THE SWEATER
by Richard 0. Lewis

Copyright © 1962 by H.S.D. Publications

eBook scanned & proofed by Binwiped 11-27-02 [v1.0]

the slight, steady clicking of the knitting needles grew ever louder. The noise of them began crashing against the walls of the tiny room and bouncing back again in nerve-wracking echoes.
"Strange," thought Halsey, eyeing their silvery speed, "how complete silence elsewhere can magnify a little sound like that into proportions that can fairly drive you nuts!"
His eyes traveled slowly upwards from his wife's busy fingers to her pointed face, her mousy hair, and onto the wall of the little room just above and beyond her head. The calendar hanging there showed the month of May, and the dates from the third through the sixteenth had been crossed out by heavy strokes from a black crayon.
From behind his magazine, Halsey looked at the needles again. "The last night!" he promised himself for the sixth time in as many minutes. "After nine o'clock in the morning, they'll be silent for good."
His exultation was cut short by a sudden stab of anxiety: Had he kept accurate count of the days? Had he by any chance crossed out a date and, later in the day, another one?
No. That couldn't have happened. He had taken ample precaution, had made a ritual of crossing off the days. At six o'clock each night—and only at six o'clock—he had walked to the wall, picked up the crayon, and marked an X across the date. That way, there was no chance of a mistake.
But no sooner had the first wave of uneasiness subsided than a new one swept in, to cause tiny dribbles of cold sweat to trickle down over his ribs from his armpits. Maybe she had crossed off an extra day! She could have done it; several times, through sheer boredom, he had taken afternoon naps! But, no; there would be no reason for her to do so—nothing for her to gain! Yet . . .
"That would be an ironic twist," he mused, making light of the thought. "That way she would have me with her forever!"
He closed his eyes tightly against both her and her clanking needles. The old bat! Knitting him a sweater! A sweater he wouldn't be caught dead in! Her, with a hundred grand in her own right, knitting sweaters! Cooking those hideous boiled dinners! Keeping Kim grinding his heart out as a clerk in her cousin's stupid brokerage office! And never a night out to have any fun!
Well, beginning at nine o'clock in the morning, it would all be different. He'd kick that silly sweater to pieces, eat T-bones, quit that insipid job, and visit a few night spots— with Gertie, of course.
The very thought of red-haired, full-lipped, full-bosomed Gertie of the brokerage office spun him away as usual into a pleasing reverie. Now, if he had been cooped up here for fourteen days—nights—with Gertie . . . Well, he wouldn't have taken any afternoon naps through sheer boredom.
A trace of a smile began to play about his thin lips as the reverie led him even deeper into the delights of fantasy.
Halsey had shown all his neighbors his bomb shelter as soon as it had been completed.
"These," he had told them, indicating the steel tanks along one wall of the concrete structure, "are my oxygen bottles. Enough here to last three weeks." He had placed the necessary amount of stress on the last statement.
"And this is the larder." He had opened the large twin doors to expose a series of shelves piled high with tinned bread, meats, vegetables, fruits, and bottles of vitamins. One by one, he had exhibited such other items as the garbage disposal, the toilet, the air vent, the water supply, and similar necessities.
"There is no radio or television," he had explained. "In a real raid, there probably wouldn't be any broadcasts to listen to after the first few minutes anyway, and probably no electricity to bring them in, and we want this test to simulate the real thing as much as possible. A psychological test, you know."
There was a shelf of books, a rack of magazines, and a number of puzzles and games. "And these," Halsey had said, indicating a small stack of cardboard cartons, "are models of ships, airplanes, and the like to be assembled. Something to keep the hands busy. My wife, of course, will bring along her needlework and her knitting. . . ."
He had always saved showing the lock on the steel door until last. Since it was to play the most important part in his plan, he felt that it should be left uppermost in the minds of his visiting neighbors.
"Anyone can live in a bomb shelter or a fallout shelter quite nicely for two weeks," he had stressed, "provided he can get out for a walk whenever he wants, talk over the telephone to his friends, or have the neighbors in for an occasional evening of bridge. But that is not a real test. A real test can be made only when the occupants of the shelter cut themselves off entirely from contact with the outside world!"
