth but she waved him to silence.
"Bias,
it came as a surprise to me, too. But they don't . . . mmm. Check on it.
Besides which," and she cocked her head at him, "there's the problem
of a pressure suit."
Bias
turned beet-red from scalp to neck. His mouth opened and closed as if he were
gasping for air, but formed no words.
"It's
all right, Bias," she said, patting his head as if he were a nervous boy
about to go onstage. "I'm over a hundred years old and I didn't live this
long by risking an unexpected pregnancy."
Then,
before she lost control of her wayward humor, she strode quickly down the
corridor to her own first chore.
But
Bias was not the only one to broach the subject.
"I've
heard that heavyworlder opera is really something, hmm? Different ..."
said Conigan. She did not quite smirk.
Lunzie
managed placidity. "Different is hardly the word, but you may have heard
more than I saw."
"Or
felt?"
"Please.
I may be ancient and shriveled by coldsleep but I know I don't want to have a
half-heavyworlder child. The opera re-enacts a time of great tragedy. I'm an
outsider, an observer, and I have the sense to know it."
"That's
something, at least. But is it really that good?"
"The
music is. Unbelievable; I'm ashamed to admit I was so surprised by the
quality."
Conigan
appeared satisfied. If not, she had the sense to let Lunzie alone. More
troubling were the odd looks she now got from the other team members, and from
one of the heavyworlder doctors they'd been working with. She could not say she
had no feeling for Zebara. Even had it been true, their tentative cooperation
required that she appear friendly. She wondered if she should have feigned a
more emotional response to the opera.
And on
the edge of her mind, kept firmly away from
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its
center during the working day, was the question of coldsleep. Not again! she
wanted to scream at Zebara and anyone else who thought she should use it. I'd
rather die. But that was not true. More particularly, she did not want to die
on Diplo, in the hands of their Security or in their prisons. In feet, with the
renewed strength and health of her refresher course in Discipline, she did not
want to die anywhere, any time soon. She had a century of healthy life ahead of
her, if she stayed off high-G worlds. She wanted to enjoy it.
The
Venerable Master Adept had said she might need to use coldsleep again. She had
trained for that possibility. She knew she could do it. But 1 don't want to,
wailed one part of her mind to another. She squashed that thought down and
hoped it would not be necessary. Surely she and Zebara could find some other way.
That night she had no message, and slept gratefully, catching up on much-needed
rest.
The
next step in Zebara's campaign came two days later, when he invited her to
spend her next rest day with him.
"The
team's supposed to get together for a progress evaluation." Lunzie
wrinkled her nose; she expected it to be a waste of time. "If I go off
with you, I'll get in trouble with them."
She was
already in trouble with them, but saw no reason to tell Zebara. And that kind
of trouble would make it seem his employers' plot was working well. Surely a
lightweight alienated from her own kind would be easier to manipulate. She
shivered, wondering who was manipulating whom.
Zebara's
image grimaced. "We have so little time, Lunzie. Your research tour is
almost half over. We both know it's unlikely you'll come back and even if you
did, I would not be here."
"Bias
has told me, very firmly, that the purpose of this medical mission was not to
reunite old lovers."
"His
purpose, no. And I respect your professional work, Lunzie. I always did. We
know it could not be a real relationship. You must go and I will not live long.
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But I
want to see you again, for more than a few minutes in public."
Lunzie
flinched, thinking of the agents who would, no doubt, snicker when they got to
that point in the tapes being made of this conversation. If they weren't
listening now, in real-time surveillance. She glanced at the schedule on her
wall. Only one rest day after this one. Time had fled away from them, and even
if she had not had the additional problem of Zebara and her undercover
assignment, she would have been surprised at how short a 30 day assignment
could be.
"Please,"
Zebara said, interrupting her thoughts. Was he really that eager? Did he know
of some additional reason she must meet him now, and not later. "I can t
wait."
"Bias
will have a flaming fit," Lunzie said. His face relaxed, as if he'd heard
more in her voice than she intended. "I'll have to talk to Tailler. I
don't see why you couldn't wait until the next rest-day. Only eight days."
"Thank
you, Lunzie. I'll send someone for you right after breakfast."
"But
what about?" That was to an empty screen. He had cut the connection. Damn
the man. Lunzie glowered at the screen and let herself consider ignoring his
messenger in the morning. But that would be too dangerous. Whatever was going
on, in his mind, or that of his employers, she had to play along.
When
she told him, Tailler heaved a great sigh and braced his arms against his
workbench.
"Are
you trying to give Bias a stroke, or what? I thought you understood. Granted
he's not entirely rational, but that makes it our responsibility to keep from
knocking him loopsided."
Lunzie
spread her hands. If the whole team turned against her, she could lose any
chance of a good position after the mission. And after the mission you could be
one frozen lump of dead meat, she reminded herself.
"I'm
sorry," she said and meant it. That genuine distaste for hurting others
got through to Tailler. "I
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think
they should have studied me for the effects of prolonged coldsleep, instead of
stuffing me full of current trends in medicine and shipping me out here. But
they said they were desperate, that no one else had my background. Perhaps my
reaction to Zebara is partly that, although I think no one who hasn't been
through it can understand what it's like to wake up and find that thirty or
forty years have gone by. Did you know I have a great-great-great-granddaughter
who's older than I am in elapsed time? That makes us both feel strange. Zebara
knew me then. Though to me that's the self I am now. Yet he's dying of old age.
I know that personal feelings aren't supposed to intrude on the mission, but
these are, in a sense, relevant to the work I'm doing. My normal lifespan,
without coldsleep, would be twelve to fourteen decades, right?"
"Yes.
Perhaps even longer, these days. I think the rates for women with your genetic
background are up around fifteen or sixteen decades."
Lunzie
shrugged. "See? Even the lifespans have changed since I was last awake.
But my point is that each time I've come out of a prolonged coldsleep, I've
battled severe depression over the relationships I've lost. The kind of
depression which we know impairs the immune system, makes people more
susceptible to premature aging and disease. This depression, this despair and
chaos, will affect the heavyworlders even more, because their lifespan is
naturally shorter, especially on high-G worlds. My feelings —my personal
experiences— are what got me scheduled for this mission. While I can't claim
that I consciously chose to consider Zebara as part of a research topic, his
reaction to my lack of aging and my reaction to his physical decay, are not
matters I can ignore."
Tailler
stood, stretched, and leaned against the bench behind him. "I see your
point. Emotions and intellect are both engaged and so tangled that you can't
decide which part of this is most important. Would you say, on the whole, that
you are an intuitive or a patterned thinker?"
"Intuitive,
according to my efcrly psych profiles, but with strong logical skills as
well.""
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"You
must have or I'd have said intuitive without asking. It sounds as if your mind
is trying to put something together which you can't yet articulate. On that
basis, meeting Zebara, spending a day with him, might give you enough data to
come to some conclusions. But the rest of us are going to have a terrible time
with Bias."
"I
know. I'm sorry, truly I am."
"If
I didn't believe you were, I'd be strongly tempted to play heavyhanded leader
and forbid your going. I presume that if your mind finds its gestalt solution
in the middle of the night, you will stay with us instead?"
"Yes—but
I don't think it will."
Tailler
sighed. "Probably not. Some rest-day this is going to be. At least stay
out of Bias's way today and let me tell him tomorrow. Otherwise, we'll get
nothing done."
When
she answered the summons early the next morning, Zebara's escort hardly
reassured her. Uniformed, armed—at least she assumed the bulging black leather
at his hip meant a weapon—stern-faced, he checked her identity cards before
leading her to a chunky conveyance almost as large as the medical center's
utility van. Inside, it was upholstered in a fabric Lunzie had never seen,
something smooth and tan. She ran her fingers over it, unable to decide what it
was, and wishing that the broad seat were not quite so large. Across from her,
the escort managed to suggest decadent lounging while sitting upright. The
driver in the front compartment was only a dark blur through tinted plex.
"It's
leather," he said, when she continued to stroke the seat.
"Leather?"
She should know the word, but it escaped her. She saw by the smirk on the man's
face that he expected to shock her.
"Muskie
hide," he said. "Tans well. Strong and smooth. We use a lot of
it."
Lunzie
had her face well under control. She was not about to give him the satisfaction
of knowing that she was disgusted.
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"I
thought they were hairy," she said. "More like fur."
His
face changed slightly; a glimmer of respect came into the cold blue eyes.
"The
underfiir's sometimes used, but it's not considered high quality. The tanning
process removes the hair."
"Mmm.'
Lunzie made herself touch the seat again, though she wished she didn't have to
sit on it. "Is it all this color? Can it be dyed?"
Contempt
had given way now to real respect. His voice relaxed as he became informative.
"Most
of it's easily tanned this color; some is naturally black. It's commonly dyed
for clothing. But if you dye upholstery, it's likely to come off on the person
sitting on it."
"Clothing?
I'd think it would be uncomfortable, compared to cloth." Lunzie gave
herself points for the unconcerned tone of voice, the casual glance out the
tinted window.
"No,
ma'am. As boots, now," and he indicated his own shining boots.
"They're hard to keep polished, but they don't make your feet sweat as
bad.'
Lunzie
thought of the way her feet felt in the special padded boots she wore most of
the day. By evening, it was as if she stood in a puddle. Of course it was
barbaric, wearing the skins of dead sentient creatures. But if you were going
to eat them, you might as well use tfie rest of them, she supposed.
"Less
frostbite," the man was saying now, still extolling the virtues of
"leather" over the usual synthetic materials.
Outside
the vehicle, an icy wind buffeted them with chunks of ice. Lunzie could see
little through the windows; the dim shapes of unfamiliar buildings, none very
tall. Little vehicular traffic: in feet, little sign of anyone ebe on the
streets. Lunzie presumed that most people used the underground walkways and slideways
she and Zebara had used their two previous meetings.
"The
ride takes more than an hour," the escort said. "You might as well
relax." He was smirking again, though not quite so offensively as before.
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Lun/.ie
wracked her brain to think of some harmless topic of conversation. Nothing was
harmless with a heavyworlder. But surely it couldn't hurt to ask his name.
"I'm
sorry," she began politely, "but I don't know what your insignia
means, nor what your name is."
The smirk
turned wolfish. "I doubt you'd really want to know. But my rank would
translate in your Fleet to major. I'm not at liberty to disclose my name."
So much
for that. Lunzie did not miss the significance of "your Fleet." She
did not want to think what "not at liberty to disclose my name" might
mean.
Did
Zebara not trust her, after all? Or was he planning to turn her over to another
branch of his organization and wanted to keep himself in the clear?
Time
passed, marked off only by the slithering and crunching of the vehicle's wheels
on icy roadway.
"The
Director said he knew you many years ago. Is that true?" There could be no
harm in answering a question to which so many knew the answer.
"Yes,
over forty years ago."
"A
long time. Many things have changed here in forty years."
"I'm
sure of it," Lunzie said.
"I
was not yet born when the Director knew you." The escort said that as if
his own birth had been the most significant change in those decades. Lunzie
stifled a snort of amusement. If he still thought he was that important, he
wouldn't have much humor. "I have been in his department for only eight
years." Pride showed there, too, and a touch of something that might have
been affection. "He is a remarkable man, the Director. Worthy of great
loyalty."
Lunzie
said nothing; it didn't seem needed.
"We
need men like him at the top. It saddens me that he has lost strength this past
year. He will not say, but I have heard that the doctors are telling him the
snow is falling." The man stared at her, obviously hoping she knew more,
and would tell it. She fixed on the figure of speech.
"Snow
is falling? Is this how you say sickness?"
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"It
is how we say death is coming. You should know that. You saw Bitter Destiny."
Now she
remembered. The phrase had been repeated in more than one aria, but with the
same melodic line. So it had come to be a cultural standard, had it?
"You
are doing medical research on the physiological response of our people to
longterm coldsleep, I understand. Hasn't someone told you what our people call
coldsleep, how they think of it?"
This
was professional ground, on which she could stand firmly and calmly.
"No,
and I've asked. They avoid it. After the opera, I wondered if they associated
coldsleep with that tragedy. It's one of the things I wanted to ask Zebara. He
said we would talk about it today."
"Ah.
Well, perhaps I should let him tell you. But as you might expect, death by cold
is both the most degrading and the most honorable of deaths we know: degrading
because our people were forced into it. It is die symbol of our political
weakness. And honorable because so many chose it to save others. To compel
another to die of cold or starvation is the worst of crimes, worse than any
torture. But to voluntarily take the White Way, the walk into snow, is the best
of deaths, an affirmation of the values that enabled us to survive." The
man paused, ran a finger around his collar as if to loosen it, and went on.
"Thus coldsleep is for us a peculiar parody of our fears and hopes. It is
the little cold death. If prolonged, as I understand you have endured, it is
the death of the past, the loss of friends and family as if in actual
death—except that you are ahVe to know it. But it also cheats the long death of
winter. It is like being the seed of a chranghal—one of our plants that springs
first from the ground after a Long Winter. Asleep, not dreaming, almost dead!
And then awake again, fresh and green.
"When
our people travel, and know they will be placed in coldsleep, they undergo the
rituals for the dying and carry with them the three fruits we all eat to
celebrate spring and rebirth."
"But
your death rate in coldsleep, for anything beyond
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a couple
of months, is much higher than normal," said Lunzie. "And the
lifespan after tends to be shorter."
"True.
Perhaps you are finding out why, in physical terms. I think myself that those
who consent to prolonged coldsleep have consented to death itself. They are
reliving that first sacrifice and, even if they live, are less committed to
life. After all, with our generally shorter lifespans, we would outlive our
friends sooner than you. And you, the Director has told me, did not find it
easy to pick up your life decades later."
"No."
Lunzie
looked down, then out the blurred windows, thinking of that first black despair
when she realized that Fiona was grown and gone, that she would never see her
child as a child again. And each time it had been a shock, to find people aged
whom she'd known in their youth. To find a great-great-great-granddaughter
older than she herself.
He was
silent after that. They rode the rest of the way without speaking, but without
hostility. Zebara's place, when they finally arrived and drove into the
sheltered entrance, was a low mound of heavy dark granite, like a cross between
a fortress and a lair.
Zebara
met her as she stepped out, said a cool "Thank you, Major," to the
escort, and led her through a double-glass door into a circular hall beneath a
low dome. Its floor was of some amber-colored stone, veined with browns and
reds; the dome gleamed, dull bronze, from lights recessed around the rim. All
around, between the four arching doorways, were stone benches against the
curving walls. In the center two steps led down to a firepit in which flames
flickered, burning cleanly with little smoke.
She
fallowed Zebara down the steps, and at his gesture sat on the lowest padded
seat; she could feel the heat of that small fire. He reached under the seat on
his side, and brought out a translucent bead.
"Incense,"
he said, before he put it on the fire. "Be welcome to our hall, Lunzie.
Peace, health, prosperity to you, and to the children of your children."
It was
so formal, so strange, that she had no idea
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what to
say, and instead bowed her head a moment. When she looked up, a circle of
heavyworlders enclosed her, on the floor of the hall above. Zebara raised his
voice.
"My
children and their children. You are known to them, Lunzie, and they are known
to you."
They
were a stolid, lumpish group to look at, Zebara's sons and their wives, the
grandchildren, even the youngest, broad as wrestlers. She wondered which was
the little boy who had interrupted his meeting. How long ago had that been? But
she could not guess.
He was
introducing them now. Each bowed from the waist, without speaking, and Lunzie
nodded, murmuring a greeting. Then Zebara waved them away and they trooped off
through one of the arched doorways.
"Family
quarters that way," he said. "Sleeping rooms, nurseries, schoolrooms
for the children."
"Schoolrooms?
You don't have public schooling?"
"We
do, but not for those this far out. And anyone with enough children in the
household can hire a tutor and have them schooled. It saves tax money for those
who can't afford private tutors. You met only the older children. There are
fifty here altogether."
Lunzie
found the thought disturbing, another proof that the heavyworlder culture
diverged from FSP pol-icy. She had known there was overcrowding and
uncontrolled breeding. But Zebara had always seemed so civilized.
Now, as
he took her arm to guide her up the steps from the firepit and across the
echoing hall to a door, she felt she did not know him at all. He was wearing
neither the ominous black uniform nor the workaday coverall she had seen on
most of the citizens. A long loose robe, so dark she could not tell its color
in the dimly lit passage, low boots embroidered with bright patterns along the
sides. He looked as massive as ever, but also comfortable, completely at ease.
"In
here," he said at last, and ushered her into another, smaller, circular
room. "This is my private study."
Lunzie
took the low, thickly cushioned seat he of-fared, and looked around. Curved
shelving lined the
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walls;
cube files, film files, old-fashioned books, stacks of paper. There were a few
ornaments: a graceful swirl of what looked like blue-green glass, stiff human
figures in brown pottery, an amateurish but very bright painting, a lopsided
lump that could only be a favorite child's or grandchild's first attempt at a
craft. A large flatscreen monitor, control panels. Above was another of the
shallow domes, this one lined with what looked like one sheet of white ceramic.
The low couch she sat on was upholstered with a nubbly cloth. She was absurdly
glad to be sure it was not leather. Fluffy pillows had been piled, making it
comfortable for her shorter legs.
Zebara
had seated himself across from her, behind a broad curving desk. He touched
some control on it and the desk sank down to knee height, becoming less a
barrier and more a convenience. Another touch, and the room lights brightened,
their reflection from the dome a clear unshadowed radiance like daylight.
"It's
. . . lovely," said Lunzie.
She
could not think of anything else. Zebara gave her a surprisingly sweet smile,
touched with sadness.
"Did
your team give you trouble about visiting me?"
"Yes."
She told him about Bias and found herself almost resenting Zebara's obvious
amusement. "He's just trying to be conscientious," she finished up.
She felt she had to make Bias sound reasonable, although she didn't think he
was.
"He's
being an idiot," Zebara said. "You are not a silly adolescent with a
crush on some muscular stud. You're a grown woman."
"Yes,
but, in a way, he's right, you know. I'm not sure myself that my encounters
with coldsleep have left me completely . . . rational." She wondered
whether to use any of what the young officer had told her, and decided to
venture it. "It's like dying, and being born, only not a real
start—everything over birth. Leftovers from the past life keep showing up. Like
missing my daughter ... I told you about that, before. Like discovering
Sassinak. People say 'Get on with your life, just put it behind you.' And it is
behind me, impossibly past. But it's also right there with me. Consequences
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that
most people don't live to see, don't have to worry about."
"Ah.
Just what I wanted to talk to you about. For I will take the long walk soon,
die the death that has no waking, and it occurs to me that for you my younger
self—the self you knew—is still alive. Still young. That self no one here
remembers as clearly as you do. Tell me, Lunzie, will this self," and he
thumped himself on the chest, "destroy in your memory the self I was? The
self you knew?"
She
shook her head. "If I only squint a little, I can see you as you were. It's
hard to believe, even now, that you . . . I'm sorry ..."
"No.
That's all right. I understand, and this is what I wanted." He was
breathing a little faster, as if he'd been working hard, but he didn't look
distressed, only excited. "Lunzie, it is a sentimental thing, a foolish
wish, and I do not like myself for revealing it. For having it. But I know how
fast memories fade. I had thought, all these years, that I remembered you
perfectly. The reality of you showed me I had not. I had forgotten that fleck
of gold in your right eye, and the way you crook that finger." He pointed,
and Lunzie looked down, surprised to see a gesture she had never noticed.
"So I know I will be forgotten—myself, my present self—as my younger self
has already been forgotten. This happens to all, I know. But . . . but you, you
hold my younger self in your mind, and you will live . . . what? Another
century, perhaps? Then I will be only a name to my great-grandchildren, and all
the stories will be gone. Except with you."
"Are
you ... are you asking me to remember you? Because you must know I will."
"Yes
. . . but more, too. I'm asking you to remember me as I was, the young
heavyworlder you trusted, the younger man you loved, however briefly and
lightly. I'm asking you to hold that memory brightly in mind whenever you
consider my people. Coldsleep has a Special meaning for our people."
"I
know. The escort you sent was telling me."
Zebara's
eyebrows rose, then he shook his head. "I
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shouldn't
be surprised. You're a very easy person to talk to. But if anyone had asked me
whether Major Hessik would discuss such things with a lightweight, I'd have
said never."
"I
had to do something to get away from the subject of leather," said Lunzie,
wrinkling her nose. "And from there, somehow ..."
She
went on to tell him what Hessik had explained. Zebara listened without
interrupting.
"That's
right," he said, when she finished. "A symbolic death and rebirth,
which you have endured several times now. And which 1 ask you to endure once
more, for me and my people."
The
absolute no she had meant to utter stuck in her throat.
"I
... never liked it," she said, wondering if it sounded as ridiculous to
him as it did to her.
"Of
course not. Lunzie, I brought you here today for several reasons. First, I want
to remember you . . . and have you remember me ... as I near my own death. I
want to relive that short happy time we shared, through your memories. That's
indulgence, an old man's indulgence. Second, I want to talk to you about my
people, their history, their customs, in the hope that you can feel some
sympathy for us and our dilemma. That you will speak for us where you can do so
honestly. I'm not asking you to forget or forgive criminal acts. You could not
do it and I would not ask. But not all are guilty, as you know. And finally, I
must give you what we talked of before, if you are willing to carry it."
He sat
hunched slightly forward, the dark soft robe hiding his hands. Lunzie said
nothing for a moment, trying to compare his aged face, with all the ugly marks
of a hard life in high G, to the younger man's blunt but healthy features. She
had done that before. She would do it, she thought, even after he died, trying
to reconcile what he had lost in those forty-odd years with her own losses.
He
sighed, smiled at her, and said, "May I sit with you? It is not . . . what
you might think."
Even as
she nodded, she felt a slight revulsion. As a
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doctor,
she knew she should not. That age did not change feelings. But his age changed
her feelings, even as a similar lapse had changed Tee's feelings for her. What
she and Zebara had shared, of danger and passion, no longer existed. With that
awareness, her feelings about Tee changed from resignation to real
understanding. How it must have hurt him, too, to have to admit that he had
changed. And now Zebara.
He sat
beside her, and reached for her hands. What must it be like for him, seeing her
still young, feeling her strength, to know his own was running out, water from
a cracked jug?
"The
evidence you would believe, about our people's history," he began,
"is far too great to take in quickly. You will either trust me, or not,
when I say that it is there, incontrovertible. Those who sent the first
colonists knew of the Long Winters that come at intervals: knew, and did not
tell the colonists. We do not know all their reasons. Perhaps they thought that
two years would be enough time to establish adequate food stores to survive.
Perhaps those who made the decision didn't believe how bad it would be. I like
to think they intended no worse than inconvenience. But what is known is that
when our colony called for help, no help came."
"Was
the call received?"
"Yes.
No FTL communications existed in those days, you may recall. So when the winter
did not abate and it became obvious it would not, the colonists realized that
even an answered call might come too late. They expected nothing soon. But
there was supposed to be a transfer pod only two light months out, with an FTL
pod pre-programmed for the nearest Fleet sector headquarters. That's how
emergency calls went out: sublight to the transfer point, which launched the
pod, and the pod carried only a standard message, plus its originating transfer
code."
Lunzie
wrinkled her nose, trying to think when they might have expected an answer.
"Two months, then. How long to the Fleet headquarters?"
"Should
have been perhaps four months in all. An
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response, a rescue attempt, could have been back within another two or three.
Certainly within twelve Standard months, allowing decel and maneuvering time on
both ends. The colonists would have had a hard time lasting that long. They'd
have to eat all their seed grain and supplies. But most of them would have made
it. instead," and he sighed again, spreading his big gnarled hands.
"I
can't believe Fleet ignored a signal like that." Unless someone
intercepted it, Lunzie thought suddenly. Someone within Fleet who for some
reason wanted the colony to fail.
"It
didn't!" Zebara gave her hands a squeeze, then stood, the robe swirling
around him. "Let me fix you something. I'm thirsty a lot these days."
He waved at the selection revealed behind one panel of his desk. "Fruit
juices? Peppers?"
"Juice,
please." Lunzie watched as he poured two glasses, and gave her the choice
of them. Did he really think she worried about him drugging her? And if he did,
should she be worried? But she sipped, finding nothing but the pleasant tang of
juice as he settled beside her once more.
He took
a long swallow, then went on. "It was not Fleet, as near as we can tell.
At least, not they that ignored an emergency pod. There was no emergency
pod."
"What!"
"We
did find, buried in the file, the notation that the expense of an FTL emergency
pod was not justified since Diplo was no more than twelve Standard light months
from a major communications nexus which could pass on any necessary material.
Colonists had wasted, the report said, such expensive resources before on minor
matters that required no response. If colonists could not take care of
themselves for twelve months, and I can just hear some desk-bound bureaucrat
sniff at this point, they hardly qualified as colonists." He took another
swallow. "You see what this means."
"Of
course. The message didn't arrive somewhere useful in four months. It arrived
at a commercial telecom
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station
in twelve months by which time the colonists were expecting a rescue
mission."
"And
from there," Zebara said, "it was . . . re-routed. It never reached
Fleet."
"But
that's ..."
"It
was already embarrassing. The contract under which the colonists signed on
specified the placement of the emergency pod. When that message arrived at the
station, it was proof that no pod had been provided. And twelve months already?
Suppose they had sent a mission then. What would they have found? From this
point we have no direct proof, but we expect that someone made the decision to
deepsix the whole file. To wait until the next scheduled delivery of factory
parts, which was another two standard years, by which time they expected to
find everyone dead. So sad, but this happens to colonies. It's a dangerous
business!"
Lunzie
felt cold all over, then a white-hot rage. "It's . . . it's murder.
Intentional murder!"
"Not
under the laws of FSP at the time. Or even now. We couldn't prove it. I say
'we,' but you know I mean those in Diplo's government at the time. Anyway, when
the ships came again, they found the survivors; the women, the children, and a
few young men who had been children in the Long Winter. The first ship down
affected not to know that anything had happened. To be surprised! But one of
the Company reps on the second ship got drunk and let some of this out."
She
could think of nothing adequate to say. Luckily he didn't seem to expect
anything. After a few moments, he went back to family matters, telling her of
his hopes for them. Gradually her mind quieted. By the time they parted, she
carried away another memory as sweet as her first. It had no longer seemed
perverse to have an old man's hands touching her, an old man's love still
urgent after all those years.
Chapter
Ten
FSP
Escort Claw
Dupaynil
led the way back toward the bridge, walking steadily and slowly. The young
officer would still be wondering, might still wish he had Dupaynil under guard.
Except that there was no guard. He would feel safer with Dupaynil in front of
him, calm and unhurried. At the landing outside the bridge, Dupaynil said over
his shoulder, "If you don't mind, I'd like to finish disabling the pod
locks on pod three."
"Who's
in there?"
"Your
weapons tech. So far as I know, all the crew were in this with Ollery. They're
all dangerous, but this one particularly so."
Pauls
frowned. "Suppose we run into something we need to fight?"
"We'd
better not. We can't trust him. I don't think he can get out by himself. At
least not without your help. But he and Sins had the best chance of figuring
out what I did and undoing it, even with the minima] toolkits standard in
pods."
"You
may be right, but, look, I want to log at least some of this first. And I want
you with me."
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Dupaynil
shrugged and moved onto the bridge. He thought it would be hours before the
weapons tech could possibly get out. At the moment, gaining Panis's confidence
took precedence. They settled in uneasy silence, Panis in the command seat and
Dupaynil in the one in which he'd first seen the master mate.
He said
nothing while Panis made a formal entry in die ship's computer, stating the
date and time that he assumed command, and the code under which he would file a
complete report. The computer's response to change of command, Dupaynil
noticed, was to recheck Panis's retinal scans, palmprint, and voiceprint
against its memory of him. Dupaynil would have had a hard time taking over if
something had happened to Panis. He asked about that.
"Not
as ship commander, no sir. You might have convinced it that you were a disaster
survivor. You were logged in as a legitimate passenger. But you wouldn't have
been given access to secure files or allowed to make any course changes. It
would've given you lifesupport access: water, food, kept the main compartments
aired up. That's all. And the ship would have launched an automatic distress
signal when it dropped out of FTL."
"I
see. There are files in the computer, Captain, which will provide evidence
needed to confirm Ollery's treachery."
Dupaynil
noticed that Panis reacted to the use of his new title with a minute
straightening; a good sign. He did not mention that he had penetrated some of
the computer's secure files already. Maintenance wasn't what he would call
secure. Panis glanced over.
"I
suppose you'd like me to access them. Although I'd think that would be a matter
for Fleet Security." Dupaynil said nothing and waited. Panis suddenly
grimaced. "Of course. You are Fleet Security, at least part of it. Or so
you say." Wariness became him. He seemed to mature almost visibly as
Dupaynil watched.
"Yes,
I am. On the other hand, since I am the officer involved, the one who killed
Ollery, you have a natural
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to let me meddle in the files, just in case. Right?"
"Right."
Panis shook his head. "And I thought I was lucky to be yanked off a battle
platform where I was one of a hundred Jigs, to be executive officer on an
escort! Maybe something will happen, I said."
"Something
did." Dupaynil grinned at him, the easy smile that had won over more than
one who had had suspicions of him. "And you survived, acquitted yourself
well. I assure you, if you can bring in the evidence that shows just where the
agents of piracy are in Fleet, you'll have made your mark."
"Piracy!"
Panis started to say more, then held up his hand. "No, not this moment.
Let me log the first of it, and we'll get into that later."
This
was a ship's captain speaking, however inexperienced. Dupaynil nodded and
waited. The Jig's verbal report was surprisingly orderly and concise for
someone who had narrowly escaped death and still had ripening bruises on his
face. Dupaynil's opinion of him went up another two notches, and then a third
when Panis waved him over to the command input station.
"I'd
like your report, too, sir. Lieutenant Commander Dupaynil, taken aboard Clow on
resupply station 64, Fleet Standard dating . . . Computer?" The computer
checked the date and time, and flashed it on Pani's screen. "Right!
23.05.34.0247. Transfer from the cruiser Zaid-Dayan, Commander Sassinak
commanding, with orders from Inspector-General Parchandri to proceed to Seti
space on a secret mission. Is that right, sir?"
"Right,"
said Dupaynil. Was this the time to mention that he thought those orders were
iaked? Probably not. At least, not without thinking about it a bit more. He
didn't think Sassinak had intended to tangle him with planet pirates or their
allies. If he said his orders were faked, that would drag her into it.
"Then
if you'll give your report, Commander," and Panis handed him the
microphone.
Carefully,
trying to think ahead to the implications of his report, Dupaynil told how his
suspicions had been
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aroused
by the length of time the crew had been together and the captain's attitude.
"Escort
and patrol crews are never left unshuffled for more than one 24 month
tour," he said. "Precisely because these ships are hard to track and
very dangerous, and small enough for one or two mutineers to take over. Five
years without a shuffle is simply impossible. Someone in Personnel had to be in
the plot, to cover the records." He went on to tell about setting some
surveillance taps and hearing the senior mate and captain discuss his murder.
"They said enough about their contacts in both Fleet and certain
politically powerful families to convince me that information we've been
seeking for years could well be on this ship. Agents aren't supposed to write
things down, but they all do it. Names, dates, places to meet, codes: no one
can remember all of it. Either in hardcopy or in die computer. And they knew
it, because they were afraid I'd get access to those files." He finished
with a brief account of his sabotage of the escape pods, and his actions during
and after the drill.
"Do
you have any evidence now to support these allegations?" asked Panis.
"I
have the recording from that audio tap. There may be data in the other taps. I
haven't had time to look at diem."
"I'd
like to hear what you have," Panis said.
"It's
in my cabin." At Panis's expression, Dupaynil shrugged. "Either I
would make it through alive to retrieve it or I'd be dead and it might, just
might, survive me. Not on my body, which they'd search. May I get it for you?"
He
could see uncertainty and sympathized. Panis had had a lot to adjust to in less
than an hour. And to him, Dupaynil was still a stranger, hardly to be trusted.
But he made the decision and nodded permission. Dupaynil left die bridge
quickly, noting that all die partitions were retracted. He went direcdy to his
cabin, retrieved die data cube, and returned. Panis was waiting, facing die
bridge hatch. Without saying anything, Dupaynil slipped die cube into a player
and turned it on. As it
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Panis's expression changed through suspicion to surprise to, at the end, anger.
"Bastards!"
he said, when the sound ceased and Dupaynil picked up the cube again. "I
knew they didn't like you, but I never thought . . . And then to be in league
with planet pirates! Who's that Lady Luisa they were talking about?"
"Luisa
Paraden. Aunt, by the way, of the Randolph Paraden who was expelled from the
Academy because Commander Sassinak proved he was involved in theft, sexual
harrassment, and racial discrimination against Wefts. They were cadets at the
same time."
"I
never heard that."
Dupaynil
smiled sardonically. "Of course not. It wasn't advertised. But, if you
ever wonder why Commander Sassinak has a Weft following, that's one reason.
When Ollery was trying to get me to gossip about her, that's one of the things
he mentioned. And it made me suspicious: he shouldn't have known. It was kept
very quiet."
"And
you think there's more evidence in the ship's computer?"
"Yes,
you heard what they said. Probably even more in their personal gear. But you're
the captain, Panis. You're in legal command. I believe that you recognize we're
both in a very tricky situation. We have one dead former captain and eleven
live crew imprisoned in escape pods. If we should run into some of the other
renegades, especially some of Ollery's friends, we could be shot for mutiny and
murder before we ever got that evidence to a court martial."
Panis
touched his swelling face gingerly, then grinned. "Then we'd better not
get caught."
In the
time it took to lug Ollery's body to a storage bay and to disable the controls
on the last occupied pod, Dupaynil figured out what to do about his faked
orders. He could blame them on the traitor in the Inspector General's office.
Sassinak would never reveal the real source. He was fairly sure he could never
get Ssli testimony incriminating her. In feet, it was only a guess that she had
done it. It was not in the interest of Fleet or the FSP that she be blamed, even
though
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she'd
done it. But it was entirely in the interests of the Fleet to bring as many
charges as possible against those guilty of conniving at planet piracy.
He
thought through the whole chain of events. Would it have made sense for such a
traitor to assign him to Claw and get him killed? Certainly, if they considered
Sassinak a threat and they knew he'd been working with her. They'd disrupted a
profitable scam on Ireta. He'd uncovered one of their agents on the Zaid-Dayan.
He was dangerous to them in himself, and they'd taken the opportunity to get
him away from Sassinak.
He
could almost believe that. It made sense, criminal sense. But if it were true,
Ollery or the mate who he suspected of being the senior within the criminal
organization, should have known from the beginning about him, should not have
needed to discover his taps to suspect him. Of course, there were always
glitches in the transfer of data within an organization. Perhaps the message
explaining him to Ollery was even now back at the supply station.
Panis
had let him do a bit of first aid, a sign of trust that Dupaynil valued. The
jig's bruised face wasn't all the damage. He had a massive bruise along his
ribs on one side.
"Ollery,"
he said when Dupaynil raised his eyebrows at it. "That's when I realized,
or at least, I didn't know what was going on. Siris had me down, and then I saw
die captain with the needier. He yelled for Siris to roll aside, and kicked me,
and then you ..."
"Yes,"
said Dupaynil, interrupting that. "And it's going to hurt you to breathe
for awhile. Well have to keep an eye on your color, make sure you don't start
collecting fluid in that lung. Why don't you start teaching me what I need to
know to do the heavy work while we're going wherever we're going? You don't
need to be hauling up and down ladders."
He had
had Panis fetch a clean uniform from his quarters, and now helped him into it.
Ice for the bruises. At least they had plenty of that. He mentioned the bay
fiill of water ice and suggested thawing some for showers.
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tell you another thing that bothers me," Dupaynil said with disarming
frankness when they were back on the bridge. "I'm no longer sure that my
orders to leave the Zaid-Dayan and board this ship were genuine."
"What?
You think someone sent false orders?" Dupaynil nodded. "My orders
carried an initiation code that really upset Commander Sassinak. She claimed
she'd seen it before, years ago, right before someone tried to kill her, on her
first cruise. I always thought that initiation code simply meant the Inspector
General's office. One particular comp station, say, or a particular officer.
But even she thought it was strange that she had to put in at a supply station.
That I was being yanked off her ship when she had previous orders that all of
us were to appear as witnesses in the Ireta trial." He had explained the
bare outline of that toPanis. "I could hardly believe it, but they'd come
by IFTL link. No chance of interference. But you heard what they said on tape
and what Sins said. If there are high-placed traitors in Fleet, especially in
Personnel Assignment, and there'd almost have to be for this crew to have
stayed together so long, it would be no trick at all to have me
transferred."
"Hard
to prove," Panis said, sipping a mug of hot soup.
"Worse
than that." Dupaynil spread his hands. "Say that's what happened and
they expected me to be killed, with a good excuse, like that malfunctioning
escape pod. They still might take the precaution of wiping all records of those
orders out of the computers. Suppose they try to claim Commander Sassinak or 1
faked those orders. Then, if I turn up alive, they can get me on that. If I
don't, they can go after her. She's caused them a lot of trouble over the
years, and I'd bet Randy Paraden still holds a big, prickly grudge where she's
concerned. Faking orders or interfering with an IFTL link is big enough to get
even a well-known cruiser captain in serious trouble."
"I
see. It does make sense they'd want you away from her, with the evidence you'd
gathered. And if they could discredit her later ..."
"I
wonder how many other people they've managed
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to
finagle away from her crew," Dupaynil went on, embroidering for the mere
fun of it. "If we find out that one officer's been called away for a
family crisis, and another's been given an urgent assignment? Well, I think
that would prove it."
Panis,
he was glad to see, accepted all this without difficulty. It did, after all,
make sense. Whereas what Sassinak had done, and Dupaynil was still convinced
she had done it, made sense only in personal terms: he had trespassed on her
hospitality. At least his new explanation might clear her and laid guilt only
on those already coated with it.
"So
what do you think we should do, aside from avoiding all the unknown friends of
the late Major Ollery?"
Dupaynil
smiled at him. He liked the way the young man referred to Ollery, and he liked
the dry humor.
"I
think we should find out who they are, preferably by raiding Ollery's files.
And then it would be most helpful if we'd turn up at the Ireta trial. Tanegli's
trial, I should say. Then we ought to do something about your prisoners before
their pod air supplies run out."
"I
forgot about that." Panis's eyes flicked to the computer. "Oh,
they're still on ship's air. Unless you did something to that, too."
"Didn't
have time. But they don't have recycling capacity for more than a hundred hours
or so, do they? I don't think either of us wants to let them out, even one by
one."
"No.
But I can't..."
"You
can offer them coldsleep, you know. The drugs are there, and the cabinets.
They'd be perfectly safe for as long as it takes us to get them to a Fleet
facility."
Panis
nodded slowly. "That's a better alternative than what I thought of. But
what if they won't do it?"
"Warn
them. Wait twelve hours. Warn them again and cut them off ship's air. That'll
give them hours to decide and prepare themselves. Are these the standard pods,
with just over 100 hours of air?"
"Yes.
But what if they still refuse?"
Dupaynil
shrugged. "If they want to die of suffoca-
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rather than fece a court martial, that's their choice. We can't stop it without
opening the pods and I can't advise that. Only Siris has any injuries, and his
aren't bad enough to prevent his taking the induction medications."
When
push came to shove, though most of them blustered, only three waited until the ship
ventilators cut out. The senior mate, Dupaynil noticed, was one of diem. All
the crew put themselves into coldsleep well before the pod air was gone. When
the last one's bioscans went down, Dupaynil and Panis celebrated with the best
the galley offered.
Dupaynil
had found that the crew kept special treats in their quarters. Nothing as good
as fresh food, but a tin of sticky fruitcake and a squat jar of expensive
liquor made a party.
"I
suppose I should have insisted on sealing the crew quarters," Panis said
around a chunk of cake.
"But
you needed to search them for evidence."
"Which
I'm finding." Dupaynil poured for both of them with a flourish. "The
mate kept a little book. Genuine pulp paper, if you can believe that. I'm not
sure what all the entries mean . . . yet. . . but I doubt very much they're
innocent. Ollery's personal kit had items far out of line for his Fleet salary,
not to mention that nonissue set of duelling pistols. We're lucky he didn't
blow a hole in you with one of those."
"You
sound like a mosquito in a bloodbank," Panis grumbled. "Fairly
gloating over all the data you might Sid."
"I
am," Dupaynil agreed. "You're quite right; even without this,"
and he raised his glass, "I'd be drunk with delight at the possibilities.
Do you have any idea how hard we normally work for each little smidgen of
information? How many times we have to check and recheck it? The hours we burn
out our eyes trying to find correlations even computers can't see?"
"My
heart bleeds," said Panis, his mouth twitching.
"And
you're only a Jig. Mulvaney's Ghost, but you're going to make one formidable
commodore."
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"If
I survive. I suppose you'll want to tap into the computer tomorrow?"
"With
your permission." Dupaynil sketched a bow from his seat. "We have to
hope they were complacent enough to have only simple safeguards on the ticklish
files. If Ollery thought to have them self-destruct if a new officer took
command ..."
Panis
paled. "I hadn't thought of that."
"1
had. But then I thought of Ollery. That kind of smugness never anticipates its
own fall. Besides, you had to log a command change. It was regulation."
"Which
you always follow." Panis let that lie, a challenge of sorts.
Dupaynil
wondered what he was driving at, precisely. They'd worked well together so for.
The younger man had seemed to enjoy his banter. But he reminded himself that he
did not really know Panis. He let his fece show the fatigue he felt, and sag
into its age and his usually-hidden cynicism.
"If
you mean Security doesn't always follow the letter of regulations, then you're
right. I freely admit that planting taps on this ship was both against
regulations and discourteous. Under the circumstances . . ." Dupaynil
spread his hands in resignation to the inevitable.
Panis
flushed but pursued the issue. "Not that so much. You had reasons for
suspicion that I didn't know. Anyway it saved our lives. But I'd heard about
Commander Sassinak, that she didn't follow regulations as often as not. If this
is some ploy of hers?"
