Wednesday, 07.20-12.30 As Zen closed the front door behind him its hinges emitted their characteristic squeal, which was promptly echoed from the fioor above. One of the tenants there kept a caged bird which was apparently under the illusion that Zen's front door was a fellow inmate and responded to its mournful cry with encouraging chirps. Zen clattered down the stairs two at a time, ignoring the ancient lift in its wrought-iron cage. Thank God for work, he thought, which gave him an unquestionable excuse to escape from his dark, cluttered apartment and the elderly woman who had taken it over to such an extent that he felt like a child again, with no rights or independent existence. What would happen when he no longer had this ready- made way of filling his days? The government had recently been making noises about the need to reduce the size of the bloated public sector. Early retirement for senior staff was one obvious option. Fortunately it was unlikely that anything more than talk would come of it. A govern- ment consisting of a coalition of five parties, each with an axe to grind and clients to keep happy, found it almost impossible to pass legislation that was likely to prove mildly unpopular with anyone, never mind tackle the bureaucratic hydra which kept almost a third of the work- ing population in guaranteed employment. Nevertheless, he would have to retire one day. The thought of it con- tinued to haunt him like the prospect of some chronic illness. How would he get through the day? What would he do? His life had turned into a dead end. Giuseppe, the janitor, was keeping a watchful eye on the comings and goings from the window of his mez- zanine flat. Zen didn't stop to mention the scraping noises he had seemed to hear the night before. In broad daylight the whole thing seemed as unreal as a dream. The streets were steeped in mild November sunlight and ringing with sounds. Gangs of noisy schoolchildren passed by, flaunting the personalities that would be buried alive for the next five hours. The metallic roars of shutters announced that the shops in the area were opening for business. A staccato hammering and the swishing of a paint sprayer issued from the open windows of the basement workshops where craftsmen performed mys- terious operations on lengths of moulded wood. But the traffic dominated: the uniform hum of new cars, the idiosyncratic racket of the old, the throaty gurgle of diesels, the angry buzzing of scooters and three-wheeled vans, the buses' hollow roar, the chainsaw of an un- silenced trail bike, the squeal of brakes, the strident discord of horns in conflict. At the corner of the block the newsagent was adding the final touches to the display of newspapers and magazines which were draped around his stall in a complex over- lapping pattern. As usual, Zen stopped to buy a paper, but he did not even glance at the headlines. He felt good, serene and carefree, released from whatever black magic had gripped his soul the night before. There would be time enough later to read about disasters and scandals which had nothing whatever to do with him. Across the street from the newsstand at the corner of the next block was the cafe which Zen frequented, largely because it had resisted the spreading blight of skimmed milk, which reduced the rich foam of a proper cappuccino to an insipid froth. The barman, who sported a luxuriant moustache to compensate for his glossily bald skull, greeted Zen with respectful warmth and turned away unbidden to prepare his coffee. 'Barbarians!' exclaimed a thickset man in a tweed suit, looking up from the newspaper spread out before him on the bar. 'Maniacs! What's the sense of it all? What can they hope to achieve?' Zen helped himself to a flaky brioche before broaching the chocolate-speckled foam on the cappuccino which Ernesto placed before him. I." was only after they had been meeting in the bar each morning for several years that Zen had finally discovered, thanks to an inflamed molar re- quiring urgent attention, that the indignant newspaper- reader was the dentist whose name appeared on one of the two brass plates which Giuseppe burnished religiously every morning. He congratulated himself on having resis- ted the temptation to look at the paper. No doubt there had been some dramatic new revelation about the Burolo affair. Hardly a day went by without one. But while for the dentist such things were a form of entertainment, a pretext for a display of moral temperament, for Zen it was work, and he didn't start work for another half hour. Idly, he wondered what the other men in the bar would say if they knew that he was carrying a video tape showing the Burolo killings in every last horrific detail. At the thought, he put down his coffee cup and patted his coat pocket, reassuring himself that the video cassette was still there. That was one mistake he certainly couldn't allow himself. There had already been one leak, when stills from the tape Burolo had made showing love scenes between his wife and the young lion-keeper had been published in a trashy scandal magazine. Such a magazine, or even one of the less scrupulous private TV stations, would be willing to