He had always paused here for a moment to let the impact of the thought etch itself deeply into the brain of the listener.
"This is a time lock activated by solar batteries which also are the source of power for the lights and the air fan. It is set for a period of two weeks to the exact minute. Once the door closes, the timer sets automatically, and the door cannot be opened from either the inside or the outside until the precise course of time is run. Only in this way can a true test be made as to whether two people can remain compatible during a real raid."
And the neighbors had gone away duly impressed. If the Halseys survived the ordeal, then—if worse came to worst— they too could weather the storm harmoniously within their own shelters. It was, indeed, a worthwhile experiment!
Halsey smiled now at the memory. Tomorrow morning at precisely nine o'clock, the neighbors would be waiting for the steel door to open, waiting to see, first-hand, the outcome of the great psychological experiment. And they would all be witnesses to his wife's accidental death!
The clashing knitting needles ceased their clangor. Mrs. Halsey laid the sweater on the little table beside her chair, yawned, got up, went to a small mirror and began creaming her face for the night.
She didn't speak, and neither did he. They hadn't said much to each other for the past few days. Yet, the two weeks had been fairly satisfactory ones—she content in her complete dominance and possession of him; he content in the knowledge that the dominance and possession would soon come to a definite end.
He mumbled a good-night as she got into her bed, but her answer was scarcely audible.
Halsey thumbed through some magazines for nearly an hour, then got into his pajamas, climbed into his bed, and flicked the light switch at the head board.
The small room was plunged instantly into silent darkness, and in a minute or two the luminous dial of his wrist-watch became plainly visible. It was a few minutes to midnight.
Halsey slept fitfully. He was tangled in the sweater. The door wouldn't open. The world was sprouting mushroom clouds. Something had gone wrong with the time clock. . . .
He found himself staring at the glowing dial of the wristwatch. It was exactly seven o'clock. He smiled into the darkness. He had practiced for a full week to awaken precisely at seven.
He lay for a while without moving, giving the sticky webs of sleepiness time to clear. This was the zero hour. He could call off the whole idea, walk out of the door at nine o'clock, greet his neighbors—and go on living with her for the rest of his natural life. . . .
He stifled the groan the thought provoked. No, the plan had to be carried through! Otherwise, life to him would be intolerable!
Silently, he laid back the covers, swung his feet over the edge of the bed, sat up, and slid his feet into his slippers. Her bed was but a step away in the darkness. He sat for a moment, orienting himself and getting a measure of control over an inner trembling, then took the pillow from his bed in his two hands, rose, and took the step.
The pillow went down quickly over where he knew her head would be, and the bed clothes, held down tightly on either side of her slight form by his straddling knees, acted as a straitjacket against her struggles.
It seemed like hours, but it couldn't have been more than three or four minutes. There was a final spasmodic twitch of muscles, then a general relaxation.
Halsey put the pillow back on his bed and dented it sufficiently with his fist to indicate it had been slept on, then turned on the small night-light and glanced at his watch. Seven-fifteen..
He didn't look at his wife's prone figure on the bed as he went around to the oxygen tanks. A moment later, the gas was hissing noisily from the open valves, and a moment after that Halsey was reeling drunkenly around the room.
"An oxygen jag," he said aloud and stumbled hurriedly back toward the valves. His fingers fumbled them shut. He wheeled about, stumbled over the little table, knocked it and the sweater and the needles to the floor, and finally reached the air-vent control.
When the little fan was humming with increased industry, he went back to the gas vents, opened them wide, and sat down and breathed shallowly.
He found that he was trembling all over. He looked at his watch a dozen times, looked to see if it were actually running, then silently reprimanded himself for his impatience. He had estimated it would take a couple of hours or more for the large tanks to dissipate their contents; he had now but to wait.
When the hissing finally stopped, the silence came as a distinct shock, and the only sound in the room now was the body-shaking hammering of his own heart.
The gauge on the last tank, the one- in use, showed a quarter full. He looked at his watch again. Eighteen minutes till nine.