Blast.
The boy was too smart. He'd seen through the screen. Dupaynil let the worry he
felt edge his voice.
"Who'd
you hear that from?"
"Admiral
Spirak. He captained the battle platform I v ."
"Spirak!"
Relief and contempt mixed gave that more force than he'd intended. Dupaynil
lowered his voice and kept it even. "Panis, your admiral is the last
person who should complain of someone else's lack of respect for regulations. I
won't tell you why he's still spouting venom about Sassinak, even though she
saved his ca-
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reer
once. Gossip was Ollery's specialty. But if you ever wondered why he's got only
two stars at his age and why he's commanding Fleet's only nonoperational battle
platform, there's a damn good reason. I've seen Commander Sassinak's files, and
it's true she doesn't always fight an engagement by the book. But she's come
out clean from encounters that cost other commanders ships. The only
regulations she bends are those that interfere with accomplishing the mission.
She's fer more a stickler for ship discipline than anyone on this ship
was."
Now
Panis looked as if he'd been dipped in boiling water.
"Sorry,
sir. But he'd said if I ever did end up serving with one of her officers, look
out. That she had a following, but more loyal to her than to Fleet."
"I
don't suppose he told you about the promotion party he gave himself? And nobody
came? It's useless to tell you, Panis. Youll have to decide for yourself. She's
popular, but she's also smart and a good commander. As for regulations, I felt
that my duties entitled me to bend a few on her ship and she straightened me
out in short order."
"What'd
you do? Put a tap on her?*
Dupaynil
gave that a hard look, and Panis suddenly realized what that could mean and
turned even redder than before.
"I
didn't mean . . . That's not what ..."
"Good."
Dupaynil gave no ground with that tone. "I did attempt to monitor some
communications traffic without giving her proper notice. We were looking for a
saboteur, as I told you. I thought a little snooping along the corridors, in
the crew's gym, and so on, wouldn't hurt. She felt differently." That this
was only distantly related to what had really happened bothered him not at all.
She had been angry. He had put in surveillance devices without her permission.
That much was true. "I don't consider myself one of Commander Sassinak's
officers," Dupaynil went on. "My assignment to her ship was temporary
duty only, a special mission to unearth this saboteur."
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He
could not tell if this satisfied Panis, and he didn't really care. He had liked
the younger officer but suggestive questions about Sassinak rubbed him the
wrong way. Why? He wasn't sure. He had not been tempted to involve himself with
her. Her relationship with Ford was clear enough. So why did he feel such rage
when someone criticized? It was worth thinking over later, when they'd found or
not found the evidence he needed, and decided what to do with it.
Dupaynil's
excursions into the ship's computers yielded all he could have wished for. He
knew his satisfaction showed. He insisted on sharing his findings with Panis so
the younger officer would know why.
"Besides,"
he said, "if someone scrags me successfully, you'll still have a chance to
break up the conspiracy. "
"How?"
Panis looked up from the hardcopy of one of the more startling files, and
tapped it with his finger. "If all these people are really part of it,
then Fleet itself is hopeless."
"Not
at all." Dupaynil put his fingertips together. "Do you know how many
officers Fleet has? This is less than five percent. Your reaction is as
dangerous as they are. If you assume that five percent rotten means the whole
thing's rotten, then you've done their work for them."
"I
hadn't thought of it that way."
"No.
Most people don't. But let's be very glad we have to evade only five percent.
And let's figure out how to get this information back to some of the 95% who
aren't involved in it."
Panis
had an odd expression on his face. "I'm not really ... 1 mean, my skills
in navigation are only average. And the computer in this ship holds only a
limited number of plots."
"Plots?"
"Pre-programmed
courses between charted points. I'm not sure I could drop us out of FTL, and
then get us somewhere else that's not in the computer."
Dupaynil
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in navigation. He opened his mouth to ask what was Panis's problem, and shut it
again. He wasn't able to pilot the ship, or even maintain the environmental
system without Panis's instructions, so why should he expect everything of a
young Jig?
"Does
this mean we're stuck with the course and destination Ollery put in?" A
worse thought erupted into his mind with the force of an explosion. "Do we
even know where we're going?"
"Yes,
we do. The computer's perfectly willing to tell me that. We're headed for Seti
space, just as your orders specified." Panis frowned. "Where did you
think we might be going?"
"It
suddenly occurred to me that Ollery might never have entered that course, or
might have changed it, since he was planning to kill me. Seti space! I don't
know whether to laugh or cry," Dupaynil said. "Assuming my orders
were faked, was that chosen as a random destination, or for some reason?"
Panis
fiddled with his seat controls and glanced at something on the command screen
next to him.
"Well
. . . from where we were, that gives the longest stretch in FTL. Time enough
for Ollery to figure out what to do with you and how. Perhaps it was that. Or
maybe they had a chore for him in Seti space, in addition to scragging
you."
"So,
you're saying that we have to go where we're going before we can go anywhere
else?"
"If
you want to be sure of getting anywhere anytime soon," Panis said.
"We've been in undefined space— FTL mode—for a long time, and if we drop
out before the node, I have no idea where we might end up. We do have the extra
supplies that the crew would have needed, but..."
"All
right. On to Seti space. I suppose I could find something to do there, in the
way of digging up dirt, although what we have already is more than
enough." Dupaynil stretched. "But you do realize that while the
personnel listed as on duty with the embassy to the Sek are no* on Ollery's
list of helpers, this means nothing.
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They
could be part of the same conspiracy without Ollery having any knowledge of
it."
The
outer beacon to the Seti systems had all the courteous tact of a boot in the
face.
"Intruders
be warned!" it bleated in a cycle of all the languages known in FSP.
"Intruders not tolerated. Intruders will be destroyed, if not properly
naming selves immediately."
Panis
set Claw's transmitter to the correct setting and initiated the standard Fleet
recognition sequence. He was recovering nicely, Dupaynil thought, from the
shock of his original captain's treachery and the necessity of helping in a
mutiny. He did not blurt out everything to the Fleet officer who was military
attache at the embassy nor did he request an immediate conference with die
Ambassador. Instead, he simply reported that he had an officer with urgent
orders insystem and let Dupaynil handle it from there.
"I'm
not sure I understand, Commander Dupaynil, just what your purpose here
is."
That
diplomatic smoothness had once seemed innocuous. Now, he could not be sure if
it was habit or conspiracy.
"My
orders," Dupaynil said, keeping his own tone as light and unconcerned as
the other's, "are to check the shipping records of the main Seti
commercial firms involved in trade with Sector Eighteen human worlds. You know
how this works. I haven't the foggiest notion what someone is looking at, or
for, or why they couldn't do this long distance."
"It
has nothing to do with that Iretan mess?"
Again,
it might be only ordinary curiosity. Or something much more dangerous. Dupaynil
shrugged, ran his finger along the bridge of his nose and hoped he passed for a
dandified Bretagnan.
"It
might, I suppose. Or it might not. How would I know? There I was happily
ensconced on one of the better-run cruisers in Fleet, with a woman commander of
considerable personal ah ... charm . . ."He made it
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definitely
singular, but with a tonal implication that the plural would have been more
natural, and decided that a knowing wink would overdo his act. "I would
have been quite satisfied to finish the cruise with her . . . her ship."
He shrugged again, and gave a deep sigh. "And then I find myself shipped
out here, just because I have had contact with the Seti before, without
arousing an incident, I suppose, to spend days making carefully polite
inquiries to which they will make carefully impolite replies. That is all I
know, except that if I had an enemy at headquarters, he could hardly have
changed my plans in a way I would like less."
That
came out with a touch more force than he'd intended, but it seemed to convince
the fellow that he was sincere. The man's face did not change but he could feel
a subtle lessening of tension.
"Well.
I suppose I can introduce you to the Seti Commissioner of Commerce. That's a
cabinet level position in the Sek's court. It'll know where else you should
go."
"That
would be very kind of you," said Dupaynil. He never minded handing out
meaningless courtesies to lubricate the daily work.
"Not
at all," the other said, already looking down at the pile of work on his
desk. "The Commissioner's a bigot of the worst sort, even for a Seti. If
this is a plot of your worst enemy at headquarters, he's planning to make you
suffer."
The
conventions of Seti interaction with other races had been designed to place the
inferior of the universe securely and obviously in that inferior position and
keep them there. To Seti, the inferior of the universe included those who
tampered with "Holy Luck" by medical means (especially including
genetic engineering), and those too cowardly (as they put it) to gamble. Humans
were known to practice genetic engineering. Many of them changed their features
for mere fashion— the Seti view of makeup and hair styling. Very few wished to
gamble, as Seti did, by entering a room through the Door of Honor which might,
or might not,
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drop a
guillotine on those who passed through it ... depending on a computer's random
number generator.
Dupaynil
did not enjoy his crawl through the Tunnel of Cowardly Certainty but he had
known what to expect. Seated awkwardly on the hard mushroom shaped stool
allowed the ungodly foreigner, he kept his eyes politely lowered as the
Commissioner of Commerce continued its midmoraing snack. He didn't want to
watch anyway. On their own worlds, the Seti ignored FSP prohibitions and dined
freely on such abominations as those now writhing in the Commissioner's bowl.
The Commissioner gave a final crunch and burp, exhaled a gust of rank breath,
and leaned comfortably against its cushioned couch.
"Ahhh.
And now, Misss-ter Du-paay-nil. You wish to ask a favor of the Seti?"
"With
all due respect to the honor of the Sek and the eggbearers," and Dupaynil
continued with a memorized string of formalities before coming to the point.
"And, if it please the Commissioner, merely to place the gaze of the eye
upon the trade records pertaining to die human worlds in Sector Eighteen."
Another
long blast of smelly breath; the Commissioner yawned extravagantly, showing
teeth that desperately needed cleaning, although Dupyanil didn't know if the
Seti ever got decay or gum disease.
"Ssector
Eighteen," it said and slapped its tail heavily on the floor.
A Seti
servant scuttled in bearing a tray piled with data cubes. Dupaynil wondered if
die Door of Honor ignored servants or if they, too, had to take their chances
with death. The servant withdrew, and the Commissioner ran its tongue lightly
over the cubes. Dupaynil stared, then realized they must be labelled with
chemcodes that the Commissioner could taste. It plucked one of the cubes from
the pile, and inserted it into a player.
"Ahl
What the /umum-dominated Fleet calls Sector Eighteen, the Flower of Luck in
Disguise. Trade with human worlds? It is meager, not worth your time."
"Illustrious
and most fortunate scion of a fortunate
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family,"
Dupaynil said, "it is my unlucky fate to be at the mercy of
admirals."
This
amused the Commissioner who laughed immoderately.
"Sso!
It is a matter of luck, you would have me think? Unlucky in rank, unlucky in
the admiral who sent you? But you do not believe in luck, so your people say.
You believe in ... What is that obscenity? Probabilities? Statistics?"
The old
saying about "lies, damn lies, and statistics" popped into Dupaynil's
mind, but it seemed the wrong moment. Instead, he said "Of others I cannot
speak, but / believe in luck. I would not have arrived without it"
He did,
indeed, believe in luck. At least at the moment. For without his unwise tapping
of Sassinak's com shack, he would not have had the chance to find the evidence
he had found. Now, if he could just get through with this and back to
FedCentral in time for Tanegli's trial . . . That would be luck indeed!
Apparently even temporary sincerity was convincing. The Seti Commissioner gave
him a toothy grin.
"Well.
A partial convert. You know what we say about your statistics, don't you? There
are lies, damn lies, and ..."
And I'm
glad I didn't use that joke, Dupaynil thought to himself, since I don't believe
this guy thinks that it is one.
"I
will save your eyes the trouble of examining our faultless, but copious,
records regarding trade with the Flower of Luck in Disguise. If you were
unlucky in your admiral, you shall be lucky in my support. Your clear
unwillingness to struggle with this unlucky task shall be rewarded. I refuse
permission to examine our records, not because we have anything to conceal, but
because this is the Season of Unrepentance, when no such examination is lawful.
You are fortunate in my approval for I will give you such refusal as will
satisfy the most unlucky admiral."
Again,
a massive tail-slap, combined with a querulous squealing grunt, and the
servitor scuttled in with a
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rolling
cart with a bright green box atop. The Commissioner prodded it and it extruded
a sheet of translucent lime green, covered with Seti script. Then another, and
another.
"This
is for the human ambassador, and this for your admiral, and this, o luckiest of
humans, is your authorization to take passage in a human-safe compartment
aboard the Grand Luck to human space. To attend a meeting of the Grand Council,
in feet. You will have the great advantage of enjoying the superiority of Seti
technology first-hand, an unprecedented opportunity for one of your ... ah ...
luck."
It
reached out, with the sheets and Dupaynil took them almost without thinking,
wondering how he was going to get out of this.
"My
good fortune abounds," he began. "Nonetheless, it is impossible that
I should be honored with such a gift of luck. A mere human to take passage with
Seti? It is my destined chance to travel more humbly."
A truly
wicked chuckle interrupted him. The Commissioner leaned closer, its strong
breath sickening.
"Little
man," it said, "I think you will travel humbly enough to please
whatever god enjoys your crawl through the Tunnel of Cowardly Certainty. With
choice, always a chance. But with chance, no choice. The orders are in your
hand. Your prints prove your acceptance. You will report to your ambassador,
and then to the Grand Luck where great chances await you."
Chapter
Eleven
Private
Yacht Adagio
Ford
woke to an argument overhead. It was not the first time he'd wakened, but it
was the first time he'd been this clear-headed. Prudence kept his eyelids shut
as he listened to the two women's voices.
"It's
for his own good," purred Madame Flaubert. "His spiritual state is
simply ghastly."
"He
looks ghastly." Auntie Quesada rustled. He couldn't tell if it was her
dress or something she carried.
"The
outward and visible sign of inward spiritual disgrace. Poison, if you will. It
must be purged, Quesada, or that evil influence will ruin us all."
A
sniff, a sigh. Neither promised him much. He felt no pain, at the moment, but
he was sure that either woman could finish him off without his being able to
defend himself. And why? Even if they knew what he wanted, that should be no
threat to them. Auntie Quesada had even seemed to like him and he had been
enchanted by her.
He
heard a click, followed by a faint hiss, then a pungent smell began to creep up
his nose. A faint yelp, rebuked, reminded him of Madame Flaubert's pet. His
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nose
tickled. He tried to ignore it and failed, convulsing in a huge sneeze.
"Bad
spirits," intoned Madame Flaubert.
Now
that his eyes were open to the dim light, he could see her fantastic draperies
in all their garishness; purples, reds, oranges, a flowered fringed shawl
wrapped around those red tresses. Her half-closed eyes glittered at him as she
pretended, and he was sure it was pretense, to commune with whatever mediums
communed with. He didn't know. He was a rational, well-educated Fleet officer.
He'd had nothing to do with superstitions since his childhood, when he and a
friend had convinced themselves that a drop of each one's blood on a rock made
it magic.
"May
they fly away, the bad spirits, may they leave him safe and free ..."
Madame
Flaubert went on in this vein for awhile longer as Ford wondered what courtesy
required. His aunt, as before, looked completely miserable, sitting stiffly on
the edge of her chair and staring at him. He wanted to reassure her, but
couldn't think how. He felt like a dirty wet rag someone had wiped up a bar
with. The pungent smoke of some sort of a floral incense blurred his vision and
made his eyes water. Finally Madame Flaubert ran down and simply sat, head
thrown back. After a long, dramatic pause, she sighed, rolled her head around
as if to ease a stiff neck and stood.
"Coming,
Quesada?"
"No
... I think I'll sit with him a bit."
"You
shouldn't. He needs to soak in the healing rays."
Madame
Flaubert's face loomed over his. She had her lapdog in hand and it drooled onto
him. He shuddered. But she turned away and waddled slowly out of his cabin. His
great-aunt simply looked at him.
Ford
cleared his throat, more noisily than he could have wished, and said, "I'm
sorry, Aunt Quesada . . . this is not what I had in mind."
She
shook her head. "Of course not. I simply do not understand."
"What?"
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"Why
Seraphine is so convinced you're dangerous to me. Of course you didn't really
come just to visit. I knew that. But I've always been a good judge of men,
young or old, and I cannot believe you mean me harm."
"I
don't." His voice wavered, and he struggled to get it under control.
"I don't mean you any harm. Why would I?"
"But
the BLACK KEY, you see. How can I ignore the evidence of my own eyes?"
"The
black key?" Weak he might be but his mind had cleared. She had said those
words in capital letters.
His
aunt looked away from him, lips pursed. In that pose, she might have been an
elderly schoolteacher confronted with a moral dilemma outside her experience.
"I
suppose it can't hurt to tell you," she said softly.
The
Black Key was, it seemed, one of Madame Flaubert's specialties. It could reveal
the truth about people. It could seek out and unlock their hidden malign
motives. Ford was sure that any malign motives were Madame Flaubert's, but he
merely asked how it worked.
His
aunt shrugged. "I don't know. I'm not the medium. But I've seen it, my
dear. Sliding across the table, rising into the air, turning and turning until
it ... it pointed straight at the guilty party."
Ford
could think of several ways to do that, none of them involving magic or
"higher spirits." He himself was no expert but he suspected that
Dupaynil could have cleared up the Black Key's actions in less than five
minutes.
"One
of my servants," Auntie Q was saying. "I'd been missing things, just
baubles really. But one can't let it go on. Seraphine had them all in and
questioned them, and the Black Key revealed it. The girl confessed! Confessed
to even more than I'd known about."
"What
did the authorities say, when you told them how you'd gotten that confession?"
Auntie
Q blushed faintly. "Well, dear, you know I didn't actually report it. The
poor girl was so upset and, of course I had to dismiss her, and she had had so
many troubles in her life already. Seraphine said that the pursuit of vengeance
always ends hi evil."
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I'll
bet she did, Ford thought. Just as she had probably arranged the theft in the
first place, for the purpose of showing the Black Key's power, to convince
Auntie Q.
"As
a matter effect," Auntie Q said, "Seraphine felt a bit guilty, I
think. She had been the one to suggest that I needed another maid, with the
Season coming on, and she'd given me the name of the agency."
"I
see." He saw, indeed. What he did not know yet was just why Seraphine
perceived him as a threat—or why his aunt had taken in Madame Flaubert at all.
"How long has Madame Flaubert been your companion?"
Auntie
Q shifted in her seat, unfolded and refolded her hands. "Since . . . since
a few months after . . . after ..." Her mouth worked but she couldn't seem
to get the words out. Finally she said, "I ... I can't quite talk about
that, dear, so please don't ask me."
Ford
stared at her, his own miseries forgotten. Whatever else was going on, whatever
Auntie Q knew that might help Sassinak against the planet pirates, he had to
get Madame Flaubert away from his aunt.
He said
as gently as he could, "I'm sorry, Aunt Quesada. I didn't mean to distress
you. And whatever the Black Key may have intimated, I promise you I mean you no
harm."
"I
want to believe you!" Now the old face crumpled. Tears rolled down her
cheeks. "You're the first—the only family that's come to see me in
years—and I liked you!"
He
hitched himself up in bed, ignoring the wave of blurred vision.
"My
dear, please! I've admitted my father was wrong about you. I think you're
marvelous."
"She
said you'd flatter me."
Complex
in that were the wish to be flattered, and the desire not to be fooled.
"I
suppose I have, if praise is flattery. But, dear Aunt, I never knew anybody
with enough nerve to get two Ryxi tailfeathers! How can I not flatter
you?"
Auntie
Q sniffed, and wiped her face with a lace-edged kerchief. "She keeps
telling me that's a vulgar triumph, that I should be ashamed."
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"Poppycock!"
The word, out of some forgotten old novel, surprised him. It amused his aunt,
who smiled through her tears. "My dear, she's jealous of you, that's all,
and it's obvious even to me, a mere male. She doesn't like me because . . .
Well, does she like any of the men who work for you?"
"Not
really." Now his aunt looked thoughtful. "She says . . . she says
it's indecent for an old lady to travel with so many male crew, and only one
female maid. You know, I used to have a male valet who left my ex-husband's
service when we separated. Madame Flaubert was so scathing about it I simply
had to dismiss him."
"And
then she found you the maid who turned out to be a thief," Ford said. He
let that work into her mind. When comprehension brightened those old eyes, he
grinned at her.
"That
. . . that contemptible creature!" Auntie Q angry was as enchanting now as
she must have been sixty years back. "Raddled old harridan. And I took her
into my bosom!" Metaphorically only, Ford was sure. "Brought her
among my friends, and this is how she repays me!"
It
sounded like a quote from some particularly bad Victorian novel and not
entirely sincere. He watched his aunt's face, which had flushed, paled, and
then flushed again.
"Still,
you know, Ford, she really does have powers. Amazing things, she's been able to
tell me, and others. She knows all our secrets, it seems. I ... I have to
confess I'm just a little afraid of her." She tried a giggle at her own
foolishness, but it didn't come off.
"You
really are frightened," he said and reached out a hand. She clutched it,
and he felt the tremor in her fingers.
"Oh,
not really! How silly!" But she would not meet his eye, and the whites of
hers showed like those of a frightened animal.
"Auntie
Q, forgive my asking, but . . . but do your friends ever come visit? Travel
with you? From what
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my
father said, I'd had the idea you traveled in a great bevy, this whole yacht
full to bursting."
"Well,
I used to. But you know how it is. Or I suppose you don't. In the Navy you
can't choose your companions. But there were quarrels, and upsets, and some
didn't like this, and others didn't like that . . ."
"And
some didn't like Madame Flaubert," Ford said very quietly. "And Madame
Flaubert didn't like anyone who gat between you."
She sat
perfectly still, holding his hand, the color on her cheeks coming and going.
Then she leaned close and barely whispered in his ear.
"I
can't ... I can't tell you how horrible it's been. That woman! But I can't do
anything. I ... I don't know why. I c-c-can't ... say ... anything she doesn't
. . . want me to." Her breathing had roughened; her face was almost
purple. "Or 111 die!" She sat back up, and would have drawn her hands
away but Ford kept his grasp on them.
"Please
send Sam to help me to the ... uh ... facilities," he said in die most
neutral voice he could manage.
His
aunt nodded, not looking at him, and stood. Ford fek bis strength returning on
a wave of mingled rage and pity. Granted, his aunt Quesada was a rich, foolish
ok) lady, but even foolish old ladies had a right to have friends, to suffer
their own follies, and not those of others. Sam, when he appeared, eyed Ford
with scant respect.
*Tou
going to live? Or make us all trouble by dying aboard?^
"I
intend to live out my normal span and die a long way from here," Ford
said.
With
Sam's help, he could just make it up and into the bath suite. The face he saw
in the mirror looked ghastly, and he shook his head at it.
"Looks
don't loll," he said.
Sam
gave an approving nod. "You might be getting ttnse. You tell Madam yet the
real reason you came to
*Tve
hardly had a chance." He glared at Sam, with-
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out
effect. "For people who can't believe in my idle curiosity, you're all
curious enough yourselves."
"Practice,"
said Sam, helping him into clean pajamas. "Madame Flaubert keeps us on our
toes."
Ford
snorted. "I'll bet she does. How long has she been around?"
"Since
about six months after Madam and her Paraden husband had the final court ruling
on their separation. The one that gave Madam some major blocks of shares in
Paraden family holdings," Sam said. At Ford's stare, he winked.
"Significant, eh?"
"She's
a ... ?" Ford mouthed the word Paraden without saying it.
Sam
shook his head. "Not of the blood royal, so to speak. Maybe not even on
the wrong side of the blanket. But in her heart, she does what she's paid
to."
"Does
my aunt know?"
Sam
frowned and pursed his lips. "I've never been sure. She's got some hold on
your aunt, but that particular thing, I don't know."
"They
want her quiet and out of their way. No noise, no scandals. I'm surprised she's
survived this long."
"It's
been close a few times." Sam shook his head, as he helped Ford brush his
teeth, and handed him a bottle of mouthwash. "It's funny. Your aunt's real
cautious about some things but she won't do anything, if you follow me."
Scared
to do anything, Ford interpreted. Scared altogether, as her friends dropped
away year by year, alienated by Madame Flaubert. He smiled at Sam in the
mirror, heartened to find that he could smile, that he looked marginally less
like death warmed over.
"I
think it's about time," he drawled, "that my dear aunt got free of
Madame Flaubert."
Sam's
peaked eyebrows went up. "Any reason why I should trust you, sir?"
Ford
grimaced. "If I'm not preferable to Madame Flaubert, then I deserved that,
but I thought you had more sense."
"More
sense than to challenge where I can't win. Your aunt trusts me as a servant but
no more than that.
"She
should know better." Ford looked carefully at Sam, reminded again of the
better NCOs he'd known in his time. "Are you sure you didn't start off in
Fleet?"
A
Sicker in the eyes that quickly dropped before his. "Perhaps, sir, you're
unaware how similar some of the situations are."
That
was both equivocal, and the only answer he was going to get. Unaccountably,
Ford felt better.
"Perhaps
I am," he said absently, thinking ahead to what he could do about Madame
Flaubert. His own survival, and Auntie Q's, both depended on that.
"Just
don't let her touch you," Sam said. "Don't eat anything she's
touched. Don't let her put anything on you."
"Do
you know what it is, what she's using?" Sam shook his head, refusing to
say more, and left the cabin silently. Ford stared moodily into the mirror,
trying to think it through. If the Paradens were that angry with his aunt, why
not just fall her? Were her social and commercial connections that powerful?
Did she have some kind of hold on them, something they thought to keep at bay,
but dared not directly attack? He knew little about the commercial side of
politics, and nothing of society except what any experienced Fleet officer of
his rank had had to meet in official circles. It didn't seem quite real to him.
And that, he knew, was his worst danger.
The
confrontation came sooner than he'd expected. He was hardly back in his bed,
thinking hard, when Madame Flaubert oozed in, her lapdog panting behind her.
She had a net bag of paraphernalia which she began to set up without so much as
a word to him. A candlestick with a fat green candle, a handful of different
colored stones in a crystal bowl and geometric figures of some shiny stuff. He
couldn't tell if they were plastic or metal or painted wood. Gauzy scarves to
hang from the light fixtures, and drape across the door.
"Don't
you think all that's a little excessive?" Ford asked, arms crossed over
his chest. He might as well
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start
as he meant to go on. "It's my aunt who believes in this stuff."
"You
can't be expected to understand, with the demonic forces still raging within
you," she answered.
"Oh,
I don't know. I think I understand demonic forces quite well." That
stopped her momentarily. She gave him a long hostile stare.
"You're
unwell," she said. "Your mind is deranged." "I'm sick as a
dog," he agreed. "But my mind is clear as your intent."
Red
spots showed under her makeup. "Ridiculous. Your wicked past merely
asserts itself, trying to unnerve me."
"I
would not try to unnerve you, Madame Flaubert, sweet Seraphine, but I would
definitely try to dissuade you from actions which you might find unprofitable .
. . even . . . dangerous."
"Your
aura is disgusting," she said firmly, but her eyes shifted.
"I
could say the same," he murmured. Again that shifting of the eyes, that
uncertainty.
"You
came here for no good! You want to destroy your aunt's lifel" Her plump
hands shook as she laid out the colored stones on the small bedside table.
"You are danger and death! I saw that at once."
Quick
as a snake's tongue, her hand darted out to place one of the stones on his
chest. Wrapping his hand in the sheet, Ford picked it up and tossed it to the
floor. Her face paled, as her dog sniffed at it.
"Get
away, Frouffl It's contaminated by his evil." The dog looked at Ford, its
tail wagging gently. Ma-dame Flaubert leaned over, never taking her eyes off
Ford, and picked up the stone. He watched, eerily fascinated, as she held it up
before her, crooned to it, and placed it back with the others.
If he
had not watched so closely, he would not have seen it. Her hands were hardly
visible, what with ruffles drooping from her full sleeves, dozens of bracelets,
gaudy rings on every finger. But they were gloved. Her fingertips were too
shiny, and when she held the stone, one of them wrinkled. Ford hoped his face
did not
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reveal
his feelings as he watched her fondle the stones, squeeze them. And watching
with that dazed fascination, he saw the squeeze that sent something from one of
those massive rings, to be spread on the stones.
Contact
poison. He had thought of injections, when Sam warned against letting her touch
him. He had thought of poison in his food, but not of contact poison working
through intact skin. Had that been the paralyzing agent that had held him
motionless before while she claimed to commune with spirits over him? He was no
chemist or doctor so he had no idea what kinds of effects could be obtained
with poisons working through the skin.
He
tried to let his eyelids sag, feigning exhaustion, but when Madame Flaubert
reached out, he could not help flinching away from her. Her predatory smile
widened.
"Ah!
You suspect, do you? Or think you know?"
Ford
edged farther away, telling himself that even in his present state he had to be
a match for any woman like Madame Flaubert. He didn't believe it. She was big
and probably more powerful than she looked. As if she'd read his thoughts, she
nodded slowly, still smiling.
"Silly
man," she said. "You should have had the sense to wait until you were
stronger. Of course, you weren't going to be stronger."
He
couldn't think of anything to say. His back was against the cabin bulkhead. She
was between him and Ae door, holding up a purple stone and rubbing it slowly.
He could feel every square centimeter of his bare skin. After all, how much
protection were pajamas?
"All
I have to decide," she gloated, "is whether it should look like a
heart attack or a stroke. Or perhaps a final spasm of that disgusting
intestinal ailment you brought aboard."
He was
supposed to be able to kill with his bare hands. He was supposed to be able to
take command of any situation. He was not supposed to be cowering in his
pajamas, terrified of the touch of an overdressed fake spiritualist with a
poison ring. It would sound, if
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anyone
ever heard about it, like something out of the worst possible mass
entertainment.
He
clenched one hand in the expensively fluffy pillow Auntie Q had provided the
invalid. He could use that to shield his hand. What if this murderous old bag
had put poison on his bedclothes, too? He felt cold and shaky. Fear? Poison?
"It's
a pity," Madame Flaubert said, letting her eyes rove over him.
"You're the handsomest young man we've had aboard in years. If you'd only
been reasonably stupid, I could have had fun with you before. Or even let you
live."
"Fun?
With you?" He could not hide his disgust, and she glared at him.
"Yes,
me. With you. And you'd have enjoyed it, my pretty young man, with the help of
my . . . my special arts." She waved, indicating all her paraphernalia.
"Tfou'd have been swooning at my feet."
Ford
said nothing. He could not reach any of the call buttons without coming within
her reach, and he knew the cabins were well sound-proofed. Could he make it to
the bath suite and hold the door shut? No. Too far, and around furniture. She'd
get there first. If he'd been well and strong, he was sure he could do
something. But another look at those glittering eyes made him
wonder.
Her dog
yipped suddenly and dashed to the door. Ford drew breath to yell, if it opened.
Madame Flaubert backed slowly from the bed, to press the intercom
button.
"Not
now," she said. "No matter what. . . ignore!" Ford leapt and
yelled at once. His feet tangled in the bedclothes and he fell headlong to the
floor between the bed and the ornate wardrobe with its mirrored doors. He saw
Madame Flaubert's triumphant grin, distorted by the antique mirrors, and rolled
aside in time to avoid one swipe with the stone. Her dog broke into a flurry of
yips, dancing around her feet with its fluff of a tail wagging. Ford threw his
weight against her knees, whirled, and tried again for the bath suite.
White-hot pain raked his back, then his vision darkened.
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"Idiot!"
She stood above him, those over-red curls askew. Then lifted them off to show
the bald ugliness of her . . . his? . . . head. "Too bad I can't keep you
alive to see what happens to your captain Sassinak."
The wig
plopped back down, still askew. Ford writhed, trying to move away, but one leg
would not work. The little dog, wildly excited, bounced up and down, still
yipping. The stone she'd used lay on the floor, just out of his reach, Not that
he wanted to touch it.
"The
green, I think. It has a certain appeal..." She had picked up another
stone, and without any attempt to hide her act, dripped an oily liquid on it
from another of her rings. "Of course, your poor aunt may suffer a shock
of her own—even a fatal one—when she sees you lying there, and picks this off
your chest,"
She
sauntered back across the small cabin, smiling that pitiless smile. Ford
strained against the effects of the first poison. Sweat poured down his face,
but he could not move more than a few inches. Then the cabin door opened and
his aunt put her head in.
"Ford,
I was thinking . . . Seraphine! Whatever are you doing!"
The
little dog skittered toward her, still barking, then came back. With a curse,
Madame Flaubert whirled, arm cocked.
Ford
said, "Look out!" in the loudest voice he could and someone's
muscular arm hauled his aunt back out of sight. Madame Flaubert whirled back to
him, took a step, and tottered as her lapdog tripped her neatly. She fell in a
tangle of skirts and shawls, arms wide to catch herself.
Ford
prayed for someone to come in before she could get up. But she didn't get up.
She lay sprawled, facedown, that murderous stone still clutched in one hand.
The little dog trembled, crouched with its nose to the floor, and then lifted
it to howl eerily.
/ don't
believe this. Ford thought muzzily. He thought it as Sam came in and as he was
put back in his bed. As he drifted off, he was convinced it was a last dream in
the course of dying.
But he
believed it when he woke.
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Auntie
Q out from under the influence of Madame Flaubert was even more herself than
Ford would have guessed. It had taken him three days to shake off the effects
of that poison. In that period she had sacked most of her crew and staff except
for Sam. In feet, anyone hired since Madame Flaubert's arrival.
Now
Auntie Q spent her hours engaged in tapestry, gossip, and reminiscence. She
refused to talk much about Madame Flaubert on the grounds that one should put
unpleasantness out of one's mind as quickly as possible.
Ford
had found out from Sam that Madame Flaubert's ornate rings had torn her
surgical gloves, allowing the poison to contact her bare skin. Exactly what she
deserved, but he still had cold chills when he thought about his close call. No
wonder his aunt didn't want to talk about that.
But
Auntie Q had plenty to say about the Paraden Family. Ford had confessed his
official reason for visiting her and she took it in better part than he
expected.
"After
all," she said with a shrug that made the Ryxi tailfeathers dance above
her head, "when you get to be my age, handsome young men don't come
visiting for one's own sake. And you are good company, and you did get that . .
. that frightful person out of my establishment. Ask what you will, dear. I'll
be glad to tell you. Only tell me more of that captain of yours, the one that
makes your blood move. Yes, I can tell. I may be old, but I'm a woman still,
and I want to know if she's good enough for you."
When
Ford was done, having told more about Sassinak than he'd intended, his aunt
nodded briskly.
"I
want to meet her, dear. When all this is over, bring her to visit. You say she
likes good food. Well, as you know, Sam's capable of cooking for an
emperor."
Ford
tried to imagine Sassinak and Auntie Q in the same room and failed utterly. But
his aunt waited with her bright smile for his answer and, at last, he agreed.
Chapter
Twelve
FedCentral
Lunzie
heard someone scolding her, or so it seemed, before she could even get her eyes
open. Bias, she decided. Furious that I stayed too late with Zebara. Why can't
that man understand that a woman over two hundred years old is capable of
making her own decisions? Then she felt a prick in her arm and a warm surge of
returning feeling.
With it
came memory, and than rage. That liar, that cheat, that conniving bastard
Zebara had sold her! Probably literally and gods only knew where she was! She
opened her eyes to find a tired-faced man in medical greens leaning over her,
saying, "Wake up, now. Come on. Open your eyes ..."
"They
are open," said Lunzie. Her voice was rough and it sounded almost as
grouchy as she felt.
"You'd
better drink this," he said in the same quiet voice. "You need the
fluid."
Lunzie
wanted to argue, but whatever it was she might as well drink it, or they could
pump it in a vein. It tasted like any one of the standard restoratives: fruity,
sweet, with an undertaste of bitter salt. She could feel
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her
throat slicking back down. The next time she spoke, she had control of her
tone.
"Since
I've been informed that you don't exist," the man went on, his mouth
quirking now in a half-grin, "I won't check your response to the standard
mental status exam: no person, place, and time. I'm authorized to tell you that
you are presently in a secure medical facility on FedCentral, that you have
been in coldsleep approximately four Standard months, and that your personal
gear, what there is of it, is in that locker!" He pointed. "You will
be provided meals in your quarters until you have satisfied someone . . . I'm
not supposed to ask who ... of your identity and the reason you chose to arrive
as a shipment of muslae-rur carpets. Do you remember who you are? Or are you
suffering disorienta-tion?"
"I
know who I am," said Lunzae, grimly. "And I know who got me into this.
Is this a Fleet facility, or civilian FSP?"
"I'm
sorry. I'm not allowed to say. Your physical parameters are now within normal
limits. Telemetry has transmitted that fact to ... to those making decisions
and I am required to withdraw." He sketched a wave and smiled, this time
with no apparent irony. "I hope you're feeling better and that you have a
happy stay here." Then he was gone, closing behind him a heavy door with a
suspiciously decided clunk-click.
Lunzie
lay still a moment, trying to think her way through it all. Telemetry? That
meant she was still being monitored. She had on not the outfit she last
remembered, the pressure suit and coverall she had worn on Diplo, but a
hospital gown with ridiculous yellow daisies, printed white crinlded stuff that
felt like plastic. Someone's idea of cheerful: it wasn't hers. She saw no
wires, felt no tubes, so the telemetry must be remote. A "smart"
hospital bed could keep track of a patient's heart and respiration rate,
temperature, activity, and even bowel sounds, without anything being attached
to the patient.
She sat
up, carefully easing her arms and legs into motion again. No dizziness, no
nausea, no pounding
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headache.
She wasn't sure why she was surprised. After all, they'd had forty-three years
to come up with better drugs than the ones she'd had available on Ireta.
Wherever
she was, her quarters included a complete array of refreshment options. She
chose the shower, yelping when the mysterious control handle switched to cold
pulses when she tried to turn it off. That was an effective final wake-up step,
to be sure. She wrapped herself in the thick, heavy towelling provided and
looked around the small room. Her own personal kit, the green fabric no more
scuffed than she remembered, still contained her own partly-used containers of
cosmetics and scents and lotions. Drawers beneath the counter held others and
remedies for any minor illness or emergency. She frowned thoughtfully. It would
be difficult to commit suicide with the variety of medications provided, but
possible if you took them all at once on an empty stomach. Weren't people in
confinement usually kept without drugs?
Drawers
on one side held neatly folded garments she did not recognize even when she
shook them out. Pajamas, lounging wear, all her size, and in colors she
favored, but she'd never bought these. She chose an outfit she could even have
worn in public, loose plush pants and a pullover top—and felt much better. That
ridiculous hospital gown made anyone feel helpless and submissive. Dressed,
with her hair clean and brushed, and her feet in sensible shoes, she was ready
to take on the world. Whatever world this happened to be.
Back in
the other room, she found the bed remade and rolled to one side. Now a small
table centered the room, with a meal laid ready on it. Soup, fruit, bread:
exactly what she would have chosen. But the room was empty, silent. Had she
taken that long to clean up? She looked but found no clock.
She
wondered whether the food was drugged, and then realized that it made no
difference. If they . . . whoever they were . . . wanted to drug her, it would
be easy enough to do it in other ways. She ate the excellent meal with full
appreciation of its excellence. Tlien she investigated the locker the attendant
had first
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pointed
out. There were the rest of her clothes from the Diplo trip and all the other
personal gear she'd taken along. Everything seemed to be freshly cleaned, but
otherwise untouched.
FedCentral.
The man had said she was on FedCentral. She'd never been there and knew nothing
of it except for the standard media shots of the Council sessions. Who had
secure medical facilities on FedCentral? Fleet? But if she was in Fleet's
hands, surely Sassinak could identify her and get her out of here? Unless
something had happened to Sassinak . . . and she didn't even want to think
about that possibility.
Instead
she tried to add up the elapsed time since she'd left the Zaid-Dayan. It must
be very close to Tanegti's trial date when she would be called to give
evidence. Unless, of course, she was still cooped up here. Was that what
someone wanted? Had that been Zebara's plan all along? She rooted through her
personal gear, looking for anything that might be the proof Zebara had promised
her of the Diplo end of die conspiracy, but found nothing. Her clothes were all
there and the one or two pieces of jewelry she had taken to Diplo.
Her
little computer held only its software. Nothing stored in files with mysterious
names and nothing new in the files she'd initiated. No mysterious lumps in her
clothing, nothing tucked into a pocket of her dufiel. Even the clutter was
still there. She wondered why no one had tossed out the copy of the program
from Bitter Destinies or the baggage claim receipt from Diplo or the ragged
scrap on which she'd jotted the room number on Liaka where the medical team
would assemble. An advertising card from a dress shop she'd never had time to
visit. She couldn't even remember if that was from before Ireta or after.
Another torn scrap of paper with the numbers of the cases that needed to be
re-entered on cubes, the ones Bias had thrown that fit about. But nothing
resembling Zebara's promised evidence. Finally, frustrated, she threw herself
into the softly padded chair and glared at the door. With suspicious quickness,
it opened.
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She did
not recognize the old man who stood there. He clearly knew her, but waited, at
ease, until she acknowledged him with a nod.
"May
I come in?" he asked then.
As if I
could stop you, she thought, but tried for a gracious smile and said, "Of
course. Do come in."
Her
voice carried more edge than she intended, but ft didn't bother him. He shut
the door carefully behind him as she tried to figure out who, or what, he was.
Although
he wore no uniform, she felt a uniform would look more natural on him. With
that bearing, he would be an officer. At that age, for his silvery hair and
fined brow put him into his sixties at least, he should have stars. Tall, much
taller than average, piercing blue eyes. If his hair had been yellow or black
or brown . . . a warm honey-brown . . .
It was
always a shock, and it was going to stay a shock, as it had with Zebara. At
least this man was healthy, his white hair a sign of age, but not decay.
"Admiral
Coromell," she murmured softly. He smiled, the same charming smile she
remembered on a much younger face. Not in his sixties, but upper eighties, at
feast. "Your father?" He must be dead, but . . .
"He^
died about two decades ago, painlessly in his sleep," Coromell said.