pay a small fortune for a video of the killings themselves. The missing tape would immediately be traced to Zen, who had signed it out from Archives. Everyone would assume that Zen himself had sold the tape, and the denials of the magazine or TV station -- if they bothered to deny it -- would be discounted as part of the deal. Vincenzo Fabri had been waiting for months for just such an opportunity to present itself. He wouldn't let it go to waste! Zen now knew that he had badly bungled his unexpected promotion from his previous menial duties to the ranks of the Ministry's prestigious Criminalpol divi- sion. This had been due to a widespread but mistaken idea of the work which this group did. The press, intoxicated by the allure of elite units, portrayed it as a team of high- powered 'supercops' who sped about the peninsula crack- ing the cases which proved too difficult for the local offi- cials. Zen, as he had ruefully reflected many times since, should have known better. He of all people should have realized that police work never took any account of indivi- dual abilities. It was a question of carrying out certain procedures, that was all. Occasionally these procedures resulted in crimes being solved, but that was incidental to their real purpose, which was to maintain or adjust the balance of power within the organization itself. The result was a continual shuffling and fidgeting, a ceaseless and frenetic activity which it was easy to mistake for pur- poseful action. Nevertheless, it was a mistake which Zen should never have made, and which had cost him dearly. When dis- patched to Bari or Bergamo or wherever it might be, he had thrown himself wholeheartedly into the cases he had been assigned, asking probing questions, dishing out criti- cism, reorganizing the investigation and generally stirring things up as much as possible. This was the quickest way to get results, he fondly imagined, not having realized that the results desired by the Ministry flowed automatically from his having been sent. He didn't have to lift a finger, in fact it was important that he didn't. Far from being the 'oop from the Ministry' which the press liked to portray, Criminalpol personnel were comparable to inspectors of schools or airports. Their visits provided a chance for the mistry to get a reasonably reliable picture of what was happening, a reminder to the local authorities that all power ultimately lay with Rome, and a signal to concerned pressure groups that something was being done. No one wanted Zen to solve the case he had been sent to look into. Not the local police, who would then be asked why they had failed to achieve similar results unaided, nor the Ministry, to whom any solution would merely pose a fresh set of problems. All he needed to do in order to keep everyone happy was just go through the motions. Unfortunately, by the time he finally realized this, Zen had already alienated most of his new colleagues. Admit- tedly he had started with a serious handicap, owing to the manner of his appointment, which had been engineered by one of the suspects in the Miletti kidnapping case he had investigated in Perugia. Zen's subsequent promotion had naturally been regarded by many people as a form of pay-off, which was bound to cause resentment. But this might eventually have been forgiven, if it hadn't been for the newcomer's tactless display of energy, together with the bad luck of his having made an enemy of one of the most articulate and popular men on the staff. Vincenzo Fabri had tried unsuccessfully on a number of occasions to use political influence to have himself promoted, and he couldn't forgive Zen for succeeding where he had failed. Fabri provided a focus for the feelings of antipathy which Zen had aroused, and which he kept alive with a success- ion of witty, malicious anecdotes that only came to Zen's ears when the damage had been done. And because Fabri's grudge was completely irrational, Zen knew that it was all the more likely to last. He crumpled his paper napkin into a ball, tossed it into the rubbish bin and went to pay the cashier sitting at a desk in the angle between the two doors of the cafe. The newspaper the dentist had been reading lay open on the bar, and Zen couldn't ignore the thunderous headline: THE RED BRIGADES RETURN'. Scanning the article beneath, he learned that a judge had been gunned down at his home in Milan the night before. So that was what the dentist's rhetorical questions had referred to. What indeed was the sense of it all? There had been a time when such mindless acts of terrorism, how- ever shocking, had at least seemed epic gestures of undeniable significance. But that time had long passed, and re-runs were not only as morally disgusting as the originals, but also dated and second-hand. As he walked to the bus stop, Zen read in his own paper about the shooting. The murdered judge, one Bertolini, had been gunned down when returning home from work. His chauffeur, who had also been killed, had fired at the attackers and was thought to have wounded one of them. Bertolini was not a particularly important figure, nor did he appear to have had any connection with the trials of Red