He opened the valve wider and watched the gauge and his watch carefully, his body still trembling. A miscalculation now could well prove fatal. He manipulated the valve for several minutes, and the last of the gas finally hissed from the tank at exactly five minutes till nine. There was now only the oxygen within the shelter itself.
Halsey hurried to the vent fan and turned it back to normal. Then he tore open the collar of his pajamas and lay down on the floor near the door. Everything was going precisely to plan. In slightly less than five minutes, the time lock would click, the door would spring slightly ajar, and the neighbors would rush in—to discover Halsey on the floor, half unconscious and gasping for air, his wife smothered in bed. All due to some failure of the oxygen tanks.
Once again, time dragged in an endless manner. What if the time lock failed to open? What if ...
No! No! He mustn't permit himself to think of things like that! The time lock would open! He had tested it time and time again! In fact, his wife had insisted on a series of tests before she had consented to the experiment.
But what if he had released the oxygen too soon? What if the timing mechanism had slowed down? The neighbors would mill around outside, waiting. How long would they wait before deciding that something must have gone wrong? How long would it take them to force the steel door? Or would they, believing he had an extra supply of oxygen, wait a day or two before doing anything?
His nervous trembling increased. The air began to feel heavy and oppressive. His pajamas were damp all over his body, from perspiration.
His eyes never left the dial of the watch now. Three minutes. Two minutes. And, finally, one minute till nine; just 60 seconds.
He began to take deep, tremulous breaths in an attempt to bring his quivering nerves under control, then stopped almost instantly as he realized that the deep breathing would deplete the oxygen rapidly. The thundering of his heart grew louder, and waves of pressure began to beat at his eardrums.
Forty seconds. . . .
He was certain that his watch had stopped, that he was slowly and helplessly smothering. Panic laid hold of him, and he suddenly realized the awful terror that must have tortured his wife during her last few seconds of consciousness. He tried to shake the thought from his brain—not because of any sorrow for her, but to rid himself of the fear of having to experience the same horrible ordeal.
Twenty seconds. . . .
Ten seconds. . ..
He wanted to cry out, to leap to his feet, screaming. But his throat muscles were constricted, his body unresponsive to his fear-ridden brain.
Zero seconds. . . .
He lay upon the floor in his own sweat, sobbing silenty and convulsively.
Then it came! The great sledgehammer blow of steel against steel. He thought at first it was the neighbors trying to break down the door. Then he realized in sudden elation that it was merely the metallic click of the time lock shattering die silence. The steel door was ajar! It had swayed inward a scant half inch!
The neighbors should rush in now. It was part of the plan. They should rush in just in the nick of time to witness the frightful scene.
But there was no babble of voices beyond the door, not a scrape of a foot on the stone steps, not a sound.
Halsey grasped the edge of the door with his fingertips and pulled. The heavy door was adamant. His fingernails splintered and broke. Gasping, he clutched the edge with the fingers of both hands. It gave an inch. Sunlight and fresh air rushed through the opening. Even as his lungs gasped in the air eagerly, his eyes quickly told him that the stairwell was empty.
Bewildered, he struggled to his feet, flung the door open, and staggered up the short flight of steps, his eyes squinting against the raw sunlight.
The voice of the siren reached him then. It began with a low moan, rose rapidly higher in pitch to split the skies, and reached out across the land with undulations of warning. He turned in its direction and saw the pall of smoke that cloaked Midville, a scant mile away across the lake. And even as he watched, a great column of flame spread upward from just beyond the town, its livid crest spreading rapidly outward.
Halsey's brain warned him of the shock blast that came from atomic mushrooms to level everything in its path above the ground, and through no volition of his own he went spinning back down the stairs and into the comparative darkness of the shelter.
Something in the shadows clutched his feet to engulf them in a strong tangle of mesh. Something bit deeply into his ankle. As he bent to free himself, the knitted mesh tightened as if pulled by unseen hands, and Halsey stumbled backwards against the steel door.
The time lock clanged deafeningly in the small room— and echoed and echoed and echoed.
Outside, the siren continued to wail in desperation as the people of Midville watched the flames leap ever closer to the second large storage tank of gasoline. It was the largest fire the townspeople had witnessed for more than thirty years.

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