"And you have survived another long sleep! Remarkable."
Not
remarkable, Lunzie thought, but disgusting. "I'm beginning to think myself
that those superstitious sail-Ore were right! I'm a Jonah."
^ He
snorted, a curiously youthful snort. "Ireta's a planet. It doesn't count.
My dear, much as I'd like to ^C&at with you and play verbal games, I can't
allow either of us the luxury. We have a problem."
Lunzie
contented herself with a raised eyebrow. As jfcr as she was concerned they had
many more than one problem. He could say what he would. ;t "It's your
descendant."
>
She had not expected that. "Descendant?" Fiona must Jdead by now. Who
could he mean? But of course! ak?" He nodded. She felt a surge of fear.
"What's led to her? Where is she?"
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"That's
what we don't know. She was here. I mean, on FedCentral, while I was on leave
over on Six, hunting. Unfortunately. Now she's gone. Disappeared. She and an
Iretan native, by the name of Aygar ..."
"Ay
gar!"
Lunzie
felt foolish, repeating it, but could think of nothing else to say. Why was
Sassinak going anywhere with Aygar? Unless she . . . but Lunzie did not believe
that for a moment. Sassinak had never, for one moment, thought of anything but
her ship first and Fleet second. She would not take off on a recreational jaunt
with Aygar when Tanegli's trial was coming up.
"According
to the ranking officer aboard the Zaid-Dayan, Arly ..." He paused to see
if she knew the name. She nodded. "Commander Sassinak sent you to Diplo to
some source you knew about, to get information on Diplo's connection to the
Iretan mess. Is that right?"
"Yes,
it is."
Quickly,
Lunzie outlined Sassinak's thoughts, and her decision to offer to go to Diplo.
"I
was best suited, in many ways ..."
"I
wouldn't have thought so, not after your experience with the heavyworlders on
Ireta," said Coromell. "The last person who should have had to go . .
"But
I'm glad I did."
She
stopped, wondering if she should tell him everything, and filled in with a
brief account of her retraining on Liaka and the early part of the expedition.
"I
presume, then, that you do have the information you sought?" When she
didn't answer at once, he cocked his head and grinned, "Or did they catch
you snooping and send you home in a coldsleep pod just to frustrate us?"
"I
... I'm not sure."
He
waited, quiet but curious, in just the attitude of the experienced interrogator
who knows the suspect will incriminate herself, given enough rope. She did not
want to explain Zebara to a Fleet admiral, especially not this Fleet admiral,
but there was no other way. How best to do it? She remembered Sassinak,
chewing
out one of the junior officers who had tried to conceal a mistake . . .
"When all else fails, Mister, tell Ae truth." She didn't think she'd
made that big a mistake, but she'd still better tell the truth, and all of tt-
It took
longer than she expected. Although Coromell didn't ask questions until she
finished, she could tell by his expression when she'd lost him and needed to
back-back and explain. And her leftover indignation at Bias, plus a natural
reluctance to go into her emotional ties to Zebara, kept her ranting at the
team leader's prudery far too long. At last she came to an end, trailing off
with, ". . . and then I felt terribly sleepy in that stuffy car and, when
I woke up, I was here."
A long
pause, during which Lunzie endured the gaze of his brilliant blue eyes. Age had
not fogged them at all. She felt they were seeing things she had not said. She
had not said anything about the opera Bitter Destinies except that Zebara had
taken her to an opera. He sighed, at last, the first thing he'd done that
sounded old.
"So.
And did Zebara give you the information he promised? Or will you go to
Tanegli's trial with your testimony alone?"
"He
hadn't when I left his home," Lunzie said. "He paid I was to get it
by messenger. And then ... it was oyer."
9s,
"But he had you put in coldsleep, and safely aboard a transport that
brought you here in a cargo of muskie-
cWOol
carpets. And I hear that was quite a scene, when Customs found a metallic
return on the scan and un-rolled the whole mess of them. Your little pod came
rolling out like . . . Who was that Old Earth queen? Guinevere or Catherine or
Cleopatra . . . someone like that. Rolled in a carpet to present herself to a
long
,|fee*d
fallen in love with. Anyway. So you don't know, you, whether he passed that
information with you or
?«» *
r
Lunzie
shook her head. "I've looked
through my and found nothing. Surely your people looked,
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"I'm
afraid they did." His lips pursed. "We found nothing we recognized.
We thought perhaps when you woke, you would know what to look for. You
don't?"
"No.
If he included it, I don't recognize it."
"He
gave you nothing at ail?" Coromell's voice had a querulous edge now, age
roughening it with impatience. He gave me a very good time, Lunzie thought to
herself, and a lot of worries.
"Nothing."
Then she frowned. He started to speak but she waved him to silence. "No, I
think he did after all."
Quickly,
she went to the locker and pulled out the duffel, pawing through it. She had
not kept her copy of the Bitter Destinies program. She had not felt she needed
it to remember that powerful work and she had not wanted to chance being teased
by the team members if they saw her with it. She had not even been sure that
Diplo customs would let her take it out. So Zebara must have put that program
among her things. She found it, and brought it to Coromell.
"This
isn't mine. I threw mine away. And this is signed. Look! All the singers
autographed it."
Thick
dark ink, in many different calligraphies, most of them extravagantly
individual. Coromell took it gingerly from her hand.
"Ah!
Perfect for a rather old-fashioned technology. It would take a dot only this
size," and he pointed to one of the ellipsis dots between a performer's
name and role, "to hold a great deal of information. We'll have to
see
He
stood, then shook his head at her. "I'm sorry, dear Lunzie, but you must
stay here, unknown, awhile longer. Without Sassinak, we must not lose your
testimony, no matter what this gives us."
"But
I. . ."
He had
moved even as he spoke, more swiftly and fluidly than she would have supposed
possible, and abruptly she faced a closed door again.
"Blast
you!" she said, to that impassive surface, "I am not a stupid child,
even if you are an arrogant old goat."
That
got the response it deserved! Nothing. But she
felt
better. She felt considerably better when Coromell ;: returned very shortly to
report that the program had
--:. none of the expected microdots.
"I
find myself annoyed with your Zebara," he said, dapping the program down
on the table between them. **If there's a message in this thing, no one's found
it yet.
- Do
you have any idea how many little specks there are / in an opera program? Every
single person credited with
anything
in the production has a row of them, and we
had to
check every one." "But it has to be this," said Lunzie. She
picked up
the
program, and flipped through it. She still thought
- the cover design looked pretentious. Even
with heavy-: worlder pride at full
blast on this thing, she noticed that .K the opera had needed corporate
sponsorship. The ads ; covered the
inside front and back pages. Then came photographs of the lead singers, then
scenes from the opera itself, then the outline of the libretto, and the east
list. More photographs, an interview with the conductor. She realized she was
reading the Diplo dialect
-. much
better than she ever had. It almost seemed natu-:,f"; «1. She found
herself humming the aria of the suicide y who refused to eat even
re-synthesized meat. Coromell
-: looked at her oddly.
"I
don't know ..." she said. She didn't want to speak
|r
Standard! She wanted to sing! Sing? Something flut-
,^,
tered in her mind like great feathered wings and the
"fvf1"•=
tlternative slang meaning of "sing" popped up, along
j;if
with the anagram "sign." Suddenly she knew. "Sing a
|^»ng
of sixpence . . . sing a sign . . . good heavens, that
Ji^jnan
is so devious a corkscrew would get lost in him."
I;!; "What!" Coromell fairly barked
at her, his patience
|
;gt»e, looking now very like his boisterously bossy father.
^;l "It's here, but it's . . . it's in
my head. It's a key . . .
Ł «n
implant, keyed to this program. I think . . . Just be
.$*.
patient!"
She
looked a bit longer, let her mind drift with the forces. Zebara had known she
was a Disciple. had eased his pain, she had touched his mind just a and his heart
somewhat more. She looked on the program, not knowing exactly what she was
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to
find, but knowing she would find it. On the final page, the star's sprawling
signature half covered her face, her broad bosom, the necklace . . . the
necklace Zebara had . . . had not given her. So he said. The necklace . . .
nearly priceless, he'd said. She'd said. A gift of the former lieutenant
governor's son ... no ... that was not the link.
The
necklace Zebara had not given her . . . her! He had not given her a necklace,
and the necklace he had not given her lay innocently among her things. Cheap
but a good design, she'd bought it ... she'd bought it before the Ireta voyage,
hadn't she? She couldn't remember, now. Did it matter? It did.
She
snapped out of that near-trance and without a word to Coromell dove back into
her duffel, coming up with the necklace. An innocent enough accessory, itemized
among her effects on her way into Diplo. She remembered filling out the form.
Not expensive enough to require duty on any world, but handy for formal
occasions, a pattern of linked leaves in coppertoned metal, with streaks of
enamel in blues and greens.
She
laid it on the table, and pushed Coromell's hand back when he reached for it.
She gave it her whole attention. Did it have the same number of links? She
wasn't sure. Was it the same clasp? She wasn't sure. She prodded it with a
finger, hoping for inspiration. She had worn it that last day. It had caught on
something in Zebara's house. That fluffy pillow? He had unsnagged it for her,
unhooking the clasp and refasten-ing it later. She remembered being afraid of
his hands so near her neck, and hating herself for that fear. The clasp it had
now screwed together, making a little cylinder. Before, it had had an elegant
hook, shaped like a tendril of the vine those leaves were taken from.
"The
clasp," she said, quietly, without looking up at Coromell. "It's the
clasp. It's not the same."
"Shall
I?" he asked, reaching.
She
shook her head. "No. I want to see." Carefully, as if it might
explode for she felt a trickle of icy fear, she took it up and worked at the
tiny clasp. Most such things unscrewed easily, two or three turns. This one
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was
stuck, cross-threaded or not threaded at all. She heard Coromell shift
restlessly in his chair. "Patience," she said.
Discipline
fbcussed her attention. The real join was not in the middle, where a groove
suggested it, but at the end. It required not a twist, but a pull—a straight
pull, pinching the last link hard—and out came a delicate pin with its tip
caught in a lump of something dark. She pulled the pin free and held on her
hand that tiny, waxy cylinder.
"This
has to be it. Whatever it is."
What it
was, she heard later, was a complete record of Diplo's dealings with the
Paradens and the Seti for the past century: names, dates, codes, the whole
thing. Everything that Zebara had promised, and more.
"Enough,"
Coromell said, "to bring their government down . . . even revoke their
charter."
"No."
Lunzie shook her head. "It's not just the heavy-worlders. They were the
victims first. We can't take vengeance on the innocent, the ones who aren't
part of it"
"You
know something I don't?" He was giving her a look that had no doubt
quelled generations of junior officers. Lunzie felt what he intended her to
feel, but fought against it.
"I
do," she said firmly, against the pressure of the stars on his uniform and
his age. "I've been there myself. I've been to their opera!"
"Opera!"
That came out as a bark of amusement.
Lunzie
glared and he choked it back. "Their very, very beautiful opera, Admiral
Coromell. With singers better than I've heard in most systems. Composed by
heavyworlders to dramatize poems written by heavyworlders, and for all its
political bias, we don't come off very well. Tell me! What do you know about
the early settlement of Diplo?"
He
shrugged, clearly baffled at the intent of the question. "Not much.
Heavyworlders settled it because ft was too dense for the rest of us without
protective It's cold, isn't it? And it was one of the first
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pure-heavyworlder
colony worlds. It still is the richest." The lift of his eyebrows said so
what?
"It's
cold, yes." Lunzie shivered, remembering that cold, and what it had meant.
"And in the first winter, the colonists had heavy losses."
He
shrugged again. "Colonies always have heavy casualties at first."
She was
furious. Zebara had reason for his bitterness, his anger, his near despair!
Coromell had no reason for this complacency but ignorance.
"Forty
thousand casualties, Admiral, out of ninety thousand."
"What?"
That had his attention. He stared at her.
"Forty
thousand men, who died of starvation and cold because their death was the only
hope for the women and children to survive. And even so, not all of them did.
Because no one bothered to warn the colonists about the periodic long winter
cycles, or provide food for them."
"Are
you . . . are you sure? Didn't they complain to
FSP?"
"To
the best of my knowledge, it happened, and what I was told, what I believe is
also on that chip along with Paraden and Seti conspiracy, is why the FSP never
heard about it officially. Major commercial consortia, Admiral, found it
inexpedient to bother about Diplo. And then, because the colonists had turned
in desperation to eating indigenous animals, these same consortia threatened to
have Fleet down on them. Blackmailed them, to put it simply. The whole long
conspiracy, the conscription of heavyworlders into private military forces by
Paraden and Parchandri families ... all that results from the original
betrayal."
"But
why didn't anyone ever tell us? It's been decades . . . centuries ... no one
can keep a secret that longl"
"They
can if they're frightened enough. Once begun, it suited the power-hungry on
both sides to keep Diplo's population convinced that the FSP would be nothing
but trouble. Think of it. Those the consortia dealt with had power. Had that
power as long as those they ruled
believed
no one else could intervene, or would intervene, to bring justice. These chose
others, equally ambitious and unscrupulous, to follow them. It was to no one's
advantage in the Diplo government or the guilty families to have Diplo citizens
confiding in the FSP. No one could come out of the Diplo educational system
believing FSP would do anything but interdict the planet for meat-eating and
lack of population control." She paused, watching Coromell's foce change
as he thought about it. "Of course, they do eat meat, and they don't
control their population." His eyes widened again. "You don't mean?
You're serious! But that means ..." "It means they remember that only
meat-eating saved them, and that they'd promised the men who died to carry on
their names. They are as serious, as devout, I suppose you'd say, as any upright citizen of FSP who gags at
the thought of eating a sentient being. t They've broken the law, and they
expect all of us to ^despise them. But they see the law as a weapon which |;
nearly killed them all—for some died rather than eat |-the muskies—and which we
use merely to keep them down."
j. "But not all the heavyworlder
troublemakers are from iDiplo."
; "No, that's true. Though I have no
direct evidence, I would imagine that the one place the secret did get out
[(was to other heavyworlders in the form of a warning. Some would believe it,
and some wouldn't, And so you ||ftave Separationists, Integrationists, the
whole compli-leated mess that we have here."
"I
think I see." He stared past her for a long mo-(inent. "If you're right, Lunzie—and I must say
you isent a compelling case—then we are dealing not with today's conspirators,
but with long-developed out of the past. If only Sassinak hadn't
disappeared!" 'And you still haven't told me how that happened."
Because we don't know." Coromell smacked his fist Uto his other hand.
"I wasn't here and no one admits to anything about it. She told her Weapons
Offi-that she had an appointment with me, that she was ig Aygar along, and, in
essence, not to wait up for
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her. No
one on my staff knows of any such appointment. She had been informed that I was
on leave and was not due back for three more days. The last anyone saw—anyone
whose accounts I trust—she and Aygar walked off the down shuttle and into the
usual crowd at the shuttleport Passed customs, their prints are on file, and
then nothing."
Chapter
Thirteen
fT FSP Cruiser Zaid-Dayan, FedCentral
Sassinak
frowned at the carefully worded communication. She did not need to consult the
codebook to figure out what it meant. It was in the common senior officers'
slang that made its origin very definitely Fleet. Almost impossible to fake
slang and the topical references. She had used something like this herself,
though rarely. Not something a junior would send to a senior but a senior's
discrete way of hinting to the more alert junior.
If she
could believe a senior admiral would want a clandestine meeting, would return
from leave early, this would be a likely way to signal the officer he wanted to
meet. Padalyan reefed her sails, indeed! The
.
reference to the ship she'd served on before the Zaid-Dayan almost removed her
doubts. But it meant leaving the Zaid-Dayan again, and she had not expected to
go back onplanet until Coromell returned just before tf»e trial. There was
nothing illegal about it, with her
. ship
secured in the FedCentral Docking Station. She
: ttill
didn't like it.
:• If Ford had been here . . . but Ford was
not only not he had not reported anything, anything at all. She
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should
have heard from him by now. Another worry. It had seemed so neat, months ago,
sending Ford to find out about the Paradens from a social contact, and Lunzie
to Diplo, and dumping Dupaynil on the Sett Her mouth quirked. She would bet on
Dupaynil to come through with something useful, even if be did figure out his
orders were faked. He was too smart for his own good, but a challenge would be
good for him.
She
realized she was tapping her stylus on the console and made herself put it
down. She could think of a dozen good reasons why neither Ford nor Lunzie had
shown up yet. And two dozen bad ones. She flicked on one of the screens,
calling up a view of the planet below. The fact was that she simply did not
want to leave her ship. Here she felt safe, confident, in control. Down on a
planet—any planet—she felt lost and alone, a potential victim.
Once
recognized, the fear itself drove her to action. She wasn't a frightened child
any more. She was a Fleet commander who would finish with more than one star on
her shoulders. Earned, not inherited. And she could not afford to be panicked
by going downside. Admirals couldn't spend all their time in space. Besides,
she had promised to share her memories of Abe with that remarkable designer
woman.
Even
after all these years, thinking of Abe made her feel safer. She shook her head
at herself, then went to the bridge to give Arly her orders.
"I
can t tell you more than what I know," she said, keeping her voice low.
She trusted her crew, but no sense in their having to work to keep secrets.
"Coro-mell wants a meeting out of his office. I'm taking Aygar along as
being less obvious than one of the crew. Don't know how long it will take, or
when well surface, but stay alert. If you can, monitor their longscans. I have
an uneasy feeling that something may be out there, 'way out, and if that
happens, you know what to do."
Arly
looked unhappy. "I'm not breaking the Zaid-Dayan out of here without you,
Captain."
' Don't
expect you'll have to. But it won't do me any good if someone slams the planet
while I'm on it. ill
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carry a
comunit, of course. Buzz me on the ship's line if Ford or Lunzie show up."
"You're
wearing a link?"
"No!
They're too easy for someone else to track. I know the corn's signal is hard to
home on, but it's better than advertising where the admiral is, since he wants
the meeting secret."
"Are
you sure?"
"Sure
enough to risk my neck." Sassinak glanced around the bridge, and leaned
closer. "To tell you the truth, somethings got my hackles up straight, but
I can't tell what. Ford's overdue. Lunzie, too. I don't know. Something. I hate
to leave the ship, but I can't ignore the message. Just be careful."
"And
you." Arly snapped a salute. Sassinak went back to her quarters and
changed into civilian clothes, as requested. Another worry; in civilian
clothes, she had no excuse for the "ceremonial" weapons she could
carry in uniform.
She was
aware that her bearing would hint Fleet to any really good observer. Why not
simply wear her uniform? But orders, assuming these to be genuine, were orders.
She stopped by her office and picked up the things she could carry in one of
the pouches currently in style. Aygar should be waiting at the access port. He,
at least, had sounded eager enough to go Back to the planet. Of course, he had
spent only these
• few
months in space; he was a landsman at heart.
She was
surprised to see Ensign Timran waiting with ;'Aygar when she came into the
access bay. She nodded V'jta answer to his swift salute. / "Ensign." That should send him
away quickly. To her
-Surprise,
it did not. Her brows raised. ,-= "Captain . . , ma'am ..."
*•. "Yes, Ensign?"
Łr>,
"Is there any chance that ... uh ... that Aygar and I could ..." ^
Now what was this?
Spit it
out, Ensign, and hurry. We have a shuttle to
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"Could
go downside together? I mean, you're going to be busy, and he really needs
someone along who . . ." She saw in his face that her expression had
changed. "And just how do you know that I will be 'busy'?' He reddened and
said nothing, but his eyes flicked to
Aygar.
Sassinak sighed.
"Ensign,
if our guest has shared confidential information, you should have the wit to
pretend he did not. You surely heard the announcement I made: no liberty, no
leaves. Not my decision, but FedCentral regulations. They don't trust Fleet
here. And, if by some mischance you did end up on the surface, that very
distrust could get you in serious trouble."
"Yes,
ma'am."
"Nor
was I aware that you and Aygar were friends."
This
time Aygar spoke up, with almost Tim's eagerness.
"He's
stronger than he looks, this little one. We began working out in the gym
together, at the marine commander's suggestion." Clever Currald, Sassinak
thought. These two might even do each other good.
"Even
so, he can't come downside. Sorry. And you're going with me. You'll be busy
enough yourself."
Timran
still looked disconsolate. Sassinak grinned at
him.
"Come
now. I need the best shuttle-jockeys up here, just in case something breaks
loose."
He
brightened at once and Sassinak led Aygar through the access tube toward the
Station shuttle bay.
They
had met nothing to arouse suspicion, but Sassinak felt as tight-drawn as a
strangling wire. Aygar had long since quit pointing out interesting shops or
odd costumes. He'd lapsed into an almost sullen silence. Sassinak was more
annoyed by this than she wanted to be. He was not, after all, Fleet. He could
not be expected to react as a trained sailor or marine would.
They
had walked out of the shuttle port with no visible tail, into a stifling
afternoon made worse by the stinging brown haze over the city. Sassinak was no
expert but she had made full use of the gleaming show windows of the
shuttleport shopping mall. No one
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seemed
to be following them. No one paused repeatedly to look in the windows when she
did. She had beep downside with Aygar before. Unless someone knew specifically
of the meeting with Coromell, this ought to look very much like the previous
trips.
She
would be expected to take him to one of the monotonous gray buildings in which
the prosecution attorneys were working up the case against Tanegli, or to
Fleet's own gray precincts. Then on yet another walking tour of the sights,
such as they were.
She had
started as if for the Fleet offices, then, as instructed, boarded one of the
express subways bound for Ceylar East, one of the suburbs. None of those who
boarded with them were still in their module when they got off and transferred
to another line. They had zlgged and zagged back and forth under the vast city
until Sassinak herself was hardly sure exactly where they were.
Now,
only a short distance from the designated meeting place, she wished she'd been
born a Weft, with the ability to make eyes in the back of her head. The hot gun
and smog made her head ache. She wanted to call Engineering and complain.
There, Eklarik's Fantasies and Creations. Its sign was purple curlicues on
green with mythical beasts in the corners. Not the sort of dace she would ever
go on her own; a signal to any follower, as far as she was concerned.
Did
Admiral Coromell have a secret passion for historical costumes or antique
musical instruments? She gave Aygar a nudge. His shoulders twitched, but he
moved across the sh'deway traffic that way. Sassinak pushed aside the bead
curtain and let it rattle closed behind her.
>>
Inside, the shop smelled of potpourri and incense. A ihread of smoke rose to a
blue haze overhead. Close on
•«ither
hand were two suits of armor, one smoothly burnished as if it were but iron
skin, and the other ed into fantastic peaks and points, decorated with silk
tassels. Racks of costumes, topped with what Sassinak supposed were the
appropriate headgear. Floppy
*—- spiked helms, flat straw circles, bonnets
drowned
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in
ruffles and bows, a row of tiny red enameled cylinders like oversized
pillboxes.
She
took a step forward, kicked something that clattered, and realized that she had
bumped a tall ceramic jar filled with swords. Swords? She lifted one, then
realized it had neither edge nor point—a stage sword? It was not steel; the
metal made a flat, unpromising sound when she tapped it with her finger.
Cluttering the narrow aisles were toppling piles of boots, shoes, sandals; the
footgear for the racked costumes, no doubt. Suspended overhead were masks,
dozens—no, hundreds—in shapes and colors Sassinak had never imagined. She
blinked. Aygar bumped into her from behind. "What is this?" he began,
as Sassinak caught a glimpse of someone moving toward them from the back of the
shop. She raised her hand, and he quieted, though she could practically feel
his resentment.
"May
I help?" asked a breathy voice from the dimness. "I'm afraid
Eklarik's not here right now, but if it's just normal rental?"
"I'm
. . . not sure." The message from Coromell had not specified whether
Eklarik's shop assistant would do as well as the man himself. "It's about
the Pirates of Penzance," she said, feeling like an idiot.
Her
knowledge of musical productions was small. She'd had to look up that
reference, and although it told her Gilbert and Sullivan were contemporaneous
with Kipling, she knew nothing of the work itself. Or what result should follow
from the mention of it.
"Ah,"
said the colorless little person who now came into view between another pair of
mounted costumes, these obviously meant for the female form. One was white, a
clinging drapery that left one shoulder bare; the other, a vast pouf of pale
blue, heavily ornamented with bows, braid, ruching, buttons as if the maker had
to prove that he knew how to do all that, bulged halfway across the aisle.
The
assistant, between the two, looked so meek and unimportant, that Sassinak was
instantly alarmed. No one could be that self-effacing.
"A
policeman's lot ..." said the assistant.
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"Is
not a happy one," Sassinak replied dutifully, thinking die same thing
about the lot of Fleet commanders stuck onplanet in civilian clothes trying to
play spy.
"You
are the dark lady," said the assistant. Sassinak was still not sure what
sex—and was beginning to wonder what race—the assistant might be. Short, slim,
dressed in something darkish that rippled. "Your star is
That
had to refer to Admiral Coromell. She opened
r mouth
to say something, but found herself confronted with a crystal sphere slightly
larger than she tioukt have held in one hand. The assistant had two hands under
it. The crystal gleamed.
"The
star you follow," the assistant was saying in a lone that Sassinak would
have assumed meant drunk, if one of her crew had used it. "It is dimly
seen, in dark places, and often occluded by maleficent planets."
"You
have a message for me?" prompted Sassinak when a long silence had followed
that after the crystal globe had vanished again into the dimness.
"That
was your message." A quizzical expression crossed that face, followed by:
"You are familiar with Ifae local bars, aren't you? You are a
sailor?"
Behind
her, Aygar choked and Sassinak barely man-id not to gulp herself.
No,"
she said gently. "I'm not any more familiar with local bars than with ...
uh ... costumes."
"Oh."
Another long silence, during which Sassinak realized that the assistant's
pupils were elliptical, and that the dark costume was actually for. "I
thought you would be. Try the Eclipse, two blocks down, and order «
Planetwiper."
-,.
That was clear enough, but Sassinak wasn't sure she believed it was genuine.
*^ou
..." she began.
Ine
assistant withdrew behind the billowing blue Mttn skirt, and opened its mouth
fully, revealing a double row of pointed teeth.
"I'm
an orphan, too," it said, and vanished.
Sassinak
shook her head.
"What
was (hat?" breathed Aygar.
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"I
don't know. Let's go."
She
didn't like admitting she'd never seen an alien like that before. She didn't
like this whole setup.
The
Eclipse displayed a violently pink and yellow sign, which at night must have
made sleep difficult for anyone across the street. Sassinak glanced that way
and saw only blank walls above the street-level shops. No beaded curtain here
but a heavy door that opened to a hard shove and closed solidly behind them. A
heavy-worlder in gleaming gray plastic armor stood at one side—evidence of
potential trouble, and its cure, all in one. A glance around showed Sassinak
that her clothes did not quite fit in. Except for the overdressed trio at one
table, clearly there to prey on customers, the women wore merchant-spacers'
coveralls, good quality but not stylish. Most of the men wore the same,
although two men had on business clothes, one with the crumpled gown of an
attorney at court piled on the seat beside him. Sassinak supposed the little
gray coil atop it was his ceremonial wig.
She was
aware of sideways glances, but conversation did not stop. These people were too
experienced for that. She led Aygar to one of the booths and dialled their
order. Planetwipers had never been her favorite but, of course, she didn't have
to drink the thing. Aygar leaned massive elbows on the table.
"Can
you tell me what is going on, or are you trying to drive me crazy?"
"I'm
not, and I don't know. I presume that at some point our party will arrive. At
least I know what he looks like."
She was
trying not to be too obvious about looking around No one here of Coromell's
age, or close to it. Surely they wouldn't have a third meetingplace to find.
Aygar took a long swallow of his drink.
"That's
potent," she said quietly. "Best be careful." He glowered at
her. "I'm not a child. I don't even know why you ..."
He
stopped as someone stopped by their table. Tall, silver-haired, erect. If
Sassinak had not known Coro-mell, she might have believed this was he.
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"Commander,"
he said quietly. "May I sit down?" "Do join us," Sassinak
said. She gestured to Aygar.
The
young Iretan you may have heard so much about." The older man nodded, but
did not offer to shake
Jumds.
He wore an impeccable blue coverall, what she
Mould
have expected of a merchanter captain off-duty.
'One
hand bore a ring that might have been an Acad-
• $tny
ring, but the face was turned under where she could not see it. And his
movements, his assurance, , came from years of command, some kind of command.
t^Jf he
was not Admiral Coromell—and he wasn't—then
1 who
or what was he?
"There's
been a slight misunderstanding," he said.
"'
*"It is necessary to stay out of reach of compromised
•-
Surveillance devices until ..."
Sassinak
never saw the flicker of light, only the surprised look on his face and the
neat, crisped holes, five "«them, in his face.
Instinct
had her under the table and scrambling before the first blood oozed out. She
heard a bellow and Crash as Aygar tossed the table aside and came after
"her. Something sizzled and Aygar yelped. Then the
.whole
place erupted in noise and motion.
" Like all fights, it was over in less time
than she could
^ have
described it. The experienced hit the floor and ^Guttled for shelter. The
inexperienced screamed, flailed, ted threw things that crashed and tinkled.
Fumes from
:Jtte
shattered bottles stung her nose and eyes. Glass
^jftnrds
pricked her palms and knees. ffi Sassinak bumped into other scuttlers, caught
sight of Aygar and yanked him down just as a pink streak ripped
«Jae
air where he'd been and burst the windows out.
• ifibe
jerked hard on his wrist, trusting him to follow, as
•J" worked her way through the undergrowth of
the Table standards, chair legs, bodies. Through the door, and into a white-tiled
kitchen. She was to realize that the place sold food as well. lore noise behind
her, following. She slipped on the *~
wet floor, staggered, and yanked Aygar again.
on,
dammit!" it. . ." He threw a last glance over his shoulder,
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and
whatever he saw propelled him in a great leap that ended with Aygar and
Sassinak tangled out the back door, and flames bursting out behind them.
"Snarks in a bucketl"
Sassinak
struggled out from under the younger man and shook her head. Screams, more
sounds of mayhem. She looked down the alley they'd landed in. She hated planets
. . . living on them, at least. No one to keep things really shipshape. On the
other hand, this filthy and disreputable bit of real estate offered hiding
places no clean ship would. Aygar, she noted, had a bleeding gash down his face
and several rips in his coverall, but no serious injury.
He was
already up on one knee, looking surprisingly relaxed and comfortable for someone
who had narrowly escaped death. He had probably saved her life with that last
lunge for the back door.
"Hanks,"
she said, trying to figure out what to do with him. She'd thought of him more
as deterrence than serious help if things turned nasty. And at the moment, they
were about as nasty as she had seen in awhile.
"We
should go," he pointed out. "I was told only Insystem had that sort
of weaponary."
"We're
going."
Another
quick glance, and she chose the shorter end of the alley. Nothing happened on
die first quick dash to cover behind a stinking trash bin with rusty streaks
down its sides. Sassinak eyed the other back doors opening on the alley. Surely
someone should have peeked? Unless the neighborhood were really that tough, in
which case ...
"There's
someone behind the next one of these," Aygar said softly in her ear.
She
eyed him with respect. "How d'you know?"
He
shrugged. "I lived by hunting, remember? On Ireta, the things you didn't
notice would hunt you. I heard something wrong."
"Great."
No
weapons. No armor. And all her tricks were back in childhood, the tricks that
worked on screen, and not
JJr in
real life. Real life worked a lot
better with real
Bf
weapons.
"I
can take them," Aygar went on.
_"
- She looked at him: all the eagerness appropriate to a young male in the prime
of his pride and no military training whatever. And he wasn't hers, the way
young Ł3inran would have been. He was a civilian, under her
- oath
of protection. She started to shake her head, but he hadn't waited.
, ^
Even knowing about the great strength his genes and his upbringing had
developed, she was still surprised. Aygar picked up the entire trash bin with
all its clink-teg, rattling, dripping, smelly contents, and hurled it
F s«bwn
the alley to crash into the next. Someone yelped.
",
Sassinak heard the flat crack of smallarms fire, then
-
nothing.
, ^
Aygar was moving, rushing the barrier of the two
(."%ash
bins crunched together With a quick
shrug, she
followed,
vaulting neatly into the mash of rotten vegeta-
>(
Wes and fruit peels on the far side. Aygar had neatly
s.ffcoken
the neck of the ambusher Sassinak picked herself
v?put
of the disgusting mess carefully and smiled at Aygar.
;k "Try not to kill them unless you have
to," she heard
fcerself
say,
"I
did," he said seriously. "Look!"
r*J-
And sure enough, the Insystem guard had managed ,-„ 4» hang onto his weapon
even with a trash bin pinning
r v*t* .
I .1 -i r °
,*JpBa
by the legs.
>ii
"Right. There are times . . good
job." At least she J Wouldn't have to worry about this one having
post-^pQBibat hysterics. "Let's get out of this." ;i ( Aygar hesitated. "Should I take his
weapon?" ^5 "No, it's illegal. We'll be in enough trouble."
We're in enough trouble, she thought. "On second it, yes. Take it. Why
should the bad guys have all advantages?"
jfcygar
pried it out of the man's hand and courteously m it to her. Surprised, Sassinak
let her eyebrows as she took it and tucked it into a side pocket. swiping
futilely at the stains on her coverall, she '• them down the alley to the
street.
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By this
time, sirens wailed nearby. With any luck, they would be on the other street.
Sassinak motioned Aygar back. With that blood dripping down his face, he'd be
better in hiding. Cautiously, she put her head around the corner. As if he'd
been waiting for her, a stocky man in bright orange uniform bellowed and then
blew a piercing whistle. Sassinak muttered a curse, and yanked Aygar into a
run. No good going back into the alley. They'd have someone at the other end.
TTiey
pelted down the street, dodging oncoming pedestrians. Sassinak expected at
least one of diem to try stopping them, but none did. Behind them, the
whistle-blower fell steadily behind. Sassinak led them right at the first
corner, slowing to an almost-polite jog as she stepped on the first slideway.
Aygar, beside her, wasn't even breathing hard.
Then he
gripped her wrist. Across the street they were on, ahead, was a cordon of
orange-uniforms on the pedestrian overpass above the slideways. They carried
something that looked uncomfortably like riot-control weapons. Sassinak and
Aygar edged back off the slide-way. This street, like the other, had a
miscellany of small shops and bars.
No time
to choose. Sassinak ducked into the first she saw, hoping it had a useful back
entrance.
"You
look terrible, dearie," said someone out of the
dimness.
Sassinak
started to answer when she realized the young woman was looking at Aygar. Who
was looking at
her.
"We
don't have time for this," she said, tugging at
Aygar's
suddenly immobile bulk.
"Men
always have time for this," said the young woman, setting her various
fringes in motion. "As for you, hon, why don't you take a look in the
other room " Someone from there had already come to the archway. Sassinak
ignored him and tried the only thing she could think of.
"We
need to find Fleur. Now. It's an emergency."
"Fleurl
What do you know about her?"
An
older woman stormed through the draperies of
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ier
archway. Somewhat to Sassinak's surprise, she the trim, brisk appearance of a
successful profes-which, in a
sense, she was. "Who are you, yway?"
"I
need to find her. That's all I can say." "Security after you?"
When Sassinak didn't answer icdiately, the woman moved past them to peer nigh
the outer window. "They're after somebody you've got bloodstains and gods
know what stinking your clothes. Tell me now! You?" "Yes. I'm
..." "Don't tell me." Sassinak obeyed. Here, in this place,
someone else
manded.
Ą"Come."
When Aygar cast a last look after the young who had greeted him, their guide
snorted. "Lis-laddy-o, you're looking at a week's salary, unless 're
ranked higher than I think, and you'd be dead you enjoyed it if we don't get
you under cover." Then, as she led them down a passage, she shouted to her
household, "Lee, get yourself in three with I don't think the locals know
you yet. Pearl, you Lee come in. The woman with him, if they think saw one, was
our street tout." She muttered over shoulder to Sassinak. "Not that that'll hold five ites if
they really saw you, but they might not It's getting to our busy time of day,
so there's a
In
here."
here
was a tiny square office, crowded with desk two chairs. The woman pulled open a
drawer and
an aid
kit down on the surface. !e won't pass anywhere, with all that blood. Clean up.
Ill be back with another coverall for you." ygar sat in one of the chairs
while Sassinak cleaned Shallow gash and put a sticker over it. He did look
conspicuous with the blood off his face. She used more stickers to hold the
rents in his coverall >r. The scratches under them had long stopped g-
woman
came back with a cheap working coverall tan fabric and tossed it to Sassinak.
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"Get
that smelly thing off so I can run it through the shredder in the kitchen.
What'd you do, camp out in a grocer's trash bin?"
"Not
exactly " Sassmak didn't want to explain. She handed Aygar the gun out of
her pocket before peeling off her coverall and slipping into the other one.
Aygar, she noticed, was trying not to watch while the woman stared at her.
"You
must be Fleet," she said, more quietly. "You've got muscles, for a
woman your age. Over forty, aren't you?"
"A
little, yes."
The tan
coverall was a bit short in the arms and legs, but ample in the body Sassmak
transferred her ID and the handcom into its pockets and then took the gun back
from Aygar.
"Ever
heard of Samizdat?" The woman's voice was even lower, barely above a
murmur.
Sassmak
stared, remembering that bleak afternoon when Abe had told her a tiny bit about
that organization "A little/' she said cautiously. "Hmm. Fleet.
Samizdat. Fleur. Tell you what, honey, you'd better be honest, or I swear 111
hunt you to the last corner of the galaxy, my own self, and stake your gizzard
in the light of some alien sun, so I will. That Fleur's a lady, saved my life
more'n once, and never thinks the worse of a girl for doing what she has
to." "She's a Fleet captain," said Aygar. Both women glared at
him.
"I
didn't want to know that," said the woman. "A Fleet captain with
undisciplined crew ..."
Before
Aygar could say anything, Sassmak said, "He's not crew; he's civilian, an
important witness against planet pirates, and they're trying to silence him. Wt
were supposed to have a quiet meeting but it didn't stay quiet."
"Ah.
Then you do know about Samizdat. Well, we'll have to get you out of here later,
and 111 send word to Fleur ..." She stopped, as voices erupted down the
passage. "Rats. Up out of that chair, laddy-o, and quick about it."
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Aygar
stood, and the woman shoved until he flat-tened against the wall. Sassinak,
guessing what she wanted, lifted the chairs onto the desk. Beneath the worn
carpet was the outline of a trap door. The woman didn't have to urge quickness,
not with the words "search" and "illegal aliens" and
"renegade posing as Fleet" booming down the hall.
First
came a straight drop down five feet to a landing
above a
short stair. Aygar had scarcely bent to get his
head
below floor level when the trap banged down,
' leaving them in complete darkness.
Sassinak could hear
-
muffled thumps and scrapes as the rug and chairs went back atop it. She had
made it almost to the next level, but stopped where she was, afraid to move in
the darkness lest she trip and make a noise. Aygar crept down three steps and
touched her shoulder. "What now?" he asked.
i "Shhh. We hope the searchers don't
know about the trapdoor."
- For the first time since trouble started,
Sassinak had leisure to think about it and about her ship. She had
(. been fooled by the original communication
because it
« was in Fleet slang. That implied, but did
not prove,
*
^tfaat someone in Fleet was trying to get her killed. Whoever it was knew
enough about Coromell to suspect that his name would lure her and that she
would
• Jtnow
only his general appearance. He was famous J/eoongh. It wouldn't be hard for
anyone to know his ^'height, his age, and find someone reasonably close to
^impersonate him.
'i. But
why all the complexity? Why not simply have ^4omeone assassinate her, or Aygar,
or both, as they f <were on their way out of the shuttleport, or any place
•between?
And, assuming those orange uniforms were i*r;Ae pohce, why were the authorities
on the side of the V attackers?
She
tried to think what someone might have said to ce the local police that she and
Aygar were dan-criminals causing trouble. Fleeing a bar fight tooiy common
sense. She'd originally thought to call (-to CoromelTs office as soon as she
found a telecom
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booth.
And what was happening to her ship, topside? She wanted to pull out the comunit
and find out, but dared not with searchers after them.
Time
waiting in the darkness had strange dimensions. Endless, seamless, compressed
by fear and stretched by anticipation, she had no idea how long it was before
she dared extend a cautious foot to the next lower step. She edged down,
drawing Aygar after her. Just in case they found the trapdoor, she'd rather be
around a corner, behind something, under something. Another step, and another.
When
the lights went on, her vision blanked for a moment. Aygar gasped Now she could
see the long narrow room. She ran down the last few steps, Aygar behind her,
and looked for a place to hide. There? An angle of wall, perhaps a support for
something overhead? She ducked around it, out of sight of the stairs. Then a
voice crackled from some hidden speaker.
".
. . know you have a basement, Sera Vanlis, and you'd better cooperate. This is
nothing to play games about."
"I
still don't see a warrant." Not quite defiance, but not quite calm
confidence, either. "I've nothing to hide, but I'm not setting precedent
by letting you search without one." "I'll call for one."
tA
pause, then the sound of speech Sassinak could not distinguish. Did the sound
go both ways? She had to trust not, had to hope the woman had hit some hidden
switch to give them both warning and a way out. But nothing looked like a way
out. No doors, in the long opposite wall, or the far end. No door at either
end. A fat column of cables and pipes came out of the ceiling, entered and
exited a massive meter box covered with dials, and disappeared into a grated
opening in the floor.
Aygar
nodded toward it. Sassinak looked closer. Not big enough for Aygar and she
wasn't sure she could slither alongside the bundled utilities, but it gave her
an idea. If this were a ship, there'd be some kind of repair access to the
utility conduits She couldn't find
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ft, and
the conversation overhead could have only one ending.
Then
Aygar picked up a filing cabinet, one of a row along the far wall, but in line
with the path of the cables, and there it was. A flat circle of metal, with a
pop-up handle, and under it a vertical shaft with a hdder fixed to one side.
She would have had trouble getting the cover free, and up, but Aygar's powerful
fingers lifted it as easily as a piece of toast on a tray.