Brigades' activists. The impression was that he had been chosen because he represented a soft target, itself a humiliating comment on the decline in the power of the terrorists from the days when they had seemed able to strike at will. Zen's eyes drifted off to the smaller headlines further down the page. BURNED ALIVE FOR ADULTERY', read one. The story described how a husband in Genova had caught his wife with another man, poured petrol over them both and set them alight. He abruptly folded the paper up and tucked it under his arm. Not that he had anything to worry about on that score, of course. He should be so lucky! As a bus approached the stop, the various figures whn had been loitering in the vicinity marched out into the street to try their chances at the lottery of guessing where the rear doors would be when the bus stopped. Zen did reasonably well this morning, with the result that he was ruthlessly jostled from every side as the less fortunate trieci to improve on their luck. Someone at his back used his elbow so enterprisingly that Zen turned round to protest, almost losing his place as a result. But in the end justice prevailed, and Zen managed to squeeze aboard just as the doors closed. The events reported in the newspaper had already had their effect at the Viminale. The approaches leading up to the Ministry building were guarded by armoured person- nel carriers with machine-gun turrets on the roof. The barriers were lowered and all vehicles were being carefully searched. Pedestrian access, up a flight of steps from the piazza, was through a screen of heavy metal railings whose gate was normally left open, but today each person was stopped in the cage and had to present his or her identification, watched carefully by two guards wearing bulletproof vests and carrying submachine-guns. Having penetrated these security checks, Zen walked up to the third floor, where Criminalpol occupied a suite of rooms at the front of the building. The contrast with the windowless cell to which Zen had previously been con- fined could hardly have been more striking. Tasteful renovation, supplemented by a scattering of potted plants and antique engravings, had created a pleasant working ambience without the oppressive scale traditionally associ- ated with government premises. 'Quite like the old days!' was Giorgio De Angelis's com- ment as Zen passed by. 'The lads upstairs are loving it, of course. A few more like this and they'll be able to claw back all the special powers they've been stripped of since things quietened down.' De Angelis was a big, burly man with a hairline which had receded dramatically to reveal a large, shiny forehead of the type popularly associated with noble and unworldly intellects. What spoiled this impression was his bulbous nose, with nostrils of almost negroid proportions from which hairs sprouted like plants that have found them- selves a niche in crumbling masonry. He was from the and leave again, having carried out the murders. One would of course expect a professional killer to use his ow;- weapon, probably with a silencer. It can be argued that this anomaly merely strengthens the case against Favel- loni, indicating that an attempt was made to disguise the fact that the crime was a premeditated conspiracy against the life of Oscar Burolo.' Zen knocked the pages into order and read through what he had written, making a few corrections here and there. Then he put the report into a cardboard folder and carried it through the gap in the screens separating his work area from that of Carlo Romizi. 'How's it going'?' he remarked. Romizi looked up from the railway timetable he ha been studying. 'Bid you know that there's a train listed in here tha' doesn't exist?' In every organization there is at least one person of whom all his colleagues think, 'How on earth did he get the job ?' In Criminalpol, that person was Carlo Romizi, an Umbrian with a face like the man in the moon. Even after sume gruelling tour of duty, Romizi always looked as fresh as a new-laid egg, and his expression of childlike astonish- ment never varied. 'No, I didn't know that,' Zen replied. 'De Angelis just told me.' 'Which one is it?' 'That's the whole point! They don't say. Every year they invent a train which just goes from one bit of the timetable to another. Each individual bit looks all right, but if you put it all together you discover that the train just goes round and round in circles, never getting anywhere. Apparently it started one year when they made a mistake. Now they do it on purpose, as a sort of joke. I haven't found it yet, but it must be here. De Angelis told me about it.' Zen nodded non-committally. 'What did la Biacis want?' he asked casually. The effort of memory made Romizi frown. 