Sassinak
eeled into the hole, slipped easily down tile * hdder to give Aygar room, and
murmured "How're you going to cover it after us?" 1 "Don't worry."
Nonetheless,
she did worry as he slipped the access
cover
behind the next file cabinet over, and backed
down
into the hole, dragging the file cabinet with him.
Sorely
he couldn't possibly move it all the way into
;
Jlbce, just with his hands? He could.
They
were in the dark again, the top of the shaft waled with the file cabinet, but
she could hear the proud grin in his voice when he said, "Unless they
beard mat, they won't know. And I think it's been used Aat way before. That
cabinet's not as heavy as a full OttB would be."
•^l"
% ,*
_ _ _ -
j ~ —.
She
patted his leg and backed on down the ladder. y ought to come to a cross-shaft
. . . and her foot nothing below, then something uneven. She ran foot over it
in the dark, momentarily wondering ..__, she'd been stupid enough not to bring
along a Jttndlight. Lumpy, long, slick . . . probably the bun-<Hed
utilities. She couldn't quite reach them with her * while clinging to the
ladder. She'd have to drop. r's foot tapped her head, and she touched his i, a
slight sideways shove that she hoped he would understand as "Wait!"
Chapter
Fourteen
"What
about a light?" asked Aygar softly.
Sassinak
counted to ten, reminding herself that he was not, despite his talents, a
trained soldier. He would not have thought to tell her before that he had a
light.
"Fine."
Above
her, a dim light came on, bright enough to dark-adapted eyes. Shadows danced
crazily as he passed it down. Below, the cross tunnel was twice the diameter of
theirs, its center full of pipes, with a narrow catwalk along one side Sassinak
eased down, swung her legs onto the catwalk, and guided Aygar's feet. She had
to crouch a little; he was bent uncomfortably. She touched his arm and jerked
her head to one side. They would move some distance before they dared talk
much.
Twenty
meters down the tunnel, Sassinak paused and doused the handlight. No sound or
sight of pursuit. She closed her eyes, letting them adapt to darkness again,
and wishing she had even the helmet to her armor. Even without the link to the
cruiser's big computers, the helmet onboard with sensors could have told her
exactly what lay ahead, line-of-sight.
She
opened her eyes to darkness. Complete . . . no. Not complete. Ahead, so dim she
could hardly make it
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out, a
distant red-orange point. She squinted, then remembered to shift her gaze
off-center and back across. Two red-orange points. She leaned out to peer back
past Aygar. Another, and another beyond that.
Marker
lights for maintenance workers. That would be the most harmless. Alternatives
included automatic cameras that could send their images straight to some police
station without ever giving them enough light to see. Or automatic lasers,
linked to heat and motion sensors, designed to rid the tunnels of vermin.
She
hated planets. There might even be vermin in these tunnels. But when there were
no choices, only fools refused chances ... so Abe had said. She edged sideways
along the catwalk, moving with ship-trained neatness in that unhandy space.
Aygar had more trouble. She could hear him thumping and stumbling, and had to
hope that there were no sound sensors down here. She used the handlight as
seldom as she could.
Moving
past the first dim light in the tunnel's roof set off no alarms she could
sense, but then a good system wouldn't tell her. She was sweating now in the
tunnel's unmoving air, and wondering just how good that air was. Between the
first and second lights, she felt a sodden draft along her side, and turned the
light on die tunnel wall. Waist high, another grill, this one rectangular. A
silent, slightly cooler breath came from it. She could hear no fan, not even
the hiss of air movement. Then for an instant it changed, sucking against die
back of her hand, then stilled, then returned as before.
Nothing
but a pressure-equalizing connector, probably from die subway system, she
thought. Nice to know they were connected to something else with air, though
shed rather have found a route to the surface. She tapped Aygar's arm, and they
crouched beneath the vent to rest briefly.
"I'm
not sure who's after us," she said. "That wasn't die man I was
supposed to meet, back there, just someone the right age and size, but not the
same."
Aygar
ignored this. "Do you know where we are? Can we get back?"
"Not
die right questions. To get back, we have to
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figure
out who's trying to kill us. At this point we don't know if they're after you,
me, or both. And why."
She
could think of reasons both ways. All three ways, and even a few more. Why send
her to meet a fake CoromeU and then kill him? It could hardly have been a
mistake; the difference between a white-haired old man and a dark-haired woman
was clear to the stupidest assassin. It couldn't have been bad marksmanship,
not with the cluster that had destroyed the man's face. Had there been two
different sets of conspirators whose plots intersected in wild confusion?
"You
said that wasn't Coromell." Aygar's voice was quiet, his tone alert but
not anxious. "Did the one who killed him know that?"
"I'm
not sure." She was not sure of a lot, except that she wished she'd stayed
on her ship. So much for confronting old fears. "If that had been
Coromell, and if I'd also been killed, perhaps the next round of fire, you'd
have been the ranking witness for Tanegli's trial. And, as you've said often
enough, you don't know anything about the dealings Tanegli had with the other
conspirators. All you could do is testify that he lied to you, led you to
believe that Ireta was yours. If there were some way Coromell's death could be
blamed on me . . ."
"And
why were all those other people waiting for us outside?" Aygar asked.
Clearly
his mind ran on a different track. Natural, with his background. But it was
still a good question.
"Hmm.
Suppose they plan to kill Coromell in the bar. They expect me to run, with you,
just as I did. The only smart thing to do in something like that is get out. So
they've got others outside, to kill us. Or me. Then they could pin Coromell's
death on me, discredit Fleet, and any testimony I bring to the trial."
"What
would happen to the Zaid-Dayan? Who is your heir?"
"Heir?
Ships aren't personal property! Fleet would assign another ..." She
stopped short, struck by another possibility. "Aygar, you re a genius, and
you don't even know it. Testimony is one thing: a ship of the line
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is
another. My Zaid is possibly the most dangerous ship of its class. If it's the
ship they fear and want to render helpless, then by taking me out or even
keeping me onplanet while Coromell's death is investigated, that would do it.
It would be Standard weeks before another captain arrived. They might even seal
the ship in dock."
And why
would someone be that upset about a cruiser at the orbital station, a cruiser
whose weapons were locked down? What did someone fear that cruiser could do?
Cruisers weren't precision instruments, Despite her actions on Ireta, cruisers
were designed as strategic platforms, capable of dealing with, say, a planetary
rebellion, or an invasion from space. Or both.
Sassinak
was up again before she realized she was going to move. "Come on,"
she said. "We've got to get back to the ship."
As if
that were going to be easy She started looking for another access port. Soon
enough this tunnel would come to someone's attention, even if they didn't find
the escape hatch from that . place Her mind was working now, full-speed,
running the possibilities of several sets of plotters It could reduce to one
set, if they had some way to interfere with Coromell's return and thought the
singed corpse could pass as his for long enough to get her in legal trouble. Or
suppose they'd captured the real Coromell and could produce his body.
Not her
problem. Not now Now all she had to do was find a way out, to the surface, call
Arly and get a shuttle to pick them up. She longer cared about the legal
aspects of action.
The
next access port led them down, deeper into the city's underground warren of
service tunnels. This one was lighted and the single rail down the middle of
the Boor indicated regular maintenance monorail service. Plastic housings
covered the bundled cables along one wall, the pipes running along the other
Sassinak noted that the symbols seemed to be the same as those used in Fleet
vessels, the colored stripes and logos she knew so well, but she didn't try to
tap a water pipe to make sure. Not yet. They could walk along the catwalk
beside
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the
monorail without stooping. With the light, they could move far more quickly.
That
didn't help if they didn't know where they were going, Sassinak thought grimly.
The port they'd come out of had a number on the reverse: useless information
without the map reference.
"We're
still going the same way," Aygar said.
She
stared at him, surprised again. He was taking all this much better than she
would have predicted.
"It's
easy to lose one's way without references," she began, but he was holding
up a little button. "What's that?"
"It's
a mapper," Aygar said. "One of the students I met at the Library said
I should have one or I'd get lost."
"A
locator transmitter?" Her heart sank. If he was carrying that, their
unknown enemies could simply wait, watching the trace on a computer, until they
came up again.
"No.
He said there were two lands, the land that told people where you were so they
could find you and help you, and the kind that told you where you were for
yourself. Tourists carry the first kind, he said, and rich people who expect
their servants to come pick them up, but students like the second. So that's
what I bought."
She had
not realized he'd been on his own long enough to do anything like that.
Thinking back . . . there were hours and hours in which he'd been left at the
Library entrance. She'd taken him there, or the FSP prosecutors had, between
depositions or conferences. She hadn't even known he'd met anyone else.
"How
does it work?"
"Like
this." He flicked it with a thumbnail and a city map, distorted by the
casing of the cables, appeared on the wall of the tunnel. A pulsing red dot
must be their position. The map seemed to zoom closer, and letters and numbers
replaced part of the criss-cross of lines. "E-84, RR-72." Aygar
flicked the thing again and a network of yellow lines appeared. There they
were, in
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what
was labelled Maintenance access tunnel 66-43-V. "Where do we want to
go?"
"I'm
. . . not sure." Until she knew who their enemies were, she didn't know
where it might be safe to surface and call Arly. Or if even that would be a
good idea. "Where's the nearest surface access?"
The red
dot distorted into a line that crept along the yellow of their tunnel, then
turned orange.
"That
means go up," Aygar said. "If we have to go down to get somewhere,
our line will turn purple." It made sense, in a way.
"Let's
go, then."
She let
him lead the way. He seemed to know how the mapper worked. She certainly did
not. She wanted to ask about scale, but they'd been in one place too long
already. Her neck itched with the certainty that pursuit was close behind.
"If
you have any more little goodies, like the light, or die mapper, why not tell
me now?" It came out a bit more waspish than she intended.
"I'm
sorry," he said. He actually sounded abashed. "I didn't know . . .
There hasn't been time."
"Never
mind. I'm just very glad you opted for this kind of mapper and not the
other."
"I
didn't think I'd need it, really," he said. "I don't get lost easily.
But Gerstan was being so friendly." He shrugged.
Sassinak
felt another bubble of worry swell up beside die cluster that already filled
her head. A friendly student who just happened to take an interest in the
well-being of a foreigner?
"Tell
me more about Gerstan," she said as calmly as she could.
Gerstan,
it seemed, was "a lot like Tim." Sassinak managed not to say what she
thought and hoped Aygar had made a mistake. Gerstan had been friendly, open,
helpful. He had sympathized with Aygar's position. Because, of course, Aygar
had explained all about Ireta. Sassinak swallowed hard and let Aygar go on
talking as they walked. Gerstan had helped him use the Library
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computers
to access the databases, and he had even said that it was possible to bypass
the restriction codes.
"Really?"
said Sassinak, hoping her ears weren't standing right straight out.
"That's pretty hard, I'd always heard."
Aygar's
explanation did not reassure her. Gerstan, it seemed, had friends. He had never
explained just who they were: just friends whose specialty was intercepting
data transmissions and diverting them.
"What
land of transmissions?"
"He
didn't say, exactly." Aygar sounded slightly grumpy about that, as if in
retrospect Gerstan didn't seem quite as helpful. "He just said that if I
ever needed to get into the databases, or ... or slip a loop, whatever that is,
he could help. Said it was easy, if you had the knack. All the way up to the
Parchandri, he said."
An icy
spike went straight down Sassinak's back at that. "Are you sure?" she
said, before she could stop it.
"Sure
of what?" Aygar was lolloping ahead, apparently quite relaxed.
"That
he said 'all the way up to Parchandri?' "
"The
Parchandri. Yes, that's what he said. Why?"
He
glanced back over his shoulder and Sassinak hoped her face revealed nothing but
calm interest. Parchandri. Inspector General Parchandri? Who should not be here
anyway, but at Fleet Headquarters. As if they were printed in the fiery letters
in the air before her, she could see that initiation code, supposedly coming
from the Inspector General's office. . .
"I'm
just trying to figure things out," she said to Aygar who had glanced back
again.
Should
she explain any of this to Aygar? His own problems were complicated enough, and
besides he had no real right to Fleet's darker secrets. But if something
happened . . . She shook her head fiercely. What was going to happen was that
she would be laughing at The Parchandri's funeral. If, in fact, The Parchandri
was guilty of Abe's murder.
At
intervals they passed access ports on either side, above, below. Each had a
number stenciled on it. Each
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looked
much the same as the others. Had it not been for Aygar's mapper, Sassinak would
have had no idea which way to go.
She had
been hearing the faint whine for some moments before it registered, and then
she jumped forward and tapped Aygar's shoulder. "Listen."
He
shrugged. "This whole planet makes noise," he said. "No one can
hear anything in a city. Nothing that means anything, that is."
"How
far to where we go up?" asked Sassinak. The whine was marginally louder.
"Haifa
kilometer, perhaps, if I'm reading this right."
"Too
far." She looked around and saw an access hatch less than twenty meters
ahead, on their side of the monorail, below the cable housing. "Well take
that one."
"But
why?"
The
whine had sharpened and a soft brush of air touched his face. He whirled at
once and raced for the batch. Sassinak caught up with him, helped wrestle it
open. At once, an alarm rang out, and a flashing orange light, Sassinak bit
back a curse. If she ever got off this planet, she would never, under any
circumstances, go downside again! Aygar was dropping his legs through the
hatch, but Sassinak spotted another, only five meters farther on.
"Ill
open that one, too. Then they won't know which."
She
could not hear the whine of the approaching monorail car over the clamoring
alarm, but the air pressure shifts were clear enough. She ran as she had not
had to run for years, scrabbled at the hatch cover, threw it back, and winced
as another alarm siren and light came on. Then back to the first, and in. Aygar
had wisely retreated down the ladder, giving her room. A quick yank and the
hatch closed over them. They were in darkness again. She could still hear the
siren whooping. From this one? From the other? Both?
All the
way down that ladder, much longer than any they'd taken before, she scolded
herself. She didn't even know the monorail car was manned. It might have no
windows, no sensors. They might have been able to
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quietly, watch it go by, and then walk out following Aygar's mapper. Then again
maybe not. Second-guessing didn't help deal with consequences. She took a long,
calming breath, and reminded herself not to tighten up. Although one thing
after another had gone wrong, they were alive, unwounded, and uncaught That had
to be worth something. Her foot touched Aygar's head. He had reached the bottom
of the ladder.
"I
can't find a hatch," he said. His voice rang softly in the echoing dark
chamber. "I'll try light."
Sassinak
closed her eyes, and opened them when she saw pink against her lids. They were
at the bottom of a slightly curving, near-vertical shaft, and nothing marked
the sides at the bottom. Not so much as a roughly welded seam. Aygar's breath
was loud and ragged.
"We
. . . have to find a way out. There has to be a way outl"
"We
will."
She
felt almost comfortable in shafts and tunnels, but Aygar had had a wilderness
to run in until he boarded the Zaid-Dayan. He'd done remarkably well for
someone with no ship training, but this dead end in a narrow shaft was too
much. She could smell his sudden nervous sweat; his hand on her leg trembled.
"It's
all right," she said, the voice she might have used on a nervous youngster
on his first cruise. "We passed it, that's all. Follow me up but
quietly."
It was
not that far up, a circular hatch in the shaft across from the ladder, easily
reached. Sassinak just had her hand firmly on the locking ring, ready to turn
it, when it was yanked away from her, and she found herself pinned in a beam of
brilliant light.
"Well."
The voice was gruff, and only slightly surprised. "And what have we here?
Not the Pollys, this time,"
Squinting
against the brilliance, Sassinak could just see a dark form outlined by more
light beyond, and the gleam of light down a narrow tube, a weapon, no doubt.
"How
many?" demanded the voice.
Sassinak
wondered if Aygar could hide below, but realized he couldn't, not in the grip
of claustrophobia.
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"Two,"
she said crisply.
"Y'all
come on outa there, then," said the voice.
The
light withdrew just enough to give them room. Sassinak slid through feet-first,
and found herself coming out of a waist-high hatch in a horizontal tunnel.
Aygar followed her, his tanned face pale around mouth and eyes, and dripping
with sweat. Carefully, as if she were doing this on her own ship, Sassinak
closed the hatch and pushed the locking mechanism.
Facing
them were five rough-looking figures in much-patched jumpsuits. Two held
obvious weapons that looked like infantry assault rifles: one had a long knife
spliced to a section of metal conduit and one held the light that still blinded
them. The last lounged against the tunnel wall, eyeing them with something
between greed and disgust.
"Y'all
rang the doorbell, up there?" that one asked. The same husky voice, from a
stocky frame that might be man or woman—impossible to tell, with layers of ragged
clothes concealing its real shape.
"Didn't
mean to," said Sassinak. "Got a little lost."
"More'n
a little. Douse the light, Jemi."
The
spotlight blinked off, and Sassinak closed her eyes a moment to let them
adjust. When she opened them again, the woman who had held the spotlight was
stuffing it in a backpack. The two rifles had not moved. Neither had Sassinak.
Aygar made an indeterminate sound behind her, not quite a growl. She suspected
that he liked the look of the homemade spear. The person who had spoken pushed
off the wall and stood watching them.
"Can
you give me one good reason why we shouldn't slit and strip you right
now?"
Sassinak
grinned; that had been bravado, not decision.
"It'd
make a big mess next to the shaft we came out of," she said. "If
someone does follow down here ..."
"They
will," growled one of the rifle-bearers. The muzzle shifted a hair to one
side. "Should be goin', Cor . . ."
"Wait.
You're not the usual trash we get down here, and there's plenty of trouble up
top. Who are you?"
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"Who
are the Pollys?" Sassinak countered.
"You
got the Insystem Federation Security Police after you, and you don't know who
they are?"
A twin
of the jolt she'd felt hearing Parchandri's name went down her spine. Insystem
Security's active arm was supposed to confine itself to ensuring the safety of
governmental functions. She'd assumed their pursuers were planet pirate hired
guns, or (at worst) a section of city police.
"I
didn't know that's who we had after us. Orange uniforms?"
"Riot
squads. Special action teams. Sheee! All right. You tell us who you are or
you're dead right here, mess and all."
The
rifles were steady again, and Sassinak thought the one with the spear probably
knew how to use it.
"Commander
Sassinak," she said. "Fleet, captain of the heavy cruiser Zaid-Dayan,
docked in orbit..."
"And
I'm Luisa Paraden's hairdresser! You'll do better than that or . . ."
"She
really is," Aygar broke in. The other's eyes narrowed as she heard his
unfamiliar accent. "She brought me . . ."
Sassinak
had a hand on the hatch rim; a distant vibration thrummed in her fingers.
"Silence,"
she said, not loudly but with command.
All
movement ceased. The silence seemed to quiver.
"They're
coming. I can feel a vibration." The one who'd spoken growled out a low
curse, then said, "Come on, then! Hurry! We'll straighten you later."
They
followed along the tunriel, a bare chill tube of gray-green metal floored with
something resilient. Under that, Sassinak thought, must be whatever the tunnel
was actually for. She was aware of the man behind her with a rifle, of Aygar's
growing confusion and panic, of the ache in her own legs.
She
quickly lost track of their backtrail. They moved too fast, through too many
shafts and tunnels, with no time to stop and fix references. She wondered if
Aygar was doing any better. His hunting experience might help. Her ears popped
once, then again, by which she
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judged they
were now deep beneath the planet's sur-fece. Not where she wanted to be, at
all. But alive. She reminded herself of that; they might easily have been dead.
Finally
their captors halted. They had come to a JLwell-lit barnlike space opening off
one of the smaller i' tunnels. Crates and metal drums filled one end to the p,
low ceiling. In the open space, ragged blankets and I; piles of rags marked
sleeping places on the floor; battered plastic carriers held water and food.
Several huddled forms were asleep, others hunched in small groups, a few paced
restlessly. The murmur of voices stopped and Sassinak saw pale faces turn
toward them, stiff with fear and anger.
' "Brought us in some uptowners,"
said the leader of their group. "One of 'em claims to be a Fleet
captain." Raucous laughter at that, more strained than humorous.
"That big hunk?" asked someone. "Nah. The . . . lady."
Sassinak had never heard the word used as an insult before, but the meaning was
dear. "Got the Pollys after her, and didn't even know what an orange
uniform meant."
A
big-framed man carrying too little flesh for his > bones shrugged and
stepped forward. "An oflworlder | wouldn't. Maybe she is . .
"Oflworlder?
Could be. But Fleet? Fleet don't rum-i mage in the basement. They don't come
off their fancy f ships and get their feet dirty. Sit up in space, clean and
ifree, and let us rot in slavery, that's Fleet!" The leader spat juicily
past Sassinak's foot, then smirked at her.
"I
suspect I know as much about slavery as most of |s you," Sassinak said
quietly.
"From
claiming to chase slavers while taking Par-chandri bribes?" This was
someone else, a skinny hunched little man whose face was seamed with old
'scars.
"From
being one," said Sassinak.
Silence, amazement on those
tense faces. Now they were all listening; she had one chance, she reckoned. She
met each pair of |*yes in turn, nodding slowly, holding their attention.
"Yes, it's true. When I was a child, the colony I lived in
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was raided.
I saw my parents die. I held my sister's body, I never saw my little brother
again. They left him behind. He was too young ..." Her voice trembled,
even now, even here. She forced steadiness into it "And so I was a
slave." She paused, scanning those faces again. No hostility now, less
certainty. "For some years, I'm not sure how many. Then the ship I'd been
sold to was captured by Fleet and I had a chance to finish school, go to the
Academy, and chase pirates myself. That's why."
"//that's
true, that's why the Pollys are after you," said the group's leader.
"But
how can we know?"
"Because
she's telling the truth," said Aygar. Everyone looked at him, and Sassinak
was surprised to see him blush. "She came to my world, Ireta. She brought
me here on cruiser for the trial."
"And
you were born incapable of lying?" asked the leader.
Aygar
seemed to swell with rage at such sarcasm Sassinak held up her hand and hoped
he'd obey the signal.
"This
is my Academy ring," she said, stripping it from her finger and holding it
out. "My name's engraved inside, and the graduation date's on the
outside."
"Sas-sin-ak,"
the leader said, reading it slowly. "Well, it's evidence, though I'm not
sure of what."
Sassinak
took the ring back, and the leader might have said more, but a newcomer jogged
into the room from the tunnel, carrying a flat black case that looked like a
wide-band communications tap. Without preamble, he came up to the leader and
started talking.
"The
Pollys have an all-stations out for a renegade Fleet captain, name of Sassinak,
and a big guy, civilian. They've murdered an Admiral Coromell ..."
The
leader turned to Sassinak. The messenger seemed to notice them for the first
time, and his eyes widened.
"Is
that true?"
"No."
"No
which? You didn't murder anyone, or you didn't murder Coromell?"
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"We
didn't murder anyone and the dead man isn't Admiral Coromell."
"How
do you—oh."
Sassinak
smiled. "We were there, supposedly meeting Admiral Coromell, when someone
of his age and general appearance sat down with us and promptly got fades in
the head. We left in a hurry, and trouble followed us. Whoever killed him may
think that was Coromell. It'll take a careful autopsy to prove it's not Or the
real Coromell showing up. I don't know who lent us a fake Coromell, or why, or
who killed the fake CoromeU, or why. Unless they just wanted to get us into
trouble. Aygar's testimony, and mine, could be crucial in the trial coming
up."
Blank
looks indicated that no one had heard of, or cared about, any trial coming up.
"His
name Aygar?" asked the messenger. " 'Cause that's who they're after,
besides Sassinak."
* Now a buzz of conversation rose from the
others, no one would meet Sassinak's eyes. She could feel their fear prickling
the air.
"You
mentioned Parchandri," she said, regaining their attention. "Who is
this Parchandri?"
To her
surprise, the leader relaxed with a bark of laughter. "Good questionl Who
is this Parchandri? Who Is which Parchandri would do as well. If you're Fleet,
and have never been touched ..."
"Well,
she wouldn't, if she'd been a slave," said the r big man. "They'd
know better." He turned to Sassinak. ''Parchandri's a family, got rich in civil service and 'Fleet just like
the Paradens did in commerce. Just like talon' bribes and giving 'em,
blackmailing, kidnapping,
•hem'
the law as thin as they could, and pilin' the profits on thick."
know
there was a Parchandri Inspector General," ^Sassinak said slowly.
Oh, that
one. Yeah, but that's not all. Not even in You got three Parchandris in the
IG's staff alone, two in Procurement, and five in Personnel. That's family:
using the surname openly. Doesn't count cousins and all who use other names.
There's a nest
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of
Parchandri in the EEC, controls all the colony applications, that sort of
thing. There's a Parchandri in Insystem Security, for that matter. And the head
of the family is right here on FedCentral, making sure that what goes on in
Council doesn't cause the family any trouble."
His
casual delivery made it more real. Sassinak asked the first question that
popped into her head.
"Are
they connected to the Paradens?"
"Sure
thing. But not by blood. They're right careful not to intermarry or anything
that would show up on the computers. Even though they've got people in Central
Data. Say a Paraden family company wants to open a colony somewhere but they're
down the list. Somehow those other applications get lost, or something's found
wrong with 'em. Complaints against a Paraden subsidiary get lost real easy,
too."
"Are
other families involved?" Sassinak noticed the sudden shifting of eyes.
She waited. Finally the leader nodded.
"There
have been. Not all the big families. The Chinese stay out of it; they don't
need it. But a few smaller ones, mostly in transport. Any that gets in a little
ways has to stay in for the whole trip. They don't like whistleblowers, the
Parchandri. Things happen." The leader took a deep breath. "You're
getting into stuff I can't answer unless I know . . . something more. You say
you were a slave, and Fleet got you out so you joined Fleet..."
"That's
right."
"Well,
did you ever hear, while you were a slave, of a ... a kind of group? People
that. . . knew things?"
Sassinak
nodded. "Samizdat," she said very softly.
The
leader's tense face relaxed slightly.
"I'll
chance it." A broad, strong hand reached out to shake hers in a firm grip.
"I'm Cons. That was my wife who speared you with the spotlight." He
grinned, a suddenly mischievous grin. "Did I fool you?"
"Fool
me?"
"With
all this padding. We find it useful to disguise our body outlines. I've been
listed in official reports as
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a
'slightly obese middle-aged woman of medium stature.' " He had reached
under his outer coverall to remove layers of rag stuffing, suddenly looking
many pounds lighter and much more masculine. Off came a wig that Sassinak
realized looked just like those in the costume shop, revealing a balding pate.
"They don't worry as much about stray women in the tunnels. Although you,
a Fleet commander, may give them a heart attack."
"I
hope to," said Sassinak. She wasn't sure what to make of someone who
cheerfully pretended to be the opposite sex. "But I'm a little . . .
confused."
Coris
chuckled. "Why wouldn't you be? Sit over here and have some of our
delicious native cuisine and exquisite wine, and we'll talk about it."
He led
her to an empty pile of blankets and gestured. lt She and Aygar sat. She was
glad to let her aching legs relax.
"Delicious
native cuisine" turned out to be a nearly tasteless cream-colored mush.
"Straight from the food proceessors," someone explained. "Much
easier to lib-[. erate before they put the flavorings or texture in ... nasty
stuff, but nutritious." The wine was water, tapped from a water main and
tepid, but drinkable.
"Let's
hear your side of it," suggested Coris.
Sassinak
swallowed the last of the mush she'd been ^ given and took a swallow of water
to clear her throat. Around her, the ragged band had settled down, relaxed but
alert.
"What
if they are seaching for us?" she asked. "Shouldn't we ... ?"
He
waved his hand, dismissing the problem.
They
are looking, of course, but they haven't passed any of our sensors. And we do
have scouts out. Go on."
Sassinak
gave a concise report on what had happened .from the arrival of Coromell's
message. Highly irregular, but she judged it necessary. If she died down here,
not that she intended to, someone had to know the »$ruth. They listened
attentively, not interrupting, until told about entering the pleasure-house.
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"You
went to Vanlis?" That sounded both surprised and angry.
"I
didn't know what it was," said Sassinak, hoping that didn't sound
critical. "It was the nearest door, and she helped us."
She
told about that, about the woman's reaction to Fleur's name. She felt the
prickling tension of this group's reaction. But no one said anything so she
went on with the story until the group had "caught" them.
"Trouble,
trouble, trouble," muttered Coris, now feu-less cocky.
"Sorry."
And she
was, though she felt much better now that the tasteless food, the water and the
short rest had done their work. She glanced at Aygar, who was picking moodily
at the bandage on his face. He seemed to be over his fright.
"You're
like a thread sewing together things we hoped they'd never connect," Jemi
said softly. Coris's wife was a thin blonde. She looked older than either
Sassinak or Coris, but it might be only worry. "Eklarik's shop . . .
Varis's place . . . Fleur . . . Samizdat . . , they aren't stupid, you know.
They'll put it together fast enough when they have time to think. I hope Vans
has warned Fleur. Otherwise ..."
She
didn't need to finish that. Sassinak shivered. She could feel their initial
interest fading now into a haze of fear and hostility. She had endangered their
precarious existence. It was all so stupid. She had suspected trouble, hadn't
she? She had known better than to go haring off into the unknown to meet some
Admiral whose staff insisted he was off hunting. And because she'd been a fool,
she and Aygar would die, and these people, who had already suffered enough,
would die. And her ship? A vision of the Zaid-Dayan as it hung in orbit, clean
and powerful, filled her eyes with tears for a moment. NO.
She was
not going to die down here, not going to let the Paradens and Parchandris of
the universe get away with their vicious schemes. She was supposed to be a
Fleet commander, by Kipling's corns, and it was about
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time
she started acting like it. The old familiar routines seemed to waken her mind
as she referred to them, tike tights coming on in a dark ship, compartment by
compartment. Status report: resources: personnel: equipment: enemy situation .
. .
She was
not aware of her spine straightening until she saw the effect in their faces.
They were staring at her as if she had suddenly appeared in her white battle
armor instead of the stained civilian coverall. Their response heightened her
excitement.
"Well,
then," she said, the confidence in her voice ringing through the chamber.
"We'd better sew up their shrouds first."
Chapter
Fifteen
Dupaynil
stared at the bulkhead across from his bunk, and thought that luck was highly
overrated. Human space aboard the Grand Luck meant this tiny stateroom,
adjoining plumbing that made the Claw's spartan head look and feel like a spa,
and one small bare chamber he could use for eating, exercise, and what
recreation his own mind provided. Most people thought the Seti had no sense of
humor; he disagreed. The Commissioner's comments about the humbleness with
which he would travel argued for a keen sense of irony, at the least.
He had
had a brief and unhelpful interview with the Ambassador. The Fleet attache
lurking in the background of that interview had looked unbearably smug. The
Ambassador saw no reason why he should undertake to have Fleet messages
transmitted to FedCentral when Dupaynil was headed there himself. He saw no
reason why redundancy might be advisable. Was Dupaynil suggesting that the
Seti, allies within the Federation, might interfere with Dupaynil's own
delivery of those messages? That would be a grave accusation, one which he
would not advise Dupaynil to put in writing. And of course Dupaynil could not
have a final
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interview
with Panis. Quite against the Ambassador's advice, that precipitous young man
had already departed, destination unknown.
It
occurred to Dupaynil that this Ambassador, of all the human diplomats, surely
had to be in the pay of the conspirators. He could not be that stupid. Looking
again, at the florid Bice and blurred eyes, he was not sure. He glanced at the
Fleet attache and intercepted a knowing look to the Ambassador's private
secretary. So. The Seti probably supplied the drugs, which his own staff fed
him, to keep him so safely docile.
And I
thought my troubles were over, Dupaynil thought, making his final very correct
bow and withdrawing to pack his kit for the long trip. Not surprisingly, the
Fleet attache insisted that anything Dupaynil asked for was unavailable.
And now
he had the leisure to reflect on the Ambassador's possible slow poisoning while
the Seti ship bore him to an unknown destination; he did not believe for a
moment they were really headed for FedCentral. He forced himself to get up and
move into the little exercise space. Whatever was coming, he might as well be
fit for it. He stripped off the dress uniform that courtesy demanded and went
through the exercises recommended for all Fleet officers. Designed, as he
recalled, by a Fleet marine sergeant-major who had retired and become a
consultant for adventure films. There were only so many ways you could twist,
bend, and stretch. He had worked up a sweat when the intercom burped at him.
"Du-paay-nil.
Prepare for inspection by Safety Officer."
Of
course they'd chosen this time. Dupaynil smiled sweetly into the shiny lens of
the surveillance video, and finished with a double-tuck-roll that took him back
into the minute sanitation cabinet. No shower, of course. A blast of hot air,
then fine grit, then hot air again. Had he been covered with scales, like a
proper Hz ... Seti, they'd have been polished. As a human, he felt sticky and
gritty and altogether unclean. He would come off this ship smelling like a
derelict from the gutter of an unimproved frontier world ... no doubt their
intent.
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He had
his uniform almost fastened when the hatch to his compartment swung back, and a
large Seti snout intruded. They timed it so well. No matter when he took
exercise or was using the sanitary faculties, they announced an inspection. No
matter how quickly he tried to dress, they always arrived before he was
finished. He found it curious that they didn't interrupt meals or sleep, but he
appreciated even that minimal courtesy.
"Aaahh
. . . Commaanderrr ..." The Safety Officer had a slightly off-center gap
between front teeth. Dupaynil could now recognize it as an individual.
"Iss necesssary that airrr tesst be con-duc-ted."
They
did this every few inspections, supposedly to be sure that his pressure suit
would work. It meant a miserable struggle into the thing, and a hot sweaty
interval while they sucked the air out of his quarters and the suit ballooned
around him. Dupaynil reached into the narrow recess and pulled out the suit.
Not his choice of suits but, the Fleet attache had assured him with a smile, the
only one in his size at the embassy. At least it had held up, so far, with only
one minor leak, easily patched.
He
pushed and wriggled his way into it, aware of the Seti's amusement. Seti faced
the uncertainties of space travel without pressure suits. While they had such
suits for those who might need to work on the outer surface of a ship, they did
not stock suits for the whole crew. It made sense. Most of the time when a
Fleet vessel lost hull integrity, the crew never made it into their suits anyway.
And of course a Seti would have been disgraced for insisting on a way of
cheating chance. Still, Dupaynil was glad to have a suit, even though the Seti
considered it another example of human inferiority.
He
dogged the helmet down snugly and checked the seals of the seam that ran from
throat to crotch. The suit had an internal com unit which allowed him to speak,
or more often listen, to the Seti. This time, he heard the Safety Officer's
instructions with amazement.
"Come
to the bridge?"
Humans
were never invited to the bridge of Seti
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ships.
No human had ever seen the navigational devices by which the gamblers of the
universe convinced themselves they were being obedient to chance while keeping
shipping schedules.
"At
once."
Dupaynil
followed, sweating and grunting. He had not had to put on his suit for this.
Seti kept breathable, if smelly, atmosphere in their ships. No doubt they
intended to make him look even more ridiculous. He had heard, repeatedly, what the
Seti thought of human upright posture. It occurred to him that they might have
insisted on his suit simply to spare themselves the indignity of a human's
smell
When he
reached the bridge, it bore no resemblance whatever to that of a Fleet ship of
the same mass. It was a triangular chamber—room for the tails, he realized—with
cushioned walls and thickly carpeted floor, not at all shiplike. Two Seti, one
with the glittering neck-ring and tail ornament that he had been told signified
ship's captain, were crouched over a small, circular, polished table, tossing
many-sided dice, while one standing in the remaining corner recited what seemed
to be a list of unrelated numbers. He felt cramped between the table and the
hatch that had admitted him and then slammed behind him. The Seti ignored
Dupaynil and he ignored that, finally trying to figure out what kind of game
they were playing.
The
dice landed with one face fiat up, horizontal. Three dice at a time, usually,
but occasionally only two. He didn't recognize the markings From where he
stood, he could see three or four faces of each die and he amused himself
trying to figure out what the squiggles meant. Green here, with a kind of tail
going down. All three dice had this on the top face for a moment. Purple
blotch, red square-in-square, a yellow blotch, two blue dots. The dice rose and
fell, bouncing slightly, then coming to stillness. Green squiggles again, and
on the other faces purple, blue dots, more red squares-in-squares.
The
Seti calling out numbers paused through two throws. Dupaynil's attention slid
from the dice to the
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wondering what the purple blotch on the napkinlike cloth around his neck meant.
When he looked back at the board, the green squiggles were on top again.
Surely
that couldn't be right, and surely they didn't just want an observer for the
captain's nightly gambling spree. He watched the dice closely. In another two
throws, he was sure of it. They were loaded, as surely as any set of dice that
ever cheated some poor innocent in a dockside bar. Time after time the green
squiggles came up on top. So why throw them? His mind wandered. Probably this
wasn't the bridge at all. Some bored Seti officers had just wanted to bait
their captive human. Then a fourth die joined the group in the air and down
came three green squiggles and one purple blotch.
Three
Seti heads swung his way, toothy jaws slightly open. He shivered, in his suit.
If that was bad luck, and they thought he had brought it ...
"Ahhh!
Humann!" The captain's voice, through his comunit, had only the usual Seti
accent. "It wass explained to me that you were ssent here by very sspecial
luck. Ssso your luck continuess. As the luck fallss, you sshall be told, though
it makess danger to usss."
Dupaynil
could not bow. The suit gave him no room for it.
"Illustrious
bringer of luck," he began, for that was part of the captain's title.
"If chance favors your wish to share precious knowledge, my luck is great
indeed."
"Indeed!"
The captain reared back on massive hind legs, and snapped its jaws. A sign of
amusement, Dupaynil remembered from handbooks. Sometimes species-specific.
"Well, o lucky one, we ssshall sssee how you call your chance when you
know all. We ssshall arrive even sssooner than you thought. And we shall arrive
in forccce."
The
Seti could not mean that the way a human would, Dupaynil thought. Surely not .
. .
"Do
you grasssp the flying ring of truth from tossssed baubles?" the Seti
asked. Dupaynil tried to remember what that meant, but the Seti captain went
on. "You ssshall sssee the ruin of your unlucky admiral, he who
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tossed
your life against the wissdom of our Sek, in the person of the Commissioner of
Commerce, and you shall see the ruin of your Fleet. . . and of the Federation
itself, and all the verminous races who prize certainty over Holy Luck. Sssee
it from the flagship, as you would say, of our fleet, invincible unless chance
changes. And then, o human, we ssshall enjoy your flesh, flavored with the
smoke of defeat." The captain's massive snout bumped the screen of
Dupaynil's helmet.
From
the frying pan of Sassinak's displeasure, to the fire of the conspirators on
Claw, he had come to the Seti furnace. If this was luck, he would take absolute
determinism from now on. It couldn't be worse. He hoped the Seti could not
detect the trickles of sweat down his back. He could smell his own fear, a
depressing stench. He tried for a tone of unconcern.
"How
can you be certain of this destination by throwing dice?" Not real
thought, but the first words that came into his mouth, idle curiosity.
"Ahhh
..." The captain's tail slapped the floor gently, and its tail ornament
jingled. "Not pleass or argumentss, but ssense. As chance favors, I sshall
answer."
His
explanation of the proceedings made the land of oblique sense Dupaynil expected
from aliens. Chance was holy, and only those who dared fate deserved respect,
but the amount of risk inherent in each endeavor determined the degree of
additional risk which the Seti felt compelled to add by throwing dice or using
random number generators. "The Glorious Chaos," as they named that
indeterminate state in which ships traveled or seemed to travel fester than
light, had sufficient uncertainty to require no assistance. So they tossed
loaded dice, as a token of respect, and to allow the gods of chance to
interfere if they were determined.
"War,
as well," the captain continued, "has its own uncertainties, so that
within the field of battle, a worthy commander may be guided by its own great
wisdom and intuition. Occasionally one will resort to the dice or the throwing
sticks, a gesture of courage all respect, but the more parts to the battle, the
less likely. But you ..." A toothy grin did not reassure Dupaynil at all.
"You
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another matter and judged sufficiently certain of unsuccess without our chance
to place you in the toss. As your luck held, in the unmatched dice, so now I
offer to chaos this chance for you to thwart us. 1 told you our plan, and you
may ask what you will. You will not return to your quarters."
Dupaynil
fought down a vision of himself as Seti snack-food. If he could ask questions,
he would ask many questions.
"Is
this venture a chance occurrence, or has some change in Federation policy
prompted it?"
The
captain uttered a wordless roar, then went into a long disjointed tirade about
the Federation allies. Heavy-worlder humans, as victims of forced genetic
manipulation, roused some sympathy in the Seti. Besides, a few heavyworlders
had shown die proper attitude by daring feats of chance: entering a Hall of
Dispute through the Door of Honor, for instance. Some humans were gamblers:
entrepreneurs, willing to risk whole fortunes on the chance of a mining claim,
or colonial venture. That the Seti could respect. The Paradens, for instance,
deserved to lay eggs. (Dupaynil could imagine what the elegant Paraden ladies
would think of that.) But the mass of humans craved security. Born slaves, they
deserved the outward condition of it.
As for
the allied aliens . . . The captain spat something that Dupaynil was glad he
could not smell. Cowardly Wefts, the shifters who would not dare the limits of
any shape . . . Bronthin, with their insistence on mathematical limits to chaos
and chance, their preference for statistical analyses. Ryxi, who were unworthy
to be egglayers since they not only sexed their un-hatched chicks, but
performed surgical procedures through the shell. The Seti had the decency, the
captain snarled, to let their eggs hatch as they would and take the
consequences. The Ssli, who insisted on giving up their mobile larval form to
become sessile, bound to one location throughout life: a refusal to dare
change.
Dupaynil
opened his mouth to say that Ssli anchored to warships in space could hardly be
considered "bound to one location," remembered that not everyone knew
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about
the Ssli in Fleet ships and instead asked, "And the Thek?"
This
time the captain's tail hit the floor so hard its ornament shattered.
"Thek!"
it roared. "Disgusting lumps of geometrical regularity. Undifferentiated.
Choiceless, chanceless, obscene ..." The ranting went on in a Seti dialect
Dupaynil could not begin to follow. Finally it ran down and gave Dupaynil a
sour glance. "It is my good fortune that you will flavor my stew,
miserable one, for you irritate me extremely. Leave at once."
He had
no chance to leave under his own power. At some point, the captain must have
called for Seti guards because they grabbed the arms of his suit and towed him
along strange corridors much faster than he could have gone by himself.
When
they finally stopped and released his arms, he was crammed in a smallish
chamber with an assortment of aliens. The Bronthin took up the most cubage, its
chunky horselike body and heavy head impossible to compress. A couple of Lethi
were stuck together like the large yellow burrs which they greatly resembled. A
Ryxi huddled in one corner, fluffing and flattening its feathers, and in a
translucent tank, two Ssli larvae flutter-kicked from end to end. On one wall,
a viewscreen displayed sickening swirls of violent color: the best an exterior
monitor could do in FTL space. Beside it, a fairly obvious dial gave the
pressure of various atmospheric components. Breathable, but not pleasant.
So the
Seti had collected an array of alien observers to gloat over, had they?
Dupaynil wondered who the human would have been, if he and Panis had not shown
up. Certainly not the Fleet attache. Probably the Ambassador. Had they all been
told what was going on? He cracked the seal of his helmet cautiously and
sniffed. A tang of sulfur, a bit too humid and warm and clearly no shower in
sight. With an internal sigh, he took off his helmet and attempted a greeting
to his new companions.
No one
answered. The Ryxi offered a gaping beak, which Dupaynil remembered from a
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something like "Forget it, I don't want to talk to you unless you've got
the money." He had never learned Bronthin (no human ever had) and the
tubby blue mathematicians preferred equations to any other form of discourse
anyway. Lethi had no audible communications mode: they talked to each other in
chemical packages and could not interface with a biolink until they formed a
clump of at least eight. That left the Ssli larvae, who, without a biolink.,
also had no way of communicating. In feet, no one was sure how intelligent the
larvae actually were. They were in the Fleet Academy to learn navigational
theory but Dupaynil had never heard of one communicating with an instructor.
He
could try writing them a message, except that he had nothing to write with, or
on. The Seti had not brought any of his kit from his compartment; he had only
the clothes and pressure suit he stood up in.
It
really wasn't so bad, he told himself, forcing cheerfulness. The Seti hadn't
killed them yet. Didn't seem to be starving them, though he wondered if that
slab of elementary sulfur was really enough for the Lethi clinging to it. He
found a water dispenser, and even a recessed cabinet with oddly shaped bowls to
put the water in. He poured himself a bowl and drank it down. Something nudged
his arm and he found the Bronthin looking sorrowfully at the bowl. It gave a
low, grunting moo.
Ah.
Bronthin had never been good with small tools. He poured water for the Bronthin
and held the bowl for it to drink. It swiped his face with a rough, corrugated
lavendar tongue when it was done, leaving behind a faintly sweet odor. A
nervous chitter across the compartment was the Ryxi, standing now with feathers
afluff and stubby wings outspread. Dupaynil interpreted this as a request and
filled another bowl. The Ryxi snatched it away from him with its wing-claws and
drank thirstily.
"They
for us water pour but one time daily," the Ryxi twittered, dropping the
empty bowl. Dupaynil picked it up with less graciousness than he'd filled it.
He had never been the nurturing type. Still, it was communica-
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tion.
The Ryxi went on. "Food at that time, only enough for life. Waste
removal."
"Did
they tell you where we're headed?" ' An ear-spitting screech made him
wince. The Ryxi began bouncing off the walls, crashing into one after another
of them, shrieking something in Ryxi. The Bronthin huddled down in a large
lump, leaving Dupaynil the Ryxi's path. He tried to tackle it but a knobbed '
foot got him in the ribs. The Ryxi flipped its crest up and down, keening, and
drew back for another kick,
Dupaynil
rolled behind the Ssli tank. "Take it easy," he said, knowing it
would do no good. never took it easy. This one calmed slightly, sides
"lieaving, crest only halfway up.
"They
told," came the sorrowful low groan of the Bronthin. Dupaynil had never
heard one speak Stan-<Jard before. "Wickedly dangerous meat-eaters. We
told what would come of it. Those who sweep tails *across the sand of
reason, where proofs of wisdom
abound." The Bronthin had accomplished advanced math-^ematics without
paper or computers, using smooth
pbtretches of sand or clay to scribe their equations. Al-|though their three
stubby fingers could not manipulate fltae tools, they had developed an elegant
mathematical ^calligraphy. And a very formal courtesy involving the f%se of the
"sands of reason." A colt (the human term) ; who used its whisk of a
tail on someone else's calcula-|?tkms would be severely punished. Bronthin were
also vegetarians — browsers on their world which had |«nall and witless carnivores.
They were pacifists.
Dupaynil
eyed the calming Ryxi warily. His ribs hurt. didn't need another kick. "Do
you have any plan?" asked the Bronthin.
"The
probability of escape from this ship, in a nonvia-e state, is less than 0.1
percent. The probability of |«scape from this ship in a viable state is less
than 0.0001 percent. The factors used
to arrive at this include
"Never
mind," said Dupaynil, softening it with an >logy. "My mathematical
skill is insufficient to appre-te the beauty of your calculations."
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"How
land to save me the trouble of converting to Standard that which can only be
properly expressed in the language of eternal law." The Bronthin Heaved a
sigh, which Dupaynil took to mean the conversation was over.
The
Ryxi, however, was eager to talk, once it had calmed enough to remember its
Standard.
"Unspeakable
reptiles," it twittered. "Unworthy to be egg-layers!" Not again,
thought Dupaynil, not anticipating the Ryxi side of that argument.
"Thick-shelled, they are. You can't even see a Seti in its shell. Not that
it makes any difference, because even if something's wrong, they won't do
anything. Just let the hatchlings die if they can't make it on their own. Some
of them don't even tend their nests. Not even to warn away predators. They say
that's giving Holy Luck the choice. I'd call it criminal negligence."
"Despiccable,"
said Dupaynil, edging farther away from the dance of those powerful feet. Then
a bell-like voice rang out, its source unidentifiable.
«Sassinak
friend?»
Dupaynil
tried to control his start of surprise, and glanced around. The Bronthin looked
half-asleep which is the way Bronthins usually looked and the Ryxi had begun
grooming its feathers with jerky strokes of its beak. The two Lethi were still
stuck to each other and the slab of sulfur.
«Do not
look ... in the tank.» He managed to stare at the blank space above the
Bronthin, while the voice continued and his own mind shivered away from it. He
had never liked descriptions of telepathy and he liked the reality less.
«Sassinak friend you are. We greet you. We are more and less than we seem.»
Of
course. Ssli. So Ssli larvae could communicate! He could not "feel"
anything in his mind when the voice fell silent, but that didn't mean it, or
they, were not reading him.
«No
time to investigate your dark secrets. We must plan.»
They
were reading his surface thoughts, at least, to have picked up that distaste
for internal snooping. He
recognized
the irony of that, someone whose profession was snooping on others, now being
turned inside out by f: aliens. He tried to organize his thoughts, make a clear
message.
"You
stare at wall for a reason?" the Ryxi asked, its ,-Jeathers now sleeked
down.
Dupaynil
could have strangled the Ryxi for breaking 'his concentration, and then he did
feel a featherlight I touch, soothing, and a bubble of amusement.
"I'm
very tired," he said honestly. "I need to rest."
With
that, he found a clear space of floor, between wall and the Ssli tank, and
curled up, helmet era-fdied in his arms. The Ryxi sniffed, then tucked its head
j-back over its shoulders into the back feathers. Dupaynil Ijdosed his eyes and
projected against the screen of his ^eyelids.
«What
can you do?»
«Nothing
alone. We hoped they would bring a
-, «What did you mean, 'more and less'?»
Again
the mental gurgle of amusement. «We are loot both Ssli.»
The
voice said nothing more and Dupaynil thought >ut it. If they were reading
his thoughts, they were ^welcome. Not both Ssli? Another alien marine race?
iddenly he realized what it had to be and almost
*
laughed aloud.
«A
Weft?»
«Seemed
safer this way. Seti hate Wefts enough to them before the coup. But with this form come Poertain . . .
limitations.»
«Which
humans don't have?»
«Precisely.»
«Sorry,
but I don't think they'll let me push that Etank to wherever they keep the
escape pods. Assuming 'they have any.»
\< «Not the plan. May we share?» I* It seemed an odd question from beings who
could >rce mental intimacy, and already had, but Dupaynil in the mood to
accept any courtesy offered.
«Go
ahead.»
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He
tensed, bracing himself for some unimaginable sensation, and felt nothing. Only
information began to knit itself into his existing cognitive matrix, as if he
were learning it so fast that it was safely in long-term memory before it
passed his eyes. The Bronthin, he learned, had been hired by the Seti to provide
them with mathematical expertise. On the basis of its calculations and models,
they had defined the best time to attempt the coup.
And the
Bronthin had had no way to warn the Federation. Bronthins could not manipulate
Seti communications equipment, were not telepathic, and suffered severe
depression when kept isolated from their social herds. As for the Ssli, it had
been delivered, in its tank, after it had been stolen from a Fleet recruit
depot. The Weft, a Fleet guard at the depot, had been shot in the burglary and
survived only by shapechanging into the Ssli tank in a larval form. The thieves
had not known the difference between Weft and Ssli larvae and had apparently
supposed that two or more larvae were in each tank, in case one died.
«But
what can we do?» Dupaynil asked.
«You
can talk to the Bronthin, and find out more of what it knows about this fleet.
It had the information to make models with. It must know. It's depressed.
That's why it won't talk. Later, when we drop out of FTL, you can see the
viewscreen. We have no such eyes. But the Ssli can link with other Ssli on a
Fleet vessel, and that Ssli has a biolink to the captain.»
Cheering
up the Bronthin took all of DupaymTs considerable charm. It turned away at
first, muttering number series, but the offer of another bowl of water helped.
He watered the Ryxi, too, automatically, and this time the feathered alien
handed the bowl back rather than dropping it. But it took many bowls of water,
and a couple of sessions of picking the burrs from the dry grass the Seti
tossed in for its feed, before the alien showed much response.
Finally
it scrubbed its heavy head up and down his arm, took his hands in its muscular
lips, and said,
"I
... will try to speak Standard ... in thanks for your kindness ..."
"Inaccurate
as Standard is, and unsuited to your genius, would it be possible to recall how
many ships this size the Seti have with them?"
The
Bronthin flopped a long upper lip, and sighed.
"The
ratio of such ships to those next smaller to those next smaller to the smallest
is 1.2:3.4:5.6:5:4. An interesting ratio, chosen by the Seti for its ragged
harmony, tf I understood them." It shook its long head. "Alas . . .
never again to roll in the green sweet fields of home or be granted the tail's
whisk across the sands in the company of my peers."
"Such
courage in loneliness," Dupaynil murmured. f( In his experience, praising
the timid for courage sometimes produced a momentary flare of it. "And the
total to which such a ratio applies?"
With
something akin to a snort, the Bronthin's lovely periwinkle eyes opened
completely. , "Ah! You understand
that the ratio is theoretical. The fleet itself made up of actual ships, of
which at any time some fraction is out of service for maintenance and the
-like.
Of those actually here, in the sense that here has any meaning . . . are you at
all femiliar with Sere-kleth-vladin's transformational series and its
application to hyperspace flux variations?"
"Alas,
no," said Dupaynil, who didn't know such things existed—whatever they
were.
"Unhhh
. . . one hundred four. Eight similar to this, i which would of course make you
expect 22.6,37.3, 35.9 ships of the other classes, but fractional ships are
non-|; functional. Twenty-three of the next class, then thirty-
-
seven, then thirty-six. And since it would be the logical I'next
question," the Bronthin went on, its eyes beginning to sparkle, "I
will explain that the passive defenses of the Federation Central System, if not
tampered with, could be expected to destroy at least 82% of the total. | Those
remaining would be unlikely to succeed at reduc-the planets or disrupting the
Grand Council. But le Seti count on tampering, which will reduce the iciency of
the distant passive scans by 41%, and on
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aid whose nature I do not know, to disable additional defenses. This incursion
is timed to coincide with the meeting of the Grand Council and the Winter
Assizes, at which the presence of many ships could well cause confusion."
"They
expect no resistance from Fleet?" The Bronthin opened its mouth wide,
revealing the square grinding teeth of a herbivore, and gave a long sound
somewhat between a moo and a bray. "My apologies," it said then.
"Our long misunderstanding of the nature of humans; our votes have long
gone to reducing appropriations for what we saw as a means of territorial
aggrandizement. These Seti expect that any Fleet vessels in Federation Central
Systems space will be neutralized. And once again, we aided this, voting to
require that all Fleet vessels disarm lest they overpower the Grand
Council."
"A
most natural error for any lover of peace," Dupaynil murmured soothingly.
Sassinak
would be there with the Zaid-Dayan. Would she have disarmed completely,
trusting in the disarmament of others to keep her ship safe? Somehow he doubted
it. But with surveillance by the FSP local government, she wouldn't be able to
have all the ship's scans on ... and without warning ... he realized he had no
idea how fast the Zaid-Dayan could get into action.
«We do
appreciate the difficulty.» If mental speech could have tones, that would be
dry wit, Dupaynil thought. He sent a mental flick of the fingers to the Ssli
and Weft, still swimming with apparent unconcern in the tank. Easy for them, he
thought sourly, and then realized it wasn't. He would be even more miserable if
he'd been stuck in a tank like that.
Despite
the rising tension, he had actually fallen asleep when a screech from the Ryxi
brought him upright, blinking. The viewsc'reen snowed what he presumed to be
the real outer view, although he had no way of knowing which of the ship's
outer sensors had produced the image. Darkness, points of light, some
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visibly
moving. A Seti voice from the wallspeaker interrupted the Ryxi's tantrum.
"Captives,
observe," it began, with typical Seti tact. "See your feeble hopes
destroyed."
The
view shown shifted from one angle to another. The outside of the Grand Luckt
with a long pointed snout oozing from a recess to slide past, aimed at some
distant enemy. A zooming view of nearby ships, lifting them from points of
light to toylike shapes against a dark background. Then another view, of the
star around which the Federation Central Zone planets swung, a star which now
looked scarcely bigger than any of the others.
«Share
again!»
Dupaynil
tried to relax. He had already passed on all lie'd learned from the Bronthin.
Now he watched the screen, listened to the Seti boastful commentary and hoped
the Ssli/Weft pair could contact another Ssli. Time passed. The view shifted
every few minutes, from one sensor to another.
«Contact.»
Dupaynil
wasn't sure if the triumphant tone came from the Ssli or his own reaction. He
expected to hear more, but the Ssli did not include him in whatever link ft and
the Weft had formed with that distant Ssli. The Ryxi clattered its beak,
shifted from one great knobby foot to another, fluffed and sleeked its
feathers, staring wide-eyed at the viewscreen. The Bronthin refused to itook.
Its closed eyes and monotonous hum could be either sleep or despair. And the
Lethi, as before, simply stuck to each other and the sulfur.
Dupaynil
had the feeling that he should do something more to prepare for the coming
battle. Now that die Ssli had warned its fellow. Now surely that alarm was
being passed on. He felt free to
consider more Immediate problems. Could they possibly break free of I* this
compartment? Could they steal weapons? Find some | kind of escape vehicle? Or,
failing escape, do something "disasterous to this ship and destroy it? He
and the Ryxi
re the
only two who might actually do something, for , BO one had ever heard of a
Bronthin being violent. He
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over to the hatch, and prodded its complicated-looking lock.
A roar
of Seti profanity from outside made it clear that wouldn't work. He was looking
around for something else to investigate, when the viewscreen blurred, cleared,
blurred, and cleared again after a couple of short FTL skips. Then it grayed to
a pearly haze and the ship trembled.
"Battle
started!" came the announcement in Standard over the speaker. Then a long
complicated gabble of Seti that must be orders.
«Sassmak
is not aboard her ship.» That fell into his mind like a lump of ice. «She
disappeared onplanet. Wefts can't land to find her.»
«Other
ships?»
He had
assumed she would be aboard her ship. He had assumed she would be wary, as
alert as he'd always known her. What was she doing, playing around onplanet
with her ship helpless above, with its weapons locked down, with no captain?
Without at least taking Wefts with her?
«No
other ships larger than escort insystem.»
"Stupid
woman!"
He
didn't realize he'd said it aloud until he saw the Bronthin's eyes flick open,
heard the Ryxi's agitated chirp.
"Never
miruf!" he said to them, glaring.
Here he
had gone through one miserable hell after another, all to get her information
she desperately needed, and she wasn't where she was supposed to be.
«Zaid-Dayan
moving.»
That
stopped his mental ranting. Then the Grand Luck lurched sharply, as if it had
run into a brick wall, and as his feet skidded on the floor he realized his
head had nowhere to go but the corner of the Ssli transport tank.
Chapter
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FedCentral
"You're
joking." Cons stared at her. "You don't realize ..."
"I
realize precisely what will happen to all of us if we don't take the
initiative." Sassinak was on her feet now and the others were stirring
restlessly, not committed to either side of this argument. "If you'd
wanted death, or a mindwipe, and the rest of your life at hard labor, you'd
have managed it before now. It's easy enough, even yet. Just wait for them to
come after me. Because Temi is quite right. They will. I'm too dangerous, even
by myself." She paused a careful measure, then added, "But with you,
I could be dangerous enough to win."
"But
we don't . . . We aren't ..." Jemi's nervous looks around got no support.
Most were staring fascinated at Sassinak.
"Aren't
what? Strong enough? Brave enough? You've been strong and brave enough to
survive and stay free. How long, Coris?"
"I
been here eight years. Jemi, six. Fostin was here when I came ..."
"Years
of your lives," Sassinak said, almost purring it.
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"You
survived capture, slavery, prison, all the disasters. And you survived this
life below the city. Now you can end it. End the hiding, end the fear. End the
suffering, your own and others."
They stirred.
She could feel their need for her to be right, their need for her to be strong
for them. Give them time and they'd revert, but she had this instant.
"Come
on," she said. "Show me what you've got. Right now."
Slowly,
they stood, eyeing her and each other with hope that was clearly unfamiliar.
"Any
weapons? We've got this." She pulled out the snub-nosed weapon Aygar had
taken from the first row. "How many are you, altogether?"
They
had weapons, but not many and most, they explained, were carried by their
roving scouts. Nor did they have an accurate count of their own numbers. Twenty
here, a dozen there, stray couples and individuals, a large band whose
territory they overlapped in one direction, and a scattering of bands in
another. They had specialists, of a sort. Some were best at milking the
mass-service food processors without detection and some had a knack for tapping
into the datalinks.
"Good,"
Sassinak said. "Where's this godlike Par-chandri you say is running the
backscenes on Fed-Centrair
"You're
not going after him\" Coris's shock was mirrored on every face.
"There'll be guards—troops—we can't do that! It's like starting a
war."
"Coris,
this became a war the second a warrior dropped into it. Me. I'm fighting a war.
War means strategy, tactics, victory conditions." She tapped these off on
her fingers. "You people can squat here and get wiped out as the enemy
chases me or you can be my troops and have a chance. I don't promise more than
that. But if we win, you won't have to live down here, eating tasteless mush
and drinking bilgewater. It'll be your world again. Your lives! Your
freedom!"
The
big-framed man she'd noticed before shrugged and came up beside Coris.
"Might's well, Coris. They'll
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be
after her, after us. Using gas again, most likely. I'm with her."
"And
me!"
More
than one of the others; Coris gave a quick side-to-side glance, shrugged, and
grinned.
"I
should've slit you back up there," he said, jerking his chin in what Sassinak
assumed was the right direction.
Aygar
growled, but Sassinak waved him to silence. "You're right, Coris. If
you're going to take out a threat, do it right away. Next time you'll
know."
You
cant wage war without a plan, one of the Command & Staff instructors had
insisted. But you can lose with one. Sassinak found this no help at all as she
chivvied her ragged troops through the tunnels to the boundary of their
territory. She had no plan but survival, and she knew it was not enough. Find
the Parchandri and . . . And what? Her fingers ached to fasten around his
throat and force the truth testimony out of him. Would that do any good? They
didn't really need it, not for Tanegli's trial. Even if she didn't make it
back, even if Aygar didn't, there was evidence enough to convict the old
heavyworlder. As for the status of Ireta, she doubted any non-Thek court would
dare to question the Thek ruling she'd received which was already in official
files.
Official
files to which a powerful Parchandri might gain access. She almost stumbled,
thinking that. Was nothing safe? She glanced around at her new fighting
companions and mentally shook her head. Not these people, who were about as far
from Fleet marines as she could imagine. Give them credit for having lived so
long. But would they hold up in real combat?
Ahead,
a quick exchange of whistled signals. The group slowed, flattened against the
tunnel walls. Sassinak wondered if the battle would begin now, but it turned
out to be the territorial boundary She went forward with Coris to meet this
second group To her surprise, "her" people were now holding
themselves more like soldiers. They seemed to have purpose, and the others were
visibly impressed.
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"What
goes?" asked the second gang's leader. He was her age or older, his broad
faced heavily scarred. His eyes focussed somewhere past her ear, and a lot of
his teeth were missing. So was one finger.
"Samizdat."
The code answer.
"Whose
friend?"
"Fleur's.
And Coris's."
"Heh.
You'd better be Fleur's friend. We'll check that. You have a name, Fleur's
friend?"
"Sassinak."
His
eyes widened. "She's got a call out for you. Fleur and the cops both. What
you done, eh?"
"Not
everything you've heard, and some things you haven't. You have a name?"
He
grinned at that, but quickly sobered. "I'm Kelgar. Ever*body knows me.
Twice bitten, most shy. Twice lucky, to be free from slavers twice." He
paused, and she nodded. What could she say to someone like that, but
acknowledge bad experience shared. "Come! We'll see what she says."
"She's
down here?"
"She
goes slumming sometimes, though she doesn't call it that. 'Sides, where she is,
is pretty near topside, over 'cross a ways, through two more territories. We
don't fight, eh?" That was thrown back to Coris, who flung out his open
hand.
"We
good children," he said.
"Like
always," said Kelgar. "For all the flamin' good it does."
He led
the way this time and Sassinak followed with Coris's group. She could tell that
Kelgar had more snakes in his attic than were strictly healthy, but if paranoid
he was smart paranoid. They saw no patrols while passing through his territory,
and into the next. There she met another gangleader, this one a whip-thin woman
who went dead-white at the sight of Sassinak's face. A Fleet deserter? Her gang
had the edge of almost military discipline, and after that first shocked
reaction, the woman handled them with crisp efficiency. Definitely military,
probably Fleet. Rare to lose one that
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good.
Sassinak couldn't help wondering what had happened, but she knew she'd get no
answers if she asked.
They
passed another boundary and Sassinak found herself being introduced to yet
another leader. Black hair, dark eyes, brownish skin, and the facial features
she thought of as Chinese. Most of his followers looked much the same, and she
caught some angry glances at Aygar. All she didn't need was racial trouble; she
hoped this leader had control of his people.
"Sassinak
..." the man said slowly. "You had an ancestress Lunzie?" This
was something new. How would he know? Sassinak nodded. The man went on, "I
believe we are distantly related."
"I
doubt it," Sassinak said warily. What was this about?
"Let
me explain," he said, as if they had settled down in a club with all
afternoon to chat. "Your grandfather Dougal was Fleet, as you are, and he
married into a merchanter family . . . but Chinese. Quite against the custom of
both his people and hers. He never told his family about the marriage, and she
eventually left him to return to her family, with her daughters. His son they
liked less, and when he married your mother and decided to join a new colony,
it seemed the best solution for everyone. But your grandmother's family kept
track of your father, of course, and when I was a child I learned your name,
and that of your siblings, in family prayers."
"They
. . . knew about us?"
"Yes,
of course. When your colony was raided, your grandmother's ship was hung with
white flags. When they heard you had survived ..."
"But
how could they?"
"You
were honor graduate in the Academy. Surely you realized that an orphan rising
to honor graduate would be featured in news programs."
"I
never thought." She might have, if Abe's death had not come on the heels
of that triumph, and her grief filled every moment until her first posting.
"The
name is unusual. It had made your grandmother very angry for her son to choose
a name like that. So
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searched the databases, found your original ID. They assumed you had done the
same, and would make contact if and when you chose." He shrugged, and
smiled at her. "It has nothing to do with your purpose here, but I thought
you might like to know, since circumstances brought us together."
If she
had a later. "I ... see." She had no idea what etiquette applied;
clearly he expected something more from her than he would of another stranded
Fleet officer. "I'm sorry. I don't know what obligations I would have
under your customs ..."
"You?
It is our family that did not protect you. Our family that did not make sure
you knew of us. What I am trying to say is that you have a claim on us, if you
are not ashamed of the connection."
"I'm
not ashamed." That much she could say honestly, with utter conviction. To
have another segment of her family accept her brought her close to tears, but
not with shame. "I'm . . . amazed, surprised, stunned. But not
ashamed."
"Then,
if it pleases you, we should go this way for you to meet Fleur again. She, too,
was insistent that you must know about our family bond before you talked to
her."
She
tried to reorganize her thoughts as they went on. A family, at least her
father's side. Now, why had she always thought her mother was the connection to
Lunzie? Chinese didn't bother her. Why would it? And what land of family had
Dougal had, that he hadn't told them about his wife? Lunzie had said something
about Bud-ing Fiona's children stuffy. She tried to remember, as she usually
tried to forget, her parents. They had both been dark-haired, and she did
remember that her father had once kidded her mother about her
"Assyrian" nose, whatever that meant.
Her
relative, in whatever degree, led her to into a huge room in which great
cylinders hissed softly at one another. Pipes as thick as her waist connected
them, code-striped for hot and cold water, steam, gas. Something thrummed in
the distance. A narrow door marked "Storage" opened into a
surprisingly large chamber that
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had
evidently been used by the group for some time. Battered but comfortable
chairs, stacks of pillows, strips of faded carpet. Sassinak wished she could
collapse into the pillows and sleep for a day. But Fleur was waiting, as
elegant as she had been in her own shop, in soft blues and lavendars, her
silvery hair haloed around her head.
"Dear
girl," she said, extending a hand with such elegance that Sassinak could
not for a moment reply. "You look worn out. You know, you didn't have to
get in this amount of trouble just to talk to me again."
"I
didn't intend to. "
Sassinak
took the chair she was offered. Her new-found relative grinned at her and shut
the door. She and Fleur were alone. She eyed the older woman, not quite sure
what she was looking for.
"I
suppose you could say that things . . . took off." Sitting down, in a real
chair, she could feel every tired muscle. She fought back a yawn.
"I'll
be as brief as I can." Fleur shifted a little in her seat and then stared
at a space on the floor between them. "In the hopes that we will have time
later to fill in what I leave out now. " Sassinak nodded. "When Abe
first met me, I had been captured, held hostage for my family's behavior and
finally sold into prostitution." As a start, that got Sassinak's
attention. She sat bolt upright.
"My
family were wealthy merchanters, rivals of the Paradens. Or so the Paradens
thought. I'd been brought up to wealthy, luxury, society, probably spoiled
rotten, though I didn't know it. The perfect hostage, if you look at it that
way." Another pause. Sassinak began to feel a growing horror, and the
certainty that she knew what was coming. "We were taken," Fleur said,
biting off each word. "Me and my husband. Supposedly, it was independent
pirates. That's what our families were told. But we knew, from the moment we
were locked in the Paraden House security wing. I never knew the exact details,
but I do know they asked for a ransom that neither my family nor his could have
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him back, whole and healthy of body, but mind-wiped. They made me watch."
Sassinak
drew in a shaky breath to speak, but Fleur shook her head.
"Let
me finish, all at once. My family thought they had proof of the Paraden
connection. They tried to bring them to justice in the courts. In the end, my
family lost everything, in court costs and countersuit damages. My father died,
of a stroke; my mother's heart tailed; my brothers . . . well, one went to
prison for a Vicious unprincipled assault* on the judge the Paradens had bribed
so well. The other they had killed, just for insurance. And they sold me to a
planet where none of my family had ever traded."
Sassinak's
eyes burned with tears for the young woman Fleur had been. Before she realized
it, she'd moved over to grip her hands.
"Abe
saved me," Fleur went on. "He came, like any other young man, but he
saw . . . something. I don't know. He used to kid me that whatever training my
governness had given me couldn't be hidden. So he asked questions, and I was
wild enough to answer, for I'd just heard of my sister-in-law's death. The
Paradens took care to keep me informed. And he swore he would get me out,
somehow. In less than a year, he had saved out my purchase price. How, on his
salary, I'll never know. He wanted to marry me but I knew Fleet was strict
about identity checks. I was terrified that the Paradens would find me again.
So he helped me set up my first dress shop, and from there ..."
She
waved her arm, and Sassinak thought of the years of grinding work it must have
taken, to go from that first tiny shop to the fashionable designer.
"Eventually
I designed for the best families, including of course the Paradens. None of my
friends recognized me. I had gray hair, I looked older, and of course I took
care to look like a dressmaker, not a customer.
"Abe
and I stayed in contact, when we could. He was sure there had to be a way to
bring the crime home to the Paradens, and started digging. That was really the
beginning of Samizdat. I knew a few people. I helped
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those I
could. Passed him information, when it came to me, and he passed some back. We
built up a network, on one planet after another. Then he was taken, and I
thought ... I thought I'd never survive his loss. So I swore that if he came
back alive, I'd marry him, if he still wanted me."
She
patted Sassinak's hands gently.
"And
that's where you came in. When he came back, he had you: an orphan, in shock
from all that had happened. I heard through our nets that he was back. I came
to Regg to talk to him. And he explained that until you were on your way, he
dared not risk your future with any more disruption."
"But
I wouldn't have minded," Sassinak said. "How could he think I
would?"
"I'm
not sure, but we decided to wait, on marriage, that is, until after your
graduation. And that, dear Sassinak, is what he wanted to tell you that night.
I don't know whether you noticed anything ..."
"I
did! So—so you were his big secret."
"You
sound almost disappointed."
"I'm
not . . . but it hadn't occurred to me. I thought perhaps he'd found out more
about the planet pirates."
"He
might have. But he'd decided to tell you about me on graduation night. If all
had gone well, he'd have brought you to the hotel where I was staying. We'd
have met, and you'd have been the witness at our wedding before you went off on
your first cruise."
Like
light pouring into a darkened house as shutter after shutter came off the
windows, she had wondered so long, so darkly, about the secret of that night.
"Did
you come to his funeral? I don't remember any civilians at all."
Fleur's
head drooped; Sassinak could not see her face.
"I
was frightened again. I thought it was the Paradens, that they'd found me, and
killed Abe because of me. You didn't need that and you didn't know about me,
you wouldn't even have known why I was there. So I left. You can call it
cowardice, if you like. I kept track of
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your
career, but I never could find the right time to try telling you ..."
Sassinak
threw her arms around the older woman and hugged her as she cried.
"It's
all right," she vowed. "I'll get the job done this time."
She
could hear the steely edge in her voice herself. Fleur pulled away.
"Sass!
You must not let it fill you with bitterness."
"But
he deserved to get you!" Now she had tears in her eyes, too. "Abe
deserved some pleasure. He worked so hard to save me ... and you, and others,
and then they kitted him just when ..."
She had
not cried for Abe since her few tears the night of his death. She had been the
contained, controlled officer he would have wanted her to be. Now that old loss
stabbed her again. Through her sobs she heard Fleur talking.
"If
you turn bitter, you've let them win. Whether you kill them or not, that's not
the main thing. The main thing is to live as yourself; the self you can
respect. Abe would not let me despair, the other kind of defeat, but he told me
he worried that you might stay bitter."
"But
they killed him. And my parents, and your family, and all the others ..."
Fleur
sighed. "Sassinak, I'm nearly forty years older than you, and I know that
sort of comment makes prickles go up your spine." Sassinak had to chuckle.
Fleur was so right. "And I know you don't want to hear that another forty
years of experience means additional understanding. But!" Her beautifully
manicured finger levelled at Sassinak's eyes. "Did Abe know more than you
in the slave depot?"
"Of
course. I was just a child."
"And
if he were alive now, would you still respect his greater age and
experience?"
"Well
..." She could see it coming, but she didn't have to like it. Her
expression must have shown that, because Fleur laughed aloud, a silvery
bell-like peal that brought an answering laugh from Sassinak.
"So
please trust me now," Fleur said, once more serious. "You have become
what Abe dreamed of. I have kept an eye on you in the media, I know. But the
higher you go in Fleet, the more you will need unclouded judgment. If you allow
the bitterness, the unfairness, of your childhood and Abe's death, to overwhelm
your natural warmth, you will become unfair in your own way. You must be more
than a pirate chaser, more than vengeance personified. Fleet tends to shape its
members toward narrow interests, rigid reactions, even in I die best. Haven't
you found that some of your difficul-I ties down here arise from that?"
Put
that way, some of them certainly had. She had I developed the typical
spacefarer's distaste for planets. f She had not bothered to cultivate the
skills needed to 1 enjoy them. The various gangs in the tunnels seemed | alien,
even as she tried to mold them into a working unit.
"Abe
used to say to me," Fleur said, now patting at If her hair, "that
growth and development can't stop for stars, rank or travel. You keep growing
and keep Abe's I memory green. Don't let the Paradens shape the rest of | your
life, as they shaped the first of it." "Yes, ma'am."
"Now
tell me, what do you plan to do with all this scruffy crowd?"
Sassinak
grinned at her, half-rueful and half-deter-I mined.
"Chase
pirates, ma'am, and then worry about whether I've gotten too rigid."
But
when it came down to it, none of them actually knew where The Parchandri was
located in a physical sense. Sassinak frowned.
"We
ought to be able to get that from the data systems, with the right codes,"
she said. "You said you had people good at that."
"But
we don't have any of the current codes. The only times we've tried to tap into
the secure datahnes, anything but the public ones, they've sent police after
us. They can tell where our tap is, an' everything."
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"Sassinak?"
Aygar tapped her shoulder. She started to brush him aside, but remembered his
previous good surprises. "Yes?"
"My
friend, that student ..."
"The
one who boasted to you he could slap through the data]inks without getting
caught? Yes. But he's not here and how would we find him?"
"I
have his callcode. From any public comsite, he said."
"But
there aren't any—are there? Down here?"
She
glanced at the ragged group. Some of them nodded, and Coris answered her.
"Yes,
up in the public tunnels. There's a few we might get to, without being spotted.
Not all of us, of course."
"There's
that illegal one in the 248 vertical," someone else said. "This
maintenance worker put it in, patched it to the regular public lines so he could
call in bets during his shift. We used to listen to him."
"Where's
the 248 vertical?" Sassinak asked.
Not
that far away, although it took several hours of careful zigging about to get
to it. Twice they saw hunting patrols, one in the blue-gray of the city police,
and one in the Pollys' orange. Their careless-sweep of the tunnels did not
impress Sassinak. They seemed to be content to walk through, without
investigating all hatches and side tunnels. When she mentioned this to Coris,
he hunched his shoulders.
"Bet
they're planning to gas the system. Now they're looking for easy prey, girls
down on their luck, kids . . . something to have fim with."
"Gas!
You mean poison gas? Or knockout gas?"
"They've
used both, before. 'Bout three years ago, they must've killed a thousand or
more, over toward the shuttle station area. I was clear out here, and all it
did to us was make us heave everything for a day or so. But I heard there'd
been street crime, subways hijacked, that land of thing."
Sassinak
fingered the small kit in her pocket. She had brought along the detox membrane
and primer that Fleet used against riot control gas, but would it work
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against
everything? She didn't want to find out by using it, and she had only the one
She put that thought away and briefed Aygar on what to tell, and what not to
tell, his student friend. If only she'd had a chance to evaluate that friend
for herself. No telling whose agent he was, unless he was just a student
playing pretend spy games. If so, he'd soon find out how exciting the real ones
could be.
Two of
the group went through the hatch into 248 vertical ahead of Aygar, and then
called him through. This shaft, they'd explained, had enough regular traffic to
keep the group out of it, except on special occasions.
Sassinak
waited, wishing she could make the call. Aygar was only a boy, really, from a
backwoods world: he knew nothing about intrigue. It would be like him to call
up this "friend" and blurt out everything on an unsecured line. She
kept herself from fidgeting with difficulty. She must not increase their
nervousness. How many hours had slipped by? Would Arly be worried yet? Would
anyone?
Aygar
bounded back through the hatch, his youthful strength and health a vivid
contrast to the underworlders' air of desperation.
"He
wants to meet me," Aygar said. "He says the students would like to
help."
"Help?
Help what?"
Sassinak
knew nothing of civilian students, except what the media reported. It was clear
they weren't anything like cadets.
"Help
with the coup," Aygar said as if that should explain it. "End the
tyranny of greed and power, he says."
"We
aren't starting a coup," Sassinak said, then thought about it.
While
in one sense she didn't think she was overthrowing a government, the government
had certainly sent riot squads after her, as if she were. Did they think she
was working with a bunch of renegade students? Did someone else have a coup
planned . . . and had they stumbled into it, and was that , . . ?
Her
brain seemed to explode, as intuition and logic
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flared. Aygar was giving her a puzzled look, as she went on, more quietly.
"At
least, not the one he's thinking about. Exactly. Now, what kind of help can he
give us? Can he find The Parchandri?"
"He
just said to meet him. And where." Aygar was looking stubborn again, he
could not fail to realize that he was being used, and no one liked that.
"In
public territory. Great. And you're about as easy to disguise as a torn uniform
at inspection."
"Fleur's
the one who taught us all about disguises," Coris said. "Although, it
won't be easy with that one."
Sassinak
felt almost too tired to think, but she had to. She pulled herself together and
said, "We'll go ask her. We certainly can't stroll out looking like this.
And we'll get some rest before we go anywhere, because I notice that Aygar
looks almost as exhausted as I feel. In the meantime, Coris, if you have any
maps of the underground areas, I'd like to see them."
She
hoped that would give them all the idea that she had a specific plan in mind.
Chapter
Seventeen
FSP
heavy cruiser Zaid-Dayan
"I
do not like this." Arly tapped her fingers on the edge of the command
console. One of its screens displayed the local news channel. "How could
anyone think Sassinak would murder an admiral?"
The
senior officers, including Major Currald, were ranged around her while the
bridge crew pretended to pay strict attention to their monitors.
"Civilians."
Bures looked almost as disgusted as she felt. "You know, if they're so
scared of Fleet that they won't let us use our own shuttles up and down, then
they probably think we're all born with blood in our mouths and fangs down to
here." He gestured at his chin. "Long pointed ones. We go around
covered with weapons, just looking for a chance to kill someone."
"News
said the guy might not have been Coromell after all," said Mayerd who had
come up to the bridge to watch the news with them. "Not that that helps. Good
thing we don't have trouble in the neighborhood. It'd be worse if we had action
coming."
Arly
frowned at her. Doctors were the next thing to civilian, as far as she was
concerned. "You know what she said. She thought there might be trouble
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"Like
what? An invasion of mysterious green-tentacled slime monsters? We're at the
center of as big a volume of peaceful space as anyone's ever known. Barring a
few planet pirates, and I'm not minimizing that. But the last big stuff was
decades back. Even the Seti haven't dared Fleet reprisals since the Tonagai
Reef encounters. They may be gamblers, but they aren't stupid. I suppose, if
the Paraden got all their pirate buddies to come blowing into FedCentral at
once, they might cause us trouble, but they're not stupid either. They need a
fat, peaceful culture to prey on. A shark has no advantages in a school of
sharks."
Arly
and Bures had crossed glances above Mayerd. Arly had to admit she had never
considered a whole pirate fleet. They just didn't operate that way. Two or
three raiders at once, more only in defense of an illegal installation. But
now, with Sassinak lost somewhere below, the whole weight of the ship rested on
her shoulders. She wished Ford would show up from wherever he'd been. She
wished Sassinak would come back. Blast that admiral, she thought. Coromell, or
whoever it had been, luring her away. And why? The trial? To have the
Zaid-Dayan helpless?
The
Fleet comline blinked at her, and she put the button in her ear.
"Lieutenant Commander Arly, acting captain of Zaid-Dayan."
"Arly,
it's Lunzie. Do you recognize my voice?"
Of
course she did. She'd enjoyed meeting Sassinak's astonishing young ancestor.
But why was Lunzie calling on the Fleet line? "Yes. Why?"
"You
need to know I'm who I say I am. I'm on FedCentral. I can't tell you
where."
Arly's
heart skipped a beat. Could she be with the captain? Were they in hiding?
"Sass—Commander
Sassinak?" She heard the rough edge to her own voice, and hoped it would
not carry.
"We
don't know. Arly, the real Admiral Coromell wants to speak to you. I know he's
the real Coromell because I knew him years ago. Before my last session of
coldsleep. Do you trust me?"
Something
in the voice sounded different; something
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had
changed since Arly had said goodbye as Lunzie left the ship back at Sector HQ.
Arly considered. Lunzie sounded more mature, more confident. Did that matter?
Did it mean anything at all? And even if she didn't trust Lunzie, she still
wanted to hear what this mysterious Coromell had to say. She gestured to Bures,
who bent close, and tapped out a message on her console: get Flag Officer
Directory. Bures nodded. Arly spoke, hoping her voice sounded calm.
"I
believe you're Lunzie if that's what you mean."
"It's
not, but it'll do. Here he is."
A
silence, then a deep voice that certainly had the expectation of command.
"This
is Admiral Coromell. You're Lieutenant Commander Arly?"
"Yes,
sir."
Bures
handed her the Directory, and she flipped through it. Coromell: tall,
silver-haired, bright blue eyes. A handsome man, even approaching old age. He
had probably been very handsome when Lunzie knew him before. She wondered
whether they'd had anything going, and forced herself to listen to him.