'Oh, she was nagging me about some expense claim I put in. Apparently Moscati thinks it was excessive. I mean excessively excessive. I said I'd send in a revised claim, only I forgot.' Youth is only a lightness of the heart, Zen thought as he walked away, as happy as a bird and all because Tania had not treated Romizi to her confidences after all. In stark contrast to the Criminalpol suite, the adminis- trative offices on the ground floor were designed in the old style, with massive desks drawn up in rows like tanks on parade. Tania was nowhere to be seen. One of her col- leagues directed Zen to the accounts department, where he spent some time trying to attract the attention of a clerk who sat gazing into the middle distance, a telephone receiver hunched under each ear, repeating 'But of course!' and 'But of course not!' Without looking up, he handed Zen a form marked 'Do not fold, spindle or mutilate', on which he had scribbled 'Personnel?' In the personnel department or. the fourth floor, Franco Ciliani revealed that the Biacis woman had just left after breaking his balls so comprehensively that he doubted whether they would ever recover. 'You know what her problem is?' Ciliani demanded rhetorically. 'She's not getting enough. The thing with women is, if you don't fuck them silly every few days they lose all sense of proportion. We should drop her husband a line, remind him of his duties.' Apart from these words of wisdom, Ciliani was unable to help, but as Zen was walking disconsolately downstairs again, Tania suddenly materialized beside him. 'I've been looking for you everywhere,' he said. 'Except the women's toilet, presumably.' 'Ah.' He handed her the folder as they continued downstairs together. 'This is the report Moscati asked for. Can you get a couple of copies up there before lunch?' 'Of course!' Tania replied rather tartly. 'That's what I'm here for.' 'What's the matter? Did Ciliani say something to you?' She shrugged. 'No, he just gets on my nerves, that's all. It's not his fault. He reminds me of my husband.' This remark was so bizarre that Zen ignored it. Every- thing Tania had said so far had suggested that she and her husband were blissfully happy together, a perfect couple. As they reached the third-floor landing, Zen reached over and took her arm. 'What was it you wanted me to do for you?' She looked at him, then looked away. 'Nothing. It doesn't matter.' She didn't move, however, and he didn't let go of her arm. With his free hand he gestured towards the stairs. Whoever had designed the Ministry of the Interior had been a firm believer in the idea that an institution's pres- tige is directly proportional to the dimensions of its main staircase, which was built on a scale that seemed to demand heroic gestures and sumptuous costumes. 'Perhaps it would work better if we sang,' Zen sug- gested with a slightly hysterical smile. 'Sang?' Tania repeated blankly. He knew he should never have opened his mouth, but he was feeling light-headed because of her presence there beside him. 'This place reminds me of an opera. I mean, talking doesn't seem quite enough. You know what I mean?' He released her, stretched out one arm, laid his other hand on his chest and intoned, 'What was it you wanted me to do for you?' Tania's face softened into a smile. 'And what would I say?' 'You'd have an aria where you told me. About twenty times over.' They looked at each other for a moment. Then Tania ribbfed something on a piece of paper. 'Ring this number at seven o'clock this evening. Say you're phoning from here and that because of the murder of that judge there's an emergency on and I'm needed till midnight.' Zen took the paper from her. 'That's all?' 'That's all.' He nodded slowly, as though he understood, and turned away. Blood everywhere, my blood. I'm collapsing like a sack of grai>~ the rats have gnawed a hole in. No one will ever pnd me. No on..- but me knows about this place. I will have disappeared. I made things disappear. People too, but that came later, an ' caused less stir. People drop dead all the time anyway. Things ar more durable. A bowl or chair, a spade, a knife, can hang aroun ' a house so long that no one remembers where it came from..'- seems that it's always been there. When it suddenly disappearec; everyone tried to hush up the scandal. 'It must be somewhere.' Don't worry, it'll turn up, just wait and see.' A crack hai! appeared in their world. And through it, for a moment, they fe.":: the chill and caught a glimpse of the darkness that awaited then- too. I've got together quite a collection, one way and another. Wh will become of it now, I wonder? Cups, pens, string, ribbo> . playing cards, wallets, nails, clothing, tools, all piled up in tii darkness like offerings to the god whose absence I sense at night, in the space between the stars, featureless and vast. Things don't just disappear for no reason. 'There's a reason fri~ everything,' as old Tommaso likes to say, nodding that misshapen head of his that looks like a lump of rock left standing in a field for farmers to curse and plough around, or else blow up. I'd like to blow it up, his wise old head. 'What's the reason for this, then? ' I'd ask as 1 pulled the trigger. Too late for that now. Perhaps he would have understood, at the last. Perhaps the othe;s did, too. Perhaps the look on their faces was not just pain and terror, but understanding. At all events, the crack was there, the possibility of grace, thanks to me. Things are not what they seevi. There's more to this place than meets the eye. 1 was living proof of that. And they proved it too, dying.