"As
you no doubt realize, the situation is critical. Your captain has disappeared
and the local law enforcement agencies were, until a few hours ago, convinced
that she had killed me. I've been unable to find out what's going on, and some
of my own staff have vanished as well."
"Sir,
I thought the admiral was hunting over on Six. That's what Commander Sassinak
was told."
"I
was. I had an urgent message to return, and my return was complicated by
Lunzie's ..."
A
flashing light on the console yanked Arly's attention away from Coromell; the
Ssli biolink alarm. Could she interrupt an admiral?
"Excuse
me, sir," she said, as firmly as she could. "Our Ssli has a critical
message."
He
didn't quite snort, but the sound he made conveyed irritation barely withheld.
"Check it, then."
Arly
touched the controls and the Ssli's message began scrolling across the
console's upper screen.
"Enemy
approaching. Seti fleet entering system, down-
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from FTL, expecting assistance in evading detection and system defenses."
Her
hands trembled as she acknowledged that much. The message continued with
details of the incoming menace. Number of ships, mass, weapons as known,
probable crew and troop levels.
Bures,
craning his neck to read this sideways, let out a long, low whistle. Mayerd,
then Currald, joined him, their faces paling as they watched the long lists
grow.
"Commander
Arly?" That was the admiral, impatient of the long silence.
Ar!y
answered, surprised that her voice was steadier than her hands.
"Sir,
our Ssli reports an incoming Seti fleet, definitely hostile." She heard a
gasp, but did not stop. "Apparently they've got Insystem help that's
supposed to disable some of the system defenses. They're timed to arrive here
during the Grand Council session. There's some kind of coup planned." The
display had stopped. She tapped in a question to the Ssli, asking for the
source of all this.
"But
how do they know?" Coromell asked. The answer came up on the screen even
as he asked.
"Sir,
our Ssli says there's a Ssli larva, captive, on the Seti flagship, and a Fleet
officer . . . Dupaynil." Her own surprise carried to him.
"Who
s that?"
"A
Fleet Security officer assigned to us a few months ago. Then he was
transferred, I think to go look up something in Seti space."
"Which
he quite evidently found. Well, Commander, you have my permission to leave
orbit and make life difficult for those Seti ships."
She
opened her mouth to ask what about Sassinak and realized the futility. Even if
the captain had been at the shuttle port, they couldn't have waited for her.
Not knowing where she was, they certainly couldn't delay.
"Yes,
sir," she said. Then, "Request permission to drop a shuttle and pilot
in case Commander Sassinak shows up. She may need it."
"Granted,"
he said.
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That
was all. She was now more than acting captain: she had command of a warship
about to fight an alien fleet. This is impossible, she thought, touching the
button that set red lights flashing throughout the ship. She punched the ship's
intercom.
"Ensign
Timran to the bridge." And, off intercom, to Bures, "Get one of
Sassinak's spare uniforms from her quarters and whatever else she might need.
Get it up to Flight Two, fast."
More
orders to give, evicting the Insystem Security monitor teams that had the
weapons locked down, to Engineering to bring up the drives.
"Ensign
Timran reporting, ma'am!"
He was
very quick or he'd been lurking in the passage outside. She hoped he would be
both quick and lucky with the shuttle.
"Report
to Flight Deck Two. You'll be taking a small unit to the surface."
The
admiral had said nothing about an escort, but whatever had happened to
Sassinak, a few Wefts and marines couldn't make things worse. When she looked
at Currald he nodded.
"Ten
should do it," he said. "Leave room for her and that Aygar, coming
back." He picked up another comset and called his own adjutant.
"Yes,
ma'am!" said Tim, eyes gleaming. "Do I have permission . . . ?"
"You
have permission to do whatever is necessary to assist Commander Sassinak and
get her safely ofiplanet at her command. Bures will have some things for you to
take. Check with him."
He
saluted and was off at a run. She hoped she'd done the right thing. Whatever
had happened to Sassinak, if she was still alive, she would think she had a
cruiser waiting for her. And now we're leaving—I'm leaving, taking her ship,
leaving her nothing but a shuttle.
Arly
couldn't believe this was happening, not so fast, but it was. Through her
disbelief, she heard her own voice giving orders in the same calm, steady tone
she'd cultivated for years. Longscans on, undockmg procedures to begin
immediately, two junior Weft officers to
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report
to Flight Two. A loud squawk from the Station Dockmaster, demanding to know why
the Zaid-Dayan was beginning undock without permission.
"Orders
of Admiral Coromell," said Arly. Should she tell them about the Seti
fleet? "We'll be releasing one planetary shuttle."
"You
can't do that!"
"We're
releasing one planetary shuttle," she went on, as if she had not heard,
"and request navigational assistance to clear your Station without damage."
She punched the all-ship intercom and said, "Ensign Gori to the
bridge."
"But
our scans are showing live weapons ..."
That
voice abruptly stopped, and an Insystems Security Force uniform appeared on one
of the viewscreens.
"You
are in violation of regulations. You are requested to cease and desist, or
measures will be taken ..."
"Ensign
Gori reporting, ma'am."
Not as
quick as Tim, but eager in his own way.
"Ensign,
the cap—Commander Sassinak said you knew regulations forwards and backwards."
He didn't answer, but he didn't look worried, either. "You will discuss
regulations with Insystems Security. We are withdrawing under threat of enemy
attack, at the orders of a higher officer not in our direct chain of
command." Gori's lace brightened and his mouth opened. Arly pushed him
toward one of the working boards, and said, "Don't tell me, tell
him."
Yet
another screen showed Flight Two, with the hatch closing on one of the
shuttles. As the launch hatch opened, the elevator began raising the shuttle.
Arly could just see some part of the Station through the open hatch.
".
. . no authorization for such deliberate violation," the Insystem voice
droned on. "Return to inactive status at once or regulations will require
that force be used."
Arly's
temper flared. "You have a hostile Seti fleet incoming," she said
slowly, biting off" each word. "You have traitors letting them past
the defenses. Don't threaten me. So far I haven't hurt the Station."
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Perhaps
not all the Insystem Security were in the plot. This one looked as if he'd just
been slugged.
"But.
. . but there's no evidence. None of the detector nets have gone off. .
"Maybe
someone's got his finger on the buzzer."
The
shuttle cleared the Zaid-Dayans hull, and disappeared. Arly sent a silent
prayer after it.
"If
I were you, I'd start looking at the systems with redundancies."
By now,
the Zaid-Dayan's own powerful scans were unlocked. Nothing would show, yet. The
enemy was too far out. Arly glanced around and saw that the regular bridge crew
was now in place. It felt very strange to be in Sassinak's place, while Tenant
Yulyin sat at "Tier" board, and stranger to see that board mostly
dark, after a'ship's alert. She pointed to Gori, who transferred the Insystems
Security channel to his board.
"Ensign
Gori will stay in contact with you."
"Fleet
Regulations, Volume 21, article 14, grants authorization to commanding officers
of vessels on temporary duty away from normal Sector assignment ..." Gori
sounded confident, and as smooth as any diplomat.
Arly
left him to it. The combination of a surprise Seti fleet and Gori's zeal for
regulations should keep trigger-happy fingers off the buttons until they could
get away and raise shields.
"Docking
bay secure, Captain!"
Arly
nodded to Engineering. Critical as the situation was, she could not justify
destroying the Station to jump-start the Zaid-Dayan and bringing the insystem
drive up was a delicate operation. Centimeter by centimeter they eased away
from the Station, adding just enough thrust at first to let rotational inertia
begin their outward spiral.
"Weapons
still locked down," Yulyin reported, at the two-minute tick.
"Right.
Sassinak and I did some fancy stuff" that should unkink by the time we can
use them—" She wondered if this Ssli and that distant one were still in
contact. And what was Dupaynil doing there? No time for that, though: her
weapons had to come first.
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She
keyed in the code Sassinak had left with her, the captain's access to the
command computers, the master controls of all weaponry. Then she explained what
they'd done, and as quickly crew and marines began scurrying around the ship to
restore it to fall fighting capability. One hundred kilometers from the
Station, Arly notched up the insystem drive.
So far,
if the invaders were getting scan on her, she would look predictable. A rising
spiral, the usual departure of a large ship from anything as massive as a
planet. Then she engaged the stealth gear, and the Zaid-Dayan passed into
darkness and silence, an owl hunting across the night.
FedCentral:
Fleet Headquarters
Coromell
swung to face Lunzie. "I never thought of that\ My mind must be
slowing!"
"What?"
Lunzie hadn't heard what Arly said, had only seen its effect in the changes on
Coromell's face.
"A
Seti fleet, inbound—" He told her the rest, and began linking it to what
they'd learned elsewhere. "This Iretan thing . . . you must have come very
close to the bone somehow."
"Unless
they had it planned and we just showed up in the middle of it."
"True.
I keep forgetting you were sleeping away the past forty-three years. Like a
time-bomb for them. Come to dunk of it, without the Iretan's trial, the Winter
Assizes were mostly commercial cases this time. And nothing coming up before
Grand Council but a final vote on some financial rules affecting terraforming.
Not my field: I don't know a stock from a bond."
"So
if they wanted a quiet session, they could have arranged that . . . and we
really are a time-bomb."
"Which
they set for themselves, I remind you. Very fitting, all this is."
"If
they don't blow us away," said Lunzie. "That's not Sassinak up
there."
"She'd
have left the ship to her most competent
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combat
officer. The best we can do now is make sure whatever was planned down here
doesn't work."
Lunzie
was unconvinced. "But what can one cruiser do against a whole fleet?"
"Buy
us time, if nothing else. Don't worry about what you can't change. What we'll
have to do is make sure Insystem has the alarm, and believes it, and get
Sassinak out of whatever trap she's in."
The
tiny clinic attached to Fleet Central Systems Command had but one corridor that
opened directly into the back offices of the Command building. Lunzie followed
Coromell, noticing that the enlisted personnel looked as stunned to see him as
he had looked when he heard about the Seti fleet.
"Sir?
When did the Admiral arrive?" asked one, almost but not quite barring the
way to the lift marked "Admiral's use only."
"About
thirty hours ago. Apparently our security confused at least a few people."
He punched the controls and the lift door sighed open.
"But,
sir, that commander . . . the murder ..."
"Put
a lock on it, Algin. Who's been speaking for us?"
"Lt.
Commander Danish, sir. He's up . . ."
But
Coromell had closed the lift door, and now gave Lunzie a rueful smile.
"I
knew that. But he doesn't know that Dallish is the one officer here I really
trust. His father and I were close friends, years ago. Dallish has been
covering for me."
"Shouldn't
you have stayed under cover longer?"
"With
Sassinak still accused of murdering me? No. Showing up alive should shake them
up just as much as you shook the conspirators by waking up in the midst of
their plot. Whoever thought he killed me will wonder who the victim was. And
whoever sent the victim to take my place will wonder if we're onto him. We soon
will be."
Lunzie
found Coromell's office a relief after the pastel-walled, determinedly soothing
atmosphere of the clinic suite. A great arc of desk took the place of the
command module onboard a ship. He grinned when he saw her expression.
"Yes,
it's an indulgence. But one which keeps me
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thinking
like a deepspace admiral, and not a planet-dweller."
A
younger man, whom Lunzie assumed was "Dallish," stood aside as they
entered, then handed Coromell a sheaf of thin plastic strips. One wall had a
window looking out across the city—Lunzie's first live view of the hub of
interplanetary government. It looked, to her, like any other large city. Below,
a broad street had both slideways and vehicular traffic: bright blue and green
monorail trains. She glanced around Coromell's office again. The dark-blue
flat-piled carpet that seemed to be favored by Fleet officers, a bank of
viewscreens on the opposite wall, racks of datacubes, fichefiles, even a row of
books bound in plain blue. "Lunzie!"
She
looked away from a row of exquisitely detailed model ships, displayed against a
painted starscape. Coromell and Dallish had tuned in one of the civilian news
programs, now showing a view that Lunzie realized was the docking tube of a
ship at Station. At first she did not hear whatever the news commentator was
saying. Over the tube, the electronic display had gone from green to orange;
the ship's name Zaid-Dayan and status "Un-dock: Warning" blinked on
and off
A
commentator stepped in front of the vicam, and Lunzie made herself listen to
the sleek-haired woman with the professional frown.
"Most
unusual behavior has prompted some to suggest that the missing captain of this
dangerous ship may have been contaminated with a psychoactive agent, even a
disease which has spread to crewmembers. We have just been informed that the
Insystem Federation Security teams whose duty it is to ensure that these
warships cannot fire their weapons at innocent civilians, these teams are being
evicted from this ship. Even now," and the commentator's head turned
slightly so that Lunzie could see out-of-focus movement behind her, up the tube
toward the ship. "I believe, yes, here they are, quite against their will
..."
Hands
on heads, the men and women clumping down the length of the tube looked unhappy
enough. Behind
them
were figures in ominous gray and green armor, helmets locked down, and very
impressive-looking weapons in hand.
"Security
team weapons," Coromell commented to Dallish. "Notice that? Their own
are probably still locked up. They disarmed the warden teams." He sounded
almost gleeful. "Probably Wefts, shifting on 'em."
"Excuse
me," the commentator was saying, thrusting her microphone into the faces
of the first to exit, while the camera zoomed at them. "Could you comment
on the mental stability of the crew of this ship? Is there any danger that they
might turn ..."
"Bunch
of flippin' maniacs!" snarled one of the men. He had a ripening bruise
over one eye, and a split lip. "Gone totally bonkers, they have,
hallucinatin' about invaders from the deep I"
"Krimsl"
Dallish glanced at Lunzie and back to the screen. "If they take that line
..."
Coromell
was already punching commands on his desk. Lunzie's gaze flicked back and forth
between him and the newscast. She found it hard to concentrate on either. Those
exiting the ship had clumped around the newscaster and her crew; behind them,
the camera barely showed something moving again in the tube.
Suddenly
a loud squeal made everyone on the screen
jump
and they moved back. The camera focussed on a
| large
red hatch sliding across the tube opening, as the
status
board changed to "Undock: ACCESS CLOSED."
The
news program shifted to someone in a studio.
"Thank
you, Cerise," said a male 'caster who then turned to the front. "As
you can see, something ominous is going on with the Fleet heavy cruiser
Zaid-Dayan, whose former captain, a Fleet officer named Sassinak, is sought in
connection with a murder investigation on the surface of this planet. We have
no explanation for the expulsion of the security teams or for the cruiser's
apparent intention to undock from the Station. ;.We have learned from sources
close to the Federation Justice Department Prosecutor's office that valuable
evidence and a witness in the upcoming trail of the ^jheavyworlder conspirator
Tanegli are also missing. Al-
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though
we cannot speculate at this time on any connection between the two, our
correspondent Li Tsan is standing by at the office of the Justice Department
Chief Prosecutor, Ser Branik. Li, what can you tell us about the Justice
Department's reaction to this latest Fleet outrage?"
"Well,
the Prosecutor isn't saying anything. This situation is still too new. But we
have heard suggestions that the Zaid-Dagan became contaminated with some kind
of spore or viral particle, on die proscribed planet Ireta, which is affecting
the mental processes of anyone exposed."
"And
would that apply as well to the witnesses expected to arrive in the next day or
so from the EEC vessel . . . the ... uh ... former co-governors, Kai and
Varian?"
"It
certainly could. We expect to hear that they may be quarantined and their
transmitted testimony might well be scrutinized more closely. If such a disease
did cause mental instability, that might even be a defense for the original
alleged conspirators. Certainly Tanegli hasn't appeared normally healthy in any
of die interviews we've seen."
"NOI"
Lunzie startled herself as well as Coromell and Dallish with that explosion.
They stared at her. She got her voice back under control, choked down the less
acceptable phrases she wanted to useT and said, "It's ridiculous nonsense,
and any doctor would know that at once. There's no disease that could make
Sassinak and Arly crazy after a brief exposure, that wouldn't have affected the
rest of us all those years. To the point where we couldn't have survived,
Tanegli is not some innocent overcome by alien spores. He's as guilty as anyone
could be, and I'll see him convicted."
"Not
if this goes on," Dallish said, pointing to the screen. He had turned the
sound down, but Lunzie could see that the mouths were still moving.
"He's
right," Coromell said, putting down the comunit he'd been holding. "I
can't convince anyone to listen to me. Even those who believe I'm who I say I
am. Someone's put a lock on this thing, hard and fast. That," and he
nodded at the unit, "was the Assistant
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Longscan
Supervisor, and as far as he's concerned there's not a ship within a couple of
light-years that he didn't have logged for scheduled arrival months ago. That's
one I trust, normally as suspicious as I am, but he's believing his machines
and his outstation crews. And someone had already reached him, insisting that
it was his duty to squelch any panic in the week before the ; Grand Council and
Winter Assizes open."
"Who?"
asked Dallish. "I've never seen anything Mocked that fast. It was as if
they had everything in place."
"Of
course they would have," Coromell said. "Once
-they
knew about their time bomb, about Ireta, they'd Start setting up ways to
counter anything we could do. I'm suddenly becoming very suspicious about that
hunting trip."
"But,
sir, you always go rhuch hunting." \' 'True, but you remember I thought of
not going, ; with Sassinak coming in and the trial approaching. Then 'they had
that 'cancellation' in Bakli Lodge. Well, no matter now. We can dig into that
later, assuming we ; ensure a later."
"Sir,
if I may suggest?" Dallish looked both embar-
and
determined. "Go ahead."
"Lunzie's
now the single witness in the Iretan case. She's an obvious target even if she
hadn't brought back all that from Diplo."
"She
ought to be safe enough here ..." Coromell ! began, and then he shook his
head. "Except that we've ; already passed word to the Prosecutor's office
that she's j;pnplanet"
"And
we have to assume a leak in that office. Yes, ,8far."
"Mmm.
We'll just have to make sure we have none are." His comunit buzzed and
Coromell picked it up. "Ah . . . Mr. Justice Vrix. Yes, as a matter of
feet, but
-you
have her taped deposition on file. No, No, that's ipossible. Because . . . yes.
Precisely. And until that time, I'm not risking the government's remaining
wit-i." He flipped a toggle and smiled at Lunzie. "You
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see? We
must not let you out of our sight between now and the trial."
Fleet
shuttle Seeker
This
time, Ensign Timran told himself, he would do everything right the first time.
Not by accident, but by the exercise of cool judgment and keen intelligence. He
knew that he'd been chosen for this mission because he had a habit of being
lucky. But this time he had a team of marines, a pair of Weft officers (that they
outranked him hardly mattered: while he piloted the shuttle, he ranked
everyone) and authorization to rescue his revered captain. He was going to do
everything right. He would make no mistakes.
Tongue
caught between his teeth, he eased the shuttle off its platform, remembered to
key in the appropriate signal to the Zaid-Dayan to confirm liftoff, remembered
to check the low-link and high-link connections with the cruiser's com shack.
From this vantage, the Station looked as if a mischievous child had taken three
or four sets of TekiLink toys and mismatched half the connections. As a habitat
for gerbils, it might have a certain charm but it lacked die clean functional
lines Timran approved of in Fleet installations. The cruiser had been docked at
the outer end of one long arm; he had another such to dodge, with a row of boxy
insystem transports.
Then he
was clear, with an easy drop trajectory down to the shuttleport. Except that he
was not going to the shuttleport. He hadn't told Arly: she was busy enough. And
his orders said nothing specific about the shutdeport, just that he was to go
render assistance to Sassinak. He was sure she wasn't at the shuttleport. If
she had been, she'd have contacted the cruiser before now. So going to the
shuttleport would only involve a lot of hashing around with civilians who
didn't want a Fleet shuttle in their airspace anyway.
Beside
him, one of the Wefts had tuned in the civilian newscast. Tim almost glanced at
it when he heard the commentator's question to the evicted Security team
and the
answers, but he remembered what had happened last time he got distracted. More
to the point were the angry questions from Airspace Control. They seemed to
think he would interfere with scheduled traffic. He smiled to himsetf. Military
shuttles would not have survived in service if they'd been blind to other
craft. He knew where everything around him was at least as well as Airspace
Control. And all of them knew, from hearing the smug Security teams brag about
it, that FedCentral had no inner air defenses The Bronthin had refused to allow
them. From Tim's point of view, the only weapons down there were little stuff.
"We're
not goin' to the 'port?" asked the Weft, Kiksi,
her
name was. If she was a she . . . Tim had never
bothered
to find out much about Wefts. He didn't
I-
dislike them, he just found his own amusements far
more
interesting than theoretical knowledge about aliens.
"No,"
Tim said. "They'll just try to impound us. And Commander Sassinak can't be
there, or she'd have contacted us."
"Good
thought," said the Weft. "Do you know where she is?"
"Nobody
does," said Tim. He had punched up the mapping function and was now trying
to decide just where he did want to land. FedCentral offered little open land
close to where he thought Sassinak might be.
"Not
strictly true," said the other Weft, Tenant Sricka. , "Sassinak is
not where the shuttle can reach her."
This
time he did look away, though he kept his hands steady. "You know where
she is? Why didn't you tell Arly?"
"She
kept moving. She was under surface. We had no return contact."
"Under
surface . . . like in a submarine?" FedCentral ihad only one ocean and Tim
had not suspected it of submarine transport.
A
chuckle from Kiksi, that made his ears burn. "No
. . under the city. Subways? Maintenance
tunnels?
e don't
know. We don't talk with her in human Spshape. We're not made for it. It's
direction sense only. l-When we are nearer, I can shift, and then perhaps
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touch
her mind more directly. But you, where are you planning to land the shuttle?
And how to prevent detection?" "I'm not sure."
He knew
his ears were bright red and the back of his neck, under his uniform. It had
seemed like a good idea, and even before Arly called on him, he'd daydreamed
about rescuing Sassinak, poring over the maps of the vast complex. The shuttle
could land on unprepared ground, could even make a direct vertical drop of
fifty to a hundred feet, although he'd never done it. But he couldn't land on
the roofs of ordinary buildings or on slideways or monorail tracks.
Sricka
reached over and tapped the map-control console; the area he'd been watching
slid aside, and another came up. Open, not too rough, and fairly near the city.
He didn't recognize the code.
"Land
fill," the Weft said. "That end's already covered, and the replanting
cycle's only up to grass. And that yellow line there, that's a subway tunnel
for returning workers to their housing. It's your decision, but if I were
flying this thing, that's where I'd go."
He had
no better ideas, and he was not about to ask for a vote. He could almost feel
the marines' amusement tickling his backbone.
"Looks
good," he said, trying to sound casual. "And
thanks."
"Will
it alarm you if I shift?"
"No.
Of course not."
Nonetheless,
he had to gulp hard when the ordinary human figure beside him turned into a
mass of extra joints, spiky protruberanees, and all too many legs. And a row of
bright blue eyes. Instead of staring, he entered his desired destination in the
shuttle's navigational computer and saw to it that the course changes all went
as planned. By the time he neared the landfill, flying the shuttle as if it
were any aircraft, he knew that the Zaid-Dayan was long gone. He had to do it
right this time. If he messed up, there would be no rescue.
Chapter
Eighteen
For a
moment, following Aygar up into the more public tunnels, Sassinak thought how
she could explain all this to a Board of Inquiry, if she survived long enough.
There were no Rules of Engagement covering this sort of thing. She remembered
something about "accepting civilian volunteers into a military
mission" —not recommended, but it did happen—and more than one passage
strongly cautioning Fleet officers from involving themselves in local politics.
And this was hardly local politics. She had taken on some part of the
Federation itself and even though she considered the people involved to be
traitors, they could say the same of her.
She
dared not think too far ahead or the weight of it would crush her. A single
Fleet captain against the most powerful families in the Federation, against the
massed pirates, plus the Seti? And with nothing but a ragged bunch of crazies
and losers? How could she even be thinking of this? Yet the thought daunted her
for only a moment. She had survived the raid on her home, against odds as high.
She had survived battle after battle in space where any mistake could have
killed her, and some nearly had. She had survived the
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jealousy
of other officers, a hundred mischances, to be where she was now. If not you,
who? Abe had said more than once.
No time
for letting her mind drift, not even to the things Fleur had told her. She
would have time later for more such talks, for long reminiscences, for shared
tears and laughter, or they would both be dead. For now, she had Aygar to get
safely to the rendezvous with his student friend, and whatever came after. She
patted her midsection where the extra bulk Fleur had insisted she stuff into
the pale blue worksuit felt itchy and unfamiliar. Even worse was the slight
dowager's hump that prickled when she twitched her shoulders, trying to
remember to slump. Although she'd seen in the mirror that the gray streaks
Fleur had added to her hair as well as decidedly wrong makeup made her look
years older, she kept thinking a more complete disguise would have been better.
Aygar, whose height and shoulders made him unmistakable, had been turned into a
male fashion plate. A voluminous magenta shirt unlaced halfway down his chest
and tucked into tight gray shorts made him look like anything but fugitive. His
mapper button now looked like one of the jewels studding a huge medallion hung
on stout chain around his neck.
The
first "uptowners" they saw hardly glanced at them. The upsloping
tunnel, linking one subway level with another, had streams of pedestrians
scurrying in both directions. Most wore one-piece worksuits in grays, browns,
and blues; the others were dressed as flamboyantly as Aygar. Homebound workers,
Fleur had said, mingling with the pleasure-hunters who also tended to
"change shifts" at rush hours. Sassinak trailed him, trying to look
as if she merely happened to be going in the same direction. In that brief time
below, she'd forgotten how noisy large groups could be. Announcements no one
could have understood boomed from the levels below and above; the scurrying
feet were overlaid by a constant roar of conversation. A flare of Ryxi
screeched, threatening, and the humans parted around them. A gray uniform
approached at a jog. At the next level, the upbound stream bifurcated, a
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third
veering left and two-thirds right. Even more noise broke over them. The
synthesized voice of the transportation computers announcing train arrivals and
departures, warning passengers away from the rails, repeating the same list of
safety rules over and over. Friends met on the platforms with squeals of
delight as if they had not seen each other at rush hour the day before. Less
demonstrative workers glared at them or muttered brief curses. Aygar and
Sassinak both turned right. Here, service booths backed the subway platforms:
fountains, restrooms, public callbooths, even a few food booths. As he'd been
directed, Aygar turned into the third of these. Sassinak paused as if to look
over the menu displayed, then ducked in after him.
He was
already shaking the hand of a much smaller young man with a milder version of
the same outfit; small-flowered purple print shirt, and looser green shorts but
higher-heeled boots. Backing him were two other young men, similarly dressed,
and a girl who seemed to have stepped out of a Carin Coldae re-run. Her silvery
snugsuit clung to the right curves, all the way down to sleek black boots, and
her emerald green scarf was knotted casually on the left shoulder. Across the
back of the bodysuit ran a stenciled black chain design and short lengths of
minute black chain hung from her ear lobes.
Sassinak
managed not to snicker. Innocent bravado deserved a passing nod of respect,
although she could have told the young woman that carrying a real weapon where
she'd stashed her emerald-green plastic imitation needier would make it hard to
draw in time for practical use. Her own hand checked the weapon Aygar had taken
from the dead man behind the bar. She moved past them, up to the counter, and
ordered a bowl of fried twists that were supposed to be real vegetables, not
processor output. Whatever it was, it would taste better than her last meal.
She paid for it from the money Fleur had given her and sat down at a largish
table near the clump of young people. They were talking busily, waving their
arms and looking like any other group of young people in a public place. Now
they
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were
moving up, ordering their own food, and then Aygar led them to the table she'd
chosen.
"Can
we sit here?" asked the darkest of the young men. He was sitting already.
"We need a big table."
Sassinak
nodded, hoping she looked like a slightly intimidated middle-aged office
worker. She ate a couple of fries and decided that it didn't matter if they
were real veggies or processed: they were delicious.
"I'm
Jonk'k," he said, smiling brightly at her. "This is Gerstan, and this
is Bilis, and our Coldae clone is Erdra." The girl gave Sassinak a long
stare intended to impress.
"I
thought you were supposed to be a cruiser captain."
"I
am," Sassinak said very quietly. "Did you never hear of disguises?"
They
all looked unimpressed and she sighed inwardly. Had she ever been this young?
"I
wore this for you," the girl said. "I thought . . ."
Sassinak
laid a hand over the girl's wrist with strength enough to get a startled look.
"I had a Coldae poster, in silver, when I was a girl. But that was a
picture. Reality's different."
"Well,
of course, but ..."
Sassinak
released the girl's wrist and leaned back, giving her stare for stare. The girl
reddened suddenly.
"Erdra,
you wouldn't have lasted a week in the slave pens. Most of my friends
didn't."
Now
their stares had a different expression. Jonlik's bottle of drelz sauce was
dripping on his lap.
"Best
wipe that up," she said, in the tone she used aboard ship.
He
gaped, looked down, and mopped at his shorts with one flowing sleeve.
"I
told you," Aygar growled. She wondered what else he'd told them. At least
he was keeping his voice low.
Sassinak
turned to Gerstan. "Is it true, what Aygar said, that you can patch into
the secure links without being caught?"
Gerstan
nodded, and gulped down his mouthful of fries.
"So
fer. We've gotten all the way up to H-Level, and
there's
really tricky stuff from F-level on up. I've never been as far as H by myself.
Erdra's done it, though."
"What's
on H-level?"
Erdra
tossed her head in a gesture not quite like Coldae's but close enough.
"Well,
it lets you play model games with the lower levels. Like, what if all the water
in the auxiliary reservoir is gone suddenly and the pumps on that line are
about to seize. That's one thing, but it's not just games, because it's
realtime, using their data, bollixing their sensors, overriding the safety
interlocks. I've never done anything really dangerous ..." The tone was
that of someone who had indeed done something criminal, if not dangerous, but
who wasn't about to admit it.
Bilis
snorted. "What about the time you convinced Uie Transport Authority a
train had derailed out on the Yellow Meadow line?"
"That
wasn't dangerous. They had time to stop the following trains. I set it up that
way."
"Cost
the taxpayers 80,000 credits, they said," Bilis said to Sassinak.
"Lost time, damage from the emergency halts, hours of hunting the 'bases,
looking for tampering. Never did find her."
"Never
did find the tap at all," said Erdra who sounded much smugger than someone
faking a train derailment should. "And if something blows when a train has
to make an emergency stop, it needs finding. If there had been a wreck, that
number 43 would've plowed right into it. They should thank me for finding their
problems."
Sassinak
eyed the girl, wishing she had her on the Zaid-Dayan for a few weeks. With all
that talent, she needed someone to straighten her out.
"By
the way," Erdra said sweetly, popping a couple of fries into her mouth and
crunching them. "How come your ship left without you?"
"I
beg your pardon?" It was the only alternative to the scream that wanted to
erupt from her gut.
"Your
ship. That cruiser. Newscast says it broke away from the Station and went
zipping off blathering about an invading fleet. The captain or whoever you left
up there is supposed to be crazy with whatever drug or
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spore
or something you caught on Ireta. Whatever made you kill that admiral."
For a
moment the whirl of Sassinak's thoughts found no verbal form. Rage: how dare
they leave her! Fear: she had been so sure that if she could get a signal out,
Arly would be there for her. Exultation: she had been right\ There was more going
on than anyone had thought and those blasted smug Internal Security fops were
going to find something worse than a Fleet cruiser's guns to worry about.
She
controlled all that, and her breathing, with an effort, and said, "I
didn't kill any admiral." But I could cheerfully kill you, she thought at
Erdra who clearly had no telepathic ability at all because she kept right on
smiling.
"You
nearly finished?" That came from an irritated clump of men in business
jumpers, their fry packets leaking grease onto their fingers.
"Oh,
sure." Gerstan stood up as quickly as the others did. "Let's go on to
somewhere else and talk, huh?"
Sassinak
felt very much the drab peahen among the flock but dealt with that by taking
the lead. She trusted Aygar to keep them following.
Back
down the sloping connecting tunnel to the narrow service tube and the
unobtrusive door. Their last protest had been some distance back. Sassinak paid
no mind to it. She had enough to think of. Arly would not have taken the
Zaid-Dayan out without good reason. That she knew. But on top of her own
concern, her own burning desire to be there when anything happened to her ship,
the words "Court Martial" burned in her mind. There was no excuse
short of death for a captain who was downside when her ship went into action.
She
gave the signal knock to the door, and it opened at once. She led the others
in, and when the door shut behind them, they faced the same weapons she had.
"What
is this?" Gerstan demanded.
"Caution,"
Sassinak said. And to Coris, "No one noticed us and we had no problems.
Some of these were fairly loose-tongued in a fry bar but the place was jammed
with commuters. Shouldn't be a problem." She
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turned
back to the students. "You wanted a conspiracy? You've just found one.
These," and she waved an arm at her motley troop, "are
fellow-conspirators. Refugees. Ex-slaves. The poor and homeless of this city
which, according to Aygar, you hope to help by plotting a coup."
From
their expressions, none of the students had actually met any of the
undergrounders before. To their credit, none of them tried to bolt.
"You're
sure about these four?" Coris asked.
"Not
entirely, yet, but let's go down a bit and see if Erdra's as good as Gerstan
says." Coris nodded, and waved Sassinak through the group. She spoke over
her shoulder to Erdra. "Did they give any specifics about the ship
leaving? Say what it was after?"
"Uh
. . . not really." Erdra sounded much less smug. Perhaps the girl had recognized
that those weapons were real. "Just that they—the people aboard—threw off
the Security teams that make sure no weapons are usable. A shuttle was sent off
and then the ship left the Station. They'd said something about an invasion,
but there's been no word. But that got squashed. It's been confirmed that
nothing's out there that shouldn't be."
"And
you believe that?" Sassinak didn't wait for an answer, but let her
annoyance work itself out. "You, who created a fake train wreck? Who
could've hidden a real one as easily?"
"But
I didn't. And that means someone else ..."
"Is
as smart as you are. Right."
"Then
is there really something out there?" That was Gerstan, bouncing up
alongside her. Sassinak refrained from slapping him back into place.
"Arly
would not take the Zaid-Dayan without good reason. She's not any crazier than I
am. So I think something's out there. What, I couldn't guess."
Actually,
she could: a pirate incursion or a Seti fleet. Either one might be part of a
larger conspiracy and she had to hope only one of them had materialized. Her
mind reverted to something else Erdra had said. A shuttle? Why had Arly
released a shuttle?
Then
she grinned: obvious. And she would wager she
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could
name the pilot aboard, but not what that very brash young man would do next.
"So
you're saying," Gerstan went on, "that the Federation itself is
involved in concealing the approach of some danger from deepspace?"
Sassinak
nodded. "Yes, because some faction thinks that will give it control. In
such cases you have two possibilities. The present rulers want to use force to
give themselves absolute power because they fear a challenge, or a faction not
quite in control wants to tip the balance its way."
"Which
is it?"
"I
don't know." She grinned at their confusion. "It doesn't really
matter. If Arly detected the incoming fleet at the edge of the Zaid-Dayan's
scan range, it can't be here for days. It won't just launch missiles at the
planet. To do that it could have lobbed a passive from far outside scan."
Their faces were blank. Sassinak reminded herself that none of these people had
military training. "Never mind," she said gently. "Hie point is
that whatever's going on up there isn't our problem. Our problem is the group
here that's concealing it. That, we can do something about, if we're quick
enough. Then the existing defense systems should be able to handle the
invaders." She wasn't at all sure she believed that. Would Arly think to
call for more Fleet aid? Or would she be worried that what came might not be
on
their side?
"Now,"
she said, putting enough bite in it that they all, students and undergrounders
alike, gave her their full attention. "First we must locate The Parchandri
and neutralize him. That's your task, Erdra. Get into the links and liases, and
find out where his hideyhole is. Get control of the lifesupport and
communications lines. I'd wager next year's pay that hell be underground but
not completely self-contained."
"But
..." The girl looked around. "Where's an access port? I've always
used one of the Library carrels to get in."
"Coris.
Take her down and help her get to one of the trunkline 'ports. Bilis can go
with her and you'll need a
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tensquad
for guards. If you run into trouble, run! And get her to another 'port. Two
runners, for messages, until we get our communications set up. Gerstan, you
told Aygar that there were a lot more students who wanted to get
involved?"
"Yes,
ma'am." That honorific came out slowly as if he hadn't planned it.
Sassinak smiled at him.
"Good.
We'll find you a 'port and you can let them know. We need communications links
topside so we can keep track of what the media's saying and what's going down
on the streets. We'll also need some small portable corns, like those the
police have." From his expression, he was finding real action scarier than
he'd expected. And he hadn't seen real action yet.
"You
mean, steal . . . ? Like, from a ... a policeman? A guard?"
"Whatever
it takes. I thought you were eager to start a revolution. Did you think you'd
do that without getting cross ways with the police?"
"Well,
no, but ..."
"But
talk let you feel brave without doing anything. Sorry, lad, but the time for
that's all gone. Now it's time to act or go hide someplace very deep until it's
over. Can you do it? Will your friends?"
"Well.
. . yes. Some of'em we've even had to sit on, practically, to keep from doing
something stupid."
Sassinak
grinned. "Change stupid to useful and get 'em rounded up. Let's go,
everyone."
Coris
had already left with Erdra and Bilis. Now Sassinak led the others at a good
pace back to the lower levels. After the first shock of hearing that the
Zaid-Dayan had left, she felt an unaccountable lift of spirits. The whole
situation was impossible, but it would come out right.
In only
a few hours, the fragile bond between the various groups began to strengthen. A
trickle of students appeared, from one access tunnel and another, all with
necessary equipment. Haifa dozen standard 'phone repair kits, with the official
connectors that wouldn't trip any alarms no matter where they were plugged in.
Two police-issue belt-comps that included both com-
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municators
and tiny computers. Nineteen gas-kits similar to the Fleet-issue one Sassinak
carried.
"Where'd
you get these?" she asked the short, chunky youth who brought them in. He
blushed a deep rose and muttered something about the drama department.
"Drama department?"
"We
did Hostigge's Breathless last year and the director wanted realistic props.
She's friendly with a guy at the local station who said these weren't really
any good without the detox." At which point, he handed over a sackful of
detox tubes. "Now these I got scrounging around in the junk stores over on
Lollipi Street. Most of 'em have been used once, but I thought maybe ..."
"How
long have you been collecting them?" Some-tiling about die earnest
sweating face impressed Sassinak. He reminded her of the best supply officers:
longsided
and
sticky-fingered.
"Well,
even before the play I thought maybe they'd be good for something, if somebody
could synthesize the membranes. Then when we got the membrane masks and they
didn't take 'em back, I thought ..." His voice trailed away, as if he
still didn't realize what he'd done.
"Good
for you," she said.
She
hoped he'd survive the coming troubles. He'd be worth recruiting. Of course,
nineteen gas kits among hundreds didn't help much, but he'd had the right
idea.
Meanwhile,
with communications access to the topside, they knew what the news media were
telling everyone. Erdra had tapped into the lower-level secured lines so they
knew where the police patrols were. Sassinak found herself yawning again and
when she counted the hours, realized she'd run over twenty-four again. Aygar
was snoring in a corner of the crowded little maintenance area their group was
in. She would have to sleep soon herself.
"Got
it," came Erdra's triumphant cry.
Sassinak
struggled up. She'd fallen asleep at some
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point
and somebody had covered her with a blanket. She raked her fingers through her
hair and wished she could have thirty seconds in her own refresher cabinet.
"Are
you sure?" she heard someone else ask.
"Yes,
because it's guarded like nothing else we've seen. It's not in the central
city, though, where I'd have thought, but over here, map coordinates 13-H.
Below the main tunnels. But look, it's not directly under any of them. So I got
into an archive file and found the building specs." She was waving a
hardcopy sheet and Sassinak grabbed it.
"It's
a ship!" The others stared at her.
"It
can't be," Erdra said. "It's underground."
"Silo
construction." From the blank looks, none of diem knew what that meant.
"Look," and Sassinak pointed to her proof, "the stuff on top's
designed to look like real buildings, but it's just shell. Probably even folds
back. Down here, this is a lot more than self-contained habitat for a planet . .
. this, and this," her finger stabbed at the plans. "Framing of a
standard midsize personal yacht. My guess would be Bollanger Yards, maybe a
hundred-fifty years ago. When was that section of the city built up?"
Erdra
scowled, fiddled on the keyboard she now carried, and said, "Eighty-two
years ago, subdivided for light industry. Before that, nothing but a single
ware-bouse and ... a derelict shuttle station, from back when private shuttles
were legal."
"But
a ship couldn't last that long, could it?" asked Gerstan.
"Easily,
protected like that. They've maintained it. They'll have replaced obsolete
equipment with new. No problem to them. And nothing wrong with the hull design.
The question is, do they keep it fitted to launch?"
"Launch?
From underground?"
Civilians
I Did they not even know that most planetary defenses used some silo-sited
missiles, often placed on moons or asteroids in the system, safe from random
bombardment by stray rocks?
"Launch.
As in, escape. If things get too hot. Which is precisely what we were planning
to make them."
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"How
could we tell? And what will it do if it does launch? Will it start a
fire?"
"Erdra,
do you have a hardcopy of all the connection data?"
Wide-eyed,
the girl handed over a sheaf of them. Sassinak began paging through as she
talked.
"If
it's the hull I think it is, and if it's got the engines it should have, then
it will do more than start a fire if it launches. They won't have intended that
silo to be used more than once. Its lining will combust to produce part of the
initial lift and since they would only do it in an emergency, it's probably set
to backblast down any communicating tunnels. Even though that wastes thrust, I
doubt they'll care."
Her
eyes scanned the sheets, translating into Fleet terms the different civilian
notation. Yes. There. Solid chemical fuel, far more efficient than any in the
dawn of the human space exploration, but still unstable and requiring
replacement at intervals. So the hardened access tunnel for that alone, in case
anything went wrong, would have blast hatches at both ends. He could still get
away.
The old
rage burned behind her eyes. So close, and he could still get away. She could
almost see them getting near, breaking through one defense after another, only
to be met by the blazing flare of the engines as the yacht lifted away from
trouble to some luxurious hidey-hole in another system.
«
Sassinak!»
Her
heart caught, then went on. A Weft—one of her Wefts—in range. She sent back an
urgent query.
«Ten
marines, two of us, Timran piloting the shuttle.»
The
shuttle! Virtually helpless against real fighting craft, even a shuttle could
take an unarmed yacht. Sassinak felt a rush of excitement. Now she had them
trapped; The Parchandri and whoever his main conspirators were. She could block
their escape. She could push them into it, make them commit themselves, show
themselves. And then destroy them. She realized the others were looking at her
oddly.
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"Don't
worry," she said. "That's not the disaster it seems like. In fact,
when you know an enemy's bolthole, it becomes a trap."
"But
if the ship goes up, how can we . .
Sassinak
waved for quiet, and the babble died. "My cruiser dropped a shuttle,
remember?" Heads nodded. She went on. "So if I get where I can
contact them," and she waved her little comunit, "they can intercept
it." She was not about to tell them she could talk to her Wefts. She'd
heard enough racial slurs down here to convince her of that. "But there's
plenty of work for the rest of you."
It
would take pressure to make them run, pressure in the Grand Council, pressure
underground. They must feel threatened every way but that. And she could not
use these civilian lives freely. They were not hers to throw away, not even in
such a cause.
Chapter
Nineteen
FSP
Escort Brightfang, FedCentral Docking Station
On the
bridge of the escort vessel Brightfang by the courtesy of his old classmate
Killin, Fordeliton had a startling view of the Zaid-Dayaris departure as the
escort approached the FedCentral Main Station. First he noticed that the Flight
Bay was open, then he could see the elevator rising with a shuttle poised on
its narrow surface. He wondered briefly if Sassinak were letting Timran run an
errand as the shuttle lifted away, the Flight Bay closing in behind it. A few
seconds later, the ship itself eased off the docking probe. He felt a great
hollow open in his middle. He had counted on reporting to Sassinak the moment
he arrived. He was in time for the trial. Why was she leaving? What would he do
now?
"What's
going on?" he asked.
No one
answered. Killin looked angry as he spoke into his comset, but Ford could not
quite hear what he said. The little ship shivered. Someone's tractor beam had
swept it. He knew better than to ask anything more, and made himself as
invisible as he could. Then Killin turned to him.
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"They
won't let us dock! They're holding us in position with the tractors and they're
threatening worse."
"What's
happened?"
"Your
captain According to them, she killed an admiral onplanet and whoever she left
in charge of the Zaid-Dayan has gone completely bonkers, ghost-hunting. They
think it's something catching, probably from Ireta."
"Arly!
It'd be Arly if Sassinak left the ship. And Arly's not crazy. Patch me over to
"em."
Killin
shook his head. "Can't. They've jammed us just in case. So far as they're
concerned, Fleet personnel are all crazy until proven otherwise. They're not
about to let us spread our damaging lies."
"They
said that?" With astonishment came the sudden piercing loss. Where was
Sassinak? In prison? Surely not dead! He realized that he did not want to deal
with a world that had no Sassinak in it, not anywhere.
"They
said it's worse than that. The Insystem Security officer I spoke to had been
thrown off the Zaid-Dayan. By Wefts."
"But
I've got orders. I've got to get this information down there in time for
Tanegli's trial."
Killin
shrugged. "Feel like space-swimming the last kilometer? And then I doubt
they'll let you go down in a shuttle like a nice, harmless civilian."
"Why
are they scared of you? They don't know you've got a deadly Iretan survivor
with you."
Killin
looked startled. "I forgot. You were there, weren't you? Snarks, if they
figure that out ..."
"We
don't tell them. We don't tell them I have any connection to the Zaid-Dayan or
Sassinak. I'm just a humble courier, carrying a sealed satchel from Sector HQ
to FedCentral's Justice Center."
"I
didn't pick you up at Sector HQ."
"And
who knows that? Got a good reason for turning me over to these idiots?"
Killin
shrugged. "No. But that still doesn't get you into the Station. If they
relent. . ."He broke off as his comunit blinked at him and he cut the
volume onto the cabin speakers.
".
. . assurances that no member of your crew was at
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any
time on the proscribed planet Ireta, which is believed to be the source of a
plague affecting mental capacity, you will be allowed to dock and proceed with
normal business."
Killin
winked at Ford and spoke into the com. "Sir, this ship has never even been
in the same sector as Ireta. We're a scheduled courier run between Sector Eight
HQ and the capitol. We have a courier onboard, with urgent sealed messages from
Sector to the Justice Center, as I believe your stripsheet will show."
A long
pause, then another voice. "Right, Captain. You are on the sheet, listed
as courier, with one passenger carrying papers under diplomatic seal. Is that
right?"
"Yes,
sir. The rest of the crew hasn't changed since the last run."
"Do
you ... ah ... have any knowledge of the Zaid-Dayan s crew? If any debarked at
Sector HQ?" Killin raised his eyebrows at Ford, and Ford shook his head
quickly, then scribbled a note to him. Killin began drawling his answer as he
read.
"Well,
only what we heard, you know, back at Sector. Whole crew was ordered to appear
here as potential witnesses or something, is what I Heard. Certainly didn't
hear of anyone leaving the ship there."
Killin's
grin at Ford was wolfish. He didn't like to lie, but this was not a lie. What
Ford had told him in the week they'd been together was entirely separate from
what he'd heard at Sector. More interesting, too.
"Very
well. We will proceed with docking." Killin clicked the com off, and shook
his head'at Ford.
"You're
going to have to be lucky to get away with this. And that captain of yours
shouldn't be so trigger-happy. Admirals! I've known a few I'd like to blow
away, but actually doing it gives such a bad impression to the Promotion
Board."
Ford
maintained the cool reserve expected of a courier all the way through Customs,
an ordeal usually reserved for civilians, but in this instance imposed in its
full rigor on every Fleet member. He gave his name,
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his
rank, his number, and his current posting: special orders to Fleet
Headquarters, FedCentral.
"Last
ship posting?" This was almost a snarl.
Ford
allowed himself a faint, sad smile. "I'm sorry to say, the Zaid-Dayan. I
understand it's been a problem to you?"
He
dared not try to conceal this, any more than his real identity. But the
Zaid-Dayan had arrived in port without him, with someone else listed as
Sassinak's second-in-command. He had a slight chance.
If the
Insystem Security officer had had movable ears, they'd have pricked. He could
feel the interest.
"Ah.
And you served with Commander Sassinak?"
"Some
time back, yes."
His
tone indicated that the further back in time that association slipped, the
happier he would be. The Security officer did not relax, but his eyelids
flicked.
"And
have you had contact with Commander Sassinak since?"
"No.
I had no reason to contact the Commander once I left her . . . command."
Nothing so blatant as open hostility, just a chill. He had been glad to leave
her command, and no backward glances.
"I
see." The officer looked down at a datascreen Ford could not see.
"This was before the Ireta incident?"
Ford
nodded, tight-lipped, and muttered, "Yes."
They
would have his files, but were unlikely to have the personnel history of the
Zaid-Dayan.
"We
show no ship assignments after that."
"I
had special duty." It had indeed been special. "Plainclothes work;
I'm afraid I cannot comment on it."
"Ah.
Duration?"
"Nor
that, I'm sorry." Ford's regret was genuine. He'd have liked to tell
someone else about Madame Flaubert and her lapdog. "Some months, I can
say."
"And
you've had no contact with I re tans since that assignment?"
Really
it was too easy, the way the man asked all the wrong questions. He didn't even
have to lie.
"No.
I reported directly, got my orders and boarded the next courier."
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"Very
well, then. We'll escort you to the next shuttle and to the Fleet offices.
There's been some unrest because of the . . . unfortunate incidents."
Ford
gathered the details of the unfortunate incidents, at least as they were known
to the press, on his way downside. His escort, nervous at first but
increasingly relaxed as Ford showed no inclination to leap up and act crazy,
filled in what the news reports left out without adding any real information.
Sassinak
had been onplanet and had killed someone. They were now fairly sure it was not
Admiral Coromell. Ford let his eyebrows rise. She and the native Iretan had
then disappeared, and nothing had been seen of them since,
"Dear
me," he said, stifling a yawn. "How tiresome."
His
escort delivered him safely to the front door of Fleet offices. Ford noticed
that civilians did veer away from him, as if he might be contagious. The
marines on guard at the door saluted briskly and let him inside. So far, so
good, although he had no real idea what to do next. Still playing innocent
courier, he reported to the officer on duty and mentioned that he had important
evidence for the Iretan matter.
"You!
You're from her ship! How in Hades did you get through?" The duty officer,
a Tenant, had spoken loud enough to turn heads. Ford noticed the quick glances.
"Easy,
there," he said quietly, smiling. "I broke no laws and created no
ruckus. Shall we keep it that way? And how about announcing me to the
Admiral?"
"Admiral
Coromell?"
"That's
right." He glanced around and saw the eyes fall before his like wheat
whipped by wind. Something wrong in this office, too. "I believe Commander
Sassinak would have told him I was coming."
"N-no,
sir. The Admiral's been oflplanet, hunting over on Six. That's why we thought
at first . . . why what they said . . . but the dead man wasn't Coromell . .
."
This
made little sense. Ford tried to hack his way through the verbiage.
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"Is
the Admiral aboard now?"
"Well,
no, sir, he's not. He's en route, I've been told. No ETA yet. He was out
hunting at the time of the—of whatever happened. That's why no one could reach
him, you see, and ..."
"I
see." Ford would gladly have choked this blath-erer, but he still had to
find someone to share his information with. "Who's in charge, then?"
"Lieutenant
Commander Dallish, but he's not available right now, sir. He was up all night,
and he ..."
Ford
thought sourly that Dallish was probably a passed-over goofoff, lounging in bed
in midafternoon just because he'd been up all night. Coromell had a good
reputation, but if this office was any indication, he had quit earning that
reputation some time back. He realized that the day's fatigues and surprises
might have something to do with his attitude, but the planetside stinks had
given him a headache. He wanted to hand over his highly important information,
enjoy a decent fresh-cooked meal, and sleep. Now he could foresee that he was
going to have to wait around for a lazy brother officer who would want to sit
up and gossip about Sassinak. No. He would not play that game.
"Could
you tell me where the Prosecutor's office is, then? I've got a hand delivery
there, too."
The
Tenant's ability to give clear directions met Ford's expectations, which were
low. He accepted the offer of a marine guide and escort, and refused the
suggestion that he would be less conspicuous in civilian clothes. He would take
his evidence to the Prosecutor, he would find his own way back, by way of a
decent restaurant. Surely the Prosecutor's staff would know of some.
By
then, surely this Dallish would be awake, and if not . . . There was always a
bunk in the Transient Officers Quarters. He had the uneasy feeling of being
watched as he and his escort stepped onto the slideway, but shrugged it off. Of
course he was being watched. The news had everyone paranoid about Fleet
officers. But if he acted like a big, calm, bored errand-boy, nothing should
happen to him.
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Lunzie
recognized his retreating back, but couldn't get Coromell's attention until
Ford was out of sight.
"Who?"
Coromell said, peering at the crowded slideway.
"Ford!"
Lunzie was ready to cry with sheer frustration. It was impossible that
everything could go so wrong. "Sassinak's Exec, from the Zaid-Dayan. He
was
herel"
"Omigod!"
Dallish slammed his hand onto the window-frame "It's my fault. You'd told
us he was coming, but I was still thinking he'd report to his ship first. He
must've gotten to the Station after ..."
"We'll
find him. Just call down and ask the duty officer where he went."
But
although he told Dallish where Ford was going, they could not find him again.
All communications to the Prosecutor's office were blocked.
"Lines
engaged. Please call again later" in muted synthetic speech so sweet
Lunzie wanted to gag.
"There's
got to be a way," she said. "Can't you break
into
the line?"
"I'm
trying. We don't want anyone to know the Admiral's here yet," Dallish
said, "so I can't use his special code."
By die time
they did get through, it was after hours as die computer's secretarial function
insisted. When they worked their way through the multiple layers of authority
and back down through the same layers trying to find die person to whom Ford
would have reported tf he'd been there, he'd already left. Without an escort.
No, nobody knew where he'd gone. He'd been asking around for good places to
eat, and the speaker thought he'd talked most to someone who had left even
earlier. Sorry.
"He'll
come back here," said Coromell, without much conviction. "It's
standard procedure."
"Nothing
in this entire situation is standard procedure," Lunzie said. "Why
should he follow it?"
It came
out sharper than she intended, and she realized all at once that she was hungry
again and very, very tired.
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Despite
his confident insistence that he could cer-| tainly get something to eat and
find his own way back to the Fleet offices, Ford was not entirely sure just
where he was. After a long wrangle about what he considered minor matters, he
had left the Prosecutor's office. It wasn't anyone's business but his captain's
exactly when and where he'd left the Zaid-Dayan to visit his great-aunt. They'd
had his original taped deposition; he hadn't wanted to repeat it.
The
Prosecutor's staff gave him the distinct impression that Sassinak's
disappearance with Aygar and Lunzie's non-appearance were somehow his fault. At
least he was there to be griped at. He had pointed out that since the first
report that die dead man was an admiral had been wrong, die report that
Sassinak had |. anything to do widi die murder might be wrong, too.
And
where was she? he was asked, and he replied, | with what he thought of as
massive self-control, that he had no earthly idea, having arrived only that
afternoon. He had parted from die staff in no mood to take die precautions diey
advised. It had been his experience on dozens of worlds that a confident walk,
clean fingernails, and die right credit chip would keep him out of avoidable
trouble, while good reflexes and a strong right arm would get him out of die
rest. So he had walked along, working off the irritation until the right
combination of smells led him into a dark little place which had the food its
aroma promised.
Hot
food, a good drink, and he felt much better about die world. He let himself
wonder, for die first time consciously, where Sassinak was. What had really
happened. He could not believe she was dead, stuffed in a trash bin down some
sleazy alley. He wondered where Arly was going with die Zaid-Dayan, and what
Sassinak thought about that, and if Tim ran had been piloting diat shuttle, and
who else might be in it.
Thinking
about diese things, he'd paid his bill with a smile and gone out into the
darkening evening where die streets looked subtly different dian they had in
the sulfurous light of late afternoon. Of course he could
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stop
someone and ask. Or he could go to any of the lighted kiosks and find his
location on the display map. But he could always do that later, if he turned
out to be really lost. At the moment, he didn't feel lost. He just felt that he
wanted a good after-dinner walk.
When he
realized that he'd walked far beyond the well-lighted commercial district where
he'd had dinner, it was dark enough to make the next lighted transportation
access attractive. Ford had walked off most of his ruffled feelings. He
realized it much smarter to take a subway back to the central square. He was
even pleased with himself for being so careful. Only a few dark shapes moved to
and from the lighted space above the entrance. Ford ignored them without
failing to notice which might turn troublesome as he rode the escalator down.
For a
moment, he considered continuing to the lowest level, and seeing if he could
find out anything about Sassinak. Every city had its denizens of the night,
usually easy enough to find in tunnels and alleys at night. But he wasn't
dressed for that. He would hardly fit in, and if Sassinak had plans of her own
going forward, he would only get in her way.
At the
foot of the escalator, he stood at the back of the platform, waiting for the
next train to come. Only a small group, men and women both, who eyed his Fleet
uniform and gave him room. When the train came in, he checked the number to be
sure it would take him all the way in without a transfer, letting the others
crowded into the first car. Ford shrugged, and stepped into the second without
really looking. He had seen only a few heads in the windows. He was all the way
in and the doors had thumped firmly behind him, when he realized what he saw.
Thirteen Fleet uniforms, and two very nervous civilians who sat stiffly at one
end trying to pretend they saw nothing.
"Ensign
Timran," Ford said, as if he'd seen him only a few hours ago. And in a
way, he had. "You do get around, don't you?" He let his eyes rest a
moment on each one, and did not miss the very slight relaxation.
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Whatever
they were up to, he had been instantly accepted as a help. Fine. When he found
out what they were supposed to be doing, he would help. In the meantime
..." Tenant Sricka, I presume you're in charge of this little
outing?"
A quick
flick of eyes back and forth made it clear what part of the problem had been.
Timran, in command as long as he was piloting a ship, had not been quick to
relinquish that command on the ground. Sricka, a tactful Weft, had not wanted
to risk confusion by confronting him: not on what might be enemy territory, in front
of the enlisted marines. Ford acknowledged that tact with a quirk of his mouth.
Even Timran wouldn't argue with the Exec of the Zaid-Dayan, a Lieutenant
Commander's stripes on his sleeves.
"Suppose
I fill you in on a slight change of plans," he said. "After you fill
me in on a few necessary details, such as where you left the shuttle and how
many you left with it."
Timran
leaned forward, keeping his voice low. Ford, who had been unconvinced of Tim's
reformation after Ireta, approved.
"Sir,
it's under shields on the replanted end of the landfill. Tenant Sricka
recommended that site because it was remote from the city center but near a
subway Hne. We left no one aboard, because we ... I ... we thought that we
might need everyone to help the captain. Sir."
Which
meant Sricka had tried to explain the stupidity of taking that many uniformed
men into a situation where Fleet uniforms might precipitate panic, but Tim
hadn't listened and now wished he had. Typical. Ford shifted his gaze to the
Weft.
"Do
you know where she is?"
"I
believe I can find her, sir, given a chance to shift. It's easier that
way."
"For
which you need privacy, if we don't want to scare the horses. Right! Let me
think." He tried to remember how many stops he'd passed during his walk.
If only those civilians hadn't been in this car! They'd probably report this
concentration of Fleet to someone
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as soon
as they got out. That decided him. "We're getting off at the next stop.
Just follow me."
He
didn't know where the civilians would get off, but they didn't move when Ford
stood and led the others off at the next stop. This one was no larger than the
other, with only a narrow bridge to the outbound platform, and no privacy
whatever. But if he led them all up to the street, they'd be just as
noticeable. Unless, of course, he could get those uniforms out of sight. He got
them all as far from the others on the platform as he could and explained.
"You
marines are MPs, and I'm your commanding officer. These dirtsiders don't know
one uniform from another. At least the civilians don't. These others are
belligerent drunks that we're trying to get back to the city as quietly as
possible."
The
Wefts, consummate actors, nodded and grinned. Timran looked both worried and
stubborn. Ford leaned closer to him.
"That's
not a suggestion, Ensign; that's an order. Now say 'I'm not drunk' and take a
swing at the sergeant there."
Timran
said it in the startled voice of one who hopes it's not true, swung wildly, and
the sergeant, grinning, enacted his role with vigor.
"Don't
you bother 'im," Sricka said, tugging ineffectually at die sergeant's arm.
"He's not drunk, it's just his birthday!"
"Happy
birthday to him!" shouted the other Weft, entering into the game
gleefully.
The
marines grappled, struggled, and started their drunken charges up to street
level with difficulty while Ford, still spotless, apologized coolly to the
civilians on the platform.
"Sorry.
Young officers, a long way from home. No excuse, really, but they're all like
this at least once. Get 'em home, let 'em sleep it off, and they'll get their
ears peeled in the morning.*'
With a
crisp nod, he followed his noisy troop up the escalator. With any luck, they'd
assume that this had nothing whatever to do with the Zaid-Dayan. Ford had
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never
found a planet yet that didn't know about drunken young soldiers. On the
streetside, his group wavered to a halt, waiting for his direction.
"That
way," he said. "Just be prepared to do your act again if I signal. If
it's official, let me do all the talking. I landed quite legally this afternoon
by the official shuttle and all my papers are in order. Now tell me. Who's got
the Zaid-Dayan, and what's going on up there?"
Sricka
took up the tale, and in a few sentences explained what he knew. Little enough,
but Ford agreed that a Ssli would be unlikely to make a mistake.
"If
they say a Seti invasion, I'll buy it. What's Fleet have insystem?"
Sricka
did not know that. Ford thought about the information lock put on the invasion
news, and wished he could talk to his old buddy Killin. But at least Arly could
call for help via the IFTL link. Ford decided not to worry about what he
couldn't change. That brought his thoughts back to their uniforms, even more
conspicuous as they came into better-lighted streets.
"And
your orders?"
"Captain
. . . Commander Arly told me to take a shuttle down in case the captain,
Commander Sassinak, that is, needed it. To do whatever it took to help
her."
"Well,
then. First we'll have to find her, then we'll know what help she needs. And to
do that, we'll have to look less like what we are. Here, hold up this lamppost
for a minute." He had spotted a larger, much busier subway access, the
kind that would have shops and other facilities on the platform below.
"Sergeant, if anyone asks, tell 'em your officer went down to make a call
to the office to get a vehicle."
Back
down underground again. He found He was enjoying this much more than he should
have. Even the contrast to Auntie Q's luxurious entourage cheered him. He found
an automated clothing outlet where commuters who had just spilled something on
their suit on the way to a conference could get a replacement. He dared not buy
clothes for all of them, but two or three coveralls wouldn't be excessive.
No,
four: the least expensive garment came in green,
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blue,
gray, and brown. He inserted his card, punched the buttons, and caught the
sealed packets as they came out of the slot. No one seemed to be watching. Back
up the escalator, packages in hand, to find the group had put on a small show
for a group of late diners who'd stopped to ask questions about Ireta's
mysterious plague. He took control, briskly and firmly, and marched his troops
off as if to a definite destination. Half a block later, he slowed them down
again. The Wefts wouldn't find much privacy in the subway tunnels of the inner
city this early in the night. He glanced back at the marines, and met the wary
glance of their sergeant. Who'd picked them? Arly? Currald? Whoever it was had
had sense enough to send more than one NCO. Which should he peel off for
Sassinak? The old rule held: don't tell 'em how to do it, just tell the
sergeant what you need done.
"Sergeant,
the Wefts'11 need a couple of marines just in case someone comes after 'em
while they're hunting the captain." Not that the Wefts couldn't outfight
any three humans while in their own shapes, but he suspected that the mental
concentration needed for hunting her could take the edge off their other
abilities. "Take these clothes and the next dark patch we come to, put 'em
on over your uniforms. That'll take care of three of you. One Fleet uniform
shouldn't be too dangerous. Then take off. Tenant Sricka, you find the captain,
and tell her where the shuttle is. Find out what she needs. If she can't
contact me, you do or send one of the marines. Can you find me, the way you
sense her?"
Sricka
frowned, then smiled. "I was about to say we couldn't, sir, but you've
changed.*1
"That's
what I was told," said Ford, remembering the demise of Madame Flaubert.
"But
it would be easier if one of us stayed with you."
Ford
shook his head. "I know, but we don't know how bad her situation is. She
may need both of you, or it may be harder than you expect to find her in a maze
of tunnels. It's not like free space. If she knows she has
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you and
a shuttle when she needs it. Which reminds me. Ensign."
"Sir?"
"You've
got the toughest assignment. You're going to have to get back out to the
shuttle—alone—and be ready for a call. Can't even guess when we're going to
need you, or for what, but I know absolutely without a doubt we will, and we
won't have time for you to take the subway back out there. D'you have rations
on board for several days?"
"Yes,
sir, but ..."
"Ensign,
if I could send someone back with you I would. I need all the rest of these in
the city, nearby, in case she wants them. This is not an easy assignment for
someone your age." That stiffened Tim's backbone, as he'd hoped. "But
Commander Sassinak's told me you have potential, and if you do, young man, this
is the time to show it."
"Yes,
sir. Anything else?"
"Yes.
Take this." The last package of civilian clothes. "Put it on first,
then go straight to the subway, and back out to the shuttle. Try to look like a
young man who's just been told he has to go back to work and fix a problem.
Shouldn't be too hard. Get some sleep. Whatever breaks won't break right away.
Just be sure you're ready to get that thing up the instant we call for you. Ill
try to patch a call to you from the Fleet offices when we get back, in an hour
or so, but don't count on it."
"Yes,
sir."
In the
next darker patch, Ford got them into a huddle. When it opened again, one
"civilian" headed back to the subway access, while three others and a
marine continued to the next. Ford led the other nine on toward the center of
the city. It was a lovely evening for a walk.
Chapter
Twenty
Trial
day. The early news reports had more speculation about the mysterious shuttle
that had disappeared "somewhere near die city" and the strange plague
which supposedly afflicted anyone who'd been to Ireta. Riots in the maintenance
tunnels, controlled by police with only minor loss of life.
Sassinak
winced. She and Aygar and her crewmembers had just escaped the pitched battle
that erupted when the Pollys tried gas on tunnel rats who had gas masks and
weapons. She hoped the newssheet was right in reporting so few deaths. Only the
knowledge that she had to fight the main battle elsewhere let her live with the
decision to run for it. The lower third of the page mentioned the trial and
Council hearing on Ireta's status.
Sassinak
watched Aygar reading, his lips pursed angrily. She already knew what it said.
No precedent for overturning a Thek claim. But at least he was alive, and if
she could get him into the Council chamber that way, he should have a chance to
testify.
Erdra
had come back before dawn with a half dozen of the pearly cards that guaranteed
admission, each one embossed with the name of its carrier. Sassinak had become
"Commander Argray, Fleet Liaison" for the
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duration,
and Aygar was "Blayanth, Federation Citizen." She hoped these faked
IDs and the database entries backing them up would let them get into Council
without being quarantined as dangerous lunatics. According to news reports, the
lines for public seating had extended across the plaza by midnight. If the
"invitations" didn't work, they wouldn't have a chance at open seats.
A number of the student activists had been in the lines early, but no one knew
which, if any, of those waiting would be admitted.
At
least, Sassinak thought, she looked like herself again. Bless Arly for thinking
of the clean uniform; familiar in every seam, comforted her almost as much as
the bridge of her ship. So did the change in Erdra's eyes when Sassinak
appeared in regal white and gold, now suiting the image Erdra had imagined.
"Should
be starting now." Sassinak nodded to their guide without speaking. Aygar
shoved the newssheet he'd been reading in a disposal slot, and came along.
"Do
you think well get in?" he asked for the fourth or fifth time. After that
he'd ask what they'd do if this didn't work. She was trying to be patient, but
it got harder.
"No
good reason it shouldn't work. It ..." internal and external
communications layered in confusion for a moment. Then she realized that a Weft
onplanet had managed to link her with a Weft on the Zaid-Dayan, and with its
Ssli, and thence to Dupaynil on a Seti ship somewhere at the edge of the
system.
"A
Seti ship!" she muttered aloud, and caught a worried glance from Aygar.
"Sorry," she said, and clamped her lips shut. «What are you doing on
a Seti ship?» she asked Dupaynil.
«Wishing
I hadn't ever made you mad.» Whether it was his mind, or the Weft linkage, that
sounded both contrite and humble, qualities she'd never associated with
Dupaynil.
«Are
you alone?»
«No. A
Weft, a larval Ssli, two Lethi, a Ryxi, and a Bronthin are my companions in
durance vile. The Seti want witnesses to their power. Then they'll eat us.»
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«No
way. We'll get you out.» How she was going to do that, while stranded onplanet
with Aygar, in the middle of a Grand Council trial and hearing that was
expected to turn into a revolution, she did not know. But she couldn't let him
think she wouldn't try.
«Don't
fret . . . we're sending data to Arly. And I got what you wanted on the Seti,
and more. That Claw escort was suborned. All but one of the crew were in with
the pirates and in the pay of the Paradens.»
Sassinak
hoped he could interpret the cold wash of amazement that took all the words from
her mind. She had been furious with him, but she hadn't intended that.
Now his
contact carried a thread of amusement. «That's all right. I didn't think you
knew. But if I live through this, you may have to fix some charges for me and a
young Jig named Panis.»
«What
charges?»
«Mutiny,
for one. Misappropriation of government property, grievous bodily harm ...»
«We'U
get you out alive. I have got to hear this.»
But
right now she was too close to the Council buildings and she had to concentrate
on her surroundings. Aygar strode along beside her, looking as belligerent as
any Diplonian. Her Wefts from the shuttle, and two marines, had faked IDs as
well. Would it work?
They
came to a checkpoint in the angle between a colonnade and the massive Council
building. One heavy-worlder in Federation Insystem Security uniform stood
behind a short counter. Behind it, lined against the wall, were five others.
Sassinak handed over the embossed strip, saw it fed into a machine, and checked
against a list. The heavyworlder's gaze came up and lingered on her in a way
she did not like.
"Ah!
Commander Argray. Your invitation's in order, ma'am. You may enter through that
door." He pointed. As they had planned, Sassinak moved on, as if she had
no connection with Aygar.
She
heard the guard's voice behind her, speaking to Aygar and then Aygar's steps
following hers.
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The
doorway fit the massive building; heavy bronze, I* centered with the Federation
seal. Before Sassinak could reach, it opened flat against the wall for her. She
entered the Grand Council chamber through a little alcove off the main room and
just below the dais where the eight justices and the Speaker had their seats.
Across from her, one wall appeared to be a single massive stone, a warm brown
with gold flecks. Delegate seating curved around an open area below the dais,
separated from the public seating behind by a tall barrier of translucent
plastic. Each seat was actually the size of a sentry hut, or more, and in front
of each delegate's seat, a colorful seal inlaid in the chamber floor gave the
member's race and planet of reference. Sassinak could not see the public
seating clearly, but it seemed to rake steeply toward a narrow balcony
festooned with the tights and cables of recording and projection equipment.
Seating for invited guests was enclosed in a railing somewhat like an
old-fashioned jury box, although much larger. Already this was filling up, with
rather more heavyworlders than Sassinak would have expected. That fit the
rumors of an impending coup. She found three seats together, and settled in,
with Aygar between her and one of the Wefts. Aygar said nothing to her, and she
watched her other crew come in. The other Weft and the two marines found
scattered seats where they could catch her eye.
She had
never really wondered what the Grand Council chamber was like. The few times
she'd seen it on broadcasts, the focus had been on the Speaker's podium backed
by the Federation seal. Now she looked up to see a high, ribbed ceiling, with
dangling light pods. Behind the Speaker's podium and the justice's high-backed
chairs, the great seal stood at least three meters high, its colors muted now
in the dimmer light. From her seat, she could see through the plastic behind
the delegates' seats more easily and realized that, early as it was, the public
seating was nearly full. At the far end of die arc formed by the delegates'
places, another enclosed seating area had only a sprinkling of occupants. She
wondered if that was for witnesses. She could not
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see any
of them clearly enough to know if Lunzie or Ford were there.
Soon
the delegates began to come in, each preceded by an honor guard of Federation
Insystem troops. Each delegate's seat, Sassinak realized, was actually an
almost self-contained environmental pod with full datalinks. She watched as the
delegates tested their seats. Colored lights appeared, to show the vote. A
clerk standing by the Speaker's podium murmured into a microphone, confirming
to the occupant the practice vote just cast.
A whiff
of sulfur made her wrinkle her nose, as a steth of Lethi came in, looking like
so many pale yellow puflballs stuck together into a vaguely regular geometric
shape. They disappeared completely into their seat, closing a shiny panel
behind them. Sassinak assumed they would open a sealed pack of sulfur inside,
where it wouldn't foul the air for anyone else. A pair of Bronthin arrived,
conversing nose-to-nose in the breathy whuffles of their native speech. She had
never seen Bronthin in real life. They looked even more like pale blue plush
horses than their pictures. Hard to believe they were the best mathematicians
among the known sentient races. A Ryxi, loaded with ceremonial chains and stepping
with exaggerated care, clacked its beak impatiently. A second Ryxi scuttled
into the room behind it, carrying a mesh bag in the claw of its right wing and
hissing apologies. Or so Sassinak assumed. The Weft delegate arrived in Weft
form, to Sassinak's surprise. Then she was surprised at herself for being
surprised. After all, as his race's representative, why should he try to look
human?
She was
surprised again when the Sett came in. She had not expected to see them except
in battle armor. But here they were, tail-ornaments jingling and necklaces
swaying, their heavy tails sweeping from side to side as they strolled to their
seats. She could read nothing of their expressions. Their scaled, snouted faces
might have been intended to convey reassurance. Sassinak wondered suddenly if
the Seti had politics as humans understood them. Did all Seti support the Sek,
were they all involved in this invasion? Could the ambassadors be ignorant of
the Sek's plans?
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She
gave herself a mental shake. Interpreting Seti politics was someone else's
responsibility. She had enough to do already. Rightly or wrongly, she had to
assume they were part of it. She glanced around. Dark figures on the balcony
slipped from one cluster of equipment to another. Lights appeared, narrowed or
broadened in focus, changed color, disappeared again. Hie speaker's podium
suddenly glowed in a sunburst of spotlights, then retreated into the relative
dimness of the overhead panels.
The
crowd's murmur grew, punctuated by a raised voice, a sneeze, a chain of coughs
that began on one side and worked its way to the other. She could feel her skin
tighten as the circulation fans went up a notch to maintain an even
temperature. Now the legal staffs Involved came in, bustling in their dark
robes, each with the little grey curl of a wig that looked equally ridiculous
on humans and aliens. She wondered who had ever thought up that symbol of legal
expertise and why everyone else had adopted it.
Federation
Court guards, also heavyworlders, brought in Tanegli who looked as if he could
barely walk. Beside her, she felt Aygar stiffen and wished she could take his
hand. Anger radiated from him, then slowly faded. Had he realized how useless
his hatred of Tanegli was? As useless as her hatred of the Paradens.
She
shouldn't think about that, not now, but the thought prickled the inside of her
mind anyway. It was one thing to hunt them down for the wrong they had done,
and another to let herself be shaped wholly by their malice. She couldn't
ignore that. Abe had said it, had told the woman he loved, had urged her to
find Sassinak someday and tell her. And Lunzie, who had admired her descendant
the cruiser captain, would not be so happy with an avenging harpy.
Hie
lights flared, then dimmed, and a gong rang out. Spotlights stabbed through the
gloom to illuminate the door they'd come in, where two huge heavyworlders now
stood with ceremonial staves, which they pounded on the floor.
"All
rise!" came a stentorian voice over the sound
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system,
"for the Right Honorable, the Speaker of die Grand Council of the
Federation of Sentient Planets, the Most Noble Eriach d'Ertang. And for the
Most Honorable Lords Justice ..." The floor shook to another ceremonial
pounding. The heavyworlder guards led in the procession.
The
Speaker, a wiry little Bretagnan who looked dwarfed by the heavyworlders in
front of him and the eight Justices behind him were each followed by a clerk of
the same race carrying something on a silver tray. Sassinak had no idea what
that was but overheard another guest explain to someone who asked that these
were die Justices' credentials, proof that they were each eligible to sit on
that bench.
"Of
course it's all done by the computers, now," the knowledgeable one
murmured on. "But they still carry in the haracopy as if they needed
it." "And who are those men with the big carved things?"
"Bailiffs," came the explanation. "If I talk much more, they'll
be after me. They keep order."
Sassinak
found it very different from a military court. She assumed that part of the
elaborate ceremony came from its combination with a Grand Council meeting. But
there were long, flowery, introductory speeches welcoming the right noble
delegate from this, and the most honorable delegate from that, while the
lawyers and clerks muttered at one another behind a screen of hands, and the
audience yawned and shuffled their feet. Each Justice had an introduction,
equally flowery, during which he, she, or it tried not to squirm in the
spotlight. Then the Speaker took over. He began with a review of the rules
governing spectators, then guests, then witnesses, any infractions of which, he
said slowly, would be met with immediate eviction by the bailiffs, "—to
the prejudice of that issue to which the unruly individual or individuals
appeared to be speaking, if that can be determined."
Very
different from court martials, Sassinak thought. She had never seen unruliness
in a military court. Then came a roll call, another check of each delegate's
datalink to the Speaker's podium, and the voting displays of all
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delegates
and Justices. By now, thought Sassinak, we could have been through with an
entire trial.
At last
the Speaker read out the agenda on which Tanegli's trial appeared as "In
the matter of the Federation of Sentient Planets vs. one Tanegli, and the
related matter of the status of native-born children of Federation citizens on
the planet Ireta!"
Sassinak
felt Aygar's shiver of excitement. The moment the Speaker had finished, one of
the bewigged and gowned lawyers stood up. This, it seemed, was the renowned
defense counsel Pinky Vigal. He seemed tame enough to Sassinak, a mild-mannered
older man who hardly deserved the nickname Pinky. But she heard from the
industrious explainer behind her that it had nothing to do with his appearance,
coming rather from the closing argument in a case he had won many years back.
This explanation, long and detailed, finally caught the attention of a bailiff
who shook his staff at the guest seating box, instantly hushing the gossiper.
A
formal dance of legality ensued, with Defense Counsel and the Chief Prosecutor
deferring to one another's expertise with patent insincerity, and the Justices
inserting nuggets of opinion when asked. Pinky Vigal wanted to sever his
client's trial for mutiny, assault, murder, conspiracy, and so on from any
consideration of the claims of those born on Ireta, inasmuch as recent evidence
indicated that a noxious influence of the planet or its biosphere might be
responsible for his behavior. And that evidence was so recent that his client's
trial should be put off until the defense had time to consider its import.
The
Prosecutor insisted that the fate of Iretan native-borns, and of the planet
itself, could not be severed from consideration of the crimes of Tanegli and
the other conspirators. Defense insisted that taped depositions from witnesses
were not adequate, and must not , be admitted into evidence, and the Prosecution
insisted that they were admissable.
During
all this, Tanegli sat slumped at his attorney's side, hardly moving his head.
This
boring and almost irrelevant legal dance seemed
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likely
to take awhile. Sassinak had time to wonder again where the others were.
Dupaynil she knew about, at least in outline, but what about Ford? She was sure
that if Ford had been on a Seti ship, he'd have somehow taken control and
arrived in time for the trial. But where was he? He was supposed to have
acquired more backup troops. So far she'd seen nothing but heavy-worlders
wearing Federation Insystem uniforms.
And
Lunzie? Had she not made it back from Diplo? Had something happened to her
there? Or here? Aygar could testify about what he'd been told by the
heavy-worlders who reared him, damning enough to ensure conviction on some of
the charges. But they needed Lunzie or Varian or Kai for the original mutiny.
Despite
the briefings she'd had in both the local Fleet headquarters and the Chief
Prosecutor's office, Sassinak really did not understand exactly how this case
would be tried or whose decision mattered most. A case like this didn't fit
neatly into any category although she'd realized that lawyers' perspective
would be far diflerent from hers. To them it was not a matter of right and
wrong, of guilt or innocence, but of a tangle of competing jurisdictions,
competing and conflicting statutes, possible alternative routes of prosecution
and defense: a vast game-board in which it was "fan" to stretch all
rules to their elastic limit.
She
doubted that they ever thought of the realities: those people and places whose
realities had no elasticity, whose lives were shattered with the broken laws,
the torn social contract. Now the Justices finished handing down decisions on
the initial requests and the Prosecutor opened with a history of the Iretan
expedition.
Sassinak
kept her mind on it with an effort- All the details of the EEC's contracts,
decisions, agreements, and subcontracts wafted in one ear and out the other.
Lunzie's version had been for more vivid. Display screens lit with the first of
the taped testimony on data cube videos taken by the original expedition team,
before the mutiny. There were the jungles, the golden flyers, the fringes, the
dinosaurs ... a confusion of lifeforms. The expedition members, going about
their tasks. The chil-
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dren
trying hard to look appropriately busy for their pictures.
A light
came on above one of the delegate's seats and the translators broadcast the
question in Standard.
"Are
these the native born Iretan children making claim for the planet?"
"No,
Delegate. These children's parents lived aboard the EEC vessel, and given this
furlough onplanet as an educational experience."
The
light stayed on, blinking, and another question came over the speaker system.
"Did
the native born Iretan children send a representative?"
Sassinak
wondered where that delegate had been for the past several days since Aygar's
involvement in her escapades had been all over the news media. The Chief
Prosecutor looked as if he'd bitten into something sour and it occurred to
Sassinak that the delegate might be already in the defense faction.
"Yes,
Delegate, a representative of these children did come, but ..."
Aygar
stood before Sassinak could grab him, and said, "I'm here!"
A
chorus of hisses, growls, and the massive heavy-worlder bailiff nearest their
box slammed his staff on the floor.
"Order!"
he said.
Sassinak
tugged on Aygar's arm and he sat down slowly. The Speaker glared at the Chief
Prosecutor.
"Did
you not instruct your witness where he was to go and what the rules of this
court are?"
"Yes,
Speaker, but he disappeared in ... ah ... suspicious circumstances. He was
abducted, apparently by a Fleet ..."
The
Chief Prosecutor's voice trailed away when he realized what that gold and white
uniform next to Aygar must mean. Sassinak let herself grin, knowing that the
media cameras would be zooming in on her face.
"Irregularities
of this sort can precipitate mistrials," said Pinky Vigal, with a
sweetness of tone that affected Sassinak like honey on a sawblade. "If the
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has not readied his witnesses, we shall have no objection to a delay."
"No."
The Chief Prosecutor glared. Defense Counsel shrugged and sat down. "With
the indulgence of the Speaker and Justices, and all Delegates here
assembled" —-the ritual courtesy rattled off his tongue so fest Sassinak
could hardly follow it—"if I may call the Iretan witness and any other
from the guest seating?"
Above
the Justices' seats, blue lights flashed, and the Speaker nodded.
"As
long as you remember that it is indulgence, Mr. Prosecutor, and refrain from
making a habit of it. We are aware of the unusual circumstances. And I suppose
this may keep Defense from claiming your witnesses were coached
excessively."
Even
Pinky Vigal chuckled at that, throwing his hands out in a disarming gesture of
surrender that did not fool Sassinak one bit. She felt the rising tension in
the chamber. Would Aygar's presence make the conspirators here give their
signal earlier or later? They must be wondering what other surprises could turn
up. The delegate who had asked the original question had either understood this
wrangling, or given up, because its light was out. The Prosecutor went on,
outlining the events of the mutiny, of the attempted murder of the lightweights
. . .
"Alleged
attempted murder," interrupted Pinky Vigal.
The
Prosecutor smiled, bowed, and called for "Our first witness, Dr. Lunzie
Mespil."
Sassinak
felt the surge of excitement from the crowd that almost overwhelmed her own. So
Lunzie had made it! She saw a stir in the witness box, then a slim figure in
Medical Corps uniform coming to the stand. Her pulse raced. Lunzie looked so
young, so vulnerable, just like the younger sister that Sassinak had lost might
have looked. Incredible to think that she had been alive a hundred years before
Sassinak was born.
Lunzie
began to give her evidence in the calm, measured voice that gradually eased the
tension Sassinak felt. But a light flashed from one of the delegate's seats,
this time with an objection instead of a question.
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"This
witness has no legal status 1 This witness is a thief and liar, a fugitive from
justice!"
Sassinak
stiffened and found that this time Aygar had grabbed her wrist to keep her
down. Lunzie, white-iaced, had turned to the accusing delegate's place.
"This
witness pretended medical competence to gain entrance to Diplo, and then stole
and escaped with valuable information vital to our planetary security. We
demand that this witness's testimony be discarded, and that she be returned to
the proper authorities for trial on Diplo!"
More
lights flashed. As the Prosecutor tried to answer the Diplo delegate, others
had questions, comments, discussion. Finally the Speaker got them in order
again, and spoke himself to Lunzie.
"Is
this accusation true?"
"Not...
in substance, sir."
"In
what way?"
"I
did go to Diplo with a medical research team. My specialty and background
suited me for the work. While there I was abducted, drugged, and put into
coldsleep. I awoke here, on this planet, with no knowledge of the means of my
departure from Diplo. I daresay it was illegal. I hope it was illegal to do
that to a Federation citizen with a valid entrance visa."
"You
lie, lightweight!" The Diplo delegate had not waited for the translator.
He'd used Standard himself. "You seduced a member of our government, stole
data cubes ..."
"I
did nothing of the sort!" Sassinak was amazed at Lunzie's calm. She might
have been an experienced teacher dealing with an unruly nine year old. "It
is true that I met an old friend, who had become a government official, but as
for seducing him . . . Remember that I had lost over forty years in coldsleep
between our meetings. The handsome young man I remembered was now old and sick,
even dying."
"He's
dead now, yes." That was vicious, in a tone intended to hurt, with
implications clear to everyone.
Sassinak
peeled Aygar's fingers off her wrist, one by one. He gave her a worried
sideways glance and she
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her head slightly. Lunzie still stood calmly, balanced, apparently untouched by
the Diplonian's verbal assault. Had she expected it? Sassinak thought not.
The
Speaker intervened again. "Did you file a complaint about your alleged
abduction?"
"Naturally,
I informed the Prosecutor's office. They had me in for illegal entry."
"Well?"
The Speaker was looking at die Prosecutor who shrugged.
"We
took her information, but since she had no particulars to offer and we have no
authority to investigate crimes on Diplo, we considered that she was lucky to
be alive and took no action."
Sassinak
might have missed the signal if Aygar had not reacted to it with an indrawn
breath.
"What?"
she murmured, turning to look at him.
'Tanegli's
handsign. That guard just gave it and the other one ..."
"Lying
lightweight!" Again the Diplo delegate's bellow attracted all eyes. Or
almost all. Sassinak saw the guard nearest die witness stand shift his weight,
the reflections from his chestful of medals suddenly moving. What was he ...
Then she recognized the position.
"Lunziel
DOWN!" Her voice carried across the chamber effortlessly.
Lunzie
dropped just as the guard's massive leg swept across the railing. It could have
killed her if he'd connected. Sassinak herself was out of the guest box, with
Aygar only an instant behind her. Lunzie popped back up and, with deceptive
gentleness, tapped the guard on the side of the neck. He sagged to his knees
just as Sassinak met the first bailiffs staff.
"ORDER!"
the Speaker yelled into the microphone, but it was far too late for that.
The
bailiff had not expected Sassinak's combination of tuck, roll, strike, and
pivot, and found his own staff suddenly out of his hands and aimed at his head.
Singleminded in his original rage, Aygar had launched himself across the
Defense table to grapple with Tanegli. A gaggle of legal clerks flailed at
Aygar with papers and
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briefcases,
trying to save their client from summary execution.
The
eight justices had rolled out of their exposed seats, and only the Ryxi's head
peered out as it chittered furiously in its own language. Most of the delegates
had shut themselves into their sealed seats, but the heavy-worlders from Diplo
and Colrin emerged, clad in space armor which they must have worn under their
ceremonial robes.
Sassinak
tossed Lunzie the bailiffs staff just as the guard Lunzie had hit came up
again. Lunzie slammed the heavy knob onto his head, then swung the length
violently to knock a needier free from a guard who aimed at Sassinak. When one
of Sassinak's Wefts shifted to Weft shape, a Seti delegate stormed out of its
seat, screaming Seti curses that needed no translation. Sassinak snatched at
the Seti's neck-chain only to be slammed aside by the powerful tail. She rolled
and came up on her feet to face a grinning heavyworlder with a needier who
never saw the Weft that landed on his head and broke his neck.
Sassinak
caught the needier and tried again to reach Aygar, but he and the defense
lawyers were all rolling around in an untidy heap behind the table. She yelled,
but doubted he could hear her. Noise beat at the walls of the chamber as the
watching crowd surged up to get a better view, and then discovered its own
will.
"Down
with the Pollys!" came a scream from the upper rows as the students from
the Library tossed paint balloons that splattered uselessly on the plastic
screen.
"Lightweight
scum!" replied a block of heavyworlders, followed by blows, screams, and
the high sustained yelp of the emergency alarm system.
Down
below, Sassinak faced worse problems, despite the defensive block she had
formed with Lunzie, the Wefts and the two marines. The Speaker lay dead, his
skull smashed by the Diplonian delegate who now bellowed commands into the
microphone. Aygar crawled out of the ruins of the table and ducked barely in
time to avoid a slug through the head.
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"Over
here!" Sassinak yelled. His head moved. He finally saw her. "Stay
down\" She gestured. He nodded. She hoped he understood.
In
through the door pounded another squad of Insystem Security heavyworlder
marines. Three of the Justices tried to break for the door, falling to
merciless arms, as Sassinak's group dived for what cover they could find. It
wasn't much and the three staves and one small-bore needier they'd captured so
far weren't equivalent weaponry.
This
would be a good time for help to arrive, Sassinak
thought.
"Yield,
hopeless ones!" screamed the Diplonian. "Your fool's reign is over!
Now begins the glorious . . ."
"FLEET!"
Something
sailed through the air and landed with an uncompromising clunk about three
meters from Sassinak's nose; it cracked and leaked a bluish haze. I'm not sure
I beUeve this, she thought, reaching for her gas kit, holding her breath,
remembering how to count, checking on Lunzie and Aygar. This is where I came in
but that shout had to be Ford's.
The
heavyworlder troops would have gas kits, too, of course. How fast could they
move? She was already in motion, but again Aygar was faster, die blinding speed
of youth and perfect condition. They hit the first heavyworlders before they
had their weapons in hand, yanking them away and reversing without slackening
speed. Sassinak leaped for the higher ground, the Justices' dais, and rolled
behind its protective rail just as something splintered it behind her. She
crawled rapidly toward the far seat, ignoring the unconscious Justices, and
picked off the first trooper who came after her. Where was Lunzie? Which way
had Aygar run? And did he even know what to do with that weapon?
A
stuttering burst of fire, squeals and crashes, and high pitched screams
suggested that he'd found out what to push, but she didn't trust his aim. She
saw stealthy movement coming over the rail and fired a short burst: no yell,
but no more movement.
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"Sassinak!"
Ford again, this time nearer. "Pattern six!"
Pattern
six was a simple trick, something all cadets learned in the first months of
maneuvers. Sassinak moved to her 'right, flattening to one side of the
Federation Seal and wondered what he was planning to use for the reinforcements
that pattern six sent down the center. The few marines he was supposed to have
from the Zaid-Dayan wouldn't be enough. Something coughed, and she grinned. How
had Ford managed to get a Gertrud into the Grand Council? The stubby, squat
weapon, designed for riot control on space stations, coughed again, and settled
to its normal steady growl. Sassinak put her fingers in her ears and kept her
head well down. Behind that growl, Ford and whoever he had conscripted could
edge forward, letting the sonic patterns ahead disorient the enemy.
But
their enemies were not giving up that easily. One of them, must have worn
protective headgear, for he put his weapon on full automatic and poured an
entire magazine into the Gertrud. Its growl skewed upward, ending in an
explosion of bright sound. Sassinak shook her head violently to clear her ears
and tried to figure out what next.
She
could see through the paint-splashed protective screen from this height. The
neat rows of public seating were the scene of a full-bore riot. No help there,
even if her former accomplices were winning, and she wasn't at all sure they
were. Higher up, she could see struggling figures behind the lights and lenses
of the media deck. Down below, she saw the Diplonian delegate begin to twitch,
waking up from the gas. Him she could handle and she let off a burst that flung
him away from the podium, dead before he waked.
The
witness box was empty. She did not see Ford, but she assumed he was still in
the row below. But the guest box . . . from here, she could see its occupants,
some dead or wounded, some frozen- in horror and shock, and some all too
clearly enjoying the spectacle. These had personal shields, translucent but
offering safety from such hazards as the riot gas and small arms
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fire.
Sassinak edged carefully along the upper level of the dais. No one else had
come up here after her. Perhaps they'd assume she'd slipped off the far side to
join her supporters. She wished she knew how many supporters, and with what
arms.
In a
momentary lull, one of the shielded guests glanced up and locked eyes with her.
Sassinak felt her bones melting with rage. Age and indulgence had left their
mark on Randy Paraden, but she knew him. And he, it was clear, knew her. She
felt her lips draw back in a snarl. His curled in the same arrogant sneer,
gloating in his safety, in her danger. Slowly, arrogantly, he stood, letting his
shield push aside those near him and left the guest box. Still watching her, he
came nearer, nearer, with that mocking smile, knowing her weapon could not
penetrate his personal shield. Raised a hand to signal, no doubt to guide one
of the heavyworlders to her.
And
then fell, with infinite surprise, that expression she'd seen so often before
on others who found reality intruding on dreams. It had happened so quickly the
Weft was untangling itself from Paraden's body before she realized it. It had
shifted across the shield and broken his neck.
«Back
to work.» And it was gone, back into the fray.
She
caught a glimpse of two other shielded guests departing, in considerable rush,
and the Weft message echoed in her head.
<
< Parchandri. > >
"You're
sure?"
«Parchandri.»
If they
were going, she was sure she knew where. She fished the comunit out of her
pocket and thumbed it on. She had a message to send, and then a fight to
finish.
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Timran had ignored the commotion around the shuttle's shields the morning after
the landing. Nothing civilians could do would damage them or give access. He
could tune in civilian broadcasts and spent the day watching newscasters ask
each other questions on the main news channel. He'd rather have watched a
back-to-back rerun of Carin Coldae classics, but felt he should exercise
self-discipline. His second night alone in the shuttle he spent in catnaps and
sudden, dry-mouthed awakenings. Keeping the video channels on did not help. He
kept thinking someone had sneaked in to take control. Morning brought the
itchy-eyed state of fatigue. He turned the com volume up high and dared a fast
shower in the shuttle's tiny head. A caffeine tab and breakfast. The news
blared on about the trial which would start in a few hours. He had heard
nothing from Ford since that brief contact giving him the coordinates to watch,
the details of the ship he might encounter. That had been around dawn of the
day before. He felt so helpless, and so miserably alone. How could he help the
captain, stuck 'way out here? The memory of the last time he hadn't obeyed
orders smacked him on the mental nose. But those had been the captain's orders
and these were
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the Exec's. He had a sudden memory of Sassinak and Ford coming out of her
quarters when he'd been on an errand. On second thought, he had better not
antagonize Ford.
He
settled down to watch the news coverage of the trial. Another interview with
another civilian bureaucrat concerning the Iretan plague. Tim snorted,
squirming in his seat. They asked the stupidest questions and the experts gave
the stupidest answers. He wished he could be interviewed. He'd do a lot better.
None of them would ever say "I don't know" and stick to it. Of
course, they'd probably quit asking the ones who did know.
When
the coverage of the Grand Council finally began, with the Speaker formally
greeting each delegate, Tim sat up straight. He had stowed all the litter of
his solitary occupation, prepped the shuttle for emergency liftoff, and made
sure that every system was working perfectly. What he didn't have was any kind
of effective weapon, unless the ship he expected to meet had neither shields
nor guns. He was trying not to think about that. He had his helmet beside him,
just in case. Outside the shuttle's shields, a thin line of police kept the
curious away. They would be safe at that distance when he lifted.
The
view on screen flicked from one location in the chamber to another. He saw
Lunzie and an admiral sitting together in the seats reserved for witnesses,
then Ford coming in. The view shifted and he saw Sassinak on the other side of
the chamber. Why over there? he wondered. Aygar, beside her, looked unhappy.
Tim wanted to be there worse than he'd ever wanted anything. He liked the big
Iretan and hoped he'd decide to join Fleet in some capacity. And everything was
happening there\ Not here.
When
the trouble began, he sat forward, hardly breathing. He'd often said he wished
he'd been there to see other fights, other adventures, but he found that
watching was far worse. He couldn't see what he wanted, only what the camera
showed, and it was all a lot messier than the stories. Then the screen blanked,
streaked, and finally returned as an exterior view of the
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Grand
Council hall with a rioting crowd outside. Again the views shifted; first one
streetful of people screaming, then another of people marching in step, waving
flags, then of orange uniformed police firing into the crowd.
He
glanced outside. The police there shifted about, looking edgy. No doubt they
had communication with die inner city, and wondered what to do about him.
Suddenly one of them whirled, and fired point-blank at the shield. His
companions pulled him away, yanked die weapon from him, and moved back. Tim did
nothing. He was trembling, he found, far worse than he had been that time on
Ireta, but he managed to keep his fingers off the controls. His mind clung to
the thought that Sassinak would call for him, would need him: he must be ready.
Yet
when the call came, he hardly believed it.
"Zaid-Dayan
shuttle!" came the second time before he got his fingers and his voice
working and thumbed the control.
"Shuttle
here!" His voice sounded like his kid brother's. He swallowed and hoped it
would steady the next time.
"Fugitives
en route. As planned, launch and intercept."
Did
that mean the others weren't coming? Was he really supposed to take off without
them?
"Are
you?"
"Now!"
That
was definitely Sassinak, no doubt about it. This is not like 1 imagined it
would be, he thought. His memory reminded him tiiat so far it never had been.
Helmet on, connections made. He looked at the fat red button and pushed it,
then got his hands on the other controls just as the shuttle surged up, sucking
a good bit of the landfill's carefully planted grass in its wake.
He was
high over the city in moments, balancing on a delicate combination of
atmospheric and insystem drives. He had time to enjoy the knowledge that he had
made a perfect liftoff and was doing a superb job now in precisely the right
position.
The
coordinates he'd been given, entered into the
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shuttle's
nav computer, now showed a red circle on a displayed map that matched what he
could see below. Hard to believe that beneath that vast warehouse a silo poked
into the ground ready to launch a fast yacht. But the displays were changing
color. The IR scan showed the change first as the warehouse roof sections
lifted away. Then the targeting lasers picked up the vibrations, translated as
seismic activity.
The
inner barriers lifted and the yacht's nose poked out, rising slowly, slowly. As
if on an elevator lift, then faster, then . . . Tim remembered he was supposed
to give one official warning and poked the button to turn on the pre-recorded
tape. Sassinak had not wanted to trust his impromptu style.
"FSP
Shuttlecraft Seeker to ship in liftoff. You are under arrest. Proceed directly
to shuttleport. You have been warned."
Sassinak
had said they could divert to the shuttleport, even immediately after liftoff.
But she didn't think they would.
"Don't
even try it, Tiny!" came the reply from the yacht. "You haven't got a
chance."
He
hoped that wasn't true. Supposedly, the constraints of taking off from a silo
meant that the most common weapons systems couldn't be mounted until after the
yacht was out of the atmosphere in steady flight. And his shields should
deflect all but heavy assaults. The problem was how to stop the yacht. Shuttles
were just that—shuttles—not fighter craft. He had a tractor beam which was not
nearly powerful enough to slow the yacht and a midrange beamer designed to
clear brush when landing in uncleared terrain. Could he disable the yacht's
instrument cone? That's what Ford had suggested.
He got
the targeting lasers fixed on the yacht's bow as he kept the shuttle in
alignment, and pressed the firing stud. A line of light appeared, splashed
harmlessly along the yacht's shields. It wasn't supposed to have shields. They
were high in the atmosphere now. His displays told him the yacht should be
planning to release its massive solid-fuel engine. This didn't worry
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him
because the more massive yacht, with its limited drive system, could not
possibly outmaneuver a Fleet shuttle as long as it stayed below lightspeed. But
he still could not figure out how to stop it- If it made the transition to FTL,
he could not follow.
Of
course he could ram it. No shields on a ship that size could withstand the
strain if he intercepted at high velocity. But what if he missed? How could he
keep track of it, keep it from going into FTL, if he couldn't stop it cold? The
yacht's booster separated and it surged higher. Tim sent the shuttle after it.
What if it had more power then they'd thought? What if it could distance the
shuttle? Then it would be free to go into FTL and disappear forever and he ...
he would get to explain his failure to Commander Sassinak.
Who had
not explained, this time, exactly what to do. Who was not in her cruiser, this
time, ready to come to his rescue. He found he was sweating, his breath short.
He had to do something and, except by a land of blind instinct, he had never
been good at picking alternatives. The yacht opened a margin on him. Tim
uttered a silent prayer to gods he couldn't name and redlined the shuttle to
catch back up to it. If he was right... if he could remember how to do this ...
if nothing went wrong, there was a way to keep that yacht from making a jump.
If things did go wrong, he wouldn't know it.
Sassinak
picked herself out of the tangle of bodies with a groan. A dull ache in her leg
promised to develop into real pain as soon as she paid attention to it. Tim
should be on his way. Arly was out there somewhere doing something with the
invasion fleet. And here . . - here was death and pain and carnage. One Lethi
delegate smashed into amber splinters and dust that stank of suHur compounds. A
Ryxi whimpering as its broken leg twitched repeatedly. The singed feathers on
its back added another noxious reek to the chamber. Aygar? Aygar lay sprawled,
motionless, but Lunzie knelt beside him and nodded encouragingly as she looked
up. Ford, gray around the mouth, held out his blistered hands for the medics as
they sprayed a pale-green foam on diem.
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Sassinak
limped over to Lunzie and thought about sitting down beside her. Better not.
She didn't think she could get back up. "How bad is he?"
"Near
as I can tell, a stunner beam got him. Not too badly. He should wake up
miserable within an hour. What else?" Lunzie still had that intense stare
of someone in full Discipline.
"The
Paraden representatives here, the ones in the guest box, got away. To their
yacht."
"Blast
it!" Lunzie looked ready to smash through walls barehanded.
"Never
mind. I had a trap for them."
"You
. . . ?"
Sassinak
explained briefly, looking around as she did. The surviving delegates were
safely sealed into their places. She could just see them watching her. What
must they be thinking? And what should she do?
"Sassinak.
A statement?" One of the students had come down to the floor, with a
camera on his shoulder. So they had secured the newslines. She frowned, trying
to clear her mind, to think. She felt the weight of it all on her. She glanced
around for Coromell who should, as the senior, make any statements. Then she
saw his crumpled body in the unmistakable posture of the dead.
"I
... Just a moment." Had Lunzie seen? What would she do? She touched
Lunzie's shoulder. "Did you know? Coromell?"
Lunzie
nodded. "Yes. I saw it. I'd just gone to full Discipline. Couldn't save
him . . . and he was so decent." She blinked back tears. "I can't cry
now, and besides ..."
"Right."
Coromell
dead. The Speaker dead. The Justices, if not dead, at least unable to take
over. Someone had to do it. She limped up the step to the Speaker's podium and
stepped gingerly between the bodies that lay at its foot: the Speaker, who had
reminded her of her first captain, and the Diplonian delegate she herself had
killed. The Speaker's podium had had status screens, an array of controls to
record votes, and grant the right to speak. But none of that worked. Her own
shots, most
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likely,
had shattered the screens. Still, it was the right place, and she stood behind
it as the student with the camera moved in for a close shot. She could imagine
what it looked like. A tired, rumpled Fleet officer in front of the Federation
shield, the very image of a military coup, the end of peace and freedom. But
she would do better than that.
"Delegates,
Justices, Citizens of the Federation of Sentient Planets," she began.
"This Federation, this peaceful alliance of many races, will survive
..."
Arly,
in the command seat on Zaid-Dayan's bridge, had the best view of what happened
next. Although the Central System's defenses were concentrated along the three
most common approaches from other sectors, the Seti had not chosen an
alternative route. They had counted on most of the defenses being knocked out
by collaborators. Once she realized that their approach was in feet along a
mapped path, she had been able to use the Zaid-Dayan's capabilities against
them.
At
first she had used the defense satellites as cover, taking out two of the
flanking escorts, and one medium cruiser as if the satellites had been active.
So far, the Seti commanders had assumed that the losses were, in fact, due to
passive defense systems that had escaped inactivation. At least, that's what
her Ssli told her they were thinking. She hoped they were also wondering tf
their human allies were double-crossing them.
When
that got too dangerous—for the Seti clearly knew exactly where such
installations were and they began attacking them—she used the stealth
capability and the Ssli's precision control of tiny FTL hops to disappear and
reappear unpredictably, firing off a few missiles each time at the nearest
ship, and then vanishing again. She could not actually destroy die invaders,
not with one cruiser, but she could inflict serious losses.
Now
they were well into the system, inside the outer ranks of defenses, still in
numbers large enough to threaten all the inhabited planets. It would be another
day or more before any Fleet vessels could arrive, assuming the nearest had
come at once on receipt of
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the
mayday. By then FedCentral might be in range of the Seti ships.
She was
just considering whether to sacrifice the ship by going in for close combat for
she thought she might do 3ie Seti flagship enough damage to force the invaders
to slow, when the scans went crazy, doppler displays racing through color
sequences, alarms flashing. Then the ship's drive indicators rose slowly from
green to yellow with some strain as if a massive object had appeared not far
off.
"Thek,"
said the very pale Weft, its form wavering before it steadied back to human.
"Thek?"
She had
seen before the way Thek moved, and how it seemed to violate a lifetime's assumptions
about matter and space. She had just not realized that her instruments felt the
same way about it.
"Many,
many Thek. They . . . more or less vacuum packed the Seti fleet."
The
sensors reported the right density and mass for more Tliek than Arly had ever
seen, but what she thought of was Dupaynil. Dupaynti being squashed by granite
pyramids.
"No,"
said die Weft, shaking his head. "Not that ship. TTiat one's whole, but
can't maneuver. The Thek have made it quite clear to the Seti that their
prisoners had best stay healthy."
"What
about us?" After all, humans had been involved in the plot, too.
"We're
free to go, although they'd prefer that we picked up the prisoners from that
Seti ship."
"Fine
with me. I'm not arguing with flying rocks." She hoped the Thek wouldn't
consider that disrespect-fill. "Are you . . . talking with them?"
He
looked surprised. "Of course. You know we're special to them. They think
we're ... I suppose you'd say, cute."
"No
one ever told me that you Wefts could talk to Tliek."
"Not
that many know we're telepathic with some humans, or most Ssli."
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"Mmm.
Right. So where does this Thek want us to go to pick up passengers?"
In the
event, they sent a shuttle which the Thek guided through the interstices of the
trap they'd shut on the Seti. While it was on its way, Arly remembered to
prepare quarters for the alien guests, including a sealed compartment for the
Lethi where the fumes from their obligatory sulfur wouldn't bother anyone else.
Arly
decided the shuttle's arrival required a formal reception to reassure the
allied aliens that Fleet was loyal to the FSP and not part of the plot. With
the crisis over, she left the bridge to a junior officer and came to Flight
Deck herself, with a squad of marines in dress uniform.
The
Zaid-Dayan had no military band, but she had a recording of the FSP anthem
piped in as more suitable to aliens than anything else. The shuttle hatch
opened and two of the crew came out, carrying the Lethi. The Ryxi bobbed out on
its own, fluffing feathers nervously, and chittered vigorously before greeting
her in Standard with eflusive thanks. Then came the Bronthin, its normal pastel
blue fur almost gray with exhaustion and fear. Two more of the shuttle crew,
with the larval Ssli's environmental tank. Finally, Dupaynil emerged.
Arly
stared at him in frank shock. The dapper, elegant officer she remembered was a
filthy, shambling wreck, red-rimmed eyes sunken.
"Commander!"
"Is
Sassinak aboard?" That had an intensity she couldn't quite interpret.
"No.
She's onplanet."
"Thank
the ..." he paused. "The luck, I suppose. Or whatever. I ..." He
staggered and the waiting medics came forward. He waved them off. "I don't
need anything but a shower—a long shower—and some rest."
"But
what happened to you?"
Dupaynil
gave her a look somewhere between anger and exhaustion. "One damn thing
after another, Arly, and the worst of it is it's all my fault for thinking I
was smarter than your Sassinak. Now please?"
"Of
course."
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He did
reek and she felt her nostrils dilate as he passed her. She wondered how long
he'd been in that pressure suit. She hardly had all the survivors settled when
the Weft liaison to the Thek called her back to the bridge. One last chore
remained. The humans most responsible had escaped the planet in a fast yacht,
and although a Fleet vessel had kept it in sight, it could not
stop
it.
"Tim
and that shuttle!" Arly said.
"I forgot him.
Com,
get us a link!"
Tim had
the yacht's position and the Ssli flicked the cruiser in and out of FTL space
in a minute jump that put them well in range. Her weapons officer reported that
the yacht lacked anything to penetrate the cruiser's shields. Too bad Sassinak
wasn't here. She would enjoy this. But she'd had the onplanet fun. Arly put
their message on an all-frequency transmission.
"FSP
Cruiser Zaid-Dayan to private vessel Celestial Fortune. Going somewhere?"
"Let
us alone, or you'll regret it!" came the reply. "You're nothin' but a
lousy little short-range shuttle tryin' to play big shot."
"Take
another look," suggested Arly and cut back the visual screens. "Do
you want to argue with this?"
She
sent a missile past their bows, and heard a yelp from Tim on one of the
incoming lines. A spurt of annoyance. He should have had sense enough to get
out of the way.
"Get
that shuttle back in here," she told him.
"Sorry,
ma'am "
"What
do you mean, sorry?"
"I
... uh ... It was the only way I could think of."
"What
did you do?"
"I
... locked shields with "em."
Arly
closed her eyes and counted to ten. So that's why they hadn't gone into FTL yet
But it meant that blowing the yacht would mean blowing the shuttle, and Tim.
Nor could he pull away. Locking shields was hard enough going in. She'd never
heard of anyone getting back out, unless both ships agreed to damp the shields
simultaneously.
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"Who's
with you?" asked Arly.
"Nobody,"
came the reply.
From
his tone he knew exactly what that meant. If Sassinak had been aboard . . . but
one ensign, who had been unable to think of any way to impede the enemy but
bonding to it? He was very expendable.
"You
suited up?"
"Yes.
But..." But what good would it do?
Shuttles
had no escape pods, for the very good reason that in normal operation they were
useless. And being blown out of an exploding shuttle was a little more than
hazardous.
"I
can flutter their shields, Commander. Give you a better chance of getting 'em
with the first shot."
"Dammit,
Tim, don't be so eager to die."
It
would help, though, and she knew it.
"I'm
not," he said. Was that a quaver in his voice?
He was
not going to die if she could help it. But the yacht had meanwhile refused to
cut its acceleration outsystem or change course. Its captain seemed sure he
could make his FTL jump anyway.
"Even
if I do scrape a louse off our hide."
"Do
that and you're dead for sure. We've followed more than one through FTL
flux." She flipped that channel off. "And why can't the blasted Thek
help us now?" Arly demanded of the Weft at her side. "I hate the way
they pick and choose. If these are the bigshots . . ."
The
Zaid-Dayaris proximity alarms blared. The artificial gravity pulsed. Arly swallowed
hastily, clutching the arms of her chair. Small objects tumbled about and a
dust haze rose, to be sucked rapidly away by the fans.
"Do
me a favor, Captain, and don't bad-mouth the Theks any more," said the
Weft.
This
time he'd shifted completely and hung now from the overhead, bright blue eyes
gleaming at Arly. Then he shifted back, leaving a mental image of strings of
innards trailing down in a most abnormal way to reassemble into a living
person.
"I
just said ..."
"I
know. But you people complain all the time about how slow the Thek are and how
they don't pay atten-
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tion.
You should rejoice that they're now paying attention and you've had a
demonstration of how they can move."
"Right.
Sorry. But the yacht ..."
The
Thek had absorbed all the yacht's considerable inertia, flicking Tim and his
shuttle off as a housewife might flick an ant off a plate. When he hailed them,
Arly could hear astonished relief in his voice.
"Permission
to land shuttle?"
Should
she bring him in, or send him back to FedCentral? A glance at the readouts told
her the shuttle wouldn't make it back safely.
"Permission
granted. Bring 'er aboard, Ensign."
And he
did, without any hotdog flourishes.
Ar!y
looked around the bridge, and wondered if she looked as disshelved as the
others. Far more ragged than Sassinak had ever looked, she thought. Well have
to get this place cleaned up before she sees it and everyone rested. But we
still have to get back down there, just in case.
Convincing
the Dockmaster at the FedCentral Station that the Zaid-Dayan was not an agent
of doom required the rough side of Arly's tongue.
"We
saved your tails from a 'catenated Seti fleet. And you're going to gripe at me
because I left without your fardling permission?"
"It
was highly irregular."
"So
it was, and so were the Seti. So were the traitors in your system that wanted
to let 'em in. It's not my feult you wouldn't believe the truth. Now you can
let us dock or watch us sit out here using your station for target
practice."
"That's
a threat!" he said.
"Right.
Going to take us up on it?"
"Ill
file a complaint." Then his face sagged as he realized to whom that
complaint would go: Sassinak, now in command of the loyal Federation forces
onplanet, Acting Governor. "It's all very irregular ..." His voice
trailed away into a sigh. "All right. Bays twelve through twenty, orange
arm."
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"Thank
you," said Arly, careful to keep her voice neutral. Never push your luck,
Sassinak always said, and she felt her luck had been working overtime lately.
"If you have any fresh forage for Bronthin, we have an individual in bad
shape who's been a Seti prisoner."
This
the Dockmaster could handle. "Of course. With so much diplomatic traffic,
we pride ourselves on keeping full supplies for every race in the FSP. Any
other requirements?"
"A
Ryxi which is suffering from 'feather pit,' whatever that is, and a pair of
Lethi who seem all right, although our medical team isn't familiar with
Lethi."
"Only
two Lethi? That's very bad. Lethi need to cluster in larger numbers."
"Plus
a larval Ssli," Arly said. "It's complained that its tank needs
recharging."
"No
problem with any of that," said the Dockmaster, suddenly cordial. "If
you'll send the allied races to bay sixteen, that'll be the quickest access for
our specialty medical services."
"Will
do." Arly shook her head as she looked around the bridge, "Can you
believe that? He was willing to stand us off as if we were pirates, but he's
got specialty medical teams for our aliens."
Arly
had been in communication with Sassinak for the past several hours. The
situation onplanet had stabilized with the loyalists firmly in control, and
only scattered pockets of resistance.
"And
I think most of that's confusion," Sassinak had said. "We're finding
that many of the Parchandri/Paraden supporters had been blackmailed into it.
Others just didn't know any better. Right now the Thek are calling for a formal
trial."
"Not
another one!"
"Not
like that one, no. A Thek trial." Sassinak had looked exhausted. Arly
wondered if she'd had any rest at all since her disappearance. "Another
Thek cathedral is all I need! But considering what they've done, we really
can't argue. They want those prisoners you rescued from the Seti, especially
the Bronthin, Ssli, Weft, and Dupaynil."
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So now,
docked at the Station, Arly saw these turned over to special medical teams.
Soon they'd be on their way to the Thek trial. She wondered about the crew and
passengers of the yacht Tim had trapped. But she wasn't going to ask any
questions. Two experiences with fast-moving Thek were quite enough.
It was
impossible to overestimate the civilizing influence of cleanliness, rest, and
good cooking, Sassinak thought. Back on the Zaid-Dayan, back in a clean
uniform, with a stomach full of the best her favorite cook could do, with a
full shift's sleep, she was ready to forgive almost anyone. Particularly since
the Thek, in their unyielding fashion, had satisfied any remaining desire for
vengeance.
For a
moment, she felt again the pressure of those most alien minds. And marveled
that she had survived two terms in a Thek cathedral. Never again, she hoped.
The judgment process might be exhausting but it served its purpose admirably.
The
guilty Seti were to be confined to one interdicted planet, guarded by
installations whose crews were former pirate prisoners. Paraden family lost all
its possessions, from shipping lines to private moonlets. Paradens and
Parchandris alike were given basic survival and tool supplies, the same they
had sold to many a colony starting up, and deposited on a barely habitable
planet.
With
the single exception of Ford's Auntie Q. She lost nothing for the Thek
considered her a victim, not a Paraden, despite her name.
And,
thanks to Lunzie's partisanship and fierce arguments, heavyworlders were also
considered victims. After all, they had been cheated by the wealthy
lightweights who then blackmailed them into service. So the Thek required only
that those conspirators in the governments of heavyworlder planets be expelled.
The others, informed of the complex plot, were given shares in the liquidation
of Paraden assets. They could use that to ease their lives.
In
addition, FSP regulations changed to allow heavy-
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worlder
migration to any world open to humans. But that did not include Ireta: the Thek
would not change their earlier decision. Aygar had been consoled, finally, by
the knowledge that he would have a chance to see many equally fascinating
worlds. And enough money to enjoy them.
Now the
original team relaxed in Sassinak's office, with most of the tales untold and a
long night ahead for telling them. Restored by a couple of sessions in the tank
to heal his bums, Ford crunched another of the crispy fries. Sassinak met his
eyes and felt indecently smug. They had private plans when the party broke up.
He had told her just enough about Auntie Q and the Ryxi tailfeathers to whet
her appetite.
Dupaynil,
though, had lost some of his polish. Specldessly clean, as usual, perfectly
groomed, he still had a hangdog tentative quality that she found almost as
irritating as his former blithe certainty.
Lunzie,
always tactful, had put aside her grief for Coromell to try to cheer Dupaynil
up, but so tar it hadn't worked. Timran, on the other hand, was indecently
gleeful. He had taken the mild commendation she'd given him as if he'd been
awarded the Federation's highest honor in front of the Grand Council. Now he
sat stiffly in the corner of her office as if he would burst if he moved. She'd
better rescue the lad.
"Ensign,
there's an errand ... a fairly special one ..."
"Yes,
ma'am\"
"We're
having guests; I'd like you to escort a lady from the Flight Deck in
here."
If
anyone could settle a young man like Tim, it would be Fleur. He'd enjoy Aygar's
student friend, too, and Erdra. Sassinak grinned wickedly at the thought of
Erdra coming face to face with the reality behind her daydreams. She was no
Carin Coldae and the sooner she quit playing games and went back to finish that
advanced degree in analytical systems, the better. The riot had cured her of
any thought that violence and glamor coexisted, and a visit to a working
warship ought to clear out the rest of her nonsense.
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Lunzie
would want to meet her relative-of-sorts, from the Chinese family. It had been
extravagant, in several ways, to send her own shuttle down for them, but she
felt it important to build respect for Fleet. No more restrictions on the
movement of Fleet personnel, and no civilian weapons monitors, either. The
Zaid-Dayan was, as it always should be, ready for action. Now, while Tim was
gone, she could try to penetrate DupayniTs gloom again.
"I
wanted to apologize to you," she began, "for pulling that trick
..."
"It
was a trick, then, with the orders?" He brightened a moment. "I was
sure of it. You used the Ssli, right?"
"Right.
But it was flat stupid of me not to know more about the ship I tossed you onto.
I had no idea ..."
"I
know." He looked glum again.
"You
said something about charges?"
"Well,
the Exec of the escort and I had to overpower the crew, put 'em in custody
..."
"On
an escort? Where?"
"In
the escape pod in coldsleep. They were going to space me."
Sassinak
stared at him. He said it in a tone of flat misery entirely out of character
for someone who had run a successful mutiny.
"I'm
sure we can get the charges dropped. If anyone's dared filed them," she
said. "Especially now. I've had contact with Admiral Vannoy, back at
Sector, and he's rooting out the traitors around Fleet."
But
that didn't cheer him up as it should have. Clearly impending charges weren't
the burden he carried. Lunzie caught her eye and made a significant glance at
Ford, at Dupaynil, then at Aygar. Sassinak let one eyelid droop in a near-wink.
"Ford,
if you don't mind, I think I'd like a grownup to supervise that reception.
Aygar, you might want to be there to greet your friends."
Aygar
leaped up while Ford stood more slowly, grinning at Sassinak in a way that
almost made her blush.
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"You
ladies take care," he said, with his own significant glance at Dupaynil.
"No squabbling."
Then he
left, shepherding Aygar ahead of him.
"Now,
then," said Sassinak. "You've been brooding about as if you were
about to be stuck in Administration forever. So, what's the problem?" She
thought for a long moment he would not answer, then it burst out of him.
"It's
ridiculous, and I don't want to talk about it."
Lunzie
and Sassinak waited, saying nothing. Dupaynil looked up and met Sassinak's eyes
squarely.
"I
was so jurious with you for pulling that trick. For getting atvay with that trick.
I dreamed of outfoxing you again, coming back with what you needed, but making
you pay for it. Then I had to escape those . . . those pirates on Claw, and
realized that 1 didn't know one tbing about actually running a ship. Panis had
to train me as if I were a raw recruit. But I still thought, with what I'd
found, that I'd have a chance of returning in triumph. A good story to tell,
all that. But then the Seti . . ."He stopped, shaking his head, and
Sassinak and Lunzie stared at each other over his bent head.
"What
did they do?" asked Lunzie.
Sassinak
was thinking that it was a good thing they'd died before she'd had the
opportunity to skin their scaly hide off their live bodies.
"Arly
didn't tell you?"
"She
said you looked pretty dilapidated when you came aboard, but you wouldn't go to
Medical—" Her skin crawled as she thought of reasons why he might not,
which could explain his present mood. "Dupaynil! They didn't!"
This
time he laughed, a genuine if shaky laugh. "No. No, they didn't actually
do anything. It was just . . . Have you ever seen a Seti shower?"
What
did that have to do with anything? "No," Sassinak said cautiously.
"It
sprays you with hot air, grit, and more hot air," Dupaynil said with more
energy than she'd heard from him yet. Bitter, but alive. "I'm sure it's
what keeps their scales so shiny. Probably takes care of itchy little parasites
on a Seti. But for a human, day after day . . .
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And
then I had to stay in that blasted pressure suit for days." His expression
brought a chuckle to Sassinak; she couldn't help it. "I'd planned on
strolling in, cool and suave, to hand you what you needed. Instead, I was stuck
in a stinking pressure suit in a crowded compartment full of terrified aliens
where I could do not one damn thing, and had to be rescued like any silly
princess in a fairy tale."
"But
you did," said Sassinak.
"Did
what?"
"Did
do something. Kipling's corns, Dupaynil, you got the warning to us. You had
evidence the Thek used."
"They
could have got it straight from those slime-buckets* minds."
"Well,
if the Thek hadn't been there, we'd have needed it. After all, they asked for
you at the trial. They needed your evidence, too. I don't know what more you
could want. You escaped one death-trap after another, you got vital
information, you saved the world. Did you really think anyone could do that
without getting dirty?" She thought of herself in the tunnels, even before
Fleur's disguise.
"I
wanted to impress you," he said softly, looking at his linked hands.
"Well,
you did." Sassinak cocked her head at him. "Impress me? Was that
all?"
"No."
She would never have suspected that Dupaynil could blush, but what else were
those red patched on his cheeks. "When I was on Claw, when I realized what
you'd done, and I was so mad ... I also realized I wanted ..."
It was
clear enough, though he couldn't say it.
"I'm
sorry." That was genuine. He had earned it. She couldn't offer more. Her
joyful reunion with Ford had revealed too much to both of them.
"Sorry!"
Lunzie fairly exploded, her eyes sparkling. "You nearly get the man
killed, he has to take over a whole ship, and then he saves us all from a Seti
invasion, and you're just sorry!" She looked at Dupaynil.
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"She
may be my descendant, but that doesn't mean we agree. I think she ought to give
you a medal."
"Lunzie!"
"You
wouldn't think so if you'd seen me getting off that shuttle." Dupaynil
said. "Ask Arly."
"I
don't have to ask Arly. I can see for myself." That came out in a sensuous
purr. Under Lunzie's bright gaze, Dupaynil's grin began to revive.
Sassinak
regarded her great-great-great with affectionate disdain. "Lunzie, I know
where I inherited some of my propensities." If Lunzie stayed interested,
she gave Dupaynil only a few more hours of freedom.
"Meow!"
Lunzie stuck out her tongue, then leaned closer to Dupaynil.
Whatever
else she might have said was interrupted by the arrival of the others: Fleur,
who had worn one of her own creations in lavender and silver, Aygar and Timran
in die midst of the students. Erdra, Sassinak noticed, wore the same land of
colorful shirt and leggings as the others. Perhaps she had grown out of her
wishful thinking already.
"Have
you?" Fleur asked, drifting close a little later, as the conversation rose
and fell around them.
^What?"
"Grown
out of your past?"
Sassinak
snorted. "I grew out of Carin Coldae a long way back."
"You
know that's not what I mean."
Sassinak
thought of Randy Paraden's face, the instant before the Weft killed him, and of
the faces of the other conspirators in the Thek cathedral. She had looked long
in her mirror when she came back aboard, hoping not to find any of the marks of
that kind of character.
"Yes,"
she said slowly. "I think I have. I can't change what they did to me, but
I can change what I do about it. It's time to be more than a pirate-chaser. But
not less."